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spoon. for sender’s muse to pull receiver’s muse flush against them, spooning them. | ashton/noah. sleepy ashton ahoy
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When Noel deposited Ashton in his room, he was fairly certain the worst of it was over. The party itself had been bad: Ben had showed up, of all people, and then Ashton got involved in some sort of game that resulted in him getting plastered. Then the cops showed up to break it up or whatever bullshit they got up to, and that was worse. They had to leave in a hurry, but since they'd gone right from the library, it was a very long walk home.
A long walk for Noah, who'd had a couple beers but was fine, but altogether too long for Ashton, who seemed like he could barely walk. He'd wrapped himself around Noah almost immediately, whining that he couldn't balance and still bitter over losing his game. And, like fucking always lately, the moment he'd draped his arm around Noah, that feeling began pulling inside Noah's chest, making him feel like he couldn't breathe. Not a convenient way to have to carry your roommate's drunken ass home, for sure.
But they'd made it home, and Noah deposited Ashton back in his room, and it was over. Or so Noah had thought, until he heard banging on the wall. "Noah," Ashton whined, loud enough that there was a chance he'd wake the neighbors. "Noah, c'mere."
There was no way this was going to end well, but neither would getting kicked out over noise complaints. So, reluctantly, Noah threw off his covers, took a moment to brace himself against the chill of the apartment, and trudged into Ashton's room. He found Ashton curled up in bed, still dressed, under a heap of blankets. Their landlord was a cheap-ass, and even though it couldn't be more than 50 inside, the heat was still off. Noah had been nestled very much the same way until someone had demanded his presence. "What now?" His tone held very little patience for Ashton, though the other man didn't seem to notice in the slightest.
"'m cold. C'mere."
"What?"
"I'm cold," Ashton repeated, articulating like maybe the problem was that Noah had misunderstood. "Come here and warm me up." Noah sighed like the entire world was against him, which kinda felt true in that moment, and wheeled around to return to his own bed and his own heap of blankets. It had to be after 3am. He was done. "I'm cold," Ashton repeated, stretching the last word like a child. "We'll be warmer if you stay."
This, unfortunately, was a fair point. Noah looked up, like he was asking for divine advice, weighing his options. If he went back to his room, his bed would be colder, because he'd be alone. And Ashton, drunk as shit, would keep whining. But if he stayed... His chest tightened again. Then again, if that was the worst of it, it was survivable. With another world-weary sigh, he turned back around and made his way to the bed. He peeled back the covers, and an invitingly warm spot appeared as Ashton scooted over.
"You're such a dick," Noah muttered as he settled into the spot. He and Ashton hadn't exactly been distant from one another but ever since he'd been having that feeling about him, Noah had been trying to keep a little bit of space between them.
Ashton, evidently, hadn't noticed and had no such qualms. He reached around, pulling Noah's back flush against him, pressing his face in between Noah's shoulder blades and letting out a contented sigh. "Thanks," he whispered back, before seemingly instantly falling asleep.
Noah froze. His heart was beating so hard now that he felt like it must be enough to wake him. And that feeling inside had seized up the rest of his organs into some ridiculous twist that was somewhere between nauseous and exhilarated. This was a mistake. A horrible mistake.
Moving in what he hoped was slow motion, Noah slid his arm onto Ashton's, hoping to pry it off. The moment he touched it, though, Ashton's tightened, pulling him somehow even closer to his chest, where he could feel Ashton's slow, steady heartbeat. Ashton snored, and Noah could feel it against his skin, through his shirt, like the weirdest and least effective back massager.
Eventually, even as his mind continued to race, Noah's breath fell in sync with Ashton's. His eyes drooped shut, and although his stomach never seemed to untie itself from knots, he did somehow drift into a strangely peaceful sleep. His last thought was that even if he might regret the hell out of this in the morning, it wasn't actually the worst way the night could end.
#answered#gerrykecy#drinking tw#i guess?#you know we hate endings btw#otp: noah x ashton#ch: noah#o: ashton#i imagine this being the last apartment they lived in before The Apartment btw#and it's just absolute student ghetto hell#the shittiest worst possible place to live u get the vibe?
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Wagner, Tsubaki, and Kaguya with a s/o who grew up very poor? I mean ghetto type of poor, like Cali and vegas.
Straight Outta Compton lookin' ass S/O lmao
-Wagner...has no idea how the hell she ever managed to fall for such a "commoner" like you. No matter how much time passes she will never really have an answer.
-Her family is absolutely not going to approve of you if they found out about you now, she knows that, but she can't help but stay with you anyway. She finds such an act of rebellion exciting, though she'll never say that to anyone.
-That said though, if she really wishes to stay with you in the long term, she'll have to teach you proper rich person etiquette. She low key makes a date out of teaching you how to best behave in front of her family for when the day inevitably comes.
-She grew up pampered and in luxury, so getting to know you on a more intimate level was like learning about an entirely new world. As primitive and beneath her as she felt it to be, learning about growing up the way you did was...intriguing, if nothing else.
-It definitely took Wagner a while to warm up to the thought of dating you. She needed to truly test if you were really in love with her, not just her money considering your background. She made you do some...really obscure things, and leave it at that. Especially if you're a guy.
-That said once she did finally convince herself her growing attraction was mutual, she found a surprisingly down to earth, albeit maybe vulgar S/O that could match her hot-headedness and determination. That was something she never knew she needed before.
-Tsubaki is much more open to the idea of an S/O from a rural area. Likely you managed to get into the Torifune Academy through sheer talent in one area or another, so she immediately had some respect for you getting into such a prestigious academy without a rich family name backing you.
-You were...among her more assertive acquaintances, but she understood to an extent. You had to be strong-willed to survive in the lower levels of a Hierarchical City. She was about to stand up for you when you were facing bullying from other students from noble families, but you quickly showed you were having none of that, verbally destroying them much worse than Tsubaki was about to.
-That was the first huge boost of admiration she had for you, which would eventually become attraction the more she got to know you. You were...skeptical at first, but her sincerity and earnestness was unlike anyone else there and she started winning you over before you knew it.
-There was a palpable romantic tension throughout your years at the academy that everyone could sense, however it took an accidental slip-up on Tsubaki's part for her feelings to come out, resulting in a very prominent blush and a reluctant, nervous confession, which you were more than happy to return.
-The two of you make a surprisingly good pair in battle. Her methodical, graceful fighting style combined with your streetwise, relentless ways of fighting. You made it extremely difficult for any opponent to learn how to adapt to both of you at once, and together were almost undefeated in sparring both at the academy and in the NOL itself.
-No matter what her old man may think of you, she will do everything in her power to defend you regardless of your Ars Magus aptitude. You're the best partner she could've possibly asked for, and she'll fight to keep you by her side no matter what it takes.
-Kaguya definitely understands your attitude the most. She used to be much the same during her childhood, as embarrassed as she is about it. She won't ever be telling you about it, though.
-She actually sees quite a bit of her old self in you, finding it rather amusing. This went doubly so for when she eventually started catching feelings for you. She didn't really know what to make of it.
-There was no denying her feelings however, and when she gets feelings, she conveys them by teasing. She will stop if you ask her to but that won't stop her from doing it again eventually, it's just too much fun, especially if your reaction is to get angry or flustered.
-She might try to fix your manners like Wagner will, but she's much less strict on it. If you don't want to, it's not a deal breaker for her, though she will ask you to maybe tone down the cursing if you do it a bit too much. You're too good looking to have a such a dirty mouth, at least if you ask her.
-If you're an In-Birth she is more than willing to follow you in and will probably end up provoking someone to fight you if you don't do it first, purely to see you in action, all with a smug smile on her face. Of course she'll jump in and help if they prove to be too much for you but that doesn't really make it better.
-She's going to protect you of course, even if you're perfectly capable of taking care of yourself, but she just wants to see her big strong S/O do their thing. It rolls off her tongue as if it's totally normal to put your partner in dangerous situations for your own amusement. She really kills you sometimes...
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Any hcs for pomefiore, like how its students interact socially. Or hcs on the etiquette lessons?
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· I stand by what I said about Savanaclaw – Night Raven College has a bunch of stupid high school boys in its student body. Being in Pomefiore does not erase your dumb high school energy. It is just redirected. As the oldest dorm, Pomefiore has some antiquated decour, and its own pride in maintaining them, including its gratuitous amount of candles strewn about. Are the candlelit flames real? Yes. Can students touch them and light them themselves? Absolutely not. They’re enchanted to light up and extinguish on their own. Vil’s seen firsthand how hotheaded and confrontational Pomefiore students can be. He finds enchanted candles reasonable.
· There’s a garden in the back of the dorm building. As the dorm known for its prowess in poisons and potions, it’s important for Pomefiore students to be able to identify specific types of flora commonly used in formulas, alongside their potential benefits and dangers.
· Gardening can be grueling, especially when dealing with tricky, difficult flora. Vil has extensive instructions under his belt when it comes to making sure all students do their part (there is no avoiding gardening duty). As such, alongside gardening itself, he’s put a lot of time and effort researching and specialising methods to minimise/mitigate the amount of mess and physical involved – and that’s without cutting corners. Every new year brings in new students with their own personal strengths, so he has to make sure no stone goes unturned.
· That said, absolutely no one shares gardening gloves. Crowley is crying at the expenses of just damn gardening gloves but Vil is Not going to budge.
· Of course, the apple trees are ones Pomefiore plants as well. It’s their signature after all. Rook hawk eyes both the trees’ growth and makes sure no one’s snagging them beforehand. Ever since Epel enrolled, he’s lowkey more instructive of the process whenever Vil’s not around. He’s also got his own shortcuts and tricks for general gardening. Having a more hands-on approach since birth, it comes naturally to him.
· Like, no offence, but the Pomefiore apples are not as good as the ones the Felmiers grow.
· Epel is constantly on the verge of going apeshit when something he KNOWS he’s good at and knows his shit about is getting nitpicked, so for Vil’s safety I am making the executive decision that Vil’s noticed Epel sometimes taking charge in helping other students and just lets Epel do his own thing when it comes to helping out with Pomefiore’s plants and apples.
· Honestly, having the two different approaches work in Pomefiore’s favour. Some students need/want more structure and guidance, making Vil a better option. Others benefit from Epel’s self-assured, informal approach since it makes it seem less daunting for beginners.
· Rook likes to indulge himself when it comes to apples. By that I mean he likes to ‘help’ students ‘slice’ their apples by doing the classic arrow-through-the-apple thing. A lot of students think it’s actually pretty awesome.
· Right up until Rook asks for a volunteer to have the apple on their head.
· The science club actually has its fair share of Pomefiore students apart from Rook. Some are simply following the example of a generally respected vice-leader, whilst other took it for their own interests.
· The same goes for film appreciation. While small and mostly Pomefiore students under Vil’s lead, it’s a close circle of students working together.
· The ballroom, like gardening, requires its own care and maintenance. Keeping floors, windows, and mirrors clean. This actually goes for the entire dorm, but the ballroom hosts a lot of Pomefiore’s recreational and group events (makes for a good place for film appreciation rehearsals).
· Another reason it’s important to keep the dorm itself clean overall: absolutely no one wants perfume and cologne just lingering in furniture. That is not the life anyone wants. Ever.
· This is something Rook’s especially quick to get on others’ cases about (in his own Rook Hunt way that is). He’s a hunter, so he doesn’t want to risk even the most wonderful of scents blowing his cover.
· Speaking of Rook, if you’re familiar with French in Pomefiore, but don’t use it often. You Do Now for the sake of your fellow dormmates that want to know what the hell Rook is saying.
· Students in Pomefiore tend to grow up into more hands-on careers. Of course, there’s the ones in professions like show business, fashion, and cosmetology, but other common careers they gravitate to are generally science or fine arts related.
· If you know what’s good for you, and you’re interested in fashion, start learning about the ethical issues and dangers of fast fashion ASAP. As someone surrounded by aesthetics and designs, Vil knows his shit and idealistic views that overlook the shady business practises of even big-name groups get under his skin fast. In general, as passionate as he is in his line of work, Vil’s still disillusioned to the glitz and glamour of it, which is why he takes such an aggressive stance on his own management.
· Since first years share four students in one dorm room, Epel’s roommates will never escape the apple smell. It’s gone from charming, to a bit sickening, to being plain desentisised to the scent. While all three are kind of over having an apple or apple juice every time Epel’s family sends them, they’ll happily accept them from time to time. The apple juice especially is popular since it makes for a refreshing change from water.
· Makeup brand debates. They’re a thing. Vil mostly thinks they’re dumb on a surface level since people just gravitate to what works for them and is within their budget but if you ask he’s got dirt on which brands have the worst practises that don’t need Anyone’s money.
· Considering his ‘villain’ typecasting the guy has no fear using his platform to be outspoken on those types of issues which is why a lot of Pomefiore students end up actually respecting him outside his acting and modeling career.
· For the record, it’s not like Epel’s the only student from a rural background in Pomefiore. There are plenty of others, it’s just that they didn’t literally get into a fight with a dorm leader during the opening ceremony.
· The way he acts with Epel early on, however, does leave a rather unflattering impression on said rural students. Epel doesn’t really keep his background a secret, so it’s easy to hear Vil scold Epel’s informal, direct way of speaking as him disliking the actual accents a country person may have. So like. Vil’s gotta work on clearing that up with them, lol.
· This is a “Vil’s done a good number of things wrong” zone regardless of his background and actual intent and also a “Pomefiore isn’t only about beauty but considering the way its students act and speak in general Uhhhhh” so as focused as Vil is on image and Pomefiore on seeming ‘proper’ I am Forcing him to reevaluate his approach to educating less experienced students on westernised and Eurocentric etiquette expectations. You’re going to have students with staunchly different mannerisms and ideas of etiquette that do not affect their work ethic whatsoever sweetie.
· In a similar vein, older Pomefiore students that happen to be beastfolk (I’d like to imagine the Mirror of Darkness doesn’t magically toss Savanaclaw into some unholy ‘this is the beastfolk ghetto’ hell. Do not burst my bubble I won’t listen) usually end up being tightknit with first years. Honestly how else are first-years going to survive Rook Hunt being their vice-leader.
Vil also takes his own measures to minimise how up in their business Rook gets with Pomefiore’s own beastfolk.
Being a detail-oriented dorm, Pomefiore has the most amount of students experienced in hands-on work and crafts. If the individual students get along, Savanaclaw and Pomefiore students can get a lot done when they put their minds to it.
“Absolutely Beautiful” blasting from the ballroom at 5am so the less morning-inclined can wake up properly for the next three weeks.
· Look Vil and Rook have particularly polarising personalities you cannot expect the entire dorm to worship them nor their way of doing things.
· Master Chef, although a small elective, also has its fair share of Pomefiore students. Something about a practical skills class appeals to them, and it actually makes for relaxing classwork.
· First dorm that sorts out people’s allergies. If you think it’s excessive Pomefiore has forms prepared for new students to fill out regarding any extenuating circumstances and conditions think again. No health accidents happening in this dorm.
· Mentions of students struggling tend to result in other students helping each other out. Study groups are pretty encouraged within the dorm if it works out for the people involved. The lounge aside, the ballroom’s surprisingly popular for study groups when it’s not in-use for anything else.
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Congratulations, Joss! You’ve been accepted to play Aaron Murphy (previously Aaron Khan, last name changed to fit the new FC’s ethnicity). Your request to change his FC to Bob Morley has also been approved. Please make your page and send it in within 24 hours.
Admin note: Joss, you’re absolutely flawless. You make it very easy to fall in love with your writing, and you’ve given Aaron so much depth! I can’t wait to see him on the dash! - Admin V
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CHARACTER DESIRED Aaron Khan DESCRIBE THE CHARACTER IN YOUR OWN WORDS If you told Aaron to turn out his pockets and show what he’s accomplished in life, you might see it as just empty hands, but to him, being a dealer is the only thing he’s ever been really good at. He’s got learning disabilities, dyslexia and ADHD, that prevented him from ever really settling into a normal life or doing well in school, but when it comes to weed, he’s a fucking prodigy. He can tell the weight of a bag just by looking at it or holding it, he can tell from the smell if product is good or not, and he knows how to spot an undercover cop at 100 yards. His greatest skill is in being able to read his customers. He can tell from the moment you approach him what strain you’re going to need, how much, and what you’re willing to pay. He’s friendly, never tries to force you to be his friend, and always stands by his product. If weed were legal, he might be paying taxes and living the good life at a cannabis dispensary. As it is, he’s the guy on everyone’s cell phone under “Aaron Green”. People usually assume when you say your home life was bad that someone was smacking you around or there was no food, maybe your parents were junkies or crackheads. But it doesn’t have to be that dramatic to be bad. Sometimes your family can just forget you exist. Aaron was one of eight kids and none of them ever really had a chance. He disappeared in among his siblings so that no one ever noticed when he never came home at night. His home was loud, but there was never any real love in it. His parents were immigrants who’d come to America as children and never gotten out of the ghetto neighbourhoods of Detroit. They never had enough money and worked all the time, and when they came home, they would just stare blankly at their children, as if to say, “are you still here?” Aaron doesn’t think they were ever even in love; certainly the photographs never show people who looked happy to be together. Sometimes he lets himself wonder if they were like him, with dreams that they could never achieve and a burning need to do something, and if they just got beaten down by life, but it’s not like he can ask anymore. Chicago was the farthest Aaron could get from Detroit on the money he’d saved up, and it seemed like a town that still had hope, while Detroit was just dying slowly around him. He had a cousin there whose couch he crashed on (Aaron has cousins everywhere, they come out of the woodwork whenever one of them needs somewhere to crash), and a few job possibilities lined up, but he’d get itchy if he got stuck working behind a counter or washing dishes or shifting mail around, needing more stimulation than entry-level jobs provided. If he’d had the money to do training in a trade or something, maybe he could’ve done something with his hands that kept him occupied, or trained to be a tech expert, since he loves video games and can play them for hours if need be. Instead, he asked his dealer if the guy could hook him up with a gig, and one thing led to another. Working for the Costellos is mildly terrifying at times, but it feeds that part of him that needs to move and stay active. He doesn’t deal anything too hard, just weed and some party drugs, and he’s a favourite of club kids and college students for the quality of his product and his innovations when it comes to packaging and branding. He’ll wake up in the middle of the night with a brilliant idea about a new line of edibles like peppermint chocolates for the on-the-go buyer who doesn’t want to overindulge, or flavoured strains of CBD oil laced with hash to give a smooth high without any paranoia, or making their own line of e-liquids for vapes (something he’s very into, do not get him started on the unfair legislation around vaping rights), and spend the next three days making it happen only to crash once his latest masterpiece is complete. He could probably survive without a roommate at this point (though he’d have to live somewhere shady to do so and he’s become a little too comfortable to move back to the hood), but he used the excuse of needing one to let Corinna into his life. She’s the first person he’s lived with that he doesn’t feel anything but uncomplicated affection for, and the idea of having friends that you’re not either also selling to or working for is new and interesting for him. He’s a genuinely nice person (more so when baked but also overall), and he’s always happy to share his groceries or just sit up with her and listen to her talk. He may even someday tell her about his family, though that remains a subject he doesn’t address. WRITING SAMPLE “Hey, man-bun!” Aaron turned around by reflex, even though someone yelling anything at you out of the blue was, at best, 50/50 gonna be a shitty situation. “That’s what your mom called me last night. At least I think that’s what she was saying, there was a lotta moaning going o-” Aaron didn’t get to finish his sentence, the punch catching him straight in the jaw. He looked like he could handle himself in a fight, but his muscles were all for show. Staggering back, he checked to see if all his teeth were still there. That was one thing that hadn’t gone wrong yet. “You sold me bad shit, motherfucker! Gimme my money back, or I’m gonna end you!” If this had been back in Detroit, Aaron might have taken this conversation more seriously, especially because he’d just gotten punched in the face, but this was Chicago, and he worked for the Costellos. Some little trust fund baby wasn’t gonna roll up on him and try and get a fucking refund. “That’s a shame. You still got the stuff? I’ll trade it in for new shit.” They were outside a bar in Costello territory, and the guy squaring up at him looked like he rowed every day and ate ivy for a living. Sure, he was dressed like he was living that thug life, but c'mon, no one’s teeth were that straight in Chiraq. That was the problem with cities like this, everyone thought they could front. Nobody in the suburbs would’ve even bothered, they’d have probably said please and thank you, but out here, people watched too many movies and thought you had to act like an OG. His friend, cuz of course he had a friend, punks like this never tried anything when it was a fair fight, just stood slightly off to the side and switched between grinning and sneering. “Are you fucking stupid? Did you hear me? Gimme my fucking money now! You’re lucky I don’t call my boys down and fuck your shit up for giving me lousy stuff!” It had gotten to the point where Aaron wasn’t really a street dealer primarily anymore, he was the guy you called when you needed something. He did deliveries and hung out at parties and clubs. When you were selling a product people wanted, you didn’t have to pound the pavement to sell it. But he was doing another favour for Holden. Aaron always did favours for Holden, no matter how many times the other man asked. He couldn’t help it. And normally he could spot an asshole a mile off and choose to refuse service, but Holden needed his quota to stay up, so Aaron had been a little too liberal with his sales tonight. Figures he’d get punched on his night off. “Like I said, I can do a trade if you’re unhappy with the product, but this isn’t a Target, man. We don’t do refunds. So hand over the shit, and I’ll give you some primo Afghani Kush. I’ll even top up the bag free of charge, cuz I wanna preserve our relationship.” The kid wasn’t having any of it. “I already smoked it and it did jackshit! I’m not even high! We even mixed it with some coke and it did fucking nothing!” Oh boy. So on top of assholes, they were idiots too. “You can’t mix it with coke, man. That just ruins both highs. If you’d said you’d wanted something to blend with uppers, I coulda-” Aaron was prevented in continuing with his sales pitch when the kid pulled out a gun. The fucking sikik seemed to think he could draw down in public. Granted, it was a shit neighbourhood, but it was still a Neighbourhood. “C'mon guy, this is a bad move. You really wanna think this one through, you know?” This whole evening was really turning into a bummer. If he got shot by this at hırsızı, he’d never live it down. And he didn’t have health insurance. The kid’s gun didn’t waver, and his friend had pulled a piece too. Awesome. “You coulda just given me the money, now I’m gonna take everything, and I’m gonna kick your ass too, you piece of shit fag-” The conversation ended abruptly with a squealing of tires and bright lights. Aaron jumped out of the way, rolling across the sidewalk and dragging himself up when there wasn’t immediate gunfire. The kid and his friend were now lying in the road groaning in front of a red Ford pickup. The door opened and Holden got out, looking at Aaron with bewilderment. “What the hell happened?” Stumbling forward, Aaron had the sense to kick the guns away from the two kids as he limped over to the truck’s passenger side. “Just a difference of opinion, don’t worry about it. But I’m thinking we talk about moving you to somewhere a little more high-class. This neighbourhood is going to shit.” As Holden slammed into the car and peeled away, the neighbourhood returned to normal, like it had never happened. It was Chicago, weirder things happened every day. Aaron leaned his head against the glass and dug a joint out of his pocket, inserting it between his lips and expertly lighting it with his lucky Zippo. “Don’t smoke that in the car, you’ll make it reek in here.” Laughing, Aaron rolled down the window. “You’re the weirdest dealer I know, man. C'mon, night’s still young, let’s hit Lake Forest and make some money off the preps out there.” Holden, shaking his head, took the turnoff and headed for the suburb. “You ever take anything seriously, cabron?” Aaron winked. “Not unless I can’t avoid it, kaşar.”
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Second, I am a model and one of the hottest female entrepreneurs on this planet. In modeling, I specialize in glamour, fitness, and promotional modeling. I always have something going on somewhere. I’m partnering up with NOPI as a NOPI CHIC for 2008. I love doing charity work so keep updated on my events and help us out. As an entrepreneur, I own half of a calendar production company with JM Polsfuss that is responsible for the hottest calendar coming out in 2009 Construction Cuties. Watch for it!! I also just teamed up with get this…yes…The Rob Sims….which we will have my website launched by the end of Spring to help heat up the summer for you. Also watch for all the magazine covers, layouts, spreads, etc. coming soon…I told you guys I’ll be taking over the WORLD!! Lastly, I am a regular girl that had a dream and am still forcing it to come true come hell or high water. I’m from a small town, but I’m working hard to fulfill my big city dreams as well as those of other girls who want to be models with MODELICIOUS. So if you want to try modeling, don’t listen to people when they tell you that you cant do it, they said I couldn’t, and I look at me…so don’t listen, contact me and lets see what we can do. I DONT DO ANYTHING FOR FREE….so don’t ask. I have a small network of professional models I use and promote because they have become friends. Don’t ask for my contacts, because I work hard in promoting and networking myself so why should I just hand over my hard work to you. If you want my network, you pay for my network.
THINGS YOU WOULDN’T GUESS ABOUT ME: No one would ever guess that I used to be in the Army National Guard. I used to be on Active Reserve as the RA for SFC Robert Cornett. I got out in 2005. I also used to wiegh 170 lbs. I gained a huge amount of weight when I quit drinking and smoking. Yea a lot of you thought it would never happen. I quit cold turkey and the turkey went to my ass. I lost 50 lbs. on the Subway diet. I was recently on the Coyote Ugly Reality Show on CMT and hated every minute. I also have a degree in Political Science and Computer Science with a minor in Military Science. Just some cool quirks about me. TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF – The Survey Name: Kelly M Bentley Birthday: October 7th Birthplace: Anniston, Alabama Current Location: Atlanta, Georgia Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Blonde/Brunette..hell I don’t know Height: 5’5" if I’d stand up straight Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish/German &..39;The Shoes You Wore Today:’ My beloved flip flops Your Weakness: Your Fears: airplanes, elevators, and scurrying vermon Your Perfect Pizza: cheese/pepperoni without any sauce Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be at 8% Body Fat by the end of the year Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I dont even know how to set that shit up… Thoughts First Waking Up: What in the hell are the Backyardigans? Your Best Physical Feature: My big ghetto booty Your Bedtime: When ever my mind decides to quit thinking Your Most Missed Memory: No clue..too much memory lost Pepsi or Coke: Caffeine free coke MacDonalds or Burger King: both are some nasty shit…I dont put it in my body! Single or Group Dates: Cant remember my last date… Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don’t drink any tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Just hand over the chocolate and no one gets hurt Cappuccino or Coffee: Caffeine free Coffee Do you Smoke: hell no Do you Swear: I swear I cuss too much Do you Sing: Did you catch my show? Think I’ll stick to the shower. Do you Shower Daily: more than once Have you Been in Love: Only twice for sure Do you want to go to College: Been there done that Do you want to get Married: Umm….when I’m too old to know better Do you belive in yourself: more than anyother person besides Roy Do you get Motion Sickness: Do you think you are Attractive: No but others tend to disagree Are you a Health Freak: Absolutely Do you get along with your Parents: depends on the day of the week Do you like Thunderstorms: love them Do you play an Instrument: In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: don’t drink alcohol In the past month have you Smoked: I quit when I was 20 In the past month have you been on Drugs: hell no drugs are for weak people In the past month have you gone on a Date: I havent gone on a date in the past few years In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No..I hate the mall..I’m in need of another personal shopper In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yea right…my trainer would shoot me In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I don’t eat fish In the past month have you been on Stage: too many times In the past month have you been Dumped: No In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I wish In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No but someone stole two of my damned portfolios Ever been Drunk: Plastered on many occassions Ever been called a Tease: What girl hasnt Ever been Beaten up: No but I got launched off some steps one time Ever Shoplifted: no I only steal hearts How do you want to Die: at 200mph on the Autobahn What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I’m doing it but not grown up yet What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Any that don’t lie Favourite Hair Color: any that I can run my fingers through Short or Long Hair: either Height: all heights Weight: weight doesn’t matter Best Clothing Style: clothes dont make the man Number of Drugs I have taken: Don’t do drugs Number of CDs I own: not too many Number of Piercings: ears and belly button Number of Tattoos: 1 Number of things in my Past I Regret: only 1…if you know me you know what it is
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The Fallacy of Education
I think elementary school is necessary to an extent but everything I've ever learned after probably the third grade, was during summer break at the library and then all of the time when my family got a computer. I never really learned anything “new” in a classroom setting, from probably the fourth grade and forward. Sure, it's dope to have someone bounce ideas off but you can do that with anyone. You can do that online. Hell, I DO that online now. SO what the f*ck is the merit of going through the tribulations of “school?” Capitalism. Capitalism is the “merit.” School is designed to break your spirit as a youth and train you to be a drone in the workforce. The structure of how education here in the US has been built, is designed to acclimate you to a forty hour work week early on. It's built to make you yearn for holidays and the weekends. It grooms you to raise your hands to ask questions and punishes those who deviate from the assigned tasks. Free thinkers are shunned and the arts are almost always removed in one form or another. Creativity is killed in service to conformity because capitalism needs that in order to function. The second it's removed, the second people questions the status quo, is the second they understand the terrible conditions in which they've been forced to exist. But, if you're not smart enough to ask the right questions, then there is no threat to the current class system.
When i got to fifth grade, i went to a substantially sh*ttier school than before. We move into a worse ghetto than the one I grew up in for he majority of my life and that was reflected in this school's curriculum. These kids were morons. That wasn't there fault, the system had failed them because it was assumed they weren't worth the investment. We'd all end up being thugs and criminals because that was what our zip code dictated. When I got there, I kind of f*cked all of that up. These kids were reading well under their grade, the “smart” one rad at a high school level if I remember but i could read at a college level. Indeed, I was well into checking out Shakespeare and Dante by this point. That was too much for my teacher. He graded on a curve because the kids were so stupid and, after that fist test where everyone failed but me because I got such a high mark, told me flat out that there was nothing he could teach me. I became kind of a TA in that class and never turned in another assignment for the entire year. He just gave me As on everything and apologized profusely for not being able to adequately challenge me. It was difficult to see because I would tell this dude loved teaching and he had an opportunity to rally flex his passion with me but the system in which he had to work wouldn't allow him to do any of that. Because the system, itself, isn't built to educate. Imagine being an educator trapped in that cage? Now imagine being a student trapped in there, too, oblivious to the handicap you've just been saddled with.
When i got to the seventh grade, i was put into remedial courses against my ill. We moved back to my old neighborhood ahead of my sixth grade year so I was able to return to my previous school where it was understood that myself and a handful of others were WAY too smart for our own good. They got us more advanced materials from the surrounding high schools and basically told us to teach ourselves. My then principal drove us over to a separate middle school because it was supposed to have better materials and more advanced courses than the neighborhood one. Our principal and the one in the middle school spoke, we all demonstrated our intelligence, and it was agreed we'd be placed in advanced courses in the coming year. When the new year started, I was not placed in those agreed upon courses. My zip code reflected the ghetto and not the bourgeois neighborhood this new school was in. They assumed i was an idiot, even though i was enrolled specifically for the more challenging curriculum, and dismissed my previous academic accomplishments without a word. My elementary school principal literally drove me over there and introduced me to that school's principal because she wanted to make sure the staff understood that i was wildly intelligent "for my age." Didn't matter. They saw a Meadowview zip and i was put into classes with a bunch of idiots. When i protested, they refused to change my schedule. It didn't take long for most of my teachers to realize I wouldn't be in such pedestrian classes but the administration refused to budge. I was ghetto trash and they didn't want to hear anything else, even if it was coming directly from the teachers in charge of me education. My science teacher literally had us coloring f*cking pictures as work assignments. I refused to do such ridiculous busy work, demanded that he teach me some sh*t and, instead, he suspended me from his class and threatened to fail me.
When i got to high school, i was wildly disillusioned by education and basically coasted my way through. I understood that i could learn more on my own and pushed to be home schooled. The way the that system works is you show up for in-class check-in on Monday and pick up a packet of schoolwork. You complete the school work through the week and turn it the following Monday. No classroom. No teachers. No fuss. All of my credits, and then some, and none of the the everyday baggage. I could excel at my own pace, which we have established far outstripped whatever the f*ck the curriculum is at any given time. Plus, I could return to proper coursework at any time. My plan was to knock out about three years worth of credits that first year and try to get into the off-campus internship with the State. It was called the Regional Occupation Program. I'd be paid to work for the State part time while accumulating proper work experience, and still have time to take some college courses at the local Community College. I'd still be able to come back and participate in all of the social sh*t like dances and games plus, I'd be able to walk the stage with my proper class. I'd be able to challenge myself, build toward my future, and still have that high school experience. But my mom refused. Everything i said here, I said to her, and she still refused. She's a slave to tradition and tradition dictated that i HAD to go to class everyday. The system HAD to be maintained. So i did and, as the years progressed, i went less and less. By senior year, i went just enough to keep the cops of her back and still graduated with a 3.8. I never one applied myself in high school and literally just showed up because cops, gym, and girls. Most days, i left early because f*cking why not? I wasn't learning anything. I wasn't being enriched in anyway. By my senior year, I had two Teacher's Assistant classes, two gym classes, Government and a creative writing course. I never went to that one because it was the last class of the day and Transformers came on halfway through it so I skipped it everyday. In order to pass, I just printed out a novel I wrote when I was in the eighth grade. He gave me an A, even though I was only there in person around thirty percent of the school year. I was writing high school level sh*t when I was thirteen. That's the story of my whole life and it didn't get any better when I got to college.
I thought it was going to get better when i got to college. It did not. I had toured a few campuses around my neighborhood and even sat in on a course or two. I went to a few College Fairs and even got accepted into a couple of HBCs. After a I graduated high school I opted to go to a community college that was near by. I' m poor so I couldn't afford a proper school and the scholarships available to me were all partial. I didn't want to have to split time between working and college so I figured if I got the core courses out of the way early, I could lighten the load and have an Associates to take into a part time gig or something later. I had actually gotten into Stanford and wanted to go but the cost of living was WAY too staunchy so this Community college plan was the best option. I lasted a semester. That sh*t was like going back to high school but i had to pay for it out of pocket. I had dreams of debate and lecture, of challenging a professor who could challenge me in return What I got was more of the uniform apathy that has dogged me my entire education career, only now it was driving me into f*cking debt. I love learning. I love reading. I love thinking. None of that I was even conducive to school here in the states. Often times, it was objectively frowned upon. From kindergarten to literally college, I was always under the gun in that sense. To this day, my curiosity is insatiable and I research everything. I want to know all of the things and the big sh*t like theoretical physics or the math necessary to infer the universe before the big bang, is absolutely tantalizing to me. I was frustrated with the stifling rigidity of school f*cking twenty years ago. I can't even imagine what it's like for kids nowadays.
The education system in the US is f*cking ridiculous. It's not meant to build intelligence or free thinking, it's an assembly line method designed to acclimate you to a forty hour work week. It's supposed to get you used to sacrificing the majority of your life in service to capitalism, busting ass just to get to the weekend or next holiday off, because that's how you'll live the rest of your adult life. They're not in the business of education or teaching life skills, they're in the business of manufacturing more cogs for the great machine that is the “economy.” Why the f*ck do I need to know Algebra 2 when I can't do my own taxes? Why the f*ck do we have to spend three weeks studying the Crucible when I don't know how compound interests works? Parents should play a part in this, for sure, but how difficult is that for them to do? They are victims of the same system and have to sacrifice their liberty in order to pay bills, after being bludgeoned with that same aggressive system necessary for them to abandon their hopes. A smart person is a difficult person to manipulate. When people understand, or even have the ability to comprehend, the scales fall from their eyes. We're seeing that now with the “Employment crisis” and how no one wants to go back to being underpaid and overworked after a the Pandemic showed the world for what it was. It's in capitalism's best interests to make sure the masses are smart enough to produce but dumb enough to never understand that they control the means of production. Why do you think everyone wants the kids to "get back into the classroom" when it's obviously easier to "teach" kids over zoom? When it's obvious that they learn more and understand better at home? When entire grade averages have increased considerably, over the entire country, since kids have been studying at home? Because that structure is more important than the learning. Every kid has a phone, computer, or tablet at this point. Internet is everywhere. There's no reason to have in-class learning, especially considering how many f*cking classrooms get shot up around these parts. Especially considering that there are more kids like me thanks to the ready-to-consume inf oration at our fingertips. This one got away from me but i really, really, hate the "education system" here. It's so boorish and archaic, f*cking obsolete, especially in the age of the information, so why go back to that broken system? Because capitalism needs drones not dreamers. It needs conformists, not thinkers. It needs ignorance not education.
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RFA + Saeran w/ an MC whose background/past image puts her in a problematic situation in the future
@juminsmcmysticmessenger asked: “maybe one with a lot of Angst! Ofc if you want! A mc who gets bullied because of her image? Via internet, people outside and at work?”
I kind of broadened your request to give myself some more creative freedom. I felt that bullying kind of didn’t allow me to have variety from one character to the next so I hope you dont mind! You asked for angst and that’s exactly what I’m giving you :D You’ll notice that it just gets more angsty after each character ^^
Again, it’s a long headcanon (b/c personally I prefer long ones)
Yoosung
You never told Yoosung that you also once upon a time attended Sky University before him
You always hated to admit that you were that one perfect student in all the dramas on TV.
You were in your third year of your computer science major when it happened
A family incident occurred and you no longer had the drive to study
You disappeared from all your competitions that fall semester and never showed up back on campus.
The next thing everyone knew was that you had officially withdrawn from the University
Overall, there was resentment and animosity directed toward you then and now
That day you visited yoosung for lunch
Some girls who recognized you followed you back to the parking garage and cornered you when you were going to leave
They didn’t get physical but they threatened you
“Does Yoosung know who you really are? Huh?”
“You know we lost everything because you never showed up to the competitions”
“We were almost kicked out of our majors because you!”
You just wanted to get in your car and leave.
They threatened to get Yoosung kicked out of the university in revenge against you. And they threatened to reveal who you were to the entire school
After all, you were the school’s greatest embarrassment
One of the girls had connections so the threat was not an empty one.
Yoosung insisted on you having lunch with him everyday and you reluctantly went
But the threats haunted you every time you came to campus
Each visit, Yoosung noticed that you were more anxious than before
“Jagi, what’s wrong? Is something bothering you?”
You shrugged it off as just something from work that was bugging you.
But you couldn’t hide it because the next day that you visited, those girls who threatened you approached you while you were having lunch with yoosung
“We told you not to come back. All I have to do is call my dad and I’ll have Yoosung kicked out too”
Yoosung was so confused but he was quick to defend you although he didn’t know the context behind the threats.
And then a broadcast appeared on all the TV screens
Your face was everywhere now. You were reliving your worst moments in front of Yoosung
Yoosung was wide eyed and he looked at you in disbelief. Somewhat hurt too that you never told him about this
You were drowned in shame and couldn’t face Yoosung
The last thing you said was “It’s not a crime to abandon my school. But I deserve this punishment…for not being there for my parents when they died while I competed.”
Pulling your hoodie over your head and covering up you ran away from campus all the way to the park you and Yoosung frequent.
Meanwhile at the University, Yoosung was dealing with things
He was utterly disgusted at the girls who would do that to you.
Disgusted that they couldn’t let go of the past.
If it weren’t for the fact that they were girls, Yoosung would have actually hurt them badly.
He basically towered over the girls and breathed down on the one girl who claimed her dad could get him kicked out
“Tell your dad he doesn’t need to kick me out. I’ll drop out myself. I don’t want to be a part of this kind of school”
Then he chased after you and comforted you once he found you by the river.
You let it all out. All the built up rage, guilt, and anguish.
And yoosung held you in his arms until you finally felt free of your burden.
A week later Yoosung told you he dropped out too much to your dismay
He didn’t want to go to a school all they didn’t care about emotions and expected everyone to be robots
Jumin
You never imagined that your school days would catch up to you.
You committed some awful mistakes but you assumed your errors would stay in the past.
You never told Jumin that you were a bully back in high school.
You were the kind of bully that insisted on making every day a hell for somebody.
So much so that you almost drove a girl to suicide. After that, you left behind your violent days.
You transferred schools and lived life quietly.
And 10 years later, here you were at Jumin’s side as his wife and economic advisor. You completely changed from who you were
It ran all too smoothly until now
The girl who was driven to almost suicide grew up to be a famous reporter
That girl hadn’t seen you since you transferred schools
She was in charge of covering a story about C&R which in truth, was a great report.
However, she took the opportunity to add on some information about you in the report
But then she claimed on public television that you were a fraud. That you nothing more than a gold digger and power hungry
You were watching it while you were in the lounge resting
Your heart was racing and your eyes began to water but when you heard the lounge door open you quickly wiped your eyes and acted as though nothing happened.
It was Jumin and he had also watched the report.
He embraced you so tightly assuring you that nothing will happen to you
He had been through so many scandals already he was sure that he would get through this one with you easily.
He thought wrong.
At home, you and Jumin were on social media like usual every night.
But on every single site, you and that girl were trending.
She even tweeted out photos of newspaper articles of the incident revolving around you and her suicide attempt
Your past was catching up to you and many of that girl’s followers sent awful messages
Jumin hadn’t seen what was trending yet as he was in the bathroom
Meanwhile you were in the beginnings of a breakdown.
Reading messages saying the Jumin should divorce you, you became anxious.
Your were shaking and cried out at you threw your phone
it ended up hitting the fish tank and cracking the glass.
Jumin freaked out and ran out of the bathroom at the sound of smashed glass
Then he noticed you crying on the bed
You told him to open up twitter and see what was trending
He was about to call his lawyer to sue the girl for defamation and well anything else he could
“No I’ll take care of it by myself. This is a personal matter and I’d like to get this cleared up as quietly as possible”
Jumin got you a new phone and everyday you kept up with the hate messages
They got worse every single day and you became a crying mess in the shower every night.
Jumin kept telling you to ignore it but he never told you to suppress your emotions
Jumin would accompany you even though he got soaked each time.
Gradually you were falling into anxiety and maybe mild depression after two weeks
He asked again if you were sure that you didn’t want him to file a lawsuit but you denied.
He gave you strength to face every day and the hate messages that filled your inbox.
You messaged the reporter girl and asked her to please be the better woman here.
The bullying didn’t stop though and you blew up
You cursed at her through messages. You used the most profane language that you’ve ever used in your life.
And that’s where things escalated out of control. It now became the company’s duty to cover up this scandal.
Jumin had to take over and filed a lawsuit that of course he won
You were unable to attend any of the court hearings because psychologically you were a mess
And damage had already been done to the company’s reputation
After the storms rage ended, Jumin took time off from work despite protests
A lot of workers under Jumin wanted you to be fired but one look at the Ceo-in-line and they kept their thoughts to themselves
Jumin knew you had gone through something way too rough and he made sure absolutely no one came to harm you
Zen
It all happened so out of the blue
Old neighbors from where you lived as a teenager created a video on youtube that ranted to everyone how you grew up to be such a snob by dating Zen.
It went viral
You never told anyone in the RFA that you were from a very very low income neighborhood
You thought that it wasn’t something relevant anymore
You really tried to progress and successfully did so
You proved that your background had done nothing but motivate you
But your old neighbors clearly didn’t know you studied abroad to move up in social status
They kept claiming that you were only with Zen so that you could leave poverty and the ghetto
You didn’t just spend 4 years in Japan to let your efforts get overshadowed by your previous social status
You took it fairly lightly and told Zen about the video
“Those assholes are gonna know what’s good for the God dammit. Tell me where they live, MC”. Zen was furious
Even though he didn’t know who you were in the past, he didn’t care for it at all because you made a new image for yourself
You’re a coordinator for the RFA
You’re a translator for a famous publisher
You tell him you’re fine
The days afterward were when the nasty comments started to appear.
The comments were directed both at you and Zen
The ones directed at you were harsher than Zen’s
You were tough and didn’t let the comments bother you
You’ve already learned that you don’t need to justify yourself for something you know isn’t true
it was the fact that Zen was receiving hate and bad news coverage that got to you
You felt so guilty
Paparazzi followed you more closely asking bizarre questions
They were invading your life so much that Zen had to take it upon himself to protect you from the public eye
When the paparazzi swarmed your home (you lived with zen), he would make sure that no one got close to you
But one day it was just too much for Zen and he hurt one of the paparazzi.
His agency had to make a public statement about Zen’s behavior
Basically your image turned into that of a bad influence on Zen.
The only places you were safe from any harassment was your home.
You rationally kept thinking of ways to fix all this
And you know that was a lie.
This whole situation kept chewing at you even at night.
In your sleep you weeped and it broke his heart. Zen wanted to take some blame but you never let him.
You only told him that comforting you was the best thing he could do.
And one day, verbal bullying from the public turned physical.
Cameras swarmed you and they pushed you against your car. There was so much going on that even your head got hit by a camera since they had no sense of personal space
You were actually hurt from what they did to you but luckily a fellow colleague defended you and made the paparazzi go away.
It wasn’t until you got home that blood started trickling down from your head and down your cheek. It was from an open wound when you were hit by a camera
That night he cleaned you up and well stayed with you when you took a bath. He wanted to be with you and comfort you every moment he could.
You admit, that even his company while you bathed was the best thing that happened to you that day
HE told you that things will get better for the both you you. He embraced you so lovingly and protectively
And well things led to the next and you two had a really heated make out session in the bathroom
The next day, Zen holds a press conference to express his disappointment in his fan base and the public
You were watching him from the sidelines until you took it upon yourself to speak at the microphone
You explained your background and how you studied abroad and moved up socially by yourself.
You reiterate that you’re with Zen because you love him and not for money or fame.
And since that day, the hate did die down. Of course there were some stragglers who still tried to instigate controversy on social media but it failed.
Warning after this point: drug use, sexual harassment, physical abuse, and implied rape.
(The head canons get longer too after this point. Enjoy!)
Seven
Seven met you when you were in your darkest moments
You struggled with your parents deaths, your sister being murdered in front of you eyes, dropping out of high school, and ultimately, you falling into drug abuse.
The stars were always aligned against you
You were barely living on a day to day basis with your crummy salary
And on top of it, after paying necessary expenses, you bought drugs underground for cheap.
One day, there was a major drug bust and you were caught up in the mess. You managed to escape but only because you bumped into Seven.
You begged him to help you not get caught by the police despite your photo on a wanted list
Keep in mind, you met Seven when he was also struggling with his depression
He felt empathy for you and took you in to live with him at his bunker
You struggled with withdrawal symptoms and Seven helped you through it all.
He took care of you when you were nauseated and vomited, later collapsing in his bathroom because your body was really fighting withdrawal
Months passed and you two grew closer. You got to know his life story and you felt comfortable enough to tell him yours
And well a relationship was built from each other’s mutual darkness.
A year later, you both had overcome your struggles together and you had enough courage to ask Seven if he could clear your criminal record.
It was a selfish thing to ask but you knew he could do it.
But it risked his job
He loved you so much so he did it and cleaned your record
You just didn’t know how to repay him but all he said was that if you stayed with him, it would be enough
With a cleared record you were able to get your GED, attend medical school and five years later you became a general surgeon
Life was as amazing as it could be. You married Seven who now went by Saeyoung
You became one of the best surgeons at your hospital and Saeyoung had been promoted in his agency as a director
On your anniversary, you convinced Saeyoung to stop working at his computer and take a shower so that you could go out to celebrate
He left his computer open while he cleaned up and you read the email that was open
You gasped and covered your mouth as your eyes read every single word
It was a final notice saying that Saeyoung would be removed from his position because he was caught for having cleared your record
He already had charges against him for housing a felon.
They found your record in the end
You never knew your past would catch up to you and that Saeyoung would be the one paying the price
Next thing you know, there’s banging at the door and you hear multiple people yelling out “Director Choi!!”
You felt your body go cold and you slowly walked to the entrance but Saeyoung beat you to it.
His hair was still wet from showering and he punched in the code to open the door
As soon as it opens, the group of people grab him and handcuff him but you pull their hands off of Saeyoung.
You fall to your knees and beg for them to leave him alone.
“No please! He only did it because I asked so I’ll pay for my crimes instead! Please don’t ruin him, he doesn’t deserve it.”
Instead the group of men took you and Saeyoung to deal with this matter
In the end, Saeyoung was freed of all charges
You were charged with illegal drug abuse and distribution of the illicit drug.
You were found guilty of all charges but were let off on a six month probation considering that your record was especially clean prior to your crime.
You hoped life would remain normal.
But then you were fired from the hospital and that was your breaking point
Your employer found out about your record and did not cater to the idea of having a surgeon with a previous drug abuse record.
Since the day you were fired you held the pain in and never told Saeyoung.
You searched and applied for new jobs and returned at night without mentioning it at all
You never did find a job again because of your criminal record
But Saeyoung noticed when he had a day off and hoped to visit you at the hospital
He found out you had been fired 4 months ago.
Then his heart broke.
What had you been doing all this time?
Since it was late he knew you were home and ran back there.
When he came home, he found you in a corner in your bedroom.
And there was a small packet of oxycodone in powder in front of you.
You were staring at the packet wondering if you should take it
But Saeyoung broke through your thoughts as he fell to his knees and embraced you so tight
“Don’t think about it, MC. You’re stronger than this.”
He took the packet and hid it in his pocket to throw away later.
“Saeyoung… I-I was fired. No one wants to hire a surgeon with a drug record…”
“No its not like that. You’ll get back on your feet. I’ll help you, I promise!”
You voice was so broken and you sounded monotone, and so void of life
“All they see is my record… I might as well be what they think I am, right?”
This time Saeyoung was the one who broke into tears and you followed right after, letting out everything you’ve held in
It hurt to know that everything you built up for so long crumbled so fast
“Stop crying, Saeyoung! I set myself up for this when I first started taking drugs anyway. It’s not your fault…”
Later that night you still had an urge to take the drug and desperately looked for it but Saeyoung had already thrown it out
He saw you looking for it and he was worried that you would relapse.
And you ended up relapsing, but he still stayed with you and helped you rehabilitate
Just like when he first met you.
V/Jihyun:
V already knew you had an embarrassing image that you wanted to burn and keep in the past.
It was around a year after you two had become a couple that you showed him photos of a younger you modeling for erotic magazines
It was something you wanted to forget about but after all it is what got you through college.
You made some great money off and you never had a debt to pay after graduating college.
It was a small price in the short run that benefited you in the long run because now you’re a successful graphic designer (and V’s model ;D)
V sometimes wonders if you still feel exposed to hundreds of men and women who read this magazines
Since that day, he never pressured you and treated you delicately. He can’t imagine what it must have felt like to be so young doing such a thing
One day, V invites you to a photography convention
It’s literally such a cool event.
There’s photographs displayed everywhere
Photographers were taking pictures of everyone and showing how they turn simple photographs into amazing abstract works of art.
There were a bunch of cameras on display that people and you could see how ecstatic V was to use them. He brought his SD cards and any photos he took were saved
You were also having a great time with your boyfriend but when it started to get late, things took a turn for the worst
A lot of photographers suddenly recognized you
You had a feeling that none of their intentions were good-hearted.
And you were sure that out of the group of photographers, there were at least three registered sexual offenders
Some of them approach you but V assures you you’ll be okay
Seeing as your happiness and joy faded away, he knew that you weren’t enjoying the convention anymore.
However, one of the photographers came onto you and held you by your waist and pulled you right out of V’s arms
You tried to fight back but you felt so weak to your knees and cold
Your heart was racing like it was about to be ripped out of your chest
Right then and there in front of V, one of the photographers began to take off your jacket and whispered
“Maybe we should see if you still have the same body from those magazines, my lady”
V ripped him away from you immediately and punched him causing a commotion
The photographer fell to the ground and V pulled you away from the convention, holding you close.
Later at home, V feels so guilty and apologizes over and over again to you for taking you there
He didn’t want to bring up old memories, he just wanted to have fun with you at the convention
For the next few days he never let’s you leave his sight.
But after a week or so, he feels that nothing is going to happen to you
He let you walk to work on your own at last but that was a huge mistake
On your way to work, that photographer from the convention caught you and took you somewhere unknown against your will
HE had his camera ready to snap photos of your body for his own twisted purposes.
You were tied up to rope (the hung from the ceiling) by your wrists as you stood in the middle of a warehouse
He had the camera in one hand and began snapping photos just as he began removing your clothing one by one with his other hand
You screamed for help
You screamed for V
And that was just what the photographer wanted to capture. Your misery and fear in every photo along with every inch of your exposed body.
When tears fell down your cheeks, the photographer was pleased
All you had left was a tank top and panties when V came bursting in
HE beat the photographer unconscious and smashed his camera
You were his priority and he untied you
You fell into his arms, weak and almost lifeless
You were a crying mess and the sobbing never stopped for the rest of the day
Police arrived at the scene and took the unconscious photographer away while V took you home, wrapped in his jacket.
You couldn’t put on your clothes that was removed because it has been ripped and torn.
V called for Jumin to bring a car to his location and you cried on V’s lap the entire way home.
V had to carry you bridal style into the house because your legs had given out and drew a bath for you
And you stayed soaking in the tub until night fell without talking to anyone, not even V.
Saeran: (let me explain real quick b/c I feel this one isn’t as clear as the others. In her past, MC came from an abusive household and she developed trauma bonding. Basically forgives her abuser constantly. This predisposes her to repeat the same mistake in the future, thus a problematic situation with Saeran. By no means do I condone MC’s behavior though.)
Warning: Saeran is not a fluff ball. He’s actually very disturbed so don’t expect romance.
You grew up in a toxic and abusive household
You had grown accustomed to being pushed against walls, furniture, being beaten with kitchen instruments, and being pulled around by your hair
You always endured through it all and you were always convinced that one day it would stop
You wondered why you never ran away when you had the chance
You had grown up and at the age of 18, you were still taking beatings without fighting back
You were happy to finally cut you hair off when enlisted in the army right after graduation. Luckily you were never deployed so you stayed in the city.
One weekend you were out for a walk and met saeran. More like you helped seven tame a crazed Saeran.
At the time you didn’t know why Saeran was like that . You gradually became friends with the two and despite his anger issues and uncontrollable outbursts, you grew fond of Saeran
Even Seven was confused as to why you were growing attached to him
Maybe you pitied him? Maybe you wanted to care for him?
And no it was not that. While you lived in your old home, you developed something called trauma bonding.
That was why you never ran away from home.
You always forgave your parents for all they put you through anyway.
And now you were repeating the same mistake with Saeran
So now you were falling for Saeran because he was so violent. And just like with your parents, you were convinced that one day Saeran would change for the better
Seven tried to keep you from falling for Saeran because he knew his brother was a lost cause. He would never recover from his early years of trauma and his violence was his only coping mechanism.
When he was not violent, Saeran somehow grew attached to you too.
The poor kid never knew what is was to have someone around other than Seven and to not be abandoned.
Oh this was the start of another toxic relationship. It was just wrong from the get go
You were already predisposed to fall back into the cycle of abuse and Saeran was possessive of you. He never wanted you to leave him.
He didn’t want to be left alone again. Never.
Seven saw this relationship grow. And when you and Saeran moved in together, so many alarms went off in his head.
He knew you were in danger but he was so confused as to why you were so oblivious to such a blatant fact.
Life continued and you were blindly in love with Saeran. You were supportive of him through his therapy and coped with his verbal outbursts.
Seven was surprised to know that Saeran hadn’t gotten physical with you…yet
Oh but that changed soon enough.
One day he was home alone and he was losing his mind. He was building up rage because you weren’t there. He was angered that you left him alone.
You were just running late from work and when you came back, you were greeted with a vase smashing against the door.
Of course you were scared but you just approached Saeran and tried to calm him down like the first day you met him.
Things didn’t go your way and next thing you know, he tossed you against the floor and had you pinned down under him
“I-I’m going to…kill you next time you ab-abandon me”
His eyes and mouth were twitching and you were scared for you life when you felt his icy hands wrap tightly around your neck
You gasped for air but didn’t fight back.
This was just like when you were younger. You just took the abuse because you were so sure it would end one day.
You were losing consciousness the moment Seven walked through the door and found you pinned down.
He pushed saeran off of you but you’re already out cold.
Seven locked him in the basement until he calmed down and waited for you to gain consciousness again.
“MC, why do you still stay with him? You know he’s going to hurt you so much. I mean I know you’re a grown adult but this isn’t healthy…”
You turned away from Seven. Of course he wouldn’t understand you. He’d already given up on his brother
But you still had hope (it was delusional hope) that Saeran would one day be rehabilitated.
Seven, the therapists, and everyone with a logical mind knew that Saeran was better off in an asylum.
And so you told Seven to leave you and Saeran alone because “Saeran will be okay one day.”
The abuse never stopped. But you never stopped forgiving Saeran. You were utterly convinced that he would change
Despite the pattern always repeating.
Even after years of physical torment from your “lover”, you stayed with him.
He was as possessive as ever. At night Saeran held you so tightly that you could move. And in the mornings you’d wake up with marks around your abdomen from how tight he held you
And let’s just say every time you two had intimate moments, you had trouble recovering
As he grew more violent, you grew more forgiving and delusional.
You loved him with all your heart because pain was the only form of love you ever received and forgiveness was the only thing you knew how to give
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Dissecting Onision’s Patreon (because why not?): P1 Goals
5000$ a month - 60k a year He claims that he will fly to LA once a month to do collaborations. With who? Who knows? Are any Youtubers in LA who don’t hate him (or at all)? This is a hard one to promise to actually do because what if he can’t get any collabs one month? Who would actually fly to LA once a month simply to record one video? What happens then?
BTW, if I were in Seattle (Greg’s home), and wanted a flight to LA tomorrow and come back in two days I could get one for 378$. If I then decided to stay at a 4-Star hotel in downtown LA that would cost around 420$. Let’s throw in a 100$ allowance per day and this would all cost Greg 1000$ if he didn’t plan ahead and spent too much money. Given that he already makes around 5,300$ a month on YouTube, this money from Patreon can only be for his goal (he also writes it as such). He doesn’t need an extra 5,000$ to do this. Even if he spent an extra 1,000$ on a costume for the collab!
7,500$ a month (so 2,500$ allocated to this goal) - 90k a year Part 1: He says he would use the 2,500 to afford the latest tech and upgrade his equipment. This bugs me because his equipment is fine, his audience will not see any difference if he gets new computers or cameras. Given how many videos he makes a day, we already know that video rendering isn’t an issue. Greg obviously already has a computer so he only would have to buy additional RAM or a replacement graphics card if he actually wants to upgrade. If making it from scratch, 2,500$ would give him a monster of a computer and he wouldn’t need to replace it ever. All he would ever need to do is switch out a part or two every few years (if he really wanted to). If he’s talking about a new camera, his current one already goes up to 1080p. He’s fine. And if he wanted a super professional one 2,500 is not enough for one anyways Part 2: “Also, maybe one new costume a month to do fun things in... like ghetto costumes that smell funny. “ Ok first off that last part is disgusting. Second off, he does not need to make 7,500$ extra to maybe make a new costume (especially since he won’t be upgrading 2,500$ worth of equipment a month). I do cosplay and I’m a broke university student who has to make things from absolute scratch yet I could make an Arkham Asylum scarecrow cosplay for 30$. His costumes are a can of Shaving Cream and used clothes from 2007. Also this is the first damn goal that would actually help his content and it’s a throwaway joke only mentioned at his second, 7,500$ goal. Though, Greg might have laughed it off because he doesn’t want to come out with one new or unique idea a month
10,000$ a month (2,500$ allocated to this goal) - 120k a year He will buy authentic “Prime” costumes like Iron Man every month. The most expensive one I could find is 2,699$ and it is custom made and made from amazing material (and my god do I want it). But given all that, it will be too hard to hump a tree while wearing it, he should just wear the 100$ spandex ones. Or, you know, not buy 2,500$ costumes once a month. Is he ever going to re-wear them? Will he actually make skits? Will his writing back up the expensive cosplay? (maybe twice, define skit, god no). And again, his previous goal will most months not be used at all so he will have a total of 5,000$ a month just for a singular cool costume.
“Also maybe we can afford to rent a gas station or something? Do some funny sketches there” He aspires to rent a gas station, maybe, if that’s a thing he can do, possibly once a month for funny sketches. So at this level, once a month he will fly to LA and record collabs, maybe rent a gas station, and buy an overpriced costume to make a video with once.
15,000$ a month (5,000$ allocated to this goal) - 180k a year He thanks his fans for making him rich (because 120k a year from patreon alone isn’t rich apparently). Suggests renting out a building, a go cart track (spelt wrong), a building floor (after the whole building), a school, “whatever”, and “just do hilarious stuff in it via Onision and friends”. You cannot rent a building, not even if you spent your life’s savings on it You cannot rent a whole school, just certain facilities in some school boards in some schools (I cannot believe I actually searched that up) You cannot rent a building floor unless you found a building that had every office up for rent and rented each one. No building would let you do all that in one day for 5,000$ Go Kart would cost around 4,000$ so that’s the only real part of this “goal”. But now, what would he do with it? He mentions “via Onision and friends” but what the hell does that mean? He doesn’t say “with” them. Even if he did, is this entire Patreon goal made so that all his Patreons could chip in for a day where Greg and his friends can go Go Karting with the Patreon fans who can get to the particular place once a month? Given that he cannot pay for any of this except the Go Karting for 5,000$ is he acknowledging that his previous goals were based on bullshit costs and so obviously he will have money to spare from each of them? Besides him clearly not putting any thought into any of this of course
So Onision’ says that if he makes 180k a year he will fly to LA monthly, upgrade his equipment despite not needing to, buy one good costume a month, and do “whatever”. Oh! And let’s not forget that Greg still makes money through adsense, his paid subscription channel, and product placement!
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The Mayor of NYC just announced about the closing of the school year and how they tried to bridge the,gap for inequality for 6 years
I'm being honest and I'm not talking shit about him or any administration
I'm talking shit about people
This happens all the time. In elementary schools I shit you Not it happened in a 5th grade class room at La Promosa when I was substituting.
Fights and arguments were more common in high schools
In the middle school in 2016 the first month of classes there was 338 fights before classes started. And teachers trying to break it up got hit.
Im not kidding you. I don't live in the ghetto. I live ina community where they pride themselves on being the best and one of the most upper in all ways of the entire state. Where the government and schools work hard for this. They have won all kinds of awards that had absolutely nothing to do with me
I don't do that kind of system. As you see i do equality for police i do earning by deserving by showing workmanship.
But i don't do favor awards because of where i live. I was against Facebook coming to Los Lunas because we don't have a good traffic system. We have extra bad rush hour traffic that can take 3 hours to go 2 miles. So i was against Facebook coming and causing more traffic through town.
But they came and that had absolutely nothing to do with me. No shame. I don't work in the government. And they're only using solar electricity. So im not gonna bitch about it. It is good for the jobs and so on.
I'm just saying i was against it.
Because the point no matter how hard we try for our community or our schools
There's people that will fight for no reason.
So Mayor Bill while you find it painful, you may be saving some people some pain. Children being bullied. Fights such as these being hidden in school bathrooms. And so much more.
Schools were initially designed to be a safe place
But they aren't any more.
So i just wanted to explain that to all of you.
Seriously the middle school in 2016 had in the 2016 to 2017 school year, 74225 fights/arguments of high intensity that caused disruption in the hearts.
My primary school before i became unable to walk was the middle school. But it was heartbreaking.
What I saw was children coming from a home environment with one teacher and a playground.
Now our elementary schools do a block to prepare them for middle school because the change is so disruptive. So starting in 4th to 6th they change classes for certain subjects. But its only about 4 teachers per grade. So and if one is sick or has a sub or something or the teachers decide they don't want to for special projects they stay in their regular class.
Every thing else they had their whole life. Music and art and PE teachers.
Then thrown into 7 different teachers. No play ground. No desks to keep their things. No lockers. Every one new including the school grounds. They have to carry all their stuff all day in book bags.
It is the most inhumane treatment in the world.
And to make matters worse it's when they go through puberty.
I went to that school over all the schools in the district because i knew they needed me. Because they broke my heart. Because they had a constant cloud of darkness over their school.
Because they were in Hell.
Things were so used to. Things we survived. That we dont have the time to take to realize how much trouble the future of our children are in.
Just the way the school system is organized. Elementary. Middle/Intermediate/Jr High. High school.
I saw memes about zombies wanted in this WWIII
Look into the eyes of a child in Jr high. You'll see the walking dead.
I'm not kidding yoh. They tore my soul apart and broke my heart.
Every day i had to go Just to be there. Just to absorb the air. To make it cleaner for another day for them.
Turn out one set of lights. Open the blinds for the sun to come in. Do what i could to allow their brains to receive oxygen
And not neon fluorescent tube light's radiation.
Let their lungs expand and breathe so they could learn.
That is just is a basic.
It didn't help long term. Just a basic band aid.
Then allow them a voice. Allow them to speak on their own.
So, my choice to pay governments to shut down schools of 5 Billion dollars NYC will get...
It is for a reason.
My choice to have children at home worldwide
Is because i saw the suicidal desire in children's eyes. Because just of the change of the ways school systems are established.
Those children need to be home to recover.
They need more help than you will ever know.
They need more hugs and love and home cooked suppers and Happy Meals than you can imagine.
I care about those kids. I care about their parents and guardians. I care if they're homeless and on their own.
I worked plenty of special ed as well as regular education. Special ed was my favorite because they tried to blow through that black cloud every day and they also did it for the people around them
While they're termed stupid and dumb because of their lack of reading or math ability, most are the strongest of all the schools to bring light into the lives of others.
I remember this girl. She looked so dead inside. She walked up to me slow and in pain. "Idk what to do today I can't concentrate. I just don't feel right"
I looked around the room..
"Do you need the nurse?"
"No"
"Well I think you're not going to be okay take your things and go sit over my John. So I don't have to keep yelling at him for talking. Tell him I said to talk to you. He's the kid in the back from here against the wall three seats or rows back however you call them"
At that time i didn't know he was in reading special ed. I had not done his class period yet.
But i felt the most positive energy coming from his area of the room and he looked like the leader of that zone. I worried it was a mistake. That he could lead her astray.
I saw the darkness deepen "i said for her to go over there" the cloud prevented their brains from hearing and processing "HEY! YOU WANNA TALK? TALK TO HER! BECAUSE I SAID OR ILL SEND YOU TO THE PRINCIPAL. OR HEY COME HERE AND ILL EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YOU"
So he came up "what? Im trying to be good. And she told me i had to talk to her"
"Am i here every day? No I'm not. There's something wrong with her. Its probably something at home that has nothing to do with you. Or maybe her and her friends got into a fight. Whatever. But what i do know is you like being the center of attention and talking a lot. So what i need you to do is talk to her. Not solely but include her in your group. Can you look st her please? Tell me what you see."
"Like she wants to die or some one to take her out and shoot her in the street"
My tears prevented me from saying more "then i think you know how to handle her without doing that. Do you play a lot of video games?"
"I used to. But my mom and dad kept taking it away for me being bad in school. I have it now though i just haven't played in years"
"Well i tell you, John, i think you should start playing more as a reward from me for helping her. And you should tell your parents you're doing well socially. And she should change her seat"
"What do you think has happened to her? Something bad or...?"
"I think she's just alone. Maybe just this class or. What this is right after lunch? She may just being of a social anxiety for leaving her friends from the cafeteria"
His eyes light up "I've been in special ed all my life!! I know exactly what that is!! I can help!! Thank you Miss Teach!!"
I never saw that girl again. She ceased to exist. That class never existed again. It transformed completely into a smiling sunny happy class room. It didn't matter if all the lights were off.
Each and every single child in that room shone with brightness...
It wasn't over night. It took Team Work.
But they worked it. And it worked.
Im not talking shit about the teachers. The teacher gave them work i didn't need to teach. Just work they already knew how. Which gave me the opportunity to look and view the students in a way she didn't have the time or freedom of mind to. A lot of time she just gave them a "catch up day" catch up on old assignments and homework they hadn't turned in. She gave them one every 2 weeks so she didn't have to fail them. So she just added one in or switched it from the regular day. And she had extra credit worksheets for them to do when they finished.
So no matter what you do. There's always gonna be a problem.
Our problem for Quarentine is Essiential workers. They can't stay home. They can't give nor receive the special attention their family and friends deserve.
This is why worldwide people are saluting and applauding and thanking and doing charity for them.
This is why we set aside special vacations and money for them and their families.
Yes you, too, my store workers. Including Wal-Mart. I got shamed yesterday by one of my stout workers i always see in Wal-Mart that goes the extra mile. "What about us. Ain't no one said shit especially you"
He didn't say the word shit but... You know what i mean. It's what i heard.
Which is funny cause the last time i saw him he was stocking toilet paper.
So understand why shutting down the schools is so essiential. Why communities are being paid so much. No community school district is being paid less than $6 million to shut down for the school year.
I want you to understand why.
Because its out of control. Its dangerous. And it is damaging our humans and aliens. And it is damaging our future on Earth to be successful.
So you stressed out moms.. Chill the fuck out.
Please. Please for the love of God.
Assualt your child with a hug. Just grab them and say "i didn't know. I'm here for all those moments you felt alone. Just come and find me and ask to do something together"
Assault them with love.
This is World War 3 people. Get into action!!!
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My Facebook Rant on Mollie Tibbets'
I posted this rant on Wednesday night, which was the day that Mollie Tibbets was found. I figured some of my readers would find it interesting. Also, this is why I haven't added another chapter of "How to Stage a Murder". If you continue reading on, you will most certainly understand why.
I have followed the Mollie Tibbets case since it started, and was getting pretty deep into theories and assumptions as to where she could be, mainly because that is how I feel that I can be helpful while utilising my knowledge. However, with Mollie's turnup early this morning, I feel as though I need to unleash my feelings as to what this means and what we can expect for this future trial for Mollie's murderer, Cristhian Rivera.
Please note that my two career choices were private investigator and English professor. I chose the latter, due to wanting a family that didn't have to be hidden from my work life due to any potential threats or dangerous situations, such as an angry client performing a violent act unto my family due to their service not going their way. With that being said, naturally, I am still drawn to real life mysteries and attempting to solve them and create theories on my own. It keeps my gears going and it makes me feel helpful, even if the case is decades or possibly centuries old. Obviously, every case must be treated delicately, due to its severity. My first case sophomore year was about a young boy that was either in middle school or high school, who shared a pair of gym shoes with another, and they had a secret spot for them: tucked inside a wrestling mat. The boy was shoved inside of the wrestling mat and died of suffocation. LOTS of people speculated that this was an act of racial bias murder (and we'll come back to this debate later in this rant); however, the police verdict was it wasn't murder at all. The boy crushed himself inside when he went to go get his shoes and died there, but the way I rolled across this case was on a YouTube video about strange murders. They only considered that the security footage was cut, but not the autopsy report. (I can't quote the case at hand, but I did speak with a cop from the town when I was performing this research on this "murder". I don't remember what it was called, and my apologies with that; however, it's been three years since I worked on that case. I wasn't as sensitive to general death then as I am now, and all I cared about were the actual murders, truth be told.)
On with Mollie Tibbets, shall we?
First, WHY did Donald Trump have to add a SHIT ton of fuel to that god-damned immigration law fire NOW?!?! A courtesy from you, Mr. President, is NO PROPER PLACE for you to flex your political agenda!! It is a chance for you to connect with the family, one on one, and to not make yourself seem like an impeccable asshole. Instead, you failed, ONCE AGAIN, and made yourself look like one hell of a creep in the process. Sorry you all have to see me get more than a bit "ugly frustrated", but I am not sorry to Donald J. Trump. Yes, you are the President of the United States. Act like it. Stop being a child and knock it off with the tweets. Moving on.
Obviously, as mentioned previously, there is a more than obvious issue on illegal immigrants. The common thought of race being an issue was seen in my first case, and it certainly won't be the last. It is not good that Cristhian Rivera is an illegal immigrant. It will make this trial a living nightmare for him. In my opinion though: the worse we can make it for him, the better for the people, like me, who want justice for Mollie Tibbets and her family. However, this WILL NOT STOP politicians using Mollie and her kidnapping-now-murder as leverage for their political agenda, just like Trump (although his was not appropriate at all, since he chose to flex his on the day of her finding. Trump, we could bring this up any other time, but PLEASE, give the family a break. They are grieving over a now actually lost relative. Your opinion on a different subject means NOTHING as of right now! Bug off, you bloody wanker.) Let me confront first though that I am not the monstrous kind of person that thinks EVERY illegal immigrant who has crossed the boarder needs to be shipped back, hence why I am really against Trump's plans for ICE. Also, as the youngest sister to a lawyer who got a woman who crossed the boarder illegally legal status, even though that woman took ALL of the right actions up to the day when she gave her old, fake ID to the DMV clerk when recieving her new one, while staying in the country for the allotted amount of time to become a citizen? Shoutout to Liz Araguás, one of THE REAL MVPs. 🙌🏻
Last of all before addressing what we could possibly expect for the full-lengthed trial and sentence, of course we need to address the most important detail of all: our victim. Mollie never deserved any of this, and yet, here we are, ladies and gentlemen. Sadly, this is the new America. I mean hell, I bought a pink tazer and a can of pepper spray that looks like a big tube of lipstick for my Sam Smith concert last week, and specially arranged my purse so they were the first things I could grab because of this shit, and the twin cities ARE NOT THAT TERRIFYING. I get every city has a ghetto, but Frankie and I were most definitely not in the ghetto. That doesnt change the fact that this new America sucks! My dad used to tell me that he would never move out of Iowa because nothing happens here, and the new America turned us into a sex trafficking hotspot!! It's frickin' awful, and it is so bloody horrifying that it is happening so close to our homes and to people in our communities. I get that shit happens, but nobody, and I mean absolutely nobody deserved that strike of fear and torturous pain that Mollie had to experience first-hand. (Well unless you're on death row yourself. Or a serial killer. Or have shot up a school. Any of those things? Yeah, mazel tov.) To the father of Mollie Tibbets: the killer caved in and brought you back to your daughter. Words can't express how much grief the rest of the world is holding in our hearts for you and your family. I know the simple words "I am sorry" can't cut it right now, because she is gone, but before, you declined our sympathy and wanted our help, but I ask for the rest of the world when I say, "What can we do to help you in your time of need? What can we do to help you now?"
Now folks, let's get into what we can expect from this trial. This is the heart of why I am writing this long-ass post, because this TRULY has me boggled. I made this discovery, per say, when washing up for dinner this evening. Cristhian Rivera already has that illegal immigrant strike against him, yes, and yeah, the world pretty much hates him for murdering an innocent college student and just dumping her body in a cornfield, so he could just face the normal penalties that an illegal immigrant with murder charges could face. BUT there was one important detail on the news I want to point out to all of you reading this post that when I realised what it could do, it really twisted up my stomach: Rivera claimed to have "blacked out" after chasing her while she was jogging, but came back with one of the earpieces in his hand around where her body was ditched. I wanted to highlight this to all of you BECAUSE as somebody who wants justice for Mollie Tibbets unrightful persecution, I am very scared that Rivera's lawyers will plead not guilty by reason of insanity. It is possible that it won't swing their way, but if that does happen, it sure will make this trial A LOT harder to deal with.
In conclusion: Trump is still a seventy-year-old tan thumb that chooses to be like every other American teenager and hide behind their cellphone screens instead of properly communicating with humans face to face, but he will not be the only politician using Mollie Tibbets as their next best talking point, and the outrage in the Republican party is just getting started, even though the family has asked not to politicize it (but really, when do you guys think politicians will actually stop arguing?). Rivera did face the first degree murder charges this morning, but what else is in store for Rivera's future, as well as our country's? Ladies and gentlemen, grab whatever you'll need to stay sitting and attempt to stay calm while the politicians start their fires in their branches of DC, because this is the new America, and we are just getting started.
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I'm doing a sample survey for Social Science. I have to come up with 25 questions pertaining to my topic of inquiry. My topic is The benefits of the Affordable Healthcare Act, which is informally known as Obamacare. My hypothesis is the Affordable Healthcare Act would be beneficial if it was slightly altered to exclude the individual mandate. I need ideas for more questions, outside of the demographic questions. Here are the eleven questions I have so far: Do you have health insurance? Yes. No. In the process of obtaining a health care plan. Have you ever heard of the Affordable Care Act, the American health care bill signed into law by President Barack Obama on March 23rd, 2010? Yes. No. Do you understand the key aspects that make up the Affordable Care Act? Yes. No. Somewhat. Did you believe that there was a problem with the current state of health care, and that it needed reform? Yes. No. The new Healthcare Act is going to be funded through a variety of new taxes and offsets. This includes a new Medicaid tax imposed on people that make over $200, 000 and $250, 000 annually, and a 40% tax on premium Health Insurances. There will also be new taxes on medicine, high cost diagnostic medical equipment, and a 10% tax on indoor tanning services. Do you believe that the imposed taxes are worth the sacrifice, so that more Americans could have health insurance? Yes. No. The U.S. Supreme Court is currently reviewing the Affordable Care Act. Several U.S. states are questioning the laws constitutionality because the law requires Americans that dont have health insurance to choose an affordable healthcare plan or pay a fine (this is called the individual mandate). Do you believe that the Affordable Care Act is unconstitutional on these grounds? Yes. No. Not sure. If you do believe that the individual mandate is unconstitutional, do you believe it is worth the sacrifice, so that more Americans could have health care? Yes. No. Does not apply. Do you believe that the government could still make the policy work if they exclude the individual mandate, keeping in mind that this would likely require more tax increases in different areas? Yes. No. Maybe. Having a basic knowledge of the Affordable Care Act, do you think that the government should abandon the policy and work on a new one? Yes. No. We should wait and see how this one turns out first. Do you stand to benefit from the Affordable Care Act? Yes. No. Not sure. Do you have any friends or family members that stand to benefit from the Affordable Care Act? Yes. No. Not sure.""
Do I pay the excess on my car insurance when a claim is made against me?
I know that I have to pay when I make a claim on my car insurance, but im not sure if when someone makes a claim against me if I have to pay the excess in that instance?""
""Republicans, Why doesn't the affordable health insurance website work?
Web page design is easy. I make websites about how evil Republicans are and websites where I give people free Walmart gift cards.
Our car insurance is crazy! Please help!?
We have Geico. And a 2007 Toyota Yaris. When my boyfriend moved in, we called to see how much it would be to put him on our insurance as an occasional driver. It was 1000 for 6 months. Then they made us mail him something as proof he wasn't living there or they were going to charge us anyways! So now we got a letter that says they did it anyways and they want more proof. His insurance for his broken down car is at our address cause he was living with us then moved out. His license and everything is still at his old home. Even if he moves out, we can't prove he doesn't live there cause they want a utility bill with his name on it! What can we do? Is this legal? We don't have the money to switch insurances.""
Question with car insurance?
Okay so we have two cars. One 1992 buick and a 2006 civic coupe. I usually drive the coup and my name was on the insurance for it, but recently my parents swapped insurance to save money but it involved switching my name to the buick and their name onto the civic. They tell me i can't drive the civic anymore b/c if i get into an accident then it won't be covered since it's under their name and not mine. Is this really true? I thought that as long as the car is insured it's covered?""
How much will teen car insurance cost?
Okay so I'm getting my license soon. How much will my insurance be approx
Why is insurance so high on the scion tc?
what is the best/cheapest insurance out their for the scion tc and why is it so high?
""I live in California, How do I obtain a state license to sell auto insurance?
Pls. show a website were I can see what are the requirements to obtain a license and explain well what it is and what to do.... Thanx.
How much would it cost to insure a large SUV for a 16 year old?
I have always wanted this car: http://pictures.topspeed.com/IMG/crop/200608/2006-toyota-sequoia-1_460x0w.jpg The Toyota Sequoia. I know it gets crappy gas mileage, but ive seen worse. And plus Im not gonna be driving that much either. my school is very close to me, along with all my friends houses. But how much will insurance be at your best guess? Also, if I don't blow off gas, and waster it, how much money do you think I will pay per month in California? Dont try to tell me that I am not old enough to be behind an SUV, because 1) Im going to be learning how to drive from my parents in an suv, so i will have some experience 2) my parents want me to get an SUV 3) Im not a dumb a** whos gonna go 50 mph and try to cut a corner and flip over. Bottom line is, im getting an suv and thats that.""
How long do you have to get insurance on a car after loaning?
A relative of mine wants to take over notes to my current car. I'm waiting for papers to come back to approve her and get the title in her name. The note was too high anyways but I have to pay for the note ($375) and insurance ($251) until everything is situated. Well I found a cheaper car for 6,000 and I'll be paying a little more than $100 each month. I want to hurry and get this car because I really like it and if I wait too long then it would be gone. Do I have to get insurance on it right away. I won't be driving it until I get insurance. Would they come and repo it if I don't have insurance but paying the note? I can't afford two notes and two insurances. So that's why I wanted to wait until I got rid of my first car to get insurance.""
""Car Insurance in GA, if it is expired?""
i dont know if this is the right category, but my insurance expired and i drove the car not knowing, and i just went to my insurance provider and they said i will be fined? what type of fine and does it add points to my license? any additional information to it that i dont know? it is in Georgia.""
Where can i get cheap auto insurance for an 18 year old student with a mustang?
Well this may sound like a long shot, but I just recently bought my son a Ford Mustang, Now its insurance time, hes 18, gets A's in school and has had drivers ed. Why do the quotes from Progressive and esurance estimate its going to cost nearly $500 a month, even with a 1990 honda junker it still cost nearly $400 do these prices seem reasonable, i cant recall them being that high, when i first got insurance, thanks.""
How much Insurance payments?
How much would the average cost of insurance cost me each month if im a 20 year old first time driver with a 2010, honda 15k dollar used car. I understand if its kinda hard to answer but any answer would be nice thanks""
""If i trade in my car, which doesn't have gap insurance, and get a new car with gap insurance will the total lo?""
I owe $13k on my current vehicle and am looking for an upgrade. we've had horrible weather the past few months and am afraid of wrecking the (potential) new vehicle and still being stuck with a bill. would gap cover the entire cost of the loan, i.e $38k= 13k owed on my car plus the 25k for the new car.""
Car bill of sale/insurance?
Im 18 with no licence Im actually in the process of trying to get my licence well my question Is can a family member Put me under there car insurance so i can Register my car since the Bill of sale Is under my name? Im not planning on driving the car until i have my licence
What is the cheapest price university in California to study Power Plants for international student?
I'm holding Diploma certificate in Airframe and Power plants, i need to continue my study in US, CAL exactly but i didn't find the perfect university i need a low price university which i can get bachelor degree in it so i need a help please as soon as possible to get start soon.""
What's the cheapest car insurance?
& are add-on cars cheaper than the main car?
What 600cc Sports Bike is cheapest to Insurance?
Cheapest i got some far is 750 on a honda CBR 600 im looking at not spending more then 500 on insurance
When should I sell my car to move to California?
I am moving from Kansas to Los Angeles,California this coming August/September for school and my car requires a lot of money so I want to get rid of it before I go.. $200 month on the payment $80 for insurance $120 month on gas and not including any maintenance that has to be done so with all that being said it seems like a good idea to sell it and save my money after moving to just purchase a cheaper car outright if need be. Does this seem like a good idea and if so when should i start listing my car for sale? It's a 2006 Saturn Ion and by the time I am ready to sell I'll owe about $4,500-5,000. Any answers from someone who has been in the same situation or who can provide ADVICE would be helpful, I don't need to hear any answers about staying in Kansas because that isn't related to the question. Thank you!""
Health and life insurance?
im needing to look into health and lfie insurance for myself, and was wondering where to start? What is everyone using? i need something reasonable and something where i dont get the run around with!! Any help appreciated!""
Got in accident. not my fault. will my insurance rates go up?
this is in reference to my other question but basically i got in a minor accident and it was the other drivers fault. i just called my insurance and reported but i have to wait until tuesday to talk to an agent. just to alleviate my nerves i need to know now, is it likely my rates will go up? it's not my fault. also all the damage costs will be taken care of by my insurance company right? or the other drivers..?? thank you.""
Car insurance for you?
Not to sound stalkerish at all lol I'm just a lil confused on car insurance and want to know what about average is. So can you please put how old you are, what car you drive, and how much you pay... Thanks ALOT it means alot to me :)""
Fastest car to insure cheaply?
hi. im 18 yrs old with only 1 yr's ncb. im looking for a car which is both cheap to insure, and fairly quick. any ideas what i should get?""
Teen car insurance question?
Hello. We moved this past summer and I currently reside with my grandparents for the purpose of keeping my job and staying at school. So he got a car insurance statement today saying that he has to pay nearly double his total amount just for me, a 17 year old driver, driving two of his cars. I only have a level 1 license by the way. They drive 2 new 2012 cars and trucks, would this price be accurate? Thank you.""
""If I ride my friends motorcycle, do I need insurance?""
I have my license, and will be getting my own bike at some point, but for now, if I drive my friends motorcycle around, do I need insurance for it? Or does his cover me?""
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2017-11(NOV)-30th---Thursday--BEFORE NOON--ABOS ON THE STREETS AGAIN.
2017-11(NOV)-30th---Thursday--BEFORE NOON--ABOS ON THE STREETS AGAIN.
10:40am......there's been a LOT screaming and yelling and shouting in Kalara Way street, and it's been going on for quite some time. - I've tried to totally ignore it because I know what shit it is. The SAME shit that NOBODY wants to know exists. The shit that breds disease and criminals.
Do YOU know what it was?
I happened to see that......abo school-aged kids (who NEVER EVER) go to school, were out ON the road of Kalara Way street and playing ON the street, including an abo toddler ONLY wearing a shitty diaper, and they were playing with the the Swan Shire Council verge rubbish dunped on the street verges and beng thrown about and spread all about by THEM, and being 'toys' for them to play with ON the roads.
I've told you before...this SHIT has ben goong on just like this FOR YEARS. - Do NOT blame any swan Shire Council for anything. They are not to blame. It's the criminal aboriginals of Kalara Way, Koongamia, Western Australia of the abo criminal ghetto.
Do NOT blame Koongamia primary school. Depsite it literally being just acros the road from the ghetto, most of the criminal abos NEVER go to school there. The school is only a place for them to prey upon, as are many students.
A shitty, high-powered black sedan came along from being at the Koongania shops area and was about to roar down the road but then had to suddenly slow down and weave around including driving on the wrong side of the road, doing that to weakly avoid running over the criminal abo's on the street. - It had two useless looking young men in the car. -- The priamry cause of all ths shit is the useless abo's ON THE ROADS...PLAYING ON THE ROADS...PLAYING WITH THE GARBAGE AND REFUSE THE ABOS HAVE DRAGGED OUT ONTO THE ROADS.
All THIS has happened before EVERY FUCKING YEAR about this hellhole.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET THEM BE RUN OVER AND KILLED.
BUT THEN......false calm all of a sudden.
Rubbish & stuff is just left abandoned in the street ON the street of the ghetto.
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I am left wondering if THAT was the earlier reason why there was the criminal adult abo's arguing and yelling. Were they also arguing at an innocent neighbour earlier at Ms New Age's picketted fence which has had MASSIVE repairs done to the fence to stop criminal abo's and VERY criminal abo kids wantonly invading that place for the 3rd year running? - Were they yelling and threatening the innocent occupants because they REFUSED to (crazily) allow criminal abo's to wander in THEIR yard and property? - The criminal abos DEMAND anything no matter how crimnial to be their 'rights'. (their 'rights' is the new popular excuse for criminal abo's to threaten people with)
The level of shit about this hellhole goes like this.....you MUST let all our kids go beserk in YOUR private yard and let them smash YOUR house and smash any and EVERYTHING they like. They're just 'little kids' and don't mean no harm. They're innocent. We were told that by aboriginal affairs departments. So if YOU don't do let us do what we want then YOU'LL SUFFER!
And in reality, all the innocent playground equipment (for the house occupants ONLY) that existed in Ms New Ages place, it had been so heavily destroyed by criminal abo's that it has for months long ago been ripped down and carefully literally burnt and destroyed. There is nothing left.
But I'm sure the abo's don't care about reality at all. They care absolutely NOTHING about private property and peoples posessions of any type.
Awhhhhhhh fuck off! Our kids our innocent lttle darlings! Just because we love them we let the play on the roads and in road traffic...because it's 'traditional' and has been long before Captain Cook came to Australia and then afterwards. Our glorious mythical mein Fuhrer Waggle decreed it and protects us.
So go on departmentals....is over to YOU uselss fucks AGAIN now....as it has been going on FOR YEARS. For you to cover up and pretend to all others that nothing is going on, and to REWARD the criinal abo's yet AGAIN and AGAIN, and AGAIN...... no wonder so many millions of dollars are completely wasted and unaccountable for, for so many YEARS.
And of course the departmentals will be roaming about again, and covering their eyes, and being blind to everything even as THEY too drive along the roads past and through it all. I pretty much very suspect that they no longer even bother walking about the hellhole streets because BECAUSE THE PAST YEAR OR SO has them instead driving around in little white anonymous air-conditioned vehicles just as I have seen them doing with my own eyes so many times rather be walking about. (and risk being attacked by vicious abo's)
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And one more thing before I forget.....YESTERDAY one of the newest neighbours who has moved in to one of the places that has been targetted by criminals and fellow criminal abo's for so very long before they moved in, THEIR home burglar alarm went off and was going for awhile. -- Criminal abo kids were roaminng about everywhere on the streets and utterly feral.
Perhaps those neighbours have eventually realised now why that house was such a bargain (to buy or rent) in an apparently very pleasant place, close (within just a few houses distant) to the Koongamia corner shops (inlcuding a liqour store), public buses, and a school across the road........ of course the rampant criminals and criminal aboriginals would not have ever been spoken of or mentioned to them beforehand lest it put them off. (depsite the VERY house the newest neighbours living in having it's kitchen windows (and more?) smashed in, and a hole in the very body of the house wall itself (which is STILL there), smashed in by the kitchen window...all of which happened and all except the hole was quickly repaired just days before they moved in.
AND.....last night after dark......a small motorbike tearing out from the pedestrian walkway at the end of Kalara Road, that motorbike or scooter which went past them, then shortly later (after being at the Koongamia liquor store?), it tore back again and regularly once more went through the pedestrian walkway.
Welcome to summer criminal shit at this hellhole area.
But it hasn't really even begun yet. This is all just 'regular' EVERY YEAR shit.
Still to come are, illegal fireworks in the streets, West Australian Police in MANY vehicles pulling up just outside the criminal abo households to deal with yet MORE riots and shit, shitty cars tearing all about leaving burned black tyre marks all about like ski marks in snow, roaming roaving abo riots of MANY abo's in the streets, illegal unlicensed unlicensable motorbikes tearing all about at any time of the day or night ridden by abos of ANY age and ridden by others who are not abos but are of all the same shittyness and criminal, the stolen shit being checked by Police at the abo criminal houses, the quick-look-or-you'll-miss-it lightning raids by Police as they hunt down trying to capture criminals at abo criminal households, the streets erupting with crying abo kids who then go about smashing any and everything within their sight and that includes people too, the VERY LOUD 'parties' that go on at the abo criminal households that attract still more like flies around shit piles who spread out everwhere and cause crime....
Oh yes, the Xmas 'festive season' and deathly summer is about to begin tomorrow onwards about this hellhole area......to make hell even more intolerable and shitty....as if it's not enough already.....
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Let me remind everyone what dear Fliss actually wrote to me in 2015 with her saying, "My mind is broken...all the hate on every side....."
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I love you dearest Fliss. - Please also give dear Cath (of Queensland) a caring hug for me to let her know she's not forgotten or abandoned as it seems as though I am by YOU dear Fliss. - I love you dear Fliss and deeply want to be with you. And I REALLY need to be with you for my sake too.
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The Bad Can Only Get Better
The Bad Can Only Get Better
I remember absolutely hating the fact of living and I really had little motivation to pursue my dreams and passion. I had never expected my life to be at that point.
At the young age 8 everything seemed perfect. I was so happy and I saw a different side of life that a lot of children especially black children weren't able to see . I am so fortunate that I came from a family with great morals and an educational foundation. Even when my grandparents were faced with civil and racial opposition, they never let that stop them from giving their children a better life than they had.
The excitement that I had felt when we finally moved to Florida into our new custom-built house was truly euphoric. I can remember walking inside of that house and smelling the fresh paint on the wall and fabric from the white carpet. Finally enrolling into school, making new friends, exploring the city of Oviedo was awesome. My greatest memories of my prepubescence was developed in that forever-growing town.
During the 2008 economy crisis, I finally saw an ugly side of what can happen to people when they’re at their highest point in life. My family never “struggled” but they had to be much more careful with the finances. We didn’t travel, eat out, or buy as much as we used to. Things didn’t feel right, even to an oblivious pre-teen. Finding a job was, of course, hard for many people during that time. Eventually, we had to relocate back to Michigan where I was originally from.
Things got better . . . for now.
I was staying in my old house in Detroit for about 6 months. My father owned that house since the 1980’s. Detroit was just a place we settled in because we already owned a home there. Since we weren’t planning to live there forever, my father didn’t want to buy any more property. After the 6 months of homeschool and depression, I found out my relocation wasn’t temporary anymore.
Things got even worse . . .
In June of 2011, I moved back to Michigan permanently and our home was on the market to be rented. I was very devastated. I had so many dreams and plans to graduate from high school down in Florida, earn my diploma and get my first job in Seminole county and eventually attend the University of Central Florida to study Pharmacology or something in the health field. I was 15 at the time. Too much was going on all at once. I really hate Michigan (and still do lol.)
I remained in homeschool for an entire year because the performing arts school that I wanted to attend required me to come from a Detroit public school before enrolling. I didn’t want to go because of what they had to offer, it was literally the only decent school in the entire district. I was definitely sure I wasn’t going to go to DPS. Since my dad was a certified educator, he was authorized to teach me at home. During that time, I just did school work here and there and taught piano lessons to a few people for some extra money. I lived at my grandmother’s house in a neighboring city outside of Detroit ( I wouldn’t dare teach piano in Detroit for obvious reasons . . . ever).
After the year had passed, I enrolled into a public school district. I hated the entire experience. I wasn’t even in Detroit which was funny. It was something I was never used to. These students were hood as hell, impertinent, and many of them were affiliated with some sort of gang. I never fitted in and had no desire to be like them. I can even tell many of the teachers didn’t like working there. It had to be there only choice. Many of them left. The school had many arrests, countless of fights and a couple of shootings around the campus that resulted in a lockdown. Nice right? After all those troubles, I finally graduated with the fraction of the class that actually had all their credits. And I was finally freed from attending that ghetto nut-house. I finally reached the end of the dark tunnel I was in for ages. Everything seemed to get so much better.
I was wrong . . . of course
From what you have read previously, you can tell that I abhor thug-like people that much. I chose to work in a city that I felt didn’t have their presence as much. My first job was in a "safe area” had nothing but hood-rats! NO! It was at McDonald’s, the worst place ever to get a first job. Now as I think back, that’s probably the only place they can find work at. I don’t recommend it. Not only did I had to pay my own car insurance in the city with the highest rates in the nation (look it up if you don’t believe me) I had low hours, getting payed cheap and was driving an old Jeep that was atrocious in gas mileage. My checks were less that $70 a week, my insurance was $125 per month under my parents policy with state minimums and it costs almost $60 to fill up my tank at the time. I was also a full time college student. “Can things get any worse?”, I asked myself. OF COURSE THINGS CAN GET WORSE!!!. I was slammed with a $140 traffic ticket on top of all that during my 3 months of employment there. Just awesome. After the ticket was giving to me on my way to to work, my car wouldn’t start. I had a nervous breakdown in the parking lot at a family restaurant. I was screaming swear words for 10 minutes straight until my father came to assist me with my car issues. Car fixed itself.
After running through a few more jobs, my father was becoming ill. My parents didn’t want to tell me at first because they didn’t want me to worry about anything. I’m the kind of person that likes to know things upfront, good or bad so I can plan around it. in 2015, I found out that he was diagnosed with liver cancer. My impression from my mother at first was that the disease was caught early on and he was looking sick from the side effects of the chemotherapy. I didn’t like what I saw and things weren't adding up properly. I did extensive research on the different kinds of cancers. Well, that sickness turned out to be cholangiocarcinoma. Yes, big word, sound it out. It’s just a fancy name for bile duct cancer or the phrase “enjoy the last couple years of your life because you’re dying.” No one told me that. I wish someone would have informed me on the severity of his illness so i can spend the proper time with him while I could. I’m going to find out and cry regardless so why not just tell me?
After moving out temporarily with my aunt in Southfield to get away from my annoying grandmother, I learned a lot about life from another perspective. It taught me a lot. That’s a whole other story which I will write about soon. I soon moved back with my parents this time later in 2016. My dad felt it was a good idea for all of us to be under the same roof and I did deep down inside miss my mother and father. Not my grandmother that much, but I dealt with her I guess.
My father eventually died from his cancer last October 2016. His health took a downturn out of nowhere. Watching the man that loved and taught you everything you know deteriorate before your eyes is only something I would wish on my WORST enemy.
and I have never been happier . . . .
Only after a few months of grieving, a new chapter in my life had opened. I have received a lot of comfort from people during my tragedy but the one thing I am grateful for the most is the woman that is in my life right now. There has been no better time for the right woman to come into my life. I have dated so many people that have all disappointed me. After a while I gave up. When I first saw her, I didn't want to get into a relationship right away because of the fear of having my heart broken while dealing with the death of my father. Later down the road, I did give her a text that eventually lead to the happiness that I have now. I don’t even remember the last time I even cried. I remember the saying, “A spouse can double the joy in great experiences and half the pain in bad ones.” I can honestly say I know what it feels like.
In conclusion . . . .
Now at the age of 21 I finally feel “happy”. I have been so sad for so long, it honestly feels very strange, almost uncomfortable at first as if I was waiting for another mishap. I learned to accept the wonderful gift I have been waiting for longer than I can remember. Life may not be always perfect but no matter what, the bad can only get better.
- Lexter 👽
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2017-5(MAY)-17 & 18-Wednesday & into Thursday.
2017-5(MAY)-17 & 18-Wednesday & into Thursday.
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Forgive.
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WEDESDAY:----
I was in agony. Went to bed early in darkness, hoping to sleep and rest.
But of course I was never allowed to.
When it was dark, yet again, another helicopter (Police?) was loudly in the air and going about low somewhere. This time I didn't bother to try observe it to try to see what the hell it was doing or may be hunting. I was in too much pain and hurried back inside to lay down in agony.
Later, in the early evening, a noisy motorbike came along the roads and went through the criminals conduits the pedestrian walkway. - Whether the motorbike was illegal or not I never saw. But enough damned illegal motorbikes are again on the roads in this hellhole and all about.
And they have enough other damned shitheads places and shithead aboriginal places to duck into and hide whenever pursued by West Australian Police.
Koongamia has become Boongamia, because of all that criminality and more.
Other shitheads in cars were about the roads and also other motorbikes. This is how it is whenever there's about to be rain, or at least weather depertment forecasted crystal ball predicted rain. (Friday is the start of the this Winters seasons programmed rainfalls apaparently.)
Later, again the loud helicopter was in the air. Again I had to let dear Sam & Max outside for their dog ablutions which was absolutely necessary, especially for dear Max who has become quite very ill. - He has immense trouble sleeping and breathing, and he gets about each day in immense pain. And he struggles immensely to do his ablutions.
then false calm
But by then it was far too late and I'd missed my journey to sleep, the same sleep I had tried to get and regain some lost sleep, but I was not permitted. I am never permitted.
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My feeble internet speed and connectivity is utterly slow to non-existant......AGAIN.
It constnantly just stalls and times out. - It's become at times to be almost completely useless, and indeed it is for almost all the time.
And my computer is crashing at any time.......AGAIN.
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THURSDAY:----
Around 9am------when all students should be at school, from out of the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD comes three of them on pushbikes. One goes away through the the criminals conduits the pedestrian walkway and rides away on the roads there whilst the two other aborigial criminals ride to the Koongamia shops area, stay there for only a coupe of minutes, then return and ride through the criminals conduits the pedestrian walkway and follow the first one.
(they don't 'go away', they just continuously loop around on the roads and thru criminals pedstrian walkways).
And whilst all that's occuring, an observation vehicle had been observing for some time......and it leaves. Probably to follow them at a distance or to 'shepherd' them along to their next allowed temporary zone of criminality for the time of day. - Or to reward them. - YES REALLY.
BUT......ALL MORNING.....there has been scores of the criminal aboriginals from the aborginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD (and next door to it, AND including the 2 boys from the picket corner house!?) they have been all about on the roads, riding pushbikes, walking, riding skateboards, riding ridiculous foot scooters going all about on the roads. - And they've been in & out of the other aboriginal houses at will too in the aboriginal ghetto area.
And there's been the countless coming and going of vehicles, often vehicles which have just left, they return there, only to shortly go off again, and repeat it all over......
AND......there was a NEW event and addition to the criminal aboriginals......the unfenced (rented?) house (1 Kalara Way) right next to the CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD had the adult of there at his vehicle parked out the front of his property. It's a tray utility vehicle (a ute), and he's had things laying in the tray of it. Laying in there for many hours.
I wondered why? - With all the criminal aboriginals all about, all the ones roaming the streets, why was he STILL leaving things in the open tray of his vehicle to possibly just reach in and thieve? - Read on.....
At a little after midday noon, MORE aboriginals arrived into the aboriginal household (in a taxi station wagon) next to the 3 Kalara Way CRIMNAL HOUSEHOLD. -- At ANY time day andor night, aboriginals and others just go forth from any one aboriginal household and into the other.
Also around midday noon, there has been a VERY loud motorbike tearing about the area of Koongamia and Bellevue. So loud it's like it has no muffler at times.
From out of the open tray of the utility vehicle, the man first called over an aboriginal criminal riding along on a poshbike, and he paseed to him the things that had been in the utility rear. - It looked to be red plastic petrol containers and stuff.
The aboriginal rode off with it and went into one of the two nearby rented aboriginal houses, either number 3 or 5 (they use the same common driveway), and it makes no difference because they are so closely linked and trafficked.
So.......has 1 Kalara Way joined the rest of the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLDS? -- If so, then the majorty of that entire street is now in the hands and control of aboriginal criminals.
As if crime and criminality is not bad enough. It is fast becoming even more than a ghetto, and has become a large criminal aboriginal enclave. -- All day and night cars come and go, come and go......
Is that in some way reponsible for the Police helicopter activity that has been going on for two nights in a row?
And still they go along the streets roaming all about day and night.......
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Correction and ADDITIONAL to yesterdays entry about my experiences in Whiteman Park, Western Australia....
Yesterday later on, I was in bed laying in pain and trying to distract myself from the pain, and trying to go to sleep (I only got 2.5 hours total sleep)......and I was wondering why I had missed seeing Jimmy Doohan (of original Star Trek fame and more) when he had come to privately vist the park and see the trains etc. during in my time working there many years ago.
And last night I then suddenly remembered WHY I had not been there working at the park during that period...
It was because I was off work completely under "workers comp" (injured whilst travelling to my workplace) because in the early morning of then I had been travelling to work there and (I've told this tale so many times to so many people almost all who are disbelieving despite it being the absolute truth and I have the scars and nightmares), I was on my way driving to work when a vehicle which had parked on the side of the road on Great Northern Highway just at the North of Midland, which I was about to safely and legally pass on the unmarked 4 lane highway (unmarked 2 lanes each side at that time but is now marked). But whilst I was literally about to pass, he suddenly without looking, without any warning or indication, he veered out with his vehicle directly into my path.
It had been raining overnight and all the roads were still wet but it was not raining. There was perfect clear visibility. It was early daylight but there was no need for the streetlights to be on, but they were.
And the parked vehicle, a dark open tray utility, suddenly turned directly in front of me just as I was about to go past it.
There was only 2 things I could have done. It was far too close for brakes to have any effect. I chose the second in the scant second and so I and veered to the right, away from his vehicle as it turned directly in front of me. Otherwise I would have hit his vehicle (at 60kph speed) and surely killed the guy in the collision with a side T-bone smash straight into his drivers door. In retrospect, I should have just killed the shithead! (Please understand why after I tell everything.)
My yellow Suzuki LJ-50 4WD vehicle, a lightly constructed ultralight 4WD vehicle with a sturdy thick metal roo-bar on it's front, with heavy wide wheels, it tipped over because of the collision, it tipped onto it's left side and skidded along the rough surface bitumen highway. I was trapped hanging from the right side seat within my seatbelt (Australian vehicles are right-hand drive), but I was literally hanging down from the seat belt and everything was as if in slow-motion. The entire front and left side of my vehicle was terribly smashed (I still have the taken later film photos somewhere), the windscreen smashed, the left side passengers window smashed. There was shattered glass everywhere and one of my forearms was being grated by the course road surface and having shattered glass embedded in my flesh. (and even years later I was still painfully prising glass out of myself because medico's couldn't find it using x-rays -- It was long before other medical devices advancements of course.).
The vehicle was a 'write-off'.
I lifted my arm(s) out of the way, (it's surprising I didn't lose any limbs by having them crushed and mangled), but my vehicle skated along the road on its side with me inside it and there was sparks coming of of it all and shooting at me I clearly remember. - And my vehicle kept skating all across the entire lanes of the Great Northern Highway, and my crashed vehicle also spun about doing so (with the physical intertia of the crash and with my attempt to avoid killing the shithead guilty driver).
My vehicle finally came to rest on its side, completely on the opposite side of the highway, with its damaged roof side against the high highway road kerb.
I immediately tried to escape my vehicle in case there was fire. I managed with difficulty to open my setbelt, I thumped down inside the vehicle on its side, and I began to slowly clamber out through the smashed windscreen, the only avenue of escape......
At that very moment ANOTHER vehicle on the highway flashed past in front of me, almost literally running me over on the highway. The driver DID NOT EVEN STOP OR SLOW DOWN AT THE ACCIDENT SCENE AT ALL BUT INSTEAD DROVE AWAY. That further complicated matters because whenever I tried to tell the truth of it all, that witness never ever was there to corroborate the truth and facts. The driver MUST have seen it all happen but he drove away. Not only is that illegal, not only did he fail to stop to offer help, but he almost literally ran me over at speed.
(and you wonder why all this and more STILL gives me terrible nightmares in amongst all the other different nightmares?)
I staggered off of the highway onto the safety of the footpath. I think I sat down because I was shaking so much. I was still bleeding and in medical shock. - The driver of the vehicle that had caused this approached me, (he was totally unharmed) but he didn't come to me to help. The meeting was cordial and we just exchanged our details so (I assumed) the insurance could take care of matters. He wrote the details down with his own pen and paper. And then he, with his vehicle (barely damaged! but only because I had swerved to miss killing him), he simply drove off and away and left me sitting there bleeding. YES REALLY. - He wanted to get away as quickly as he could.
I staggered about and began picking things up off the road, some of the things that had been thrown from my vehicle because of the crash, including my work bag and stainless steel thermos. I STILL have that thermos and it STILL has a big dent in it evidence of the vehicle smash that shithead had caused and how severe the impact had been. That stainless steel thermos had been in my workbag in the rear of the vehicle. But it was now laying on the road.
I should also like to point out that there was (and still is?) a large service station there which big prime mover trucks would often park and stay on its open grounds. - THAT was where the damned shithead had veered back to from his parked position without looking for any traffic, him doing a hard U-turn right in front of me and which gave me no time at all to avoid hitting the vehicle which was a 'truck escort' vehicle used to accompany huge trucks with oversized loads. (I only found out THAT information later about him. Apparently the shithead guy was lost and wondered if he was in the correct location, or so the lies of his were stated, and he was going into the service station which wasn't even open then!, for directions......the lies this shithead spouted, and even lied before a court and judge that he had been compelled to attend in legal proceedings afterwards....)
My fellow workmates from Whiteman Park came along the area and the crash scene, on their own ways to work......
And I MUST tell you this also, I use to give a lift to our work there of a young lady (who lived nearby) who was also employed there under the Commonealth Employment Program along with us, and she would have been sitting in the very same seat that the terrible vehicle smash struck, and she would have been surely killed or severly very injured. -- Our work groups consisted of men and women, and there was insane expectations that ALL would be doing all the work, ALL work, no matter how hard or physcially demanding. The work was hard enough even for me, let alone this small, slight young married woman, who showed no desire to do anything at the place. - She tried to have herself 'sacked' (fired) countless times but it failed, and so she was dragging herself along each day and making the rest of us 'carry' her workload which was terrible enough on its own for each of us without having her to add it to it all.
But she was a friendly, affable person, quiet gentle and delicate, the nickname I in friendliness (she didn't mind it) gave her because of all that...was 'Lady Penelope' (of the TV show "Thunderbirds" fame) because she never dressed for work but was always dressed as if going out, was very very quiet and reserved, well spoken, and she wore the worst inappropriate clothing to work and work in, white and light pink clothing which of course became utterly filthy), but I was glad to help her get to work of which no public transport was available at all to get there. There was no romantic involvements of course. Don't ever think there was. In fact we almost always travelled along in silence all the time despite me trying to engage her in conversation. - And each morning I would arrive at her rented house and wait for her to come out at the pre-arranged time so we could go to work at the park.
But because she was continually trying to be fired and so be back onto 'the dole', (Unemployment Benefits), she sometimes didn't deliberately show up, and even when I knocked on her font door, she never appeared. And it was increasingly that very case.
And so this was one of those early mornings. - She didn't show up, She didn't want to go to the terrible work. And so I was alone in my vehicle. And which the very terrible vehicle smash then occurred......
And that was also why when our fellow workmates driving in their own vehicles to Whiteman Park came along the area and the crash scene, on their own way to work. - One later (a newly married man) told me that he wanted "To smash the guy!", (the other driver who was so very guilty and had taken off), the workmate said that because he knew I was not to blame, and he also knew that if 'Lady Penelope' had have been in her 'usual' seat in my 2-seater vehicle, she would been dead or severely injured or lost her limbs. - YES REALLY.
And so....I was injured....I was off work on 'Workers Compensation' for a long time, and so I was not at Whiteman Park but recovering from my injuries. (and which even today I still suffer from.)
And THAT was why I had not been at Whiteman Park when Jimmy Doohan visited there.
To pass my time at home, whilst she was still alive, I helped my dear mother with anything I could, and she of course had been horrified at my almost being killed. But I also began by myself entering all the facts on paper of the terrible incident with an ancient secondhand manual typewriter to assist in everything.
Because whilst I had been recovering, I and my mother was terribly further shocked to receive in the mail, a letter from my insurance company stating that the shithead driver had actually defiantly now stated that he was completely innocent and that EVERYTHING was MY fault and he was totally innocent! -- He was utterly lying!
He was doing all that because he was otherwise going to lose his job. (and rightly so!)
I purchased a computer printer to use with my (now primitive) computer system so I could organise a counter-offense to this shithead. -- Even now, I still have (stored away) all that stuff, and everything related to it all somewhere at this hovel. I HAD to because of legal matters.
Things went to court. - And because he had so much more money and connections than I, and because I was so trusting, I constantly told the truth. And I suffered for telling the truth.
There was a vagueness which he exploited and crushed me with. An he revelled in it. Even his humility was all an act. Nothing he said was the truth.
And before that incident I had been an innocent, trusting person, believing people when they said they spoke their 'truth',.......but then subsequently discovering I was then betrayed and suffered incredibly from.
How little did I know that my innocent trust would be betrayed again and again in life. And that my honesty and integrity was not only doubted but I would be accused of lying, which I never was!
I dont know if I have written all about this or showed so much of the details before, but it is ALL TRUE.
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I tried to tell dear Fliss about all this whilst she was with me, and even beforehand, but she never really listened or wanted to know.
What I later figured was the cause of that was her own life's experiences and with officialdom which dear Fliss was always so secretive about, and she had a mantra she lived by in that if she didn't think about somthing, or didn't know something, then she could cast it from her memory and imagine it never existed.
Unfortnately for dear Fliss, she did that so hard and constant, especially for the terrible incident(s) long before I had ever met her, that her mind was crashing and her imaginings of her contrived fake memories of reality were trumped by the terrible ones she conjured up.
All that caused her and us, and everyone, so much woe.
Everyone I ever knew of that time when I worked at Whiteman Park has all moved away and I have long lost any contact with all of them for many years (decades). - The place itself doesn't even admit we ever worked there and worked so very very hard and suffered.
And yet (somewhere) I have the photos I took of when we worked there. - They would't like that.
Like so many things, when I am dead, nothing about truth will ever be known. All there will be is lies.
I doubt whether any of my photographic proof of anything will ever survive me. - And if it did, there will be people who will say, "So what?", and they will still lie.
I am alone without dear Fliss. So utterly alone.
Dear Fliss, I want to be with you. Away from this hellhole never ever to return.
I am worse than alone.
P.@13:34--Thursday18-may-2017.-- I love you Fliss and want to be with you.
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