#and its not just abt ocd. well it kinda is bc thats the only diagnosis ive got | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

weirdlizard26 · 1 year

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i guess the thing abt the diagnosis for me is that. nothing has ever been severe for me. its just kinda. annoying and vaguely concerning. people with the real disorder are out there suffering and im just. mildly bothered. but im still diagnosed nonetheless? sounds fake

#wl26 #and its not just abt ocd. well it kinda is bc thats the only diagnosis ive got #but like with all the other suspected disorders too #like the other day i told mom that i brought up with the therapist that i struggle with studying and preparing for classes #and then a few days later she was napping while i studied #and she said hey maybe its not a disorder problem. maybe its just because ur always getting distracted to text somebody #and i didnt wanna admit it to her so i took evasive action but like fuck! maybe so!#n she said maybe if you just closed all ur apps for an hour and focused on studying maybe then u would get it right #n im like fuck! maybe !#but i dont want to is the thing KFJDNGDFGD #guy who is so painfully lonely every second of his existence. tbh #i dont want to have to NOT talk to my friends. i dont want to #so its like. do i actually have adhd or am i just a stubborn childish loser who deliberately refuses to put effort into ANYTHING #bleh

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