#and im so sick of being drowned in guilt over mistakes i made months or years ago that i cant change
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i am trying my hardest to be a better person and i am starting to get better and i can feel it
#slowly but surely#i am so sick of being spiteful and vengeful and hateful#and im so sick of being drowned in guilt over mistakes i made months or years ago that i cant change#i just came to the realisation that i need to better myself#n appreciate the people around me n treat them better#and i am actively doing that and keeping myself motivated#instead of letting all the negative thoughts make me into a bad person#n it deels so fulfilling bc this is like part of the reason i took a gap year#was to like mentally better myself before i went to uni#so i didnt just go and fuck up all the relationships i made there too#and so i could stop carrying all this past weight and let go#idk im making small changes in my life#like starting driving n lookin for work again n learning psychology stuff for next year#n getting new tattoos n piercings n doing studf w my family#n hanging w my friends outside of drinking n doing drugs all the time#idk this has been so rambly but i feel... proud#2017#personal
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