#and my graduate assistantship ends soon.
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#I think my landlords want more money for rent.#and my graduate assistantship ends soon.#which means I won���t have more money to give them#i shouldn’t be surprised at feeling like my situation is precarious.#it would be precarious anywhere. not just here.#but now that I didn’t get into the university I wanted to get into?#I’ve gotta come up with a plan. but I’m so burnt out.#I had too much faith in my abilities and because of that I didn’t spend enough time building myself a safety net#I didn’t provide other avenues for success because I was so focused on one of them#I’m so tired. I feel like all my efforts have been for nothing. I want to stop. but I can’t. I have to keep going#I got this far without quitting. I may want to give up but where would that get me?#a cramped room in a smoker’s drafty house? where I have to crawl under the desk to get to bed? no thanks#i just. i hate that I feel like I have to do everything by myself.#I almost feel more alone than I’ve ever felt. almost#if I knew what kind of help to ask for I’d try. but who would I ask? what would I ask for?#My brain feels like mush. I have both no thoughts in here and also waaay too many.#ugh памагити. как же быть
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