#and it turns into this whole toxic dynamic where im always 'nagging' him about work and i just dont know what to do anymore
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deeply personal feelings incoming
it's incredibly tragic to see someone become a shell of themselves on account of a job
#i. am having feelings#none of them good lol#i feel like i dont recognize my partner anymore cuz hes always either at work or resting from work#and i get that he feels like this is the only way cuz its the norm in his field but goddamn#at some point u have to realize that theres more to life#problem is that he really loves his profession so hes easily exploitable#ofc theres still glimpses of the relationship we had before#i still love him so much. but i dont know how much longer i can live like this#its horrible to see him like this#and i feel so neglected#i used to feel like hed move heaven and hell for me#and now i feel like. an option#and i know he doesnt mean it like that but its obvious where his priorities lie now#weve had so many conversations about this and so little has changed#i used to have such issues accepting that people love me but i always knew he loves me. and i just dont feel like that anymore#and it turns into this whole toxic dynamic where im always 'nagging' him about work and i just dont know what to do anymore#well. thats my one deeply personal rant a year done#used to do it more often but i know so many people in real life now it feels weird lol#im fine just. going through the motions#also its heaven and earth but its 1 am and i am exhausted so brain is not braining
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