#and idek if that claim is true but OCD said no. so now we're not doing it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

me-you-and-my-medication · 7 months ago

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Moral ocd around fiction is the worst. because I can't even connect or get attached to characters anymore unless they've done little to no wrong. and if they've done something problematic (regardless of if they've grown/leaned from it) I will feel crushing guilt for ever enjoying them. It has taken escapism from me

#and by problematic i dont mean like weird shit like r*pe or something absolutely not i mean like.#typical morally grey character stuff #i started a series and theres a character i kinda like and literally one of the first posts i saw in his tag was calling him an abuser ??#like what. when does this happen. what happened. he was so sweet in the first few eps ??#like i dont even want to watch the show anymore #and idek if that claim is true but OCD said no. so now we're not doing it #this cycle has happened several times already #im so tired #diary

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