#and like i dont want to keep changing my label bc then i sound wishy washy like if i change now was i lying about being bi? or if i say that
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FuCk how did all you wlw figure out of you liked men or not
#everything is very confusing all the time i wish i just knew because rn no matter how i identity i feel like im taking the place of someone#who is more certain of themselves and is more deserving of my place in the community which i know is silly but the feelings still there#and like i dont want to keep changing my label bc then i sound wishy washy like if i change now was i lying about being bi? or if i say that#im a lesbian but then i realize I'm not was I just faking it the whole time? am i just faking it Now?? have i ever been attracted to a man#in a real sense where i actually knew him and had a valid sense of attraction? i dont know!#and also like. i feel like sticking with the bi label is safe because then i never have to really come out to the people who know me bc I'll#probably end up with a husband and a nuclear family and the like. which is what i thought i wanted! but now idk!#lately I've just been very on edge about the idea of actually being in a relationship with a man and idk of thats enough to say that im#actually gay or not#and i thought i had this all figured out but then This Mood just hits and i get so freaked out and stressed and i just! wish! this! was! ok!#i want a label now!!!!!! i want a community that i know for sure i fit into without doubting whether I'll change my mind in the future when#i meet new people and have new experiences#like what if i just haven't met a guy that i like yet and that's why i think im not attracted to men#but isn't that the exact rhetoric of straight people trying to convince lesbians that they're not gay?#holy shit ive written a lot dhdjjs for real tho if you are willing to tell me about how you figured your own identity out pls dm me it would#be very appreciated <3#emily.docx#tag rant
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