#and it has been nerve wrecking like i might cry tonight fkgkmgf

[anthropoetics]

years of reclusion? as a recluse myself i am interested in knowing more about your experience. also. how to find the strenght to go back into the world..

thanks in advance for taking the time to answer, i love your blog!!

hi darling! it wasn't that much of a choice, i guess. i didn't follow the usual path of finishing high school and going to university right away because i wanted to rest. i had friends back in middle/high school but they all started adult life, so we naturally distanced ourselves. one year turned into two and so on, then the pandemic came, so there it was five years, wow! it's not as easy as it seems, even though i'm having lots of good interactions, i couldn't help but think that i already don't fit in with most people (i'd say the motif of not belonging is like my main thing). and how to find the strenght to go back into the world? hmm, i don't know, it happens eventually. that's why i mentioned those years weren't that bad because i realized lots of aspects that are necessary to me, and that i can't lose, no matter how much i want to connect with people.