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pocket-size-cthulhu · 8 months

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The thing about being lonely is that if you want to fix it you have to make friends and making friends is scary and exhausting and difficult and also often makes you feel more lonely in the early stages of it or if the relationship doesn't take off. I don't want to "go out" I don't want to "meet people" I want my already-well-established friend to come over and parallel play with me. Alas,

#social anxiety really killing me today #haha everything is fine haha so fine I'm definitely fine haha #i hate talking on the phone and texting really just doesn't do it for me #so i need to actually spend time around other human beings #but other human beings have jobs and schedules and families and they live a ways away and they get sick or are busy #and it requires the herculean task of surmounting my own anxiety and exhaustion #plus one of us has to clean #sorry for being too real on main today #I'm just suffering somewhat #the darkest weeks of the year are over finally #but it's still a while until spring #I'm hanging on by a thread dude

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