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halinski · 2 years ago
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blackwaxidol · 3 years ago
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sicksadsyndicalist · 2 years ago
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unpopular opinion: no one gives a fuck about abused children
this is something that's been bothering me for a while now.
people generally agree that child abuse/neglect is a bad thing. rarely, however, do they ever actually do anything about it.
i'n not talking about activism, by the way. i'm talking about the barest fucking minimum of care from society.
a disclaimer: i'm NOT trying to disparage any of the following groups or claim that what they went through wasn't as bad as child abuse or say that any of the tools used to help them are bad.
domestic abuse victims? shelters, support groups, everyone knows that abusing your partner is fucking horrible. if you knew someone close to you was being domestically abused, you'd do everything in your power to put a stop to it.
missing children? obviously a nightmare come to life for any parent, or even the entire community. missing posters, amber alerts, NCMEC, people understand the horrific gravity of these situations.
abused children..?
well, if the abuse was sexual, there's a slightly better chance of it being reported, and society at large treats pedos as scum of the earth (and rightfully so).
child neglect is treated more as a mark of bad character for the parent rather than a real, actual form of abuse. if you neglect your children really badly, cps might get involved. if the neglect isn't bad enough (i.e. immediately life threatening), you're SOL. most charities won't give food/water/other needed items to some random kid without the parent present, and good luck trying to convince someone to let you take a shower in their house. if the neglect is emotional, you're double SOL. many don't even consider emotional neglect a real form of neglect.
finally, child abuse. no one fucking cares about an abused child. if your parents beat the shit out of you/almost kill you, you might be "abused enough" to trigger cps to get off of their asses and do their jobs, and then you'll be put in into a horrible, frequently even MORE abusive foster care system. give up hope of being adopted if you aren't an infant, because the vast majority of people would rather spend tens of thousands of dollars on IVF than even consider you. you're damaged goods.
if you aren't considered abused enough, or if no one reports the abuse, or if cps don't come through, what do you get?
JACK FUCKING SHIT
you get NOTHING. ZILCH. NOBODY GIVES A FUCK. there's nowhere to go for an abused child. no support networks or flagging systems. no charities or shelters. you can go through HELL every day of your life, you can SCREAM for help as loud as you want, and NO ONE WILL BAT A FUCKING EYE. you can want to kill yourself before you're in middle school. you can look your parents in the eyes and know that they hate you with all their souls before you're old enough to ride a bike. you can go to primary school with the knowledge that not a single person loves you. you can be broken over, and over, and over and over and over and over again until you can't possibly be broken anymore without something changing. and then you do. you think that something has to give eventually, and you're right. you do. you're what gives. no one finds you hiding under your bed. no one finds you trembling with dread at 2:55PM. you can experience the worst pain of your life, you can scream until your voice goes away, you can cry until your tear ducts go dry, and you can decide you're not gonna take it anymore. you can run out of the house and ask for help, and you know what's gonna happen? you're gonna get taken back to your abusers by the police. you can tell your teachers at school, and the most they can do is give you a hug with a pained expression on their faces, and then they have to send you home.
and then, after you finally get out? after you're freed not by any justice or sympathy, but by the fact that you turned 18? this will impact the rest of your life. this fundamentally changes who you are, right down to the chemical balances in your brain. you will never know what could have been, and there is no help for you. there are no scholarships or support groups for abused children. there are no seminars on how to deal with the epidemic of child abuse throughout our country, just a cold tally of its effects.
no one gives a fuck about abused children
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theyanderespecialist · 4 years ago
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Teasing Abel (One Shot) SCP 076 Abel X Mark OC
(mark's pov)
I walk down the halls smiling at others as I rush to a room, opening the door to see Abel there, lifting weights over his head, the same, familiar, pissed off look on his face as I smile and walk in front of him.
"Mark." "Hey Able. Looks heavy." "Not really." He said not really paying too.much attention as I unbutton my coat.
"I got a new outfit you know." "That's nice." "It is..I got a lot of compliments on my body, how it's "perfect for children." I don't think they even know I'm a boy." I said as this caused him to look up as I posted in the outfit. It was actually my old yoga pants that I haven't worn in..god I think 7 years, and a sheer like sports bra.
He looked at me and the weight drop and it dented the floor. I wince. I smirked as I decided to tease him a bit, he did not pay enough attention to me even when I bought that lacy nightie. I think he needs to know it.
"I mean, there was this one man..Edwin I think, he said I looked good enough to eat, I just teased back and said "hit me up" I mean..it actually excited me.
(Mark in the starting phases of being an exobitionist
(When in this state you can find them revealing more skin and being a tease~)
Next thing I know I am grabbed and pinned to the wall being kissed roughly.
I let out a soft groan as I look to see Abel. "Aww you think I'm actually going to run off with them~?"
"I don't want people looking at you like your theirs."
"Oh you don't?~ too bad. I think maybe I should be the man in the relationship for a little bit~." I tease. (Oh no you don't threaten his dominance mark)
(XD You never threaten Abel Dominance XD It leads to bad stuff XD)
Abel growled and pinned me down in downward dog then put the weight on me so I could not get up from it. my ass perfect crotch level.
I let out a shocked and confused noise as I tried to struggle to get out, my ass wiggling side to side due to the struggling. That is when I heard a tear a felt air drift into my pants he just tore a hole in the back side of my yoga pants!
"Abel!" I cried out only to moan when a Wet finger was shoved in.
I moaned as my body shuddered feeling the invasion. It had been months, and I wanted this time to be the true first time for anything more than fingers.
"This time I will take you and you will never forget that you are mine." He says and starts to finger my ass preparing me.
I let out a shocked and aroused moan. "A-All I said was I should be the man on the relationship." I teased
"No you are my sissy slut and that means I am the man!" He orders and bites my ass cheek and prepares me fast and hard. "You are mine and I am not loosing you to anyone. Not even what you think it should be."
I let out a moan. I actually had no desire to play a 'male' role. We both believe in each party having equal rights, but, he could get like this from time to time..and I liked it, because, well, he wouldn't do it unless I wanted him to. I feel him pull out of me as I let out a soft whimper but wait to feel him inside of me...but I didn't.
I hear him spit and start to lube up his cock. Oh yes finally. He said he wanted to wait not to just jump right into sex. It has been a year since we been together and we only finger my hole and that has not happen in three months. He seemed worried he would hurt me. So he always stopped before going to far.
Bit it seemed like he just didn't care anymore..and that aroused me~
I wait to feel himself inside of me..bit I didn't as I cried out as he hit my ass
He spanked my ass with his dick and smeared his pre cum all over it. "You have to beg for it~ Prove to me you only want my cock in you."
I shudder at that. I still wanted some control of the situation (you're not gonna get it. XD) as I rub my ass against his dick.
"O-Oh come on..d-don't make me do that. Just let me go~" I said, playing as though this wasn't a moment I had dreamed of for an entire year
He left and I was confused then I felt him put something on my cock it was a vibrating cock ring. I groaned as he turns it on and I knew I would not be able to cum. And he now has full control over the situation even more than before.
(XD This is what you get XD You should have begged XD)
I gripped the ground beneath me.
"N-No--"
"I'll say it again. Beg for it." He said as I let out a whimper as my cock became fully hard.
"P-Please. .please put it in.." I mutter.
"Not good enough."
I take a deep breath. "Please Abel! Please! Fuck my Sissy hole, I only ever wanted your cock filling me to the brim and making me break in ectasy!" I cry out blushing hotly.
He smirks and then thrusts in hitting my prostate right away and I moaned in ectasy. He ripped off the cock ring and I came around him from just one thrust~
I moan thought I was still unable to move from my position under the weight and under him. I grip the floor, my nails digging into it as his hand grabbed at my hair roughly making me moan.
(Oh he's into rough rough sex)
(Mmmmmmhmmmmm)
"That is right!" He says pulling on it to turn my head and he leaned over biting my neck. "Only I can make you cum! You are Mine!"
I moaned. "Y-Yes.. I-I'm yours~!" I said.
"That's right, you are, you're my girl, no one else can have you." He said right in my ear as I shudder.
"I-I'm your..." I let out a moan before giving a small smirk. "I'm your boy~" I teased as he glared before he smirked.
"You're trying to get me worked up on purpose, aren't you?"
"How else was I supposed to get you to make love to me~" I moan. "It has been a year Abel, a boy or girl or whatever I will be for you, I have needs~"
"aren't I fucking you right now? Is that not enough? Or perhaps.. you want something more than just being fucked..perhaps..you want to be shown your place~?" He asked as I shudder, tightening around him though I tried not to give it away.
"Oh so I am right~" He says. "I gave you to much freedom, do I have to lock you in the bedroom and dress you like my good girl feeding you nothing but my spunk for you to know you are mine~"
I once more shuddered as I moaned. "N-No..I-I don't want that..~" I said, a part of me wanting it, the other part wanting to pretend I wasn't as depraved as I really am.
I shudder when he moaned right in my ear. "I-It..if I was.. hypothetically i-into it..d-describe what you'd do to me.." I moan and pant out. "I-I'n detail"
(Yes describe in great detail~ but marks not into it obviously;3)
(X3)
"Oh first I would make you cum sensless, so much that you black out. Then I would take you to our bedroom and chaine your ankle to the bed, for the first few months you would have to earn my trust to even leave the bed~ You would earn your meals by making me cum just with your mouth~ If you could not do it you would not eat~ Then you would have to beg me to let you try again for the taste of your spunk only diet~ I would have more than enough for you to eat as much as you want~"
(I think mark need actual food and water abel xD)
(XD)
I moaned as that, the thought of being under his full control..I could feel blood starting to rush once more down to my dick.
"Of course, once you get that you're only mine, and I can trust you, you'll graduate to being able to leave the bed, you'll get some nice outfits too as a reward." I let out a moan. "I-I think just having my mouth fucked se-seems like such a waste.." I moaned.
(I mean yeah able what about poor marks ass)
(XD YEAH!!!)
"Oh I will defiantly fuck your ass at least three times a day, do you know how much I jerk off a day?" He teased me I honestly did not know.
"i-I-I don't.." I don't think I've ever seen him or even hear him or others talk about him jerking off.
"Eight times a day and that is with me working out~" He says. "And my cum does not become anywhere near watery even by the eight time~"
I blushed as I tried to speak before he grabbed me digging his nails into my waist as I moan as I feel him starting to twitch
"See what you just thinking about it does to me~" He says. "I am going to fill you to the brim~"
I moaned as I finally managed to arch my back into him as he ended up cumming inside.
He came deep and true to his word he filled me to the brim as when he pulled out I was leaking cum. He then stuffed something in me and I moaned.
"A nice butt plug don't want you spilling just yet~" He purred.
I let out a confused moan. "J-just yet?"
"No I want you to feel good a bloated to remember who you belong to~"
My eyes widen. I was starting to regret teasing him..
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tyranttortoise · 8 years ago
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Hopefully the dweeb potential here helps you feel a little better! Imagine like, reverse-matchups? What might a couple of skeles write about themselves if they sent an ask to a blog like this? Who tries to sound cooler than they are, who fails? Are they taking it seriously, or is this just a blackout-drunk/boredom-induced impulse?
UT!Sans:
He does it for shits ‘n giggles.He’s curious.
“i’m a punny guy on the big-boned side. musically inclined. nap dates are great. spend a lot of time at a bar, but i’m family-oriented. love dogs. laid-back, into astronomy, work a lot of different jobs. oh yeah, and i like long walks on the beach and getting caught in the rain, etc.”
UT!Paps:
He has to know.
“I AM BOTH GREAT AND CHARISMATIC, AN EXCELLENT CHEF, AN EXPERT AT ALL THINGS PUZZLE RELATED, AND I’M QUITE POPULAR ON THE INTERNET! I’M CRAFTY (I MADE MY OWN OUTFIT! WELL, WITH THE HELP OF MY LAZYBONES BROTHER!), I’M RELIABLE, I DRIVE A CONVERTIBLE!! I AM VERY FAST BUT ALSO VERY SAFE! I’M NOT A FAN OF DOGS, BUT I AM WILLING TO COMPROMISE. I HAVE READ MY DATING GUIDE COVER TO COVER AND FEEL CONFIDENT THAT MY DATING POWER SHALL SURPASS ANY POTENTIAL DATING PARTNER’S! DID I MENTION I’M A MONSTER? A SKELETON MONSTER! BUT IT’S ALL RIGHT IF THEY’RE A HUMAN! I ONCE WENT ON A DATE WITH A HUMAN! I.. MAY HAVE MADE THEM CRY, BUT.. SINCE THEN, I HAVE FINISHED READING THE DATING MANUAL, SO I HAVE GOTTEN BETTER! I PROMISE!!”
UF!Sans:
Black-out drunk.
“i just need to gwt laod., its jst impossiob;le when ur bros the ROYAL GYUABRD CAPTIAN! whag should i even say> i’m funny, i'n sexy adf, and i’m godo witg my tpbgue.”
UF!Paps:
He’s curious, and after careful research where he discovered it could be completely anonymous, he decides to go for it.
“I AM CAREER DRIVEN AND GOAL ORIENTED! I ENJOY LAYING OUT PLANS AND FOLLOWING THEM THROUGH. I HAVE PLENTY OF ENERGY, AND I UTILIZE IT EFFICIENTLY. I DO MY BEST WORK WHEN I AM ALONE, BUT I CAN BE A TEAM PLAYER. I AM A GREAT COMMUNICATOR. MY GREATEST STRENGTH IS MY SHARP MIND AND WIT, AND MY GREATEST WEAKNESS IS.. THAT I HAVE NONE! I’M PERFECTION, PLAIN AND SIMPLE.”
…It ends up reading more like a job interview.  He missed the point.
US!Sans:
He’s gotta know; he’s been obsessing over these blogs an entire afternoon, and now this is incredibly important.
“I LOVE COOKING TACOS, MAKING NEW FRIENDS, AND WORKING ON PUZZLES! I HAVE PLENTY OF ENERGY, AND I LOVE WATCHING NTT AND LISTENING TO NAPSTATON’S CDS! I LIKE HUGS AND PHYSICAL CONTACT! I AM QUITE NEAT AND ORGANIZED, AND MY BED IS SHAPED LIKE A ROCKET SHIP, SO I LOVE STARS! I WOULD LOVE A DATE THAT WOULD INVOLVE STAR-GAZING! OH, AND PUZZLES! AND THE AMUSEMENT PARK! THOSE RIDES ARE FUN, AND RIDING A GIANT FERRIS WHEEL ON A FIRST DATE SEEMS EVEN BETTER! I AM VERY ACTIVE! AND ALSO VERY MAGNIFICENT! MWEH HEH HEH!”
US!Paps:
He’s got nothing better to do.
“tall, funny, laid-back, enjoys the sweet things in life. oh and i’m a skeleton monster.”
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