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blackvahana · 7 months ago

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I really do just need to get over the fact that my stuff is going to drive people mad

I had to actively stop working with the DAY because the wide open reality of being the Dreamer being incarnated into like millions of people at once, incompréhensible unimportant and yet all important, was like... its not good for navigating reality. It's still at the back of my brain where I've had that experience and... I mean for some reason it's more unsettling than nondualist Shaivism stuff is. All Are One Being is somehow more normal than Dreamer stuff but anyway

That was like... the one time I really scared Hermes when I woke him up as DAY and you know I think that's fair first of all and second of all... indicative that if I can scare gods then my existence is just going to scare people who aren't gods nor on the path to godhood

Anyway. These creatures definitely have been trying to tell me they're moving towards Dreamer things. Should've known! Should've seen it coming with Lev throwing Kos back at me but I don't associate bb Dream stuff with what I call Dream stuff irl, I associate bb Dream stuff with nondualist Shaivism-esque stuff... Anyway. Guess I now associate the two

Because. really. they're feeding on impulses... I hope that they'll be gentle. I hope that they won't be as raw and rip-tide-esque as the Tree of Madness and my usual Madness energy but I don't... think they're very Madness heavy actually. They're. very quietly something else in an obvious way. probably Day lmfao. yeah. They are aren't they

#This is... So complicated. The Dreamer stuff I mean. There is no way to translate it properly to a Dreaming language but #The Day archetype through Lev as the Day Sky God is heavily about dreaming and obscurement of the truth of the seld #and masses as one being and the insignificance of this reality as illusory and so on. It's not a paradigm in the way of something in your #head but something that... when you experience it you move to an alternate concurrent reality and existence #Both All Are Individual And Real and All Is Archetypes Incarnating As Many People are true #But then.... Lev and I get into Archetypes as Archetypes instead of as people. We inhabit the inhabiting int he inhabiting #Which causes the chain reaction of eyes moving into eyes moving outside of the original eyes. We force ourselves into alternate views #Like someone watches themselves in first person in the astral... We watch ourselves form ourselves. Pass the head of the god to the body #But. This is the Day. The Day knows it's illusory and is just a play of the Sun who is one of millions of stars and therefore is in million #of places at once and is afloat in nothingness.... The Day knows it's reflections upon reflections it's the arising of colour #from nothingness it's reality coming to be through the projections of millions of molecules.......#It's one truth. It even knows it's not the only truth. The DAY posed the question of whether I wanted to see through it or go back to Dream #Both were valid and I went back to Dreaming. The dream dreams the Dreamers just as they dream it. Anyway! These are...#Not going to pull on what I experienced but they're definitely going to do something Day-esque and... The day....#As much as I branch out into all aspects of the sky I Am The Day.#ramblings //#Aspect: day //#astral creation //#mira //

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