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crow-talks-hockey · 1 year ago

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my brain is awful to me so you all must experience it too:

imagine rumors about connor and nate getting tr^ded for each other. like. brain, what the hell. why would you do this to me. i'll cry. do you know how badly that would mess with everything? bitch it's not connorcale or macleo, it's NATECALE and MCDRAI. ALWAYS. do NOT ever separate them so help me-

#colorado avalanche #edmonton oilers #nathan mackinnon #connor mcdavid #listen all these “connor trade” rumors are making me annoyed #like obviously this couldn't happen. but my brain made me think it. and now i'm imagining a fic of it..#and it makes me wanna lay down and cry #connor and leon belong in edm together just as much as nate and cale do in col #it's just that simple #never trade any of them ever

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introspectivememories · 2 months ago

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timbern interconnected fates but not like by chance but like bernard wrestling with destiny to make sure he gets to have tim in his life

#bear who lost time for years and fucking army crawled his way into getting him back #bear who hung around wayne ent events in the hope that he'd just happen to run into tim and they'd reconnect #bernard dowd who looked fate in the eye and said 'fuck you. tim is my happy ending and if you wanna take that away you're gonna have to #fight me for it'#and tim drake who once he knew what he wanted got tag teamed into the smackdown #tim drake who will crawl through dimensions to get back to bear #tim drake who takes better precautions on patrols now because he's got his bear to come home to now and he'll be damned if he #ever makes bear cry tears over his sorry ass again #tim drake who looks fate in the and says 'i dont care how many times you put a hit on me. i'll come back to him every time.'#bernard dowd #tim drake #timbern #timber #the idea of bernard's love being stronger than a universe that had really no plans of putting him and tim back together again makes me #wanna sob. he loved tim so much that it rewrote their narratives. i need to go lay down

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gen-is-gone · 8 months ago

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I wanna live in the spy kids house. not for the gadgets or anything, just cause it's the most gorgeous house I've ever seen and I'm a boring adult who cares about tile backsplashes these days 🥲

#megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace #spy kids #the spectre of homeownership is haunting #not least of which is just because the market makes me wanna lay down and cry #why is it that only rich people can afford to have taste and then they have absolutely dogshit taste

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fouenix · 1 year ago

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"And when they see the truth... They'll hate you as much as you hate yourself."

AHH SORRY FOR THE CRAPPY QUALITY I SAVED THIS FROM MY OLD COMPUTER :((

#omori fanart #omori hero #omori kel #omori aubrey #omori truth #omori makes me wanna lay down and cry #i was so proud of this too why did they have to munch on the quality #digital art #digital fanart #omori art #omori fandom

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steinbit · 1 month ago

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fuck meeee one of my flatmates locked Both Doors when he went to work and now i'm locked outside in the storm with no idea when my other flatmate gets back 🙃🙃🙃

#i thought i had my keys in my backpack but they're apparently in my other bag #and i didn't really stress about it since one of the doors is basically Never locked since the handle is Fucked #but noooo the day i Actually Forget my keys is the day my flatmate actually locks it kill me kill me kill me #im wet and cold and hungry and i really need to pee #and instead of telling me when she's getting back my other flatmate is just repeatedly calling me a loser like thanks dude #really needed that rn #i wanna lay down and cry #does fish make noise??

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gooboogy · 2 months ago

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u shouldnt listen to people who tell you that it's good to be somewhat inconsolably miserable and hurting a lot so you can push yourself to do things to take care of yourself. every single therapist (and physical therapist) I've seen has told me the same thing: baby steps. take fucking baby steps. small achievable goals. if someone is telling you that it's good for you to suffer a lot and push through it they're probably [redacted] lol. if you are wanting to befriend yourself, a friend wouldn't want you to be suffering so much for them, truly

#personal opinion but. yeah #theres a rlly popular post thats saying its self care to be hurting a fucking lot and crying just to do dishes #hot take. i dont think that actually good for you #like. it makes sense if its hard and difficult and painful but like. not a whole fucking lot that youre supremely miserable??#if you wanna be a friend to yourself. think about how much you want your friend to be suffering #the [redacted] is christian and sure enough i was right #dont listen to christians who tell you that suffering is good for u trust me it gets taken way too far #despite my poor experiences with professionals they actually went to school for this #goobabble #vis a vis dishes just do a couple #clean a small part of your room #run a soapy washcloth over your pits and ass #sit up from bed then lay back down #stand in the bathroom #just hang out in front of the sink #baby steps!

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thenotsolittlelady · 8 months ago

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#I hate it when looking at art makes me wanna lay down my pen for good and just curl up and cry #cause how can I ever create anything as beautiful #of course I try to turn this feeling into something productive instead #supporting other artists and letting them inspire me #but I still would love if I could just stop feeling like this altogether #sorry that i keep venting like this #been struggling a lot mentally and I just... feel a little lost rn #holding on! but... you know how it is

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rutilated-quarz · 4 months ago

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Genuinely feels like I'm just not built to hold down a job for more than like 2 months max before my entire body and mental state begins breaking down

#like yeah i managed at the dmv but then they cut the position i was in entirely #so now to do the same shit you have to also do a different more stressful job #and you need to have like 11 college degrees and 30 years experience #and everywhere else thinks sitting down should be illegal apparently #i can hardly get myself to do shit i like half the time much less like. chores and shit #vent #ahhh the struggles of the low support needs autistic.#like i just wanna have a job that Doesnt have me crying before sleep because i have to wokr tomorrow. yk #i just wanna work somewhwre thst Doesnt make me wanna lay down and nwvwr get back up

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nervocat · 5 months ago

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I love my cat sm

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#tw vent #putting that there .....#but I went down a negative spiral and whenever I do that gender dysphoria kicks my ass #and Tuxiedo wasn't on my bed so all I could do was hold on to my plush and cry #but I felt him come and jump up on my bed from my window #and I turned around and he pretty much immediately came to lay on my chest #ik that he doesn't know something/someone putting weight on my chest rlly helps me when I get like this #(it helps with me not feeling hyper aware of my chest and is just a general comfort thing for me that rlly only my cat does)#but just having him do that comforted me a whole lot #and since he got off I'm just hugging said plush to my chest to try and help #which it does #but it's also led to me not being able to move even an inch bc I always get hyper aware of my chest #It always happens #I stay frozen when it gets rlly bad and I just just wanna throw up my insides and rip my hair out sometimes and I just hold my plush close #too much? probably #I get kinda violent to myself with my thoughts #very gorey would not recommend #but I'm not gonna say them in detail here #but yeah Tuxiedo getting up and comforting me was rlly nice #I love him :33 #and my bad for getting negative on main fellas 🙏🙏#need to shower but who knows if that'll make my current horrendous gender dysphoria worse #(it will bc I have to look at myself in the mirror every time I go to get in the shower and I get sick just looking at myself)#also Over & Over by Rio Romeo rlly had to start playing during this 💀💀#“Over and over I fuck myself over” lyric hitting more than usual 💔💔

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impossible-rat-babies · 2 years ago

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“now comes your part. to cloak yourself in the fiction, to breathe life into the dead, to give a voice to the voiceless...

as we did together that day, when you gave us your answer.”

#ffxiv #oc: eyrie kisne #me screaming crying throwing up over drk #the chefs kiss of the parallels between the 50 and 80 quest kinda make me wanna uhh lay down for forever #okay to rebloog

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pessimisticprincess · 1 year ago

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officially at the point with this job where working one 12 hour shift just burns me out completely

#the idea of working the next 5 days is making me wanna walk into traffic #just the idea of being at work til 8pm is enough for that honestly i just wanna lay down on the floor #weirdly tempted to smoke this cigarette being offered to me even though i quit like 7 years ago lmao #anyways my daily cry will definitely be early today

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crybaby-bkg · 2 years ago

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so frustrated bc I always get the worse writers block whenever I’m pmsing bc I keep convincing myself that my writing is shit and no one’s gonna like it so I don’t write it and then regret it bc when I DO wanna write it I forget the premise of it and akdhdkdjd

so so so so so so frustrating and annoying and I yam So Tired of it all

#I had an idea about being like one of those people who work in like country clubs n shit #and catering to retired heroes but I just can��t seem to word anything right #lowkey wanna cry lmao I’m so frustrated and irritable #and I’m cold which makes it even harder to type #just fucked up all around lol #also I wanna submit for my schools writing club contest #but the president of the organization is putting so many restrictions on it and it’s stressing me out so bad #it’s already a struggle to get a good idea out and to be so limited is so very difficult #sorry I’m full of complaints I’m just not doing well mentally at all and everything sucks #I made my first ice cream cake today and was so proud of it #and then someone made fun of how it looked and I just #I know they were joking but it really made me wanna cry especially after already having a draining day #and that was the one thing I was happy about ya know????#SORRY I’m just gonna go lay down and try to read some maybe #—in store chit chat! 🍫#tw: vent

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beautifulpossumdyke · 1 year ago

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love when me trying to keep boundaries and communicate myself in a way that minimizes the effects of BPD means I'm delusional and unsafe to be around. but no there's no stigma around bpd

#“hey can you not yell in my face can we text abt it instead it would make me feel safer and help me articulate myself”#statements from an utterly deranged individual #bpd #vent #everybody wants a bpd girl until she has bpd #like fuck man you wouldnt react this way if i said “oh its overstimulating me i need comfortable sensations to self soothe” youd be fine #but the moment its “im splitting so i wanna isolate so i can carefully choose and dwell on my words so i dont say something i dont mean”#CRAZY. PSYCHOTIC. DANGEROUS. UNSAFE TO BE AROUND. EVERYBODY BLOCK HER #hell i am autistic like!!! local girl has her feelings hurt #wants to lay in bed with her cat and cry a bit to calm down

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deceptive-daydreams · 1 year ago

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don’t know what the deal is but I’m hurting extra bad over Eddie tonight, I’m talking chest pains

#might be my period on its way #but I wanna cry and fuck and just every possible thing all at once #like I need hurt/comfort but I also need a good kinky ass smut #need to cry and scream about life and then get railed until I cry again and then get taken care of #and get babied the fuck out of #feeling rockstar!eddie because he would take such good care of me and let me lay in his big ol fluffy bed for as long as I wanted #and just have that ‘let me take care of you’ protectiveness about him that I’m really craving #like he’s making your forget about all of your problems by fucking you dumb and then getting in the bath with you #and then tucking you into his comfy sheets all naked and clean and cozy #putting on a comfort movie or show #and then sliding into bed with you to rub your back and make you forget all about the scary things in life #can we tell I’m down bad bad tonight?#🥴

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rosicheeks · 2 years ago

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You’re so pretty.

Also your butt is wonderful.

Also also your titties are great.