#and its just so fucking hard titrating this shit alone like its such a rollercoaster. physically and mentally
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god okay I'm gonna go back to taking it at 7am I can't start every morning feeling this shite
#not just mood im feelinf rly nauseous :-(#and its just so fucking hard titrating this shit alone like its such a rollercoaster. physically and mentally#im so tired. if the booster shit doesnt work next week ill probably just stop. ik itll be a pain if i want to get back on the titration#waitlist and i should use every week of the 12 ive got to try everything but i dont know if i can keep doing this without support#and i have a full time job man. like if i was unemployed or it was the summer break from uni then it wouldnt be such a problem#but i need to be able to hold myself together enough to work while im going thru all this and i cant do it by myself its too much#i wish i could actually like. talk to my dr face to face or videocall i hate only communicating via email for this#its so distant and cold. like i have to type all the bad shit ive been experiencing into a box and she marks it as read and thats that#just want one person to actually care. in a way that i can recognise. but i guess thats too much to want and im looking in the wrong place#sorry for patheticposting from work its rumination thursday. whatever ive gotta do to make it thru the next 7 hours innit 👍#.vent#.diaries
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