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Pain Relief Pt. 1
Jack Abbot x chronically ill f!reader
series master list, part 2
synopsis: reader with pots isn't taken seriously by a student doctor. jack steps in.
warnings: language, student doctor is an asshole (original character), drugs
words: 850
notes: as a chronically ill girly, i need me some self indulgent the pitt fics
You couldnât believe it. Well, actually, you could. By this point, you were used to doctors underestimating your disabilities, but it still hurt none-the-less. Your chronic illness was identified five years ago, thank God, but still no one took it seriously. Especially not the male doctors. And of course thatâs exactly who you were stuck with: a male student doctor. Student, you scoff. He outta learn some goddamn manners.
âTrust me,â you say. âI wouldnât be here unless I absolutely had to.â You shift on the bed and wince at the pain it brings. âIâm in a lot of pain,â you continue. âMy pulse is higher than usual, which says a lot, and last time I came here they gave me fluids and morphine. I justâŚâ you flinch at a sharp pain in your chest. âI need some help here.â
The doctor - Student Doctor Howards - crosses his arms. âLook, lady. I know a faker when I see one. Iâve been trained to look.â He moves his hand to his eyes to mirror binoculars. âIâm gonna write you a note and send you home to whatever alleyway you crawled out of.â He squints at you. âGo buy some cocaine like a normal person.â
âAre you serious right now?â You scoff in disbelief. No way in hell were you gonna let some kid talk to you like this. âIâm not a drug addict, but I do have dozens of prescribed pills at home for a serious medical condition. Ever heard of POTS?â The kid laughs and shakes his head at you. âYouâre on some pot, alright.â
You open your mouth to retaliate when the curtain to the room rips open. Towering behind the asshole in front of you stands a silver fox. Screw a knight in shiny armor; youâve got a silver fox in scrubs. His arms are crossed, flexing his biceps, and he has a scowl on his face as he fixes an icy glare on Student Doctor Howards. âOut,â he barks.
âShe-â the kid starts, but the attending cuts him off. âIf you looked at her chart,â he says with a collected cruelty, âyou would have seen the list of medically confirmed health conditions. And if you read her notes, you would have realized that she fainted in chairs - which is why she got back here sooner than the standard weight time.â
Your mouth drops. âI think Iâm in love,â you say aloud.Â
Your savior shifts his eyes to meet yours, and if you werenât already lightheaded from the pain and fatigue, you would be now. âOut,â he orders again. You barely notice the student doctor leave.
âAsshole.â The doctor slides the curtain shut and sits in the sliding chair across from your bed.
My thoughts exactly. You wiggle into a more comfortable position for your aching limbs. âHow long was I out for?â
He checks his watch. âFifteen minutes. It wasnât serious.â
You sigh in relief.Â
âIâm Dr. Abbot,â he introduces, and you smile, giving your name back although he probably already knows it.
âI didnât want to come,â you explain. âIâm used to it at this point.â
He tilts his head. âUsed to what?â
âMy body shutting down on me.â
Dr. Abbot nods solemnly as you continue. âThe pain got really bad yesterday, but I just pushed through. But then I started passing out, and that only happens when things are really bad. My roommate Keira drove me here; she panics easily.â
âIs she in the waiting room?â he asks.Â
You shake your head. âShe had work. I wasnât going to get her fired because of a little fatigue.â
He nods in thought. âIâll push some fluids. Where does it hurt?â
You let out a dry laugh. âEverywhere.â
He nods again. âDid you take any pain relievers?â
âLike eight hours ago. I donât really like taking that many pills.â
ââIâll go get some morphine.â
When he gets back and gives you your fluids, you relax in relief. âThank you. This is the worst flare Iâve had in a while.â
Dr. Abbot offers a small smile of understanding. âI know what itâs like.â He pulls up his pants leg, revealing a metal leg.Â
âIâm sorry,â you offer. âIâm sure it hurtsâŚin more ways than one.â
He lets the pants fall back down. âIâm sorry too. Especially about Dr. Howards. Trust me, heâll be restricted to surface wounds from now on.â
You quirk an eyebrow. âIs that a punishment?â
He grins. âTotally. Heâll be bored within an hour.â
You grin back. You didnât want him to leave. Just as he starts to go, you speak up. âIf you ever want to give your leg a breather,â you say, and he turns back to face you, âmaybe we could go sit for a coffee sometime?âÂ
He takes a moment to respond, and youâre terrified youâve made a mistake. Just as youâre about to apologize, a lazy grin spreads across his face. âIâll go, but only if Iâm the only one who has any coffee. Caffeine isnât good for inflammation.â
You beam at him. âBossy. I like it.â
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âmake me (yours).â | r. sukuna
w â [ minors do not interact ] modern! AU, hints of sugar daddy vibes ;), older man/younger woman, age gap, everyone is above 20+ and legal age, male masturbation, Sukuna imagining seggs positions and shit like that, Sukuna is around 36 & Reader is around 22/23, tbh sukuna being a comfort character rn. jjk after 235? itâs non-canon lmao
a/n: this is the most Iâve ever written thatâs sinful Iâm not used to this (itâs been so damn long since i have written anything remotely sinful omfg) and itâs not even that much Iâm so embarrassed yâall HELPâ also part two depends on you guys and any ideas you want to send in through my ask box :3
part one | part two
[ first divider by @/benkeibear, the second by @/cafekitsune ]
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna who meets you through his younger brother, whoâs a few years older than you. Youâve been in Japan for a few years now, that much he knows, attending the same school his little brother got into. And now heâs determined to find out everything about you.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna whoâs so fucking glad you can speak Japanese. He knows English, yes, but he prefers it when you speak his native tongue, because he fucking loves your accent and gets off on it. Itâs exotic â youâre exotic â and he canât help the temptation of wanting you and more.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna who knows to keep his smug smirk into himself when his little brother finally mans up and finally introduces you to him one day when he comes home to work on a project that youâre helping him with. And he knows that Yuuji knows about the look on his face. Because he knows his history with women. Yuuji knows heâs made a mistake introducing you to each other.
Or so he thinks.
Sukuna is thoroughly amused by you, although there are times where he becomes frustrated. Youâre not an easy case to crack, and not easy to tease and rile up. Perhaps thatâs the part of you thatâs from accelerated maturity.
Youâre smarter than the average person, even the people slightly above average. Youâre intellectually and psychologically challenging and he very much likes it. Itâs been a long time since heâs had the kind of stimulation youâve brought him. Since his and Yuujiâs father passed away.
He watches from a distance as you and his brother go over notes and work and crack jokes that put a pretty smile on your face. He canât hear your laughter from where he stands, but heâs positive itâs as lovely as your smile.
As for you, you know youâre being watched. You look to the tall man out of your peripheral vision and halt rolling your eyes.
âYour brother is never subtle, is he?â
Yuuji sighs heavily. âNever.â
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna who hates the fact he canât see you more often. So he digs and digs and then finds out about some old family debts and a couple things for medical expenses he can easily pay off to hold over your head, to use as a means to be something akin to a sugar daddy so he can order you around and see you whenever he wants to.
And it comes as no surprise to him when he mentions it the next time his brother brings you over for schoolwork that youâre startled by him finding out. He only mentions it after Yuuji has fallen asleep on the couch. You give him the wide-eyed expression of shock, probably wondering how he found out about it.
But unlike his expectations, you donât ask how he knows. you donât get embarrassed and try to hush it away with the option of using yourself as his favor. You shrug, going a little more into depth and detail about the financial struggle thatâs been kept under wraps for several good years.
Sukuna himself is surprised in return, by both you and the way he sits down for you â to listen to you.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna, who finds out that even though you see him as super attractive, youâre not as swayed by his flirting and all of his advances like many women and young women your age are. Yes, you know heâs super fucking stupidly hot, and yes youâve more than likely thought about certain things while in bed under the sheets, but youâve got more important things to prioritize than hot men. Which he applauds you for just as much as he despises it. It makes him frustrated, because heâs attracted to you and wants you in his bed so bad; because it should be so fucking easy like it has been with other women. But youâre not the same, and while his lust is as prominent as ever in his older age, he also has the desire for something more than just a fling.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna who manages to get ahold of your schedule through his baby brother (whoâs prepping for your broken heart) and asks you out, setting up a date for when he knows youâre free. He much enjoys the look on your face when he brings up the date heâs set, knowing youâre wondering about how he managed to nail the exact day youâre free for the day heâs set for the outing. He enjoys it even further when you quickly deduce how he knows about it.
Goddamn, he loves a sharp woman.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna, who orders you a dress to be made thatâs a mix of beautiful deep crimson and black, one that shines but doesnât shine too much to glare at people eyes. He drums his fingers against his desk in his home office as he sees the notification pop up on his phone that the item has been delivered.
But as usual, you surprise him. You donât end up wearing the dress heâs made, but something completely different. You arrive to the restaurant heâs bought out for the night in a deep silver-gray tux, hair styled in a simple manner with minimal makeup that he knows you donât need because heâs already seen and fallen for your natural looks anyway.
Sukuna hates you. He doesnât, but he doesnât know what the fuck to do with the feelings he has. Youâre so much younger than him, but holy fuck has it been so long since heâs been given any sort of challenge or stimuli, especially from a woman. He both hates and is glad youâre not easy. And it only fuels his drive to get you to give yourself to him.
You drive him up a damn wall.
Heâs been in the shower for at least forty minutes, alternating between hot and cold every five minutes. Forty minutes and the painful hard on heâs had all morning still hasnât gone away.
Sukuna leans his head forward against the wall and cusses at himself. His hand isnât enough, but thereâs some relief as he starts leisurely pumping his shaft. He cusses and swears worse than a sailor as he starts off slow, imagination running wild (at what could be).
He wants you so fucking bad. He wants you on your knees in front of him; on the soft carpet because no way is he going to let his pretty woman have sore knees while taking his monstrous dick down her throat.
He wants to bury his face between your legs and make you cum so much and so hard you see fucking galaxies, then let you catch your breath just barely enough before he uses your juices as lubricant and permanently molds your pussy to the shape of his fat cock.
He wants your legs over his shoulders as you throw your head back and moan as he fucks your better than anyone ever has and ever will. He wants to see a white ring around his cock as he pumps himself in and out of you like heâs a starved man. And that he is. For you, anyway.
Sukuna just knows your pussy is so fucking warm. Heâll bet his dick that youâll have the tightest pussy heâs ever going to have. The best heâs ever going to have.
His hand pumps his shaft faster and faster, gripping it harder as he nears climax. His massive cock aches painfully, desperate to cum. Fucking hell⌠He wants you so bad, underneath him, or on your knees, calling him by whatever pet name or name from whatever kink you might have.
Forbid everything if you call him âDaddyâ or âMasterâ. Game fucking over.
He doesnât even care if you have those kinds kinks or not. He just wants the pretty girl thatâs done more than caught his attention under him as he makes her feel pleasure that only he can provide.
But the selfish part of him canât help but hear you call out those names in his head. And thatâs what does it.
Sukunaâs thighs and back muscles flex almost painfully as his balls draw up and cums. He tosses his head back, the feeling of his load spurting from the tip making him groan in pleasure. He cums so hard he feels like heâs about to keel over.
âFuck yeahâŚâ he pants, oxygen finally catching up to his lungsâ need.
But now heâs disappointed and just a little pissed off. Because the cum on the wall shouldnât be there. It should be on or in you. And he doesnât like that.
And as he rewashes himself, his jaw clenches, canât help but thinking determinedly heâs going to change things between the two of you.
Come hell or high fucking water.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna whoâs finally shifted the relationship to being something else. Although you canât tell what it is. The first date he takes you on is to break the ice, getting to know you better as a person. Itâs also to see if youâd fuck him, but he knows youâve got stronger convictions than the women heâs used to.
He takes you on a second date, this time in more casual clothes on a drive to a house heâs set up to have dinner and stargaze at.
He gets to tell you heâs paid off your familyâs old debts now, relieved them of the medical bills and taxes that havenât been paid yet. But it backfires, and now heâs left to make you understand that it wasnât to make you feel beholden to him in any manner, like owing debt to the mafia.
âĽď¸ Rich! Sukuna needs you to understand that despite how much he wants to fuck you, itâs more than just because he finds you attractive and wants to satisfy his dick. He wants you to know youâre not temporary; he doesnât see you as a quick fix to his primal needs.
Not at all.
Youâre the long term fix to his primal needs. And perhaps the only one heâs going to need ever again. And once the expression of understanding crosses your face, he goes to cradle the back of your head and hungrily slots his lips on yours. He may not get to take all your clothes off right now, but heâs happy with his results tonight.
Besides, he knows heâll get you into his bed with a shiny diamond ring on your left hand eventually.
wheeeew im gonna go take a cold bath
@vagabond-umlaut hereâs ur man babe pls enjoy.
& everyone pls feel free to send in more ideas for this series if you want im having fun with this lmao
#sukuna x reader#sukuna smut#ryomen sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#jjk smut#jjk x reader smut#modern au#modern! sukuna#sukuna jjk#jjk drabble#sukuna drabble#sukuna headcanons#a lil bit of spice in this one đ#đ+ works
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I dont know if you done this already, but what about you logan x fem reader fic, where reader is the little sister of Charles xavier or Eric, and they keep their relationship secret, but then everyone finds out and readers brother gets really protective of her and has a talk with logan trying to scare him off but it doesn't work
.â・Worst Possible Decision・â.
Logan x plus size reader
How could Logan be stupid enough to fall for the little sister of an overprotective metal controlling mutant? As it turns out, very easily.
Warnings: angst, gunshots, burns/fire, fluff, protective!erik, descriptions of pain, reader is german but thereâs no further description than vague references WC: 2.7k
A/N: This went a little off of the request but I hope you still like it and Iâm sorry for how long it took!
Minors DNI
Library- @hannibals-favourite-meal-library
She was too much like her brother in a lot of ways, but at the same time, they couldnât be more different. Where Erik could command any room he walked into, she blended, finding a home in the shadows where she could be hidden. He exuded confidence and a suave attitude that could charm anyone. She was meek, shy but with a power bubbling under the surface that felt like an even bigger threat than any her brother could come up with.
Erik shot first and asked questions later, Y/N wouldnât ask, she would get all the answers she needed with a single look and then dispose of the trash without so much as a flick of her wrist. While Erik controlled metal, Y/N controlled pain.
Logan met the brother and sister duo long before the mutants were fractured. He noted how beautiful she was, even when he only glanced at her through his peripheral vision. She was curvy, with a belly and plump thighs. He told them to go fuck themselves.
The next time she saw him, she was alone. She seemed lopsided without her brother beside her, incomplete. Logan saw the way her hackles raised when Charles screamed at him to leave, calling him a liar. He saw how she flinched when Erik was mentioned.Â
Wolverine knew what happened between them, the rift that hadnât ever been healed, even after her death in the far future. He was stunned by her beauty then, finally seeing her in the flesh after so many years, alive and well. Logan pulled her to the side as soon as they were alone, embracing her. Y/N tried to push him off but when she felt his pain, the raw burning like his nerves were on fire, she wrapped her soft arms around him, easing him.
âStay alive.â He told her. âDo whatever you have to, you have to live.â He pleaded before he was pulled back to the future but not without kissing her like it was the last time. He stole her breath away as he poured every ounce of love as he could into her lips.Â
When Logan strolled into the Manor many years after that kiss, Y/N stayed away from him. He was so much younger, so much more whole. She could see now the pieces of him that would break away over the years and it hurt her. She knew what was going to happen to him, what had happened to him. But he cornered her eventually.
âYou seem to already know who I am.â She shivered when she heard his voice call out to her from the infirmary door.Â
âYou made a very big impression on the school.â Her accent had long since disappeared, snuffed out by the need to be hidden, to be safe. She didnât look at him, instead concentrating on cataloguing the new medical supplies that had been delivered the day before.
The mutant huffed, clearly not content with her answer. âYou avoid me like the plague while everyone else is indifferent.â Her eyes flicked up to him briefly.
âMaybe I have decided that I already donât like you. You did threaten to abandon a young mutant on the side of the road.â He scoffed at the mention of Rogue.
âShe had it cominâ.â He shrugged. âSo what is it exactly that you do?â His large body lounged against the one hospital bed in the room. She couldnât help but glance up at him. He was physically older, slight grey in his sideburns, more lines on his face but his eyes werenât as sad, the deep brown swirling with emotions he was trying desperately to tamp down but hadnât learned how yet.Â
He was still incredibly handsome though. He walked with a confidence that came from youth, that blind faith in himself and his strength that made him cocky and untouchable. Y/N turned away. âIâm the schoolâs nurse, I thought that was pretty obvious, given Iâm in the infirmary.â
Logan grunted, crossing his thick arms over his chest, holding a beer bottle between two of his fingers. âI was talkin about yer power, bub.â That made her smile, the corner of her lips turning up. She wouldnât admit it out loud but she missed his attitude.Â
âI control pain. Itâs useful.â She shrugs off the question with a half answer. She picked up the last of the supplies on the infirmary bed, making a note on her clipboard before putting them away.Â
She heard him huff and a silence settled over the room but it was not awkward or uncomfortable, it was just⌠silence. The beer in his bottle swished as he gulped down the last of the brew. The supply closetâs door swung shut with a creak and she chanced another look at the man.
She couldnât ignore the way his muscles bulged so she forced herself to turn away. It would do her no good to get involved with him in any capacity, even if her heart screamed for him. Logan took the hint, leaving the infirmary with a grumble and a glance back at her.
It was impossible to completely avoid someone like Logan, even in a school as large as the academy. He seemed to appear in moments when her guard was down, lurking in the corner of her vision like a ghost. His blue eyes locked onto her whenever they would be in the same room, both undressing her and observing her with some morbid fascination.
But no matter how hard she tried, her lips still ached from that kiss all those years ago and her heart burned to know what would become of them in the future.
ââââââ
âYou seem awfully close with the professor.â The manor was silent, a much needed reprieve after the long day of classes in Loganâs case and lots of skinned knees in Y/Nâs. An ancient record player crooned in the corner of the huge sitting room, bathing its two occupants in pleasant song which was quickly becoming more of a lullaby. The older mutant sat on one end of the couch with his companion lying across the rest, a thick book propped up on her chest and her sock-clad feet dangerously close to his lap.
She let the statement sink in for a moment as Logan took another sip from his glass of bourbon he had pilfered from Charlesâs not-so-well hidden stash. âAre you asking me something or just talking out loud?â He rolled his eyes.
âWhat do you think darlinâ?â He snapped but his usual condescending tone was replaced with a sarcastic tilt to his voice. Her lips quirked up and she shut her book, letting it rest on her sternum as she met his gaze.
âYes, Charles and I are very close. Iâm the same way with Hank and Alex, weâve all been here since the beginning.â She knew her answer was one that was far more simple than he wouldâve liked but she wouldnât give him the full story unless he asked.Â
Logan dropped his left hand from where it had been resting upon his chest onto his meaty thigh, the edge of his palm now just grazing the tip of her fuzzy socks. âAre you fucking him?â The question was so unexpected that Y/N choked on her own spit. She shot up as she coughed, tucking her legs beneath her. Too caught up in catching her breath, she missed the way his eyes dulled at the loss of her closeness.
âScheiĂe.â The German naturally slipped from her lips and she thumped her chest with a closed fist. âGod no! Having a telepath as a friend is bad enough, I could never imagine dating one.â He smirked, letting out a pleased chuff.Â
âSoâŚâ He prompted. Y/N leaned back into the couch. They now sat side-by-side and Logan was able to study her profile as she eased the drink from his hand, finishing it off in one gulp.
Her face was solemn, haunted by something he couldnât quite place, even in his many decades of life. She looked as if she were in mourning. âI traded one overprotective brother for another.âÂ
ââââââ
Loganâs legs ached as he ran, the smoke from the fires that raged around him singed his senses. Flames licked up the sides of the manor as gunshots still echoed across the fields, even if the fighting had already stopped. They had come in the dead of night, guns and torches lighting their way.Â
The school had always been a risk, especially being so close to town. But young mutants needed a place to go. It was inevitable that those who hated them would try to run them out, they all thought they had more time.
It was her voice that pulled Logan from his retreat. Laced with tears, she was comforting one of the older students as he nursed a severe burn to his arm. They were laid out in the grass which was still damp from the early morning dew. Y/N cupped his face with glowing hands and Logan could clearly see the pain that rippled through her.
More students gathered around them, each with an injury of their own, each begging for some kind of relief. Exhaustion painted her face as her body wound tight with agony. The ground shook as Logan dropped to his knees next to her.Â
âGive me their pain.â She was withering away right before his eyes, driven only by a need to protect, to give the children comfort in the only way she knew how. She shook her head and instead moved to a girl who was no older than 13. A flesh wound cut across her leg, the edges of the wound burned with residual gunpowder.Â
A sob escaped Y/Nâs lips as she took the girlâs pain and Logan watched as the woman began to wither away. She was killing herself.Â
âGive me their fucking pain.â He yanked her hands away from the girl and laid them on his broad chest. She thrashed in his hold in an attempt to pull away but he wouldnât budge.
Her eyes met his and she froze. This was the moment that he had warned her about so many years before, a premonition that he would never remember. But to give her pain, her gift, to someone else, she couldnât even fathom it. âPlease.â He begged, squeezing her hands in his own. She was weakening, she doubted she could stop him even if she tried.
Logan felt like he was burning alive as gunshots ripped through his arms and legs. And yet he smiled at her and in that moment, something shifted between them. âThatâs it doll face.â Heat rushed to her cheeks and it wasnât because of the fire that still blazed behind them.Â
ââââââ
The sounds of power tools and hammers were almost constant nowadays as the mutants worked together to rebuild the crumbling school. Y/N strolled happily through the halls, the walls still blackened from the fire. The students were gone, taken home by their families or sent to safe houses around the country, leaving only a few teachers who wanted to lend a hand.Â
âTheyâre working quite quickly.â Charles noted from his place where the greenhouse used to sit. A handful of people, including Logan, Hank, Alex and Rogue among others were steadily building a large room across the way- a brand new library.
Y/N chuckled as she handed him a cup of lemonade. âThey have a goal to achieve. This school is important to all of us.â He grinned slyly at his long time friend.Â
âIâm sure one of them has another motivation for working so hard.â His blue eyes flicked to the love bite that peaked from her collar.Â
âShut up.â She muttered with a kick to his wheelchair, Charles laughed under his breath as she walked away to the man responsible for her tender steps and slight limp. As much as Charles loved to tease, he loved even more that she was smiling again and the pain that always seemed to radiate from her mind was now a dull ache that was easily chased away by the touch of her lover.Â
As soon as she was near enough, Logan abandoned his work, his full attention turned to her. Her laugh carried through the summer breeze like a bird song as he wrapped her up in his arms, lathering her face in kisses. The others rolled their eyes and continued their work as the couple embraced.
âI see my absence was not missed.â Erikâs cool tone froze Charlesâs blood.Â
Rage rolled off the mutant in waves as he glared at the man who was all over his precious sister. His knuckles turned pale and Charles could almost hear the way his muscles tensed. âErik, what a surprise. I thought you were still on the run.â He looked up at his old friend though he almost didnât recognise him. His eyes were so much older, his soul so much darker but yet, it was still him.Â
Y/N had yet to notice her brother, too wrapped up in the arms of her lover but as she pressed another kiss to his cheek, Erikâs anger mounted. He knew what Logan was, knew exactly what pain he was capable of inflicting. âHow long?â He growled.
âA couple months though I suspect that Logan had been pining for her since the moment he met her.â Perhaps it was optimistic of Charles to divulge details of their relationship to Erik, but he was a romantic at heart. âLogan saved her life, Erik.âÂ
Her laughter did nothing to ease the furrow in his brow but the way that Logan grabbed at her ample backside absolutely did something.Â
âLogan?â Y/N asked curiously as the man in her arms suddenly froze and his eyes widened almost comically. âAre you ok?â She cupped his cheek and pain unlike anything she had ever imagined rocketed through her veins. Her bones felt like they were twisting in upon themselves, severing nerves and destroying her body from the inside out. She could feel Loganâs flesh move unnaturally as she pulled him closer to her.
âLogan!â Her hands pressed harder into his jaw in an attempt to steal the violent sensation from him but still, his chest echoed with his suffering.
âErik enough!â Her head whipped around, as did the attentions of all the other mutants gathered around. The fury in his eyes was like nothing she had seen before, as if he was looking at a roach he had crushed under his boot. His knuckles paled with the force of his power.Â
A howl of pain escaped Loganâs lips, finally breaking Y/N from her trance. âRelease him or Iâll fucking break you.â She snarled and for just a moment, Erik faltered.Â
His hold wavered briefly but it was enough for Charles to grab his wrist and completely break his focus. âThis is beyond childish.â He scolded as Y/N pulled her partner behind her but her deadly glare remained firmly on her brother. Erik didnât bother to respond, instead his shoulders dropped in surrender and Logan collapsed, the pain finally dissipating.
There was a flurry of movement as she fell to her knees and the others rushed to make sure they were alright. âSheâs happy, sheâs safe. Leave it alone.â But Erik ignored his friend. His Y/N was gone and perhaps she had been for years. This woman that threatened him when he hurt a boy, as he had done dozens of times in the past with no fight from her, was not the girl he grew up with.
She stood up straight all on her own. She didnât need Erik to balance her nor Logan to push her up, perhaps thatâs why her brother slipped out in the dead of night, leaving behind the one thing that kept him tethered to his humanity. Y/N would awaken the next morning in the protective hold of the man she loved and find a single coin, rusted with age and stained with dried blood on her nightstand. She knew that she would not hear from him again, Erik was dead, only Magneto remained.
The worst decision indeed.
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can you write about Jake gets injuries on purpose just to see his crush whoâs working at the hospital?
18+ mdni
note: we live for desperate jakeu (â ăŁâ .â ââ  â á´â  â ââ .â )â ăŁ
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Clamping down on his fingernails as he patiently waits for you, eyes twitching, mouth contorted into a pretty grin, wincing at the pain of his tragic scrape.
"Is this seriously it?" You deadpanned, staring at the reddened and rough skin present on his left shin, though it was big and intimidating, it wasn't even bleeding.
"You took me off my break for this? Please don't be ridiculous."
"I promise it really hurts, call me dramatic."
He stares at you, eyes wide with interest, lips all swollen from how much he's been picking and biting at the skin.
Watching your every move, admiring the skill in your craft when it comes to the medical field, his favourite nurse for god knows how long, but he hasn't settled for less in a woman ever since.
And every woman that isn't you will always be less.
"The third time you've come in with measly injuries that you could easily kiss yourself and put a silly bandaid on." You groaned, taking hydrogen peroxide from the cabinet.
"Isn't this worse than the others? Are you seriously underestimating my wound? Such a bad bad nurse, aren't you.." His voice going up and octave, playfully mocking you and enjoying your obvious irritation.
Call him masochistic, but he can't help it, seeing your face gets him on easily, so bad he can cum by just staring at those pretty features that compliment each other so well.
Watching you move back and forth to gather materials, eyes strained and red, hair a bit disheveled, you must've been working overnight, but it could only feed into his imagination.
Even in an outfit pure white and conservative, his mind undresses you everytime you glance away, letting his pants tighten more and more.
"Just make this easier for me and don't move." Your voice ultimately exhausted and sick of his appearances at this point.
Kneeling down, comfortably adjusting your ponytail before getting to work patching him up, giving him a slightly reassuring look as you held the hydrogen peroxide dipped cotton pad with tweezers, eyes looking so inviting that he choked down a pathetic moan.
His mind a mess, your hand nestled on his right inner thigh, keeping it open slightly as you gently dabbed against the wound on his shin tenderly.
He moaned and winced, not out of pain, but out of self resistance to not pull his pants down and stuff your face full of him. Seeing you in such a vulnerable position made the tip of his cock angrily rub raw against his boxers.
The way your thighs looked fuller, chest puffed out and your back arched closer to him as you continued to do your job, he almost felt bad, knowing you weren't aware of the thoughts racing through his mind.
"Done, I hope you were focusing this time, so you'd know what to do yourself if another accident like this happens." You announce, setting your tools down to let out a huff of breath.
Your confidence was cut short as you felt a hand making it's way to the back of your head, squeezing your hair before pushing gently.
"Jakeâ"
He pushed harder, catching you surprised as your face made contact with his crotch, his hard on bulging against your cheek embarrassingly hard. It felt warm as well as wet, you couldn't tell if he's came in his pants or if he's leaking precum.
Moaning softly, your eyes shut closed, letting your self rub your face all up against him, amused by how little resistance Jake showed towards you.
With one slightly harsh pull to your hair, causing you to whine from the sudden force, staring up at Jake with submission, your face looked all busted, how could you not when he quite literally teased you by rubbing his clothed cock right up your face?
He grinned out of amusement, stroking the top of your head.
"Say.. is the door locked?"
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i need help and the only way to save me is by letting me suck jake's cock idk hahaha
i wrote this in the middle of the night while half asleep so forgive me for any mistaakeess TT
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s/o with adhd headcanons â sam winchester
cw : gn!reader, fluff, college!au, stress from school, adhd symptoms like procrastination, executive dysfunction, over and understimulation, etc, eating and medication mentions, highkey just me blabbing, 0.8K words. requested !
prompt : neurodivergent!sam x adhd!reader disclaimer : based on my own experience with adhd but i tried to make it decently generalized (?)
MOVED BLOGS TO @sammyluvr !! no longer active on this blog! all fics can be found there!
⢠first of all, both being neurodivergent really helps you two click when you meet!
⢠it just adds a layer of understanding and relatability thatâs really nice in a friend, especially at such a prestigious place like stanford where youâre expected to be pretty much perfect academically
⢠so while youâre of course very intelligent, adhd totally gets in the way :,)
⢠but even before youâre dating, samâs already so helpful! even if heâs not adhd like you, heâs very understanding and relates to certain aspects!
⢠mostly because he understands that you get easily understimulated and distracted in dull classes and heâs good at staying focused so he always lends you his notes
⢠you naturally grow close to each other because you feed off of each otherâs energy really well and end up studying for classes together a lot
⢠even if youâre not the same major, you have several gen-eds that you share and work through together
⢠itâs very easy to fall for him, and he thinks the same about you!
⢠he realizes he likes you when heâs hugging you close after a stressful day :,) because heâs sweet and cute like that
⢠heâs scared of ruining your friendship of course, but he becomes confident enough that you might like him back that he asks you on a date <33
⢠no relationship is completely easy, but being will him feels so natural that it runs smooth and relieves a lot more stress than it creates
⢠itâs really nice to date him after being friends first because you already know each other well!
⢠and in terms of your adhd, heâs already seen the biggest things that stress you out, so he knows how to help and what to look out for
⢠heâll know even better than you will if going to a party that night will overstimulate you and he tries to come up with fun dates that will help out when youâre understimulated
⢠he still of course shares his notes with you for classes you share
⢠and he tries to keep good track of the other classes youâre taking if you're more disorganized about them
⢠he pays so so so much attention to everything ever that you say, and this includes all the projects and assignments youâre working on in case you forget
⢠sam tries his best to be helpful and motivating when your executive dysfunction kicks in and makes you procrastinate, but heâs also understanding that sometimes even just thinking or talking about it is too stressful
⢠so heâll distract you for a little bit if you both have the time and then do his best to help you get started on whatever you need to do
⢠he likes organizing things so he helps you stay organized in your dorm/apartment and for your assignments
⢠he probably likes making lists, so if those are helpful/not stressful to you, he makes you lists too!
⢠knows how certain things like your impulsivity or distractedness manifest and learns how to help with those!
⢠is so understanding if you get distracted while talking to him or doing something with him!
⢠and is so so so comforting when you get upset for whatever reason, usually stress from school and how your adhd is making it extra difficult for you to get everything done
⢠loves that you play with his fingers absentmindedly when you get fidgety!!
⢠and loves that you also understand him and how being neurodivergent affects things!
⢠you of course reciprocate all of his efforts to understand and help you, and you learn how to best help and read him as well!!
⢠i think he gets easily overstimulated, so youâre really helpful in reading him and removing him from situations or changing things up before he gets too overstimulated
⢠holding his hand tight to ground him when heâs overwhelmed <3
⢠and giving him tight hugs when he gets super stressed!!
⢠he also makes sure you eat properly even when you donât feel like it, but doesnât pressure you too much!
⢠if you take meds for it, he helps you remember those
⢠but sometimes meds can feel unhelpful or make you feel worse so he understands if you donât always take it
⢠he prioritizes your mental health and comfort over your productivity!
⢠he wants to help you feel productive and less stressed over unfinished school work, but he doesnât actually care about your school stuff, he cares about you above all else!
⢠bonus only having gay and neurodivergent friends because we flock together for real LMAO
⢠adhd!jess my love, sheâs your bestie in this au for sure, unimportant (so important because i love her sooooo much)
⢠anyways! basically itâs a really nice part of your relationship to have this understanding of each other and ability to care for each other extra well
⢠it may cause conflict sometimes because you might be understimulated while heâs overstimulated and you have to stay in separate rooms until you both sort of level out LOL
⢠but itâs never anything big, and youâre both understanding of the other even when your vibes are not on the same wavelength heh
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HIIII I'm a big fan of your work and I really love it your writing is amazing , this may be a weird request and if your uncomfortable you don't have to do it , it's fine I completely understand, so it's like merlin and Arthur and the reader and they are all soulmates and it's there first time meeting each other . Thank you in advance
Modern! Reader Gets Transported to Albion
summary : modern world! reader gets transported to Albion and meets Arthur and Merlin. unbeknownst to you and the prince of Camelot, the three of you are soulmates.
type : imagines
word count : 0.7k
pairing/s involved : Arthur Pendragon x Reader, Merlin x Reader
warning/s : almost drowning, and panic attack.
here is my masterlist!
Note : MY FIRST REQUEST! Whoever you are, thank you for reading my works and I might've changed a little bit in your request. Also, I apologize that it took so long, school has been keeping me busy. I hope you like it! đ
You've always been a fan of BBC Merlin so when you had the chance to take a trip to Europe, you did.
You went to all the locations where they filmed the series like Château de Pierrefonds and Chislehurst Caves. The last destination is where the Lake of Avalon is; Forest of Dean.
Luckily you are alone, giving you the chance to fully enjoy the beautiful sceneries and serene atmosphere.
It made you feel a deeper sense of nostalgia and melancholyâ how the precious characters you loved dearly died and were 'buried' there.
With one last selfie, you were about to walk back to you car when you hear it. A faint voice, filled with sorrow and longing.
"(Y/N)... Save us."
It's coming from the lake.
Something glimmers on it's shore, a sapphire drop necklace with golden chain. When you attempt to pick it up, the world begins to spin.
Suddenly, you were underwater.
Panic builds in your chest not because you can't swim, but an unseen force seems to harshly pull you down no matter how hard you try to stay afloat.
"Help me! Please, someoneâ"
Air runs out from your lungs when a pair of bulky arms grabs your body and begins to swim you to safety.
"Don't worry, I got you."
I heard that voice before.
The stranger easily carries you to ground, draping a large cloak on your shivering body. Rubbing your eyes for better sight, you look up...
Bradley James?
"Are you alright?"
No. You're certain that Bradley doesn't look that young anymore, keeping up with his latest activities online.
"I told you to be careful, Arthur!"
Turning your head, you see Colin Morgan run towards the two of you with a worried expression on his face.
He looks younger too.
"Ah, Merlin. Fetch the horses, she might need medical attention. May I ask for you name, my lady?"
Arthur? Merlin? Wait... Oh my God.
Realization hits you hard when both men stare at you expectantly, waiting for your answer.
The way they speak, their clothes, their appearances... it's exactly the same in the show you binge-watch every Christmas season.
Am I in the show? That's not possible...right?
"W-Where are we?"
"Camelot."
Shit.
You expect someone to go 'You just got punked!'; that would've been better than two men (who you have a huge crush on) staring at you, confused.
You waited for a moment but nothing happens.
This is real. I'm actually in Albion.
Fear and anxiety creeps into your system, as many questions form in your head. Did I die? What's going on? What season is this? How can I ever get back?
Due to the overwhelming emotions, your breath shortens and keeled over.
Bradley, or Arthur (You have no idea anymore), quickly catches you and gently carries you to his horse.
"We must make haste!" was the last thing you heard before you blacked out.
Merlin, on the hand, knew this would happen. In fact, he dreams of you.
He sees you in vague images, like old memoriesâ happily kissing his cheek, witnessing him use magic, encouraging him to do another trick, etc.
He already etched in his mind your pretty face, your melodious voice, your playful grinâ everything about you.
Then Arthur shares the same experience, dreaming about a woman who's description mirrors yours.
Kilgharrah told him that the woman of their dreams will arrive soon from faraway land and will play significant role in the prophecy.
However, the dragon didn't specify how. He only saidâ
"(Y/N) is your soulmate, Emrys. She sees you and Arthur in a light no one else ever will."
Soulmates are uncommon, even for druids. Only a few were blessed, to have something so wholesome and pure.
So when he heard your cry for help, he is ecstatic. You have finally arrived. His soulmate... and Arthur's.
He wryly smiles at this. Funny how he shares, not only his destiny with the prat, but also you.
The trip to the castle was faster than they anticipated. Arthur told him to call Gaius and meet them in his bedroom.
It caught the attention of everyone. The prince carrying an unconscious woman in his private chambers will surely stir gossip.
But Arthur didn't care, and Merlin didn't know if he should be proud or worried.
The court physician said you are healthy, they only have to wait for you to wake up. He left to attend other matters; leaving the three of you alone.
"This is her." The prince laughs in disbelief, incognizant of what Merlin knows. "The girl in my dreams, I can't believe it!"
Merlin tries to hide his smirk, Arthur can be so adorable when he's clueless.
"Nor can I, sire."
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hi friend. i am in desperate need of a chapter 520 reversal. lucyâs body heat is down and our man Natsu needs to help,,, post Alvarez PLEASEđ love all your fics btw.
i'm yours no matter
Summary: Lucy comes back from a tough job in a terrible state: she's in a coma, Porlyusica won't stop naming risks and consequenses of the damage she's taken, and Natsu wants to throw up out of worry. Notes: glad fortsättning as we say in sweden! christmas is over, i have to study for my test, new years will probably leave me with the worst hangover ever bc when hasn't it :') but here's a hurt/comfort fic to satisfy y'all until the middle of january<3 thank you bluedragneel for this request, i'm obsessed with this trope and might write it again some day teehee :3 Ao3 - FF.net
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Natsu would never have let Lucy go without him on this mission if he knew the state sheâd come back in. He clenched and unclenched his fists while trying to understand what Porlyusica was saying, between odd medical terms and concerned small talk. He didnât care about the details: he needed to know what happened and how it was going to be fixed.
âBoy, are you listening to me?â
âHuh? What? Come again?â
Porlyusica sighed, a vain threatening to pop out of her forehead.
âThis is important. We donât know how sheâll recover, if she recovers. If she does wake up we wonât be certain if she makes it out without brain damage. Wendy did the best she could, but even her magic is limited.â The fact that Porlyusica wasnât screaming or yelling with rage, or even annoyingly tapping her foot or actively scowling at him made it clear that this was serious. She tried to appear calm, but in this case it only made him more worried.
âWhat⌠does brain damage mean? What would happen to her?â Natsu wasnât sure heâd like the answer, but he had to know.
âWhat it entails?â She clarified, getting half a nod as an answer. âWell, if her brain is too damaged, her attention and concentration could suffer, we donât yet know to what degree. She could also have problems with her memories, and making decisions and motivation would become difficult. This could mean that sheâll be more easily distracted, or sheâll experience information overload and become slower at taking in and making sense of information. Her work as a wizard would be jeopardized.â
Natsu felt a headache creeping on. He wasnât sure if he properly understood half of that, but it sounded bad. His throat felt thick, swallowing seemingly didnât help.
âThatâs not all though.â Natsu glared at her.
âThereâs more?â
He felt ill to his stomach. What could possibly be worse than what sheâd just told him?
âWe donât know the exact circumstances around what caused this coma. Her sustained injuries have me worried that sheâll become disabled. Itâs not certain sheâll be able to walk or talk like before.â
âWhat,â he hissed. âWhy didnât you tell me that earlier!?â
âI did tell you, you were just too busy throwing a hissyfit to listen.â If eyes could kill, Natsu would be ten feet under. âIâm not saying thereâs nothing to be done, though.â
Natsu almost perked up. He didnât dare have any high hopes, but a spark of possibility had shown itself: maybe sheâd end up okay. Just maybe.
âWhat we know from the mission is that the client requested protection from a snow monster. Its estimated strength was around ten times the strength of a vulcan, and not only that â it was said to use strange curses. As curses are unregulated, weâre not sure what could have caused exactly this, but we understand that she got thrown headfirst into the mountain. It was Loke that brought her back, but due to how different the time flows in the celestial world, sheâd already been out in the snow for a couple of hours.â Porlyusica tried to summarize again what had happened, considering Natsu had been too worried to listen the first time. âWe already have Levy, Freed and Makarov working to figure out the curse, but thereâs something I want you to do in the meantime.â
Natsu perked up, listening intently. If he could do something, anything, to get her back, heâd do it without a second thought.
âYou need to keep her warm.â
âI can do that!â Natsu almost laughed in relief. Heâs a dragon slayer â warming things was the thing he did best!
âYou have to make the transition steady though. If you heat her up too quickly she could go into shock. Do you understand? You have to start by warming her with your body heat. This is important, you cannot rush things like these.â Porlyusica narrowed her eyes. If he got careless Lucyâs health could be in danger.
âBody heat? So what do I do, just warm her with my hands? Itâs gonna take ages.â He fidgeted with his hands, suddenly more impatient than usual. Not to warm Lucy, specifically, just to get her treatment started. He understood how important it was to follow Porlyusicaâs instructions: sheâd never been wrong about this before.
âDo you remember back when Fiore was at war with Alvarez? You had that tumour in you, and you too were passed out in a coma. Back then, your fire was going out: you were rapidly freezing to death. Lucy was the one who kept you alive, and she did so with skin to skin contact. Today I need you to do the same.â
Goosebumps appeared on Natsuâs arms as he recalled. That was a time he didnât think fondly of. He went through a lot of hardship back then, even if waking up to Lucy and Happy was something that had given him relief at the time. Thatâs right, where was Happy?
âY-yeah, Iâll do it,â he mumbled scattermindedly. âDo you know where Happy went? I rushed here so fast, Iâm not sure I told him what was going onâŚâ
Porlyusica sighed. This boy was something else, wasnât he? Not in the best way either, she feared.
âWhile you were yelling and getting mad, trying to run to the client of her mission for revenge, I explained everything to him. Heâs already gotten a head start. I urge you to join him.â This time her glare was comparable to lazer, earning a hard gulp from Natsu. Still, he was relieved to hear Happy wasnât in the dark: he knew how much those two meant for each other. If Lucy fell ill and Happy couldnât be there to help⌠He didnât want to think of it. Happy had been much more protective of Lucy ever since he felt Future Lucy die. That went for Natsu too of course.
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Natsu gulped again and looked back at Porlyusica. Lucy layed behind those hospital drapes, shallow breaths filling up the room. Her scent did its usual work of calming him, but he noticed that it didnât carry in the air like usual. He was sure that curse and her lack of body heat had something to do with it.
Porlyusica had turned around as she let Natsu undress. Sheâd seen him in this light attire before, but as a healer she had some courtesy to at least wait until he was finished. Natsu awkwardly cleared his throat, breaking the silence that had filled the room.
âDo I⌠Take off my underwear?â Porlyusica nearly choked on her own spit.
âNo. Please donât. For all our sake. Sheâs still a lady.â The last sentence was muttered in a voice barely louder than a whisper, but Natsu heard it. Still, he didnât want to do anything wrong. âAre you done?â
âYeah,â he mumbled, feeling his arms hang along his sides. This situation was so odd. He wasnât exactly shy, but being bare like this in a serious situation felt vulnerable. He wanted to wear his scarf, but she had rejected that idea as soon as he said it. Something about the neck being an important area as a heat source.
Porlyusica turned around, not sparing him as much as a glance. Instead she headed straight to the curtains and drew them to the side. There she was. Under a couple of blankets. So still that heâd be worried for her life didnât he hear her pulse. It was faint, a bit irregular, but there. Heâd made sure to really listen for it this time.
âWhat are you waiting for? Join her.â The healer motioned at the bed.
âItâs so small thoughâŚâ he puzzled. If he had a Jewel for every time Porlyusica sent him a stare that was out to kill, heâd have enough money to buy not just Lucyâs apartment, but her entire apartment building. He took that as a sign to keep quiet if he was about to question Porlyusicaâs methods.
âYouâre gonna need to cuddle close anyways, just hurry up. Weâve already wasted too much time.â
Natsu took a shaky breath and lifted Lucyâs blanket. Her bluish pale hands laying against her sides made his heart drop. This was really serious. Just because this was a treatment that could help, didnât mean that her health would perfectly return. If anything, this was just another flighty attempt to heal her. Surely it wouldnât benefit her as much as lifting the curse: had Natsu been smarter, maybe he could have helped her faster.
He shook his head. No, he had to focus on what he could do here and now. Worrying about things that could have been wouldnât help at all, even if he was right about this body-warming treatment only helping a little. It might just be the thing that would keep her away from this brain damage thing Porlyusica had been talking about. He finally crawled into bed beside her.
Cold. She was really cold. His first instinct was to make his own body heat higher, but as he was about to he heard Porlyusicaâs warnings echo in his mind. If he didnât take this slow, new complications could arise. He just had to slowly get used to this sensation.
Porlyusica suddenly spoke up.
âNow, I donât want you just laying there doing nothing.â
Natsu sent her a confused look. Wasnât this what sheâd asked him to do?
âYou need to talk to her. Say her name. Whatever happened on her mission, Iâm growing increasingly uncertain of her coma being caused by a concussion. If anything, itâs more likely that itâs a magic coma. And if itâs a curse, nothing helps breaking it better than love. You need to call out to her.â
For the first time in a very long time, Natsu felt himself blush. Just faintly, but the indication that his love for Lucy would be the thing to wake her up, made him feel weird inside. Not a bad weird, just⌠weird.
âShe did the same to you,â she added, only pouring gasoline on the fire inside of him. âIf I didnât think this was important Iâd ask for someone else for help, much earlier. Elfman has a large body, he could easily get her to a normal body temp.â
This time, her implications made Natsu tense up instead. He didnât like the thought of that giant muscle head cuddling with Lucy, skin to skin. He instinctively wrapped his arm around her waist, as to protect her from whatever googly eyed guy that would come waltzing in, in hopes to join them under her blanket.
âDonât look so stupid. Getting angry gets you nowhere. Anyway, youâre the one who has to do this. If anything can wake her, whether sheâs under a curse or not, itâs the connection you share. So I need you to talk to her.â
Natsu once again felt weird inside. He couldnât pin the feeling down: was it that he felt vulnerable? Or that he felt embarrassed, doing all this in front of someone else? It was awfully intimate after all. Happy was one thing, but having another person listen to him calling out her name like a lost, desperate puppy? Well, awkward or not, it had to be done. He cleared his throat again and looked back at Lucy with determination. He felt his arms lightly shake her from a natural body reaction.
âLucy,â he tried, his voice sounding weak in the still room. âHey Lucy, come on⌠Wake up, wouldâya?â
For the first time since Natsu entered the room, Happy spoke up. He seemed like he was in his own world, dazed in worry. Hearing Natsu must have made him realise what had been going on around him.
âLushyâŚâ The nasal croak he let out made it clear heâd been crying. Natsu envied him a little: he wanted to cry too, but if he did he was sure heâd have a complete breakdown. He had to focus on getting her awake â crying wasnât an option. Porlyusica shifted her weight. It looked like she wanted to sit down, but she had to join the others with coming up with a cure soon.
âYou have to try harder than that Natsu. A tip to not feel like youâre going crazy just repeating her name, is to recall old memories. Itâll keep you busy from anxiety and worry, plus itâll strengthen your and her resolve. Besides, itâll make your bond feel stronger. I think that could be beneficial in a case like this.â Porlyusica watched as Natsu turned her words in his mind, trying to understand exactly what she meant. âIâll trust you to do this now, donât let her down.â
With those words Porlyusica left the infirmary, leaving Natsu and Happy with their unconscious friend.
Natsu held Lucy close, her icy skin a sharp contrast to the heat radiating from his body. Carefully he glanced at Happy, who looked like he was close to dissociating. If he didnât start talking now, heâd probably have to deal with two traumatised people who meant a lot to him, and he wasnât sure if he had the strength to do that.
This thought was enough to kick him into action. He swallowed hard, his voice low and trembling as he spoke.
"Lucy⌠youâve gotta come back. You canât leave us like this." Carefully he grabbed her hand, her fingertips almost blue from lack of blood circulation. His grip tightened just slightly, as if willing her to feel the warmth spreading from his fingers. "I donât know what happened out there, but Iâm here now, okay? So⌠so just wake up."
He took a shaky breath, tangling his legs with hers, just like heâd done so many times before in her apartment. This time it was different. This entire situation made him want to cringe, leaving a bitter taste in his mouth.Why her out of all people? Heâd never been the one who solved problems tenderly. He could fight, get revenge, heâd always been confident of his ability to do grand gestures to fix what was wrong. He couldnât handle things with care, make out nuances in language, emotion or even a thing like physical hurt. If Lucy ever got injured sheâd be honest and frank: sure, she tried to go on for a little bit longer than she should, even while having deep gushes through her legs or shoulders popped out of place. But she was honest enough about it that Natsu always knew what to do about it: sear the opening of the wound, fetch Wendy, pop her bones back into place. Those things were child's play in comparison to this. Now he had to carefully heat her up, not too quickly but not too slowly either, while calling out to her, pulling on whatever strings they had on each otherâs unconsciousness. He was aware of the connection they shared, and he was normally confident in it: at times he felt like they shared one and the same mind. But this? He wasnât so sure it was enough anymore.
"Youâre always the one whoâs there for everyone," he continued, his voice breaking just a little. "You never give up, no matter how bad things get. Thatâs who you are. So donât stop now, Lucy. Please⌠just donât."
Happy joined in through whispers in her ear, not daring to raise his voice in case itâd crack. Natsu felt his heart break a little as he watched him hold on to Lucy for dear life. It was one thing that Natsu felt like this, but Happy wasnât meant to be sad: he had spent his whole life making sure he would get the childhood Natsu never got. For him to have to almost lose Lucy twice: it was a pain Natsu could barely cope with himself. He was genuinely worried about his furry friend.
Still, he had to stay focused. He remembered what Porlyusica had told him, about memories being an effective way to keep his anxiety at bay, while still grasping at Lucyâs unconscious.
His thoughts raced, memories flashing through his mind. The way sheâd smiled when they took their first job together, the way sheâd always trusted him to catch her when sheâd fall, how she always knew what to say to get him to keep moving forward.
"Hey, Lucy⌠You gotta wake up, you know? I promised you weâd go on more adventures, back when we fought against Future Rogue andâŚ" His voice cracked, he still didnât dare finish that sentence. "Whenever I was a wreck, you were there. You didnât give up on me, not even for a second. So now itâs my turn, Lucy. Iâm not giving up on you."
Happyâs soft, tearful voice chimed in from beside them. "Lushy⌠we need you. Please wake up."
Natsuâs jaw clenched. He would do anything to get her out of this. He just wished he could do something more effective. Deep in his stomach he felt his fire work itâs magic: heâd been suppressing it so he wouldnât warm her up too quickly, so to not slip up and unleash a heat wave on the three of them, he took a deep breath.
âI⌠Guess this is the time to tell you how thankful we are that we met you all those years ago.â Happy met Natsuâs flickering gaze, sharing a small encouraging nod. âWe really are thankful. Like, weâd probably be dead if it werenât for you.â He tried to chuckle at the attempt of a joke, but Happy didnât seem as pleased. Natsu cleared his throat.
âWhat Iâm trying to say is⌠well⌠we canât imagine a life without you. If I ever had to go back to only sleeping in my swine sty of a house, instead of being with you everyday, Iâm not sure Iâd be able to keep my sanity. Even when you scream and do all kinds of weird stuff, we need you.â
âLushy,â Happy sniffled, âwhat would I do if I had to go back to only living with Natsu? Iâd starve! He burns my fish and everything else we ownâŚâ
âOh come on! Youâve survived up till now!â Natsu protested, but couldnât bring himself to actually find a counter argument. He was telling the truth after all. Happy glared at him and continued talking.
âI know heâs really stupid,â he began, earning a stern frown from Natsu, âbut I think he might be the one whoâd hate it the most if you died. But that aside, I donât think I could stand losing you again.â Tears were once again pouring out of his eyes. âYouâre the closest thing Iâve ever had to an actual proper momâŚâ
The last part would have been impossible for Natsu to hear, hadnât it been for his dragon-hearing. He swallowed the big knot in his throat that threatened to come out as a sob. He didnât know Happy had felt so strongly about Lucy, though it made sense as he heard it. Of course she was like a mom to him: she was perfect like that. Caring, worrisome at times, but always loving.
âHey, you heard him, right? You canât leave Happy after he tells you something like that, can you? So hurry and wake up⌠Youâd never forgive me if I scared you like this, so come onâŚâ
âBut you did scare us like that though,â Happy argued.
âOh can it,â Natsu muttered, raising his body temperature another degree.
While continuing talking, mixing the casual bickering with emotional anecdotes, Natsu started massaging Lucyâs right hand, the one with her guild mark. Laying there, he realised that the colour of it really was the exact same shade as his hair. The thought tugged on his heartstrings. Had she even meant for that to happen, when he made her join Fairy Tail all those years ago? Had she always been determined that it would be the two of them â and Happy of course â teaming up? Even if that wasnât the case, if it had been her unconscious that picked the shade of pink so close to his hair, he still wanted to tear up. The two of them were so incredibly attached, to the point where Natsu couldnât even imagine a life without her anymore.
He continued observing her hand as he massaged her soft skin. It was slender, a nuance less blue than it had been when he laid down with her some minutes ago. This realisation sparked some hope within him. They were helping her: it was working. Continuing the talking, letting his mouth speak whatever flew into his brain, he simultaneously went on thinking about her hand. When she proudly showed it off to him when her mark was new, it had been in pristine condition. Soft, flawless, not a callus or scar in sight. Her nails had been long, carefully taken care of, painted a light pink that almost seemed nude in comparison to the bright pink guild mark. As he looked at it now, it was covered in scars. Some cuts from falling on gravel, some webbing up her wrist like veins. He knew that must have been reminiscent of when she rewrote E.N.D. for him. Another constellation of scars resembled shattering, likely scars from when she had to summon the Celestial Spirit King back when they fought Tartarus. Most of these scars gave Natsu shivers. They were all pale and faded now, but he knew they must cause Lucy pain every day. To carry her biggest joy and her worst pain on the same hand seemed taxing.
He brought her fingers up to his lips, pressed them against them lightly. Then he embraced her, letting her limp, cool body rest against his. Her skin was so soft, but he didnât enjoy this fake cuddle session: he wanted her to be awake, or even asleep would be better: even when she was asleep she ended up reciprocating his cuddles. This made him feel like he was hugging a corpse, and it was quickly rated as one of his least favourite sensations.
In his new position he could hug her from behind, the many pillows propped up behind his back making him sit up slightly. This allowed for Lucyâs head to rest on his chest, right by his collarbones. Carefully he nudged her a little bit to the left. Maybe his heartbeat could aid them in some way: he wasnât sure how, but it couldnât help to try. Happy nudged himself between Natsuâs embracing arm and Lucyâs chest, covering up what would be a very revealing view hadnât he laid there. Any other day her nudity would be arousing for Natsu, but today it didnât have that effect. Rather than arousing, it gave him a sense of security. Their bodies, pressed against each other, like clinging on to Lucyâs soul for dear life.
He rested his lips on the top of her head for a while. Happy was in the middle of yapping about Lisanna, his biological mom and Lucy, when Natsu suddenly felt her arm twitch. It was small, and heâd disregard it as his imagination hadnât he heard her breath hitch at the same time.
âLucy?â He hugged her tighter, squashing Happy a little in the process. âHappy, I think sheâs responding. She just twitched! Keep talking,â he urged, nuzzling his face into her neck. He was certain of it: she had reacted.
Suddenly his resolve increased tenfold, his fiery determination bubbling to the surface. He didnât care how long this tookâheâd stay by her side until she opened her eyes.
"Lucy," he said, his tone growing stronger, more resolute. "Iâm not going anywhere, got it? Youâre stuck with me, so youâd better wake up and yell at us for being too loud or something. You always do."
Once again he thought he saw the faintest flicker of movementâa twitch of her fingers against his hand. His breath hitched.
"Lucy? Come on, itâs me. Natsu." He leaned closer to her ear, her smell filling his head until he felt completely intoxicated. His voice dropped to a near whisper. "I need you. We all do. So please⌠wake up."
For a moment, nothing happened. Then, slowly, her lips parted, and a faint sound escaped.
"N⌠NatsuâŚ"
His eyes widened, hope surging through him like a wildfire. "Lucy!â
Happy dried his eyes that were puffy from all the crying heâd done. He was quick to jump out of their embrace.
âIâll go get Porlyusica!â He almost left the room before he turned back, lifted her blanket a little to cover the goods, and then hurried away. Natsu barely registered his actions, his focus being completely tuned in on Lucy.
With a split moment alone, Natsu almost felt overwhelmed with the silence. Sheâd called out his name, though only faint, but instead of her heartbeat rising to accommodate her waking up, it seemed like it was slightly fading. Worry filled Natsuâs head, the anxiety shooting out prickling sensations in his arms and legs.
âLucy, whatâs going on? Whyâs your heartbeat slowing down?â His high pitch made the worry apparent, but he didnât care. âShit, come on! Stay with me!â
He rocked their bodies back and forth in hope that heâd manage to keep her heart pulsing. It was quickly made apparent that it wasnât enough, when for a split moment her heart missed a beat.
This time he couldnât conceal his panic. No one was nearby, Lucy was fading away by the second, and all Natsu could do was choke out a small âPleaseâŚâ. He didnât know what to do, tears welling up in his eyes faster than he was prepared for.
âDonât leaveâŚâ he croaked, sobs filling the silence. âShit, Lucy, I canât live without you⌠I love youâŚâ
Had he not been busy pressing her lukewarm cheek against his, rocking them back and forth, and trying to swallow the sobs that leaked out anyways, heâd notice that his confession pulled Lucyâs heartbeat back for a few seconds. But he didnât notice this: instead he continued his endeavors of grasping whatever life was left in her.
âLucy, Lucy, Lucy⌠PleaseâŚâ He opened his eyes again, quickly regretting it as they soaked Lucyâs face in the salty liquid. He wanted to see her face properly, take in her soft features before it was too late. He grabbed her face with his free hand, slowly letting his thumb caress her cheek. His blurred vision made him miss how her eyebrows twitched into a furrow. Instead he let his heart steer his actions: he didnât know what else to do.
Pushing her bangs out of her face, Natsu let his lips land on hers. Softly, his hot ones on Lucyâs dry cold ones. His chin quivered â he didnât want his first kiss with her to be his last one. In fact, he never wanted his first kiss to be with Lucy while she was unconscious at all. He had thought of their relationship for a long time, even imagining them having their first kiss under the stars after a dinner that would leave both of them too stuffed to walk. They were supposed to be joking around, laughing, and heâd look at her, look into her brown, sparkling eyes, that held a universe inside of them, and he wouldnât be able to contain himself, so heâd lean in and kiss her: and sheâd kiss him back. It wasnât supposed to happen like this, in a sterile bed, in the infirmary that had too bright lights, naked under blankets, Lucy dying in his hands.
Still, he didnât dare to stop kissing her. And good thing he didnât, because suddenly, for him out of nowhere, he felt her kiss him back.
In shock he pulled away, his eyes big as plates.
âL-lucy? YouâreâŚâ Silent tears kept falling onto Lucyâs face. Her eyelids fluttered, and after what felt like an eternity, they opened, her brown eyes glassy but unmistakably alive. She blinked up at him, her voice hoarse but clear.
"Youâre⌠warm," she murmured, her lips curling into a weak but familiar smile.
Natsu laughed, tears streaming down his face. âDonât scare me like thatâŚâ he muttered, a blush spreading across his face before he could stop it. "But youâre back. Thatâs all that matters."
Lucy slowly brought her hand up, cupping Natsuâs cheek.
âDid you kiss me?â
Natsu avoided her eyes, awkwardly tensing up.
âI thought Porlyusica said youâd have brain damage or somethingâŚâ Lucy was quick to hit him on his arm.
âAre you stupid? Donât wish I wouldnât understand something like that!â Her voice was shrill, cutting through Natsuâs ears like knives, but today he didnât care about that. He was insanely happy to have her back to normal.
He let out a chuckle, albeit against his own will.
âItâs not like I hoped for our first kiss to be like that.â
Lucy just smiled. She had put out a lot of energy right as she woke up: truth was, she still felt exhausted and honestly a bit dizzy. After getting a good look at Natsu, taking in his worried frown, his wet cheeks and reddened eyes, she closed her eyes again.
âWhat are you?! Lucy! Wake up!â He violently shook her this time, not allowing her to fade away again.
âCalm down,â she puffed, âI just need to rest a little.â Slowly she sneaked one eye open, observing Natsu as his wrinkle became more prominent.
âHow do I know you wonât die in your sleep?â
âWell, for one you donât keep believing that I will. Donât manifest it.â She tried to joke, but it was apparent Natsu didnât understand what she meant. She sighed. âJust⌠Stay here, please?â
She turned her body around so she laid on her stomach on top of him. It was at this moment she realised the attire they both were in.
âNatsu..?â She whispered against his chest.
âYeah?â Natsu had started rubbing his hand against her back in a repetitive motion. This time he was making sure sheâd stay alive.
âWhy are we naked?â
Natsu didnât know if the sound he let out was a chuckle or a sob â perhaps a mix of both. It was such a relief to hear her worry about her usual things.
âDonât yaâ worry âbout it,â he smiled, continuing to rub her back.
âWell thatâs not suspicious,â she mumbled as she slowly fell back to sleep. This time it felt better for Natsu: her body was warmer, her arms were hugging him back, and now he knew any major damages could be disregarded.
Thatâs when he heard Happy let out a cry of joy, flying up to nuzzle against her cheek. "Lushy! Youâre okay!"
Natsu hurried to push him away with a harsh âshhâ. Happy would start an argument hadnât he seen the corners of Lucyâs mouth curl into a soft smile, her eyes opening briefly to greet her feline friend. Her heart twinged at his tearful eyes, but she still managed to give him a playful blink. She wanted to assure him sheâd be back to normal soon. Porlyusica stepped forward into the room, her expression as stern as ever, but a hint of relief apparent in her eyes.
"Sheâs not out of the woods yet. Keep her warm and let her rest. But this⌠this is a good sign."
Natsu nodded, his arms tightening protectively around Lucy.Â
"Yaâ donât gotta worry. I have her."
Lucyâs eyes drifted closed again, her breathing steadying as she slipped into a more peaceful sleep. Happy hugged her shoulder tightly. He was so relieved that she was okay. And Natsu? He was beyond relief. If he could, he would have cloned himself so one of his bodies could do a celebratory dance, meanwhile the other could stay here, holding her tight, making sure she could stay comfortable for as long as she needed. He didnât know any cloning magic though, so he let his imaginary clone work the floor beside the bed while Porlyusica hurried around the two of them, counting Lucyâs heartbeat, drawing her blood for testing, checking her pupils for dilating. Despite the worrying things she was doing to her, Natsu managed to stay calm. Maybe it was the deep breaths he felt against his torso, or the tiny, almost invisible nudging Lucy did to get her body closer to his, but Natsu felt at peace.
Everything would be fine. He wouldnât let her go:Â not now â not ever.
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this is something that hasnât been an easy decision for me
hey angels. iâm still (technically) on a break, but i needed to pop in and announce a few things before i disappear again (if i do) âh2h three is dropping tonight. literally in a few minutes. itâs a little surreal, honestly, and i hope you read this before you dive in.
the truth is, i had most of this chapter finished even before i stepped away. i only had to write the ending, and in a weird, unexpected way, coming back to h2h during my break actually helped me. it gave me something to hold onto when i was feeling really low. sometimes writing can be a tether, and this time, it genuinely was. and i want to be honestâso many people have messaged or asked when h2h three is coming out, including people who havenât really interacted with me or have ignored my posts about my health and needing a break. i know thereâs a lot of excitement for this chapter, and i really hope it lands with you. just know this is me sharing a real piece of my heart. i put everything into these stories, and itâs strange to feel so seen and so invisible at the same time. i hope you can feel how much of myself iâve poured into this.
i also have to admit, posting this chapter is really, really hard for me. the topics i explore in h2h three are some of the heaviest iâve ever tried to writeâtrauma, death, medical realism, uncomfortable dynamics, mental illness, imposter syndrome, grief, abandonment, survival, love thatâs desperate and messy and so painfully human. in a lot of ways, putting this down on paper helped and healed me; it gave me a way to process things i couldnât say out loud. but that also means sharing it is terrifying. i worry about how itâll be received, if itâll resonate with you, or if itâll just be too much. thereâs a strange kind of fear in releasing something so vulnerableâespecially when i know how easily it could be misunderstood or passed over. i worry about silence, about judgment, about whether itâs âtoo much.â this isnât just a story for meâitâs a kind of lifeline, and sharing it feels exposing in a way thatâs hard to explain. iâve debated a hundred times whether i should just hold onto it for myself. it hasnât been an easy decision at all, and i hope you read it with the same care i tried to pour into every line. it means a lot, more than i can really put into words. thereâs also one more important thing i have to reveal that is quite heavy and emotional but i canât tell you guys that until after h2h four drops.
i wonât lie, iâm in a strange place about posting at all right now. iâve talked about feeling insecure being on tumblr, about being anxious over how people engageâor donât engageâwith my work. itâs hard to explain what itâs like to upload something people have been waiting for when youâre also dealing with a lot offline, and when youâve expressed just how much engagement (or lack of it) affects you. i said part three would be out in a month or two after part two, and then i dropped part two just ten days agoâso part of me already feels the regret and anxiety creeping in. i really, really hope you all will show some love back. iâm not saying it lightly: i need it. please, if youâre reading, let me know what you think. send an ask, drop a comment, reblog, message me privately, anything. silent reading is fine, but these chapters take so much out of me, and hearing from you is the only way i know if any of it lands, if you care, if youâre here. it genuinely matters. if you love something, let me know. itâll mean more than you realize.
i also want to say i have quite a lot of asks piling up in my inbox, sent while iâve been on my mental health breakâmessages i havenât had the energy to answer yet. i promise i see you all, i love you all, and iâm overwhelmed and grateful for every bit of kindness and patience. iâll make my way around to all of them, but please donât be off put from sending asks just because some are still sitting in my inbox. spam me, yap at me, tell me anythingâmy inbox is always open, and i really do love hearing from you.
part three is, hands down, the heaviest thing iâve ever written. please read with care and be gentle with yourself. i put so much of myself into this one, and there are some very dark, intense themes. please take your time, and step back if you need to. also, surprise: iâve added another full part to the series, so h2h will now have four main parts and an epilogue. part three is not the endâthereâs more coming, though i canât promise when, for all the reasons above.
thank you for waiting, for reading, for caring (if you do). iâm wishing myself a little bravery and hoping youâll meet me halfway. i love you guys. i really do.
see you on the other side. soph <3
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Hate Me Sweetly - Genji X Reader
In which Genji and the reader get trapped in a closet together. The two tend to bicker on missions, and tensions rise in a small space.
tags: long, like seriously buckle in for this one, AFAB reader (mostly gender neutral but Genji does say good girl once), enemies-ish to lovers, I never really hated you, unprotected sex, rough sex, vulgar language, low-key a slow burn (they kissed on page 8 on my writing program), filthy but also sweet and soft (they're in loooooove)
side note: there is a moment in this where a man is threatening the reader. nothing ends up happening, but it felt like I needed to say that.
a/n: whew...hope this one was worth the wait. I am still sick, so it may not be my greatest, but I think this is actually my personal favorite of all i've posted hehehe hope you all enjoy it as much as I do <3
You hold your breath as you walk past one of the guards. He nods at you and you return a shy smile, hiding the majority of your face in your fake maidâs outfit. Being the only person at Overwatch that wasnât often in the public eye, youâre usually the only option when it comes to sneaking anywhere. Like now, you are sneaking into a small side base that Talon has, hoping that you can retrieve data off one of their servers without making a scene. That sneaking, though, is often accompanied by disagreements from your team members. You have hardly any fighting experience compared to them, which means you are essentially being sent into a pit of vipers. Youâre a gifted medic and fairly decent at working computers, but thatâs where your experience stops.
âThis isnât a good idea,â a voice crackles over your in-ear device. Genji. He wasnât a fan of this plan from the start, nor is he ever a fan of you sneaking into places. You grit your teeth and ignore him. He seems to doubt your capabilities in all situations, which grates on your nerves, especially considering how many times you have nursed his wounds and how many times you have successfully snuck in and out of places. Youâre a valuable member of the team, which is something seemingly everybody except Genji can agree on.Â
âIgnore him. Weâve got your back,â Cassidyâs southern drawl echoes in your ear. You know they do. They hacked into the security cameras and can watch your move, and they are close enough to break in if things go south. You have full faith that you are safe in their hands, even if Genji doesnât want you there.Â
The two men start to bicker through your in-ear and you tune it out easily. You make your way through the long hallways, your heels clacking on the tile floors. You pull at the hem of your dress, which was made to be a bit too short for your liking. It barely goes down past your butt, leaving the majority of your thighs bare.Â
âStop adjusting. You seem nervous,â Reyesâs voice says in your ear. You heave out a sigh as you look up at the camera in the corner of the hallway. A quick glance around you reveals that youâre alone, so you bite out a whisper back into your in-ear.
âI feel naked.â You really do. Not only are your legs nearly bare, but the outfit cuts low across your chest, leaving the top of your breasts visible. Itâs cliche, offensive even, but apparently that is how Talon likes their staff dressed.Â
âDarlinâ, you look great,â Cassidyâs voice echoes again, and you roll your eyes. The two of you have been close friends for a while, so itâs not unlike him to jump at the first chance to tease you. You hear an annoyed sigh in your ear, which you think is from Genji.Â
âShut up, Cassidy. Now isnât the time for you to stroke-â Genji starts to snap, but Reyes quickly cuts him off.Â
âEnough. The security room should be at the end of that hallway on your left.â
You follow the instructions, carefully walking down the hallway. Your footsteps echo in the empty space, and you hate the way you start to shiver. Youâre not cold, but the thought of it being nervousness makes you feel weak. You wrap your hand around the handle and start to turn it, Reyes telling you how to access the server in your ear. But, as soon as you push the door open, his voice fades away.Â
A guard sits in the security room, leaning back in one of the chairs. Your breath hitches in your chest. This room is supposed to be empty. It is supposed to be an easy-in easy-out job. The room, full of different screens and computers, is bright and jarring, but the only thing catching your attention is the rifle that the guard has sitting on the ground next to him. He is facing away from you, and hasnât seemed to notice you yet. Maybe you could grab the rifle from him, but what would you do after that? If you shot him, it would be too loud. No, you need a different approach for this one.Â
âGet out of there,â Genji says in your ear. Of course he would want you away from it. He thinks you canât handle just one guard. Maybe heâs right, but you want to prove him wrong. Maybe itâs that desire to make him eat his words that has your feet moving forward, crossing the large room until youâre standing next to the guard in his chair.Â
He finally notices you, and you can feel his eyes on you as you bend over and reach for the trash can under the desk. When you hear him let out a low whistle, your skin starts to crawl. Could you knock him out with this? Your grip tightens on the plastic bin. No, not strong enough. Distract him long enough to sneak your flashdrive near the main computer?
âIf he touches them, Iâll-â Genjiâs voice crackles through the in-ear, but static starts to shriek over it. You flinch at the noise, but pretend to push hair out of your face so you can turn it off.Â
âYouâre new,â the guard says in a purr. You stand up, holding the small trash can in between you two, like some sort of barrier. He still sits in his chair, but heâs leaning forward now, his eyes tracing your face with intent. Once youâre standing, his eyes trace even lower and his gaze makes your skin crawl.Â
âYeah. Just started,â you mumble. You point at a balled up piece of paper on the other side of the large desk. You canât get to it without him moving, and you really need to sell this maid act. âCan I get past you?â
âBe my guest,â he says, but barely inches his chair backward. You frown at first, then realize what heâs doing. Youâll have to push past him, practically be in his lap, to grab it. You start to snap something out, but then realize, if you do that and lean back against the desk, you should be able to reach the computer well enough to put your drive near it. It has to be within a few centimeters for around five minutes to get all of the data. Can you even hold out for that long?
You have to. Straightening your back, you place the bin on the ground and step in between the guard and the desk, reaching for that damned piece of paper. You finally grab it, but before you can retreat, the guard scoots his chair forward and pins you against the desk. His dark eyes are level with your breasts, and he seems to be taking advantage of that. You fight back every instinct in your body telling you to hit him and run. Instead, you use your hand thatâs not holding the paper to reach into your pocket and pull out the drive. You place it softly behind you, praying that it is close enough.Â
âSuch a pretty thing. We donât get many like you around here,â the guard coos, looking up at you. His eyes are dripping with evil and it has you shuddering under his glare.Â
âSorry, I-uh-Iâm not-â you whisper out, trying to free yourself from the trap he has you in. He backs up just enough to stand up, but it also gives you enough space to get away, until his hand wraps around your arm. You wince at the feeling of his clammy fingers squeezing against your skin, then he turns you around and pushes you against the back wall.Â
âYou donât get to come in here like that and not intend to do anything,â he barks out. His other hand has found its way to your hip, slowly inching upwards.Â
âIâm just trying to do my job,â you say, hating the way that your voice shakes. You force your eyes shut. You donât want to see how he is looking at you anymore. His hand keeps inching upwards, nearly cupping your breasts.
âOh, you can do a job for me. How about-â he starts, but his voice shifts into a scream. Your eyes snap open and your heart plummets in your chest at the sight. Blood spurts out of what used to be his hand, the thick red liquid painting your dress and your chest. You cringe at the feeling of it, warm and sliding down in between your breasts. You finally snap out of your daze and you look up, where Genji stands a few feet away, his blade now dripping with blood. He moves so fast that neither you nor the guard can react, and the guardâs throat is quickly slit. His body slumps to the ground in a puddle of his own blood.Â
âSo much for subtlety,â Genji whispers, sheathing his blade behind him.
âI had that handled,â you say, but the way that your voice shakes says otherwise. Genjiâs eyes widen at your words, and you wish you could see under the black mask to see the rest of his face.
âBullshit. You-âÂ
âGot the data, didnât I? I would have made it out,â you cut him off. Your fear and shock slowly starts to evolve into frustration. You would have completed the mission without him.
âFuck the data! Who knows what he would have done to you,â Genji snaps back, closing the distance between the two of you. His chest heaves as his voice rises. He comes close enough you can see the deep brown in his eyes, a color you find beautiful most of the time. Now, though, that brown is alight with frustration. The way he is looking at you would be enough to kill somebody, but you have never backed down from him.Â
âI am completely capable of handling this!â You scream out. Genji doesnât back up, but he doesnât say anything. He reaches up to your face and pushes onto your in-ear, turning it back on.
â-on your way. Youâll be outnumbered. Find a way to hide until we can get in,â Reyes shouts over the device.Â
âFuck,â you whisper. At that, you hear footsteps thundering down the hallway. Genji wraps his hand around your arm and pulls you behind him, leading the both of you to a door you hadnât even noticed before. He pulls it open and shoves you inside. Itâs some sort of utility closet, with various brooms and other supplies scattered around. Itâs small, barely enough to fit you, but Genji manages to squeeze in with you. He pulls the door shut and it clicks, leaving the two of you standing there, chest to chest, with nowhere to go. You canât even try to back up. You can barely breathe with how cramped the closet is. A small light twinkles above your head, barely giving any light.Â
âWhat is your pla-â you start, but Genji clamps his hand around your mouth. You squeak in surprise at his touch, which is more gentle than you would expect from him. He seems to have better hearing than you, perhaps an advancement from his cyborg body, because you hear the door to the security room open after that. You watch Genjiâs face with wide eyes as he listens to the men on the other side of the closet door. If they open that door, theyâll kill both of you. Genjiâs otherwise soft features are hardened with focus, but you canât help but shake. You could be dead in a minute.Â
The guardsâ voices overlap and blend in your mind. You try to pick up on what theyâre saying, but any hope of focusing on anything is long gone now. Is this seriously how youâre going to die? Locked in a closet because a mission went sideways? Your chest aches at the thought of it. It may be a cliche, but you have always wanted to grow old with somebody. Find your soulmate, if there is such a thing, and live life to the fullest with them. Now, that wish seems far away.
The guards argue about something, but their footsteps and voices eventually fade. The door to the security room slams shut, and you let out a deep sigh from your nose. Genji lowers his hand away from your mouth, but you stay silent. He doesnât seem to want to say anything either, but his hand moves against the doorknob and twists it. The door doesnât move. There is enough light above you to make out a slight frown taking place on Genjiâs features as he pushes on the door again, but it still doesnât give. In the bleak light, you can barely make out the features of the door. It seems to be some kind of industrial one. Not exactly the type that could be knocked down easily.Â
âFuck,â Genji whispers. âReyes, weâre locked in.â
âFucking hell, Genji,â Reyesâs voice is in your ear again. âWeâre locked out. Weâre trying to get in, but we need more reinforcements now that the guards are alert.â
âSo what? We just stay in the closet?â You say. Your voice is still quiet, like youâre still scared somebody will hear you. You hear a sigh from the other end before your commander speaks again.
âYes. Stay put. Weâll work our way in. For now, turn your in-ears off. We donât know what kind of technology they have. They might be able to scan for it.â Reyes sounds exhausted.Â
âYes, sir,â you whisper, reaching up to turn the device off. Genji doesnât respond to Reyes, but obeys the command and reaches up to turn his off. That leaves the two of you standing, your fronts flush with one another, locked in a dark closet in silence. At least youâre not dead.
You lean back, your head knocking against the wall. It could be worse. Definitely could be better, but it could still be worse. A soft sigh escapes your lips. Not being in imminent danger, you are finally able to properly take in your surroundings. The cramped closet smells like dust, but the smell of blood takes over. Your skin is sticky with it and it stains. Some of it has dried, but it still leaves red blotches along your skin. Itâs a good thing you arenât squeamish and work with blood, or you would be nauseous now.Â
âYou okay?â Genji says. You snap up to see him watching you intently, his dark eyes searching your face. Are you okay? Hardly, but you also donât want to seem weak to him.Â
âIâm fine,â you say, and cringe at how weak your voice sounds.Â
âLiar,â Genji replies. âTalk to me.â
âWhy?â You snort. Maybe itâs being locked up in here, or maybe itâs the emotion from everything that just happened, but everything seems to be piling up. Youâre afraid youâre going to snap if you stay like this without letting it out, but you canât let it out to Genji. Not when he already doesnât seem to want you on the team.Â
âI canât help you if I donât know whatâs wrong,â Genji says. His voice is soft and gentle, much like his gaze on you.Â
âWe almost died,â you whisper out.Â
âThatâs part of the job,â Genji says softly. Maybe he didnât mean it in a bad way, but the way he already doesnât seem to think you can handle it combined with those words is enough to snap the rubber band of your patience.Â
âI get it, okay? You donât think Iâm good enough for this. You donât want me on the team. You hate me,â you yell at him. Your outburst seems to take Genji by surprise, because his eyes widen and his brows furrow. You let out a soft breath, then speak again. âJust forget it.â
âHate you?â Genji mutters. He lets out a soft snort and you roll your eyes.Â
âJust forget it, okay? We could die here, and Iâd really rather not have my last moments be spent arguing with you,â you snap out. His eyes narrow, but he doesnât seem to back down.Â
âYou think I hate you?â Genji looks down at you, his gaze now sharpened and fully on you. You canât ignore how your heart beats harder under his stare. God, youâve always found your attraction to him so irritating. You press your hands back against the wall, steeling yourself. The wall feels clammy against your hands, but itâs the only stability you have, other than leaning in Genjiâs body.Â
âYou obviously do.â Genjiâs brows furrow at your words. His gaze drops, then his eyes widen. He snaps his gaze away, staring at one of the walls. Itâs hard to see in the dim lighting, but you swear you saw a dusting of pink along his face. You frown at his sudden shyness.
âYour-uh-I think I must have nicked your dress with my blade,â Genji coughs out. You finally look down to see what has the ninja blushing, and a deep red takes over your face too. The top part of your dress is sliced open, showing your soft skin blotched with drying blood. Youâre wearing a bra, but the swell of your breasts are still visible, still covered in blood. A sigh escapes your lips as you reach up to the fabric, trying to pull it together and cover yourself up somewhat, but itâs no use. Your chest is bare and covered in blood, and youâre locked in a closet flush with Genjiâs front.Â
âStop acting like a schoolboy. Youâve seen boobs before, havenât you?â You mutter out. Itâs going to be more awkward if he continues to refuse to look at you.Â
âOf course, I have, but that was by their choice. NotâŚthis,â Genji gestures with what little space he has to move. Itâs then that you realize just how close the two of you really are. Your boobs are pressing against his chest, just barely, but the contact is still there. Your cheeks turn even redder at that, and you force yourself not to think about how it makes your nipples harden.
âItâs fine. You can look at me like this,â you say. A small part of you wants him to. You want to see his reaction when he gets a good look at your state. Itâs a naive part, though. Surely he wouldnât feel anything, right?
âYou sure? You may not believe it, but I am quite a gentleman,â Genji says, and you can practically hear the smirk in his voice.Â
âIâm sure. Or keep staring at the wall. I donât care.â His head turns slowly, his eyes darkening as he looks at you again. You see a muscle in his jaw tick under the tight mask as his eyes drop lower, just briefly, then return to your face.
âYouâre bloody,â Genji says, his rich brown eyes now locked with yours. Maybe he wasnât interested, if one look is all he wants. You fight the urge to slap yourself. Now is not the time to think like this, especially about Genji, of all people.
âItâs not mine,â is all you can think to say.
âI know. My blades would never touch your skin. Iâm angry I even got close,â he mutters, which makes you frown. That is the first time Genji has ever even hinted at being regretful to you.Â
âYou didnât hurt me,â you say softly. Thereâs a sudden tenderness in his eyes, one that you have never seen before.Â
âI could have.âÂ
Genji seems to cut off the conversation after that, not intending to talk about it anymore. The two of you sit in silence for a few minutes, you with your head leaned back and Genji leaning against the side wall. You wince when something seems to poke you in the back, and lean forward to adjust how youâre standing. Itâs an absentminded movement, but it pushes you further into Genjiâs front. You didnât know it at the time, but it created an unholy amount of friction against Genji. He groans out and rests his forehead against the wall. A groan you mistake for discomfort.Â
âSorry. I think thereâs a splinter in the wall,â you explain yourself. You continue moving, not realizing just how much you are rubbing up against him.Â
âPlease refrain from moving like that,â he breathes out. His voice sounds shaky. You frown, but finally pull the splinter from the wall and flick it to the ground. Except, something else seems to be poking you now. Itâs in a different spot, lower and in your front.Â
âGenji, move your blade. Itâs poking me,â you mumble. Genji sucks in a deep breath as you look down, your eyes widening. You can barely see anything, but it doesnât seem to be one of his blades pressing against you.Â
âThatâs not a blade,â you whisper out, your cheeks heating up again. HeâsâŚhard? His clothes cover it for the most part, so you canât see it, but you can certainly feel it. You look back up at him to see his face the color of cherries. He pushes off the wall and looks down at you, his brown eyes blazing.
âI told you I donât hate you,â he says. You stare back at him utterly dumbfounded. HeâsâŚattracted to you? No, maybe itâs just the confines of the space. Nothing else. You start to reply when a loud bang sounds from seemingly far away. You jump, which only pushes you more into Genjiâs front. Thereâs some sort of fight happening outside.Â
âFuck. Weâre going to die here,â you scream out. You turn to face the door, but Genji cups your face and forces you to look at him. He moves too fast, he always does, and he pulls his mask down and presses a kiss to your lips. Itâs soft, ghosting, at first, like heâs waiting for you to pull away. You donât.
You push further into it, letting him know just how much you want it. You feel him smile against your mouth before his kiss becomes more aggressive, more hungry. His tongue runs along your bottom lip and you whine at it, which gives him entry into your mouth. To say he kisses you would be unfair. He devours you. Itâs like he wants to lap up every taste he can, in case he never gets the chance to do it again. Heat starts to flood to your core and you grind against him, but when the door to the security room slams open and shakes against the wall, the two of you pull apart. You pant against him, and he silently adjusts his mask, then unsheathes his sword. Feet stomp outside the closet, and you swear you hear a gun cocking. This is it. Youâre going to die here. You get one last look at Genji, his gorgeous brown eyes, his angular face, his dark hair, just to take it all in. Then you squeeze your eyes shut. A tear rolls down your cheek. Is it going to hurt to die?
âTheyâre in here!â A voice calls out. You snap your eyes open. You recognize that Southern drawl. Cassidy. You try to call out to them, but your voice catches in your throat. You canât help the smile that takes place on your features, and Genji presses his face against your forehead. Heâs kissing you through the mask.Â
âCover your eyes. I need to break this lock,â you hear Cassidy call from the other side. You reach up to do it, but feel Genji wrap himself around you and shift so his back is to the door. Heâs shielding you from it. If something goes wrong on Cassidyâs end, itâll hurt Genji and not you. You try to fight him, but heâs always been stronger. You feel Genjiâs hands close around your ears, but the sound of Cassidyâs grenade is still loud enough to make you jump.
âDonât turn around,â Genji whispers in your ear. Your back is to the door as he lets you go, but you do as he says. Perhaps because youâre too in shock from thinking you were dead to move.Â
âCassidy, give me your shawl,â Genji says. The two start to bicker, but you eventually feel the soft fabric laced with the smell of gunpowder and cigars wrap around your shoulders. It goes down low enough to cover your bare chest, and thatâs when it makes sense why he didnât want you to turn around. Cassidy, and anybody else in the room, would see your chest. Maybe he is a gentleman.Â
You soon feel an emptiness behind you and turn around. The bright lights force you to squint as your eyes adjust to it. As soon as your eyes adjust, you notice Genji is nowhere to be found. Cassidy helps you walk, in case you need it, and Reyes leans against the desk with the drive in his hand. He gives you a curt nod, which is his way of saying âgood jobâ without actually saying it. You feel a warmth in your chest at the silent praise from him, but itâs not enough to warm up the cold absence you feel now that Genji isnât next to you.Â
Angela insisted on doing a full check-up on you as soon as you got back. She swatted Cassidy and Reyes both away, kicking them out of the room so she could make sure you were okay. Cassidy scowled at her and said something about his shawl, but the doctor slammed the door in his face. As a medic, you work under Angela a lot, so you know how serious she takes her patient care. There was no use fighting her, even if you did assure her over and over again that you were fine. She eventually discharged you, but not before giving you a loose shirt to wear back. As you were walking out the door, she even pulled you into a tight hug. You smiled at her, your heart warming. She may be your mentor, but sheâs a damn good friend too.
You make it back to your room okay and, as soon as your door is shut, you strip off the extra shirt, then the torn up maidâs dress. The blood seeped through your clothes and onto your stomach. Itâs dried and cakey now, a stark contrast to your skin. You crank the shower up and jump under the spray, letting it wash away everything. You have to scrub harshly against your chest to get it off, but the warm water soothes you. Youâre back at base. Youâre safe.
You stay in the shower until your fingers prune, and eventually hop out and change into sweats and a T-shirt. You stop at the mirror in your bathroom, which still has a slight layer of steam. Your attention immediately flies to your lips, and thoughts of Genji flood your mind. Did he kiss you because he wants you? Or was it just because he thought he might die?
Thereâs no point in fretting about it now, though. It happened. You wouldnât take it away, and you hope he wouldnât either. You open your bathroom door and step out into your room, the soft hardwood chilling your bare feet. The same ninja that was just in your thoughts sits on the edge of your bed. He looks up when he hears the door. His hair is wet, a few strands sitting on his forehead, and a cloth mask is on his face.Â
âYou okay?â His voice breaks through the silence.
âIâm alive,â you say, walking across your room and sitting on the bed next to him. Youâre not touching each other, but you could if you moved. You donât dare, though.
âIâm sorry,â his head hangs.
âWhat exactly are you apologizing for?â You stare at him. Is he apologizing for kissing you? Your heart sinks. If he tells you that he thinks it was a mistake, your heart may shatter into pieces.Â
âEverything. Mostly my blade touching you.â His head still hangs, like he is refusing to make eye contact.Â
âGenji, you didnât hurt me. It didnât touch my skin. You-â
âI could have!â He shouts. The sudden outburst takes you by surprise, and he stands up quickly and starts to pace your room. âYou think I hate you? Thatâs why I donât want you on missions?â
âYes,â you answer him honestly. He stops pacing in front of you, and you have to tilt your head back to look at him.Â
âI donât hate you. I donât want you on missions because I donât want you getting hurt. The thought of anything happening to you, of living in a world without you,â Genji starts, but his words fade and he shudders.Â
âWhy?â Your head spins at his words. Heâs always been so harsh about keeping you off missions.
âBecause I love you,â he whispers. You almost thought you imagined it, but heat runs along your cheeks. Your gaze drops, but Genji tucks his hand under your chin and forces you to look up at him. âThatâs why I kissed you when we heard the fighting. I thoughtâŚif I was going to die there, I wanted to be able to kiss you at least once first. Thatâs why Iâm here now.â
âGenji,â you whisper, but his thumb grazing along your bottom lip stops you.Â
âI can walk out that door right now. Weâll pretend it was just heat of the moment, not that I couldnât stomach the idea of dying without kissing you at least once, and weâll move on. OrâŚyou stop me.â
Genji still rubs his thumb along your lip softly, the touch tender and gentle. The air hangs thick between the two of you. Heâs putting his heart on the line. No, heâs putting his heart in your hands. You release a soft breath, as you look up at him. His dark eyes are pleading, almost scared.
âDonât go,â you breathe out. Your voice sounds like a plea, one that Genji is all too eager to fulfill. You start to rise to your feet, and he watches you carefully, closely, but you donât miss the spark in his dark eyes. You reach up to his face, wrapping your fingers around the mask. He could stop you at any point now, it would take nothing for him to overpower you, but he doesnât. You pull the mask off his ears and down, dropping it onto the floor.Â
For the first time, you can see under his mask in actual lighting. Pink scars litter his face, dotting across the skin. You feel him take a deep breath as you look at him. Is he really nervous?Â
âYouâreâŚâ you reach up and touch one of the scars along his cheek âbeautiful.â
Genji smiles, a lopsided grin that takes up half of his face. Your stomach flips at that smile, and suddenly want to see it more often.Â
âAs are you,â he says back. You cup his face, but donât move otherwise.Â
âCan I kiss you?â You say. It sounds like a plea again.Â
âPlease do,â Genji replies, and itâs enough to have you wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him down to kiss you. Your lips lock and his scent fills your senses. Walnuts and fresh pine. His tongue darts along your bottom lip again, and you grant him entry easily. Your tongues intertwine and he takes over your entire existence. Thereâs nothing else. Just Genji.Â
Itâs softer and more tender than the previous kiss. Something past lust, something more. Your heart thumps in your chest and heat spreads to your core as his hands find their way to your hips. He pushes you down against the bed, the impact making a soft gasp come out. He falls with you, refusing to break the kiss. When you whimper into his mouth, though, he pulls away.
âDonât make noises like that or you wonât be able to walk tomorrow,â he says. The low, gruff tone of his voice sends shivers along your skin and heat straight down to your core. He looks down at you with wild eyes, a deep hunger hiding under those deep brown orbs.Â
âMaybe I want that,â you match his voice with a low one of your own.Â
âI told you I love you, right?â He says, making you frown. Why is he asking that?
âYes,â you reply.
âGood, because Iâm going to fuck you like I hate you,â he groans out, then his lips are back on yours. Itâs hard, aggressive, and starving. His fingers dig into your hips, where you know there will be bruises. His mouth leaves yours and moves to your neck, pressing harsh kisses along the skin. You whimper out when he bites you, which makes him growl against your skin. You feel his hands push under your shirt and you shudder at his touch on bare skin. His metal hand leaves a chill on your heated skin, but it only adds to the fire blazing inside you.
You donât have a bra on, so when Genjiâs hands ghost over your nipples you let out a soft gasp at the content. He continues sucking bruises into your neck and collarbone, but you feel him smile against your skin at your gasp. Your back arches from just his touch on your nipples, and you pray he gives you some sort of relief soon before you explode. He pulls away from your neck and pulls his hands out from under your shirt, and you whine at the loss of contact. In the time it takes you to blink, Genji rips your shirt off. Literally rips it, tossing the excess fabric away. He sits back on his heels and truly looks at you. Your skin is flush, your breasts moving with each breath you take, sweat beads along your skin. He licks his lips as he looks at you, and the motion is enough to make even more heat go straight to your core.Â
âSo fucking pretty,â Genji mutters, then his mouth is back on you. This time, though, he takes one of your nipples into his mouth. You gasp out his name as his tongue moves along it. His hand, the metal one, pinches the other nipple. He continues sucking and pinching, but uses his spare hand to push your sweats and underwear down. You help him out and lift your hips, pushing until the clothes are off your body. He moves so one of his legs is in between yours, his knee on the bed. Heâs so close to where you need him, but so far away. You squeak when his hand digs into your hip and pulls you down, so youâre rubbing against his leg. Fuck. His pants graze your core, and itâs just barely enough friction to have you grinding down onto it.Â
âYou gonna ride my leg?â He smiles against your skin. You try to bite back a response, but he takes your nipple in between his teeth and silences you. You keep grinding onto his leg, letting the friction rub against your clit and give you a small amount of relief. But itâs not enough.Â
âGenji, pleaseâŚI need you,â you whimper. You know you sound desperate, but you donât care. âInside me.â
Genjiâs grip on your hip tightens even more, blurring the line between pain and pleasure, and he growls lowly against your skin. He pulls away long enough to pull all of his clothes off, and itâs your turn to gawk. Heâs all lean muscle in a lithe frame. The metal of his hand reaches up his arm, then thereâs metal starting around the middle of one of his thighs. You try to gawk more, but he wraps his hand around your ankle and pulls, dragging you along the bed. You feel your breasts bounce with the motion and Genjiâs eyes zero in on that too.Â
âDo you have any condoms orâŚ?â Genji snaps himself out of his daze, but you shake your head. Youâve had an implant for birth control for years now.Â
âI want you, no barriers,â you say. âI want you to finish inside too, if you want.â
âFuckâŚâ Genji says, his eyes searching your body. âYou canât just say things like that.â
You start to say something back, but his hands on your thighs silences you. Expectation builds up inside you, and you finally feel his fingers rubbing at your core. He rubs slow, agonizing circles into your clit, but itâs enough to have your head rolling back. Youâre already wet enough, and he pushes one finger into you slowly. You try to close your thighs, but a sharp smack against one of them freezes you. The fading pain melds pain and pleasure together, and it makes you clench around his finger.Â
âYou like that? Does my pretty thing like it rough?â He mewls, slowly stroking his finger in and out.Â
âYes,â you mumble in between ragged breaths. He adds another finger, but his pace stays slow.
âGood girl,â he coos, rubbing the spot he had smacked. He starts to pick up his pace, working you with just his fingers. Your orgasm builds up faster than you thought it would, his fingers bringing you to the edge. Your moans and whimpers fill the room, and your hands grip into your bed. Your skin starts to buzz, that familiar feeling building up in your core. Your legs shake, and Genji slaps your thigh again. He slaps the other one, curling his fingers inside of you at the same time, and itâs enough to make you fall apart. You cry out, your back arching off of the bed. Your heart beats in your ears and black dots your vision.
âPretty when you cum, too,â Genji says, pulling his fingers out of you. He takes them up to his lips, dipping them into his mouth and tasting you off of them. You clench around nothing at the sight, begging for him to give you more. He smiles down at you, pushing your thighs further open so he can align himself at your entrance.Â
âLook at me,â he says. Your daze from your last orgasm is slowly coming down, and youâre able to focus. You lock eyes with him and as soon as you do, he starts to push inside you. Your mouth falls open at the stretch, soft whimpers escaping as you take each inch. His brows furrow, but his brown eyes stay on you. He wants to see your face as you take it all. And take it all you do. Heâs not small by any means, and the stretch gives you a delectable sting.Â
âFucking hell,â Genji says. He doesnât move for a bit, letting both of you adjust. âHow did I know your pussy would be fucking perfect?â
âHow did I know your cock would be perfect?â You say back, which makes a smirk grow on his features. Itâs true, he stretches you perfectly, melding pain and pleasure in the most delicate way. He starts to move slowly, and even then, each thrust has soft moans escaping your mouth. He starts to move faster, reaching up to intertwine your fingers together as he does. His other hand, though, does something less tender, as it wraps around your throat. Itâs not a tight hold, just enough to keep control, as he thrusts. You clench around him with each thrust, matching his pace with your own.Â
âGenji,â you whimper his name out, like a sacred prayer. âGenji.â
âYou gonna come around my cock for me like a good girl?â Genji says. You whimper at the sound of such vulgar language coming from his mouth. That, and the praise, of course. You nod, not trusting yourself to form anymore words. His hand leaves your throat and snakes down your body, his fingers reaching your clit. You scream out at the sensation of both, any little resolve you had quickly fizzling away. You toss your head back and scream out his name, your nails digging into the hand heâs still holding in, as your orgasm rocks through you. If you thought the first one was strong, it was nothing compared to this one. Your legs shake, electricity building through your entire body like a crackling live wire. Genji helps you through your release, never easing up on you. You hold tighter onto his hand as he continues to overstimulate you, his fingers still on your clit and his thrusts still quick. You pant out breaths as it comes down, but you can feel yourself continuing to clench around him. He lets out a soft curse, then groans your name. His thrusts come to a messy stop as he reaches his orgasm, his hand in yours tightens as he finishes inside you, the sensation making your legs shake. His head drops into the crook of your neck, the two of you panting against each other. His warm breath tickles your skin as he catches his breath. His soft and fluffy hair tickles your neck in a way that feels incredibly intimate.
âI love you too,â you say. Itâs quiet, and youâre not certain he even heard it, but you feel him press a soft kiss to your neck. He pulls back and smiles down at you, that lopsided toothy grin filling your chest with warmth. His skin is sweaty, but it makes him even sexier.Â
âLetâs get you cleaned up,â he says, pulling out and helping you up. You try to walk on your own, but your legs are so weak that you almost drop. He catches you and helps you to the bathroom, where he grabs a washcloth and warms it in the sink. His touch is gentle and tender as he cleans you, a stark contrast to his roughness from earlier. Eventually, he finishes and helps you back to your bed. He lets you on first, then crawls on the bed and presses against you. You roll so you can lay your head on his chest.Â
âGenji?â You say softly.
âHm?â âI like knowing that you donât hate me,â you say, but sleepiness seems to take over your voice. Genji laughs, and your heart lurches. Youâve never heard a genuine laugh from him, and itâs a beautiful sound. One you want to earn more often. You start to doze off, listening to his heart beating in his chest and feeling him run his hand up and down your spine. You really like knowing that he doesnât hate you.
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Lore notes: Panacea
Sounds of rain in the background â it does rain on gallifrey on occasion it seems (though romana is at heartshaven here, i wonder where that is) (though, that being said i think we also hear rain while in the capitol later, so thereâs weather everywhere it seems)
âMortal heir to the house of heartshaven, inheritor of the house of dvora, and custodian of the house of everstoneâ â sentences that make me ask how houses work here, why is romana connected to three of them (also interesting to me that she seems to have important positions in all three)
Romana expects there to be a doorkeep at heartshaven (actually she uses it sort of like a name, but idk if that actually means anything), thereâs also the line âcanât get the staff onâ â i wonder if that means people outside the house working for it, or if it is members of the house taking on those jobs
Also romana was addressing the house itself it seems in the beginning when trying to get in, so sentient houses canon in gallifrey then?
Stripped pigrat â a gallifreyan animal (also we got to hear what this one sounded like, which is fun)
Also âright through the earsâ and it seems that this killed the animal, so it seems that it doesnât have large external ears, theyâre probably on the sides of their heads (that or the ears have particularly vital organs in them, but iâm inclined to go with the former)
Also it seems you can eat them (though they maybe donât taste too good)
Heartshaven is somewhere in the outlands
Banishment is a punishment one can be given on gallifrey
Pig rats eat meat â well janartis threatens to feed romana to them so thatâs my assumption based off of that
They have stamps on gallifrey apparently, and it seems that theyâre a thing people collect sometimes
âIf you were ever a boy at allâ â now this could very easily just be a dig at narvin and him being perpetually tightly wound, but consider, looms, could be that some people are loomed while others are not, or that some houses loom their members as children while others come out as fully grown
âI was under the impression that most of your files had been destroyed in the war, mostly the embarrassing onesâ â a couple points here a) cia was affected by the war, b) âyour filesâ implies that cia has data storage separate to the matrix, c) the implication that even if files werenât actually destroyed in the war, the cia is using it as an excuse to get rid of records of things they donât want others to be able to find out about
âIâm not planning to marry himâ â the concept of marriage exists on gallifrey (feels funny to me that this is the line iâm using for this, but whatever)
âIts total economic collapseâ â hitting my âwhat is going on with gallifreyâs economy, how do they do money thereâ button again
Heartshaven has a dormitory wing
Janartis making weirdly sexist comments â iâm going to be so honest, i refuse to believe time lords see gender in the way we do and therefore donât think they do sexism like we do, especially given that they can change gender with regeneration, like they definitely have some other weird power structure thing going on, but i refuse to accept that itâs this
Janartis calls romana madam president â now is this because he was banished before knowing what actually happened with the election, or is that a title you just sort of get to keep
âThe lamps of heartshaven lit up when the heirs to the house crossed the hall, and the paintings would whisper their welcome, now itâs deadâ â more living house stuff (and that houses can die), also multiple heirs, wonder if this is a select few or just how heartshaven members are referred to
âAre there no proper doctors left at the academyâ â is this in reference to the fact that romanaâs people were stationed at the academy during the civil war, or does the academy just do medical stuff as well
Actually now that i think about it, do they have medical schools on gallifrey, or is it all just the academy, what is the education system outside of the academy like, is there even one
They have emergency generators
âThese past few monthsâ â this the whole civil war, or just the aftermath
Romana still called âladyâ even after losing her status and becoming a normal civilian â being a time lord inherently means being nobility
âQuadrant nineâ â how is this place organized
Pigrats can bite, rather painfully it seems
âSpecialist in secular studiesâ â job you can have on gallifrey (this person is also an undercardinal) (also this implies that there are religious studies on gallifrey as well)
âLegate in office of regenerative duties and remuneraciesâ â another job you can have, also an office that exists
âSubstratum drainage operative, third classâ â i wonder how jobs like this are looked at in time lord society, because theyâre the nobility of gallifrey essentially, but you still have people doing jobs that arenât really in line with the idea of what nobility should bedoing
Or as romana puts it âa teacher, a tax man, and a sewage slopper outerâ
âAcross all four sectors of the planetâ
âPalm print accessâ â so we have a combo of codes, eye scans, and palm prints to get into places on gallifrey
âEx president romana is no longer permitted to access the inner capitolâ â there is a part of the capitol that you have to have ascertain level of clearance to get in to, seems to be mostly exclusive to political officials and adjacent (guards mostly i would assume)
They have a bunch of weapons (it seems many temporal) stockpiled from the war
Credits unit of currency?
Leaking temporal weapons can cause damage to the environment (and possibly the vortex as well) â wonder how the environment would actually be affected by temporal leakage
Elbon paid by the high council to provide medical care in the capitol â wonder how much else they fund when it comes to capitol activities
âHundreds, thousands nowâ â that is a lot of people to have gone missing into the catacombs, seems like it would be more of a big deal, though maybe given itâs post war itâs just assumed that they died in the war?
Common striped pigrat â even more specific on the species, yay
Also they build nests
Pigrats are able to transmit a virus to time lords â I mean it was engineered for time lords, so it could have been engineered to be compatible with pigrats too, but still, it is a bit interesting to know that they are able to pass viruses between these two species
Very interesting that the time lords would face extinction in just a few hundred years without regeneration â i mean iâm sure some of this is just that a good bit of the population has already been zombified, but that does bring up the question of how long time lord generations are and how often they reproduce, like what is the average regeneration for a time lord to have children (are looms a thing, even if they are it doesnât really seem that they work the same way, we know that there are familial relationships other than cousins)
Arkadian refers to narvin as a senior time lord â what does that signify, how does one become a senior time lord and what are the the other ranks within the rank of time lord
Pigrats are used in experiments at the academy labs â i wonder if they have lab pigrats like we have labrats
âThey began breeding like humansâ â implication that human reproductive cycles happen a lot faster than time lord ones
The comment about the corpses from the war being good for the pigrats â they definitely eat meat then
Andred buried in a casket in the ground â makes me wonder about more specifics of time lord funeral practices
âThis place alone on gallifrey belonged to deathâ â is this implying that thereâs only one graveyard on the planet?
It seems to be in the outlands
Sand beetles and dust worms â more gallifreyan creatures
Reference to gallifrey as an empire
Time lords donât respect the environment or other animals on gallifrey it seems (at least from how leela talks)
âGreen shootsâ â seems there are at least some green plants on gallifrey
Leela describes gallifrey as a âjewel among worldsâ â i really canât get over how it is so consistently described as beautiful despite what we see of it mostly being the evils of the time lords
âSunsâ â gallifrey having two suns mention
Lots of turrets and spires in the citadel it seems (and theyâre shiny too)
Presidential office up high to look out over the capitol (also said office was chosen by rassilon, so it has been in the same place for a long time)
Capitol next to mount cadon (which is very large, bigger than the capitol)
âThe heart of the world at the heart of the universes that are, that were, that most likely ever will beâ â matthias describing the capitol, some of this is definitely time lord arrogance, but i wonder what truth there is to it given where gallifrey and time time lords sit in the web of time (also i know that the capitol being the heart of gallifrey probably just refers to its importance within time lord society, but does make me wonder where on the planet it is actually located)
Kittenshark â gallifreyan animal, they hatch from eggs
âNew range of battle tardisesâ â since tardises were grounded during the civil war iâm guessing these were made after the war, are they rebuilding tardises just in general or battle tardises specifically
President can promote people, at least within the chancellery guard
Valyes is talking about time lord art, about 44:30 in, i do not have the energy to type that all out, just know it happens and that there is a history of time lord art that apparently valyes knows
They have a specific type of status that holds things in time
Romana has had her tardis taken away â a punishment that can be given, i wonder exactly for what this is done though, was this as a result of the civil war
Officially youâll be renegade, unofficially the agency will be far too busy over the next few centuries to bother with youâ â renegade is an official status one can have, and renegades are under the purview of the cia, though it seems they only face consequences for being renegade if the cia deems them worth dealing with
Also interesting to me that renegades are generally seen negatively, but romana is offered the opportunity to go renegade and slip away from the chaos of gallifrey (and andred asks for that to happen with him, which gives the implication that this is a thing that happens on occasion if itâs his first thought)
Time lords havenât allowed temporal weapons technologies to proliferate around the universe
Arkadian is able to plug his phone into a time lord computer â i mean maybe heâs done something to it, but k9 can also interface with time lord technology, so it just seems that it is pretty compatible with other technologies
âThatâs monan spaceâ â the temporal powers have territories, i wonder what gallifreyâs is
âBattle tardis delisted from the ciaâs central registryâ â okay so does this mean that tardises are registered through the cia (would make sense for the whole tracking renegades and off planet affairs thing), or just battle tardises, iâm inclined to go with the former here
Biodata archive only has one entrance
Possible to remotely seal all door to the capitol (well when they have power)
Time scoops banned in all the 12 galaxies (wonder what those galaxies are), they were banned by the time lords (brax specifically wrote the legislation)
Biodata archive stores the genetic sequences of all living time lords in all their incarnations
Rumors of the time war existed around the universe before it actually started (also very interesting how these rumors were established before the event that causes the time war, at least from gallifreyâs perspective)
Wouldnât have happened if pandora won the civil war, interesting how the time lords being more war like would have prevented the war
âThe symbiotic nuclei given by rassilon to the raceâ â also said here that this is something that can be deactivated through genetic mutation (also this phrasing makes me wonder if itâs something they are born with or that they acquire when being given the title of time lord)
âNo more regenerations once itâs releasedâ âno more time lordsâ âjust peopleâ â regeneration is very tied into what makes the time lords the time lords
âIt is our longevity that has given our race its privileged position, that has enabled us to exercise the power we have, without that weâd be little more than humanâ â time lords are as powerful as they are because they are old, they could only have achieved this power by having the time to establish it before the other temporal powers popped up (and also with the help of rassilon killing a bunch of people in the early universe)
âSterilize the species with this cureâ â another instance of them talking about getting rid of regeneration as if it would be the end of them, literally everything in how their society is built is dependent on them having extremely long lifespans
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i could spend Hours talking about the simon confronting jayne scene like. it's so Layered.
i've seen arguments about whether/how genuine simon is being when he says he won't ever harm jayne, versus whether the whole thing is ironic and supposed to be a threat, but like... it's not really one or the other.
and like... the way it starts off, jayne comes to, simon doesn't even look up from where he's taking notes. (i'm curious about what. maybe doing drug inventory?)
you could read this in different ways, but i tend to see two main reasons for this. one is that while simon is good at staying calm and collected and keeping his feelings in check when it comes to a medical crisis, he is, about to confront jayne about endangering him and, more importantly to simon, river. river's safety is notoriously a subject in which simon Can't quite keep a handle on his feelings, often, so i genuinely think he's preparing himself on an emotional level, here, because for what he wants to accomplish, he does need to be (or seem) calm and disaffected.
but the other more practical reason is that, as i've said before, i think one of simon's strengths is that he always Knows what advantages he has and does not have. if there this confrontation went differently and turned physical, simon couldn't take jayne in a fight. simon, when talking about jayne's spine and not being able to move, knows what that sounds like. he is not dumb. he is Intentionally trying to demonstrate to jayne his own vulnerability, and scare him, just a little, before backing off.
he very explicitly Waits to confront jayne until he's confirmed that he can't move. while i believe simon genuinely put out his motor functions because it was necessary so that jayne wouldn't hurt his spine, i also think he immediately recognizes the advantage it would allow him to confront jayne On His Own Terms.
he very specifically waits to confirm jayne can't move and that he knows it before confronting him about ariel.
and he takes a long beat before actually confronting jayne, where i do tend to read a lot of emotion, even though it's not easily read on his face. but like... simon and jayne don't Like each other, and that was still evident earlier in this episode, but simon really trusted and was genuinely appreciative toward jayne back in ariel. i think to know that was misplaced is genuinely disheartening for him, especially because it could have put river in serious danger, had things turned out differently. the way simon is looking at jayne here is not quite anger or hate or anything it's more like... resignation and frustration, at least to me. like "i should have known this before but i have to Deal with it now." and a little bitterness.
and when he finally comes out with it, and jayne tries to deny it, he's so no bullshit about it
and when jayne is still not forthcoming, he presses on anyway. and this:
is obviously supposed to be threatening. not in the sense that simon intends to follow through on any of these threats, but he is pointing out how reliant on simon jayne actually is if he gets hurt, which is likely in his line of work. he Does want jayne to understand that.
but i also genuinely believe it when he says he'll never harm jayne. he's pointing out how hard things COULD be between them, how they could "sleep with one eye open, circle each other and growl" but that it doesn't benefit anyone. because even though simon means it, if they're constantly at each other's throats, wondering if each can trust the other, jayne will never be able to feel like he can trust simon as his medic and simon finds the whole prospect wearying.
this cinema therapy video about the show highlights for me one of the things i really like about the scene, which is that simon is Choosing to trust jayne here, despite having reason not to. while i'm ambivalent sometimes in my personal feelings about jayne, i know he is a nuanced character, and one thing i do have a lot of empathy for is that he clearly comes from a rough world where trusting people is not the common thing because it could get you harmed. jayne's worldview would fully anticipate simon, someone who he has genuinely wronged, to retaliate, and instead what he does is (mostly) be the bigger person and model for him a different way of behaving. saying "we NEED to trust each other because i don't know how else that is going to work."
like, while simon was being cautious, setting things up to His benefit, and trying to impress upon jayne how reliant on simon he actually is, his ultimate goal here is actually to get things out in the open and suggest they move toward a different path, because the one they're on right now won't benefit anyone.
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Tf2 Drabbles: Spy & Medic - Actually Ideal
Summary: Due to being stationed somewhere with high tornado risk, Sniper's campervan has to stay in the garage. Not only is he very much not enjoying this, but the others aren't terribly pleased about having to hear him practise saxophone AND didgeridoo at random times of day.
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Sniperâs playing wasnât horrible but he also wasnât the best thereâd ever been. He needed the practice. Good for him for putting the work in that but it sure wouldâve been nice if he would do it when Spy wasnât trying to relax.
Spyâs room shared a wall with the garage where Sniperâs van would remain until they moved bases again or tornado season ended, meaning more than anyone else, he heard everything. Every flubbed note, every instance of going back to start from the beginning of the song and/or stanza, everything. The didgeridoo was the less annoying of Sniperâs chosen instruments as its droning was easier to tune out as a background noise. Unfortunately, it was also the one he was better at and thus spent less time practicing.
Sniper seemed to have an uncanny ability to know when Spy was trying to settle down to paint or read. The saxophone in particular was prone to drowning out the gentle music from the record player. A small easily portable player, it couldnât get loud enough to drown at Sniperâs playing in turn. Meaning Spy was always stuck listening to Sniperâs practice sessions.
After two weeks of this, Spyâs patience was quickly drying up. His hope that this would be a short assignment was gone. He had to do something about it before he went insane.
He waited until Scout dragged Sniper off to do whatever it was the two of them did when Scout dragged him off like that. The garage door was unlocked, allowing him to easily sneak in and pull it gently closed behind him before starting for the camper van. Upon reaching the door, he lifted a hand to open. Before he could make contact though..
The door swung open. Medic stood on the camper vanâs stairs, holding what could only be Sniperâs saxophone case, judging based of its shape. Their eyes locked, both frozen for a moment before Medic broke the silence. âWould you believe me if I told you this isnât what it looks like?â
Spy let out a small chuckle. âNo. Youâre annoyed by the saxophone practice and want it to stop?â Medicâs lab was also in this part of the base. Meaning he would also often had a front row seat to Sniper garage practice sessions.
âYes.â
âWell that solves my problem too.â Having Medic steal it instead was actually ideal. âNow letâs get out of here before he comes back.â
Medic stepped down and closed the camperâs door before following Spy towards the exit. Before they got there, it too opened. Spyâs heart skipped a beat but blessedly it was just Demo and Pyro this time. They stepped in and froze at the sight of Spy and Medic.
âYouâre here for this too?â Medic asked, holding up the case.
âAye,â Demo replied. âItâs bloody obnoxious, âspecially when I got headache.â
Welp, seems like almost everyone was annoyed by it. Maybe talking to Sniper about it wouldâve been better, less petty for sure, but too late now. Spyâs plan had been to quietly return the instrument once the camper van was no longer in base. Whether Medic intended to do so was unclear. If not, it wasnât Spyâs problem.
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Haunted: Final Part
Pairing:Â Spencer Reid x Female!Reader
Word Count:Â ~2k
Summary:Â This is Hotch's first case back since being stabbed by Foyet. As much as he says he's fine, he's not and he's letting his emotions affect the case in a negative way.
Warnings:Â canon violence, canon language, canon talk of death, methods of kill
Authorâs Note:Â I do not own anything from Criminal Minds. All credit goes to their respective owners. If there are any warnings that exceed the normal death/kills from the show, I will list them.
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Under Hotch's orders, half of the team heads back to the station where JJ and Spencer are. They've been doing as much research on Darrin, the Hollow Creek Killer, and Tommy as they can.
"So, what do we know?" Hotch asks when he walks in.
"There were only four suspects in the Hollow Creek case, and they're all dead. The kids were taken in 1973, '74, and '75, and all on the way home from school."
"They came from different school districts," JJ says. "He waited for them to be alone."
"That takes patience. He must have had time off in the afternoons. He lived or worked near the schools."
"That's a lot of doors to knock on," Derek sighs.
"Do you think Call's going back there?" Rossi asks.
"I think there's a good chance."
"I'll tell Mitchell," JJ says and walks away.
"Where's the secondary location? He needed seclusion to do what he did." Derek's phone rings and he places Pen on speakerphone. "Go ahead, Garcia. You're on speaker."
"I found Tommy. He goes by James Thomas Anderson now."
"Is he local?"
"One county over. His address and bio are coming now."
You and Hotch take this one together without a hoard of other agents. Tommy probably wants to put all this in the past. Seeing so many officers about this case will only freak him out. Tommy wasn't thrilled to see you two on his doorstep, but he let you in nonetheless. When Hotch explains the situation vaguely, Tommy looks visibly upset.
"What does Darrin Call have to do with me?"
"We think he survived the Hollow Creek Killer."
"Nobody survived that."
"You did. There was another boy. He was six years old."
"No, that's not true."
"We don't have time for this," Hotch says angrily.
"I'm telling you, I was alone."
"Just like now?"
"Excuse me?"
"Have you ever been married? Any relationships? Any family?"
"What does that have to do with anything?"
"Or are you afraid you'll abandon them, too? Or was it because of your alcoholism?"
"I would never leave a kid," Tommy says with hints of tears in his eyes.
"Did he cry too much? Was he too slow? What was it? How could you leave a six-year-old all alone?" Hotch says a bit harshly.
"I was only twelve."
"He's been taking medications to deal with the trauma that suppressed his memories," you explain. "That kind of amnesia is a psychological defense."
"He's gonna wish he never remembered," Tommy sighs.
"We know what you told the police. We need to know about the boy."
"He never talked. I was kept in a cage in the barn. He'd come in frequently so I thought I'd be able to use him to escape. One day, the man was drunk and passed out. Darrin freed me. Turns out the man wasn't as drunk as I thought he was because he caught us pretty quickly. He took us both away in a car to a secluded spot. I don't remember where. He gave the shovel to Darrin and told him to dig my grave. I ended up grabbing that shovel and beat the shit out of the man. Both Darrin and I ran away until we got to a fence. I jumped over it easily but Darrin was stuck. The man caught up to Darrin but I was already free. I never thought I'd hear his voice."
"He told you to go," you say.
"He was a kid," Tommy cries.
"So were you."
"Was Call in the back with you?"
"No, he was in the front."
"He got the keys to let him free. He rode in the front. Why wasn't he locked up?"
"Maybe Call wasn't a victim."
Something clicks in your head and you gasp.
"Call's father was the Hollow Creek Killer."
Tommy isn't going to be much use to you anymore so you and Hotch go back to the station to tell everyone else this revelation.
"His own kid? No wonder he was never claimed," Rossi scoffs when he hears the news.
"How did the father explain how his son just disappeared?"
"He could have said he ran away."
"His mother would have reported him missing," JJ says.
"Then maybe he said the boy died."
"She'd want a funeral," JJ shakes her head.
"What if there wasn't one? Morgan, call Garcia. Ask her to check death records from 1969 to 1975."
"For who?" Derek asks Hotch.
"For the mother." Derek calls Penelope and asks her for the death records, and she works quickly to grab that information. "You got it?"
"It's a long list. A really long list."
"Can you narrow it down?"
"Six years is a long time. I need more parameters."
"She lived within that eight-mile radius, was married, was most likely in her twenties, he was probably her only kid, and the husband drove a red truck."
"Okay, this could be one," Penelope says as he types. "Here we go. I have Doris Jarvis. She died in childbirth."
"Let me guess. She had a boy?"
"Yeah. So Doris Jarvis was married to Bill Jarvis. He owned a machine shop just outside the city."
"That could be the secondary location," Spencer says.
"It closed in 1980. He hasn't done anything since. I guess he laid low. He had a red pickup until 1976 when he bought a black one. I know that because that's what he was driving when he was arrested for DUIs. He was locked up from '77 to '80, and I'm sending his picture now."
Penelope sends a picture of what Darrin's father looks like. Yeah, he looks like a serial killer.
"That could definitely be Darrin's father."
"Where is Jarvis now?"
"In the same house. 1457 Hitchens Avenue."
"Let's go," Hotch announces.
By the time you get to Jarvis' house, Lieutenant Mitchell, his team, and SWAT are already here. Darrin Call is inside the house with Ryan which is why they're not busting the door down.
"Lieutenant," you say when you get there.
"The kid's in there. We've got this. Tactical teams are covering the exits."
"Call needs a distraction."
"He's focused on the old man."
"Yeah, for now, but we're gonna have to figure out the safest way to get that kid out."
"I've got a team in the back and one on the way. We're going to infiltrate."
"If you do that, someone is going to die."
"It'll either be Call or a child murderer. Flip a coin," the Lieutenant scoffs.
"It doesn't have to end like that. If we get a confession out of Jarvis, he goes away and Call gets his answers. No one else has to die." You happen to look over at your team and see Hotch walk past the barricade without his FBI vest on. He's going in there unarmed and unprotected. "Hotch? Hotch!!"
You jump to stop him but Rossi holds you and Derek back from going after him.
"What the hell is he doing?!" Derek gasps.
"Let him go."
"Rossi! I'm not letting him go in there solo."
"We have to trust him."
Waiting for something to happen is like a ticking time bomb. You're not sure what is going to happen. Hotch could get very hurt in there without protection, but you have to trust him. Hotch manages to bring Call to the window but SWAT doesn't have a shot on him yet.
"Do you have the shot?" Lieutenant Mitchell asks.
"Negative."
"Damn it. What's he doing?"
Whatever Hotch is doing must be working because the front door opens and Ryan runs out fearfully. One of the SWAT members grabs him and takes him to safety behind the line of police cars.
"Let's get Hotch out of there,"
"That's his call," Rossi says.
Two long minutes pass before you hear three gunshots ring out from inside. You don't care if he wants to be alone or not. You're going in now. You, Emily, and Derek take off running into the house with your guns raised. Jarvis is dead but Hotch and Darri are fine. Hotch is handcuffing Darrin to take him away.
"What the hell happened?" you ask.
"I couldn't stop him."
Hotch escorts Darrin out of the house without an ounce of guilt on his face. He's not guilty because he let it happen. He's acting recklessly because of his own feelings toward Foyet which is pissing you off. You wait until you're back at the BAU to confront him about his behavior. Hotch is alone in his office when you approach it.
"Hey, do you have a minute?"
"I'm not in the mood for company right now."
"I don't care." You walk inside and shut the door behind you. Hotch looks up at you in shock but you continue before he has a chance to respond. "Look. I know how much pain you're in. I can feel it as if it were my own. If you hadn't turned down Foyet's deal, then he wouldn't have gone after Hayley and Jack and they would be safe right now. I get the guilt you're feeling because I've been there. You have no idea how guilty I've felt for a decision I've made and how it would affect the ones I love. Now, you're obsessing over trying to find him so your family can be safe but guess what, you're not alone. You have an entire team--family--here to help you. Foyet will get caught but you can't blame yourself for not knowing what was going to happen when you turned down his deal. You once told me not to blame myself when that car bomb went off because I couldn't have known. The same thing goes for you. I understand you miss your family but you have another one right here to help you through it. Use them but don't disrespect them."
"I understand," he nods. "Thank you."
Hotch understands the weight of your words. His response might not feel sincere but you know he means it when he says he understands. He knows how he's been feeling and vows to himself that he will do better.
Frank paces the inside of his empty apartment quickly. The only pieces of furniture he has in there are an inflatable mattress, a dingy nightstand he got at a thrift store, and a TV that sits on it. He's not going to be here for much longer so why would he try and furnish this apartment? It's a month-to-month contract that he can renew at any time, so he only bought out two months.
He has to stick around to see how this is going to play out with you. He went through all the trouble to get you in trouble so why would he leave before he knows you're going to take the fall for this? He's been living here for the past few weeks in hopes that something will progress with the police.
So far, nothing much has happened.
"How's it going out there?" Frank's wife asks.
"It's complete bullshit. The police are so fucking slow. I practically have to do their jobs for them. I talked to a few more officers and told them everything besides her fucking name. If they don't figure it out, I'm gonna have to think of something else."
"When are you coming home?" his wife pouts.
"I'm gonna have to spend another month here." She groans in protest but he's quick to shut that down. "Clarissa, don't."
"I can't handle the kids by myself."
Frank sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose.
"Call Rob. He owes me a favor anyway."
"Are you sure? He's worse than you."
"I don't care. He will do what needs to be done. It's only for a month, anyway."
"Fine. Hurry home."
"Listen, there's something else. I gave my real name to the police."
"What were you thinking?"
"I'm not a fucking idiot, Clarissa. I didn't give them my last name. I told them it was Livingston."
"You're playing it too close. Someone is going to get caught. What if they show up at our front door? All the work we've done?"
"Hey, we've evaded the police for this long, and we'll do it some more."
"What if Y/N finds out who we are?" Clarissa asks after a pause.
"Y/N claims she has this gift that can read right through people," Frank chuckles. "If that were true, she'd have figured out who we were a long time ago. Let me worry about Y/N."
"Fine."
"I'll call you in a few days."
Frank hangs up before his wife can say anything else.
Ah, Y/N, my most prized possession.
"There is no witness so dreadful, no accuser so terrible as the conscience that dwells in the heart of every man." - Polybius
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Summoner who experiences Chronic Fatigue & Chronic PainÂ

How the Artw cast reacts to a Summoner with Chronic Fatigue & Chronic Pain. The gender of the Summoner is not mentioned, this can be read as enby, man, woman, trans, etc. :D
Special thanks to Cora ( @adcmans ) for helping me come up with ideas!!
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[Disability Rep | Pronouns of Summoner not mentioned | Gender of Summoner not mentioned | Some Suggestive Text | Tooth Rotting Sweet at times ]

Spica
Spicaâs part has some stuff about the MC/Summoner to explain the context a bit.
You explained your condition to him first, less due to trust and more due to wanting to get accommodated for your disability ASAP, and not being totally sure how to go about that. He seems the most reasonable and accountable of the bunch.
At first, he didnât quite understand but it certainly didnât take long with your explanation of your condition. Spica helped you through the process of getting medication through the school due to your⌠Finances being⌠Low⌠(*cough* broke, poor, you have nothing now that you fell through a damn rift- *cough*) Luckily the school easily covered it, taking some of the weight of your anxiety off your shoulders. Wow, their Medicare system is nice. Unlike some places.
Since, to your surprise, Spica checked in on you frequently when you dozed off during meetings or when your pace would slow, asking if you were tired if something hurt, or if you needed to rest.
Spica went with you to pick up some school supplies from one of the village shops, mostly just plenty of pencils with big pencil grips which made it easier to hold. The number of times youâve lost a pencil simply because it rolled off your desk is⌠To put it simply, a lot. And a backpack to carry your school stuff in as just holding it wouldnât quite work for you.
You were quite anxious to start using a mobility aid because then youâd have to explain to everyone why⌠But Spica made sure to explain to the rest of the Guide Committee just why you were using forearm crutches so they wouldnât bombard you with questions, after asking if thatâd be alright of course.
Upon occasion when you were being stubborn, wanting to keep up with the others, Spica would pull you to the side (-if he had to he would grab your arm just above your elbow and sit you down on the nearest couch beside himself-) and would begin to lecture you- reminding you that it is ok to take breaks & rest. Followed by your comment about his sleep schedule had him stuttering for a moment before coming up with a âgood reasonâ as to why that was totally reasonable. Your expression showed your opinion on that.
Itâs safe to say you MADE Spica sleep more hours at night when you could, sometimes heâd be too stubborn. One time he was snappy about it, telling you off harshly though he did apologize later it still stung.
Spica immediately offered to help you ready yourself for the day if you ever felt too tired to do so alone, and you took him up on that offer sometimes, if he could spare some time away from his paperwork.
Spica was the first to offer to take you out for breakfast whenever he could, Arcturus sometimes joined the two of you if they happened to both be free though Spica preferred it to just be the two of you.

Pollux
Before finding out
In class when the Summoner would doze off heâd huff, and puff, but never wake them. Once they woke (or he woke them up after class) heâd chew them out over sleeping through class. Sometimes classes. Threatening to leave them asleep in the classroom next time. (which he never does, it doesnât take you long to catch on)
You have caught him staring more than once, though you play it off as if you totally didnât notice him with his head down beside you blatantly gazing at you with big stary eyes.
Sometimes when youâd be writing down your notes your hand would twitch and youâd drop your pencil, having pushed yourself too far. Pollux didnât notice at first but when youâd take breaks from writing heâd ask why and youâd shrug off his question, picking up the pencil and beginning to work again.
And lunch⌠Pollux couldnât quite understand why youâd sleep through lunch of all things, the food was always great. Especially the chocolates he usually kept to himself, that heâd brought as his dessert, heâd sometimes share with you and Arcturus.
Pollux never quite got how you couldnât keep up with him when heâd run ahead, often telling you to exercise more. It felt insensitive, causing you to show him a bit of a cold shoulder afterward though you knew he just didnât know about your disability.
Sometimes when you were quite tired and just so happened to be sitting beside Pollux youâd unconsciously doze off while leaning against his shoulder. Pollux would stare at you for a few moments after you leaned against him, then look away and cover his face with his hand, but remain still and quiet so as to not wake you. He would stay there till you woke.
Polly would make rude comments about your disgruntled unkept appearance on bad days, pushing stray hairs into place. Huffed and puffed when he tried fixing up your hair, he got better at that over time. Itâs become a sort of daily routine for him to play with your hair during class, sometimes youâd play with his too, he loved it when you did and you could tell by how he squeezed his eyes shut and blushed.
After Spicaâs explanation at the meeting
Pollux, much like the others, wondered why you werenât there till Spica began the Guide Committee meeting. Itâs safe to say a lot he was confused about was answered by Spicaâs explanation. Why you doze off so much, and why your pencils all have those large grips⌠And the times youâd just dropped something⌠He brought up as much during the meeting as he found it concerning that you hadnât told him, him!.. First... Spica was the most reasonable, he supposed, but you two were close!... Right? Heâd work with you on assignments all the time! And share notes⌠And hangout! (totally didnât say he wasnât looking to make friends on day 1)
Pollux is a lil jelly that you didnât tell him first- he pouts about it.
He was a little pouty around you after that but stopped trying to push you to keep up, or chewing you out over dozing off⌠Pollux slowed down to your pace whenever he realized heâd been walking at too quick a pace for you. He would constantly glance over his shoulder to make sure you were still there.
He MiGhT try to loop his arm around yours, or just blush a little thinking about it. Maybe if you offered up the idea first heâd go for it.
Alpheratz & Sirius missed the meeting⌠But Vega didnât?! Maybe itâs that pathfinding magic, maybe it brought him there? Pollux eyed him up and down, sus.Â
Will chew anyone out if they harass or bother you at any point about your disability, yap yap BITE!!
The whole hair play routine you two had started kept up, though heâd offer to help you in the morning if thatâs okay, totally understandable if you didnât want someone in your dorm, but it's him so⌠Itâd be ok, right? Just donât let anyone else in, they might be bad people.
When he and Arcturus showed up at your dorm, theyâd be surprised but they are both besties so they help you out together and sometimes you all go out to breakfast at a cafe as a group <3 Sometimes Vega, Alpheratz, Spica, or Sirius might join if they happen to stop by around the same time, or one of them may try to drag you off for themselfâŚ

Alpheratz
Before finding out
Alpheratz thought it was a bit weird that you napped nearly as much as him⌠More than himself sometimes but never questioned it. It was nice having a nap buddy, someone who didnât nag him for sleeping so often.
After a while he began to expect you to show up at specific nap locations, heâd bring a spare neck pillow just in case you needed one. And a spare blanket.
Sometimes heâd catch you rubbing at your knees or ankles as if they hurt but when heâd as if something happened youâd say you were just a little tired.
When you would yawn constantly throughout the day despite having napped alongside him he suspected something may be wrong, occasionally checking your health with his magic but not totally understanding what he saw. Alpheratz began to look into possibilities while you napped in the library with him.
He never really kept his appearance up so when you looked messy it didnât really phase him, though heâd ask teasingly if your messy hair was some sort of new trend.
Finding out
Slept through the meeting assuming itâd be something unimportant- immediately regretted it after Pollux filled him in after he asked you about your mobility aid while the three of you were out at a sweets shop. Alpheratz had been downright staring at your forearm crutches the entire way there, with a very concerned expression.
Pollux scolds Alpheratz- they bicker a little. Itâs cute. Then Alpheratz shoves some gummy worms into Polluxâs mouth to shut him up. Pollux stares Alpheratz down, crossing his arms, frowning, and furrowing his brow as he slowly chews the gummy worms.
After finding out
Now he knows whatâs wrong and has a better grasp of just what his magic was showing him when he checked up on you.
From then on when youâd nap together Alpheratz made it a habit to check your physical health status using his magic, just to make sure you were ok. Sometimes he would check in to make sure you took your medication, knowing how forgetful you can be.
When he could, Alpheratz would join you, Arcturus, and Pollux for lunch, to spend time with you and make sure you took your meds.
Sometimes, if you seemed more tired than usual or if he saw you over-exerting yourself heâd just pick you up and take you to a comfy spot to nap. After the first few times, you werenât so surprised. But the first time⌠You nearly kicked him between the legs and punched his face- in your defense, you didnât know it was him, AND like wtf- you both laughed it off.
Both of you worked together to make a little âclub roomâ in the back of the library, you both deemed it the Nap Club Tent. It was a sizeable tent- (you guess the only reason the school allowed you to get away with this was because Alpheratzâs grandfather wanted Alpheratz to warm up to him) inside the tent were plenty of blankets, pillows, and a well-padded floor. Some plushies too, those were purely your touch at first, then Alpheratz added some that he thought youâd like.
Sometimes Alpheratz would offer to help you get ready for the day, a slight blush on his cheeks, then he would quickly offer to hire someone else to help care for you if you wanted.Â
When youâd go out as a group with Arcturus and Pollux for breakfast he would sometimes join, offering to pay for you and the others though sometimes heâd get up extra early just to take you out by himself.

Arcturus
Before finding out
Arcky found it odd that you would yawn so often, and how you seemed to occasionally limp, but if he pointed it out youâd brush it off and adjust your posture and how you walked. Heâd frown, he wasn't sure what was going on but how you acted gave him a bad feeling.
Sometimes when you looked incredibly drowsy while standing he would ask if you needed to sit down with furrowed brows, just what werenât you telling him?Â
When he would ask if something was wrong youâd change the topic with ease, Arcturus couldnât remember what heâd asked after talking about some other random thing.
He had asked Spica if he noticed it as well⌠Which led Spica to ask you which kicked off the conversation.
Began occasionally stopping by your dorm in the mornings if he was free after seeing how messy and tired you looked most days, offering to help you prepare for the day. He helped when he could though he would often ask you why you looked so tired.
Finding out
Spica explains the situation to him first, being the only other Fili Pferer & Spicaâs most trusted confidant. Arcturus was a little worried and sad that you hadnât told him personally but understood it was probably difficult to talk about. Still pouted a little. But only a little!
After finding out
He helped to explain your disability to Vega and Pollux with Spica.
Later he ran into Sirius⌠After being chased by that big black dog!! Scary!! He updated Sirius on the recent meeting, assuming heâd just been too busy with missions to show up! Why else would his friend miss the meeting, he mustâve had a good reason! Though Arcky didnât push Sirius to tell him why heâd missed the meeting.
Arcturus would constantly check up on you whenever he could. (when random Fili Pfere sorcerers werenât dragging him around) Sometimes heâd go overboard and continue to ask you what he could do to help till you told him you were alright, only then would he stop and sigh in relief.Â
He likes to offer to make food for you, get you a drink, or sometimes he will just leave a snack with a cute little note wishing you well if he finds you napping. (with a little smiley face)
Will also cover you with a blanket and place a pillow beneath your head VERY CAREFULLY if you donât already have a blanket and/or pillow.
Might gaze at you for a while if you doze off while hanging out with him before sputtering if you ask him why he was staring.
Began to make it a point to stop by your dorm in the morning to help you prepare for the day whenever he was free, knowing that sometimes just keeping up with your hair and skin care was difficult. Then he would walk with you to the cafeteria for breakfast.
Loves having breakfast with you and Pollux, he wishes the others would join you all more often!! Super excited and happy when everyone or almost everyone shows up!!

Vega
Before finding out
Vega arrived at the meeting right on time to Spica, Pollux, and Arcturusâs surprise. He felt that he should be there, for this particular meeting.
It was plain to see that you werenât getting enough sleep, the bags under your eyes were telling and the yawning at 9 a.m.! Your symptoms stressed Vega out quite a bit to the point he would constantly be on you about getting plenty of sleep.Â
Might force you to go back to bed if you doze off during breakfast.
After Spicaâs explanation at the meeting
Vega is incredibly worried about you. However, the way he shows this feels more like a nagging older sibling. Sometimes he would give you harsh lectures when you push yourself a little too far.
One time he offered to carry you when you felt too tired to walk, your knees hurting, but when he tried- he apologized so many times after you both fell. His cheeks were utterly red when he looked up at you, atop him, before you got up. From then on, when he was with you he made sure no one blocked your path.Â
â MAKE WAY SUMMONER IS TIRED â
If you ever decided to bring up that one time he tried to carry you heâd just DIE.
Constantly offers to carry anything he can for you just to take some of the weight off your shoulders. He will do whatever he can to help.
Grumpy if he canât have breakfast with you by himself. Might try to drag you away, if only he could. Will not respond to anyone unless the topic is you. Or if he is talking to you.

Sirius
Before finding out
Sirius didnât say much, other than teasing you over just what could be keeping you up to make you that tired. âWere you thinking of me last night Summoner~? Iâm so flattered~â
Sometimes he would drag you about with him on a random mission or just more fun which hurt your joints a LOT, when you would tell him you needed to slow down and rest he would tell you to keep pushing forward if you ever want to build your endurance. Not giving what you said or your actions a second thought as he brushed you off.
It certainly stung each time heâd brush you off so you began to give him the cold shoulder if he tried to drag you along one of his schemes.
After Arcturusâs explanation
Spica didnât specify what the meeting was about beforehand so he just skipped it. Or maybe he wouldâve anyway? Heâs busy, but with what? O-o sus.
When Arcturus showed up, with the black dog playfully giving chase, he was told what the meeting was about. Though he brushed Arcturus off at first. But when Arcturus mentioned that it was about you, Sirius listened.
Howâd he not notice sooner? When thinking back, it seemed quite obviousâŚ
Your pained expression to the sheer amount of times you dozed off⌠You even told him you needed a break so many times and he just brushed you off⌠He swore at himself for not thinking more about your health. Adding to the list of things he loathes about himself.
After finding out
Sirius was noticeably more careful around you, not yanking you about or pushing you to keep up with him. Instead, he would pull you into little hidden nooks to hide or teleport away with you in his arms, to hide from the other Sorcerers when he blew something up again.
Slowly you warmed up to him after he began to actually listen to you, but you were always at least a little wary of his intent.
To make up for his carelessness he spoiled you as much as you would let him for a good month, he swore to get you anything if youâd forgive him but you just wanted him to understand and that he did. And still got you things he knew you liked.
If you felt too tired to apply makeup(if you wear that), nail polish, clean your face, and or fix your hair in the morning heâd be there to help, offering to do so when you looked worse for wear and insisting that you call him whenever if you need help getting ready for the day ahead at any time! He would be there, anything for his Summoner.
Sirius also just loved to get to do your hair and nails, and help you choose out a cute outfit for the day! Totally didnât attempt to peek at you changing like a perv. Denies it after he was caught. Doesnât try again, but teases you, asking if youâd give him a show.
Beats Alpheratz at getting up early just to take you out to breakfast first, will tease him about it if Alpheratz asks where youâve been.
Sirius ends up taking you to breakfast quite often when he isnât out on a mission, sitting beside you with his hand on yours.
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Late Night Talking
Summary: after a chance encounter, you spend some time getting to know the strange clone who showed up at your door.
Warnings/rating: alcohol, cursing, vaguely suggestive content
A/N: this is going to be a multipart, but not quite a longfic! I'm in love with this man I can't do this.
WC: 1.7k
Itâs late when the buzzer at your apartment door goes off with the tone noting an incorrect keycode. You hear it again, loud and shrill, and youâd be worried if you didnât hear your roommate Floraâs drunken laughter following it. Thereâs a male voice too, deep and warm, and youâre happy the sweet medic has found someone to share the night with. Youâre both medics, and both conveniently on leave at the same time following the last mission you went on with the 501st and 212th. She had needed to blow off some steam, and was happy to do so following an invitation from her 212th crew. You had turned down a similar invitation from the 501st, having dealt with nearly enough of Fivesâ humor for the time being.
You open the door for them, and are greeted by the sight of Flora, brown curls bouncing and cheeks flushed as she presses against the gigantic hunk of man in your doorframe. From the looks of it, heâs a clone, but not quite like any clone youâve ever seen.
âMaking friends?â you ask, and she blushes as she enters.Â
âThis is Wrecker,â her voice is soft and slurred as she leans on your shoulder, âHeâs walking me home.â
âItâs the gentlemanly thing to do,â the clone named Wrecker smiles, bashfully rubbing a hand behind his neck. Heâs drunk too, and youâre surprised a man of this size can get this drunk.
Although, Flora can put away a drink.
âThatâs very sweet of you Wrecker,â you smile, and you can practically feel Floraâs cheeks burning as he all but devours her with his eyes. âFlora, whoâs going to walk him home?â
âThat would be me.â
The voice that answers is raspy, tinged with annoyance coated in endearment. Wrecker stands from where he blocks the entire door frame to reveal another man, shorter than Wrecker but taller than any clone youâve worked with before. He has a short crop of silver hair, and a tattoo you canât quite make out over his eye.
âCrosshair.â He offers, but does not move to extend a hand. He does, however, take the opportunity to rake his eyes up and over your figure. You canât deny the chill that runs down your spine. âAlright Wrecker, we need to get back to the barracks.â
âOr you could stay?â Flora offers, her hand reaching past you and pulling Wrecker into your apartment. For such a large man, he follows her easily inside. She leads him down the hallway to her room, hardly offering you a second glance. This leaves you standing in front of Crosshair, who merely rolls his eyes and huffs a laugh at his brother practically running behind Flora.
âWell, Iâll be on my way.â Crosshair moves to walk down the hall to the lift, but you stop him before he can.
âWait,â your voice comes as a shock to him, and he turns to face you. âItâs late, just stay the night. Weâve got plenty of blankets. Our couch is more comfortable than the beds in the barracks.â
âSpend a lot of time there?â While his joke would normally be accompanied by a hurtful tone, his barb lacks venom. Instead, thereâs something nearly flirtatious in it. As if heâs asking if youâd even be interested in him.
âMeh. 501st boys arenât really my type.â You move out of the way of the door, an open invitation for him to step inside once more.
Thereâs a beat, and he obliges.Â
Crosshair moves quietly through your space, as if he regards every one of your belongings as if itâs made of fine crystal.
You move to grab a glass from your cabinet. âDo you drink?â
âHeavily.â
âExcellent.â
He takes the whiskey from you, pouring your glass first then his, and you realize the gentlemanly gene might not have just gone to Wrecker. You both settle on the couch, your feet pulled up on the couch as you regard him. Heâs a startling kind of handsome up close, he looks sharp and nearly lethal. You feel a deep urge to reach out and touch him, trace the heavy contours of his cheekbones. You donât, of course, settling instead on tracing the lines etched into the glass.
âIâm sorry about him,â his words are sudden, his movements slow. He jerks his eyes towards the direction of the hallway.Â
âDonât be, he seems sweet. Iâm sorry about her. Sheâs on and off with someone on the 212th.â
âWeâre not on Coruscant often. Itâs for the best.â
âOh,â your voice sinks at his admission, and his eyes dart to yours from where they rested on his glass.
âDisappointed?â
âIt seems too soon to tell, but maybe.â
He smirks, and sets his glass down on the table in front of him. He disregards the coasters, but wipes the bottom of the glass before placing it, a quirk you find intriguing.Â
âSo, what battalion are you and your brother part of?â
âWeâre⌠special forces. Squad 99.â
âAh, secretive,â you joke, and he offers a small laugh in response.
âIâm a sharpshooter.â
âThatâs a high stress job, a lot of my boys get tension headaches when they miss.â
âGood thing I donât miss.â
Thereâs a beat where you should respond but you donât, merely scoffing in response as you lean back on the couch.
âYouâre a medic too then?â
âWith the 501st. Weâre on leave right now,â you set your glass down next to his, using the coaster, and move to turn the holo on. âIâm not on Coruscant often.â
âPity.â
âDisappointed?â
His eyes meet yours now as the light of the holo casts blue shadows across his face. âConsiderably.â
You scoff, but blush all the same. âYou donât even know me.â
âI bet I know you better than you think.â
âOh yeah? Iâd like to see you try.â
He picks up the glass and takes a large, gulping sip. He sets it down again, without wiping the bottom, and smirks at you. You feel suddenly so watched, as if heâs an apex predator youâve let into your home.
âYou like things clean, not because youâre a medic but because you feel a need for control. Youâve watched me set my drink down without a coaster and made a decided effort to remind me without being rude. Most likely an only child, maybe an orphan, and youâre older than Flora. You keep plants around because you like the thought of something alive greeting you at home but Flora is allergic to fur. You drink whiskey because itâs sweeter than people give it credit for, like you.â He moves closer to you on the couch, his hand going to trace circles on your knee. âYouâve slept with maybe one clone, and he was not as impressive as youâd hoped, and itâs been a long time since.âÂ
The tracing pauses and your breath hitches in your throat at the pause in movement, and at how close he is. He smells like something smokey and metallic, he smells like you should be afraid of him but your body refuses. His voice is breathy as he continues, leaning in. âI am not like the last one.â
âI donât even remember his name.â
âBut you will remember mine.â
You move to kiss him so fast heâs almost surprised. The kiss is desperate on both ends, it must have been a long time for him too. Heâs feverish, impatient, the kiss chaste and rough, but never mean. Heâs gentle in response to every breathy pull, his hands trace along your jaw softly after every nip on your lip. Your hands move to drag along his back, grateful that he seems to have left the top half of his armor back at the barracks. Your hands splay across the taught muscle on his back, heâs lithe and his muscle moves like a cord along him. You pause for a moment and pull away, each pausing to catch your breath.
âHow did you know all of that?â
âYou learn a lot about a person through the scope of a blaster.â
âHmmâŚâ your fingers trace idly along his shoulders, âalmost right, but the plants are actually Floraâs. And Iâve been with two troopers.â
âI was close,â he offers, and you smile back. âAnd close earned you that.â
âNext time Iâll think of something better.â
âSo thereâll be a next time?â
âIf youâll have me.â
Itâs an easy decision. He spends the night with you in your room, though you donât sleep together. Heâs not particularly snuggly, but when you come too in the early hours of the morning to his attempts to rise, heâs soft when he extracts your head from his chest, doing his best not to wake you. Somehow, he looks softer in the early morning. The slivers of sun from between your window shades cast him in an almost blurry light, and heâs typing something on your datapad when you squint an eye at him.
âNice try,â you murmur, and he turns to face you, surprised that youâre awake.
âWanted to let you sleep, you didnât tell me it was your first night back.â
âYou didnât tell me it was your last,â heâs packing quickly, and itâs far too early for even a call back to the barracks. Heâs being sent away, and soon.
âItâs easier this way,â he taps the datapad, âthatâs a comm channel. Itâs secure, but Iâm not normally available. When Iâm backââ
âSave it,â you gesture for him to reach towards you and he does. You press a soft kiss against his lips, and he nearly melts at the gesture. Heâs so different than last night, almost full of regret that he has to leave your bed. You motion to one of the small pots on your nightstand with a white lid, âbacta and herb ointment. Itâs for my knee aches. I give it to my boys with trigger finger. Take it.â
He opens his mouth to deny you and you flip tummy down on your bed, your voice muffled into your pillow. âSomething to remember by. Now get out, I donât want to have to watch you leave.â
He does. He leaves quietly, but not without pressing a warm, lingering touch to the back of your calf, exposed to the air as your leg hooks around your blanket.
âWeâll be seeing each other.â He murmurs, and youâre not sure if itâs meant to assuage you to him, but it works for both, a salve for the tinge of hurt neither expected to feel this morning.
#tbb crosshair x reader#tbb fic#tbb crosshair#crosshair the bad batch#crosshair#the bad batch x reader#the bad batch#bad batch crosshair
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Could we get fluffy accidental love confession with Emily Prentiss from Prompt List #4?
Book girlfriend
*Authors note~ I love me some Booktok and smutty sapphic romance novels so itâs only natural that it would translate into my fics. Also just getting back in the swing of writing so length and I guess confidence will increase*
Trigger warnings~ mildly suggestive???sin to win weekend mentioned (past), Emily references smut and refers to herself as daddy (red tank top Emily is just so daddy)
Prompt~ see ask^^ and this ask
Banner will come
For years now youâd been know as the shy agent of the behavioural analysis unit. If it wasnât case files, you always had your nose between pages of a book. It was a given that on the jet ride home where most the team were catching up on lost sleep, you were losing yourself into the love story of others. If only you knew that one certain brunette agent was just as madly in love with you as you were her.
Emily couldnât help but find you attractive, your shy and quiet nature, kind heart and stunning looks were just some of the reasons she ended up falling for you. It happened so slowly at first, so slowly that not even Emily noticed at first. In fact Penelope and JJ noticed first. The way you shyly watched Emily walk around the bullpen, eyes peering over the top of your chosen reading material. The way Emilyâs eyes would linger on your frame whenever you exited a room. Dereks playful teasing over your obvious, to everyone but yourself, heart eyes whenever Emilyâs name was mentioned.
When the realisation hit Emily, it was single handedly worse than anything Doyle put her through. A stupid mistake on the field resulting in the unsub left in around of shots fly in your direction. Spencer yelling for a medic and apprehending the unsub. The pure heartbreaking moment where your eyes fluttered closed, pulse weakening as blood spilled onto the concrete floor.
Time seemed to still as your body was moved into in an ambulance, the only reminder being the stain left behind. It was here that Emily understood the paranoia of lady Mcbeth. It was impossible to get the stain out of her mind now. Thinking the worst, unable to will her body to move. Numb. She may have lost you, not ever telling you how she truly feels. Admiring you from afar, waiting for the right way to tell you and building up her confidence to face possible rejection. All for what? To have you so easily taken from her was just soul destroying.
Thankfully, you had the best doctors working on you, helping you heal from what occurred and allowing you to be back at work once more. From then on, Emily prentiss became increasingly observant with anything to do with you. Paying extra attention to when you were in the field, often using her own body to act like a human shield. She spent more time in your company which didnât go unnoticed by anyone. Even you.
Since being injured the way you were, you began to come out of your shell a little more. Bonds beginning to strengthen as you attended more girls nights and even starting to banter with some of the team more frequently. Your close brush with death highlighting how much you couldâve lost. How much you have now. That isnât to say you stopped loving the books and reading in your quiet moments, hoping for a love like that while being more open to the obvious flirting brewing between you and Emily.
Months passed, flirting back and forth as you continued to come out of your shell when it finally happened. You were halfway through your first book in a new series bright falls. Delilah doesnât date having a beautiful brunette masculine presenting woman on the cover.
âNew book sweetheart?â Emily murmured as she joined you on the jets love seat. The way you nodded and blushed a beautiful shade of pink caused her heart to race. Peeking over the top of your lilac bookcover you noticed Emilyâs plump lips adoring her signature smirk before she chucked, âdarling youâre just so easy to fluster. Itâs adorable really. Without missing a blink you retorted âAh so your like my book girlfriend now huh?â before your brain caught up with your mouth.
The raven haired agent immediately turned her upper body to face you, âmmm something like that.â You couldnât help yourself, this flirty banter had been going on for months and after a rough caae you just wanted to lean into the warmth she makes you feel, even if it went no where, you had to try. âOh Em you have no idea what youâre signing up for, I could read murder mystery books for all you knowâŚâ
It was then that Emily lent into your personal space, so close that your noses hardly touched and you could feel her breath on your face, âdarling we both know that book right there contains some of the filthiest acts youâve only ever imagined⌠sweetheart Iâve done them all.â Well damn. Immediately images and scenarios flooded your brain, oh to have the Emily Elizabeth Prentiss dominate your mind body and soul, pushing you deeper than youâd ever been before into the pools of pleasure and bliss. Drops of sweat glistening all over her body as she made sure youâd feel how much she loved you with every orgasm. Her words dripping in the perfect mix of praise and degradation. Oh those hands. That nose. God what you wouldnât give to explore all the things youâd read with her.
âI-uh-mmâ you practically choked out as your mind continued to dream up what Emily was so clearly stating. âOh darling, you didnât think daddy went to her sin to win weekends to observe now did you?â She practically purred at you, eyes raking over your body with the profiler in her noticing the way your thighs uncontrollably squeezed together, your eyes dilating and body silently begging to be touched by her. âIâll show you sometime princess, I promise but for now enjoy your book darling Iâll see you at 7 tonightâ she muttered with a wink before leaving you dazed unable to remember what page youâd been on, your mind clouded with her. Only her.
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