#and ik it's not 2019 anymore but i'm like a badger when it comes to writing fic

[juuheizou]

5, 8, & 16! 🌻

5. Are there any shows that you‘ve been planning to start watching? Why do they interest you?

so very many. i lost track back in high school ngl. off the top of my head though, including movies bc i can’t think of that many: beastars and the handmaiden. they were recommended to me and the ppl who recommended them have me intrigued and i have them both bookmarked (even though now beastars is on netflix) i’ve just gotta watch them.

8. Do you have any planned projects to work on during self-isolation? If you’ve started any and you’re willing, share a photo of what you’re working on!

not really planned, but i kinda sorta have some projects. i don’t post a lot abt my crafts, but I’ve been torn b/w knitting myself a scarf or a cowl for months, and i think i’d better get myself a bunch of black yarn and just make one of each bc i still can’t decide. i wanna finish at least one of my unfinished fics but i don’t really want to bad enough to pick one to finish and start pomodoro-ing it or anything. and idk if it counts, but i picked up the guitar recently and i’ve been learning my first song, so i think learning it and getting it ready to perform or keep in my back pocket or something is kind of a project. buuuut since it’s the only thing i can generate any image of, have some screenshots of how my fic projects are going.

16. What’s the best fanfiction that you’ve ever read (or the top three if you can’t choose just one )? What about it made an impression on you? 

it makes me a teensy bit sad bc it was never finished, but it’s a suzumutsu fic called ‘deconstruction’ by someone i’ve followed for a long time and always thought was really cool. i actually started reading it in quarantine, even though it was posted years ago. at the time it was being updated, i really didn’t want to read abt anyone hurting mutsuki bc i was sure ishida would destroy him soon enough, so i didn’t read it then. but when i got sick and had to be quarantined (not socially isolated, but 100% confined-to-my-house quarantined for ten days) until a few days ago, i read all the familiar fics that i’ve been rereading for years to where not even the familiarity was nice anymore, so i started reevaluating why i never read the ones i had never read, and decided nothing written by abby rosatonta could ever, ever be remotely as bad as canon, let alone the horrible shit i do to mutsuki for fun now that i’ve accepted my cruel streak, so i gave it a read and FRICK it’s soooo good. abby just GETS IT and her writing style is so polished and her characterization is the only one i really 100% agree with and the chapter where suzuya thinks about how clean and how genuinely good a person mutsuki is just… first of all finally SOMEONE sees mutsuki’s character for what was so special about him and what made me love him so much, and second of all that shit taught me how to feel.

tysm, anon!! i like your sunflower!!

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