#and it (somewhat) calms you down!
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it you’re lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
She’s what’s tethering him do you see… And he’s the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
They’re both so out of it 😭 It’s the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? They’re each other’s weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though she’s also the guard attack hound keeping him safe… And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. They’re both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They can’t perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked.
We both haven’t lived for ourselves in a very long time, haven’t we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it it’s ok he’s not all alone in the end 😭😭 He reached out for Marcille’s hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, it’s okay I’m okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because they’re h-u-n-g-r-y 💕💕💕
I bet he’s only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him they’re tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistles…... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you can’t suppress her in the way that matters. You can’t soothe him in the way that matters. It’s doomed. You’re doomed. It’s all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#I’m seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that it’s gonna get you killed#It’s good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc he’s bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT IT’S WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasn’t socialized in a long#time and he wouldn’t if it wasn’t a tool he needed to interact with BUT it’s still socialization and it’s getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#How’s that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY they’re so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
235 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hope everyone is having a SUPER Halloween! 🎃
#gmm#gmm 2969#link neal#rhett mclaughlin#link sans specs#ocean blues#my hero 🦸♂️#gosh he's a beautiful superman#blue-tiful boys#my edit#sorry i've been away so long#i miss you guys so much!#i'm so busy this fall with moving and having to find a new car all at the same time#and my health has been kinda wonky as well#still hanging in there tho#hopefully stuff will calm down soon so i can start posting somewhat regularly again#love y'all#muah 😘
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
warning for suggestive things
O'saa has a canonically long dick
How does Nas'hrah know it?
Guys do you think O'saa uses Nas'hrah as a portable fleshlight?
Does O'saa make Nas'hrah give him head?
#I mean I would if I had a severed sentient head with me#He can't burn you anymore#It is (probably) safe#and it (somewhat) calms you down!#I think miro should add a game mechanic to let O'saa jack off using nas'hrah to restore some sanity#o'saa#fear and hunger#o'saa fear and hunger#fear and hunger osaa#osaa#funger
62 notes
·
View notes
Text
nelvas and elenfric are concrete Proofs that love is real and blooming
#text#beautiful sprouts of first love trust me on that#i'm just in slight denial because i wanna think t*lvas doesn't like n*loth much but that is ignorant towards -#- the degree and capacity of love a youngin can carry 😍 Sigh. ok maybe he's okay with liking that abomination#outside factors play into that (the harrowing things he has to live thru) but whatever. it's somewhat pure nonetheless#t*lvas' mom is gonna be in horrors and in bad condition upon finding out her son is being hit and experimented on -#- not to mention being piped by some old Monster but i think she will suck it up and calm down once she learns he's rich#'oh.. .. well.... okay then..Son... if you like him...😓' (t*lvas shuffling and looking at his nails)#he's jsut embarrassed#el*nwen deep and loving sense of ownership of her fave captive nepo baby#she wants to give him a bath#insane degrees of deep seated want for ulfr*c. bought him at the Nordstore and now he's hers 😍#sk*rim characters are so loving tho. G*lmar loves his friends so bad. my queen#el*nwen is fuming jealous over the thought of g*lmar giving ulfr*c a backrub#bye#ok actually maybe t*lvas youngin love not that beautiful because i forget logically it;s gonna leave him so broken it's unfathomable i can -#- always imagine him smelling clothes that reek of sweat and Death and being like 'everything reminds me of him😢'#he's gonna go hard on those prescription pills and mead but whatever#FIRST LOVEEEEE💗💗💗💗💗💗🫰🫰🫰🫰🫰
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
okay, finally read the latest issue for miles. starting with these thoughts he has (ignore the typo in the first pic)
I’m just gonna be honest, it’s annoying to read for some reason even if it has what i want (Miles struggling with new side of himself). It sounds OOC, & you’d think “well yeah he’s a vampire now of course his thought process sounds different” but to me this sounds less “miles struggling with vampirism affecting his mind/actions” and more “generic laconic internal thoughts” I guess i was just expecting a little more energy and nervousness to his thoughts? I guess it could make sense, he’s tired from so much bullshit, but whatever, moving on!
this was a nice moment, and by nice i mean “what i wanted”, because here Miles just scared a woman who was going to get mugged by beating the shit out of the people mugging her. He recognized that he hit them too hard, and is kinda trying to keep the mood light (not working), and after he leaves, she comments on how she isn’t sure about the “friendly” part of the “friendly neighborhood spider-man” name. A cop earlier also looked unsure around him after he beat up this random demigod.
i just think he’s wrong here and sees Tiana as “the only person” bc of them liking each other, because let’s be serious. but him checking the new fangs is adorable to me. and speaking of adorable bugs
these two moments! very very cute. both in his emergency therapy appointment where we learn that his bioelectricity is helping keep the vampirism in check, but might also make it worse. And i didn’t share the pic, but Miles does that move again where the red and lenses start glowing gold when he uses his venom.
Anyway, can’t wait to see other reactions to him being like this. I really want to know how his dad and Shift feel
#it somewhat feels like they let someone who watched a yt dub of a batman comic write miles’s thought boxes#word. three words. something gritty. pessimistic comment about humanity. scene change#<- That’s how it reads and i’m like?? that’s not miles hello??#like i get this is a traumatic event with bandaids slapped on top by two diff brands. but no frantic thoughts? no jitters?? nothing that#makes you think ‘wow this dude needs to calm down and get some water’ ???#but again it’s whatever. i don’t care (cares so much)#comic spoilers#miles morales#spiderman#spider man#m&m posts
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
"I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm still crying. It's stupid."
"You were hurt. You are allowed to cry when you are hurt."
"But it's silly! It wasn't even that serious, I'm just being a drama queen - "
"What they said hurt you. You were hurt. It doesn't matter if it was a joke or a silly argument. What they said hurt you and you shouldn't think your feelings are no longer valid once you look back and see how stupid the situation may or may not have been."
"I should've just — "
"No, they shouldn't have said that. It is not your fault that they were rude to you for no reason. Please stop excusing their behaviour for them."
" ...okay. Sorry."
"There is nothing to be sorry for. You didn't do anything wrong. And if it makes you feel any better, I would have punched them right then and there. If you don't believe your own recollection, remember mine. Never feel bad for reacting in a natural way, feel better for not letting me react in a natural way and go kick their ass right now."
"Haha... Maybe it wasn't silly after all, but still, I don't think it warrants something like that."
"As long as you have to keep reminding me it wasn't that serious, I get to keep reminding you it wasn't that silly. Deal?"
"... Yeah, sure. You win."
#whump#this is not personal at all what are you talking about#whumpee and caretaker are both me???? pfshh#whumpee#caretaker#dialogue prompt#my writing#whump writing#whump prompt#um how do i tag this for fucky headspace#ah yes i just wont#i may have had to read this lime ten times over to fully comprehend and understand and calm down#wholesome#angst#is this somewhat considered#comfort#hurt/comfort#omg me the anti comfort colonel did a comfort this is what irl whump does to a mf
71 notes
·
View notes
Text
Option to trust Bo: *appears*
Me: *violently hits this option*
Option to tell Bo about tattoos: *app-*
Me: *has already clicked this option*
#fallen hero#fh spoilers#fallen hero revelations#also boris meeting chen was so funny#hello my dear marshal I'm here to give you even More doubts about the govt you work for#i love how fucking mistrusting bo was of chen BECAUSE who Chen works for#and somewhat calmed down only because he trusts his boss#love love love it#rosie is awesome#but bo? bo is MY MAN#also THe marshal breaking THE villain out? oof. portico cimena#good luck trying to discourage Ortega from turning the world upside down to find Sidestep tho#good luck luv
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Taco haters on osc confession fr can't handle her just being herself as a second antagonist of the show, like if i was taco in ii15 i would totally do the same for answers and if they took the game seriously
I mean why can't she be an actual antagonist and has a lil hope for herself if she confront pickle or microphone 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏
#Inanimate insanity#Amjoyz blog#Taco haters fr need to calm down#ii 15 spoilers#And somewhat one of the confessions called her a manipulative wh0re#The fuck you on 😰😰😰😰
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
I TOLD Y'ALL IT WAS COMING
Behold! My designs for Arman and Beast!
This took a while for me to get around to posting, honestly because I kept being bothered by their proportions... But then I remembered that it doesn't matter :)
Arman possesses the Gup-A, while Beast has the Gup-B! Their designs borrow heavily from their main drivers and are probably the most obvious of the batch, haha-
Face closeups!
I've decided that y'all can use any of these as icons, but please credit me if you do!
Next up will be Caleb and Darwin, who's beta designs I might share earlier... I am gonna be working on them all through the weekend so look forward to that :D
#octonauts#octonauts au#octonauts gups#octonauts oc#digital art#artists on tumblr#i managed to tone it down somewhat so i dont think i need to tag for the brightness this time#erm! heres some tidbits of info about them because i am so ill about their dynamic specifically#there are some GOOD dynamics among the gup spirits but NOTHING compares to whatever the hell these two have going on. *cracks knuckles*#first off stating the obvious here we got the blue/orange duo. complementary colours go so hard you dont understand how autistic i am for i#their ENTIRE thing is about contrasting against each other and i am HERE for it so i will list ALL OF THOSE#1. blue vs orange .. 2. large body vs small body .. 3. bear vs cat .. 4. smooth vs sharp .. AND THATS JUST VISUAL STUFF#arman is this calm rational father figure type guy while beast is wildcard loud flamboyant cousin type guy.....#..... almost exactly like barnacles and kwazii. and similar to the iconic duo: ARMAN AND BEAST WORK VERY WELL TOGETHER#they are besties your honour. sometimes arman has to drag beast back and sometimes beast has to push arman forward but its SO GOOD. ITS SOO#I LIVE FOR THIS SORT OF THING YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. YOU DONT UNDERSTA#i will be almost as ill about caleb and darwin as i was these two. you have been warned#.....this was more than tidbits... apologies! it will happen again.#hershel’s octonauts au
14 notes
·
View notes
Note
Oh my pretty little trophy you know if hung you down and kidnap you to keep you as a pet. I’d look after you real good so you’re always ready for me to use.
#then I’d really be your trophy 🫣#the thought of someone actually hunting me down has me weak in the knees#guys it’s HILARIOUS how easy id be to catch#if you want somewhat of a challenge give me a little head start#cause uh#maybe if my adrenaline was pumping it would be different#but usually I’m really good at sprinting but after a little bit I’m fucking done man#also can’t climb a tree (sad I never did as a kid ☹️)#when I think of someone hunting me down in the woods or something#I feel like I’d sprint off in some random direction#maybe running into a tree or tripping on some shit#and then not even 5 min will go by and I’ll hear you behind me or see you#and I’ll just like lol yell#or like freak out#grab some sort of twig for defense#knowing damn well that ain’t gonna do shit#or I’ll try to keep running but I feel like my anxiety and adrenaline would not mix well and I’d fall or something#and just be so so so easy to catch#you’ll be able to jump right on top of me and pin me down#or when I get up it’ll be so so easy to grab me and push me against a tree and tear off my clothes#gotta claim me by forced breeding before you kidnap me#okkkkkkkkkkk#I need to calm down wtf#ask#anon
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
its just rlly evil yknow
#yeah i just feel hollow. ive basically finished crying now#it was real bad as in snot was running down from my nose from crying bad lmfao#and im wanna make it clear that im not talking abt just memes from the general situation here like EXTRA CLEAR#but seeing this whole scene with headphones on the tv with the context.... i specifically rlly hate how ppl clowned on deans reaction#after The scene i was somewhat calming down but at the very last scene#the way dean was just stuck on the floor and trying and failing to stop his tears and finally burying his head in hus arms and you could#just hear his breathless crying...... yea that just broke me again#HHHHHHH anyway! 🙏 lets get these last two crusty episodes out of the way aye?
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I get being disappointed by how a show finishes up, but can we please not be weird (read: cranky and rude) about it to creators and other fans?
#bitch im sad too#lets take a moment and calm down before you blow your lid man#yelling at creators because they made a somewhat poor choice or something you disagree with?#couldnt be me#grow up and use your emotions to benefit your community or whatever the pub lad said#fucks sake
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Interesting how every time my gf becomes paranoid about something or worries about some aspect of our relationship I found out a few days later that either some friend/family member intentionally planted the idea in her mind or it’s an issue someone she knows just ended a relationship because of
#like a week ago she started getting really upset about something’s that’s been an ongoing joke between us#for maybe even longer than we’ve been dating#and 95% of the time she’s the one initiating the joke#and out of nowhere she gets really mad when I make the joke#and after we argue for a bit she finally calms down then bursts into tears apologizing for snapping at me and everything#then come to find yesterday that apparently her sister had been talking to her about her crazy ex that was somewhat abusive#and tried to take advantage of her in a manner related to the general topic of our running joke#and her sister was going on about how you can never trust a man with that kind of thing#I don’t think anyone is to blame here because her sister didn’t know about our jokes and wasn’t trying to place a wedge#which one of my gf’s friend has tried doing before because she was jealous of how happy we are#and my gf has just been sensitive lately because she’s dealing with a lot of crazy shit rn and is rightfully stressed out of her mind
0 notes
Text
The stans obsession with hate for their fave is truly fascinating to me like its like they are stuck there. Weird.
#Fandom wank#I mean i lowkey do it to in my own way#I just am not stanny enough#And that's what it boils down to like i don't get thinking feelings abt a character encompass#The right human emotion#Calm down#Its also okay eh like they can hate you can hate on the hate and all#And i say this for both of them#I have to say personally i find the dean ones more annoying about it obvs its bcz i somewhat disagree#But i totes get it too
1 note
·
View note
Text
Hey!!! Idk who I am but I'm *actively* trying to get past whoever is in front ^^ It doesn't matter, really.
So that "seki-ject" as we call em? Yeah uh, they. Are trying to exercise despite the body's state (°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥)
Character development frfr! but also 🥲 It's scawy TwT
Also they uh. Don't want to pick a name? They want to be *given* one ^^; (They posted it on their priv blog in their own words akdjandjahs)
Specifically, they want to earn it.
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Still need to call em smth 🥲 like. Besides "seki-ject"
Atleast they have an emoji (🏯) so there's atleast one way to refer to em otherwise =w=;;;
#sepiasys.txt#They looked at buddhism btw. Personally from what I remember we were somewhat interested in taoism but thas cool too /lh#sndkbakxnsjd I can feel their perspective akdbks#Seeing our body in our peripheral vision and knowing it doesn't feel right TwT#Btw we were uh gonna try and use S's pull up bar. God we're so weak. But uh we don't know how to put it up =w=;;;#*Takes executive control* ''Ok buddy ima need you to calm down!'' ^^;;#I think this one is gonna develop to be very connected to Japanese culture despite us being primarily Korean ^^; Too much samurai media @_@#Like. It's similar to the whole 🦊 being connected to FNAF thing; yk? There's just a lot of the same type of thing surrounding us rn ^^;;#|| He doesn't even know who would give him a name 😭#He's also still fairly underdeveloped ofc but. I wish for *all* of us to find identity ^^ We existed collectively without one for too long 🫠#I'm PROBABLY 🌼 but yk I might not be lol (but again doesn't rlly matter rn =w=;;)#OK I GO BUH BAI IDK WHOS GONNA BE HERE OR WHAT WE'LL DO AJDBJABD
1 note
·
View note