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cinnabeat · 1 year ago

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anyways the other day when i went out with my friend and stayed out far later than i usually do i came to the realization that i dont actually have a curfew anymore and its mind boggling

#i technically didnt have a curfew before either but my parents always said to be home by 1 am or dont come home at all #not in a 'we're locking you out' kind of way but in a 'if you come home and make boise while everyone is asleep there WILL be consequences #and like i can respect that since my prents room is right next to the front door #and in the end i would always be home around 10 bc MY friends had curfews #and like man i came home the other day and it was almost 12 #ive never done that before #i was like taking out my keys to go in and it hit me that like i just? sont have a curfew?#i can go home whenever??#either my brothers awake gaming or hes at work so it litwrally doesnt matter???#it was bizzare like im just allowed to do that now? and no one can stop me???#like idk lately i havent really been feeling my age #i kind of still feel nineteen you know?#not even 18 bc 2020 was not a real year lmao i think my brain skipped that year entirely #like man in almost 22 #thata wild #i never imagined mysef getting to this age not in a bad way but like #idk ive never known anybody in their 20s you know?????#people were either my age or still in school like k-12 or they were 30 and above #like i dont know what to expect for this decade of my life? which no one knows what to wxpect and we're all at different paces but like?#its like my whole life has been step1. be a child step 2. be a child in school step3. Prepare For College #step4. college :D you have made your parents proud step5.?????????????#step 6. congratulations you are now an adult 🥳🥳#like does this make sense #ive never really considered my life beyond school bc my entire life HAS BEEN school so jn this nebulous area of my life where im in school b #but also like 80% of the way to independence and im about to graduate and no longer be in school #and get a career and make money and get groceries and pay bills and like idk exist as an independent member of society #idk man its a lot! it is 9 pm i should stop thinking so much actually #michi tag

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