#and just remembering how fucking shit those holidays were? how simply grim and gloomy my bedroom in that house is in my mind
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ever remember just how plain dreadful the majority of your life was, and you just gotta sit down blissfully for a while taking in how good it is now
#m#ref notes#I was on a slightly longer bus ride today#enough to enter contemplation point#and most of the longer bus rides I've previously been on were when I was traveling between my parents' place and uni#over holidays#and just remembering how fucking shit those holidays were? how simply grim and gloomy my bedroom in that house is in my mind#deadass mexico colours overlay#they were so....languid. time inched forward and I was literally just wasting away#spent the entire time keeping myself locked in the room hiding and continuously binging shows to stave off the horrors#in bed. don't think I even ate much of the time#and now I'm out here and I can do whatever I want#and I want things! and I actually do them!#I was experiencing this memory in the very process of pursuing something I felt like doing!
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