#and like obvi I'm not saying you HAVE to have been called a slur AND irl to reclaim things but like. I think that explains the lack of

[valeechtine]

Having a realization but I like. Cannot think of a way to post this and phrase it in a way that won't IMMEDIATELY make people jump me

[nastyaromatherapy]

Brother's best friend (18+)

You see Nate, who you're not so fond of, at your house hanging out with your brother.

do i have many Ethan requests currently? yes. but am i currently salivating, thirsting, and barking for nate? yes.

pairing - bbf!nate jacobs x fem!reader

one shot length, 1.4k+ word fic

warnings: PIV, nate's kind of the worst obvi, nate says the r-slur, nate's like graduated highschool by now, uhh idfk creampie ig

The stench wafting out of your brother's room was disgusting, the fumes infiltrated your nostrils when you walked through the hall to get your laundry. You tried to ignore him and his friends over their yelling which was damn near impossible, who knows what the fuck they did in there. All you knew is that it was stinky, sweaty, and weirdly horny.

You shuffled your way into the laundry room and started loading the machine. Somehow the smell of your dirty clothes was more tolerable than his room. Suddenly the noises from the musty dump got louder, signifying that the door had opened. You paid no mind, not wanting to see him or Daniel, or whoever else was lurking in that place.

You had just about finished loading the washer until you heard a voice. "Forgot something?" You turned around and looked up to see Nate with a pink thong dangling from his fingers. "Thanks," you said with annoyance. You yanked it from his fingers to throw it in the drum.

Nate was hot, a grade above you, but you still disliked him with rationality. In your junior year he catfished you, leading you to embarrass yourself in front of the person that you thought you were texting, and then you became a joke amongst his friend group.

He stood behind you as you threw in tide pods and started the machine. You turned around and he was still there. "That the same pair you wore in that one pic?" You rolled your eyes, "Which one?" He chuckled to himself. "The fact you have to ask 'which one' is laughable." You scoffed and stormed out of the room, brushing past him.

"When will you stop being mad at me?" He called out, making you turn around. "It's been a year, c'mon everyone's forgotten." He spoke. "Not you apparently! Maybe if you stopped being a total dick, we'd be neutral like how I am with the rest of my brother's friends." You huffed and walked to your room with him following behind. "Okay, okay y/n, I'm sorry." He said as he leaned against your doorframe.

"Whatever Nate, why do you want my forgiveness so bad anyways? Just go back and hang out with my brother." You said while straightening random trinkets on your dresser. "Because, y'know, I want to be neutral with you. Besides, I'd be lying if I said I haven't jacked off at least once to those photos-" "Oh my god Nate, ew! Just get your perverted ass out of my fucking room!" You yelled, attempting to push his tall frame out to no avail.

He looked down at you, finding the power difference endearing. "It's not my fault you're perfect," he purred, making you soil your your panties. You always loved when he complimented you. You swallowed as you looked up at him. "My brother's gonna wonder where you are so, you should y'know, before he comes looking for you." He shakes his head. "Your brother's retarded, he's not gonna wonder shit." He said as his hands reached to shut your door.

"Nate," you whispered before he leaned down to kiss you. You internally gasped as your hands found their way to his cheeks, and his traveled to grope your ass through the oversized tee you drowned in. The groans he let escape into your mouth was enough to make you completely drench your panties, your other hand reaching for his shirtless chest. The two of you traveled to your bed, not breaking the kiss, only casually coming up for air.

You were positioned at the bottom, head resting on your pillow with him above you. He slipped his tongue into your mouth just as he slipped his hand underneath your shirt, fingers making their way to your heavy clit. You whimpered and jolted at the connection, inching your legs wider for him. He rubbed circles around your bulging clit through the panties whilst his tongue journeyed through your mouth.

"Nate, please," you whimpered into his mouth. He pulled away leaving your mouth agape as he lifted your tee over your head. "Fuck," he whispered to himself. You sat up to kiss him as he grasped your tits, kneading them and squeezing on your nipples. You moaned into his mouth from the friction as you reached down to his crotch. He groaned when he felt your hand on his erection. You broke the kiss to unbutton his pants, pulling them down as you licked your lips. You eyed his length through his Calvin Kleins and massaged him through the fabric.

He moaned from your touch, biting his lip as he looked down at your hand. You reached your hand in to stretch the waistband and pull his cock out. His chest rose and fell as you leaned down to lick his shaft before swallowing him. He bit back a whimper as you took him deep into your mouth. Your soft plush lips wrapped around his shaft like a ring that slid up and down his girthy length. Your doe eyes met his dark ones as your cheeks hollowed, making you moan around his cock.

"Fuck, I always knew you were a slut from those photos," He said between grunts. Your eyebrows furrowed as you breathed heavily through your nose, stomach churning from how aroused you were. Vibrations were sent up his cock from your moans, making him twitch in your mouth. "Shit you're gonna make me cum," he whispered before painting your mouth white. You slid off of him, letting the cum canopy over the rest of his length, making a mess on your bed.

After catching his breath, he fisted your hair in his hands to pull you up to him to interlock lips. He grimaced at the taste of his bitter cum on your lips as his tongue grazed yours, his hands again toying with your perky nipples. "Why'd b/n have to have such a hot sister," he whispered, making your hole flutter. "Maybe so you'd have something fun to do in his godforsaken tomb." You smirked against his lips before he laid you down back onto your mattress.

He spread your legs, eyeing that darkened, damp patch on your panties. You closed your eyes, slightly embarrassed by your physical arousal. He pulled them down, a string of natural lubricant following behind. You stretched your legs in the air and opened them wider, letting him view your glistening pussy.

He tapped his tip atop your sticky folds, his cock already covered in cum. You whimpered at the contact, and he smiled a smug smirk at your reaction. "Yeah, you want it?" He whispered condescendingly. "Yes Nate, please! I need you so bad," you begged. He lined his cock up with your gaping entrance before plunging in. You moaned out as your pussy stretched to accommodate his length. You moaned out with every thrust of his hips, not doing your best at keeping quiet.

He chuckled at himself whenever you cried out when he went deep, his tip grazing your sensitive cervix. "Such a slut taking one of your brother's friend's cocks, yeah?" He groaned as he pistoned himself in and out of your pussy. Your hole was sloppy and wet, and a ring of his previous cum formed around his base. "Please don't stop Nate, it feels s'good," you slurred out.

He slapped your tits making you yelp and leaned down to suck on your lips. You moaned into his mouth as his cock fucked your pussy animalistically. "'Pussy's so fucking good," he groaned against your lips. "You gonna touch yourself whenever I'm on my way to hang out with your brother? Gonna pull me away so I can fill you up with my cum like the good slut you are?" He asked. "Mhm, yes Nate, I'm gonna need your cock everyday," you moaned, clenching around his length. "Good fucking girl," he groaned.

Your stomach twisted and you found yourself throbbing around his length, close to cumming. "Nate, I'm s'close," you whimpered out. "Fuck, cum for me baby," he grunted through his teeth, making you unravel all around his cock, your cum dripping like warm honey on his length. With one final thrust he came too, shooting his load into your tight cunt. He pulled out and watched the mix of cum spill out of you, leaving a puddle on the sheets, and your hole that was left gaping.

***

The two of you put your clothes back on and he walked out of your room. Your brother notices him from the hallway and finally wonders where he's been. "Nate, dude, where the hell were you?" He just smugly shrugged. "Bathroom, jacking off to your sister," he starts, looking back at you. "She's fucking hot." You scoffed, "Gross," before closing your door.

[imaginespazzi]

Bestie! I have survived the return from travel after a festive vaca - funny enough primarily being a family cabin week! Things all good w you? Hope August has been treating you well so far. Happy to report that this time I made it through Dallas seamlessly both ways. Disappointingly but not surprisingly, I missed the wifey. Which ofc I totally understood as she’s back at work, but it was a little uncharacteristically unkind of her to be posting photos in bathing suits and crop tops at the time (belly button ring?! Looking ultra respectfully ha)

The Olympics sure ended on a high note, mostly courtesy of ⚽️/🏀/🏃‍♀️. Let the women do the work 💪! Winning is just the best feeling :). Honestly the only really unfortunate things were the Noah Lyles Covid ordeal (impressed you could still run like that but cmon man) and Jordan Chiles getting ripped the hell off. Dont really know what to do w myself in the evenings now that the games are over though. Thank God the W will be returning to us in a matter of days! Need to mentally prepare for Mystics and NYL to put me through it. Im ready to get hurt again ~Michael Scott voice.

Brief review time- Ok Ch 5 was a continued roller coaster of emotions. And Ch 6 was delightfully sweet.. your lovely fic has been a Godsend to Mondays btw 👏

Lastly, a minor bit of VT stuff: because it involves some music and why not share a little (more) angst. Saw this recent playlist of Liz's posted around. And umm yeah https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/pl.u-38oW9b3tLb72ak

Oh belatedly now on the UConn drama, yeah just no thank you. Also R. Johnson, C. Mcmahon, J. Gyamfi & H. Stuelke can all move along while we're kinda on the topic of problematic..

All my best -☕️

HI BESTIE!!!!

Omg cabin week? Are you secretly a Bueckers? August has been tiring but I'm going to Europe at the end of the month for a much needed vacation, so I'm just counting down the days tbh.

THE BELLY BUTTON PIERCING EATS. Your wife's been looking might fine (respectfully ofc as she's my SIL obvi)

The women fr fr carrying the medal count on their backs cause some of these mem did some dumb shit but ah well, love my women always! Ugh yes the Noah Lyles thing left a bitter taste in my mouth and let's not even get started on how absolutely furious I am about the whole Jordan debacle. SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER.

I'm so glad you liked it babes <3

OH! Those songs are QUITE inchresting and the emojis? She's going through it poor girlie.

The list of problematic people just continues to grow and grow and grow and I'm so tired of it cause I wanna root for so many of those people. I do wanna say the Raven one apparently was her just repeating what someone called her? Still not okay for her to say the slur ofc but it maybe wasn't malicious?

[gold-rush-into-things]

A Secret (source) I'm Hoping, Dreaming, Dying to Keep

Okay, so that summary seems bonkers, right? Right.

It all began with an anon post on 4chan (a reddit-ish site in the scummiest part of the internet) by a user named "Q Clearance Patriot" in 2017, posting in a thread titled "Calm Before the Storm," which was a reference to Trump's cryptic description of a gathering of the military leaders as "the calm before the storm". 

But why did / do people believe this “source?” 

A few reasons. One, because the “insider’s” handle is implying that the person spilling this piping hot national security tea holds “Q clearance,” which is security clearance required to access Top Secret information. So, obvi legit! 

Another key component is that as time has passed, Q's posts (known by their followers as ‘Q Drops’) have become more vague, more cryptic, allowing their followers to take what they say and fit it into whatever their own beliefs are. Some of their later posts were just strings of characters that are allegedly coded messages. Which is CLASSIC conspiracy theory behavior. 

Okay, I wasn’t around Tumblr for the beginning of the TTB era. But when I did start following, late 2018, I didn’t find any of it particularly harmful. It was mostly just conversations between people who thought similar things to what I thought (Taylor isn’t straight, she seems to be implying she’s still with Karlie, ect). I did find Spade suuuuuuper interesting though. The idea of inside information 👀 Oh hell yeah. What I’m saying here, is I sorta get it. 

One of my favorite writers on Q, Travis View (also, check out his pod on the subject) has this great quote about why people get so into theories like this, especially ones like Q that are centered around “insider” information, and says they’re basically as addictive as a video game, and they offer the "player" the appealing possibility of being involved in something of world-historical importance. He says, "You can sit at your computer and search for information and then post about what you find, and Q basically promises that through this process, you are going to radically change the country, institute this incredible, almost bloodless revolution, and then be part of this historical movement that will be written about for generations.” All while just chillin’ behind your keyboard. You’re seeing things no one else is! YOU get it, everyone else are blind sheeple.

Just as those of us who followed TTB and Spade felt we were getting information that the general public was willingly blind to. WE knew the truth, and someone close to “the girls” was letting us in on the secret.

I also want to pause for a moment and delineate between two things. We’re all scouring the internet and social for fun clues that Tay might have been with women in the past (or presently, who knows!). That’s fun! That’s fine! That’s not harming anyone, it’s super interesting, and there’s a pandemic so what the fuck else are we supposed to do. 

What IS harmful and dangerous is baby-gating Karlie and Josh’s kid, posting “Kaylor rise!” on Karlie’s instagram, and calling Josh a homophobic slur just because you don’t like him. 

NEXT POST: I Knew You, Tried to Change the Ending (and everything in between)

[bisluthq]

has anyone checked to see what the l chat are saying about this new situation 😬 I'm scared to go and look

I’m... not TTB? So like why would I go read takes from people who hate me? It’s gonna make me sad and/or mad and/or humiliated and/or hurt. Like it isn’t nice to have mean shit written about you online. They always say: “don’t read the comment section” and this is like that but worse.

Like I get enough hate here in my ask that I’m not gonna go purposefully seek it out.

I only saw “bislut” because someone told me that was where the leaked mirror pic lived so I went to fetch it and they were like “weird she hasn’t posted it she’s a bislut who likes to say she’s gay” and that HURT. Genuinely. Like obvi I’m not gonna cry about it because as I said in another ask it’s the internet fucking deal with it, but that was so invalidating and humiliating and painful because I’ve STRUGGLED WITH LABELS AND MY SEXUALITY MY WHOLE LIFE. So ya it hurt.

The anon about bi Jewish hoe “go fuck half of Cape Town” did not because it wasn’t a fellow queer person saying I’m somehow not queer enough or worse than them for not “choosing” ya know. Like that shit’s funny. The L Chat legit upset me.

Anyway this is a long way to say that TTB is SO deranged for doing the shit she does. Why stalk mentions of yourself lmao that’s such incredibly tiny dick energy and you’re just setting yourself up for being upset? Tbh? So like why do it? I just... don’t get it.

And also if being called a fictional character’s name gets you riled up honey child your privilege is showing because as someone who has been called a vast number of actual antisemitic and homophobic slurs while also experiencing MASSES of privilege I cannot imagine being even vaguely pressed over being called Sauron or Darth Vadar or the fucking Wicked Witch of the East. Heck you could call me the Wicked Bitch of the South and I’d be like, “lmao good one.”

Slurs hurt when they target your identities and the shame and oppression those identities bring not when it’s just a random word lol.