#and if you can't imagine a world where people with knowledge and capability choose to be idiots sometimes

[inbabylontheywept]

you don't need a sous vide machine to sou vie! all you need is some plastic freezer bags and like, a cheap digital thermometer (and a pot for water). you might need to get finicky by adding water to the pot during the process to keep the water a consistent temp.

You: Ah, yes, Egg Guy! Guy who ate 15 raw eggs! Wow! Hey, you seem extremely reasonable and controlled and ludicrously hinged. Like, 20 goddamn hinges on you. More hinges than a door store. May I recommend carefully putting eggs in a bag, putting a thermometer in water, then boiling the egg bag while watching it carefully whilst it rises to temperature? Also keep in mind that any significant mistake in this process will simply result in the worlds largest and least appetizing hardboiled egg clusterfuck.

Me: Oh wow, what a wonderful idea. By the way, I seem to have dropped my pen. Yes, here, on the side of the line that says "Stand Back - He Bites." Yes, it refers to someone else. Yes, I am very scared he'll come back while I'm still in range. All the more reason for you to be a good chap and pick up the pen for me. That's right. Perfect.

Perfect.

[luxuourr]

WHEN YOU know LOA AND FEEL FAT/SKINNY/INSECURE.

currently made this post for me and everyone who has these issues

I've got alot of trauma , growing up as the chubby cute baby became taunts and mockery, i never looked fat and ugly and anything like this , I was always admired everywhere for my body except at my house and over the years it's become my trauma, my mom being a psychologist and still not realizing her solutions from the internet, telling me my leptin hormone is shit,my metabolism is so slow or I have PCOS as an intersex it never made sense, she never did make any sense and I know some people in this community have been struggling and are struggling with weight loss since for years. I have come across this manifesting coach, most of y'all know called electrasoul and for context they struggled with body image issues and weight loss too until it clicked in their mind. Those are some of the most important points I made you'll love. You will fall in love with this guys.

SHE DID NOT CHANGE HER DIET, YOU DONT HAVE TO EITHER.

"WTF that's not true, impossible, nah you need to count your calories and workout to loose weight , ain't no way my lifestyle doesn't have to change and brain needs to be controlled", so it really works like that. First of all this drill of changing diets and workouts that has been draining us people who wanna loose weight has been going on since we have been mature, the biggest enemy of our weight has been our own parents, if you're skinny, you're too skinny. if you're healthy, you're too healthy but you now need to find yourself a balance but it'll only come if you're a LOA person and finally have the will to loose weight, throw logic and society's diets and workouts out rn , if you're too tired for that , you don't need it. The brain is the strongest part of your body because it's capable of doing things you'd never imagine.

KNOWING AND STATE

first you need to know what you want, so you wanna gain or loose weight , or you want a healthy weight? ok did you choose what you want now let's proceed.

all your life they told you to eat less otherwise you'd be overweight and eat more to gain weight but sometimes underweight people genuinely eat enough or don't like eating and don't gain weight and sometimes people who are overweight barely eat at all, it's just their mind " oh I drink water and gain weight " ofc bro you really drilled it in your mind to be this way. The essential step is that don't look for logic. Law of assumption was made to remind you nevillie didn't need knowledge to marry the woman of his dreams and you don't need logic or calories In the world of law of assumption where you made rules. ARE CALORIES EVEN REAL, IS DIETING SOMETHING WHEN YOU ARE GOD?? YOU'RE CREATING THIS ALL THEN WHY ARE YOU LISTENING TO OTHER HUMANS AND THEIR BS WHEN ITS YOUR LIFE.

dieting and workouts is for the weak, the true mind power lies in you, it is now your choice to turn your weaknesses into strengths, It is now your choice to eat food knowing you're gonna loose and reach your body goals with it. So apparently the best way and a good example of this , that you will understand what I mean is, you can still eat food staying naturally in the state or affirming.

calories are nothing to me in my life

eating makes me loose / gain weight

no matter what I do, I have my dream body

my metabolism is slow/fast ( if you wanna loose or gain weight )

No matter what I eat, whatever i do, however I eat, binge or die and cry or spiral, I have to gain / loose weight

this is literally my world so I have decided and have my ideal body and weight.

These are the examples of simple affirmations you can use to persist, even while eating.

DONT COUNT YOUR CALORIES

if you truly believe in LOA stop counting calories , calories is a man made thing , bro who tf even found out about something that you can't see, do fruits grow and are labelled low or high cals? did they experiment people for fat or thin, to find out that?? nahh bffr ☹️ giving the control of your life to some dumbass calories scientists made. We don't believe in that. Girl you're just having a maintained body for the rest of your life no matter what ✊🏻

IT IS YOUR CHOICE

whether you can start affirming and assuming and knowing that you're at your ideal weight , food makes you loose or gain weight or tire yourself with diets and workout if you're already tired from every aspect of your life.

for someone struggling with PTSD AND DEPRESSION

This is an honest advice, goodluck loosing/gaining weight/ getting your ideal body.

you don't have to stop all those sugary stuff and things want, just assume you can do this. ✊🏻🌹

[seasurfacefullofclouds1]

this mv reminded me of walls videos!! i love bigger than me (pretty landscapes iceland is so beautiful) and out of my system's vid is like everything it should be can't imagine a better one but i loved that this one was story driven like the others. what is your favorite music video so far sea?

The narrative video is Louis’ specialty, always beautifully thought out and cinematically gorgeous.

The Silver Tongues music video especially gives dignity and humanity to a difficult subject. Remember this tweet?

The video definitely gives pause to lyrics that fans might interpret simply as about Louis’ childhood, hanging out with his friends, making amateur music / bad jokes / working class social philosophy, drinking and racing in the streets.

The music video’s themes of darkness, isolation, loneliness, and being trapped in a class system where the poor are homogenized— living not only in similar house but identical rooms, where people’s individuality and feelings are unnoticed behind identical curtains and mass-produced gewgaws and collectibles— gives meaning to weight to the need to “get high on the amber waves” (drink alcohol), “going deep for the ones who do the same… settle in for another heavy one.”

Louis’ song is a form of solidarity. Louis and the people in the video are saying to each other, “I know nobody understands/ me like you do.” Not that no one understands the situation, but no one understands the inner turmoil— the private feelings.

The working class youth can sometimes break out of the system, but only through extraordinary luck— Louis by entering a singing contest, his friends through world-class talents in sports like boxing (David Allen) or football. They must win a lottery against terrible odds, and even then, they are judged more harshly for not being the “right sort of person”: they smoke, they drink, they dress a certain way, they hang out in pubs, they drive certain cars. And their accents immediately give them away as not posh, from the wrong part of the country.

Even now, the UK media still treats some celebrities from the working class (like Louis) with a classist condescension. Louis is often assumed not to be capable of writing his own songs, not intelligent enough to have led One Direction, not knowledgeable enough to be aware of pop music history or to choose his inspirations. The biases are never stated outright, but often implied. It makes me laugh that Louis says he doesn’t include Easter eggs in his lyrics, because there are plenty of statements in his narrative music videos.

In the FitF era, I’ve loved every single music video. The unifying factor for me is how utterly beautiful, elegant, intelligent the videos are. Not a shot is wasted. The filmmakers take advantage to edit every second of the videos precisely and beautifully; the lighting and colors are exquisite. They are a revelation to watch.

[skipps-writes-for-gojo-satoru]

A lot of people are theorizing that Gojo might die in the manga or lose his eyes, and honestly, I thought so as well!

However, Gege had made it very clear in the manga that without Gojo, the world wouldn't be able to keep up with the rising strength and number of cursed spirits. Currently, there's only 2 jujutsu schools in Japan and not even 30 students. There's only 4 special grade sorcerers, now 3 without Geto, Yuki has her own agenda, and without Gojo, that just leaves Yuta to take on special grade curses.

The students are strong themselves, but they weren't even able to defeat Jogo or the octopus guy, let alone Mahito (who has since evolved) and Hanami (Gege implied in an interview that he would reveal Hanami's domain expansion later, which made fans go "wait, he's not dead?" Although, Gege might have chosen to forget about it this, but we shall see). Gojo himself was nearly defeated by Toji in his teen years due to Toji's intellect. Therefore, the students are going to have an incredibly tough time defeating the "brain" that has the intellect of a being who has survived for hundreds of years (over 150 years at least, since that's when Kamo Noritoshi had helped create the Cursed Wombs).

Even if they do find a way to defeat it themselves, they'd need help (let's also remember Choso almost killed Yuji, and Naoya almost beat Choso. The struggle is very real, especially since cursed spirits aren't the only enemy but politics are working against them, as well). The Gojo clan itself is only a one man team of just Gojo, and in the Shibuya arc Gege cemented the fact pretty clearly that if anything ever happened to Gojo, the world would pretty much be lead into an apocalyptic state or become overrun with curses- and that's exactly what's happening within the manga now. Because of Gojo's birth, cursed spirits were forced to become stronger, and the new age of curses won't even be able to be classified as only "Special Grade." Even right now, without Gojo, the Jujutsu sorcerers are struggling to keep curses at bay even in one city, let alone the whole country.

Even without the world's current trip to destruction, there's the matter of Yaga's execution. Who else, other than Gojo, is going to be able to stop this? Gojo is the only one who was able to convince the higher ups to at least stall executions. His students are still just that- students. In order to stop the higher ups' corrupt politics, Gojo, with his knowledge of jujutsu society and his silver tongue, is the one who has to intervene. Although it's possible, I wouldn't think that the students themselves would end up replacing the higher ups- if strength was all that mattered, Gojo would have taken over Jujutsu Society a long time ago. However, politics are not that simple, and I doubt Utahime, Shoko, or anyone else associated with Gojo is going to replace them anytime soon- not with Yaga on the chopping block as a supposed "traitor" for his affiliation with Gojo.

If the story is going to end with reformation of Jujutsu Society, an adult will have to take over the higher ups' places (unfortunately, Nanami, the adult of adults, cannot do so). Therefore, Gojo will have to lead, just as he dreamt of, with his "army" of strong students, his followers. Jujutsu Society needs someone with the intellect and persuasiveness Gojo has in order for change to occur- Gojo was able to convince the higher ups for many things, after all. He has the charisma to lead future Jujutsu sorcerers and teach them well. This is the role he has worked for all these years, after all. It would only make sense for Gojo to take over. Having Gojo die and the students kill the higher ups would be counterintuitive- Gojo could've done that years ago.

Gege also said that the one to tell Megumi about Toji has to be Gojo in an interview, so Gojo is definitely getting out of the box eventually to have that talk with him. However, I don't think Gege is going to kill him off afterwards- just Gojo being sealed is already putting the world into danger. The world needs Gojo's ability in order to get rid of all the curses quickly. If Sukuna ends up killing Gojo for whatever reason, I don't think having a Yuji/Sukuna combination will help the world because there will definitely be a power struggle between them (even if Yuji can withstand 15 finger Sukuna, 20 finger Sukuna is a whole other level, that's the complete manifestation of the King of Curses from a thousand years ago in a 15 year old's body! Even if Yuji is a special grade cursed womb, power doesn't win battles. He'll need willpower, trust, and wit. He's only just decided to kill Mahito, he's got a lot more to learn. There's also the matter of the 1 minute pact between them and what Sukuna will do to Fushiguro). Without Gojo, Yuta might end up having to kill Yuji/Sukuna in order to stop Sukuna from killing people (Yuta's ability to copy techniques will likely help), but losing Gojo AND Yuji will be very harsh on the world's state, leaving only Yuta to defend it and whatever crippled version of Megumi will appear after Sukuna's done with him (and the story. Yuji's development will go to waste if he's just killed by Yuta and then we'll have to see how Yuta plans to continue Gojo's dream of changing Jujutsu Society. Will Yuta become a teacher to create strong sorcerers like Gojo did? Will the world even still exist by that time? Killing the King of Curses won't change the world like Gojo dreamt. In fact, the story might just repeat itself with Yuta becoming a teacher instead). Still, if anyone had to kill Yuji, it should be Gojo, but if Gojo is to be the one that ends up killing Yuji to kill Sukuna, no one else will be capable of killing Gojo. Therefore, Gojo likely won't die.

Either way, I feel like it would be strange to kill off both Yuji and Gojo.

Gege also said that the "brain" can't control Gojo either, because it would be impossible for the brain to kill him. If the brain wanted Gojo's body after Sukuna possibly killed Gojo, I doubt it would be able to control him anyways because Sukuna would have sliced him to pieces. Gege also said there wouldn't be any point in the brain controlling Gojo's body, so Gojo dying for the brain's purposes wouldn't happen, as Gege said himself.

Therefore, I just don't see any good outcome from Gojo's death besides angst or even character development? What other reason is there for Gojo to die? Yuji already lost Nanami and thought Nobara died, giving him the character development needed for him to choose to kill Mahito. The world will also probably crumble if Gojo doesn't appear out of the box soon. Just him being sealed was enough for the Hunger Games: Jujutsu Sorcerer Edition to come out, so Gojo permanently disappearing (i.e. dying) pretty much means the world's gonna end 🤷 After all, if the spirits were gonna start a revolution, they could've done it ages ago, but they didn't because of Gojo. Gojo's very presence, even as a child, is what kept them in line all these years. Just one look at his eyes, even though he was only a child, had that old woman and old man looking cursed spirits sweating. Once Gojo appears again, many spirits will go back into hiding, even if not all. Therefore, his very presence would be a great help in restoring order in the world again. That makes Gojo coming back more useful than his death.

As for losing his eyes, it's possible but again, other than angst I don't see a reason for it. Gege also said that having Gojo be the Strongest is to show how strong Yuji's going to be in the future, so handicapping Gojo would be counterproductive.

Therefore, I doubt Gojo's going to die or lose his eyes in the story. There's just no reason for it, unless Gege intends to keep the world in an apocalyptic state at the end, kill off everyone except maybe one person, and have a new cast of sorcerers appear. Otherwise, Gojo's the only one who can reverse the world back to its original state, or close to it, at least within a few days, weeks, or months rather than years with his ability to exorcise spirits on a grand scale. Gojo might end up losing a few screws in his head, but other than that, I'm sure he'll be (physically) fine. I would imagine that Gege would want to loop back to Gojo's dream of changing society. In that case, who other than Gojo could lead? His students are still children. They're not as versed in dealing with the higher ups as he is. If the moral of the story is that such a thing is impossible, what bigger angst is there than to have Gojo live on as the Strongest as everyone he loves dies?

Of course, there was this one interview where Gege said his plan for the ending of Jujutsu Kaisen was that (of the 1st years and Gojo) to keep everyone alive except one person, or everyone dies except one person. In the former, it would easily have to be Yuji who ends up dying while everyone else lives since he's the one who's supposed to be executed from the very beginning. In the latter, as I said, Gojo being the only one left alive while everyone dies could happen just to show the burden and loneliness that comes with being the Strongest- just to show the difference in universes him and the others are living in (however, I will say that this outcome would be unlikely because Gojo's world will only reset to the day Geto had betrayed him. He would start from scratch, raising a new group of students, and then the story would repeat itself in a training montage. In a writing perspective, this ending would only occur if the author forgoes everything just to make you cry, that's it. It would work, but it would ruin the complexities of the story to reset everything by killing everyone for a new set of characters. Reminds me of the Walking Dead by TellTale games. Too many deaths and too many new people with only one of the original cast left. Pretty bad writing, that was).

Either way, if Gege is being serious in what he said about the ending of JJK and having all die except one or vice versa, Gojo is likely to survive either outcome.

However, if it does happen that Gojo dies while his students live, there's the matter of keeping Sukuna at bay and previous reasons stated above.

The only way I could see Gojo dying is if Yuji ends up surpassing Gojo enough so that he's no longer needed to keep balance in the world. Or, as Gege had described in why he killed Nanami (his favorite character, might I add), if Gojo no longer has any use in the story. In that case, Gojo would die, or it'd be alright for him to die because Yuji would take his place. Still, it's doubtful Gojo would become a character that's no longer needed when the world is hardly able to function without him.

If we're talking about Gojo's usefulness in the story being what determines whether he lives or dies, I'd say even if Yuji surpasses Gojo, Gojo would still remain useful- in politics, at least. Let's remember that without Gojo, the beginning of change in Jujutsu Society would not have happened. Yuta would've been executed, as would Yuji, Megumi would be in the Zenin clan, Maki would've never been recommended for 1st grade without Gojo paying off Mei Mei, Nanami might've not come back (Nanami said he hates the way the higher ups do things, but he trusts and has faith in Gojo even if he doesn't respect him). There are so many things that Gojo has done throughout the story, and if Gojo hadn't done one thing- if he let Yuta die, for example, or kept Megumi in the Zenin clan, the story would've been drastically different.

In other words, even if Gojo's physical abilites are somehow gone, Gojo's mouth still has plenty of uses. If the guy can talk his way out of his students' execution, he can likely talk his way out of his own, or at least Yaga's. Gojo's got a lot more uses than just exorcising curses, after all. As long as Gojo has use in the story, I'd think it's safe to say he'll survive. Hell, Gege might even keep him around just to hate on him some more. Though, the reality is that Gojo basically wrote Jujutsu Kaisen with how his actions created the ripple effect into what we have now- another parallel between the author and Gojo, since it's been said that Gojo has a lot of similarities to Gege (Could Gojo be Gege's self insert? 😳 Even their names are similar!)

Also, Gojo had planned ahead enough for Yuta to become a double agent and trick the higher ups into thinking he'd killed Yuji. It's likely he has more up his sleeve than that and is sitting in the prison realm waiting for other traps he had set to go off.

Here's the Q&A translation where Gege said the brain can't kill Gojo:

https://twitter.com/_zanzou_/status/1379431624262094868?s=19

Other Q&As I've read are from Shiro, JJK Fanbook, and Ducky on Twitter and JujutsuFact on Insta, etc

- 🤔 (Sorry if this one seems a bit rushed or hard to read! I'd have to reread the Shibuya arc to explain more in depth but the pain is just 😭 I'm going off of my thoughts while I was reading this awhile ago cause I got told Gojo might die in that arc and I remember thinking all these things to myself to convince myself he won't die and wanted to share!)

WOW JUST WOW now I've learned more from this post than all of my classes combined. I never knew about some of those things. That's very interesting 🤔 anon! Mann just reading this I'm literally trying to picture how the manga will go...and yes gojo ain't dying no if someone says he is imma slap them with this post. THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN OH GREAT 🤔 ANON. We really appreciate all the research you do and I absolutely love reading them!! ❤❤❤ I LOVE YOU

[boorivestnik]

Story/Рассказ:

Remember who you are/Вспомни кто ты есть.

I often thought: what is the meaning of life? What am I living for? A man was born, went to kindergarten, school, college, then work, the absence of friends and a girl, then again work, work, work and death. What's next? Emptiness? Darkness? As I imagine, I remember that I died and that's it, you don't feel anything, you don't feel anything. Emptiness. Darkness. It was getting scary. It can't all be so sad. This whole wonderful world - nature, animals, birds, insects, sky, sun, stars; all this just for a person to be born, suffer for a hundred years and die? Yes, the genius Creator. But some people live even less. Someone, for example, dies at 20, and someone at 5. And what, all this was created only for a person to live for 5 years and die? Are you seriously? But someone believes in it. They even believe that they are descended from monkeys. Poor monkey children, how do you continue to believe in this nonsense as you mature? Although i probably no better. For many years i believed that man was created from the dust of the earth.

At about the age of 20, I started reading the Bible. And then I stopped being afraid of the emptiness that I thought awaited us after death. Reading the Bible, I believed in heaven. I still believe in him. But seven years later, my views on the Bible have changed dramatically. Many people are satisfied with their belief and they do not even try to doubt it. Take the Orthodox for example. If you believe that their faith is true, then it turns out that all those who are not Orthodox will burn in eternal fire, only because they believed a little differently. And what is their fault if the Bible is written in such a way that it can be understood in different ways? Try to understand the words of Jesus: I and the Father are one. Or: he who has seen Me has seen the Father. Either Jesus is the Old Testament God, or, as many believe, He is His Son. Some say that God is one, others that He is triune. Some are baptized in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, others in the name of Jesus Christ. Muslims generally call Jesus not the Son of God, but only a prophet. And someone is just a Buddhist or does not believe in any Gods. And what now, all who do not believe in Christ or do not believe correctly, will they burn in hell? Even if he was good and helped people all his life, did not drink, did not smoke, did not swear and always turned his other cheek, then will he also burn for his disbelief? No, I don't believe in that anymore. Seven years later, I received my sight. He received his sight thanks to one person who said that the Old Testament God is the devil and cited the words of Jesus as an example. And this is what He says: your father is the devil. After these words, I received my sight. All these murders, sacrifices, and curses that we read about in the Old Testament immediately became clear to me. You will even remember the image of this God; this is what is written about him in the seventeenth psalm: smoke rose from his anger, and consuming fire from his mouth; hot coals poured from Him. Well, is this God Who is Light and Love? Of course not. This is the devil. But there is also a real God in the Bible. I will not write in detail about all this, because this is another story.

So. Here I have seen. But only in terms of the Bible. I still haven't seen any sense in life. Since I liked what this person teaches, I continued to listen to him further. And so he started talking about karma and reincarnation. He said that after death, a person is born again in order to correct his sins that he committed in a past life. And thus, living many lives, we must improve and become the same as the Gods, so that later we live with them in eternal paradise and create new worlds.

I think a little background is needed here.

One day this man heard the voice of God. But it was not Father, it was Mother, our heavenly Mother. That is, we have not only the heavenly Father, who is Light, but also our Mother Love. And this is not stupidity, for all living things testify that in order to give birth to children, both a father and a mother are needed.

Since then, he began to receive knowledge from the Heavenly Mother. He learned that from Light and Love came the Gods, that is, Their children; and together with the Father and Mother They created the earth. Then these Gods materialized on earth, that is, they became people. And then, as it is written in the Bible: and the Gods said: let us create man in our image, in our likeness. And so we, people, must reach the level of these Gods, Gods, Who were born of Light and Love, in order to then live with Them in an eternal paradise and create new worlds. By the way, we humans are also gods, not perfect, but still gods.

Another of the revelations of this man is that when we die, we do not go to the judgment of God, but we are judged by our conscience. And after this judgment, we go either to heaven or to hell, but not for long. Having taken a rest in paradise, or having suffered in hell, we again return to earth; some for the correction of sins, others in order to improve in good deeds, in order to become bright and pure Gods. And before being born, a person chooses his own destiny, by whom and where he will be born. His conscience will help him in this choice. For example, if a person in a past life tortured and killed animals, then in the next life this person can be born as some kind of animal and he himself will be tortured and killed. And if a person was good, then he will be born again in order to become more perfect.

There is another amazing revelation. Our interests, hobbies, desires and sins are like a reminder of what we did or who we were in a past life. For example, if you want to kill and rape, it means that in a past life you were a rapist-killer. And in this life, you must overcome your desires and not go the same way. Look, it can be different here; the killer does not have to be the victim himself, as is the case with the animal killer. That is, the killer may become a victim, or may be reborn with the desire to kill. It all depends on what choice a person makes before being born.

As for the meaning of life, I think you understand.

Now, perhaps i can tell about my desires.

From about 14 years old, I started watching horror. The first horror movie I saw was A Nightmare on Elm Street. It was scary, but interesting at the same time. Over the years, my interest in horror has grown. But not only to horror, but also to maniacs. That is, not to those maniacs who are in the movies, but to real people. Now I have all those desires that are inherent in a serial killer, and also a rapist. And here's what I think. Not all people have such desires after watching horror films. This means that horrors only awaken those desires that are in a person. And these desires are a reminder of who this person was in a past life. So I boldly declare that in a past life I was a serial killer; and not by any, but by Ted Bundy himself. Why do I think so? There are many reasons for this. I love that he only killed girls. I love everything he did with them. I feel sorry for him, in the sense that he was executed without giving him the opportunity to reform. Ted Bundy was in jail and escaped a couple of times. I like movies about prison and I have a desire to sit in it in order to escape later. Ted Bundy was electrocuted; electric shocks came through the helmet worn on the head. Over the past three years, I have often had a headache. And three years ago I was 24; 24 is the day of his death. And what is most surprising, I get headaches when I put on a hat. He committed his first reliably known murder at the age of 27. It was at this age that my headaches turned into pressing pain, which was not there before. But thank God it quickly passed. By the way, according to some reports, Ted Bundy committed his first murder at the age of 14; and as I wrote earlier, it was at this age, as far as I remember, that I began to watch horror. But personally, I don't believe he committed the first murder at such an early age. Maybe I just feel like I didn't. He also died in winter, and I was born in winter. The difference between his death and my birth is 3 years and 9 days; 3 is my birthday. Bundy was born on the 24th, died also on the 24th, his age was 42; 42 on the other hand - 24. I started to take an interest in Ted Bundy, if I'm not mistaken, at the age of 24. Believe it or not, now I am writing, looking at these numbers and I wanted to count them. We take the day of his birth, the day of death, age and age per turn. Add up all the numbers and you get 24. Miracles. Is not it? Oh yeah, one more thing. How much I am interested in Ted Bundy, but only at the age of 27 I learned that he committed his first murder at the age of 27. Eh, I would not break. I'm kidding. Of course I won't. I've already dealt with this. And I was helped in this by the realization that I had already done this in a past life. And if I did it, I thought, why should I repeat it again? I've had enough of these murders and violence.

And now, having all this knowledge about how the world works; awareness of who I am, that is, God; when I walk down the street and look at all these people, I see that they absolutely do not understand who they are and how this world works. But they will understand. Not in this life, so in the next. Probably.

I would like to add one more thing, and this is perhaps the most important thing in life, this is what completely helped me to cope with my sins, this is love. Neither the realization that you have already done this in a past life, nor any psychiatrists, nor anything else will help you to completely cope with your sins, but only love is capable of this, only love can truly change a person.

Я часто думал: в чём смысл жизни? Для чего я живу? Вот родился человек, пошол в садик, в школу, колледж, потом работа, отсутствие друзей и девушки, потом снова работа, работа, работа и смерть. А что дальше? Пустота? Тьма? Я как представлю, помню, что умер и всё, ничего не ощущаешь, не чувствуешь. Пустота. Тьма. Аж страшно становилось. Не может же всё быть на столько печально. Весь этот дивный мир - природа, животные, птицы, насекомые, небо, солнце, звёзды; всё это лишь для того, чтобы человек родился, пострадал сотню лет и умер? Да уж, гениальный Создатель. А ведь некоторые люди живут и того меньше. Кто-то например умирает в 20 лет, а кто-то в 5 лет. И что, всё это было создано лишь для того, чтобы человек пожил 5 лет и умер? Вы серьёзно? А ведь кто-то в это верит. Они даже верят, что они произошли от обезьян. Бедные дети обезьян, как же вы повзрослев, продолжаете верить в эту чушь? Хотя и я не лучше наверно. Многие годы верил, что человек был сотворён из праха земного.

��де-то в возрасте 20-ти лет я начал читать библию. И вот тогда я перестал бояться той пустоты, которая как я думал ждёт нас после смерти. Читая библию, я поверил в рай. Я и сейчас в него верю. Но спустя семь лет, мои взгляды на библию кардинально изменились. Многих людей устраивает их вера и они даже не пытаются сомневаться в ней. Возьмём к примеру православных. Если верить что их вера истинная, то получается, что все те, кто не являются православными, будут гореть в вечном огне, только из-за того, что верили немного иначе. А в чём их вина, если библия написана так, что её можно понимать по разному? Вот попробуй пойми слова Иисуса: Я и Отец одно. Или: видевший Меня, видел Отца. То ли Иисус и есть ветхозаветный Бог, то ли, как многие считают, Он Сын Его. Одни говорят, что Бог - един, другие, что Он - триедин. Одни крестятся во имя Отца и Сына и Святого Духа, другие, во имя Иисуса Христа. Мусульмане вообще называют Иисуса не Сыном Божьим, а лишь пророком. А кто-то просто буддист или не верующий не в каких Богов. И что теперь, все кто не верит во Христа или не правильно верит, они что, будут гореть в аду? Даже если был хорошим и всю жизнь помогал людям, не пил, не курил, не ругался и всегда подставлял вторую щёку, то что, он тоже гореть будет за неверие своё? Нет, я в такое больше не верю. Спустя семь лет я прозрел. Прозрел благодаря одному человеку, который сказал, что ветхозаветный Бог это дьявол и привёл в пример слова Иисуса. И вот что Он говорит: ваш отец дьявол. После этих слов я прозрел. Мне тут же стали понятны все эти убийства, жертвы, проклятия, о которых мы читаем в ветхом завете. Вы даже вспомните образ этого Бога; вот что о Нём написано в семнадцатом псалме: поднялся дым от гнева Его и из уст Его огонь поядающий; горячие угли сыпались от Него. Ну разве это Бог, Который есть Свет и Любовь? Конечно же нет. Это дьявол. Но в библии есть и настоящий Бог. Не буду подробно писать обо всём этом, ибо это уже другая история.

И так. Вот я прозрел. Но лишь в плане библии. Смысла же в жизни всё ещё не видел. Так-как мне понравилось чему учит этот человек, я продолжил слушать его дальше. И вот он начал говорить о карме и реинкорнации. Он сказал, что после смерти человек рождается снова для того, чтобы исправить свои грехи, которые он творил в прошлой жизни. И так проживая много жизней, мы должны усовершенствоваться и стать такими же как Боги, чтобы потом вместе с ними жить в вечном раю и создавать новые миры.

Думаю здесь нужна небольшая предыстория.

Однажды этот человек услышал голос Бога. Но это был не Отец, это была Мать, наша небесная Мать. То есть, у нас есть не только небесный Отец, Который есть Свет, но и Мать наша Любовь. И это не глупости, ибо всё живое свидетельствует о том, что для того, чтобы родить детей, нужны и отец и мать.

С тех пор он стал получать знания от Матери небесной. Он узнал, что из Света и Любви изошли Боги, то есть Их дети; и вместе с Отцом и Матерью Они сотворили землю. Потом эти Боги материализовались на земле, то есть стали людьми. А дальше уже как написано в библии: и сказали Боги: сотворим человека по образу Нашему, по подобию Нашему. И вот мы, люди, должны достичь уровня этих Богов, Богов, Которые были рождены от Света и Любви, чтобы потом вместе с Ними жить в вечном раю и создавать новые миры. Кстати, мы люди тоже боги, не совершенные, но всё же боги.

Ещё одним из откровений этого человека является то, что когда мы умираем, мы не идём на суд Божий, но нас судит наша совесть. И после этого суда, мы идём либо в рай, либо в ад, но не на долго. Отдахнув в раю, либо помучавшись в аду, мы опять возвращаемся на землю; одни для исправления грехов, другие для того, чтобы усовершенствоваться в хороших делах, дабы стать светлыми и чистыми Богами. И прежде чем родиться, человек сам выбирает свою судьбу, кем и где он будет рождён. Его совесть поможет ему в этом выборе. Например если человек в прошлой жизни мучал и убивал животных, то в следующей жизни этот человек может родиться каким нибудь животным и его самого будут мучать и убьют. А если человек был хорошим, то таким он и родится вновь дабы стать более совершенным.

Есть ещё одно удивительное откровение. Наши интересы, увлечения, желания и грехи, это как напоминание того, чем мы занимались или кем мы были в прошлой жизни. Например если ты хочешь убивать и насиловать, то это значит, что в прошлой жизни ты был убийцей-насильником. И в этой жизни ты должен побороть свои желания и не пойти тем же путём. Смотрите, здесь может быть по разному; не обязательно убийца сам должен становиться жертвой, как в случае с убийцей животных. То есть убийца может и стать жертвой, а может и вновь родиться с желанием убивать. Тут всё зависит от того, какой выбор человек сделает перед тем как родиться.

На счёт смысла жизни я думаю вы по��яли.

Теперь пожалуй можно рассказать о моих желаниях.

Где-то с 14-ти лет я начал смотреть ужасы. Первый ужастик который я посмотрел - это "Кошмар на улице Вязов". Было страшно, но в то же время интересно. С годами мой интерес к ужасам усиливался. Но не только к ужасам, но и к маньякам. То есть не к тем маньякам, которые в кино, а к реальным людям. Сейчас у меня есть все те желания, которые присущи серийному-убийце, да и к тому же насильнику. И вот, что я думаю. Не у всех же людей после просмотров фильмов ужасов появляются такие желания. А значит ужасы лишь пробуждают те желания, которые есть в человеке. А эти желания являются напоминанием того, кем этот человек был в прошлой жизни. Так что я смело заявляю, что в прошлой жизни я был серийным убийцей; и не каким либо, а самим Тедом Банди. Почему я так думаю? На то есть много причин. Мне нравится, что он убивал только девушек. Мне нравится всё, что он с ними делал. Я испытываю к нему жалость, в том плане, что его казнили так и не дав ему возможности исправиться. Тед Банди сидел в тюрьме и пару раз сбегал. Мне же нравятся фильмы про тюрьму и есть желание сесть в неё дабы потом сбежать. Тед Банди был казнён на электрическом стуле; удары тока поступали через шлем надетый на голову. У меня же на протяжении где-то трёх последних лет часто стала болеть голова. А три года назад мне было 24; 24 - это день его смерти. И что самое удивительное, головные боли бывают когда надеваю шапку. Своё первое достоверно известное убийство он совершил в 27 лет. Именно в этом возрасте мои головные боли перешли в давящую боль, которой раньше не было. Но слава Богу это быстро прошло. Кстати, по некоторым данными, своё первое убийство Тед Банди совершил аж в 14 лет; и как я уже писал ранее, именно в этом возрасте, на сколько я помню, я начал смотреть ужасы. Но лично я не верю, что он совершил первое убийство в таком раннем возрасте. Возможно я просто чувствую, что этого я не делал. А ещё он умер зимой, а я родился зимой. Разница между его смертью и моим рождением - 3 года и 9 дней; 3 - это день моего рождения. Банди родился 24-го числа, умер также 24-го числа, его возраст был 42 года; 42 на оборот - 24. Я же начал интересоваться Тедом Банди, если не ошибаюсь именно в 24 года. Не поверите, сейчас пишу, смотрю на эти числа и захотелось их сосчетать. Берём день его рождения, день смерти, возраст и возраст на оборот. Складываем все цифры и получается 24. Чудеса. Не правда ли? ��х да, ещё кое что. Сколько я интересуюсь Тедом Банди, но лишь в 27 лет узнал, что своё первое убийство он совершил в 27 лет. Эх, не сорваться бы мне. Да я шучу. Конечно же не сорвусь. Я с этим уже справился. И мне в этом помогло осознание того, что я это уже делал, в прошлой жизни. А если я это делал, подумал я, то зачем мне это сново повторять? Хватит с меня этих убийств и насилий.

И вот сейчас, имея все эти знания о том, как устроен мир; осознание того, кем я являюсь, то есть богом; когда я иду по улице и смотрю на всех этих людей, я вижу, что они абсолютно не понимают кто они и как устроен этот мир. Но они поймут. Не в этой жизни, так в следующей. Наверно.

Я бы хотел добавить ещё кое что, и это пожалуй самое главное в жизни, это то что полностью помогло мне справиться с моими грехами, это любовь. Ни какое осознание того, что ты это уже делал в прошлой жизни, ни какие психиатры, ни что либо ещё не поможет вам полностью справиться со своими грехами, но только любовь способна на это, только любовь способна по настоящему изменить человека.

[mspikabooporky]

These people are my happy pill that I take each day. They're my source of how I positively see everything that's happening to me.

During the flexible learning activity about Happinews, I imagined how I strived hard to achieve happiness and freedom that a young individual seeks. Happiness is freedom. For me, it's the heartbeat that no one couldn't live without it. I would relate happinews to the kind of friends I have now. The truthfulness and realness of them is a happinews for me. In the world that we lived in today, true friends are hard to find. We laugh, cry, eat and study together even if we're so busy to be together.

Looking back at the time where I have this dilemma of choosing between giving up being a PNUAN and a future teacher or just going on, crying now and after that, striving harder until you succeed.

I began questioning my potential as a student. I admit that I'm not that kind of person who can easily pick up knowledge. Im stuck on that level of disappointment that I've put on me. The sudden change of my interest was so fast that even I can't cope up with it. I realized that I've created a wall that imprisoned my freedom of trusting myself that build inner chaos. I wanted to release myself out of chaos but I just don't have enough motivation to move forward. And then this people became the light in the darkness, saving me to be free again. It was then, I know that the happiness that I felt is because of them.

Kant quotes " The ultimate destiny of human race is the greatest moral perfection, provided that it is achieved through human freedom, whereby alone, man is capable of the greatest happiness".

This is my 2nd journal. Hope to see you again in the next blog. Goodnight 😊

[that-random-grell-blog]

Kuro- the shenanigans are Real- DND

William: why must I be the DM?

Grell: because you're the least likely to make an exciting character and you're also likely to make this interesting.

William: if you say so

Ciel-R: so what class are you?

Ciel: I'm a Druid

Ciel-R: I'm a warlock.

Sebastian: may I be a chaotic neutral paladin of a blood god.

William: which deity?

Sebastian: I don't know Hextor?

Bravat: paladins are supposed to be good-

William: I'll allow it. It'll get entertaining. Wait- you're an orc?

Sebastian: yep! And I work for the Druid twin

Ciel: sweet

Bravat: can I have the warlock as my god?

William: why?

Bravat: it'd be entertaining as sh*t.

William: I need backstory.

Bravat: my guy is a half-elf who came from a magicless tribe and he does magic so I think he must be a god.

William: fine. Speaking of the warlock- which pact?

Ciel-R: for giggles, I'll use Star pact. Also I have a high charisma.

William: Grell, what are you doing?!

Grell: I wanna be a Khajit!

William: that's not a species!

Grell: it's like this cat person one here *points*

William: you know what? Fine! And what class are you?

Grell: ranger.

William: whatever. Othello what are you?

Othello: I am a barbarian, half orc that is of the god Gruumsh who is the patron of our clan. Also I know 9 languages and learned a few basic spells for survival purposes such as my deity is of.

William: you seem to know what you're doing.

Othello: I'm normally the DM

William: and you Knox?

Ronald: I uh.... ill be a Bard? And my inspiration is Homer. And I wanna use a Lyre so I can woo women easier.

William: are you a human?

Ronald: ...... sure.

Ciel: I'm an elf

Ciel-R: apparently we are elves.

William: is everyone ready?

Sullivan: wait! I can't figure out what to do.

Ciel: just be a cleric.

Wolfram: *trying to figure out what is going on*

Sebastian: wolfram, you should probably be a Dwarven Barbarian.

Wolfram: why's that?

Sebastian: trust me. It fits your style better.

Wolfram: hmmmmm. Alright.

Sullivan: I'll be a dwarves cleric then.

Othello: *says nothing*

William: fine. I'll go with it. Now that everyone is ready.

Grell: wait! Can I have this bow? *points to a bow with skulls on it* pretty please Willie~

William: no. You can have a normal bow...... but I will allow a few animal skulls to be hanging like charms on it.

Grell: fine.

William: right. So you all received, some way or another, a message that there was a search for people to join a campaign-

Othello: that's it! No. Here's how it's starting. We all god our *sses locked up because we were in a bar fight because the twins got pissed and everyone started choosing sides.

Grell: I got dragged away to jail because the DM is a jerk.

Othello: fine. And I got dragged off because I stole a bunch of ale when the barkeep was busy dealing with the fighting. There. Now that is how you DM, William.

William: would you like to do my job?

Othello: learn to have an imagination! And no. I wanna play for once! Murdock the Thunder-scourge needs to go on an adventure!

William: calm down.

Othello: I am calm. *flips him off and leans on Grell*

William: alright. You are all in jail. What do you do now.

Sebastian: am I in the same cell as Grell?

William: no.

Sebastian: beside?

William: yes.

Sebastian: I wanna pet the cat..... person.

William: fine.

Ciel: who's in a cell with who?

William: grell, Othello and Knox are together. You and Michaelis are together with Sullivan. Wolfram is with Bravat and Ciel..... senior.

Ciel-R: ciel senior?

William: ........ work with me.

Grell: so I'm being pet.

Ronald: is there a female guard?

William: of course. Females in this world are as capable as the males.

Ronald: I wanna woo her into opening our cells.

William: roll for wooing.

Ronald: *rolls* 16.

William: you woo her and she almost opens the door then realizes what you're doing-

Ronald: rolling to recover and compliment her on her beautiful appearance, even if she doesn't have one. *rolls* 3. Dang it.

William: you piss her off and she smacks you and throws you backwards in your cell from the bars.

Sebastian: hang on- I need information on this female guard-

Othello: I'm going to roll for perception on this lady. *nat 20*

William: you saw her in the square earlier with her two kids. You also heard her husband is dead and you know she is average looking.

Othello: age?

William: mid 20s

Othello: Ima tell you all that Michaelis while you are petting Grell.

Sebastian: I wanna roll to persuade her to let us go because of the young twins who are wish us.

William: roll

Sebastian: 18

William: she's persuaded and lets you all out of your specific cells. The shinigami are still locked in.

Othello: roll for black mail. ......14

William: she's a little worried by your knowledge but that's it. Your not out.

Bravat: roll for lock picking? I wanna pick the lock on te third cell. *rolls* 7. Well I tried.

William: and broke your only lock pick- wait. What is your class?

Bravat: rouge.... why?

Grell: you have a plus 4 on your thieving abilities.

Bravat: fun!

William: you still broke the lock pick but it fell out of the lock.

Bravat: can I pick pocket this lady for the keys?

Wolfram: I wanna break down the door to the jail.

William: both of you roll *watches the dice* 17 and 18? You both succeed.

Othello: sweet. We should all get out of here. What kind of city are we all in?

William: basic human city.

Ciel: I say we go back to Sebastian's place if it's nearby.

Sebastian: my home is in the mountains.

William: you're in a flat plain.

Bravat: that would be a human or elf home.

Ciel-R: can we go to Bravat's?

Ciel: he's a half elf.

William: Where is your home Bravat?

Grell: guys....... it's a flat plain right? It's by a forest or desert yes?

William: it's by a desert.

Grell: y'all can come to my house.

Ronald: I'm fine with that.

Sebastian: are there more cat people?

William: yes of course.

Sebastian: I'm game!

Ciel-R: were getting dragged along aren't we?

Ciel: you've learned quickly.

William: if everyone is fine with heading to the home of the cat people then we shall get you all there. But..... you have to fight a group of bandits first.

To be continued~

[draskireis]

the tags (see below, copied from OP) demonstrated the degree to which OP is just extremely hinged:

#the one responses more unhinged are the ones from people telling me to visit japan just to eat raw eggs#“oh yeah i'll fly halfway across the fucking world for an egg”#“very reasonable”#why not make a pit stop in fucking greece for an olive too#visit india for one single mango#fuck you#i mean i love tumblr and i love you guys but also fuck you#and fuck your egg advice#i passed quantum mechanics#i am a radiation hardness engineer#my failures at not from a lack of knowledge#and frankly knowledge will not save the world#when i am bad#(and i am frequently bad)#it is not because i do not know good from evil#it is because at that moment i did not want good#i wanted evil#and i got it#and i sucked its yolk out#and if you can't imagine a world where people with knowledge and capability choose to be idiots sometimes#then you cannot imagine this world#which is not even a particularly interesting world to imagine#do better#love you all again#cannot emphasize the love enough#but i will kill the next person that tells me how to eat eggs#i will#do not test me

you don't need a sous vide machine to sou vie! all you need is some plastic freezer bags and like, a cheap digital thermometer (and a pot for water). you might need to get finicky by adding water to the pot during the process to keep the water a consistent temp.

You: Ah, yes, Egg Guy! Guy who ate 15 raw eggs! Wow! Hey, you seem extremely reasonable and controlled and ludicrously hinged. Like, 20 goddamn hinges on you. More hinges than a door store. May I recommend carefully putting eggs in a bag, putting a thermometer in water, then boiling the egg bag while watching it carefully whilst it rises to temperature? Also keep in mind that any significant mistake in this process will simply result in the worlds largest and least appetizing hardboiled egg clusterfuck.

Me: Oh wow, what a wonderful idea. By the way, I seem to have dropped my pen. Yes, here, on the side of the line that says "Stand Back - He Bites." Yes, it refers to someone else. Yes, I am very scared he'll come back while I'm still in range. All the more reason for you to be a good chap and pick up the pen for me. That's right. Perfect.

Perfect.