#and my back hurts and my chest hurts and i wan tto cry qnd i want to be held but i dont want to be restrained
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the-acid-pear ยท 2 years ago
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#luly talks#im. absuing the fact i have not hit post limir#gonna vent now look away#i am so distressed and stressed and anxious it's out of this wolrd im#im calming down now but I've been getting these mood swings i think im desperate to feel something#but idk how to because im too scared of it all and too numb and its a struggle it really isss#when the emotions get stuck in my chest they rot and create an infection and ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ#so I'll say some of my emotions. i LOVE the pizza game I REALLY DO and im SAD about all going on in my life and im SAD#bc im so lonely and im SAD because i want more and more but im so scared to ask for more and this shows in my art and creations#and its never enough and there always could be more and im just trying to overcompensate for what others dont do#and i feel alone and unheard but when someone approaches me i run away like a scared animal#and my back hurts and my chest hurts and i wan tto cry qnd i want to be held but i dont want to be restrained#i want to not feel alone i want to feel understood i want to bond with someone#im feel like an animal who has been separated from its species and only sees them thru a glass#even if they threw me in with them i wouldnt be able im so scared and idk what to do and i want to cry#it's all so much annd at the same time its notjing and i dont want to cey because i think it's stupid but I'm so sad why cant i just let#myself feel and#theres always. a need for more#an insatiable hunger and a unkillable fatigue#i am so sad
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