#and it can make cake crumb softer so i assume it would be the same for bread
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what the phuck would this bake into is the real question
#dan howell#amazingphil#phan#dan and phil#dan and phil poll#some kind of sweet enriched dough. but with shredded wheat as well#cinnamon roll bready dough but with regular flour instead of bread#so probably not as much of a rise as it would normally have#idk what the vinegar would do bc it can be used to help with baking soda to make cake rise#but theres no baking soda here#and it can make cake crumb softer so i assume it would be the same for bread#but only very small amounts of vinegar otherwise it doesnt work#thats enough baking theorising i dont know enough technical stuff and it would be a waste to try this out BUT i am so interested in what#it would make
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The Night We Never Met
A small Kylux ficlet for @kyluxtrashcompactorā, since I didnāt finish the longer one in time-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jules!! Thanks for all the encouragement and commiseration and for always lending an ear <3 <3 <3
This ficlet is a glimpse of the alternate reality Kylo dreams about at the end of The Four Visitations -- Hux ending up in New Republic culture because Brendol was captured, Hux orphaned and lonely and resentful but working hard because itās all he has left. Ben rejects Jedi training and becomes a pilot. After graduating from his flight academy he goes back to the bakery where the boy he had a crush on as a kid rose from bus boy to waiter to manager, wanting to see him again but not expecting him to still be there... This can be read as part of that story or as a standalone AU!
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Ben isnāt expecting Armitage to still be working at the bakery in Tilmook, so he avoids it during his first few cycles back on Chandrila. He knows he should avoid it anyway. Heās been a pestering presence in Armitageās life since he was ten years old, when he happened into what was then a tourist trap bake shop after leaving the transit station heād randomly selected during his half-assed attempt to run away from home.
That particular dramatic gesture became a turning point in his life. When he returned to his family after almost a full cycle of using the Force to conceal his whereabouts, everyone assured him that he didnāt have to train to be a Jedi and that they would work with him on what he did want, within reason. Ben has wondered if his fixation on Armitage has to do with the bubbly childhood relief he associates with that time in his life, though when he first met Armitage he didnāt yet know that his running away gambit would yield anything but more misery.
Itās probably too generous to say that they āmetā that day. Ben was fighting back tears when he stumbled into the bakery, aware that he wasnāt going to get far unless he began to use the Force to trick everyone he encountered into giving him things for free, which was how heād boarded the hover train that had brought him there from the city where he lived with his mother. He eyed the skinny, red-haired teenager working behind the counter with this in mind: that he would have to shove his way into the boyās brain and root around cruelly just to get a free fizzpop and muffin. If he didnāt use his powers to make people give him what he wanted, he would have to turn to a life of slavery. Those were his options as he saw them at ten years old: turn evil or be enslaved. Jedi training would have been the latter, heād decided.
Heād underestimated his parentsā ability to adapt. Just stammering out the words āpilot schoolā in Hanās presence had been enough to convince him, and Leia was so frayed from spending a full cycle thinking heād been kidnapped by a rival politician or a dark disciple of the Sith that she was ready to drop the Jedi boarding school plan as soon as he turned up in the lobby of her building, wibbling apologies.
Now things are good, better, and he isnāt even particularly anxious about being home for Life Day and seeing the whole extended family, Luke included. Luke insists he was never disappointed or hurt by Benās decision, just concerned about what the lack of training might expose him to. Possibly heās still concerned, but: whatever. He has his school, his many students. Rey surpassed Ben in her powers by the time she was six. Luke is probably relieved that he didnāt waste his time on an inferior apprentice.
So maybe heās still a little bitter. Heās not even sure where it comes from these days. Heās still a Force user, and the best pilot in the galaxy therefore. Heās met his potential in other ways, too, since leaving home for the flight academy. The last time he went to the Tilmook bakery he was just starting to fill out, still gangly with bad hair and subpar skin. Now heās twenty-two, commanding in presence and clear of skin, his hair mostly fixed and at least strategically long enough to cover his ears.
He wants to show off, is the thing. After all those years of just showing up, peeking unsubtly at Armitage while he worked and occasionally mustering up the courage to mumble some lame attempt at small talk, he wants to show his childhood crush that heās not a stammering adolescent anymore. As if Armitage cares, or will even be there. Ben is prepared for disappointment when he makes excuses to Leia and sets off on the train to Tilmook. Heāll bring back bread and cakes for the party theyāre having tomorrow, he says. This bakery is the best in the galaxy, he promises.
The exterior of the bakery looks different. Ben stands across the hoverway from it for a while, absorbing the fact that heās hurt by the changes. Itās sleeker, clean. From where he stands, Ben can see droids working behind the counter. His heart drops.
He goes in anyway. He did promise his mother to bring home some baked goods. Ā
The smell that hits him as soon as he walks inside is the same, at least, and it brings Ben right back to himself, in ways good and bad. He was a kid here, then a teenager, and it had felt just as intense as it does now to walk through the door. He always came alone and with a kind of mission that he couldnāt define clearly, one that he knew would fail. He didnāt think Armitage, four years older, cool and beautiful, would ever be glad to see him, let alone that any eye contact he managed to make would yield something more than a clipped question about whether heād like to order something more. But he went there with such painfully ballooning, undeniable hope even so.
āThere was a man who used to work here,ā Ben says to the droid that tries to take his order at the counter. āHe had, uh. Red hair, green eyes.ā And a mouth that Ben still thinks about when he jerks off, and that accent. Imperial. A fucking Imperial war orphan-- Ben hadnāt meant to eavesdrop that deeply. Heād just assumed as much when he heard Armitageās voice, and the Force had told him, yes.
āOur owner fits this description,ā the droid says. āDo you require him?ā
āI-- Your--ā
Armitage emerges from the back room with flour on his cheek, frowning. He marches toward the counter as if he heard the word owner and was summoned thusly. He looks the same: slight but sure of himself, perfectly clean-shaven, angry. Lonely, but thatās more what his Force energy gives off than anything Ben could pin on his appearance. He frowns at Ben, then something changes. His eyes lighten, brows lift. He smiles, just a little, at the corner of his lips. Some flour falls off his cheek and onto his shirt when he does.
āOh, I didnāt recognize you,ā Armitage says. āYou grew up.ā
āI-- Yeah. Iām home from the academy, I graduated.ā On his last trip here, four years ago, heād muttered something to Armitage about going away for school. Armitage had been managing the place at the time, had transformed it from a sorry tourist trap that boasted only a highly-trafficked location across from the hovertrain station to an attractive and well-reviewed establishment. There were jokes in some of the reviews about how Armitage ran the place like an Imperial.
āYour hairās longer,ā Armitage says, that hint of a smile still tugging at the corner of his mouth.
āItās to cover my ears,ā Ben blurts, because this place had transformed him back into a ten-year-old.
Armitage smiles fully then, and Ben vows to endure any humiliation available if it brings that look to Armitageās face again. He vows to stop pretending like he doesnāt know why he keeps coming back here.
āI wondered if Iād ever see you again,ā Armitage says. āI never knew, back then, that you were Organaās son.ā
āOh. Yeah, I am. Would you have kicked me out if you knew?ā
āNot exactly. Iām due for a break, do you want to join me?ā
āI, yes, sure, yeah--ā
āWhat do you want? Pick anything, itās on the house.ā
Ben stares. He wants to reach over and brush the flour from Armitageās cheek. Is he really asking, what do you want?
āFrom the case,ā Armitage says, eyebrows lifting. He gestures to the pastries and cakes on display.
āOh-- Nothing, I mean-- A twist bread.ā Ben wishes he could bring up some holo footage to demonstrate that heās not really like this anymore. Heās suave, at school, admired and easygoing. āFor old timesā sake?ā he says, not sure if Armitage will remember that this was his first ever order when he showed up here red-eyed and lost.
āOf course.ā Armitage goes to the case and selects one. āFollow me,ā he says. āBack through here. Iām the owner now, did the droid tell you that?ā
āYes. Thatās incredible. Youāre so young.ā
āHa. Thank you. I donāt feel young.ā
Ben wants to ask what that means. He wants to know everything. In the flowering courtyard behind the bakery he shovels the twist bread into his mouth while Armitage smokes a cigarette, both of them sitting against the sun-warmed brick on the back wall of the building. The bread is better than Ben remembers: softer, less salty, more refined.
āIāve never met someone my age who smokes those,ā Ben says when heās wiping crumbs from his hands.
āIām not your age, Iām older.ā
āNot that much older, now.ā
Armitage sniffs and drags on the cigarette. Itās very bright out, high afternoon, and heās squinting, blinking. Ben has always loved his eyelashes. Heās always had trouble not staring.
āI suppose itās an Imperial vice,ā Armitage says. He looks at Ben like he dares him to judge him for this.
āEx-Imperial,ā Ben says.
āIn my case? Obviously.ā
āSo youāve never been to a Life Day celebration,ā Ben says, before he can stop himself.
āNo, I havenāt quite acclimated to your culture to that degree. And hereās hoping I never will.ā
āAw. Whatās wrong with Life Day?ā
āIs that a serious question?ā
They go on like this, like theyāve always known each other, like theyāve been waiting all their lives to finally have this mundane, thrilling conversation, until Armitage realizes some buns are burning and curses. He springs up and races back into the kitchen to try to rescue them. Theyāre lost, but he still agrees to come to Benās familyās Life Day party.
āJust out of morbid curiosity,ā Armitage says.
Whatever his curiosity stems from leads him to swooning against Ben under a fringeberry sprig the following night, after asking Ben to explain what this flimsy bit of greenery signifies in his culture. Kissing, Ben says, dumbly, and Armitage grabs him by the front of the shirt like he canāt wait to try that, here. Theyāve both had several cups of spiced wine.
The party is still raging noisily in the apartmentās busier rooms. The fringeberry sprig is strategically located over a quiet doorway, in shadow. Ben hung it there himself, never thinking he would be kissing a man who tastes like his destiny beneath it. But if heād had to name a man who would taste this way he would have said, even years ago: Armitage, the baker, the redhead, the one who strolls through my dreams in crowns and capes and looks back as if to say: follow me if you dare.
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