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itshomobirb · 2 months ago

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if my parents keep talking to me im going to (remembers that suicide jokes are bad for mental health) go outside and dig a hole to narnia

#borbtalks #'borb u got a letter from vsp. why are you paying for vsp. i dont think u need it bc of xyz. oh you're getting mail from y insurance?#they're a good company. im also covered under them. are they cheaper than ur previous one? they must be. did u know medicare has a page #online where u can compare all the plans? well did you? ik you've been on medicare longer than me but idk if you knew :/#sooo do u have a valid drivers license? oh when did u get it renewed? when does it expire? we were looking at car insurance earlier...#oh btw when are they gonna reevaluate u for disability? do u know? when did they last reevaluate u? when do they reevaluate others?#ANYWAY. what if i brought over x's dog. the dog that stresses ur cats out so much that they puke everywhere and spend all day hiding :)#wdym it'll stress [cat] out. what if he. didn't get stressed? :)'#like SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP #cant even walk into the bathroom without her trying to talk to me. can't make dinner w/o her trying to talk to me #and of course im the bad guy in telling her not to stress the cat out #just by saying 'vet says he's not supposed to get stressed out. he's at a higher risk for blockage if he does #which will KILL him.'#same woman who sat next to me while i was the phone w/ the phone company. petting the cat and whispering 'oh borb abuses u doesn't he?#maybe ill just steal you away one day. keep u away from borb. oh yes borb treats u oh so horribly.'#and my dad. sitting on the other side of me. said absolutely nothing.#i get it. im the family's designated fuck up!! the designated brat !!!! and no one gives a shit if my feelings get hurt !!!!!!!#i swear. my mother could smack me and everyone would rush to her side and comfort her stinging hand

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queeriboh · 25 days ago

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I went home sick from work yesterday because my stomach hurt really bad amd I kept getting nauseous. but my dad texted me and said my mom had a really bad heart attack and I keep breaking down crying at work but I can't go home again because my attendance is already bad and I'm scared of losing my job and my apartment and my entire life and it can't be an excused absence unless she actually dies I hate this so much I wish I hadn't been so selfish yesterday and just worked through being sick

#vent //#I feel so horrible #I only ever see my parents a few times a year #but I love them and I hate that I can't be there for them or be a better kid I hate that i'm such a failure and a disappointment #my dad said they're living off their savings because he hasnt been making enough to give himself a paycheck #he's a fucking doctor and he's in his late 60's and he can't even pay himself #and I'm still making them pay my phone bill and my car insurance #I wish they could have adopted someobe better who could actually take care of them like they deserve #instead of bleeding them dry and then not even talking to them for months

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smegmafactory4ever · 3 months ago

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Heating getting fixed. And not by my gross closeted faggot uncle from the trashy side of my family so it's actually gonna work well this time! Cost a fortune but at least I never have to deal with with his faggot ass ever again in my life for any reason

#My mom said he sounded sad on the phone when he heard we hired someone else but this faggot took over 2 weeks #And didn't even fix anything #But i wanted to get rid of him for years because he's an incompetent handyman and I hate him #His wife (aunt who is my actual blood relative) is in an mlm selling fake healing crystals in shape of a pyramid #Deeply unserious family....sometimes I judge my dad for not talking to any of his family but then I remember how awful they are #Like he is a snob and a classist but we really just are better than these people idk what to tell you

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notsodailycake · 6 months ago

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Yall ok

So just a few hours ago i was having a conversation with my dad about zelda stuff, to then turn into a deep conversation as to why i like to talk about game and not irl stuff (bc he likes to be deep and all) and during it it delved into how i like games that have a possible story. A story that can have theories and "what ifs" in it, and i said to that

"And it all started with fnaf and its fucked up story"

But no, my dad interrupts me and says

"No, it didn't start with that. It started with minecraft"

"What?" I say confused, minecraft didn't have lore back then i thought

"With that little herobrine story you came to me about"

And then it clicked

Holy shit he's right

It all started with that, with me going deep diving into game lore about this herobrine, to then leading me into fnaf and undertale, and it all going downhill from that.

And only for me to once again return to the very beginning with the dsmp.

What the fuck

Also omg i can't belive he still remembers that

#tbf he did play a prank on me and my friends once pretending to be herobrine #like we were at said friend's house with another friend #the kids stayed at this kid's room playing games #while the parents stayed at the dinner table talking #and suddenly this guy with who we didn't recognise the name of entered our world #and we paniced bc he kept messing with our stuff! we thought it was herobrine!!#we ran to our parents and kept telling them “herobrine is in our world”#then i saw my dad looking like he was trying not to laugh and i realised #“dad did you enter our world? 🤨”#“nooo” he would say grinning #i kept going “yes you did!! show me your phone! show it!”#and yeah he relented and showed it while laughing #what a day XD #cake talks

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the-meme-monarch · 5 months ago

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i hate dreaming all my nightmares live there

#idk it sucked. my dad had a frinend over who was a guy id Never met before #he was weird. he wanted to marry me. i said no. he tried to assault me. i locked myself in my room #debatably the more fucked up part is my whole faily except maybe my mom was home. no one tried to help me #my dream-sibling is the only one who gets a pass here bc they were in the room w me and didnt know abt this until i came in #i kept trying to call my dad to Get Your Fucking Buddy hes trying to hurt me but like. couldnt find his contact in my phone #dream journal

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moe-broey · 4 months ago

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Besties it may be so fucking over. I think I might literally unironically have covid.

Which is. So unbelievably Stupid. For the entire duration of its existence I managed to avoid it. I was gonna get my updated vaccine at the end of the month. I go to a concert (one of many for the fucking record) and I am masking for the majority of it. I get fucked up by a crowd surfer I almost lose a piercing (bloody but healed okay, was only a bit crusty the day after). Maybe it wasn't the wisest decision to put it right back in but like bitch???????????? What else was I gonna do?????? I mean. Maybe if I were smarter I would have just waited til I got home to fully sanitize it. It did happen during the last set. But like are you kidding me do you think I'm thinking anything other than "Oh shit I almost lost a piercing and it would be a pain in the ass to replace it and I don't wanna risk my hole closing up". In all fairness I think I'm allowed to be a bit stupid there.

Anyways my symptoms haven't been cold like or flu like and they feel exactly like what I experienced when I got the vaccine way back when. Headaches, muscle aches, loss of taste, difficulty breathing even just with. A sports bra. I kinda stopped binding a while ago bc of the strain. It may be so fucking over for me. Literally get top surgery or just fucking die. Have to figure out what's up here first though, gonna call my doctor about it. 🧍

#the phone call i've been really struggling w was for top surgery. mentally i'm just. fighting for my life about it #not the surgery but like. the Process. it's always some god damn process. if i could go under the knife tomorrow #i fucking would in a heartbeat.#broadly speaking like i am fighting for my life to get this happening bc i'm gonna age out of my dad's insurance #i also have no idea what that holds. like. do i just die. am i just left for dead. no more meds no more therapy nothing.#to be fair my therapist has said that won't be the case. and she'll help me make the changes necessary #but like i can't help but ALWAYS feel like i'm on borrowed time. the future isn't real and isn't for me.#milo doomerism moment. sorry.#to be fair i cannot live the rest of my life like this. the body positivity movement has been great esp for trans people #but like. i cannot body positivity myself out of dysphoria. i'm just not built like that.#i'm almost jealous of people who can. and i have to remind myself that's so epic and cool actually i love that for them #but like. my own experience w my own body. bitch i barely fucking live here. i hate it here.

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girlivealwaysbean · 2 years ago

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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me

#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason #the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2 #i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head #and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet #and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay #he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all #i have no idea what he has that i don't #but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about #not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me #not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act #im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough #for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away #from my sociopathic parents #and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough #but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d #exams #and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then #never cry #i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really #trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing #oh god this is now a ventpost #mes

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northernsharkteeth · 12 days ago

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one thing about me, i will be antagonizing leafs fans

#texted my buddy who is a born leafs fan (her dad is from toronto)#was at a party checking my phone to gloat and she said ‘man im telling my dad’#dont care get DUNKED ON mr my old volleyball coach #RAHHHHHHHHH #also saw a man in the student quarter wearing a leafs jersey walking home if i werent with a buddy who is sober i would have tried to talk #with him #L that guy #canucks >:|#chomp.txt

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roundaboutnow · 10 months ago

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idk if i can get to a thousand, guys thats a lot of boops 😭

#would it be cheating if i just handed my phone to someone else and said PLEASE CLICK THIS BUTTON while i go take a nap?#like the dad who had his kid go XP farming on world of warcraft

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boomerang109 · 1 year ago

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i’m sick :(

#merry Christmas to all who celebrate #I got a cool dice tray and carrier combo #but no fidget toys :(((#the most exciting thing I got was my requested pop socket and phone case combo #but I wasn’t specific enough about what phone I had #so it was the wrong size phone case :((#it looked really cool for the two seconds I had it on before I realized it didn’t fit correctly #it was an Amazon purchase so my brother said he can return it #and I got an S sticker in ASL for my phone cause the case is clear #im hiding in the basement tho cause i need to be lying down and I don’t want to be near my dads wife #life of a boomerang

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kachimera · 10 months ago

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Ok yet another inactivity disclaimer bc now that i got data my charger is not working well weeeeee :)

#me rambles #its hell bc. i already gotta share my phone with my boomer dad who will hog it for hours on end #and gives it back when the battery is depleted :)#but now i gotta convince said boomer that yes we need a new proper charger #help.

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stillthe1 · 1 year ago

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🧿

#my uncle called today.#told me what the police said about my father’s case and. it’s not good.#they basically told him that we can’t know if he’s alive. or if he’s… good.#no one can find him. they’ve called police from different countries around: germany. austria. belgium.#and nothing. he does not have a phone. money. a place to stay.#they said. in the nicest way possible. that we have to start thinking he may be dead.#and it’s so hard. so fucking hard.#i hate him. i’ve loved him all my life as much as i’ve hated him. he’s the monster in my shadows. the one who dug claw marks into my skin.#but he’s my pa. my dad. mi papi.#i miss him so much. i don’t want to. i don’t know if i’m allowed. fuck.#everything is so messy. so heartbreaking. so bad.

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aratinatophat · 1 year ago

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9 people you want to know better!

Tagged by: @tr4nsvesdyke (hell yeah!)

The last song I listened to: Do Your Worst by the happy fits was what I willingly last listened to, however my dad did have the radio on and I think it was the vampire Olivia Rodrigo one that was on? But that wasn’t willingly!

Currently watching: just finished watching the latest episode of JRWI. Which I go insane :3

Currently reading: fanfiction. Ouhg so much fanfiction. I’m not okay about the ending of a certain thing so I must fanfiction y’know?

Current obsession: EverymanHYBRID (curse you Jürgen) but also good omens bc ofc I am (queer curse ;_( ) also also making little guys from crochet!

Tagging: @fagyaoi @viewfinder-chernobyl @littlxnebulae @girlkisserkira @scuschlatt @zhephyrbix @xxtinymiseryxx @trans-tidestriders

I go goo mode uh goobeye

#i uh #I’m nelting #I’m gunky and ill btw #that’s why I talk all funny style #what if I. bit people. y’know?#all y’all who I tagged (including u Riot) are very cool btw <33333 y’all great #my dad’s showing me the show creature comforts on his phone now fsr #so i gotta go #seagulls are speaking about how British food is bland #byeeeee #I wanted to tag more people but it only said 9 so!!! I follow rules i am a sheep #fuckin baaaaaa

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real-life-cloud · 1 year ago

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:(

#the sky speaks #vent time!!#tw suicidal ideation #i wish i could just hate my mother it would be so much easier #but shes trying so hard and in so much pain #but shes so TIRING to be around !!!!#she got in a wreck this evening. she was drinking and driving around to all of people who don't talk to her anymore #shes getting a dui i guess?#and this is just one thing in a looooong list of shit shes pulled #ive heard her scream and sob so much today. but now shes also saying she wants to die. over n over #full on existential crisis. she feels no purpose and is so lonely #she left this morning to go shopping tyen just never came home. my dad asked me to call her and she answered and just said #i can't. im sorry. and hung up on me. then she turned off her phone and we didnt know where she was for a half hour #and i was so fucjing worried that shed killed herswlf or somthing i couldnr even remember rhe last thing i said to her?#i hugged her for so long when we finally got home #but im just so tired of loving her #shes still down there crying but i cqnt listen tk her anymore. my head is pounding. i wanna sob. i never wanna cry again.#i kinda wanna die too but i feel like i cant tell anyone really. moms such a mess how could i possibly put these feelings onto dad or thomas #and not mom. god. shes thw reason i feel like that. evwry time. im so tired of her falling apart that id rather not be here.#if i had just sucked up being on my period and went shopping with her today this wouldn't have happened. but that shoyldnr be how it is!!!!!#im allowed ro stay home!!! i shouldnr have to babysit her!! but ive felt like i was HER mother aince i was 17 #im just so tired

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nosferatufaggot · 1 year ago

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My niece was like "I love America cuz we have houses." so I had to radacalize her right then and there. After that she was loudly singing that she hates America and I cheered her on.

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clowngremlin · 1 year ago

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my dad loves to treat me like i'm crazy and over dramatic and it's like i'm not!!! he just loves to minimize everyone's feelings but his own and then it's a huge fucking deal

#upset gremlin noises #we were having problems with the water and my dad was like it's fine it's fine and sweeping my anxiety under the rug #and then he talked to one of our neighbours who was like yeah the water is disgusting rn i phoned someone to come fix it #my dad kept INSISTING the water was fine and it wasn't and i feel soooo vindicated #because our neighbour said she wouldn't even give the water to her dog #BUT this shows a long standing pattern of my dad minimizing my feelings and treating me like i'm being crazy when i'm NOT

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