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blepmor · 1 year ago

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sometimes i wish that i could just throw myself on the floor dramatically and kick my fists and bang my legs and just start wailing in discontent for my situation which is simply terrible and the hardest ever, most definitely. i do not want to do homework. i want to have time to crochet and play my music and play my drums and lay on the ground and rest my eyes and ears because the world is loud and bright. why must it be this way? why must stress from the day cut into my life? and im only in high school, without a job. what will i do when the inevitable time comes to become Employed and I have even less time to myself? what will i do when i don't have time to be this dramatic anymore? the world is full of angry mosquitoes of stress and despair

however, i will live, because Phone Time Before Bed is alive and well and the world is beautiful

#yes im being pathetic #and others that are in the same classes as me are actually putting in effort and are doing what they need ti pass with all As #but i domt want to put in that effort #yes because im lazy but also because i just dont have it in me to muster up that motivation #yes many people have to go through high school #and its awesome that i can get an education #and its awesome that i can deal with afvanced classes #and i dont even have that much homework #the work isnt even that hard #but... i just... dont feel like doing it #cause im a lazy son of a bitch who doesnt have enough self discipline to get through her school day without zoning out at least once #per class #and and cant do her work without relying on her friends for help #band is the only reason i go to school honestly #and i get very angry when my 3rd hour starts and im not in band anymore for that day #anyway‚#im just being dramatic

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