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reifromrfa ¡ 7 years ago
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RFA + Minor Trio find out MC is a Ghost
Hey guys! Here’s the last Halloween hc for this year, written by the awesome @rainydayswriter and yours truly ^^ We hope you guys had lots of spooks today or will have lots of spooks, depending on where you are! We hope you enjoy this despite the heavy angst ugh i’m so sorry guys that was my fault ;;; thank you so much to @rainydayswriter for injecting some happiness into these and have a Happy Halloween!
Warning: Angst ahead ;A; 
“You’re gonna suffer, but you’ll be happy about it.” -Ron Weasley
Yoosung
“I think my dorm is haunted.”
Everyday he logs into the chatroom to tell everyone the weird things that are happening around his dorm room
Lights flickering on and off
The chair scraping against the floor as it moves on its own
“Seven I’m telling you!!! My guild members all told me that they can hear a girl laughing whenever my mic is on!!!”
Will probably sleep at another member’s house for a while ;;;
And when he returns he’ll see you typing scary messages on his computer
Let’s face it, there’ll be a lot of screaming and tears from Yoosung
But when he calms down you two start talking and he finds out you're not such a bad person ghost after all
“Did you have to scare me that much, MC? I was terrified you know!” ;;;; poor kid ;;;
Spends his days playing LOLOL, going to school and hanging out with you most of the time
And it was great at first because for the first time, he got to play pranks on other people
You told him the answers for his tests it wasn’t cheating okay, you just told him enough so he could pass ;;;
You guys have so much fun together that you find yourself more and more attracted to him
But you realize he’s spending waaaay too much time with you instead of his friends
Instead of real people
He doesn’t even log in to the RFA chatroom anymore
And you tell him to live his life and just forget about you but he confesses his feelings for you and why is the world so unfair and cruel to him?
First Rika, now you? He’s so deeply and madly in love with you and he doesn’t know what to do okay
You guys cry together for the rest of the night
And you realize...he has to let you go
It will be painful --you would say goodbye but he’d beg you not to leave him
There will be a lot of tears and begging and arguing but in the end, you make him understand that you’re already gone, that he can never have a future with you
And he’s such a bright kid with so much potential
So you leave
Yoosung will be a zombie for months --all the RFA members try to help him but they can’t bring you back anymore
He starts recovering after a while, thinking you’ve gone to a better place and his grades start to improve
When he graduates he’s surrounded by the RFA members and his friends
He’s so happy that doesn’t notice you watching him with a smile on your face and tears in your eyes
Zen
How can a ghost look so breathtaking?
When he first found out you were a ghost, he couldn’t believe it because aren’t ghosts supposed to look scary and bloody? ;;;
He’s surprised that he could touch you but he’s relieved that he can
Fans and paparazzi would go INSANE trying to figure out who Zen’s girlfriend is
You guys will just laugh it off and you’d even scare some of the paparazzi stalking Zen
Date nights are something else
“One ticket, sir?”
And he would almost argue that the guy was being rude because the most beautiful woman on the planet was beside him
But then, nobody else can see you, can they?
He’ll hold his tongue and pretend everything's okay
But you see the weight it puts on his shoulders, and you’re so grateful to him for accepting you as is (ie. dead)
You always have the best seat in the house during his performances (aka hovering above the crowd lol)
But whenever you see women looking at him and Zen ignoring everyone, you start to feel guilty
Because those women were all alive and you weren’t; you may love each other, but your love can only go so far
And day by day you feel worse seeing Zen fawn over you when you can never give him a child who would inherit his good looks
So you sit down with him one night and discuss it with him but he immediately stops you
“MC, for a long time I’ve been in relationships where they just wanted me for my fame and my good looks. You’re the first person I’ve met who loves me for me. I want to spend my life with you. Someday, we’ll be together, my princess. Please stay with me until then.”
You agree to stay and you guys are happy for quite sometime but you still can’t shake the feeling that you’re holding him back
“Hyun...I need to go.”
“Go? Go where? Let me grab my ja--”
“No, Hyun. You can’t come with me.”
Dread and fear fills him
And you’re both crying because you both love each other and he doesn’t want you to go
But in the end, he makes you a promise
“My princess, I can’t stop you from leaving...but please wait for me. I will surely find my way back to you again.”
And after a successful career and a long and fruitful life, you’re there waiting for him with a smile
Jaehee
She only saw you when it was absolutely pouring, at the back of the coffee shop on her way to or from the office
You quickly became her confidante, someone she could rage to about her boss or gush about Zen’s work
It became a routine, since you were always at the same place at the same time
You don’t talk much about yourself, but she takes note of every little detail you give
And soon it all kind of adds up
There was an accident not too far from the shop, with one single fatality, someone at the wrong place at the wrong time
And her heart just;;;;
Breaks
She wants to help you, because you’ve been such a comfort to her, but she doesn’t know how
But you tell her that just spending time with her is more than enough
Her heart is bursting with tears
Spirits are usually caused by lingering regrets or emotions right?
Jaehee suggests leaving the coffee shop one evening, taking a walk
Cautiously, you accept, letting her lead you around at first before you take over, pointing out places you frequented when you lived, where you had worked, your favorite store, the people you had met, the plans you had made
She listens, beaming the entire time, urging you on
When at last, you find yourself back at the coffee shop, which is now closed for the night
“This was the plan all along, wasn’t it Jaehee? To say goodbye properly.”
She takes your hands and promises to think of you every day, and that she truly believes she’ll meet you again some day
You hug each other for a long time before you pass on
Jumin
It’s so fun to be invisible in a CEO’s penthouse and office
You cause a lot of trouble before getting caught by the one and only Jumin Han
He seems so dull, but he takes the whole ghost situation impressively well?
Asks you why you’re causing mischief at C&R of all places
And you reveal your death was a result of a poorly managed project that links back to his company
He’s stunned and ashamed
But you watch in surprise as he promptly tasks Assistant Kang with appointing an investigation team
And as you spend more time haunting his apartment with him you two begin to fall in love with each other
He’s so tall but that isn’t a problem when you can just float to give him proper ghostly kisses
Elizabeth the 3rd goes absolutely bonkers chasing you around, and the pictures Jumin attempts to take are so confusing and a mess of blurs and the rest of the RFA are so confused
Reads up on spirit lore so that he doesn’t accidentally hurt you with iron or send you away somehow
Requests that you not play tricks on his staff, including but not limited to his maid, his guards, his chef, his stylist, his nutritionist, Elizabeth’s stylist, Elizabeth’s nutritionist, Jaehee ;;;
But he would LOVE it when you scare the hell out of his father’s new girlfriends like he would have such a hard time keeping that smirk off his face
Everything is actually good with Jumin; he doesn’t mind being with you and often reminds you that you are the love of his life and he doesn’t care if you’re dead --he loves you all the same and he just wants you by his side
Nothing can harm you, no other guy can have you and you’re with him virtually 24/7 --he’s the happiest man alive
Until the day his father sets him up with another woman
They need to secure the next heir to C&R
And you can never give him that
He refuses his father, saying he doesn’t care about heirs but it’s too late; you realize you can never give him a future --no marriage, no baby, no growing old together because you’re dead
At the same time, the investigation of your death comes to a close, with consequences being given to those involved in the project
So there was no reason for you to hang around his penthouse anymore..right?
Even though you loved him, you know you can never be together
Jumin would tell you over and over again that he only wants you and needs nothing else but you but he can see he’s already losing you
And the day you leave him is the day Jumin Han becomes the perfect puppet of his father
Saeyoung
Hates making you upset for many reasons, which includes the fact that you can fry his technology with a mere thought
Neither of you exist in the world, but you exist to each other and that’s all you can really ask for
Think of all the pranks you can play on Yoosung
You leave messages in blood everywhere, reminding him to eat right and shower and clean up his workspace a little
It’s a little startling at first, but he finds himself looking forward to finding them
And looking forward to hanging out with you
And it takes him a while, but he eventually realizes he’s in love with you
Because you’re so much fun to hang out with and you get all his jokes and his puns
And he wants to spend his life pranking people with you
But remember his route, when he pushed you away so much?
This time, you’re the one who pushes him away when you realize that Saeyoung never deserved this
You’ll help him escape the clutches of his agency, help him start a new life
But it’s a life without you in the picture
“MC, please, don’t do this. I love you!”
“Saeyoung, you don’t mean that! I can never give you the future you want. You and Saeran deserve so much more”
“MC, please. Please.”
He would actually get down on his knees and beg you to stay
But it isn’t right and you both knew it
So when you move on, Saeyoung shuts down
And Saeran does his best to comfort his brother but Saeyoung is a hollow shell for a long time
Until one day he brings out 707 again and starts making jokes and saying nonsense and Saeran is both relieved and even more upset that his brother’s coping mechanism has kicked in; he knows Saeyoung is still devastated inside
Saeyoung asks Saeran to come with him to the cemetery and when they get there, Saeyoung stops in front of a tombstone with your name on it
And he starts crying again
“She was the one I wanted to take to the space station, Saeran.”
V
The famous photographer V seems to have a new muse in his recent works
The problem is he never means to
You just sort of show up in his photos
A hand caressing a flower here, the back of your head there, always just out of frame, making it impossible to get a good look
He doesn’t know what to make of it
So he posts the photos in the chatroom and it scares the hell out of Yoosung
Seven makes it 100 times worse and talks about all the signs of a haunting
“Better check your phone, V, make sure there aren’t any pictures of you while you’re sleeping.”
There aren’t but he finds dozens of black shots in his camera roll? Like his phone’s camera had gone off in his pocket or something
Right?
It isn’t until his equipment battery drains alarmingly fast that he tries something new
“Can I have a proper shot of you?”
And he uses his phone to take a few pictures around him
And in the very last one you’re there, a full-bodied apparition, staring right into the camera  
His heart stops oh God what is this Seven was right
You finally reveal yourself, a little embarrassed at being caught
But really if you could haunt anyone wouldn’t you choose a darling like Jihyun?
He’s so curious about you, but at the same time is reluctant to bring up any bad feelings or memories you may still be harboring
Being an empathetic being, you can feel a sort of sadness buried deep in his heart
You help him take photos sometimes, since you don’t have to worry about getting hurt and you have access to all these weird angles thank you floating skills
You still photobomb any selfies he takes and take shots of him when he isn’t paying attention
RFA is confused as to why is V suddenly posting enough pictures to the messenger to rival Zen‘s selfies???
Deep discussions at the dead aha of night
If there’s an afterlife, why did you decide to stay behind?
“I had a feeling that there was something I needed to do.”
“And that involved sneaking into my work?”
He’ll never stop teasing you for that
As you get to know him, you grow more and more adamant about him moving on from the past
Ironic coming from a ghost
He seems determined to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders
So you finally tell him about when you were alive and your untimely departure from life, and that holding on to what cannot be is what kept you here in the first place
While it has a silver lining and let you meet him, nothing good comes from never letting go of guilt and pain
This man is so moved
You believe in him so much???
“I'll try, MC, thank you.”
“You’d better or I'll drain every camera battery from here to the United States.”
Can you actually do that???
You urge him to reconnect with the RFA for his own sake
Being alone is fine and all but isolation is something else entirely
Take it from a spirit who hadn't had a real conversation with anyone in years
He reconnects with the RFA and when you finally see him surrounded by the people he loves you see a bright light
As V turns his camera to you, you smile at him and wave goodbye before moving on
Saeran
As a ghost, you were basically nonexistent to the living unless you made a racket
It was a very lonely type of existence
Until Saeran came along, and was able to see and hear you
Turns out he was almost as isolated as you, though more by choice stemming from his past
For once in his life, somebody understands him and accepts him for who he is
Aside from his brother at least
He looked forward to every minute spent with you and he wasn’t afraid to show you his true self; you didn’t judge him and you weren’t scared of him
He couldn’t hurt you physically and he enjoyed your company so there was no reason to hurt you with his words or push you away
But he would never hurt you --because he’s already fallen for you
You’re his guardian angel
Saeyoung would always wonder why his brother stays in his room for most of the day but he didn’t pry
So Saeran enjoyed his days with you
Until you started talking nonsense about how he should live his life and spend time with his brother more, be with other people
He had no future with you and you only wanted the best for him
“How would you know what’s best for me?!”
“Because I love you, Saeran! This isn’t the life your brother envisioned for you!”
“I will do whatever I damn well please with my time on this earth!”
“Saeran--”
“I love you! Can’t you see that? I love you, MC! I don’t want to live in a world without you!”
You realize that the only way for him to move on is if you remove yourself from the picture
And you did
Saeyoung was startled when his brother started screaming and breaking things and nothing he did could comfort his brother
Why was he destined to suffer? Why did you leave him? You said you loved him --was that just a lie?
Eventually Saeran gets tired and Saeyoung holds him as he cries
Saeran would have a hard time loving someone again
And Saeyoung would always hear him crying in his sleep
But eventually, everyone in the RFA would help him move on and Saeran will learn to smile again
He still misses you though, and there will always be a special place in his heart for you
Vanderwood
He’s not scared of you
In fact, he asks for your help ;;;
His missions are now a piece of cake thanks to you
There’s an enemy waiting for him in the next corner? You tell him immediately since he’s the only one who can hear you
Surprise CCTV cameras? No prob, you can scramble the wires by passing through them!
Your presence calmed him and he felt like everything would be okay as long as you were with him
After all, if you were dead, no one could find you, no one could harm you and no one could take you away from him
But that’s the problem
You’re already dead
He’s in love with a dead girl
And how selfish could he get, holding on to you when you should’ve moved on a long time ago?
He would push you away, telling you to move on or go “haunt a different house, I don’t care”
But he does care
He cares so much
That’s why he needs to let you go
And when you’ve had enough of his tricks, his harsh words, his insistence that he never loved you, you finally leave him and move on
And he would drown himself in alcohol and smoke everyday
Vanderwood never thought he was capable of love before he met you, but your absence will haunt him, along with his regrets and his sorrows
Let us know what you think about our sad spooks? ;;; haha thanks! Follow @rainydayswriter for more amazing content! Happy Halloween!
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rainydayswriter ¡ 7 years ago
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RFA + Minor Trio find out MC is a ghost/dead
Last spooky hc for Halloween! Written with @reifromrfa whom I adore. 
Fair warning, these flavors vary from bittersweet to absolutely SAD.
Yoosung
“I think my dorm is haunted.”
Everyday he logs into the chatroom to tell everyone the weird things that are happening around his dorm room
Lights flickering on and off
The chair scraping against the floor as it moves on its own
“Seven I’m telling you!!! My guild members all told me that they can hear a girl laughing whenever my mic is on!!!”
Will probably sleep at another member’s house for a while ;;;
And when he returns he’ll see you typing scary messages on his computer
Let’s face it, there’ll be a lot of screaming and tears from Yoosung
But when he calms down you two start talking and he finds out you're not such a bad person ghost after all
“Did you have to scare me that much, MC? I was terrified you know!” ;;;; poor kid ;;;
Spends his days playing LOLOL, going to school and hanging out with you most of the time
And it was great at first because for the first time, he got to play pranks on other people
You told him the answers for his tests it wasn’t cheating okay, you just told him enough so he could pass ;;;
You guys have so much fun together that you find yourself more and more attracted to him
But you realize he’s spending waaaay too much time with you instead of his friends
Instead of real people
He doesn’t even log in to the RFA chatroom anymore
And you tell him to live his life and just forget about you but he confesses his feelings for you and why is the world so unfair and cruel to him?
First Rika, now you? He’s so deeply and madly in love with you and he doesn’t know what to do okay
You guys cry together for the rest of the night
And you realize...he has to let you go
It will be painful --you would say goodbye but he’d beg you not to leave him
There will be a lot of tears and begging and arguing but in the end, you make him understand that you’re already gone, that he can never have a future with you
And he’s such a bright kid with so much potential
So you leave
Yoosung will be a zombie for months --all the RFA members try to help him but they can’t bring you back anymore
He starts recovering after a while, thinking you’ve gone to a better place and his grades start to improve
When he graduates he’s surrounded by the RFA members and his friends
He’s so happy that doesn’t notice you watching him with a smile on your face and tears in your eyes
Zen
How can a ghost look so breathtaking?
When he first found out you were a ghost, he couldn’t believe it because aren’t ghosts supposed to look scary and bloody? ;;;
He’s surprised that he could touch you but he’s relieved that he can
Fans and paparazzi would go INSANE trying to figure out who Zen’s girlfriend is
You guys will just laugh it off and you’d even scare some of the paparazzi stalking Zen
Date nights are something else
“One ticket, sir?”
And he would almost argue that the guy was being rude because the most beautiful woman on the planet was beside him
But then, nobody else can see you, can they?
He’ll hold his tongue and pretend everything's okay
But you see the weight it puts on his shoulders, and you’re so grateful to him for accepting you as is (ie. dead)
You always have the best seat in the house during his performances (aka hovering above the crowd lol)
But whenever you see women looking at him and Zen ignoring everyone, you start to feel guilty
Because those women were all alive and you weren’t; you may love each other, but your love can only go so far
And day by day you feel worse seeing Zen fawn over you when you can never give him a child who would inherit his good looks
So you sit down with him one night and discuss it with him but he immediately stops you
“MC, for a long time I’ve been in relationships where they just wanted me for my fame and my good looks. You’re the first person I’ve met who loves me for me. I want to spend my life with you. Someday, we’ll be together, my princess. Please stay with me until then.”
You agree to stay and you guys are happy for quite sometime but you still can’t shake the feeling that you’re holding him back
“Hyun...I need to go.”
“Go? Go where? Let me grab my ja--”
“No, Hyun. You can’t come with me.”
Dread and fear fills him
And you’re both crying because you both love each other and he doesn’t want you to go
But in the end, he makes you a promise
“My princess, I can’t stop you from leaving...but please wait for me. I will surely find my way back to you again.”
And after a successful career and a long and fruitful life, you’re there waiting for him with a smile
Jaehee
She only saw you when it was absolutely pouring, at the back of the coffee shop on her way to or from the office
You quickly became her confidante, someone she could rage to about her boss or gush about Zen’s work
It became a routine, since you were always at the same place at the same time
You don’t talk much about yourself, but she takes note of every little detail you give
And soon it all kind of adds up
There was an accident not too far from the shop, with one single fatality, someone at the wrong place at the wrong time
And her heart just;;;;
Breaks
She wants to help you, because you’ve been such a comfort to her, but she doesn’t know how
But you tell her that just spending time with her is more than enough
Her heart is bursting with tears
Spirits are usually caused by lingering regrets or emotions right?
Jaehee suggests leaving the coffee shop one evening, taking a walk
Cautiously, you accept, letting her lead you around at first before you take over, pointing out places you frequented when you lived, where you had worked, your favorite store, the people you had met, the plans you had made
She listens, beaming the entire time, urging you on
When at last, you find yourself back at the coffee shop, which is now closed for the night
“This was the plan all along, wasn’t it Jaehee? To say goodbye properly.”
She takes your hands and promises to think of you every day, and that she truly believes she’ll meet you again some day
You hug each other for a long time before you pass on
Jumin
It’s so fun to be invisible in a CEO’s penthouse and office
You cause a lot of trouble before getting caught by the one and only Jumin Han
He seems so dull, but he takes the whole ghost situation impressively well?
Asks you why you’re causing mischief at C&R of all places
And you reveal your death was a result of a poorly managed project that links back to his company
He’s stunned and ashamed
But you watch in surprise as he promptly tasks Assistant Kang with appointing an investigation team
And as you spend more time haunting his apartment with him you two begin to fall in love with each other
He’s so tall but that isn’t a problem when you can just float to give him proper ghostly kisses
Elizabeth the 3rd goes absolutely bonkers chasing you around, and the pictures Jumin attempts to take are so confusing and a mess of blurs and the rest of the RFA are so confused
Reads up on spirit lore so that he doesn’t accidentally hurt you with iron or send you away somehow
Requests that you not play tricks on his staff, including but not limited to his maid, his guards, his chef, his stylist, his nutritionist, Elizabeth’s stylist, Elizabeth’s nutritionist, Jaehee ;;;
But he would LOVE it when you scare the hell out of his father’s new girlfriends like he would have such a hard time keeping that smirk off his face
Everything is actually good with Jumin; he doesn’t mind being with you and often reminds you that you are the love of his life and he doesn’t care if you’re dead --he loves you all the same and he just wants you by his side
Nothing can harm you, no other guy can have you and you’re with him virtually 24/7 --he’s the happiest man alive
Until the day his father sets him up with another woman
They need to secure the next heir to C&R
And you can never give him that
He refuses his father, saying he doesn’t care about heirs but it’s too late; you realize you can never give him a future --no marriage, no baby, no growing old together because you’re dead
At the same time, the investigation of your death comes to a close, with consequences being given to those involved in the project
So there was no reason for you to hang around his penthouse anymore..right?
Even though you loved him, you know you can never be together
Jumin would tell you over and over again that he only wants you and needs nothing else but you but he can see he’s already losing you
And the day you leave him is the day Jumin Han becomes the perfect puppet of his father
Saeyoung
Hates making you upset for many reasons, which includes the fact that you can fry his technology with a mere thought
Neither of you exist in the world, but you exist to each other and that’s all you can really ask for
Think of all the pranks you can play on Yoosung
You leave messages in blood everywhere, reminding him to eat right and shower and clean up his workspace a little
It’s a little startling at first, but he finds himself looking forward to finding them
And looking forward to hanging out with you
And it takes him a while, but he eventually realizes he’s in love with you
Because you’re so much fun to hang out with and you get all his jokes and his puns
And he wants to spend his life pranking people with you
But remember his route, when he pushed you away so much?
This time, you’re the one who pushes him away when you realize that Saeyoung never deserved this
You’ll help him escape the clutches of his agency, help him start a new life
But it’s a life without you in the picture
“MC, please, don’t do this. I love you!”
“Saeyoung, you don’t mean that! I can never give you the future you want. You and Saeran deserve so much more”
“MC, please. Please.”
He would actually get down on his knees and beg you to stay
But it isn’t right and you both knew it
So when you move on, Saeyoung shuts down
And Saeran does his best to comfort his brother but Saeyoung is a hollow shell for a long time
Until one day he brings out 707 again and starts making jokes and saying nonsense and Saeran is both relieved and even more upset that his brother’s coping mechanism has kicked in; he knows Saeyoung is still devastated inside
Saeyoung asks Saeran to come with him to the cemetery and when they get there, Saeyoung stops in front of a tombstone with your name on it
And he starts crying again
“She was the one I wanted to take to the space station, Saeran.”
V
The famous photographer V seems to have a new muse in his recent works
The problem is he never means to
You just sort of show up in his photos
A hand caressing a flower here, the back of your head there, always just out of frame, making it impossible to get a good look
He doesn’t know what to make of it
So he posts the photos in the chatroom and it scares the hell out of Yoosung
Seven makes it 100 times worse and talks about all the signs of a haunting
“Better check your phone, V, make sure there aren’t any pictures of you while you’re sleeping.”
There aren’t but he finds dozens of black shots in his camera roll? Like his phone’s camera had gone off in his pocket or something
Right?
It isn’t until his equipment battery drains alarmingly fast that he tries something new
“Can I have a proper shot of you?”
And he uses his phone to take a few pictures around him
And in the very last one you’re there, a full-bodied apparition, staring right into the camera  
His heart stops oh God what is this Seven was right
You finally reveal yourself, a little embarrassed at being caught
But really if you could haunt anyone wouldn’t you choose a darling like Jihyun?
He’s so curious about you, but at the same time is reluctant to bring up any bad feelings or memories you may still be harboring
Being an empathetic being, you can feel a sort of sadness buried deep in his heart
You help him take photos sometimes, since you don’t have to worry about getting hurt and you have access to all these weird angles thank you floating skills
You still photobomb any selfies he takes and take shots of him when he isn’t paying attention
RFA is confused as to why is V suddenly posting enough pictures to the messenger to rival Zen‘s selfies???
Deep discussions at the dead aha of night
If there’s an afterlife, why did you decide to stay behind?
“I had a feeling that there was something I needed to do.”
“And that involved sneaking into my work?”
He’ll never stop teasing you for that
As you get to know him, you grow more and more adamant about him moving on from the past
Ironic coming from a ghost
He seems determined to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders
So you finally tell him about when you were alive and your untimely departure from life, and that holding on to what cannot be is what kept you here in the first place
While it has a silver lining and let you meet him, nothing good comes from never letting go of guilt and pain
This man is so moved
You believe in him so much???
“I'll try, MC, thank you.”
“You’d better or I'll drain every camera battery from here to the United States.”
Can you actually do that???
You urge him to reconnect with the RFA for his own sake
Being alone is fine and all but isolation is something else entirely
Take it from a spirit who hadn't had a real conversation with anyone in years
He reconnects with the RFA and when you finally see him surrounded by the people he loves you see a bright light
As V turns his camera to you, you smile at him and wave goodbye before moving on
Saeran
As a ghost, you were basically nonexistent to the living unless you made a racket
It was a very lonely type of existence
Until Saeran came along, and was able to see and hear you
Turns out he was almost as isolated as you, though more by choice stemming from his past
For once in his life, somebody understands him and accepts him for who he is
Aside from his brother at least
He looked forward to every minute spent with you and he wasn’t afraid to show you his true self; you didn’t judge him and you weren’t scared of him
He couldn’t hurt you physically and he enjoyed your company so there was no reason to hurt you with his words or push you away
But he would never hurt you --because he’s already fallen for you
You’re his guardian angel
Saeyoung would always wonder why his brother stays in his room for most of the day but he didn’t pry
So Saeran enjoyed his days with you
Until you started talking nonsense about how he should live his life and spend time with his brother more, be with other people
He had no future with you and you only wanted the best for him
“How would you know what’s best for me?!”
“Because I love you, Saeran! This isn’t the life your brother envisioned for you!”
“I will do whatever I damn well please with my time on this earth!”
“Saeran--”
“I love you! Can’t you see that? I love you, MC! I don’t want to live in a world without you!”
You realize that the only way for him to move on is if you remove yourself from the picture
And you did
Saeyoung was startled when his brother started screaming and breaking things and nothing he did could comfort his brother
Why was he destined to suffer? Why did you leave him? You said you loved him --was that just a lie?
Eventually Saeran gets tired and Saeyoung holds him as he cries
Saeran would have a hard time loving someone again
And Saeyoung would always hear him crying in his sleep
But eventually, everyone in the RFA would help him move on and Saeran will learn to smile again
He still misses you though, and there will always be a special place in his heart for you
Vanderwood
He’s not scared of you
In fact, he asks for your help ;;;
His missions are now a piece of cake thanks to you
There’s an enemy waiting for him in the next corner? You tell him immediately since he’s the only one who can hear you
Surprise CCTV cameras? No prob, you can scramble the wires by passing through them!
Your presence calmed him and he felt like everything would be okay as long as you were with him
After all, if you were dead, no one could find you, no one could harm you and no one could take you away from him
But that’s the problem
You’re already dead
He’s in love with a dead girl
And how selfish could he get, holding on to you when you should’ve moved on a long time ago?
He would push you away, telling you to move on or go “haunt a different house, I don’t care”
But he does care
He cares so much
That’s why he needs to let you go
And when you’ve had enough of his tricks, his harsh words, his insistence that he never loved you, you finally leave him and move on
And he would drown himself in alcohol and smoke everyday
Vanderwood never thought he was capable of love before he met you, but your absence will haunt him, along with his regrets and his sorrows
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