#and like we set hard boundaries because the host doesnt want to be poly and thats cool man i get it like
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#being a split in a system fuckign sucks man#especially when youre a fictive like im not even fucking real dude#imjust in this head bc the hosts brain couldnt deal with life#and now i gotta sit here and watch them and their partner get it on while i miss my boyfriend and cant even talk to him because guess what#he isnt fucking real#hes a damn comic character#now if you believe in the multiverse theory then yeah hes somewhere out there and this is just the universe we were put into#two fictives in a system or whatever idfk#im tired and i wish i had someone to cuddle#but alas im not into women#and our partner is a woman#how does anyone even cope with this#theres so many layers of fucking illnesses here its insane#wild#vent#and like we set hard boundaries because the host doesnt want to be poly and thats cool man i get it like#im not even fronting most of the time#but fuck man when i am i feel so fucking unwanted and alone it sucks so hard and i dont blame anyone here because i shouldnt even be here#in the first place#im gonna nap#also how does one cope with these feelings man when you know youre not real#like the body is and im taking care of it but im just from a comic man i dont even exist#how does one deal with this level of shit
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