#and im prolly catastrophizing but w/e

[marv3l-drag0ns]

heres how my day went cuz theres some good nd some bad and im emotionally exhausted

woke up early and had my leftover hashbrowns (good), and then went to last pre-college therapy session (ambivalent). Tried to print minecraft wolves but printer had overheating problems (bad)

Got confused on times for friend hangout (we are hanging out for the last time before college) (frustrating) but had time to load up stuff and go to the dump (good, helpful). Went to the dump and waited like an hour in line (bad) and had the wrong footwear of crocs for stepping in garbage juice (bad). it went fine though and i came home.

Friend got here and we checked the garden and had some stuff from there, then went thrifting (tiring, didint find anything at place one). We had lunch (yummy) but then i got a call from my dr about bloodwork results (frustrating, see later).

Continued to hang out with friend, went to second thrift store and had to wait forever in line for the dressing room (bad), BUT i got a new pair of pants that fit (GOOD).

Came home and watched the boy and the heron (chill) but i was already very tired. Said goodbye to friend and promised to keep chatting ofc.

Talked to my parents about bloodwork results and cried about it cuz they were SO FRUSTRATING but got affirmation that my steps this summer are good and to keep it up. Cried so much my eyes started burning. Mom commented on my sad stims (pulling/messing with hair and fingers). Asked for help with the 3d printer.

Had dinner (pretty good) but then got a small tummyache. emotionally exchausted. Told my parents i wanted to start T and they were pretty supportive, but advised goin slow to stay safe and focus on studies. Got help with 3d printer and its doin ok but the wolf prints messed up a bunch so im stopping for the night in order to sleep good before lunch with aunt tomorrow.

Overall, im emotionally exhausted and thats really coloring how I feel. I'm gonna try to start the dragon's diary tag when i want to share how my day went.

Plans for tomorrow: Start Technocrown print (31h) and babysit it before going to see my aunt for pre-college lunch. Don't have high hopes cuz shes infuriating and pushy. I expect mild dysphoria.

[mammon-chan]

whats your opinion on lessons 19 & 20? what do you think happens next?

O K *crackity crack the knuckles* I’VE BEEN SITTING ON THIS ASK FOR LIKE A DAY AND ITS BEEN KILLING ME bc i cant keep my mouth shut. 

also this might be a bit unorganised bc this is just my flow of thoughts from my brain to the keyboard & also im tired and not rlly all here mind-wise (if that makes sense?) so sorry. i may edit this later but prolly not jkgbdjfk

WARNING: SPOILERS FOR 19/20 AHEAD

i felt like something was up at the start of 19-2 when there was the flashing of the backgrounds and then the “months passed.” i was like “ok. this is it, it’s ending soon.” I JUST KNEW. that we were gonna leave. and i was dreading it. then i got further through chapter 19/especially towards the end, and it just confirmed my fear of. it’s gonna end. we’re done here. 

i already kinda thought MC was going to make a pact with lucifer soon, but it would be a more “NO YOU’RE MAKING A PACT WITH M E, MC” because luci’s pride wouldn’t let him belong to someone. what i didn’t expect was the staying up all night part.

i liked how we got the option to be romantic or friendly with each character, b/c i rlly only see a couple characters romantically and the rest are like platonic. so we could hug/kiss whoever and see their reactions. mammon was a huge cutie and was one of the only pure demons of them all when you kissed him!! minus levi, who just thought it was a joke, which i thought was super sad. but if you hug him he’s like omg marry me?? LIKE DUDE PLS. LOVE URSELF :( 

drunk asmo was so cute but made me so sad!! poor baby cried and everything :(( it kinda made me like him more seeing him vulnerable ig? it was rlly cute. satan’s story about the beast and comparing himself to it made me so sad. like babey :(( i love u. and also THE GROWTH OF SATAN LIKE UGH. I LOVE HIMMMM. 

beel was cute!! as always!! and like always worried abt belphie bjgkgf. i highkey love the thought of a beel/mc/belphie poly relationship. like the fact belphie’s intimacy was raised when you said you liked beel was like ??? IM LOVE U. they just want each other to be happy hhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok luci time. here’s,, a hot take. maybe. i don’t like the fact luci was endgame? like oh if u kiss him then u stay up all night doing [REDACTED] but like it’s not the same for the others? and like if you just hug him, then he complains? unlike everyone else. LIKE C’MON DUDE. although i am glad we did make a pact w/ him. i had a rlly bad feeling he was gonna make a pact with solomon/solomon was gonna try get pacts from the other brothers and i was about to kick his ass. 

also when we said goodbye to everyone i genuinely. cried. like so many ugly tears im so upset. 

that’s the end of my,,, review? idfk. 

what do i think will happen next? well. i’m in two minds about it. the first one is that they won’t update with anymore chapters and we’ll just get like a tonne of events like the sleepy nights one we have now and diff gacha/side stories. 

however. after solomon’s ominous asf text, and the fact that there’s still a next button, which, when clicked, says coming soon, means there might be a chance for a season two or something? which? i fuckin’ hope so. 

maybe the demons will come to the human world or something and drag MC back? or like come and visit and some catastrophe will happen. maybeee Diavolo’s daddy will awaken and all hell (lmao) will unleash in the devildom, and they need MC’s help somehow? idk i have so many ideas and they’re prolly all wrong. 

OK PHEW I WROTE A LOT AND I CANT REMEMBER WHAT I WROTE SO LIKE IF U MANAGED TO DECEIPHER/READ ALL THAT THEN THANK U??

i’ve probably forgotten stuff but THATS OKAY. 

also thank u for the question anon it’s a good one but also i can’t speak english, like ever. ♡