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#and im a deadbeat loser so i cant help her with money at all
g0thsoojin · 2 months
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life shouldnt be this fucking hard
#it breaks my heart to see my mom struggle so much :(#my mom had a rough childhood#and then was stuck with an abusive husband and alone raising 3 kids#she never got any help from anyone#and she struggled so long to finish high school#she's struggled with her mental health a lot too#she has never gotten any help from anyone#and the health care system is a motherfucking joke#the state and government and the entirety of society is a motherfucking joke#and now when she found a program she wants to take that can help her get the job she wants#her application for a student loan was denied#so she cant take that program#and im worried bc she is losing hope more and more everyday#i dont want her depressed :(((( im so worried#and im a deadbeat loser so i cant help her with money at all#i just want to see my mom living a comfortable life and not be depressed i wanna cry#i hate hate hate this world so much i HATE society#i HATE people because people allow this world#ppl LIKE capitalism otherwise we wouldnt have this world#ppl mostly vote for the right. who make everything worse#i fucking hate humans so much there is so much unneccesary suffering#and it is only getting worse and worse#like in the uk normal middle class ppl are becoming homeless in droves bc they cant afford the rent#and in greece ppl are commiting suicide en masse bc its the same there with the economy#and im like WHY dont ppl wake the fuck up#and organize the french revolution.2 worldwide??? why do we accept this? why dont we fight?#im going crazy i just wanna blow ppl up like what the fuck is wrong with society
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