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myownprivatcidaho · 3 years ago

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maybe you should talk it out with him? it might make both of you feel better to get things in the open

i 100% agree and i was hoping it could be that easy but. :/ just recently i left him like a minutes long voicemail TRYING to start this conversation (we only see each other once a week) and. man this guy is Really not up for accountability. i explicitly said "i really hope youre not about to play dumb about this" and apart of his like two sentence response via text was "[im] not sure what i would be "playing dumb about"" so. :/ this is gonna be Even tougher than i was expecting

#that one crush situation lol #though he did lowkey give himself away in saying that thats another explanation.#though. the whole thing Did have an air of confrontation to it tbh. like i GET that #i was feeling tored and just wanting some closure but naturally - and especially through a phone - like. man i probably sounded PISSED #which like. i am #and like 3 sentences into talking i realized woahhh i gotta real this in i sound like i wanna kick his ass #which i DO but thats beside the point when youre TRYING to reach a mutual understaninf with someone yk #anyways. even though i do like. just generally like him as a person the fact that hes THIS much of a self serving pussy #has just been the biggest turnoff #i feel like i gotta be clear about that. im not trying to GET with him im trying to get CLOSURE #but nooooooo. my luck is Not about to start now #anyways. sorry. yeah #i Do agree but. takes two to tango and rn one party is being a stubborn jackass about it #:/#we'll just have to wait and see what happens #and im just having to accept that Not all of this is on me because i can only do so much #and of the two of us ive been TRYING to make ends meet even if i suck at it #but just in general i tend to blame myself for things because then i feel like i have some ounce of control and can fix the situation #but. man im just having to come to terms w the fact this cant be fixed unless he helps fix it - whatever that may even LOOK like yk #anonymous #but yeah. <3 i hope ur well

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