#and its all craxy here since i llive in the same region to palestine and all the news is bad and everyone is sad and i'm not blaming anyone
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even duolingo has given up on me
#vicki's shit#like i have 0 motivation to do anyhting#but i have shit to do in order to get grades and go to a decent college and have a good jobs so i can leave here and support myself.#i barely have anytime for myself and my “friends”#and it sucks#because i HAVE to get these grades#i have so many people counting on me#i dont really remember the last time i didn't have like someone counting on me to do something#like why me?#and i cant let them down#its just all so much#i barley hav anytime just sit and rest#my mind will not stop worrying that because im not doing anything im a failure and i don't have enough time!#we all have limited time and im wasting it here???#and its all craxy here since i llive in the same region to palestine and all the news is bad and everyone is sad and i'm not blaming anyone#but my heart is always beating to much and i hate it#does that make sense?#i just feel like a failure because i get tired easy but i cant feel like that because the entire ficking world is conting on me#i dont remmeber the last time i could just breathe without someone breathing down my back#like give me a break!!!#i sound so ungrateful wtf#im sorry#vick's shit
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