#and it‘s really weird i know but i can‘t help myself but find this adorable??
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#idk something about his rat head on his shoulders is giving me heart eyes#and it‘s really weird i know but i can‘t help myself but find this adorable??#also his whole sweatpants and jacket fit is so attractive?? 🤷🏼♀️#idk why because there‘s a bunch of guys outside of my home that walk around like that on a daily basis but they are NOT it..#you know what i mean??#copia just rocks that shit and he knows it!#or does he? maybe he just doesn‘t give a fuck and that again is so hot#can this man do anything wrong is my question?#now please excuse this post lol#jen rambles#tobias forge#ghost#ghost band#copia#papa emeritus#ghesties#ghost sweden#the band ghost#myedit#papa emeritus iv
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(lovely anon) ok so this may sound so dramatic but; let me paint you a picture: i’m responding to your latest message, sitting on the edge of the sofa. i type in “lovely anon” into the search and see this longgg post come up and i’m like uhhh... i scroll down and see the people you tagged and literally. when i saw @ lovely anon. i . cried . like full on tears. my brother goes “what are you doing” “she tagged meeeee” and he continued what he was doing and didn’t care LMAOO but i was so emotional? i love and appreciate you too and aAH IM CRYING!! you’re just really sweet and i didn’t expect it at all and it was really lovely to be a part of something :’)
the kermit pic sent meee but yes yes yes!! when you start uni let me know, lol i’m so excited for you!! let me know how it goes cuz i’m literally hype hahah & yes we will be in our sad corners of the world, missing england but you’re right it’ll be sooooo worth it in the end!!! and oH i’m glad you talk to them lol i truly thought you like haven’t seen them/haven’t spoken to them this whole time😭 that would’ve been awful!
also i totallyyy get what your saying about the english speaking thing. and idk why you’re insecure (well i *knowww* bc it’s not your first language and you’re studying it in college so yuh) but your english is great :)))
lol yeah that makes sense.. my mom took french in college and she remembers NOTHING HDJSHSJ (the fact that you wanna learn MORE languages i- ahh i so admire you.. you literally know so many languages🥺) yea i mean you know a bunch of languages bc you know the base of words lol, but i wonder if because you know latin it’ll be easier for you to learn french? oh- oh wait you said it’ll be easier HAHHAHA
THERES SO MUCH EXCITING STUFF TO TALK ABOUT HDGSJSJSL it’s so wild to me that you can’t watch chaos walking :( i’m a professional hacker tho so i’ll try and find a way for you LMAO (by professional hacker i mean i literally have gotten multiple free trials and i’m pretty sure the hulu police are after me bUT ITS THEIR FAULT BC WHY IS IT SO EXPENSIVE???) i mean the movie was good? and cute? and funny? but yea don’t think it’s gonna be the most fantastic thing haha AND THE DOGGO AWWW (i saw it again today- or my today lol, saturday, aND THESE OLD PEOPLE CAME AND SAT IN FRONT OF ME AND MY FRIEND LIKE ITS A LONG STORY LMK IF YOU WANNA HEAR IT)
SHARK FILMS?!?!! PLEASE READING THIS I HAD NO IDEA YOU WOULD LIKE SHARK MOVIES TOO FHSKSHSHDJDJGAJAYSJS ok so i haven’t seen any of the classics (i’m working on it) but i would probably watch jaws to laugh at it? not like that lmao but like comparing it. OKAY BUT HONESTLY I BARELY KNOW ANYONE WHO LIKES SHARK FILMS AHHH OKAY im adding “the shallows” to my watchlist bc it sounds super good AND SAME AHSJD ANY BODY OF WATER IN A MOVIE I JUST KNOW ITS COMING LMAO watch me not go in the water anymore after seeing that picture HHDJSJ
WHEN I READ THIS I JUST GOT DONE TALKING TO MY MOM ABOUT THE MEG AND THAT SCENE WHERE THE SHARKKK JUMPEDDDD AND ATE THE OTHER ONEEEE AND THEN JONAS HAD TO DO- bro i cannot (i think that one is my favorite because i love me a bit of romance and the subtle romance hAD ME) 47 meters down PHEW could you imagine?? i try not to think too hard about it i’m like “don’t be dumb catherine, don’t put yourself in a dumb situation” (not autocorrect having “dumb bitch” ready i am not lying) and i literally understand... there is no other way to explain 47 meters down
i CANNOT watch horror movies, can’t can’t can’t, i literally hate them i cannot do it!!! the thrill is tempting and it’s cool in the moment but i cant lmao. i don’t have nightmares about scary things (for the majority of the time) but going to sleep i’m like oooohhhhhh shit 🥲 literally what you explained
music !!!! music !!!! music !!!! (u ever write a word and now it looks weird lmao) MY BROTHER DOESNT LIKE MUSIC AND ITS SHIT IM LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU- anyway, my music taste is all over the place i mean......... it’s crazy. earlier today i was listening to meghan trainor’s album “title” oUT OF NOWHERE, but just a few minutes ago i was listening to fall in love with me by earth wind and fire soooo lol .. megan is *chefs kiss*, i’m not familiar with stormzy🙈, harry styles.... IM SORRY IM THAT PERSON but i don’t listen to his solo music EEK i only listen to adore you... and not that frequently... the music video freaked me out... i like niall’s solo music a lot more, which i listen to a lot more. now. one direction. favorite. please & thank you. i have a playlist called “boy bands” and it consists of one direction and the vamps (obsessed with cherry blossom btw) but as you can see my taste is all over the place!! fr fr if i sent you what apple music has as my “favorites” it went from ariana grande to carrie underwood to glee (OBSESSED DONT LET ME TALK ABOUT IT) i mean please if you let me i will nonstop (hamilton HDJSH) talk about music all day😩 & NOOO UR MUSIC IS GREAT HAHSK IM NOT A BIG RAP PERSON BUT DOJA CAT IS MY FAVORITE!!
okay good, i’m glad :) i was just nervous that you did feel that way <3 and GOT IT HAHAJ healthy pressure is always good :’) my friend got me these pens cuz i love stationary and school supplies lol and was like “now you have to write something” soooo yea i feel that! and i saw you posted the ficcccccc literally so proud of you 🥺🥺 i’m trying to decide if i read it tomorrow or tonight..... sleep or a literal beautiful creation made by the sweetest person and is v v nice smut and college!peter and 4.7k...... sleep aint really calling no more.
GIRL ALL OF MY SENTENCES ARE TOO LONG HAHAHAH IN FACT THIS IS TOO LONG SOOO (also why am i 3 days late..😑) anywho it’s 1 in the morning so <33 lovely anon
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oh my god the fact that you cried nearly made me cry too😭😭🥺🥺 (also, your brother LMAO), i wasn‘t even sure if you‘d see it but i immediately thought of you so of COURSE i included you <333
the hulu police lsjsjaiaik, girl i was ready to get a hulu membership when i wanted to watch big time adolescence and i couldn‘t find it anywhereee, and when i got to the payment it said i need a bank account that‘s based in the US or whatever. like bro i was about to pay you!! but i was forced to find it somewhere (and i did, on levidia,— not that i‘ve ever used it because it‘s illegal 😤 i would never!!! i‘d rather support billion dollar companies and spend my money on watching films that i can find for free 🥰🥰🥰 not
i‘ve found chaos walking online so i‘ll watch it som time this week!! also YES TELL ME THE STORY
okay so idk if you watched/are planning on watching falcon and winter soldier but i watched the first episode the other day and they were speaking french (just a few seconds) and I UNDERSTOOD SOME WORDS DLDJDJ and i was so proud of myself. i‘ve only ever learned french with duolingo lol (i only do like 5 mins a day and that‘s why i was so surprised that i understood some of it!!). and yeah apart from latin i feel like italian, german, french and english are all similar in a sense.. i mean obviously they‘re completely different languages but for example there are some grammatical constructions in french that i think i wouldn‘t understand if i only spoke english? so when i translate those things into english you can‘t directly translate them bc you say things differently, but when i translate them into german then it makes more sense to me. idk that‘s something i noticed so i feel like if you already know multiple languages it‘s easier to learn another language compared to if you only know one language and are trying to learn a second one. even if the languages aren‘t similar then i think you get the hang of it easier.
ikd slsjsjs also i don‘t want you to think that i‘m a linguistic genius or anything lmfao, like i‘m only fluent in english and german and i‘m just a wannabe (ew that word) polyglot sksj (yes i had to google polyglot— i do think learning ancient greek would be super cool tho? like imagine studying latin AND ancient greek, whew). and honestly i don‘t think i‘ll ever be fluent in another language bc i don‘t plan on living anywhere other than germany or possibly england and i‘m not dedicated enough to properly learn any other languages esp if i don‘t have anyone to speak the language with. but i still try my best and i just love language/languages as a whole so yeah i‘m happy & just learning as much as i can dkdjh🥰
(I guess language/linguistics are/is my passion (which sounds sooo lame lmaoooo) and the word passion comes from the latin word pati (i think💀) which means to suffer, and in german passion is called Leidenschaft which basically means suffering too, idk why i‘m telling you this maybe you know it already. but ok dumb fun fact, in german you can make compound words with as many words as you like, and the longest official german word is Rindfleischetikettierungsüberwachungsaufgabenübertragungsgesetz which is a law for the monitoring of labels on beef... this is such a dumb fact but i think about that word like once a day idk why dodjsjsj so... 👁👄👁)
but i‘ll stop boring you with my linguistics talk because truly i don‘t know much about languages but i am interested omg i‘m gonna shut up now.
now water + sharks. (so in non-covid times i always go to croatia with my dad during the summer, and even before ever watching a shark film i was always kind of scared in water.. but after watching so many shark films wldjdj HELP Like you know when you go deeper into the ocean and you can‘t see or feel the ground/floor? anymore.. then i just start imagining sharks. like i can‘t help it i just imagine a shark sneaking up on me or feeling something graze my foot ABD I JUST START FREAKING OUT SSKJSHSJ. idk. anyway kdkdh i do love the ocean/swimming though but the older i get the more i realise how fucking scary the ocean is ( even if we’re gonna disregard sharks)
your brother... what‘s wrong with him? HOw CAN YOU NOT LIKE MUSIC LIKE WHAT THE FAWK
OKAY BUT SAME ABOUT THE ADORE YOU MUSIC VIDEO DLDKDJSJSKSLSLKSKSJSHSH and yeah i have to say harry’s style (styles lol) as a solo artist isn‘t reaaally my cup of tea, and i only like the popular songs from his second album and the first album is only good when i‘m in the right mood (haven‘t actually listened to it in a while though, but kiwi is one of my all time favourites along with only angel but i hate the start, like it takes 40 seconds to actually begin properly). i like mgk and because of him i watched the dirt which is a film about motley crue, and now one of my favourite songs ever is same ol situation and i‘m into rock now lol. +++ justin bieber. I had a justin bieber cardboard cutout thingy😭 i was the biggest Belieber on earth when i was 13-16, but i didn‘t like his last album and tbh he‘s become a bit weird lately, BUT OH MY GOD. i Listened to his new album yesterday and i‘m in LOVE with the song hold on
i really like niall‘s music toooo!!!! And doja cat 😌😌😌😌 And THE VAMPS OG MY GOD. i got to see them live bc they were the opening/support act for little mix and ajdsjskslslsjsjsj. (Also i love concerts, some of the best memories of my life are concerts, i‘ve seen nicki minaj live 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and justin twice and my heart fills every time i think about how excited i was, it was my first concert ever (16th of September 2016 😌) and i was the happiest person alive seeing justin drew fucking bieber (even if i‘m not tooo sure about justin nowadays)
i have a confession? Idk what hamilton is. I mean I‘ve heard about it and i keep googling it but i‘ve never watched it (is it even a film???? or like a proper musical? also pls tell me you grew up with high school musical. i have a few friends who didn‘t and it makes me so sad 😭😭😭 hsm is the best thing to happen to my childhood , the sooooongs— i still listen to some of them every week or month lool they make me so happy)
(Okay wait i was about to recommend some stormzy songs but you said you‘re not that into rap so i won‘t dksksjl)
What you said about my fic AHSLSLSJB (i wasn‘t sure if you sent an ask about it earlier? idk that might have been someone else, so if it was (and you‘ve read it already) i hope you liked it sksjsj i was...... unsure about it. and i have this reeaaallly long peter fic that i started writing in december and that‘s the only peter thing i currently want to write but also i can‘t because idk how to continue kddjj.) but I’m definitely getting back into writing i have a few blurbs that i want to write so 🥰🥰🥰
Oh and pls as soon as you read this let me know: violet or yellow? (it‘s just a tiny thing for my new theme slsksj)
#lovely anon#BY THE WAY: do not feel bad or apologise for not answering straight away#you can take your time i know it can be exhausting (not bc its anything bad but just because its so much and so long) to answer to my shit#all at once*#so really i don‘t mind if you take a few days or a week or whatever to respond#or if you want to you can respond bit by bit/topic by topic whenever you feel like it#so you don‘t have to concentrate on an ask and my post for like AN HOUR DLSKJ but rather do it in smaller chunks#if you want <3#btw i‘m always so scared that i‘ll type lonely anon instead of lovely dldjdjsksk so if i ever do that i‘m just being#(cue your autocorrect dldkdj) a dumb bitch#its 1 am now sorry if there are any mistakes (i‘ll stop apologing from now now lol but i still am sorry you have to read my word vomit lmao)#*apologis#*from now on#omg
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Bodies - 2/realize
Here is part 2 of BODIES, hope you all enjoy it.
It was very very VERY funny to write, imagine you have to deal with that.
Part 1 is HERE
let me know what you think about it :D
and thanks for reading. It means a lot!
English is not my first language, please be patient <3
Warnings: swearing
WORDS: 1570
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It was funny to be caught in the King‘s body.
Everyone kissed the floor you went on, the ladies were crazy for you and the boys obeyed. At first you weren‘t sure if you would be able to handle this fame but after a few compliments and blewed kisses from the bitches at shool, you knew how to handle the situation. You always knew how to handle strange situations: Smiling and nodding.
Billy, who was caught in your body, was kind of… embarrassing. You were a normal girl with good grades, you worked for it and you saw yourself as lonesome wolf. The less people, the better.
But Billy turned your body into a bitch. You found him at your locker, face to face with Tommy, another „try to be“ King, who would be easily to get.
„What do you think you are doing here?“, you hissed at your own face, and caught-in Billy smiled at you.
„Just wanted to have Sex with a male, you know I won‘t die if I can‘t get this kind of experience!“, he answered with your voice.
„Don‘t you dare. Talk to no one and do nothing! Especially not with my body“, you threatened him.
Tommy, who saw you walking to him, ran away, afraid to get punched by your strong fist. He didn‘t know it was YOU in Billy‘s Body, no one knew. They just wondered why the King of Keg was soft and smooth and the little, quiet, tiny girl was such a … bitch now.
After shool you went to Billy‘s Camaro and lightened a cigarette. It didn‘t take long for your body to arrive.
„Let‘s go. To my place“, he suggested, opening the driver‘s door of the Camaro.
„Oh, honey, don‘t you dare to let a woman drive your Baby“, you smiled the biggest smile ever.
Billy, caught in your body, stood in front of you, rolled his eyes.
„I won‘t let you drive my Baby“, he shouted at you, it was funny to hear yourself getting mad all the time.
„You have to. If we ever change bodies again, which I beg for, you‘ll have to handle a LOT of girls begging to drive your car“, you answered and took place at the driver‘s seat.
Billy placed your body next to you and closed the passenger door.
„I hope to get out of this fuckin’ body as soon as possible“, he mumbled disapproving.
„Thought you like that?“, you giggled and earned an angry look by yourself.
…
„I don‘t know. I just wanted to fuck you, then you said no and then I got off with this cheerleader chick“, Billy said.
You were about to find out what happened at Tina‘s party.
„It‘s not my fault. I always get horny when I am drunk“, he tried to talk himself out of the situation.
„But that‘s no excuse for treating me like a piece of shit“, you answered and felt that heartbreak coming up your throat again.
The situation was kind of horrible. You were caught in the body you adored the most. You remembered how he touched the girl, kissed her neck right after he laughed at you.
And you still remember his kiss, how he pulled yourself close to him, his hands running through your hair…
„Hey what‘s wrong?“, you heard your voice and looked up straight into your own eyes. You would have to get used to look at yourself if you weren‘t able to change your bodies back soon.
„You really hurt me“, you answered, hearing Billy‘s voice say the words as you tried to swallow the tears. One little tear left the beautiful blue eyes you owned now and you felt kind of desperate.
„I have never seen myself crying“, Billy answered with your voice, „could you PLEASE stop crying? I look like a fuckin’ idiot now!“
You cleared your throat, „I remember throwing a penny at Tina‘s fountain“, you said. „I tried to do a little prayer“
„What kind of prayer? What are you talking about?“, Billy asked and suddenly came closer.
„I asked the universe to change me into a person who is loveable“, you answered and lowered your head, his curls hanging around your forehead.
„You dumb little piece of shit“, he shouted at you, „what the hell did you think you would get? Another body? Well, congratulations, here we are now, princess“
„It‘s not my fault“, you cried.
„Whose fault then? If not yours?“, he jumped off the bed and ran nervously around the room.
You recognized that Billy was really angry and mad at you. But he couldn‘t hurt you, he owned your body and you owned his - strong – body now.
„Listen“, you saw your face coming close to you, „I am just confused. And I got this … stomach pain coming and going… and I am angry all the time. Angry, horny, angry, sad, angry. I don‘t know what‘s going on!“
Oh hell no. Please no.
You catched your school bag, rummaged through the books and found your calendar.
„Well...“, you giggled, „I can tell you what your pain causes. You are on your period!“
„I … am… WHAT?!“, he shouted with your voice and you saw how the colour of your own face disappeared.
„Don‘t panic. I know what to do. It‘s my body, I can help you through“, you promised and tried to hide a laugh.
„You got anything here? Tampons, ties? Anything?“, you asked and Billy denied.
„Don‘t know, I never thought about this disgusting shit before. I won‘t do a girl on her period. Do you tell me I will start to bleed?“
„Yeah, so we have to get something for you“, you answered and placed your hand on the arm Billy owned now. Touching yourself was really… weird.
„I don‘t want to get through this shit!“, he said and you smiled at him and answered „Women have to go through that every single month, darling!“
„Every month? Okay, if I promise to not talk shit about bleeding women again, would that help?“
„No, I don‘t think so. But you can remember this for the rest of your life. Mabye you think different now“
…
You sat on Billy Hargrove‘s bed, looked around and could not imagine what went wrong. Maybe it was the penny you snapped into Tina‘s fountain, maybe it was anything else. But you were sure that you would love to have your body back.
Not today, but maybe when the period would be over. You laughed about the situation that the King of Hawkins tried to put a tie in his panty, dealing with period cramps.
„You okay?“, you asked, the bath-door between you and your cramping body opened and you saw the mess.
„Nothing is okay about this situation. I can‘t put this fuckin’ ties inside me!“, Billy shouted and you laughed out loud.
„Please… just please stop trying to put them INSIDE, you have to … come on. Let me do this“, you giggled and opened a new tie and placed it on the panty.
„I thought you have to put something inside… I remember this. Saw it at biology class“, he said.
„Yeah, you can put tampons in. Not ties. Now put the panty on as usual“
„I am lucky to have… you by my side now“, Billy said with your voice, smiling at you.
You took the hand of your body, pulled caught Billy to the bed and sat down besides your body.
„You have to keep your belly warm. I‘ll make you a hot water bottle“, you said and left the room.
…
As you were on the bed, holding your own body tight, Billy looked at you with your eyes and smiled. You never realized that your smile was really adorable, you always dealed with self-doubt and never felt good enough.
But as you saw yourself with different eyes, you realized that you WERE pretty, you just forgot it.
„I‘d love to have some food now“, Billy said, „let‘s get some“
„You, my friend, stay in bed, I will get us some food. Something special?“
„Chinese food. Please. I‘d kill for Chinese food now“, Billy said and you stood up, put on the denim jacket and grabbed the keys for the Camaro.
„Hey“, you heard your voice say and turned around to look at your body.
„What?“
„You are a really nice person. I am sorry that I was an idiot at the party. I was drunk. It was really bad behavior“, Billy apologized.
„Not bad at all���, you answered and smiled, „I can drive your car, that‘s all I ever wanted“
„And you‘ve got a really nice ass now“, he giggled and you rolled your eyes.
„Self-love is not good at all, Hargrove. Lay back down, I‘ll be back soon“, you answered and went away.
Maybe he is not bad at all, you thought. At least he apologized.
You put on the sunglasses and started the Camaro.
„I could really need a little sign. Anything that helps“, you prayed to yourself and turned on the radio.
The song that boomed out of the boxes was familiar to you: Round and Round by RATT.
Round and round With love we'll find a way just give it time Round and round What comes around goes around I'll tell you why
Love. Big word for that mistake, you giggled to yourself and drove out of the entrance.
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hello ✨
i‘d really like to continue our conversation but i can’t think of anything else except that interview. i‘ve been trying to wrap my brain around how the royal family is so full of elitist and racist assholes and how there were literally only ever two good people in that family, diana and her younger son. i just know she‘s looking at them from up there and that she is proud of harry and meg!! jesus. i watched a short synopsis of the interview this morning and it left me speechless, seething, shaking with anger. i feel so so sorry for meg and i have a very strong urge to burn down buckingham palace and i feel like every single person on tumblr would help me. jesus i just - there are no words. fuck lizzie and her entourage.
anyway
i hope your dinner went well!! i‘m adulting very hard right now as well, had a practical course the last two weeks about histology and identifying different types of cells like cancerous growths and i LOVED it (was very exhausting tho which is why i‘m only just writing you now). plus i got to see my friends and even with masks and distance, we were all so happy to see each other!! it‘s been a while since my whole life was pure happiness but the last two weeks definitely were!
i‘m sure you‘ll do just fine with your bachelor‘s thesis - even better probably!! i decided to wait until the next winter semester since i‘m still short a few credit points and i don‘t want to overwork myself too much - especially since most of my lectures have already confirmed to be online next semester too and this is something that drains me so much, i can‘t even say. i have never studied so much and retained so little information than the last two semesters. it‘s been a whole ass nightmare and i dread doing it again (and again, who knows?)
i feel you so much! winter blues? who is she?? the sun‘s been shining almost everyday where i live with temperatures up to 20 degrees celcius so i even studied on my balcony a little which was AWESOME.
the situation with covid is a bit of a mess right now. the numbers are going up but restrictions are going down and i‘m kinda angry about it. i don‘t get it. why couldn’t they have waited until mid april or so because by then at least half the population should have had their first vaccine shot but well, old white men in places of power, y‘know?
i found out that surgical masks, especially the ones with the metal pieces on the nose work best to avoid fog!
aaaah i‘m so happy for you!! congrats on passing your exams!! i am really proud of you and i‘m crossing my fingers that you‘ll get your thesis done well and find an excellent well paying job ✨✨ you absolutely deserve it!
oh jesus, my posts from my first tumblr years would just make me cringe, i‘d rather not look at them 😁 i was just a heart broken little baby teenager with parent-issues and lots of insecurities and i‘m SO glad i left that little dude behind. they were a mess and while i still adore them for making me who i am, i‘d rather not see all the shit their brain came up with 😆
i‘m once again off to study because as you might know, uni never rests and exams just keep coming 🙈
wishing you a good week full of happiness and good vibes!! take care of yourself 💕
yours,
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Hi there 💗
Oh god yes I feel exactly the same. The sad thing is nobody is really surprised by any of this not after how they handled Diana and also how they didn't speak out against the press 2 years ago. I'm just so happy for H&M, they can start a better life now and I wish them all the positivity they need.
My dinner went very well - and wow that sounds super interesting! I'm glad you loved it as well! And yeah I feel you with the friends thingy. I wish I could see mine but a lot of them live a bit further away and it's harder to meet during lockdown when nothing's open and all you can do is take long walks 🤭 but one of them made the journey two times during the last two weeks and I'm supper happy she did. We had a good time, cooked and watched a lot of football, so it was really nice ☄️.
God yes. Studying online over the last year was exhausting and draining and you're absolutely right I feel like I haven't retained any information so far. At least not anything useful. Thanks to a calculation error I've actually got all the credits I need so I'm really just missing my thesis right now 🙈 but there's news on that as well. Sadly the professor I initially asked doesn't have any spaces left for this summer semester, so right now I'm back to trying to find a new one while simultaneously gathering more information about my topic and writing a rough summary.
We've got a lot of cold sun in the last weeks and it's been pretty nice so far. I tried to go for a walk or run nearly everyday so I get some fresh air and movement which also helped a lot. 🦋 And speaking of covid, yeah it's been messy here too. Numbers going up and down and shops slowly opening - I don't think it's time for that yet but god I am tired of staying inside my flat the whole time. So yeah I went shopping this Wednesday, but it was super weird so I didn't stay long at all - it feels kinda wrong to just go back to 'normal' after such a long time. So more staying at home until I get that vaccination 🤭😅
I just went back to not wearing glasses 😂 sunglasses are fine but with my normal ones I guess I'll always struggle. But the ones with metal pieces are definitely working the best so far!
I'm super happy as well 🥺 just glad I got all of them out of the way now! I don't know if you remember but I told you about that lip infection a few weeks ago right? And I thought with antibiotics it would get better and dissappear in the end? Well no 😩 it got worse again and in the end they told me that it's a cyst that doesn't seem to go away, so on Wednesday they had to cut it out. It took wayyyy longer than expected because that thing was also bigger than they thought. I've got stitches inside my lip now and it's super annoying because they hurt and I still feel tired from the anesthetic. Sleeping and eating are also hard - so I'm being miserable since Wednesday 😂😪 I just really really hope that after next week I don't have to worry about that anymore.
Anyways you didn't ask for any medical information but it's been exhausting around here 🤭 I also have a kinda love/hate relationship with my past self? That girl only felt alone and needed somebody who would tell her that's everything is going to be alright and that questioning one's sexuality is absolutely okay - even if it takes you years or it never stops 🤍 but in the end it worked out and I am grateful as well. And I like to think my younger self would be damn proud of who I am today!
I wish you a wonderful week, lots of sunshine and good vibes ☀️☺️ and I apologise in advance for all the f1 content on this blogs but winterbreak is finally over 😅
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#🍫 it's the chocolate anon tag#If anything doesn't make sense I just blame it on the anesthetic#Bc boy oh boy I'd didn't even tell you about the meds I need to take 3 times a day#So yeah#Pain medication high incoming 🤭#But once again thank you for listening 🤍🤍#Missed you a lot
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