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margindoodles2407 · 7 hours ago

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op gets it

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

#it's hard. it's so hard #maybe exposing myself a little here #but in middle school i had a brief period of my life where i seriously wondered if i was bisexual #cause i feel platonic love so. deeply. and like my peers didn't get that and /I/ didn't get that #cause the whole world tells you that when you have strong feelings for someone it HAS to be romantic!! obviously!!#and i loved my at-the-time best friend SO much and i think she didn't. understand it. and i think... i may have scared her away #anyway. i have learned i am not in fact bisexual and that my incredible love for my friends is completely platonic #i remember the first time i let myself say “i love you” to my in-person best friend and i actually teared up when i got home #because i'd never felt like i was allowed to say that before. i think i did once on accident to that previous friend i mentioned #and nearly died on the spot cause i felt like i'd made an irredeemable social blunder #but no!!! you can and you SHOULD say that you love your friends!!! because you do!!!#anyway. that is all #for now #margin rambles #to love another person is to see the face of God

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