#and like idk that i need anyone outside of my trusted circle of mutuals/followers like. able to see this.
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trevisos · 1 year ago
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i have exactly one post-canon fic i’ve been very slowly picking at for xarrastarion and every time i pick it up it makes me feel ill bc it’s so sweet and soft and i also don’t know if i can ever publish it because it’s kinky in a Very specific way that feels like. Too Vulnerable to post on the internet despite it literally not even being a kink i have.
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falsegoodnight · 3 years ago
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like, I get it, but at the same time, blocking his biggest update acc is a weird move and is also lowkey shooting himself in the foot??? I think some ppl r blowing it way out of proportion, but I do think a lot of the questioning is valid.
it also just gives rads more ammunition to hate on larries as if we don’t have enough of that but 🤷🏻‍♀️ /gen /nm
I genuinely wanna know ur thoughts on it, though, (and uas you recommend??) bc I rly do think a lot of people on twitter are losing the plot
answer below mainly because it ended up long for some reason?
yeah hld does have a lot of followers and especially since louis gets jack shit when it comes to promo, stuff like this is disappointing but it seems clear to me by the severity of the action that louis thinks the harm they're causing outweighs any of the good – like, don't get me wrong ,the streaming parties they've organized in the past as well as fundraisers for charities and stuff have all been incredible but the whole 'superfollower' thing and how they've clearly taken too much joy in the rumors of them actually having connections to louis/harry just show that they've kind of let the attention... get to their heads??? if anything hopefully this blocking will help them gain some perspective – i don't think anyone behind this ua is a bad person or anything and i think some people definitely ARE taking things way too far.
also louis isn't stupid. he's not the type of person to recklessly block a fan account, knowing that it would instantly be noticed and speculated upon by everyone especially since hld's platform is so big.
at the end of the day, i trust louis and his reasons for doing what he did. the thing is, we don't even know fully why he didn't and we probably never will... i saw that ss from someone saying another ua was sending lies to louis and... ngl we literally have zero reason to believe them. for all we know they sent that dm to themselves lol.
as for the 'rads' thing... let's be real, people are always going to find ways to hate on larries and that's unfortunately not going to change, but we don't have to let it bother us. i honestly don't care if people use this as a way to say louis hates larries or whatever because i don't believe that, and neither do any of us frankly, and that's all that matters. if someone tries to say something to you, just block them and try your best to ignore it. while words can definitely hurt, they're still just words. putting that into perspective always helps when people are being nasty (also people being nasty will always say more about them then you).
ALL THAT BEING SAID, this account has been controversial for a WHILE because of how they've handled things and while some solo fans or antis or other non-larries probably have hated on hld because it's a "larry" ua, that's not all they've had a problem with and in that respect, i also don't really care that they may be celebrating this today. that's also partly because i don't really care about what people outside of my own circle/community are saying/doing in ANY context and let me tell you that's a much more pleasant way to experience this fandom lol.
ua recs... ngl i don't follow ANY uas on twitter and never have so i can't really help you 😣 i've never really been someone that needs the fastest updates or news, like immediately when it happens, and have been just fine getting information from my tl/mutuals whenever i log on so i never felt the need to follow any, sorry </3 i'm sure someone else out there will be much more helpful in answering this question though!! and i hope you find them!
final notes (sorry this ended up so long idk how that happened): i think there's definitely some nuance to this topic but at the end of the day, i trust in louis' judgment and that he made the right decision today. i also think people need to move on from this topic because YES some people have absolutely lost the plot on twitter like 😬 pls calm down!!!
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unfairaddiction · 5 years ago
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Sharky x F!Rook
Follow Dep and Sharky as they go from strangers to enemies to best friends to lovers. Idk how long Eden's Gate was in Hope County, but it sounds like they were there for awhile and I imagine in the beginning people didn't really mind there presence.
And I just like the idea of the Dep being kind of involved with the Project and just being in the dark about their activities.
You know she went to the local high school
Probably one of those kids that didn't belong in a group.
She was one of those kids that floated around from group to group.
Still an overall good kid, not really in the party scene and not really a rule breaker.
Sharky was always getting into trouble and wasn't a great student.
The Deputy was and they ran in completely different circles.
Didn't stop the Dep from having a major crush on him in high school though.
Rook always felt like she was missing out, and Sharky was, in her mind, living his best life and she wasn't.
Sharky probably didn't even know rook existed, if he did he always figured she was one of the goody two shoes, not really his type.
Sharky remembers the first time he actually saw rook tho.
He was running from the cops after he lit a fire somewhere nearby and Rook was probably studying outside.
He had nowhere to go but into the tree she was sitting under, and the wide eyed look she was giving him told him there was no way she hadn't seen him.
He scrambled into the tree, fully prepared to fight from his perch.
The cops came sprinting around the corner as Sharky settled into his tree, getting pinecones ready to hurl at the cops.
"Rook!" Everyone knows everyone in Hope County. "Did Boshaw come this way?"
Sharky never thought that a good nerd like Rook would ever lie to the police.
"He ran that way!" Rook cried and pointed deeper into the woods.
Cue the Deputy's giving chase because Rook would NEVER LIE.
So Sharky takes her out as a 'thanks for not turning me in' and she has her first drink, shitty moonshine, sitting on the hood of Sharky's rusty pickup,that has her laughing too loud and has her stumbling over her words.
Its funny to see Rook, who is usually so put together, drunk off her ass.
Sharky sees her in that moment, that she's just as lonely as he is, and for a minute he doesn't feel so alone.
"I jussssst sssseee you laughing and you-you've got people ya-you know ?" Rook rambles. "I don't have people. I-I've got a f-fu-future, I've got no time for people. That's what my dad say-says anyway."
Sharky's a little drunk too, and he kisses her while she rambles, and there's some fumbled over the shirt action.
Sharky's mouth though, finds a way to cock block himself.
"I always thought you were kind of a nerd, you know, you're actually kinda hot in the right light." And it really wasn't what he meant to say.
And Rook recoils almost instantly, and she's hurt, and the alchohol only makes it worse, so runs away into the Montana wilderness.
Rook really should be smarter than that, but she's drunk and her feelings are hurt so she runs.
Sharky feels bad and he really planned on running after her but a the self doubt tells him to just leave her alone and that he needs to sleep off the moonshine.
Rook makes it to the road, and she doesn't WANT to hitchhike, but she can barely walk straight and she can't go home when she's drunk.
Her parents would not be pleased, and she knows her father might hit her and her mom would give her that disapproving look.
So she walks along the, mostly, deserted road, not expecting anyone to come by.
She's met Joseph Seed a couple of times, but she's only met John in passing.
John offers to drive her home, because he can see she's drunk.
And she's a talkative drunk so she tells him that she can't and she's afraid of what her parents will do.
And John is sympathetic, or at least he appears to be, because he's been there, and he sees the perfect recruitment opportunity here.
So he let's Rook stay the night at the ranch to sleep it off, provided she agree to some volunteer work for the church.
It's not a bad deal all things considered, her parents wouldn't be looking for her in the morning, they wouldn't be surprised if she 'left early' for school, and she knows they aren't worried about her now since her phone isn't going off, so she goes with John.
When Rook is in her right mind she tells herself how stupid it was to trust John, a man she barely knows.
Luckily for her, this is before the cult is torturing people enough to be a known fact.
Her parents are fairly religious, not go to church every week religious more like quote the bible when its convenient and going to services on Christmas and Easter.
So they are thrilled when she gets involved with the church.
Sharky feels bad and he wants to apologize but now Rook is always surrounded by the kids whose parents are in Eden's Gate.
Eden's Gate is really what sets Rook on the path to being a Deputy.
Joseph who always seems to know everything essentially tells her what she should do, and Rook who desperately wants to belong somewhere does what he says.
She's a teenager and Joseph is the first person whose like 'hey, u don't ACTUALLY have to be perfect all the time its ur intentions that matter'
So Eden's Gate becomes a home away from home for her, because she may not really belong among the overzealous believers and she can't really be herself but they come when she calls, and they ask her how she's doing.
She doesn't talk about that night with Sharky though, she told John when she was still drunk and crying but he hasn't brought it up.
She still misses that connection she had with him but she's decided that it was probably the alchohol and not a real thing.
Sharky drops out of school and Rook graduates, top of her class, and she joins the sheriff's department.
She and Sharky work on opposite sides of the law.
Rook is the only one that can bring Sharky in without Sharky putting up too much of a fight.
He's still kind of a jerk to her and the more she arrests him the more aggressive he is.
"You the big bad law now? You think you're so much better than me? Just cause you've got that degree don't mean you're better than me."
Sharky never brings up that time she helped him escape from the lawmen chasing him.
She asks him why once.
"I ain't no snitch. You helped me out, I repaid the favor. We're square." And that was the last time they ever talked about it.
Rook isn't as involved with the church anymore, but she still answers when John/Jacob/Faith/Joseph call.
When things go to shit and Rook recruits Sharky they become begrudging allies against the cult.
"I thought you were like sucking John's dick, I don't blame you he's kind of hot, I get it."
"Shut the fuck up Boshaw."
They slowly become friends, because they actually have a lot in common.
We see their friendship in game, and I can easily see it turning into something more romantic.
Because let's be honest, Sharky likes to joke and flirt with Rook, and Rook maybe starts to think that Sharky was the friend she needed.
Eden's Gate helped her when she was young, but she was pressured to join this group that ended up being this cult.
And Sharky feels bad about pushing her away because she could have been this amazing influence on his life, at the time.
He especially feels bad because she never would have been involved with Eden's Gate if he had her back that night instead of letting her run into the wilderness.
But, you know they forgive each other and they become crime fighting buds and they have this beautiful relationship based on trust and mutual respect for each other and their experiences.
That got long lol, this has been in my drafts forever but I wanted to post it cause I like the idea of it, I'm just a bad writer.
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sebongie-loves · 7 years ago
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youtuber!wonwoo
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someone said to write more of this which i’m very happy that there’s someone who enjoys this, so here ya go! <3 
enjoy :)
wonwoo is that one youtuber that is cute, emo, relatable, awkward but seriously funny and got shipped with his own bestfriend
i mean by this y’all probably already know but his style is like daniel howell
he does random videos and probably films it at random times like this one time he made a video something like ‘What’s On My Mind at 3AM’ which literally him only talking for 5 minutes and it’s all giberish 
“who is the first person that made languages, the very first one. why do they decided to named pen ‘pen’? look at this pen, does it make you wanna say ‘pEn’? like, why?”
but actually an intellectual
savage most of the time 
saying stuffs like
“the reason why i don’t want to do collabs outside my circle of friends? uuuh snakes are not exactly my favourite animal”
probably hates everyone beside his friends
even with his friends, he acts like he hates them but everyone knows wonwoo is just a soft guy with a hard shells
like crabs 
but he doesn’t like seafoods 
ironic 
wears long sleeves jumpers or like jacket just for the sake of sweater paws that makes all of his subcribers go ‘awwwwwwwwwwww’ and soft for him
but this one time, he forgot and filmed with the sleeves rolled all the way his elbow, showing his muscular arms and his subscribers just went like ‘AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA’ 
so his subscribers are constantly torn between him being soft or sexy like dang this boy can do both
he loves communicating with his viewers so he often goes on twitter or tumblr. just lurking and replying at 4am
does q&a everytime he ran out of ideas 
he does book review at every end of the month, like ‘January Favourites’ and does book hauls
which his viewers often joke something like wonwoo probably loves to watch make up artists that’s why he makes this kind of videos but with books  
he lives in korea. in fact, he lives there for most of his life and kudos for him, he learnt english at a very young age which makes english a language that he can speak comfortably
when he made this videos for the first time it was very impulsive like he did not expect anyone to watch him but appearantly lots of people found him cute so basically he grew up on youtube
started his career at a very young age really makes him who he is right now
sometime speaks korean and his fans just lose their shit after hearing him speaking in korean
he’s the cutest when talking about his favourite things like games, books and his friends
always spreading awareness about mental illness, equality, racism etc and not scared about it because he thinks that’s the right thing to do 
you’re just an ordinary person. living your life, which is also mean you’re binge watching youtube until 3 am when you need to wake up at 6am
your first video of wonwoo is doing a book review on your favourite books and damn the boy has the same opinion as you 
you later find him really cute and you’re enjoying his content so much that it almost makes you just stay on youtube all day all night
just like what you did everytime you found a new youtuber, you followed his twitter and his instagram and turn his post notification on so you know when he’ll drop something 
wonwoo notices someone that he thought is attractive on his comment section like seriously he cannot help himself but to search at your profile picture on his new videos and when he found your instagram and your twitter?
his life is a freakin mess because he seems like he likes you so much
it’s 3am at your place and you’re watching youtube like usual when a notification pops out from twitter. you usually found it annoying but not this time
‘Jeon Wonwoo liked your Tweet’
you almost throw your phone across the room and screaming at the top of your lungs when you found out it is the real him, not some kind of a troll but you still value your life that you hold everything so that your parents wont run to your room bringing knifes on their hands
wonwoo, in the other side, was almost destroyed his roommates’ ear and doors when he realised he accidentaly liked one of your tweets before you sending him a direct messages
“so, what’s the deal of a famous youtuber liking my tweet?”
you sent it without expecting a reply, that he would just go on with his life and forget the whole thing but no you’re wrong
“i’m sorry it was an accident”
“my tweet from four months ago?”
“.... okay i stalked you you got me.”
a direct message leads to being mutuals, being mutuals leads to giving each other personal information, giving each other personal information leads to texting all day all night, texting leads to voice calls and who know you’ll ended up video calling with him? :)
you ended up liking him as jeon wonwoo, not that youtuber wonwoo
and wonwoo should never lie about his crush on you because it’s obvious
he prioritise to video call you or voice call you 
he starts to give a content where it’s so obvious that he’s in love with someone
you love how he is always around you
he’s always there when you’re sad and comforting you
when you’re happy, he is always around to talk with you
when you’re lonely, he’s the one that is understanding
everyone around you and him know this relationship between you two and how much you want to meet them. wonwoo would like to visit but no matter how much he wants to prioritise you but he still needs to pay his bills and his foods so he’s really sorry that he cannot meet you anytime soon
all you can give him is a reassurance, saying things like ‘that’s okay we can meet someday, trust me!’
and that day comes
it was your birthday 
you’re video calling with wonwoo that is holding a small cake with candles to celebrate your birthday when your family and friends come into your room saying “we are sure that you’ll love this more than any luxurious items in this world”
that was when you found out you’re going to a trip to south korea
and now here you are, with a thousand butterflies in your stomach and you’re seconds away from meeting wonwoo
“y/n!!” 
a deep voice welcomed you, the deep voice you always heard against your phone screen or through your earphone is now calling your voice irl sounds so.. unbelievable?
no matter how hard it is to believe, wonwoo is there. standing with a cardboard that is decorated with pink glittery paint which you never expected him to hold that 
“this is my friend’s works but i guess it’s either you’ll love it or you’ll hate it.” he says with a smile, an awkward smile because he is so shy to meet you and happy at the same time 
you just can’t help yourself but to hug him and him replying the hug
“i can’t believe you’re real!”
“well i am but it’s just.. idk i’m so overwhelm and so happy that you’re here” 
he pats your head before breaking the hug. “now ready for the south korea’s adventure?”
“you mean, binge watching something in your room until 3am?”
he grinned and took your suitcase, bringing it to a taxi stop nearby. “you know me so much.”
who would’ve known? you who are living your boring life suddenly dating your favourite youtuber and now you’re in his room, in his embrace, cuddling with him?
even his touch still feels surreal to you and both of you enjoy every seconds of it
it worth your time
he is worth your time. 
going back and forth to south korea and him going back and forth to your place is not the easiest thing
who would’ve known, you’ll be living on another country with a guy and his trusty camera and his social platform that receives a lot of love by everyone?
well that happened and you two are so drunk in love 
thank you for reading!
i was writing this and it got deleted and i hope it still good despite me writing it in hurry :( and the prompt has been on my draft for 382910 years now omg 
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