#and i'm sad about that since i wanted to walk around tomorrow and it's hard to walk around when your brain is zapping constantly

[youremyonlyhope]

I got lazy and didn't request a refill of my Sertraline as soon as I should have. And then when I did request it my doctor didn't answer for a full weekend (I had to ask again) so I ran out.

But also during this same timeframe I've been dealing with recovering from yet another dental surgery so I was like I'll be in too much pain to even notice any withdrawal symptoms and hopefully I'd finally get the refill before it got bad.

Well.

3 or 4 days without a dose, I can get my refill tomorrow, but I've had withdrawal brain zaps for almost 2 days. Yayyyy...

[ashwhowrites]

Hey, if you hadn't already done something like this, I was wondering if you'll write Eddie x Popular!Henderson!R, where they're sneaking around behind Dustin's back.... 1. Because Dustin looks up to him and they're friends and 2. She's not ready to let everyone know just yet (wanting to live in ignorant bliss just a little while longer before she falls under scrutiny for falling for "the freak").

And so, when one of her friends decides to hook her up on a date, she can't exactly refuse, so she goes along with it to shut her up, without letting Eddie know, of course. And during a game of dnd, Dustin let's it slip where you are for the night, unknowingly sending Eddie into a spiral, thinking she's cheating and that's why she wants to keep them a secret and after having an internal battle, he cuts the campaign short, surprising everyone, and he crashes her date, with hellfire in toe, demanding answers. And then everyone finds out and she explains blah blah and they live happily ever after. Sorry, this was long xx

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Dustin's friend

When Dustin said he found a new friend, that was yet again years older than him, Y/N wasn't too pleased. First, it was Steve, and now a guy named Eddie. But when Y/N met Eddie for the first time, she couldn't care less about the age gap between him and her brother, all that mattered was that he was around her age and single.

Eddie still wasn't sure how he managed to get Dustin's hot popular sister to go out with him. Whatever he did, he thanked god for it because having Y/N on his lap with her tongue down his throat was his heaven.

"Missed you so much," Y/N whined, her hips moving against Eddie's as she yanked off his shirt.

"Fuck, I missed you too." Eddie moaned as Y/N sucked down his chest. She left her marks to travel south until she was just above his boxers.

"MOM WANTS YOU," Dustin screamed as he pounded on Y/N's locked door.

"Damn it," Eddie sighed and hung his head.

"BE RIGHT THERE," Y/N screamed back, she sighed and stood up. She handed Eddie his shirt with a sad smile. "Sorry, Eds."

"Fuckers are giving me blue balls. Are you sure we can't tell him? Maybe he'd stop interrupting as much." Eddie glared towards the door. He stood up and threw on his jeans.

"You know I'm not ready for all of that yet." Y/N sighed.

"Fine, I'll go home and finish the old-fashioned way." Eddie joked, smirking as he walked backward to her window, his eyes on her.

"Maybe I'll come over and join you, later." She winked. She kissed Eddie goodbye and waited for him to leave. Then she went to see what her mom wanted.

~~~

Y/N knew hiding her relationship with Eddie was hard and tiring. And she felt guilty every time she had to act like Eddie wasn't everything to her. But she was scared. She was scared to take away Dustin's friend, worried she overstepped. She was terrified it would ruin their friendship because of the bro code. And selfishly, she was scared of the damage it would do to her social life.

"I'm telling you, he has been begging me for a date with you. You are single and have no reason to say no." Chrissy whined.

"My reason to say no is that I don't want to," Y/N said, rolling her eyes as she slammed her locker shut.

She whined when Chrissy followed.

"Like you have anything going on tomorrow night, anyway?" Chrissy argued, her eyes taunting.

Y/N technically had nothing going on tomorrow, Dustin and Eddie had hellfire so both boys were busy.

"Stop thinking of an excuse and just go. Then if you hate it, I will never set you up again." Chrissy promised.

"Deal," Now Y/N could get Chrissy off her back.

~~~

"We are kicking ass today! I wish Y/N were here to see it." Dustin cheered. Y/N had spent more time watching Hellfire since she had to pick Dustin up anyway.

"Why isn't she?" Eddie asked, he prayed it sounded casual. He read ahead on his notes to look like he didn't care too much.

"On a date." Dustin shrugged, playing his next move. No one had the table had any idea that sentence sent Eddie into a panic. Sweat on his forehead as his leg shook beneath the table.

His girlfriend was on a date, with another guy.

It all made sense, she wanted him to be a secret because she was seeing someone. Dustin knew about the guy, and he couldn't know about Eddie. Because then her secret would be exposed. Like it just was.

"Where?" Eddie snapped, his angry tone had the table looking at him in seconds.

"Enzo's," Dustin said confused.

"Get in the van," Eddie snapped as he grabbed his keys.

~

The rest of hellfire sat confused as Eddie raced to the restaurant. He was silent but gripped the wheel until his knuckles were white. The boys followed as Eddie stormed out of the van and into the restaurant.

Eddie felt a wave of heartache flood in his chest when he saw her with him with his own eyes. She looked beautiful as she talked about something he couldn't hear.

"Why are we here? Why do you care about my sister?" Dustin asked, but Eddie already was moving.

His heavy boots hit the floor hard, and his hand slammed on the table. The couple jumped and fear showed in Y/N's eyes when Eddie leaned down to her level.

Face to face, Eddie's hard breathing smacked Y/N's face. She twiddled her thumbs nervously as she saw hellfire behind him. Her brother watching with confusion.

"Eddie, what are you doing?" She said through clenched teeth, trying to keep the conversation between them.

"Demanding why the fuck my girlfriend is on a date with another guy." Eddie snapped, his eyes dark as he glared at her. She knew he had every right to be mad, but she didn't want a scene.

She stood up, and Eddie straightened up. His eyes haven't left her, not even glancing at the stranger across from her.

"Can I please explain later? In private." She whispered, her eyes looking over Eddie's shoulder as the boys watched.

"No, I'm tired of this private shit. Explain right here, right now. Or we are done." Eddie threatened. He didn't want to break up, he wished on every star above him there was a way to make this relationship work.

"Eddie please." She whispered, her watery eyes pleading for him to back off until they could talk. "Not right now in front of everyone." Eddie tried to ignore her tears, not letting himself get sucked into her guilt trap.

"Fine, forget it. I'll see you around, Henderson." Eddie said coldly as he nodded and backed off. Y/N felt frozen in her spot as Eddie went out the door.

"Y/N?" Dustin spoke up, his hand reaching towards her.

In seconds she was running out the door.

"What is going on?" the random date asked.

"Shh man," Mike said, sliding into the booth next to him. He pointed out the window, a clear view of the couple. The boys followed, all sitting in the big booth as they stared out the window.

~

"I'm sorry! I got scared but please." Y/N cried as she tugged on Eddie's arm.

"Scared because you got caught. I can't believe you could do this to me. What about all that love bullshit? This is what you do when you love someone?" Eddie argued, hot tears in his eyes.

"I do love you! Nothing between us is bullshit. Chrissy was on my back for weeks about going on a date with this guy! I never agreed until she said If I went on it, she'd never do it again! I promise you I was just trying to get her off my back. I was going to tell her I hated it and finally have peace of just being with you."

"You know what else brings peace? Finally admitting to other people that you are in love with me," Eddie said sadly, "I'm tired of being your secret. I can't keep doing it."

Y/N sobbed as she reached forward and held his face in her hands.

"I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I'll tell Dustin and everyone. Please just give me a chance to make this up to you." Y/N begged, Eddie sniffled as he looked into her eyes.

"I love you too," he smiled, and Y/N felt relief in her bones. "You took a chance on me, so I'll take the chance on you."

Y/N smiled and leaned forward, Eddie met her halfway and smashed his lips on hers. His hands wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer.

~

"Oh my god!" The boys all said at once, the random date was long gone.

"Eddie and my sister?"

"Dude! Eddie is banging your sister!" Mike teased

"Is he touching her ass?" Lucas gasped as he moved closer to the window

"Oh, that is so much tongue." Gareth chuckled.

"Our boy is making out with a popular girl!" Jeff cheered, high fives all around the table, except for Dustin who sat in a state of shock.

~

"YOU ARE SCREWING MY SISTER?"

Eddie and Y/N jumped as Dustin screamed.

"DUSTIN!" Y/N screamed as Dustin ran straight into Eddie and took him to the ground.

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His special woman

"I'm so sorry I can't be with you tonight mi amor..but you know that you're the most important woman in my life" Pablo said on face time while you smiled blushing and nodding your head.

He was traveling to show support to his team that is experiencing a really hard season since Xavi announced he's leaving. You of course understood that Gavi was the heart of the team, but seeing other women with their partners made you sad that he's not here with you.

The bell rang and you ran to open with Pablo still on your phone screen smirking to himself. You were shocked to see a big bouquet of flowers standing in front of your door with a little letter attached.

"Amor..these are so beautiful" you say showing it to him and he nods telling you to bring them inside and open the note.

"Read it to me guapa.." he said and you blushed placing the basket on the kitchen counter before opening little pink envelope.

"Happy international women's day to mi amor precioso. I love you with all my heart and you're my special woman." you read with red cheeks smiling at him and sending him kisses he pretended to catch on the other side.

y.n.bebe

amore mio❤️

comentarios:

pablogavi:❤️

mikkykiemeney:😍

pablogavihater: he's not even with his woman for march 8th..so much love 😂😂

y.n.fake.account: she's getting flowers but not his attention cause he prob with other girls!

lola.bb: yeah with me ;))

y.n.queen: keep dreaming! 😂

y.n.pablo.gavi: people are so mean 🥺 pablo bought her flowers! leave them alone!!

gavi.pablo: all players were with their women today but Pablo didn't even go to see her after training lololol

You read comments sadly looking at the flowers hating the fact that they made you doubt your relationship. It was just so hard...when everyone hates..and then that girl saying Pablo is with her..you were guilty enough to check her profile.

Pablo was seeing the same comments and knowing what an over thinker his girl is, he immediately changed his plans with the boys.

"I'm sorry, míster. But something important came up..I will travel tomorrow and be there for the game? Bueno?" he said and the man understood already having other players do the same in order to spend the day with their wives. Xavi admired Gavi for treating his girlfriend like so.

You were just about ready to make yourself some dinner when a loud knock startled you. You opened shocked to see Pablo standing there in his suit...this man owns your heart!

"P..Pablo? Pero how are you here?" you mumble and he grabbed your face kissing your lips passionately.

"Get ready, and let's shut them all up amor" he said and you smiled knowing what he was talking about. He wanted to prove them all wrong and stick besides you.

"Pero..your trip?" you say unsure if this was a smart thing to do.

"I'll travel tomorrow morning..but tonight I'm with my special woman" he said and those words had your heart melting..how could anyone say no to that!?

"Don't worry, I'll get changed fast" you say and he smiled nodding and walking in to wait for you dolling up just for him. He smiled at the big bouquet of flowers you organized all around your shared apartment.

"Amor! Can you zip me up please?" you call from the bedroom and he smirked walking in and gasping at how breathtaking you looked right now..he was the luckiest man on eart!

"Ready to go princesa mia?" he said and you smile nodding and grabbing his hand. You went to one of your favorite restaurants in Barcelona, obviously "having reservation" because of who he is. He was Barca golden boy after all and that had it's perks.

"All of this because you wanted to shut up the haters.." you say holding his hands while waiting for desert really having enjoyed the entire night.

"No..to be with my special woman..and yeah to shut them all up because I love you more than anyone in this world..and nobody should questions that!" he said and you smiled brining your hands closer together and kissing his which made him blush.

pablogavi

Tonight is reserved for my special woman. Happy March 8th mi vida!

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"Te amo muchisimo mi chico" you say in bed while the two of you cuddled ready to fall asleep.

"Yo te amo mas mi vida. You will always be my special woman" he said kissing your head and you smile nodding your head and holding your on top of his heart feeling it beat fast knowing he was speaking only the truth.

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chihiro (k. yukimiya x f!photographer!reader) when i come back around will i know what to say? // not today, maybe tomorrow

in which kenyu just can't seem to muster up the courage for a proper goodbye. wc: 743 || cw: light angst, yukimiya is afraid of rejection, lowkey you are too, there will be a part two to this because like cmon there has to be || header from bllk light novel || dividers from @saradika-graphics

kenyu doesn't know how he's going to break the news to you.

after all, how does one masterfully announce to one's best friend that they're leaving for a live-in football training program lasting approximately nine months, starting tomorrow? and then tell said best friend that he's been in love with her since the first day of middle school?

it's simply not done.

so he keeps his mona lisa smile on, muscles aching, as you're guided to snap photos of him from every angle. you always tell him seeing people take close-ups of your best friend is a little weird, but you seem to be having a lot of fun doing it yourself. too much fun, in fact. he fights the urge to break into a grin despite himself.

“okay, that's a wrap for today!” the shoot director calls out after what seems like an eternity. “see you all next time.”

kenyu stretches his sore limbs, letting out a quiet sigh of relief as all the staff members go around saying their ‘good work today’s. but he doesn't feel the usual post-shoot euphoria. this is his final shoot with you, and possibly the last time you will ever see each other.

“hey, ken?”

he jogs over to where you're sitting before your computer, tongue poking out cutely. smiling softly, you gesture for him to take a seat beside you, then turn back to the screen. “look at these pics of you! they're the best ones yet.” 

and they are. the lighting is perfect, as are the focus and contrast, bringing out the subtle charm his fans love so much.

“you really know just how to make me look good, huh." he chuckles, crossing his arms. "i'm glad they let you take the wheel on this one.”

“you'd think that they'd never let a photog intern actually do any of the fun stuff, right?” you say almost breathlessly, strangely, as you begin to upload the photos to a hard drive. “but i told them this was my last shoot with you, so maybe that's why-”

wait. what?

how do you already know about his leaving for blue lock?

“look, i… i'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier.” you look back up at him, and he thinks he sees tears glistening in your eyes. 

what the heck is going on?

“i didn't want it to affect whatever you have going on right now. you're so successful and happy. but it's a really good opportunity for me. y'know, for my portfolio and all. job experience, too.”

his mouth goes dry.

“how long is this... thing going to be for?”

“nine months or so. i'm only coming back to school for uni entrance exams. other than that, all my school stuff is going to be remote.” you let out a shaky breath, clenching your fists on the table. “which means - i won't be able to see you for a really long time. i leave tomorrow.”

kenyu feels a lot of things in this moment. happy for you. broken-hearted that you're leaving. but most of all?

he feels like a total coward for not telling you first, so you wouldn't have to feel so bad about it.

“we'll keep in touch, though, right?” he takes your hand in his, holding back tears of his own. “this isn't going to affect us. i won't let it.”

“yeah.” you give him a sad, watery smile. “i suppose so.”

your phone rings, and you tear your gaze from his face.

“i should go.”

“okay.”

he watches you silently as you pack up and walk towards the exit, watches you wipe the tears from your cheeks - and he knows now is his last chance.

“wait!”

you turn around, red-rimmed eyes wide -

“i love you.”

a beat passes between you. then another. and yet another. then you're running towards him, and for a moment he thinks you're going to wrap your arms around his neck and press your lips to his and oh gosh he's not ready for this but he's more ready than he's ever been in his life -

but you don't.

you squeeze the life out of him, but you don't kiss him.

his heart sinks.

"love you too, ken."

and even if those words are kind of what he's always wanted to hear from you, they really aren't. because you just don't mean them in the way he so desperately wants you to.

oh, he really feels like a coward now.

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No Distraction

I could be temptation, you could be my sin

The absolute epitome of fictional characters with broad shoulders, rock hard six-pack abs and a face so handsome you wouldn't get tired of staring at it, was your one and only boyfriend, Jung Jaehyun. It has been days since you've last got touched by him and craving wouldn't be the word to describe it. It's a desperation.

Looking at Jaehyun who's busy typing away on his laptop as his eyes goes back and forth from the papers and the gadget, you could feel yourself getting wet as seconds passed by. That pillowy natural red lips, the piercings and the glasses that you fucking love on him so much. Jaehyun looks like a fuckboy and nerd combined, but you both know how much he's a simp for you and would kiss the ground you've walked on.

Sighing for nth time, you pouted at your boyfriend even though he can't see you, ''Baby? Aren't you at least gonna take a break from that?'' Jaehyun hadn't stopped writing since he sat, only standing up to get food or take the bathroom.

You only received a shake of his head and nothing, just that. Ugh, you swore you felt like crying by the lack of attention. Deciding that enough was enough, you finally got on your feet before making your way to your busy busy man.

He paid no attention as you straddled his hips, wrapping your hands around him and burying your face on the crook of his neck, inhaling the manly scent. You made your move to press your crotch to his clothed dick, causing to bit your lips. It's not even hard yet it felt big.

Your hands travelled down to his chest, down to his abs until it reached just above the waistline of his pants, earning a warning from him. ''Not now, wait 'til I finish this,'' The deep voice vibrated against your skin, a hand of him grabbed your thigh, squeezing it lightly.

''I won't distract you! I'm not gonna move, I just really really want you inside, please,'' You whined, rolling your hips towards him, desperate to feel him even if the clothes were on your way. Diverting your eyes at him, you plead him with puppy eyes, accompanied by a sad pout.

Sighing, Jaehyun finally made a decision, not being able to say no to you, ''Fine, you're not gonna move. I'll fuck you good later if you keep your promise.'' Nodding quickly, you beamed in glee, smile showing on your face widely as you took off your panties under your- Jaehyun's -oversized shirt and pulled his pants down enough to release the length that made you drool.

Slowly, you positioned him at your entrance and sinked in, gasping when you felt your walls got stretched so good. Once Jaehyun was all in inside of you, snug and fit as if you two were made for each other, you gripped a handful of Jaehyun's shirt and closed your eyes, trying to prevent your hips from grinding down.

Your boyfriend tried not to pay attention to you, wanting to finish his paperworks as its deadline was tomorrow but how can he when your gasps and clenching on his dick were all he could think about. Jaehyun closed his eyes shut as he felt another clench, followed by an 'oh my god' to his hear.

''B-babe,'' You shuffled on top of him, trying to find a position where his tip wouldn't poke your sweet spot so deliciously, wanting to abide your rules. But it only caused the both of you to moan by the stimulation from your action. ''I'm sorry, I just wanna-'' You squeaked, falling to Jaehyun's chest when you felt another brush of his tip inside of you. Hands shaking lightly as you controlled your breathing, setting your mind off of the blurring pressure of Jaehyun's shaft.

You clenched down on him unconsciously, earning a deep moan from Jaehyun, further causing your wetness to pour out. You felt Jaehyun moved something away in front of him before wrapping his hands around you, carrying you to make you sit on his table.

He didn't gave you any signal nor gesture, he just started to pull out until his tip and slammed back in with a grip on your thighs. ''Oh god!'' Your face scrunched up as you held on to the edge of the table. Jaehyun started picking up his pace, tugging the collar of your shirt down, revealing your breasts. He leaned down and sucked on them like a starved man, pinching and groping the other, just wanting to worship you breasts.

''Fuck, Jae, faster, please. I want it faster,'' You begged and begged until he cracked and discovered an animalistic pace, the table swaying violently, threatening to break any seconds from now. Jaehyun placed a hand on the wall for support, tilting your head up as he kissed you softly and full of love, so different from how he's thrusting inside you harshly and rearranging your guts.

''More, more!'' Demanding wasn't something you always were but sometimes, you can be one. Especially with times like these that you were deprived of his touch for days. And Jaehyun, as someone who would do anything for you, followed every beg you say.

He lifted up both of your feet to place on the table as well, creating an open and more space for him. Jaehyun spat on his hand before moving it down to your pussy, quickly attaching it to your clit as he created friction just enough to bring more pleasure to you.

You screamed, yelled and thrashed against his hold as you felt your climax getting nearer, eyes rolling at the back of your head before you finally bursted out with scream of Jaehyun's name. Painting his dick with your white cream as you held on to his shoulders due to overstimulation, waiting for him to finish and anticipating the beautiful view of him cumming for you.

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Forget About Eddie

Bestfriend!SteveHarrington x Fem!Reader

WARNINGS: mentions of Eddie being a fuckboy, a lil fluff and a lil smut.

Word Count: 2247

Summary: You and Eddie have just broken up, but you're still hung up on him. Steve hates seeing you so down and just wants to make you feel better (better than Eddie could).

A/N: idk i'm on a smut writing spree, expect some more fics tomorrow (maybe some eddie, maybe some slashers, who really knows). i hardly edited this and i feel like the ending might be a lil rushed, but hey, smut is smut.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SMUT BELOW THE CUT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“I just don’t really know what to do, you know?” You and your best friend, Steve Harrington are walking to his car after your shift at Scoops. You’ve been upset all night over a fight you had with your ex-boyfriend, Eddie. 

You and Eddie had been broken up for a couple of months now, but you were still sneaking over to his trailer in the middle of the night. You couldn’t help it, you were young, horny, and Eddie was pretty good in bed. It was easy enough, until you had to get dressed and do the walk of shame across the trailer park. You know keeping this up wasn’t a smart idea, but a part of you also still loved Eddie. Even if you knew that he was just using you to get what he wanted.

“I don’t know why you’re still so hung up on that loser. You’ve always been too good for him and he didn’t deserve you.” Steve says as he unlocks the car doors and slides into the driver’s seat. He looks over at you and seeing your sad face says, “Alright, we’re going back to my place and having a movie night. I’ll call Robin and see if she’ll come over. You need to have some fun.”

You almost protest, but that does sound like it’ll get your mind off things. And if you’re at Steve’s  you won’t be as tempted to go to Eddie’s.

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“Well Robin can’t come over. She’s got a date or something. So I guess it’s just you and me.” He says as he places a bowl of popcorn on the coffee table in front of you. “What do you wanna watch first? I just got a tape of The Outsiders. Remember that movie?” 

“Yeah that sounds good. Thanks for the popcorn.” You reach for the bowl as Steve sits down next to you.

Throughout the movie you can feel Steve looking over at you until he finally reaches over to slide his arm around your shoulders. “Hey, I know you’re upset, but just try to forget about Eddie and whatever stupid fight you guys have had.”

“I know, Steve, It’s just really hard. I miss him and I can’t seem to stay away. I keep going over whenever he calls like I’m just some booty call and not his ex-girlfriend of TWO YEARS! It’s like that’s all he wanted me for in the first place!” You put your hands over your face and shake your head.

“Wait. You’re still going over there and sleeping with him? Why would you do that? You’re way too good to be waiting around for his phone calls just so he can get off and leave you upset.” Steve pauses the movie and turns toward you. You didn’t mean to tell him all of that, you’d been telling Steve and Robin that you hadn’t seen Eddie since the breakup. You never told them that you two had been secretly fucking every other night.

“Uh… I mean it’s hard, Steve! We were together for a long time, I can’t just stop seeing him!” You reach for the remote to play the movie again, but Steve grabs your wrist to stop you.

As you look up at him he says, “I know. I’m sure it is hard. But he can’t be that great that you’re still doing…that with him.” Steve’s arm tightens around your shoulders. He’s staring down at you with a look you’ve never seen from him before. His right hand moves from your wrist to your cheek as he brushes his thumb down to your chin.

“I mean…I don’t know.” It’s hard for you to get words out. Steve has been your best friend since you guys were kids. But all of a sudden something feels a little bit more with him. The way he’s looking at you and lightly gripping your chin is making you dizzy. You’ve never thought about him in any other way, but now your heart is beginning to flutter.

Steve notices it too, his eyes go to where his hand rests on your chin before looking back into your eyes. He slowly tilts your chin up and leans down to plant a gentle kiss on your lips. 

You kiss him back before he pulls away and says “I’m sorry. I don’t know why I did that. I think I just got carried away.” He drops his hands, grabs the remote and flips the movie back on.

“It’s… it’s okay.” You can’t think of anything else to say so you sink back into the couch and continue to watch the movie like nothing happened.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When you get home later that night, you can’t stop replaying that kiss in your head. You’ve never even thought about doing anything like that with Steve. He’s your best friend. You two have practically known each other since you two were in diapers. And besides, he isn’t your type at all. Apparently your type is self obsessed bad boys who break your heart yet still call you up at 1 in the morning. Look where that’s gotten me, you think. Steve is sweet, nice, caring. Everything that Eddie turned out not to be. 

You fall asleep thinking about what would have happened had Steve not come to his senses.

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Steve has been thinking about the kiss since he dropped you off at your apartment. He’s not sure what came over him at that moment. But he does know that he enjoyed it. He knows that he definitely wanted more. But he also knows that you’re his best friend and you’re still getting over that asshole, Eddie Munson. He doesn’t want to force you into anything else.

But he still can’t see what you see in that guy. He didn’t know Eddie that well. They ran in different circles when they were in high school, but he still didn’t notice anything particularly great about the guy. 

And he was so tired of seeing you heartbroken over it. Steve thought you deserved so much more than Eddie.

Steve knew he could make you feel better than Eddie ever could.

Steve continued to think about that kiss as his hand slipped beneath the fabric of his boxers.

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Two days go by before you see Steve again. He’s giving you a ride home from Robin’s house after a girls night.

“You know, you really didn’t have to come pick me up. I would’ve been fine walking home.” You say as you meet him outside.

“I know, but Robin’s is on my way home from work.”

Not much is said on the drive to your house. You’re still thinking about the kiss from the other night and you’re not sure if Steve is thinking about it as well. And if he is, you’re not sure what he’s thinking about it. Does he think it was a mistake? Does he want to do it again? You’re so lost in your thoughts that you don’t realize you’ve pulled up in front of your house until you hear Steve saying “Hellooooo. Did you hear me? I asked if you were okay with me coming in and hanging out for a while?”

“Oh. Um. Absolutely, that’s totally fine.” Both of you got out of the car and walked into your small apartment. “So uh, what did you want to do?” You weren’t sure why you were this nervous. You felt like the dynamic between you and your best friend had completely changed since the other night, yet Steve seemed perfectly normal.

“I was actually just wanting to talk to you. You know, make sure you’re doing okay? After that fight with Eddie?” Steve sat down on your small sofa and kicked his shoes off.

You sat down next to Steve, taking your shoes off as well. “Yeah, actually I’m doing a lot better. He hasn’t called since the fight which helps too. I’ve still thought about calling him though.”

Steve just stares at you. You recognize the look on his face as the same one from the other night. The look right before you kissed you. You’re trying not to get your hopes up that it’ll happen again, but your heart is beating a thousand beats per minute. Finally, he says “Look, I hate seeing you like this. I know you two were together for a long time, but he doesn’t deserve you. He never has. He took you completely for granted.”

You weren’t sure what to say. Steve continued, inching closer to you, “I guess I just don’t see what’s so great about Eddie.” He placed his hand on top of your thigh and slowly inched his other hand along the tops of your shoulder. He said what he’d been thinking about the other night. “I bet I could make you feel better than he ever did.” Steve tilted your head up once again and kissed your lips. Rougher than the first time, but still tender. He didn’t pull away this time. 

You reached up to grab his face in your hands, kissing him with more force. Steve took hold of your hips, pulling you onto his lap before running his hands through your hair. The two of you were holding so tightly onto each other it was almost painful.

You were the first to pull away, gasping for breath. “Are we… is this…” the words died on your lips as you noticed the way Steve was looking at you with lust filled eyes.

“It’s okay. Let me make you feel good. Let me make you forget about him.” Steve lifted you up and sat you down on the couch, pushing your legs open so he could kneel between them. He peppered kisses from your neck to the top of your jeans. He began unbuttoning your pants and slipping them off of you as he looked up at you through his long lashes. He pulled down your panties and tossed them to the side before trailing his fingers around your swollen clit.

You almost couldn’t believe what was happening. Steve Harrington, your best friend, was on his knees with his face dangerously close to your core. Steve Harrington was rubbing circles on your sensitive bud. You threw your head back and let your moans escape.

“That’s it, baby.” Steve continued rubbing circles as he leaned forward and inserted his tongue inside your soaking hole. Your hands flew down to grab and pull at his hair and he hummed in response sending vibrations throughout your body.

You almost couldn’t take it anymore, you had to have him now. You were too impatient, too needy, for something you didn’t even know you wanted until right now. “Steve.” you breathed as you pulled him back up to you, foreheads touching.

“Shh.” Steve unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down just enough to release his hard cock. He kissed you one last time, letting his lips linger on yours as he lined himself up with your entrance.

He pushed himself into you slowly, gently, taking his time and relishing the feeling of your walls clenching around him. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, moaning into his ear. “God, you feel amazing. I bet I feel better than him.” He said it with a sneer as he pumped in and out of you. You couldn’t respond, you just continued to moan. “Mhm, that’s what I thought.” 

Steve leaned back and started rubbing circles around your clit. You almost couldn’t hold yourself together any longer. The tension that had been building in your stomach was about to explode. “Steve, I- I’m gonna come.” You managed to breathe out in between your moans.

“Come for me, baby, come on.” Steve’s thrusts grow faster as you reach your climax. He puts his hands on your face, the pads of his thumbs gently caressing your cheeks as you come down from your high. “That’s it, sweetheart.” 

He bends forward to kiss your forehead before moving his hands to your hips, gripping them a little too hard. His thrusts grow more erratic as his own climax nears. Steve’s mouth grazes your ear as he continues to pump in and out of you. “Fuck, baby. You feel so good.” He almost can’t hold himself together any longer. He pumps one last time before pulling out and shooting thick white ropes onto your stomach. He slumps forward laying next to your side and runs his hands through his hair. 

Steve stands up and pulls his jeans back up. He takes his shirt off and wipes your stomach clean before sitting on the couch next to you and pulling you towards him. With your head resting on his chest, you say, “Wow. I…wow.”

You can feel his eyes looking down on you as he brushes his hand through your hair. “I know. I’ve been thinking about you since the other night.”

You nuzzled tighter into his chest, “Do you want to stay the night?”

He chuckles as he picks you up and begins carrying you to your room. “Of course, babe.” He lays you down on your bed and slips under the blankets with you, pulling you to his chest once more. You feel so at home cuddled into Steve’s chest.

“So tired, Steve.” You mumble as your eyes begin to close.

“That’s alright baby, get some rest. We can talk in the morning.”

As you start to drift to sleep you can hear Steve say, “So, did you forget about Eddie?”

[lunamochii]

'No more running away.' || atsumu x f!reader

synopsis;

Atsumu doesn't know how to express his feelings and keeps on hurting you.

cw // slight angst, tsundere atsumu, fluff at the end, timeskip tsumu.

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"I love you, Liselotte."

"I love you too, Sieg."

You finish the cake and the soda you bought on your way home from your work, you also finish the romance anime you are watching and damn did that made you feel more depress than ever. Switching off your computer, you look outside from your window and taking a look at the red hue sky.

"I also want to love someone or be love by someone..."

Then you turn to look at your reflection at the mirror beside you and can't help but laugh to yourself knowing full well why anyone wouldn't want to date you. You got up and decided to wash all the dishes and utensils you used.

When done you decided to sleep and while passing by your fridge you saw the tomorrow's date and just shrugs. It will be the same as last year, you will be alone.

You woke up but you remain laying down on your bed not wanting to get up, then your alarm go off and instead of turning off you let it be.

"Ah... I'm sick of this."

Despite all that unwillingness you were on hours ago, you found yourself standing outside the gym. Getting here wasn't that hard as you did your best to ignore all the decorations and the vendors who were selling those heart shape designs. Couples laughing and hugging on the park, side of the street.

"Oh! Your here early, manager!"

You turn around and saw Shoyo and you greeted him with a smile, right. Today is no different from every other days you've live up to.

"Morning, Shoyo."

The two of you walk together inside the gym and you let him take over of the conversation as he talk about how in the past he never gets a single thing during valentines but on his way here, girls were giving him gifts and everything. That's when you notice on how bulky his bag is.

"Oh.. I didn't prepare anything for the team.."

Shoyo immediately catch on and stop on his tracks as he search something frantically on his bag and when he got it he immediately handed it to you

"I actually prepared this for the team! This is yours!"

You carefully took it from his hands and saw it was a cupcake shape in a heart and your name is written on it.

"Shoyo... pfft- hahaha this is so cute! Thank you!"

You hug him and Shoyo breath out seeing how your mood went up, the moment he saw you standing outside the gym he knew something was off and his glad he did prepare those cupcakes with the help of his sister.

Both of you got where to the others are and Shoyo handed his cupcakes and the others saw how he got you a valentines gift, others followed suit making you smile warmly and thank them wholeheartedly.

"Hm? Aren't you going to give our cute manager here a valentine gift Miya-kun?"

Meian the captain of MSBY team tug on the setter and Atsumu answered him with a scowl on his face, ever since you took the job on being the manager of this team. Not even once did Atsumu Miya smiled to your way.

"Ehh should I really? I don't see a reason to give her anything though."

Right. His not wrong too, why would he give you something right? It's not like you two are that close. You only became their manager just a year ago. You also know how much he hates you, despite your spiraling thoughts you manage to smile.

"You didn't have to say it that way Miya!"

"Captain, it's okay. I'm okay. You guys can proceed on practicing, I'll just put your gifts on the locker room."

The voleyball players watch your disappearing figure and they couldn't even say anything. Then their heads turn to Atsumu who was also taken back by what he said and see how sad you look, made him mentally punch himself.

"Miya! You could have worded that nicely!"

Meian angrily said and Atsumu grit his teeth, everyone here knows how much he likes you. He likes you so much that he goes crazy whenever you show your support on the team. He likes you so much that everytime he look over to where you usually sit during one of his matches, he always feels like he can smash the opponent with just his serve.

"Why do you care? It's her own fault if she gets hurt by just that!"

"Miya!"

The others quickly held back their captain from attacking their setter

"What has gotten into you TsumTsum? You like he-"

"I don't!! Like?! More like, I hate her!!"

The sound of water bottle dropping on the wooden floor grab everyone's attention and they spotted you standing there completely dumbfounded. Atsumu's breath hitches seeing you.

"Haha I never knew you hated me that much. Don't worry, I will do my best to stay out of your sight."

No. You should always be at the line of his sight. He doesn't hate you. Don't make that kind of face.

"Let go of me!"

Atsumu storm out of the court. Why is he so mad? Is it because Shoyo manage to beat him on giving you a present? Because the others got you a lot more beautiful gifts? He kick the vending machine. He didn't mean those words. He didn't mean to hurt you.

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Weeks have pass ever since that incident and you live up to your word, doing your best to stay out of his sight. Making the setter get more agitated, his not doing that great during practice match. His serves doesn't feel that great and their coach have been reprimanding him. He knows he needs to be on his best since they have a upcoming match.

"Thanks!"

"No problem."

He glances at the side and saw you interacting with the others and the sight of you smiling, smiling to the others and not him, it sure made him more agitated. When it was time for their practice, he keeps on missing on the timing.

"Atsumu, set your personal matters aside. I don't need a player who gets distracted easily."

"Sorry coach.."

Grabbing a towel and a water bottle he sat down on a corner, he watch the others play but his eyes search for you and when he found you, a smile appeared to his lips but it disappeared quickly seeing how you laugh and smile fondly towards Kotaro.

"Isn't your birthday the same day our match is?! We should all go drinking after!"

Kotaro suggested but you feel the need to decline, for you it's just another normal day. You got used spending it alone that you even decline the company of your closest friends.

"Ah, Sorry! I made plans with my friends that day so I can't!"

Lies drip from your lips effortlessly

"Ehh really? Too bad, let's go drinking the other day then!"

"Hahaha okay okay! Now, go back to practice."

You push him back on the court and you let out a sigh, you start to pick up the used towels and water bottles and when you were about to refill the bottles, you saw Atsumu staring at you. You bowed curtly and ran away. Ran away from him and that hurt Atsumu.

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"Can't be help. They were prepared this time, the defeat you experience today only means that you guys still need to keeps on improving. You all can go home after stretching."

You couldn't bring yourself to speak seeing how devastated they look, despite doing their best they couldn't win against the opponent. Meian, being the captain steps up and clap his hands getting the attention of his members.

"Okay, we just need to train harder! Le-"

"My toss was perfect. So why couldn't you hit it perfectly?"

The cold voice of Atsumu followed by his words stop the captain, they all look at him and notice how his glaring hard at Kotaro.

"Huh?"

"Or are you too busy flirting with our manager that you couldn't focus on our game?"

"That's going too far."

Kiyoomi who is usually silent steps up

"Yeah, Bokuto-san was playing just as usual. It's just our oppone-"

"Really? Because every time out he always manages to flirt with her. Maybe his too engrossed with her that *SLAP*"

Atsumu felt his world stop as soon he felt the stinging pain on his cheeks, his eyes slowly drops on the person who just did that to him and his world crumble upon seeing your tears racing down from your eyes to your cheeks

"I know you hate me but you don't have any right to blame other people for the loss you guys got today!"

His hand mindlessly reach out to you but you slap it away and glared at him

"You're the worst."

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"She's not coming today too..."

Shoyo feels defeated seeing how their training is coming to an end but they didn't see you again. It's been four days and no one got the guts to voice out the reason for the thick air around the team. Atsumu resorted to practicing alone, Kotaro refuses to speak to the setter too despite the convincing of their captain.

"We can't blame her. Atsumu's words were really harsh."

Shion, the libero of their team speaks up and Shoyo silently agree. He might have known Atsumu during his highschool days but he knows he didn't mean any of those words. Atsumu may deny it but Shoyo sees how the setter looks at their manager.

Wake up, eat, sleep and repeat. That has been your routine for four days.

Atsumu's words really did a unthinkable impact to you, despite him showing not any ounce of an interest ever since you join the team, you still like him. Yes, you like him. During your highschool years, you watch one of his match during nationals and you were drawn to him seeing how he passionately loves to play voleyball. You couldn't be more than happier when you were accepted as a manager of the MSBY, knowing you applied for this job to be close to him but who knew he would be like this? Who would have thought that ha hates you.

"Let's just go to sle- *ring ring*"

You let out a grunt and reach out to your phone, not bothering who's the caller only to be met with your friend's loud voice

"Oi! How dare you ignore our messages and call?! Don't tell me you didn't do anything during your birthday?!"

You groan and check to see who and saw it was one of your very close friend, well, after that day you decided to block anyone who tries to call or text you since you wanted to be alone, it was only today that you lifted that block.

"A hello would have been good." You muttered and got up from your bed

"Dress warm and come down. We are all waiting for you."

"Huh?"

You immediately ran out from your apartment and there they are, you saw your friends holding a bottle of beers and snacks. When they spotted you, they all grin at you.

"Hurry! You have made us waited for days already!"

You stare at them blankly before laughing and going back inside to change into warm clothes, you pick your keys and immediately went out. When you got to them, they all jump at you and greeted you belayed happy birthday.

"Okay! Let's get drunk!"

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"I DON'T WANNA BE SINGLE ANYMORE! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE ON WHAT TYPE OF MAN YOU GIVE ME GOD!"

Your friends bursted out to laughter after hearing what you scream, you guys are currently sitting by the riverbank enjoying the drinks and foods they brought with them. You all catch up to each other's lives and it didn't matter if you guys barely texted to each other because at the end of day, all of you will find it's way to each other and will always end up sitting together and talk about how's everyones life.

You guys drink and talk for 2 hours before deciding it is time go home, they all walk you back to your apartment since you were the one who is very wasted. They wanted to walk you towards your apartment door but you ushered them to just go home already. Since you didn't wanna bother them any longer plus you didn't want to let them see how mess your home currently is.

On the other hand, Osamu manage to knock some sense on his twin and Atsumu found himself standing by your home's door. When he was about to knock, he heard steps at his right side and when he saw you, he took a step back

"Atsumu? Hmm can't be him. Who are you?"

You walk up closer to him but you're too drunk to see clearly, Atsumu caught on the smell of alcohol and he curses when you stumbled on your feet and landed on his chest.

"Why did you drink so much? You can't hold your liquor that well."

"Hahahaha right! You can't be Atsumu, that man hates me. He don't care a thing about me."

You said with your eyelids half close and slowly inhaling his scent and somehow it brings you comfort. Atsumu couldn't say a word as he search for your pockets, when he got your keys he inserted to your door and open it.

He tried waking you up so he could help you walk inside but you didn't budge. Atsumu ended up carrying you into his arms and when he step inside your home, he notice how you toss the MSBY jacket on the side. Several cans of beer lying on the floor, trash that weren't taken out. A total mess.

"Atsumu why.... why do you hate me?"

He look down at you and couldn't help but lean down and kiss you on the forehead

"I don't hate you. I like you."

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You woke up with a major headache and it got worse when you scan your home and see that it's very clean. You don't even remember how you got home, maybe one of your friends clean your home for you. You gotta thank them some time.

Today, you decided to go back to work since you can't keep on being like this. You hurriedly took a bath and just slip on anything comfortable. That's right, this heavy feeling will eventually pass. Right now, you gotta focus on getting yourself live! Before you can leave, you decided to just sneak and watch them in secret. Your heart and mind is still not ready to face them, or him.

"Nice kill!"

"High five!"

Smiling Atsumu. What a rare sight and sore for your eyes, he is smiling but not towards your way. You aren't the reason why his smiling..

"Hng!"

You slap both of your cheeks stopping yourself to think anything further, this is a small step you are taking in order for you to let go of your feelings to him. You resume watching them play in two vs two although you don't know the other people on the court. They all look like they are close, maybe highschool friends.

You grab your phone to look at the message that just pop and it's Shoyo texting that the team misses you and it'd be nice if you come so you will meet his seniors and other friends. During these days Shoyo and the others keeps on texting you, even Kiyoomi who you took as someone who really don't care of his surroundings.

'I will try.'

You hit send and as soon your message was delivered you heard someone scream from the court, you're glad they can't see you from this seat since you decided to take a seat on the second floor row seats.

"She's coming! Finally! She's comingg!"

"Eh? Who's coming?"

"Our manager!"

They gathered around Shoyo and saw your reply, all of them keeps on texting you but you only replied to Shoyo. Atsumu grip the ball that is on his hand, remembering he stayed in your hour for an hour after he was done cleaning. Since it was only the time he could admire your face from a closer look.

Your debating whether you should go down or not but seeing the expression of the team being excited of you coming back, you just have to thicken your face and hope your gaze won't meet Atsumu's. On your way down, you notice people coming so you took a turn to the right but you ended up bumping to someone.

"Ow... I'm sorry!"

"It's my fault, I was on my phone."

You look up and the both of you have same expression

"Sachiro?!"

"Ms. Birdie!"

You quickly smack him on the shoulders and he laugh loudly, you can't believe he still remembers that nickname he gave you.

"Can you please forget about that?! It's the most embarassing moment of my life!"

"Ehhh? But remembering your devastated face is quite fun."

Well, who wouldn't be devastated when the pet bird you just bought from a pet store flew away from the cage just because it wasn't lock securely and he just happen to be passing by and witness it all.

"Sachiro!"

"Okay okay! Pfft-"

You rolled your eyes but you soon join him to laughing and when you both calm down, you decided to ask why his here

"Oh my friend invited me. He plays for Adlers but today they all got the gym for themselves and all the team we all fought during highschool are here."

So that's why there's so many people! You also notice the twin of Atsumu standing on the side while talking to some people.

"What about you?" He ask

"Oh... I'm actually the manager of MSBY and I was just sneaking around since something happened and uh..."

You look away and Sachiro is quick to sense that something is going on but he decided not to pry further.

"That's nice! Are you leaving or going in there?"

"Oh uhm... I'm going."

Sachiro smiled and you both walk towards the entrance of the court and your heart began to pound very loud that you unconsciously grab on to his jacket, when the both of you immerge from the entrance. Instantly eyes are on you or maybe on your hands grabbing tightly on his jacket.

"Sachiro! Why are you with the manager of the jackals?"

"We're friends and we bump to each other."

Korai ask then his eyes darted on the hands of the woman trembling while grabbing a good hold of his friend's coat. Shoyo manage to let him in on what happened to the jackals lately and he turn his attention to the jackals setter and oh boy the ball is near to exploding.

"Are you that nervous?"

Sachiro turn slightly to lean down and whisper to your ears

"Huh?! I-I'm not! Hey everyone!"

Your hands let go of his coat and ran towards where your team is and Shoyo is the first one to jump at you and hug your frame tight until it led to a group hug. Then, Shoyo began to introduce you to the other people and you met his seniors and the other players. Some of them have drop playing voleyball upon graduating from highschool and some didn't.

"Heya~ you're the only who haven't tasted my new recipe."

"Osamu!"

The black haired man grin and handed you his newly made onigiri, you can say that you're close to him since the team sometimes eats on his restaurant here in Tokyo.

"Oh my! This is yummy!"

"Heh- then I'll add this to my menu. Oh, you got something in your face..."

You were about to get it but he beat you to it as he took it with a swipe using his thumb and your cheeks turn red seeing how he lick his thumb.

"Osa- What the fuck is your deal?"

Atsumu came infront of you and push his twin away from you and several people immediately hold Atsumu back and Osamu ignored his twin as he look at you

"You should just forget this stupid asshole and get it with me."

Before you can even say something Atsumu was already screaming his twin's name and was about to punch but Osamu is quick to dodge it as he ran away laughing.

"You. Come here."

Atsumu said as soon he return from chasing his brother, he tug on your hand and led you at the locker room. What even happened? You ask yourself. Why are you alone with him in this room? Should you say sorry for slapping him? But why would you? Wh-

"Everytime I land my gaze at you, you're with a man. What's with you pulling men from left to right?"

Your eyebrow raises and you immediately meet his eyes

"Are you telling me that I'm a slut?"

"What?! How did you- fuck!"

"Don't curse at me! I get it. You're mad because I slap you. Well, I'm sorry! But you're still an asshole!"

Atsumu groan as he pace back and forth trying to come up with the best words he can. Osamu, that idiot just had to add fuel to his jealousy. Why is he so jealous?! Why?!

"Why do I like you so much?!"

"What..."

Your breath hitches when he suddenly look at you and immediately his right in front of you. Your back press agaisnt the door with his right arm place right above your head

"What did you do to me? How come I like you so much that it irritated me so much not being the first one to give you something during valentines."

His minty breath fans your face as he reach for your hair and starts to play with it, being this close to you is making him go crazy, he can't even think straight.

"I like you so much that I hate how you smiled brightly towards Bokuto and how his the one who gets to bask on your warmth."

He place his right hand on your cheeks and you are looking straight on to his eyes, he leans down and you swear to God that your heart is about to burst out from your ribcage

"I like you so much that seeing other men touching you is making me go crazy.."

His lips hovers over yours and you were the one to close the gap. Maybe you are crazy. Maybe you like him so much too that you lost all the right to think straight.

"Shit"

Atsumu's arms immediately wrap around your waist and press your body more towards his. He lick your lower lip and you immediately let his tongue in, you moan out through the kiss and Atsumu almost punch the door.

"I need to breath.."

"More.."

He claim your lips again and you hold on to him for a support, his fingers running through your hair as he kisses you deep and full of love. He didn't even notice his tears streaming down to his cheeks. You immediately pulled away and cup his cheeks

"Why are you crying?!"

"I like- no, I love you. Please, I love you so much. I'm sorry... I'm sorry for being a dickhead to you. I'm sorry for being an asshole."

"Atsumu..."

He place one hand over yours as he kiss your palms then it trails down towards your wrist and he looks at you, with teary eyes

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me? Hm? I will do my best to change. Just... just let me love you."

Now, it's your turn to cry and you punch him on the chest as you sob uncontrollably. He let you punch him and when you stop he hug you tight, burying his face on the crook of your neck

"Idiot. You're an idiot! Why weren't you honest from the start?! Do you know how hard it is for me to endure with the thought of the person I like, hates me? You're an idiot!"

"I know, I know. I'm sorry.. it's just... I didn't know any better. You... you were just so amazing. You were always there for us, supporting us. That I started to doubt that if I would be like that too. Be there for you, support you through your decisions. I... I got scared that if I let you know how I feel, you would distance yourself to me.."

So that's why you sometimes catches him glancing from you but you really didn't pay any attention to it.

"I'm just a manager. It is my duty to keep the teams spirit."

"You're more than that! During our darkest moment in court, you always manage to cheer us up. Your inspiring words are one of the reasons that keeps us winning our fights."

He grab a hold of your hand and kiss your knuckles as he looks at you

"You're my world... you are my light. I love you. Can I be your lover?"

You look at him with mix emotions and you ended up laughing with tears, guess you can call this a tears of joy now.

"Very cheesy isn't like you Tsumu."

His smile widen and engulf you to a tight hug. He pulled away and cup your cheeks as he capture your lips to kiss you tenderly. He press his forehead to yours and the both of you are smiling, he kiss your nose and you both giggled

"Let's go? The others must be worried."

You nodded and the both of you walk out of the room hand in hand and you notice how silent the court is

"Did they left?" You ask and squeeze his hand, seeing the lights on the court were turn off

"I think? Let me check my pho- Congratsulations!"

All the lights turn on at the same time and when your eyes adjusted to the sudden brightness, you saw a banner stating

'Congrats on not being a coward anymore Atsumu!'

Your gaze drops on his arm that is wrap around your shoulders making you stand close to him

"Ah to be young..."

Meian wipe the single tear on his eyes, he saw you on the second floor and knew right away that this love chase has to end. So he ask Shoyo to text you convincing you to come, he knows you will. He also ask Korai to have his friend approach you. Lucky, he says since you and Sachiro had some connection. Then when he notice Atsumu glaring daggers towards your direction, he got Atsumu's twin on his plan and that's how it went.

"What the hell! You guys were evesdropping!!"

"Please forgive me hm?"

Osamu said mockingly and Atsumu started to chase him again and you just stand there laughing. Hearing you laugh is enough to make Atsumu feel things, he went back to you and kiss you infront of all the people and it did shut you up. He embrace you with one arm and look at the people, grinning from ear to ear.

"Atsumu Miya is officially taken."

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You were woken up when you felt something wrap around your waist, slowly your eyes flutter open and was greeted by a snoring Atsumu. A soft smile grace your lips, fingers lightly stroking his face. It has been five months now ever since you guys started dating. He also successfully persuaded you on moving to his house here in Tokyo. A lot has happened ever since you guys started dating, you are still their manager but Atsumu is thinking taking a break from voleyball. He reasons that he wants to start planning for your guys future.

"G'morning babe..."

"Mornin' Tsumu."

You kiss him on the lips and he smiled and pulls you even closer, today he got a day off and it means he doesn't have to participate to the practice. You were also given a day off so he suggested you guys go on a date today.

"Where do you want to go?" You ask, your fingers now playing on his hair

"Anywhere as long as I'm with you."

He replied and it made you feel butterflies in your stomach. You pinch him and he laugh at your reaction, he will never get tired of seeing your flustered face.

"Be seirous!"

"I am serious, as long as I'm with you anywhere is fine."

He moved and now his on top of you and you felt his fingers rubbing circles on your thighs, he leans down and lick the mark he made last night. You let out a whimper, his hand moving slowly to where he kept on touching you last night also.

"Again? We were on it till 3am..."

"Promise, We'll get up after."

He said but you know better than to trust his words but you just let him. You love it anyways.

The end.

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Twilight: Some Soulmate - Chapter Eleven

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Parings: Paul Lahote x Reader

Description: Y/N a member of the Cullen family is imprinted on by one of the wolves, she is shocked, he is shocked. She is struggling with drinking animal blood over human, and he is disgusted by a vampire for a soulmate… But maybe it could work..?

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: None

Words: 1,024

"I love you so much" Paul whispered as he lips kissed along my jawline, his hands were running up and down my sides and back as I laid underneath him. His kisses were aggressive, animalistic, he growled before he moved back to my lips, kissing me hard. It was amazing, we were practically the same strength, so our lips bashing against one anothers didn't hurt. I could feel his love towards me, and currently his lust. 

Pauls hand started to move down to my hip and underneath my top, it sent alarm bells off in my head. I suddenly pushed him off me, and jumped back to lean against the bedpost. 

"I'm sorry" I stutter. He was watching me, mostly confused, and flustered. 

"It's ok love" He said, he moved up next to me, and wrapped a arm around my shoulders. 

"Sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable" He added. 

"It's not that, I've just never been with someone like this before" I admit, I'm sure if my cheeks could, they would be extremely red right now. 

"I thought you would have, you've been alive for so long" Paul says, awkwardly chuckling. 

"The only relationship, per say that I've been in, was the one my parents set up for me" I explain "That was quite early days, I died a few weeks before our wedding" 

I thought about the memory for a little bit, it had been a while since I thought about that. 

"Did you love him?" Paul asked quietly. 

"I barely knew him, I can't even remember his name" I say, unsure.. I lent up to kiss Paul's cheek, and smiled to myself. 

"Despite being 155 now, I think, you are my first love" I admit, I felt his warm arm cuddle me closer. 

"You're so sweet, you are my first love too" He admits "Everyone thinks I've been with tons of women, that I'm a ladies man, but I've kissed one other girl, besides you love" 

I turn to him and smile.

"Thank you for telling me that Paul" I say, leaning forward to kiss him, I went to kiss him further, putting my hands on his shoulders and sitting on his lap, but my phone ringing interrupted me. 

"Y/N, we need you to come home now" Carlisle spoke through the phone. 

"Why wants wrong?" I answered. 

"We'll explain when you get here, alone" He added and ended the call. 

I frowned and looked and Paul had heard the conversation of course, he was pouting too. I reached over and kissed his lips. 

"I'm sorry, I'll be over next time I can" I explain, he nods, kissing my lips again. 

"Tomorrow?" He then asks as I jump off the bed. 

I grin and nod. 

"Sure, I love you" I say

"I love you too my love" He responds, and I leave his house. 

I speed home, worry overcoming me, what could be so wrong that I was needed home so urgently. 

I reached the house and Esme was outside waiting for me, I ran into a hug and then I pulled back, seeing the look on her face, it was sad, and scared. 

"Esme what's wrong?" I ask. 

"Bella and Edward are home" She replies and takes my hand, we start to walk into the house. I could hear my families voices, as well as Bella. I walked into the living room, and froze when I saw Bella, she was not a vampire, she was sickly. Her face was hollow, and she looked thin. 

"What's going on?" I ask. 

"Bella's pregnant" Rosalie says. 

"How?" I ask, that's impossible. 

I sit down, and Bella explains to me, with too much detail, there were things I didn't need to know about my brother. I was still shocked, vampire's couldn't have children, I'd be lying if maybe a tiny spark of heop didn't flare up inside of me. I came back to reality though, maybe if I were the wolf, and Paul the vampire it would maybe be a possibility. But it wasn't. 

I saw Edward give me a sympathetic look, I hated that he read my thoughts, I hated that he could hear my vulnerability. 

"Wait.." Edward suddenly spoke. "The wolf pack, they want to kill the baby, Jacob is outside, he has decided to protect us"

I stood up, wanting to go see Paul. 

"Y/N, you can't !" Edward grabbed my arm to stop me, but I threw him back, I was stronger than him. 

"Y/N, the wolf pack are against us now, Paul will have to follow Sam's orders" Carlisle explains, I feel Esme's hand on mine, stroking it gently. 

"Y/N, Paul wanted to kill it too" I looked up to see Jacob in the doorway, I hissed and moved away from them all. They tried to grab me but I ran out of the house and into the woods, I heard the wolves howling and I ran towards it. 

"You're on our land leech!" I heard, Sam and the other wolves, including Paul were by his side. 

"Paul" I whispered, reaching out, I was too scared to step forward. 

"Paul please" I whispered again, I could feel his love towards me, but his face mimicked the other men, looking at me disgusted. 

"Let's go Paul!" Sam yelled turning away, the others following him, but not Paul. He stepped towards me, taking me in his arms. 

"Y/N, I'll never stop loving you, but I've got to follow my pack" He then kisses my lips, holding onto my face. And then Paul runs off, to follow his pack, I stumble backwards, shocked. Did we just break up? If the wolves were ready to kill my family, he would help.. 

I ran home, confused and hurt. I loved him so much, but he would fight against my family, and before anything I would pick my family. But my heart ached so. I felt as if I kept finding happiness and losing it soon after. I couldn't fight against Paul, I knew the wolves couldn't harm an imprint, but would that change because I was a vampire? Because our family were now in the wrong? 

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[crisiscutie]

Any recent Zack x reader fluff? Something sweet and sticky whipped cream cavitiy inducing sweet date? Maybe even...a shy kiss somewhere in there ?

How about a date in a nice wintry setting with our resident puppy?

Pairing: Zack Fair/Fem!Reader

You paced around your apartment, checking your appearance every five seconds.

Tonight was yet another date with a certain first-class SOLDIER, and naturally, you'd be feeling anxious. After all, Zack was a well-known social butterfly around Shinra HQ. You gotta dress your best.

Though, the cute, fur topcoat you chose for the evening seemed a bit much, but it was your only alternative to the worn duffle coat you usually wear to work.

A knock at your apartment door stole your attention as you rushed to get it.

It was the expected Zack, well-dressed for the evening. Looks like your worries of being undressed were unfounded.

"Hey Darling! Ready to skate?" He asked.

You nodded at him, forcing a smile while your trembling hands held your ice skates.

Zack quickly picked up on your nervousness, giving you a bigger smile.

"Don't worry, I'm kinda new to this myself. We can learn together!"

"I'll hold you to that." You said.

When you two finally arrived at the ice skate ring, it took you a moment to put on your skates.

You started to doubt Zack being so new at this since had a flawless beginning with fitting his skates and balancing himself on the ice.

He gently offers you a hand, helping you stand on your skates.

"You're doing well, I got you,"

His hand rested on your back, stroking it softly, bringing warmth as you found your balance on the skates.

He held your hand with you, gently gliding along the ice with you.

He let go for a moment, and did a graceful spin that wowed you and onlookers watching.

"C'mon, give it a try!" He encouraged as you nervously scanned around the ring.

You twirled for a bit, getting a bit woozy, but Zack slipped an arm around your waist before you lost balance.

"That's a good start. Now lemme show you some moves we can do together!" he said.

As he guided you through more moves, his hands never left yours, his mako eyes fixed on your own.

There were a few moments when your lips were hovering near his, but you tended to pull away at the last second, blushing hard.

I will kiss him, eventually! You thought.

Zack knew of your hesitancy, but it didn't bother him. Last thing he wanted was for you to feel uncomfortable and pressured.

The first kiss between you two will be a move made by you when you're ready.

Zack walked you back to your apartment after you two grew tired of the ice rink.

"Do you want to come inside and snuggle by the fireplace?" you whispered, your voice barely audible as you gave him a small, shy smile.

Zack's smile dropped slightly, a pang of sadness in his eyes. "Sorry, darling, no can do. I have to wake up early for a mission tomorrow."

"Will it be a long one?"

"Yeah, it'd be some time before we can see each other again..."

"I understand..." Your smile was gone completely.

There wasn't much opportunity to be with Zack because of his SOLDIER duties, but you always hated whenever he went on long missions. It made you more anxious awaiting his return than usual.

Zack wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close and holding your head against his chest.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine. Time will go by so fast, I'll be here again before you know it!" He said. His chirpy wit always knew how to subdue vibes.

You lifted your head up, your breath catching in your throat as you gazed at him, before giving his lips a shy peck.

Zack was a bit surprised by the first kiss, but it was a welcome send-off.

He squeezed your hand. "Take care of yourself, okay?" He said. He took the yellow Lilly attached to his trenchcoat and tucked it behind your ear.

You felt your heart skip a beat and your cheeks flushed. You only nodded at him afterwards, your arms still tight around him.

It was a long time before you two could finally part from each other, and already, you're awaiting the reunion with him.

I love his winter outfit in EC so much!

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Written in the Stars: Chapter IV - Heavy Hearts

Chapter Summary: You haven't heard from Anakin ever since he has confessed his feelings to you. You miss your best friend and it shows. Everyone can tell something is wrong, but one person figures out what's bothering you and make you realize the truth as well. One day, you're forced to make a terrible decision for the good of your people. The only person who can help you find a third way is… Anakin. But will he help you after what happened between you two? And can your relationship still be fixed?

Pairing: Anakin Skywalker/Reader

Characters: Anakin Skywalker, Reader, C-3PO, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Ahsoka Tano

Word Count: 6382

A/N: Inspired by prompts: https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090695361/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090754675/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090754673/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090718023/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090766142/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090919861/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090746529/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090718020/ https://pl.pinterest.com/pin/207306389090721236/ This chapter also contains a dialogue from "Attack of the Clones". The gif is not mine. I hope you'll enjoy!

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Ever since your argument, if you can call it that, with Anakin you haven't seen or heard from him. You tried calling him a few times. But he never answered. Sad, angry and disappointed, you stopped trying. However, it hit you hard.

Everyone around you has noticed that something has changed. You're no longer doing anything with a spring in your step. A certain spark you've always seemed to carry in you that has always brightened up the room seems to have died out. You rarely smile and it never reaches your eyes. They ask what happened. You insist you're fine. But you're not. Because you miss a certain Jedi Knight.

Lanash Kijalah is the first to understand what's going on. She lets you subtly know it when you're working on some documents late into night again. She brings you another cup of tea and stares at you with worry.

'They won't run away tomorrow, my lady,' she says softly. 'And you need to rest.'

'I'm fine,' you insist and sip the tea without looking at the cup. 'I have a lot of work to do.'

'It's not the first time,' your maid carefully says. 'You've barely slept recently.'

'Busy time,' you respond. 'I knew that it would be like that after the coronation.'

She stares at you for a moment. Finally, she grabs the previous cup and turns to leave. She suddenly stops and looks over her shoulder at you.

'People get drunk,' she says, confusing you so much you look up at her. 'They kiss the wrong person. Get lost in work. And pretend to be okay. People will do anything to distract their hearts. They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.'

Your eyes go wide. You drop your quill. She gives you a knowing look and leaves the room. You exhale shakily after a moment and run a hand through your hair.

'Damn you, Lanash,' you murmur, blinking away the tears. 'Damn you and your observant eyes.'

A few days later your father calls you to his chambers. When you reach them, you're about to knock, but your mother's raised voice causes you to freeze:

'You're breaking your promise to her!'

'What other choice do I have?' your father asks, annoyed… but also tired. 'If we don't agree, our people-'

'Shh!' your mother hushes him. They continue to speak in lowered volumes. You wait a moment then knock.

'Come in,' the King calls after a pause. You walk in. Andrrei is standing behind his desk. Lyra is sitting on a couch. They don't look happy. Not a good sign.

'You wanted to see me, father,' you say and walk to them. Your father smiles weakly at you.

'Yes, darling,' he says and motions at the couch. 'Please, sit.'

You sit down carefully next to your mother. The King paces nervously.

'We have a problem,' he starts after a moment. 'You're aware, of course, that most of resources we use to shield our people from magnetic storms come from the planet Jantoth.'

You nod when he stops and looks at you. He resumes his walk, more nervous with every step.

'The time has come to renew our deal with its king,' he continues. 'We've talked today. He… he claims it was harder to gain the materials this year. He demands a larger sum for it. Much… much larger.'

'We've already been paying them too much as it is,' you comment, frowning. 'If we pay them even more… we'll be ruined. Or in debt if we borrow the credits from someone.'

'He's aware of it,' Andrrei says and winces. 'He… offered an alternative.'

He stops. A heavy silence fills the room. Lyra purses her lips, clearly displeased. You raise your eyebrows.

'And?' you urge them. 'What is this offer?'

'That you marry his son,' the Queen answers when it's clear the King has troubles with saying this to you. You look at them, aghast.

'I do what?' you ask, your eyes wide, and shake your head. 'Absolutely not.'

'[Y/N]…' your father sighs. 'I don't like it either. But… the lives of our people depend on it. We must at least consider it.'

'Consider being blackmailed?' you ask, bewildered. 'Because that's what it is. I agree for negotiation about price, but not treating me like I'm one. Especially since you made me and Astrariel a promise.'

Andrrei winces. You stare at him, your gaze like a pure steel.

'I know,' he says quietly and runs a hand down his face. 'I know, [Y/N]. And I wish I could spare you this. Fulfil my promise to you and your sister. But sometimes… we must make sacrifices for the good of our people.'

'I've been doing them ever since I was old enough to understand my responsibilities,' you say after a moment. 'I asked for this one thing. I won't agree to marry someone I don't love.'

'[Y/N]-' your mother starts, reaching for you. But you stand up abruptly and march out of the room, barely restraining yourself from slamming the door behind you. But you do slam the door to your chambers when you enter them. You make Lanash jump, startled.

'My lady?' she asks, her eyes wide. 'Has something happened?'

You walk past her and sit down on your bed with a sigh. You hide your head in your hands. When you lift it up, she's standing in front of you, looking at you with worry. You tell her about the conversation with your parents. She's shocked by this revelation.

'Is there nothing that can be done?' she asks when you're done.

'We rely too heavily on those resources,' you answer. 'We've been researching into alternatives… but to no avail for now. But this… this price is too heavy. Both options.'

You gulp, desperate to stop the tears. Kijalah stares at you with sympathy.

'I know my duties to the planet and its people,' you say after a beat. 'But this… this is a lot. What do you think I should do?'

Your maid is quiet for a moment. She walks to the window and looks out of it.

'The sad truth is so many people are in love and not together,' she says finally, 'and so many people are together and not in love.'

'Exactly!' you say, standing up abruptly. 'Why should I have such relationship as well? Then again… There's always a chance we will fall in love. I mean, I met the prince and he was… so not my type, both in looks and personality. But maybe… he has changed. Or will. And we can… fall in love.'

You sit down, deflated. You really don't believe it. Lanash looks at you.

'Even if you won't love him,' she says, surprising you. 'Because you already gave your heart to someone else.'

Your eyes snap to her. Her gaze is serious.

'What do you mean?' you ask coldly. But she doesn't shy away. She comes back to you.

'I know you, my lady,' she says. 'A few years ago, you would sacrifice your own happiness for the good of your people. But not now. Because you already know with whom you'd like to spend your life.'

'I don't know what you mean,' you deny, turning your eyes from her.

'I don't know what happened between you and General Skywalker,' she says after a beat. 'But ever since the day we last saw him, you've been terribly unhappy.'

You gulp. Your heart is beating very fast now.

'It's because we're friends and I hate to be at odds with him,' you insist. You risk a look at your friend and see she's giving you a dubious look.

'What's the first thing you see when you think of him… imagine him in your mind?' she asks suddenly. You don't even have to think.

'Those sparkly eyes when he laughs,' you answer with a soft smile. It quickly falls when you realize what you said. You sigh and hide your face in your hands again.

'This is bad,' you whisper. 'So bad. I mean… it can never happen. I told him this when he-'

'He what?' Lanash asks when you trail off. You don't answer. Her eyes go wide.

'He confessed, didn't he?' she guesses. 'And you told him you can't. That's why he left so angry.'

'I had to,' you whisper, pulling your hands away. 'He… he's a Jedi. They can't be in relationships. Besides… I now have to marry for the good of the planet.'

'My lady…' your maid says quietly. You stand up and give her a sad smile.

'Would you mind preparing me a bath?' you ask, wanting this conversation to be over. Her shoulders slump.

'Of course, my lady,' she says, bowing her head. She turns and leaves to the bathroom. You walk to the window and gaze at the setting sun. You're not even aware of the tears streaming down your face.

*

You burst into your room and march toward the bathroom. Lanash stares after you, bewildered. She looks at C-3PO when he enters the room.

'I guess the meeting didn't go well?' she asks.

'Well… the Prince was very rude,' the droid answers, troubled. 'I was honestly expecting Princess [Y/N] to start hitting him with her datapad. The look she was giving him was murderous.'

'Oh, dear…' your maid sighs. You return, droplets of water on your face. You've attempted to cool down with splashing it on your face.

'Something is not adding up,' you declare and start pacing. 'With the numbers of the resources. When you first look at it, everything seems correct. But the longer I stared at it, something seemed off to me. Every time I tried to find out what, the Prince or the King were distracting me. Something is up.'

'What can we do?' C-3PO asks. You stop and sigh heavily.

'Nothing, Threepio,' you say grimly. 'If I demand an investigation or make one secretly, it will seem as if I just want to escape this marriage. True, I want that, but I also don't want my planet and its people to be deceived.'

'Well… you could ask someone to conduct an investigation for you,' Lanash suggests slowly, a plan forming in her head. 'And make it seem the request didn't come from you nor the King.'

'And who would do that?' you scoff. Your maid and droid exchange a look. She looks at you pointedly.

'A certain Jedi Knight,' she answers. You tense. You shake your head.

'Absolutely not,' you disagree. 'Besides, he won't agree.'

'Master Anakin will do anything for you, Princess [Y/N],' C-3PO argues. You smile sadly at him.

'Not after our argument,' you deny.

'He will if you ask him,' your maid says softly. 'And tell him what's at stake.'

'I can't promise him what he wants,' you say after a moment.

'He'll still do it if he finds out the alternative is you living unhappily,' she argues. 'Of course, we first have to get the information of his current whereabouts. There's no way of telling where he is with the Clone Wars raging across the galaxy. And this conversation should be face to face.'

'He's on Naboo,' you say reluctantly. Your friends look at you with surprise. You sigh.

'I've talked to Padmé this morning,' you explain, tense. 'She told me they're going to be there for the next few days.'

'Is she…?' Lanash asks hesitantly.

'It appears so,' you say flatly.

'But Master Anakin loves you,' the droid quickly says. You look at him with raised eyebrows. Your maid gives you an innocent smile. You roll your eyes.

'Well, who knows what has happened between them during the last months,' you say and smile sadly. 'Why would he wait for an unwilling princess, when he can have a very willing senator?'

'Because his heart is yours,' C-3PO answers and you look away. 'At least talk to him. Ask him for help. He could never refuse to you. Not only because of your feelings, but because you saved his mother.'

You're silent. You consider the pros and cons. And your options. You stare out of the window, begging the gods to give you the answer to your problem.

Some time later on Naboo Anakin is woken up by knocking on his door. Puzzled and wary of who may need him at this hour, he walks to the door with the lightsaber in his hand and opens the door. He's met with a hooded figure. Before he can demand from this person to reveal themselves, they lift their head up and he sees your face.

'[Y/N]?' he asks, stunned. 'What are you…? How…?'

'Can I come in?' you ask quietly. 'Please. No one can know I'm here.'

Skywalker nods, stunned, and moves aside. You quickly slip into the room. He closes the door behind you and follows you further into the room. After making sure all the windows are covered, you turn to him and put down your hood. He sucks in a breath.

'[Y/N], no offence, but you look awful,' he says, his brows knitting in worry.

'Well, you stopped saying goodnight and I stopped sleeping,' you say, smiling weakly. He doesn't respond in kind. Your face falls. You look away.

'Padmé showed me a secret way on Naboo and to the palace, in case I needed to talk to her and not wanting anyone to know about it,' you explain. 'I hate using it behind her back, but even she cannot know I was here tonight.'

'Why not?' the Jedi asks, frowning. You bite your lip. His eyes are immediately captivated by it and he wishes he was the one doing it.

'To protect our cities from magnetic storms, we build shields,' you start, confusing him. 'But the materials from it are nowhere to be found on our planet. So, for years we've been striking deals with the planet Jantoth. Soon, the present one will expire. We're in the middle of negotiations of a new one. They demand more money, claiming they've been gaining less resources in the last years. But something isn't right. They've only showed us the data on the meeting we had with them and refuse to send it to us. And while I was looking at them, I could tell something is wrong. But I can't tell what.'

'That sounds bad,' Anakin says slowly. 'But why have you come to me with this?'

'We can't allow ourselves to pay them as much as they demand,' you say after a long pause. 'And I don't want them to deceive my people if they're really doing it. I can't conduct my own investigation, it would be… not perceived right. So, I've come to ask for your help. I know I hurt you-'

'It doesn't matter,' he interrupts you. 'I'll do it.'

Your eyes open wide. He stares at you calmly.

'You… will?' you ask, stunned. You were prepared to beg and he says he'll do it? Just like that?

'We… had our differences,' he says slowly. 'My fault. I shouldn't have assumed- I'm sorry. I was hurt, yes. But you need me. I can't turn you down. I'll finish my mission on Naboo, then ask Obi-Wan for help. Together we'll find out what's really going on here.'

'Thank you,' you say, truly grateful. He smiles at you. Hesitantly, you walk to him. You look into each other's eyes. You smile.

'I missed you, you know?' you ask. 'I hated that we were at odds. It made me really unhappy. But it also made me realize…'

'Yes?' he asks eagerly, taking a step toward you. You hesitate.

'That I've been smiling more often ever since I met you and much less after we stopped talking to each other,' you finally say and tilt your head. 'Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason.'

'[Y/N]…' he says quietly, leaning toward you. This wakes you up and you take a step back.

'I should go,' you say and touch his arm hesitantly. 'Thank you, Anakin. Truly.'

'Anything for you,' he says softly. You share a small smile, then you quickly sneak out of the room. Long after you're gone, he still ponders on your situation.

A few days later, Skywalker returns to Coruscant. It's late after he finishes giving his report, so he goes to his room to rest and decides to talk to Kenobi about your problem the next day. But once again he's woken up by a knock on his door.

'Please, not another mission,' he murmurs and opens the door. He's met again with hooded figure. He recognizes your cloak, but before he can relax, you look up and he sees your tear-stricken face. He's stunned.

'[Y/N]?' he asks, shocked and worried. 'What-?'

'I'm sorry,' you choke out. 'I… I'm so sorry.'

He's terrified now. He quickly ushers you in. He grabs you by your arms tightly.

'Tell me what's wrong,' he begs. 'Please, tell me, how can I help?'

'I can't do it,' you whisper, confusing him. 'I can't do what they expect of me.'

'And… what do they expect from you?' he asks slowly. Your eyes fill with tears again.

'To marry the prince of Jantoth,' you answer, shocking him. 'And I can't do it. I can't marry him, because I can't have a loveless marriage and I will never love him. I know I won't. Because I know you exist, no other man will do. The heart wants what it wants and mine wants you.'

He stiffens. He stares at you with disbelief. It slowly turns into hope.

'What are you saying?' he asks. You look him in the eyes with pain in your eyes.

'It is you,' you say and jab him angrily in the chest. 'It is… kriff… you. I cannot describe it anymore, it is you. You are the only one that I will ever want. I belong with you. You are my home. I look at you and somehow, I can see fifty years from now on the front porch of some old house in the middle of nowhere and we're together. I need you. You are the only thing that matters. You are my good. I… I love you, Anakin.'

In a second, his hands are on your cheeks and he presses his lips to yours. You should pull away. But it feels so good, so right, and you've dreamt about this moment so much that you find yourself kissing him back.

'Forgive me,' he says after pulling away, panting. 'I just… After hearing you say that, I couldn't help myself.'

'It's okay,' you whisper. He looks at you closely.

'Why would they want you to marry that prince?' he asks. You sigh and turn your head.

'It's an alternative offer for the resources,' you explain. 'I know I should just bear with it but… I can't. Because of you.'

You look at him sadly. He reaches out to you but drops his hand.

'How much time do we have?' he asks after a beat.

'A week,' you answer. 'Then it's going to be announced to the courts. The Prince will formally ask for my hand.'

'Let's go get Obi-Wan,' he decides. You look at him with gratitude. You put back your hood on and follow him quietly through the corridors.

'Anakin?' Kenobi asks, rubbing his eyes, when he opens the door. His eyes drift to you. He frowns. You lift your head to let him see your face and put a finger on your lips. He looks at you with surprise, but lets you in.

'What are you doing here, [Y/N]?' he asks. 'And in such secret?'

You explain your situation to him. You only leave out the part of you loving Skywalker. You just say you can't marry someone you don't love.

'That is serious,' the older Jedi says when you're done. 'And you're sure something is not adding up?'

'Definitely,' you confirm. He hums, finger on his chin.

'We must find an excuse for going there,' he says and looks at you. 'I'm sure you must come back now. Go and rest. Leave it to us. We won't fail you.'

'You never do,' you say, smiling at him. You look at Anakin. He nods.

'We'll see you soon,' he promises.

'Thank you,' you say and sneak out, leaving the Jedi in a deep discussion. On your way home you're a wreck of nerves. Can they save you in time?

*

The week has passed. You had no word from Anakin and Obi-Wan. You're standing in the throne room, watching with dread as your court and guests from Jantoth gather. You still hope the Jedi will show up. But if not… should you just accept the proposal in belief they will get you out of it with their discovery? But what if they don't find anything?

'My lady…' Lanash speaks softly from behind you. You glace at her with sadness.

'Follow your heart,' she whispers. You stare at each other for a moment. But then your father calls for attention. He's trying to be calm, but you see he's grim.

'I'm very glad you've been able to join us today,' he says. He starts talking about the co-operation between your two planets. You stop listening. You focus on him again when he starts speaking that you're going to join a tighter union today. Both courts look at him with interest. Your heart speeds up.

'What is he talking about?' Astrariel whispers to you. You clench your fists. Father forbade to tell her anything. He knew she'd throw a riot in your name.

'And there is no stronger union than marriage,' your father finishes. People start whispering, astonished. Your father takes a step back and the prince of Jantoth, Jordari, takes his place.

'What, for the love of the gods?' your sister asks, stunned. You can't answer, because the Prince turns to you and you must to the same.

'Princess [Y/N] of Luth,' Jordari begins and falls on his knee, which gets him gasps from the courts, 'will you join me in building the strong union between our planets and marry me?'

'Oh, you've gotta be kidding me!' the younger princess hisses. Bless her heart. You'll hug her later. For now, you have to decide what to answer. But all it takes is a look at the Prince's smug smile to get your answer. You open your mouth to strongly refuse, when the door suddenly burst open and three familiar people and one unfamiliar man rush in.

'Hold on, Your Highness!' Obi-Wan calls. People start murmuring, shocked. You want to cry with relief. Your father stands beside you with a frown.

'Master Kenobi, what is the meaning of this?' he asks. Obi-Wan, Skywalker and Tano quickly cross the room to you.

'We have evidence the royal family of Jantoth is trying to deceive you, Your Majesty,' Anakin declares. You want to kiss him. Thank the gods, they have it. You don't even hear gasps nor offended gasps.

'How dare you?!' the Prince asks, furious. He takes a step toward the Jedi and the man. You raise your hand, stopping him.

'That is a serious accusation, Your Highness,' you say and look at him sternly. 'I'd watch your words. They can be used against you. Father, Jedi are our friends. We should hear what they have to say.'

The King nods and looks at Kenobi for explanation. But it's Ahsoka who hands him a datapad.

'Here are the numbers of how much of the resources they've actually collected in the last year,' she says. You look over your father's arm and your eyebrows raise high. That is much bigger number. However, you look at your friends calmly.

'How can you be certain they're real?' you ask. The Jedi look at the mysterious man. He's in his forties and looks as if he's been starving. He plays with a hat in his hands nervously.

'Your Highness… Your Majesty… they got those numbers straight from the storage the resources are stored,' he explains. 'My name is Evan. I helped them get there. I used to work there.'

'I thought the workers are paid nicely,' you say. Andrrei looks at you with pride. He's satisfied you've done your studies.

'They are, Your Highness,' Evan confirms. 'But… like I said, I don't work there anymore. No one from the people I used to work with does. They… they're all dead.'

Stunned silence fills the room. You walk to the man and gently take his hands in yours. You squeeze them gently, looking at him with sympathy. He gives you a look of gratitude.

'Why?' your mother asks, horrified. 'Was there some kind of an accident?'

'They were assassinated,' the Evan answers after a moment and points at Jordari. 'By the order of the Prince!'

People gasp. The royal family of Jantoth is outraged and demands the man to be arrested. Anakin and Ahsoka stand protectively in front of the man.

'Here is the proof, Your Majesty,' Obi-Wan says, switching files on the datapad. 'A confession of the bounty hunter who was tasked with it.'

The King reads the confession carefully. He returns the device to Ahsoka.

'I assume the reason for this is that he wanted to deceive us and force us to give them more money… or for this marriage to happen,' he says. 'And that you were the only people who could declare he's lying.'

'Yes, Your Majesty,' Evan confirms, nodding.

'Your Majesty, you can't honestly believe this-' Jordari starts but your father silences him with his hand. He glares at him.

'The evidence is clear,' he says. 'And it was delivered to us by the Jedi. I have no reason to doubt it.'

'I'd like to know why were they on the case anyway,' the king of Jantoth, Ralcon, says, narrowing his eyes. Your heart skips a beat.

'My wife,' the man says quickly. 'She… she turned out one day at the Jedi Temple. Beg them for their help to find me. You see, I was ill that day they… murdered my friends. I was warned by someone who saw this. I escaped. My wife was worried. Didn't know if I was alive. So, she asked for help.'

Your father is satisfied with that explanation. He turns to the unhappy king of Jantoth.

'I believe we have something to discuss,' he says. They, their wives, you and the Prince leave the room. Astrariel goes with the Jedi in her room and waits nervously. Finally, you enter the room. Everyone looks at you at once.

'So, we are to pay much less and I don't have to marry that douchebag,' you say and fall on a free chair. 'That's a very beautiful day. I think we should drink something.'

'I still can't believe you didn't tell me about this,' your sister says as Lanash hurries for drinks. 'I know I'm the younger princess, but come on!'

'Dad knew you'd flip,' you explain. 'I told him you should know, but he made me swear I'll keep silent.'

'Of course, I'd have flipped!' Astrariel says, outraged. 'He promised us that no matter what we can choose who to marry… and he almost made you marry that… that… I don't even have a word for him!'

'Your father was doing what he believed was best for your planet,' Obi-Wan gently says. 'He did it to protect his people… and you two as well.'

'We know our duties,' your sister argues. 'But this one thing he promised to us…'

'And he intended to keep it,' Lyra says, walking in. 'He was never going to let that wedding happen. He was looking for a third way, I assure you. Luckily, our Jedi friends were even faster.'

She smiles at your friends. They answer in kind. Your mother turns to you.

'They're leaving,' she informs you. 'We have to be there to bid them goodbye.'

'Can I say I hope to never see them again?' the younger princess asks with hope. The Queen sends her a look.

A moment later you watch as the people of Jantoth get on the ship. The Prince turns to you on his way. His gaze is deadly.

'You will regret this,' he hisses. 'This isn't over.'

'Have a nice trip home, Your Highness,' you say. He huffs and turns dramatically. You stick out your tongue at him. Astrariel snorts. You wink at her and hurry back inside. You find the Jedi watching the departure from the window.

'I don't know how I can thank you for that,' you say. Obi-Wan smiles at you.

'We're sorry it took so long,' he apologizes. 'I'm afraid we made it at the last moment.'

'Well, maybe you had a few more minutes,' you respond, shrugging. 'I was going to decline, meaning it would probably cause an uproar and an argument. But I'm glad you walked in when you did.'

'We couldn't let you marry someone you don't love,' Ahsoka says, grinning. You smile at her and pull her in for a hug. You then hug the other two, although with Anakin it is a bit awkward.

'I'm guessing you must leave,' you say.

'I'm afraid so,' Kenobi confirms. 'Take care, [Y/N]. And if you need our help again, let us know.'

'Thank you,' you say. 'And if you need my help, feel free to do the same.'

'Will do,' Tano says with a smile. You nod at them and leave to your room. Skywalker looks after you, hesitating.

'I'll be right back,' he finally says after a minute and hurries after you. Ahsoka and Obi-Wan exchange a look.

'Do you think they will make up?' she asks.

'I hope so,' Kenobi sighs. 'For all of our sakes.'

*

Anakin knocks on the door and enters after hearing a quiet invitation. He finds you by the window, looking outside.

'I thought you have to go,' you say.

'They can wait a bit,' he responds and walks to you. 'I… We have to talk.'

'Nothing changed,' you say quietly.

'You said you feel the same,' he argues and stops behind you. 'That changes everything.'

You turn to face him. He sees pain in your eyes. And a plea to stop this conversation.

'You're still a Jedi,' you remind him. 'Relationships are forbidden for you.'

'I don't care,' he whispers and grabs your chin gently. 'My mind keeps wandering back to you and I don't know how to stop myself from constantly thinking about you and us and everything.'

'You must try,' you say. 'Anakin… I… truly… deeply… love you.'

With each word you lean toward his lips. You both let your eyelids drop a little.

'But if we allow this love to become something more, we would be forced to live a lie,' you whisper with tears in your eyes. 'And it would destroy our lives.'

'Don't you think our lives are going to be destroyed anyway if we're forced to kill the love between us?' he asks. 'I know I can't live without you. And you said you can't marry anyone else. Please. There must be a way we can have this.'

'You'd have to leave the Jedi Order,' you say and shake your head. 'And I can't let you do that. You… you love being a Jedi, helping people. I can't take that away from you.'

'I don't want you to be taken away from me neither,' he whispers and takes your hands in his. 'It would be even worse. Loosing you. I can't tell you how many times I've fallen asleep with you on my mind and woke up the same.'

You look at him with surprise. And you realize it was the same with you. Even before he told you his feelings, after you ended your goodnight's conversation, he was on your mind when you were falling asleep and he was the first person you thought about when you woke up.

'It physically hurt to be away from you,' he whispers, putting a stray lock of hair behind your ear.

'I know what you mean,' you say quietly. 'I… but we… All lies eventually blow up in the faces of liars. You'd be thrown away from the Order. I'd brough a scandal to my family's name. It's too risky.'

'My love, you are worth every risk,' he murmurs and touches your forehead with yours. Your heart skips a beat at those words.

'How would that work?' you ask after a long moment. Anakin's heart fills with hope.

'Everyone will just think we made up,' he starts. 'We've already been calling each other. And… I can come here sometimes. I'll tell Obi-Wan I want to see my mom. He won't be happy but he'll understand. We'll sneak out and… be a couple of young people in love. We can tell my mom. I'm sure she's going to help us.'

'No one else can know,' you say after a beat. 'Not Ahsoka nor your battalion. Nor my family. I hate that.'

'We'll tell them one day,' he promises. 'Maybe… after I become a master in the Jedi Council, I can convince the others to change some of our way.'

'It can take years,' you sigh and smile at him. 'But it can work. And I… I don't think I can live without you anymore.'

He beams at you. You can't look away from his sparkling eyes. You cup his cheek.

'I love you,' you whisper. He mirrors your action.

'And I love you,' he murmurs and nuzzles your nose with his, 'my star.'

You blush at the nickname. You try to think of one for him. But you decide in the end it will come with time.

'So, we're doing this?' he asks. 'Can… can I really call you mine?'

'I'm yours,' you say and look him in the eyes. 'My mind, body and soul belong to you, Anakin Skywalker. My heart beats for you.'

'And I belong to you,' he says, pressing your free hand to his chest. 'This is yours. You are the most important person in my life. I swear to always love, cherish and protect you. I'm yours to do as you please.'

You smile at him. You can't believe you're actually doing this. But you want it. You need it. Need him. Like the air you breath. Or maybe even more.

'Does it mean I can kiss you now?' he whispers, dropping his eyelids a bit.

'Please…' you whisper, doing the same. In a second his lips are on yours. You sigh and kiss him back, feeling complete.

'My love…' you murmur, putting your hand around his neck. 'Anakin…'

'My star…' he gasps. '[Y/N]…'

You pull away after a long moment, panting for breath. You smile at each other and freeze when you notice something in the corners of your eyes. You turn, your faces white.

Lanash stares at you calmly, barely restraining her smirk. She puts away the basket of laundry and clasps her hands together.

'Your secret is safe with me,' she promises and grins. 'I'm always rooting for true love.'

You and Skywalker chuckle and let go of each other. He clears his throat.

'I should go,' he says. 'We must leave and I'd like to see my mother.'

'Of course,' you say and smile. 'Call me tonight?'

'Oh, definitely,' he promises, beaming, and kisses your hand. 'My lady.'

You snort and shake your head. He turns and hurries away. But suddenly he stops, hurries back to you, cups your face and kisses you passionately. He pulls away and runs off, leaving you blushing and dazed.

'I want someone to kiss me like that,' your maid sighs. 'I'm more than happy to help you keep your relationship a secret. But we must tell C-3PO. He can help as well and I can't keep a secret from him.'

You smile, happy how close she's become with your protocolar droid. You sigh.

'But no one else,' you say. She salutes.

'Yes, my lady,' she says and grins. 'Now, tell me what exactly he said to convince you.'

Outside, Anakin hurries to Obi-Wan. They talk quietly for a moment, then Skywalker heads to at least talk for a bit with his mother. The King joins Kenobi.

'He was smiling,' he notices. 'Does that mean they made up?'

'I believe so,' the Jedi says and sighs. 'Thank the Force. He was hard to live with during their argument.'

'The bond between them is really strong,' Andrrei says and glances at his companion. 'Does it worry the Jedi Council?'

'They believe they're simply allies and nothing more,' Obi-Wan answers. 'And it will stay that way.'

Your father nods, satisfied. He looks at the window to your room. He thinks he sees your silhouette.

'I'm very glad she came to you for help,' he says. Kenobi opens his mouth to protest. The King raises his hand.

'Please, Obi-Wan,' he says and looks at him with amusement. 'What kind of father would I be, if I didn't know where my children are? But since I'm also a king… I could only watch from afar. And hope you'll complete the task. Thank you for this.'

'We're always ready to help,' the Jedi says with a smile and offers his hand. Andrrei shakes it.

'Remember, you can count on ours as well,' he says. The men continue to chat politely until Anakin returns. Then the Jedi go on their ship.

'Are you and [Y/N] good, then?' Ahsoka asks Skywalker.

'Yes,' he answers, barely stopping himself from grinning.

'We're happy to hear that,' Kenobi says and looks with worry at his former padawan. 'Just remember to be careful.'

'I know,' his friend says, nodding. He hates he's lying to them, but it's for everyone's best interest.

The ship starts. Anakin walks to a window. He sees you on your balcony. You smile, noticing him as well. You're sad to see him go. But you know you'll see him again. So, you raise your hand in goodbye and he responds in kind, wishing he could just jump and have you in his arms once more. But until then, he'll settle for calling you in the evening.

Thank you for reading! I'm sorry for ending like that, but I promise everything will work itself out. Let me know your thoughts! Reblog, like and comment if you could. Every comment makes my day!

This can also be found on Archive of Our Own: https://archiveofourown.org/works/60214684/chapters/154262800

[pink-princess-pussy-pop]

Scream for Me - Rafe Cameron Ghostface! x reader PART 2

Rafe's texts are in RED, and readers are in PINK.

Warnings: none! I think??

Scream For Me Masterlist

Kenzie's theories kept getting wilder and you couldn't bring yourself to tell her about your "secret admirer". Your heart rate hadn't calmed since your surprise call the night before. Anytime someone said your name you jumped out of your skin. You couldn't help but be a little jumpy. Anyone around you could be... him.

"Are you listening to me?" Kenzie's voice brought you back to reality.

"What? Sorry, I..." You quickly came up with a cover. "I have a test tomorrow that I'm worried about." You felt bad lying to her, but how could you tell her the truth?

"There is a murderer on the island and you are worried about a test? Wow, I wish I could be as chill about this as you are."

You forced yourself to laugh.

...

Your anxiety only worsened as the school day ended. He'd said he'd "talk to you tomorrow" so now all you could do was wait until he called. You had attempted to make plans with anyone, anyone at all after school, even so far as asking Sarah Cameron if you could hang out with her.

"I'm so sorry but I'm going to the mainland with Rose, but thanks for asking!"

So here you were, alone again, on a Friday night, dreading the call you'd be getting soon.

"Fuck." Hours passed and nothing. Not a peep from the household landline.

Then it hit you. If you weren't home, he couldn't call you.

You immediately grabbed your keys and got into your car, planning to go to The Wreck for a quick bite to eat. Who knows? Maybe Kiara was working tonight.

Your anxiety calmed the slightest as you made it to the restaurant, asking for a secluded table in the back. As soon as you had been seated, your phone buzzed.

Your heart sank at the sight of the Unknown Number.

Taking yourself to The Wreck, sweetheart? Or do you have a hot date I should know about?

Immediately, you turned your head about the restaurant, trying to catch a glimpse of anyone looking at you. No one.

Looking for me, pretty girl?

Why did your heart thump at that text? Your eyes were now glued to your screen, watching in anticipation as the little text bubble popped up again.

Why aren't you replying? You're making me sad.

C'mon now. Don't play hard to get.

You couldn't bring yourself to type back.

Don't make me get angry, sweetheart.

Your heart pounds again and with shaky hands, you respond.

Bold of you to text me in a public place.

The text bubble appears immediately.

So you aren't afraid of me?

You barely have time to read the message as Kiara walks over to take your order.

"Hey, Y/N!" You set your phone down and smile at her.

"Hey, Kiara!"

Rafe watches from outside the restaurant, eyes narrowing at the sight of you talking to a pogue. And the fact that you are ignoring him. His grip tightens on his phone and he sends another message.

I don't like to be ignored.

He watches as your phone lights up, but you don't even glance at it.

Do you really want to make me angry?

Still nothing.

Stop talking to Kiara.

Now.

He almost throws the burner phone to the ground after seeing you flip your phone over.

Kiara had noticed your popularity.

"Wow, someone is really wanting to get ahold of you!"

Your heart stops and you turn your phone over.

"It's no big deal!"

"No, let me get your order in and I will leave you to it."

His gaze is still locked on you as he watches Kiara walk away from you, eyes snapping back to you as you turn your phone back over, the light illuminating your face.

Clingy are we?

You are really testing my patience. Now answer my question, sweetheart.

There's that name again. And you can't stop your heart from racing.

Are you scared of me?

Never said I was.

You have no idea where your boldness comes from, but something about this big, scary, serial killer texting you and calling you sweetheart...

Entices you.

He doesn't reply so you further the conversation.

You didn't answer my question last night.

Why me?

The text bubble doesn't appear and you brush off the small disappointment.

Seriously? The silent treatment? The big bad OBX Killer is too upset that I didn't reply to him immediately?

Do you really want to go there?

You can't help the grin that appears on your face.

And neither can Rafe.

I just didn’t know I was that important to you.

An evil smile appeared on Rafe’s face.

“Oh you have no idea.”

See you tomorrow, sweetheart.

You were mortified at the excitement that bloomed in your chest.

Then the realization set in.

He’d see you tomorrow.

You were definitely scared now.

She’s alive and she’s posting!

:)

Pink means I couldn't tag you!

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[piillow]

can you write a skz comfort fic where the reader struggles with their university work pls and they comfort her?? xoxo

OMGGG yes comfort fics i love these also first request!!!!!! everybody cheer (queue awkward silence)

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bsf!skz x gn!reader | cws : lots of implied sadness/stress/overworking, starving mentioned | wc : 2.5k | a/n : sorry some are shorter than others :(

chan -

- you'd been spending less time with him ever since it was midterms season. he understood you needed to study, but you seemed to be cooped up in your textbooks all too much.

- "y/n? don't you think it's time for a break?" he asked you. you just shrugged it off and replied with a quick "no."

- he sighed and let you do your own thing. he had plans to go to the library with some friends for an hour or two to study, so he hoped that you'd be done by the time he got back.

- but, lo and behold, you were still studying when he got back.

- "y/n! please... go to bed? i know we have midterms this week, but... sleep is still important, you know."

- "i know, chan. but i want to get as much done as i can, i've still got homework to finish."

- "here, we'll make a deal, yeah? you can study until midnight, but you'll only study until eight tomorrow night. your classes end at three, so five hours of studying."

- "what?! but.. chan! that's not enough!" you replied, slightly disappointed.

- "so, will you take the deal?"

- "fine..." you said while sighing.

- as the rest of the week went on, chan decided to invite you to his short library sessions with his friends, and even let you invite your friends along too.

- once midterms finally rolled around, he was always there for you.if it was comforting you with your late night study sessions, or even sending you a simple motivational text while you were taking your actual test. 

- it was the little things he did that made it better. so, maybe the deal wasn’t that bad after all.

minho -

- minho had been studying with you since lunchtime, and it was almost dinner time.

- "y/n-ah, time for a break. it's almost time for dinner, what do you want?"

- "i'm fine, min. i'll just make some instant ramen, don't worry about me."

- the surprised face he had made was.. interesting, to say the least. "y/n, eating is just as important as studying. it's on me, i promise. what do you want to eat?" he said, putting a hand on your shoulder.

- "are you sure? if you say so... i'll just eat what you're making, chef's choice." you said, giving him a smile.

- "ooh, okay! i promise you'll love it~"

- "wait.. not spicy food though!"

- "aww, fine..." he replied, pouting at you. “but still, why don’t you take a break? it’s been five hours, i’m sure your brain has gotten enough work done.” he says, standing up.

- “you’ll have to help me make dinner, it’s hard to make food with two hands, y’know?” he teased, but with full intent to get you to help him in the kitchen.

- “you- ugh, fine… i suppose i’ll help you.” you replied in your fake annoyance tone, to which minho had happily smiled at.

- as you walked into the kitchen to see many ingredients sprawled across the table, you were met with a very happy minho.

- which meant that you were in for a long cooking session. and possibly baking too..?

changbin -

- you’re both at the gym, sitting on a random bench while doing some sets of curls.

- then, from out of nowhere, you remember about a research paper that was due tomorrow. while you really wanted to tell changbin that you had to go and finish it, you didn’t want to finish your workout short today. 

- so, you didn’t. - it was currently 6:30am, and you had a bit over 30 hours to get it done. - but, it was a tuesday. you had classes, which meant more work, which meant you were definitely staying up tonight.

- just as you two were leaving the gym, you turned to him and asked “hey, you remembered the research paper for comp sci, right?” - “oh yeah, i finished it like, two days ago. it’s due tomorrow.” … right. of course he knew. he’s always on top of everything. - “yeah, i know that, just gotta make sure y’know? i mean, i cou-” - “could just check the syllabus.” he interrupted. “y/n, you didn’t even start it, did you?” he said in a flat tone. it’s almost like he could read through you. “y/n, c’mon. you really gotta start getting on top of your work…” - “i know bin, but.. i’m just so tired from everything. all these professors i have to email, all these papers i need to write, all the equations i have to solve. it’s getting overwhelming and i don’t know what to do. i know i have to work, but i just get stressed at the thought of it.” you admitted. it was getting too hard, too quick. but you couldn’t make it stop.

- as you two got into the car, he turned his keys and started pulling out of the parking lot. but, he wasn’t going to the dorms. he turned in a different direction.

- “bin, where are you going? this isn’t the way to the dorms, let alone campus in general.”

- “let me do my thing, y/n. you just have to sit here and relax, don’t worry about a thing. i promise.” he said.

- while you decide to get some shut eye while he drives, you suddenly wake up in the parking lot of your favorite cafe outside of campus. you always complained about how the ones on campus were always so crowded, and of course changbin took note of it.

- as he woke you up to your surprised face, he said “we’ll be staying here today. you have your laptop, don’t you?”

hyunjin -

- as you two sat in your non air-conditioned and sweaty dorm room, hyunjin was starting to get bored of trying to take a nap. so, he decided to take out his sketchbook, and draw you at your desk.

- he’d been listening to you type away at your laptop for what seemed like three hours, possibly more. you were in the same position when he went to bed, and still being in that position started to worry him. - “hey, y/n? you good over there? you’ve been working for like, 10 hours straight.” he said, walking over to where you were.

- “just working. i have to get this paper done for tonight, i have no time to waste.” you reply, not bothering to look at him while you shuffle through your tabs of resources and documents.

- “and… how much else do you have to finish?” he asks while adding some more hatching to his current sketch.

- “... three lectures i have to take notes on for quizzes next week.” you blurt out.

- “that’s next week. it’s only sunday, this week just started. why don’t you take a break after you finish? that’s your conclusion paragraph, no?” he asks again, leaning a bit closer to you so he can see your screen.

- “yeah, this is my conclusion. but i’d rather get it done earlier than i need to.” you reply while you proofread your paper once again. 

- once you let out a groan while you fix one of your mistakes, hyunjin pipes up. “here, give me your laptop, i’ll proofread it for you. it’ll be easier, since i haven’t read it before.”

- as you hand him your laptop, you take a peek at his sketchbook and the sketch of you. as he glances over the top of the laptop, he slides it a bit closer to you so you can see it better.

- while you admired the sketch of you, and while he proofread your paper, the silence in the room was nice. it wasn’t too awkward, not too tense, just… right.

- “it’s really good. i fixed what i had to, by the way.” he said, placing your laptop back on your desk.

- “you didn’t fix anything, though.” you say, confused.

- “yeah, because there was nothing to fix.” he replies.

- “oh- OHHH.” you say, facepalming yourself while hyunjin just laughs. “hey! don’t laugh at me like that. not my fault i’m a bit slow…” you say, crossing your arms.

- seeing your slight disappointment, his laughs come to a stop. “okay, okay, fine. but still, seriously, it was fine. and here, your gift.” he says while ripping out the page and handing it to you.

- “thanks. i guess i owe you, don’t i?” you ask as you took the paper.

- “cafe day?”

- “cafe day.”

jisung -

- you and jisung had clicked ever since you two became roommates at the start of the semester. just two new freshmen who were just trying to survive their first semester at college.

- so, while he was out at his night classes, you were working at the dorm. and almost every time he got back, he’d see you fast asleep in your bed.

- since you two couldn’t really talk to each other much, you decided to start writing sticky notes for him to read in the morning. they were always short messages, mostly consisting of anything similar to “i hope you’re doing well in your classes :)” or “hope you slept well.”

- so, when he entered your dorm room at 1am, he definitely wasn’t expecting you to be awake.

- “y/n? well, i wasn’t expecting to come back to this. what’s up? how are you doing?” he asks, not hiding his surprise.

- “oh, hi. i’m working. you?” you rushed out of your mouth. you felt like you were running on 100k/mph, and nothing could slow you down. there was no time for distractions, you just had to finish this assignment.

- han, sensing something is up, says “quickly cramming something? i can help you if you want. or, well, try my best, at least.”

- after hearing the word “help,” you jolt you head to the side to look at him. “really? you’ll help me? Seriously? oh my goodness, you’re a lifesaver! i can’t proofread for the life of me!” 

- as he sees relief wash over your face, he can’t help but smile. “yeah, i could! after this, you just have to turn it in, yeah?” he asks as you hand your mac over to him and nod.

- while he proofreads your work, you end up rambling to him about how you just hope that your professor doesn’t fail you. even though he wasn’t fully focused on you, he was just happy he could help you in any way.

- as he watched you turn in your assignment, he gave you a high five. “nice! now you can finally sleep, so i guess it’s my turn to start working now. good night y/n, sleep well.”

felix -

- whenever felix had arrived from his culinary classes, he almost always had some food with him, and he was always willing to share with you.

- today, he brought back an assortment of fried goods, which you could smell the second he opened the door.

- “ah, hi y/n. sorry about the smell..” he says as he takes his shoes off.

- you turned your chair to him, hoping that you’d be able to see what was in his bag. “it’s fine, at least it’s good food and not b/o.” you joked, which made both of you laugh.

- “still,” you continued, “what’d you bring? Chicken?”

- “spot on. and they let us experiment with random foods, so i tried frying some tteokbokki.” he said, looking at you with wide eyes. “definitely don’t recommend. i almost burnt myself from the oil like, twenty times.” he continued, sighing.

- “sounds pretty stressful, but i assume that that’s an understatement?” you ask, to which he nods almost right away. “i see.. well, if it makes you feel better, i’ve been working on these stupid geometry problems for like, two hours straight. i really need a break.” you admit, rubbing your temples.

- “well, why don’t we dig in? it’s still warm, and you can rant to me about whatever you want. sounds like a pretty even trade deal, hm?”

- and that ended up leading to a long dinner, with you two eating almost everything he had brought back. but, he would gladly do it again if it meant you’d be able to let go of some stress just for a little while.

seungmin -

- you two decided that today would be a good day to sit outside and get some work done, until it started to rain, and your laptop started to get water in it.

- once you got inside, you two checked the condition of your laptop, and after realizing it wasn’t turning on, this made you two bummed out.

- but you weren’t just bummed out. you had been working on a lab assignment due at 11:59 tonight, and it was 5pm. 

- after smashing the power button a few more times, you groaned. “great. i guess i’m going to fail this assignment that’s worth the same as a quiz. how beautiful.” you said sarcastically, shutting your laptop shut.

- “you wanna use mine? it’s back at the room, and besides, we got enough time outside today. i guess the rain was just a sign to tell us to come in.” he replied, hoping to lighten the mood.

- you raised a surprised eyebrow at him, “really?” you asked. “really.” he replied. “well, i will gladly take your offer. i’ll take anything i can to get this done. thank you so much.”

- as you worked, he happily accompanied you, even singing you a few songs, and being happily surprised when he heard you singing or humming along.

jeongin -

- you both sat at a table at the library, just studying in between your classes until your friend called you.

- “y/n! there’s gonna be a party at f/n’s house, you wanna go?” they ask.

- “oh, i would love to, but i’m too busy.. i’m sorry. tell me how it goes though! i hope you have fun.” you say, before hanging up the phone and sighing.

- jeongin looks over at you as you sigh, looking slightly concerned. “you okay? i know what it’s like to miss out on parties too. i’ve had to miss a lot, but i get over the fomo pretty quickly. i can stay with you tonight, if you’d like.” he offers. 

- you glance over at him, confusion written all over your face. “how’d you know- never mind. you’d stay with me? really? but i don’t want to be the reason you don’t go, then i’ll feel guilty too.” you say. - “no, really, it’s fine, y/n. if i’m being honest, i have lots of work to get done too, so it’s okay.” he reassures you as he pulls out his phone. “oh, it’s almost time for my class. i’ll see you later though. bye for now, y/n!”

- while he waved to you as he walked out of the library, you couldn’t help but think about his nice gesture to stay with you later. sure, there was a possibility he could be lying, but it was nice of him to do what he did.

[elliespassagerprincess]

The air is getting crisp fall is coming so a bôa song is definitely needed can you do twilight by them

Twilight - (ellie williams x reader)

hi anon! Your wish is my command! Ugh I wish it was fall where I live, it's literally so fucking hot lmao... I hope you enjoy it <3

this story is based off the song Twilight by Bôa, if you can please listen to the song as you're reading:)

Pairing: ellie x fem!reader

requests are always open, feel free to leave one!

HUGE Warnings: descriptions of violence, murder, death, gore, sadness, small mention of depression and graves (don't read this if you aren't in the right mental state)

Summary: In which you couldn't win Ellie's heart

Authors note: ladies and ladies, the violence is back! Idk man it's been a while since I've written something like this. Remember you are loved <3

Your word and my word and her word is

Yesterday, today and tomorrow

And twilight gives me, an inner sanctity

And you're feeling, and you're hungry for her

And you don't understand it

But you know you haven't planned it

Your feelings and mine are all lonely

And dawn comes you're there lying with me

And you reach out to touch me, but I am in the twilight

You heard Ellie let out a sigh as she continued venting to you about Dina.

Stupid Dina.

Seems like all Ellie could talk about was her.

Why her? Out of all the people on the fucking planet why did it have to be Dina?

"She said "hey Ellie" and she didn't even smile with me! like what the fuck???" Ellie practically yelled with frustration.

You rolled your eyes at Ellie.

"Ellie calm down maybe she had a bad day"

Ellie stopped pacing around the room to look at you.

"Yeah.... you're right! She doesn't hate me she's just tired" Ellie said with a small smile.

You watched as Ellie lowered herself onto your bed and she looked up at you with a shy smile. She reached out her arms in your direction "cuddle?" she asked softly.

You let out a sigh as got into the bed spooning Ellie. She let out a hum of satisfaction.

"Ellie you need to stop doing this"

"doing what?"

you only shook your head and thought: "making me fall in love with you"

"friends don't cuddle" you brought up.

"Friends do" Ellie argued.

"Dina wouldn't like this" you added.

"well Dina isn't here right now" Ellie spoke matter of factly as she snuggled closer to you.

All you did was sigh as you brought your hand up to scratch Ellie's head. She let out a moan and she closed her eyes.

"You are a great friend, you know that?" Ellie spoke through a yawn.

Yeah, you were a great friend.

Your feelings and mine are all holy but,

You know and I know it's untrue because

When day dawns you're there lying with me

And the dawn can fly away

And you know I love you but you know that

There's nothing you can do about it

Because you love her, and you still want me

If I could be her... but I'm not her and she's not me

And you're somewhere different, on a different planet

You loved Ellie. You loved her a little more than a friend should.

Every time you saw her, your heart raced. She made you feel hot by just giving you a smile. Ellie made you feel things. Things you've never felt before.

You loved her.

But you knew she didn't feel the same.

You lay many nights next to Ellie, listening to her complain about Dina who's oblivious to Ellie's feelings.

It hurt you.

Seeing how Ellie always smiled when Dina walked into a room. Seeing how excited Ellie got, every time Dina said something. Every time Dina complimented Ellie, she almost exploded with joy.

It made you sick.

You tried being Dina.

Maybe Ellie would love you if you were someone else.

Maybe it was the way you did your hair? Was it the way you dressed? Was it the way you looked? What made Dina so special?

You tried cutting your hair the same length as Dina. You started dressing like her. You even copied her stupid music taste.

You tried. You tried so fucking hard.

But you could never be her and Ellie would never see you like that.

You knew Ellie loved you. She wanted you, but not in the same way you wanted her.

You were her best friend.

The girl she could go to with her problems, the girl who would help her with her hair and outfits.

You were nothing more than a friend.

You wanted to be Dina and you prayed to the gods that you could become her. But you didn't. You were nothing more than a friend in Ellie's eyes.

You saw how much Ellie's crush on Dina affected her.

How much it hurt her knowing that Dina most probably doesn't feel the same. And you being the amazing friend that you were, you decided to help Ellie.

You made it your mission to get them together.

Even though it hurt you knowing Ellie would never love you, as long as she was happy, you'd be happy too.

That's how you got yourself in your current position. Sitting across Dina in her apartment.

"So" you stared as you took a sip from the orange juice Dina gave you.

"we need to talk"

"about?"

"Ellie" "What about Ellie? Dina asked confused.

"do you have feelings for her?" you asked.

You watched as Dina burst out laughing, you watched as she threw her head back from laughing.

Anger sparked in you.

Why the fuck was she laughing? What's so fucking funny about liking Ellie?

After a while of Dina laughing, she slowed down breathing heavily before she let out a "Why would I like her? She's weird".

You felt your eye twitch before all hell broke loose.

How dare she say that about Ellie?

Your Ellie?

Ellie loved her so much and this is what Dina had to say?

This was the girl Ellie loved. She didn't deserve Ellie. If only she knew the amount of tears Ellie cried for her.

fucking bitch

You leaped from where you were sitting onto Dina, you straddled her as you punch her over and over again.

"How-"

*punch*

"dare-"

*punch*

"you"

*punch*

You don't even know how long you sat on her, and listened to her beg.

"Please" she whimpered as she tried getting you off her.

You eventually got off her breathing heavily as you looked down at your hands.

Your knuckles were bruised, and your hands covered in blood.

Dina's blood.

You looked over at her, seeing her slowly breathing. She didn't move, she didn't even make a sound.

Maybe she was unconscious.

You couldn't even recognize her with all the blood and bruises.

If Dina woke up, she would call the police. She would tell Ellie. Ellie would hate you.

You couldn't let that happen.

You slowly walked back from Dina, as you heard glass shatter. Your head snapped in the direction of the sound.

You saw pieces of glass scattered everywhere. And your orange juice was all over the floor.

Fuck you wanted to drink that.

You slowly bent down to pick up a shard of glass, and you held in your palm.

You walked towards Dina and you slowly pushed the glass into her trachea. You watched as the blood seeped from the wound.

You took a step back, leaving the glass shard in place. The blood dripped all over her throat and clothes, blood came out of her mouth.

Soon after Dina stopped breathing.

You killed her. You fucking killed someone.

You knew you made the right decision by killing Dina, because now you finally had Ellie to yourself.

And you still want it

The inner sanctity

And it's an evil

But the evil is necessary

And you're still hungry for her

And you still want her loving

But she doesn't love you

You watched as Ellie sat next to Dina's grave. She was sobbing.

Why the fuck was she crying over someone who didn't feel anything for her?

After Dina's death Ellie really struggled. She struggled to accept that the girl she loved wasn't here anymore. And what hurt Ellie the most was that Dina never knew.

Dina never knew the love Ellie had for her.

You watched Ellie spiral. You watched how she suffered.

Your plan was get rid of Dina, not the hurt the girl you loved.

Late at night when Ellie would lay in your arms you would sometimes feel regret for what you did. You didn't know it would affect Ellie the way it did, and you never wanted to hurt her. The guilt you felt soon get's replaced with pride when you realize that you got rid of the girl that was only going to hurt Ellie.

You saved Ellie. You saved her from rejection and embarrassment.

You knew she would get over it eventually.

Ellie's life wouldn't stop because her crush died. At some point she'll just have to accept it and you'll be here waiting for her with open arms.

You quietly walked towards Ellie as she sobbed next to Dina's grave, you raised your right hand putting it on her shoulder.

Ellie looked up at you, and in her eyes you could see how broken she was.

"It's ok Ellie" was all you said before she continued to sob into her hands.

You let out a sigh at the sight.

Months after Dina's death you realized that Ellie wasn't going to forget so easily.

You watched as she printed out pictures of her and Dina, and she placed it all over her apartment. You watched as she went to Dina's grave every week.

You listened to Ellie cry almost every night.

Even though you knew Dina didn't feel anything for her, Ellie still wanted her. Ellie still craved Dina.

Yes, she got affection from you, but you were never going to be enough.

All she wanted was Dina.

And you knew in the years to come Ellie wouldn't be able to move on and forget.

Even though you were there for her through everything. Even though you showed her nothing but love, the only person Ellie ever wanted was Dina.

She wanted Dina's love. Dina's care.

You were nothing but a friend. The realization made you sick.

You did everything for her.

You even killed for her.

But you'll never be Dina.

All you could was comfort her and hope, she'll one day feel the same.

[jebewonmorelike]

Your Wish Is Granted

(part one) (part two) wc: 2.6k warnings: light swearing, a bit of angst, fluffy ending pronouns: none used; n/a (reader is a trainee on boys planet, but it's just a story-- you can pretend any gender is allowed to compete, it doesn't affect the story!) summary: it's been radio silence from park hanbin ever since his favoritetrainee!reader left after the second elimination. did hanbin forget about them? is he interested in someone new? and will this potential couple be able to reconcile at the finale? 👀 ~bp masterlist~ ♡ ~kofi (no pressure at all)~ i KNOW y'all didn't see this coming but... my pal bp-zb1fics kind of convinced me like a week ago lol everyone say thank you lexxxx. i LOVE how this turned out. this is a text AND written fic and i think it's super fun this way. i hope you enjoy this final installment of phanbin x favoritetrainee!reader :)

╭──────────.★..─╮ april 7th ╰─..★.──────────╯

~

"BITCH WHAT!?" Woongki shouts into the phone immediately after you pick up. "What happened!?"

You sigh. "Nothing happened... I guess that's the problem."

"But you kissed him!" He exclaims. "And he said he wouldn't forget about you!"

A sad laugh escapes your lips. "I thought maybe you were all just super busy preparing for the Artist Battle, and I totally understand that. But the more you texted me over the last two weeks and the longer I went with radio silence from him..."

Woongki is uncharacteristically quiet on the other end of the phone.

"What?" You ask, a little seed of worry sprouting in you. "What's wrong?"

"But I saw him on his phone every night," he says softly. "I thought he was texting you."

Your heart sinks to your stomach. Was it true? Had Hanbin really moved on to someone new?

"I'm so sorry, babe," Woongki comforts. "I don't know for sure that he was texting someone else, but..."

"But what other explanation could there be?" You finish his thought for him.

"Ugh!" He groans in frustration. "How could Hanbin do that? I never could've imagined that he'd play with your feelings like that."

You're not quite sure what to say. A lump growing in your throat, you try to force out some nonchalant response but you just can't.

"Hey," Woongki coos, clearly just as upset as you are-- if not more. "Do you want me to go beat him up for you?"

The thought of Woongki and Hanbin in a fist fight is enough to make you reluctantly laugh. "Are you sure you'd win that fight?"

"Okay, rude," he responds, a pout audible in his tone. "Seriously though. Should I go talk to him? Ask him what his deal is?"

You have to admit it's a little tempting. The past two weeks were hard enough wondering when Hanbin was finally going to send you a message. But now, thinking that it could be because he isn't interested in you anymore-- and didn't even have the decency to let you know.

"I don't think it's a good idea," you decide finally. "I don't want him knowing I've wasted so much time and energy thinking about him when he didn't miss me at all."

"(Y/N)," Woongki sighs sadly. "You don't need to feel bad for any of this. He deserves to feel bad for this!"

"I knowww," you respond softly, trying to force a smile back on your face despite the situation. "I love you, Woongki boy. You're literally the best."

"Are you free tomorrow?" He asks excitedly. "We can get boba with Seowonnie and shit talk Hanbin!"

"Count me in."

~

╭──────────.★..─╮ april 13th ╰─..★.──────────╯

~

"(Y/N)!"

The sudden call of your name as you're walking down the busy street to your favorite coffee shop. You turn back around in the direction of the sound, your eyes landing on two familiar faces standing outside the salad shoppe.

"Yo, what the hell?" Kamden calls as you walk towards them slowly. "I thought you were busy this afternoon!"

Unsure of what to say as you approach Kamden and Matthew under the shoppe awning, you try not to let your uncertainty creep onto your face. "Oh hey guys!"

"Liar," Matthew mumbles, a little suspicious pout on his lips.

You roll your eyes, a laugh now escaping you. "You guys are so needy. I'm just grabbing coffee quickly before I get back to studying."

"Look at you, smartypants," Kamden teases, taking a sip of his iced tea.

"Why are you guys all the way out in this part of the city?" You ask curiously. "Had to be a bit of a bus ride."

"Hanbin wanted to come here actually," Matthew explains with a shrug. "He said he and Taerae had been talking about it."

You frown. "Oh."

Your eyes widen when Matthew's words finally register in your brain. The whole reason you'd said no to lunch with the boys in the first place was because Hanbin would be there.

"Um, where--... Where is Hanbin?" You ask, looking around nervously.

"I knew you'd want to get a glimpse of your boyfriend," Kamden says, smirking.

Matthew shakes his head uncertainly. "Taerae and Hanbin have been attached at the hip lately. Every time I see them, they're always whispering about something."

Your eyebrows raise as you consider this. Could the person Hanbin's been texting every night be... Kim Taerae?

"Really?" Kamden asks, frowning. "I haven't noticed."

"I mean, even right now," Matthew continues, pointing to the salad shop behind him. "They're both still in there after they told us to wait outside for a minute."

Your stomach flips a bit at this revelation. Taerae had always been so supportive of your little crush on Hanbin-- even when you weren't ready to admit it yet. Had he secretly been plotting against you this whole time?

"I'm sorry guys," you apologize quickly, starting to back away from Matthew and Kamden. "I really have to get going now. Text me next time you're going out-- I'll try to make it!"

"Good luck with your schoolwork!" Matthew calls, waving at you.

Kamden smiles, but you can see the slight suspicion in his eyes. "See you soon, (Y/N)!"

You walk back in the direction of your apartment, giving up on your coffee for today.

~

╭──────────.★..─╮ april 19th ╰─..★.──────────╯

~

"Who are you texting?" Woongki asks, lying upside down on your couch-- his hair gently scraping the carpet as his face grows a bit redder every minute.

You groan, "Taerae."

"NO!" Woongki screams, haphazardly maneuvering himself until he's sitting upright. "Oh my god, what did he say?"

"He asked if I was coming tomorrow," you answer, rolling your eyes. "Obviously I'm coming tomorrow. I have to. Everybody has to."

"Yeah, right? I wonder why he'd ask you that," he muses, pushing his lips into a pout. "Maybe he wants to confront you publicly!"

You think about quiet Taerae for a moment. His big, dorky glasses, his broad, dimpled smile... his incredibly endearing loser energy. You couldn't imagine that Taerae was planning to humiliate you in front of all of your friends. On the other hand, you couldn't have imagined before a week ago that Taerae would potentially steal your crush from you.

"I doubt it," you respond.

"Hmm," Woongki hums. "I guess he could be asking for Hanbin? Being his little spy."

"Maybe," you agree, picking up your phone again and scrolling to Hanbin's contact. "You don't think this is my fault right?"

"Your fault!?" Woongki exclaims, outstretching his arms to you. You take both his hands in yours as you sit on the floor in front of him. "How would it be your fault!?"

"Maybe he doesn't want to date a loser," you say, sulking dramatically.

"Well who would?" Woongki asks, grinning. "Good thing you're not one."

"What would I do without you?" You ask rhetorically, resting your chin on his leg.

"Die," he says matter-of-factly. "You'd die."

"I'd also have no one to paint my nails for the finale."

"Exactly as I said," he responds with a grin, sifting through the container of your nail polishes before pulling out a steel blue color. "You'd die."

~

╭──────────.★..─╮ april 20th ╰─..★.──────────╯

~

You're surprised your bottom lip hasn't started bleeding yet considering how much you've been chewing at it. Your blazer constricting you slightly, you roll your shoulders back hoping to stretch the fabric slightly and relieve the binding tension.

Hwang Minhyun is about to finally announce P09 after an absolutely nail-biting four hours. Poor little Yujin has to go home in literal minutes, so Minhyun has started rushing like crazy.

You watch as Hanbin presses his lips together, wringing his hands as he waits nervously-- Minhyun speeding up the reading of the result greatly as compared to P08-P01.

"The trainee in Ninth Place and therefore taking the final spot in ZeroBaseOne..." Minhyun pauses, because he just can't help himself. "Is..."

"Han Yujin!"

You jump to your feet as all of your fellow trainees do, showing your support for the young boy. But your eyes are still fixed on Hanbin. He's smiling, nodding as he accepts his fate. You think that maybe he knew the chances were slim...

But, as you know all too well, preparation doesn't make it hurt any less.

Seowon rests his head on your shoulder from behind you. "Are we happy? Are we sad?"

You sigh. "Both."

The finale ends and all of the trainees start making their rounds; congratulating your friends or consoling them. You give Kamden a huge hug, joking that now you both can debut together.

The celebration moves backstage as the arena begins to empty. You're jumping up and down with Matthew when you feel a buzz in your pocket.

~

~

You look up at Matthew, sighing as you smile apologetically. "I've been summoned."

"Go talk to your boyfriend!" Matthew encourages, pushing you off down the hall. "I'm sure he's eager to see you."

"Right," you mumble, making your way to the door labeled 'East Wing'. "Boyfriend."

You pull the door open, surprised when the hallway is completely empty. You walk forward cautiously, wondering if Hanbin is actually playing some mean prank on you.

"Boo."

You jump, your hand clutching your heart as you try to catch your breath. You turn around to find Hanbin grinning at you.

"Am I really that scary?" He teases. You look down to see a little purple gift bag in his hands.

But the adrenaline is pumping through you now as a result of his little entrance. Not stopping to think it through, you find yourself suddenly laying into him:

"Are you kidding me!? You don't text me for a whole month and you think you can just walk up behind me, give me a heart attack, and then act like nothing's happened?"

Hanbin's head tilts to the side confusedly. "What do you--?"

"I get it-- believe me!" You cut him off. "You don't like me anymore. You like Taerae. That's fine."

"I like Taerae!?"

"I know! I just said I get it. You can like each other all you want. But you could've at least done me the courtesy of texting me and telling me. I was..."

You falter, a lump beginning to build in your throat. Hanbin's just blinking back at you, eyes wide in surprise. "I was really worried about you," you manage to say. "And I missed you. And to find out you didn't give a shit about me the whole time!? I can't believe you, Park Hanbin!"

Taking a breath, you look at Hanbin now. He's biting his lip, corners of his mouth turned up-- clearly trying to keep himself from smiling.

Your brow furrows confusedly. "Why--... Why are you--?"

"God I like you so much," he says, finally breaking out into a grin. "So, so much."

"What?" You ask, taken aback by his unexpected sentiment. "No you don't. You didn't text me for a month!"

"No," Hanbin responds, pressing his lips together. "You didn't text me for a month."

You blink back at him; unsure of what to say. "Wh--... What do you mean?"

"You never gave me your number."

Oh fuck.

"I put mine in your phone before the second elimination, but... you never gave me yours," he explains, visibly enjoying the look of horror and shame that is playing out on your face.

After a long moment, all you can manage to squeak out is: "Oh."

Hanbin's brow raises expectantly. "So is there any of your little spiel before this that you'd like to take back now?"

You nod pitifully. "Yes."

"Which part?"

"All of it," you mumble. "I'm so sorry."

"That's what I thought you'd say," he says with a smirk before his expression softens. "And I'll forgive you."

"Really?" You respond hopefully.

"Of course," Hanbin affirms with a nod. "But..."

"Oh no."

"I just think that if you got to tell me off," he says, giving you a mischievous smile. "Then I should get to tell you off, too."

Your bottom lip tucks between your teeth as you smile sheepishly. "I guess it's only fair, yeah."

Hanbin smiles at you fondly before a melodramatic dramatic anger suddenly shifts his expression. "HOW COULD YOU NOT HAVE TEXTED ME FOR A WHOLE MONTH!? I kept waiting for you to text me or call me or, god forbid Facetime me so I could see your adorable face! I was so worried about you. Not to mention, I missed you so much."

Your heart melts at his words; so ashamed you'd been so silly.

"AND THEN," Hanbin continues, his eyes narrowing. "To hear that you had the time to text Woongki and Kamden and Taerae but not me!? I thought you didn't like me anymore. I was devastated."

He pouts, his brow furrowing cutely as your heart pounds in your chest. You ask quietly, "Why didn't you just ask someone for my number?"

"BE. CAUSE," he sighs dramatically, emphasizing each syllable. "I didn't want to seem clingy or anything."

You throw your arms around Hanbin, unable to hold back any longer. Squeezing him tightly, you feel him reciprocate the embrace-- one arm snaked around your waist and the other holding your back comfortingly.

"So you're not dating Taerae?"

"Ew, no. I'm not dating Taerae," he says with a laugh, pulling back from the hug to see your face. "Taerae's just the one person I was confiding in about you. I didn't want any of the other trainees gossiping too much about you."

"Of course," you say sadly. You should've known Hanbin had actually just been trying to protect you.

Hanbin holds out the purple gift bag to you now with a smile. "Taerae actually told me that you'd mentioned you liked that salad shoppe we went to for lunch last week. I actually got you a gift card after we ate when Kamden said you couldn't come that day."

"You are the sweetest ever... and I'm an idiot," you say, shaking your head as you continue to grip onto each other for dear life. "But I have to go now."

"What?" He asks, brow furrowing confusedly. "What do you mean? Where are you going? I'm coming with you."

Lacing your fingers in his, you begin to pull him with you down the hallway and back towards the dressing room area.

"I owe the new main vocalist of ZeroBaseOne a little apology."

“Eh, I think he can wait,” Hanbin says suddenly, smirking as he stops walking. You try to keep pulling him forward, but he’s fixed to the floor like a stone statue. Curse those perfect dancer muscles.

“Hanbinnie,” you whine, stepping towards him with a pout.

“(Y/N),” he says softly, giving your arm a small tug until your faces are inches apart. He seems to admire you for a moment, studying every inch of your face until his lips are on yours.

You’re lost in the moment, arms wrapping around his neck to bring him closer to you. You don’t even consider where you are or who could see you and take a picture and ruin both of your careers. You’re too busy finally kissing Hanbin after a whole month of absolute insanity. And it's everything you'd wished for and more...

“Oh my god,” a voice calls behind you. “What do you think you’re doing!?”

Entirely caught off guard, you’re immediately set into panic mode. You detach every part of your body from Hanbin’s and jump at least two feet away from him.

“APOLOGIZING TO TAERAE!” You shout the first thing that pops into your head before turning around to see who is watching you.

Taerae frowns, brow furrowing nervously. “You… You’re apologizing to me by making out with Hanbin?”

You and Hanbin turn to look at each other, equally shocked by being caught. After a moment, you both turn back to Taerae and nod; simultaneously answering, “Yes.”

Taerae stares at you for a second before finally shrugging:

“Apology accepted.”

[noonajoe]

Marrying best friend (Bokuto Koutarou x Reader)

"In the end, its you"

Pairing: Bokuto x Reader

Word Count: 581

©noonajoe (Published on 24 March 2023 - 11:31 Bangkok Time) this story is not going to be sold, modified, or translated in any manner.

“Marry me, Y/N,” he said

“Huh?” you startled at his proposal, it's a sudden one because they just meet again after 2 years of lost contact. You met him again because of his mother's funeral, comfort him because he desperately called you, need you in his griefing.

“You heard me, let's get married”, he grabbed her hands. Where they are in the middle of eating lunch.

You keep seeing his eyes, trying hard to seek unsureness in Bokuto's eyes. His glance is full of confidence, he never showed this side before, and it almost scared you away, “Bokuto, we just… meet again for 4 months, and my family-” he cuts you off.

“But knowing each other for 10 years, I’m enough playing around”

“Seeing you as manager when Im playing volleyball at 16, studying hard together to get to university at 18, punching your bastard ex-boyfriend at 19, my depressed era dumped by 2 girls at 21, helping me through hell when I’m jobless at 23, we fought because of my issues and we lost contact for 2 years yet I still thinking about you, at 25 my mom passed away you are the only one I want to appear to bury my sadness. Since then you cook and visit me for months, when I turned 26 you supported me to go to international matches. I may have been with other girls but in the end, it’s you. You have always been a home for me. You are the real love, I chose you, my heart chose you, and can't be replaced by anyone else” he confessed.

You tried to release your hand from his grip, “I don't want to break our friendship, Kou… It will be different”

He smiled, and frowned simultaneously, looking down at the dining table, “Y/N. I was thinking the same thing years ago. I'm really sorry but in the end, I felt love, and I can't deny it anymore after 10 years…”

You kinda love him too, you know? But somehow skipping the dating phase, and jumping over to the marriage step is a big deal to be settled, even though you have faith to be partners in the future, “Are you serious about this? Kou, marriage will be more difficult”

“I'm prepared for everything, I will take responsibility to take care of you. I will help you pay your family debts, I will comfort you when your anxiety occurs, and I’m ready to walk to the future. When we get married, I'm willing to go through progress together until you can consider me as a real husband, even if it takes years”

“I know I’m clumsy, I’m selfish sometimes, maybe I’m too dumb compared to other men, easily having a bad mood, but I’m proud when you told me my clumsines salways lightens up your days. I’m willing to learn, and face the future together as long as it’s with you”

You looked at him, willing to say yes but your energy has been taken too much to answer this proposal right now, “I’ll give you my answer tomorrow, is that ok?” you smiled, indicating a positive response to him.

"Take your time, Y/N. I'll wait for your answer tomorrow" he smiled.

Ultimately, he married you with a small party with your friends, only inviting the closest family and his volleyball team members. Every time people congratulate him, he proudly says, "I'm marrying my best friend in the whole wide world"

[josiesullysblog]

~Lo’ak x f! human reader

~straight fluff

~proofread-somewhat

~summary-Spider, who is forced to go home early after causing problems around pandora, brings along the Sully crew and someone new is there to greet them.

“You have to go back?” Lo’ak asked for the third time, Spider rolled his eyes, “yes, or they'll wring my neck.” Kiri's head popped up from helping Tuk before she smiled at Spider, “can I come? I want to say hi to mom!” Tuk’s head nodded, “can I come too?” Spider shrugged, “ yea, y'all can come.” Lo’ak began walking toward the place where Spider called home. Spider was like a brother to the Sully children constantly bringing chaos with him. The most recent chaos is pranking Tuk, she took it well, but everyone else did not. Making him have a bedtime for the next four weeks.

The group approached the facility, Kiri running ahead with Tuk opening the door, “hello, max!” Tuk said while grabbing an air mask. Usually, Max would happily answer the kids and invite them, but not today. “Spider did you forget who's coming today?” Max frantically went up to the group checking behind her back, “whose coming?” Kiri asked while the woman attempted to push them out the door, “we have a girl who's supposed to be staying for the next few weeks. Spider has known of this since last month.” She grabbed his arm before pushing him slightly. “Thank you for stopping by but today isn't the day kids.” She gave a sad look, but before she could continue explaining herself, a gasp was heard behind her.

A girl no older than Lo’ak and Kiri appeared behind Max. Max sighed out loud before attempting to grab the girl, “I told you {Y/n}, stay in the room.” {Y/n}, who completely ignored the words coming from max was looking at Lo’ak who was looking right back. “{Y/n}, stay right here I'm going to be right back. “ She said while dragging a shocked Spider away. {Y/n} smiled while looking at all three of the children. She was amazed by their height and color. She smiled at the boy she was holding a staring eye contest with. She saw the two girls and simply waved before speaking up, “what's your guy's name?” Tuk who was amazed by the girl went first, “I’m Tuk and this is my sister Kiri and brother Lo’ak!” The girl smiled big, “pretty names.”

Kiri felt as if your presence was very calm by the way you spoke to her and Tuk. You smiled big at all their questions and had a loud laugh. Lo’ak was starstruck. He hadn't gotten a word out since you came just looking at you. You seemed sure of yourself, constantly talking and asking questions. When your questions shifted to him, he almost passed out. “Are you shy?” His silence made you curious, but it was only answered with a laugh from the two girls, “do not let his quietness fool you, human girl, he is very talkative.” You smiled once more, before speaking, “everyone's shy meeting someone new for the first time it's okay!” Lo’ak smiled at you and you went on babbling about whatever before Tuk and Kiri went to go see Gace.

“You're very handsome.” You said after being left alone with the boy. Shocked covered his face before he finally spoke a word. “Thank you,” {Y/n} smiled big at the boy before he looked back and smiled down at her, “before I came, they said Na’vi’s we're dangerous but you don't seem too bad.” She grabbed his hand before judging the size difference, “you have the same amount of fingers as me, that means we're perfect together.” She smiled up at him, and he laughed, “you think?” {Y/n} nodded before letting go and, noticing a max came around the corner. “Sorry I took long hope these fools kept you entertained” You smiled before looking toward the boy, “will I be able to see you tomorrow?” She looked him in the eyes causing his heart to speed up and him to play with his fingers. “Yea I'll come around.” she smiled big before saying goodbye to him and the two girls. Lo’ak sighed hard while the group walked home.

“Where were you three?” A curious Neteyam asked while he noticed Lo’ak seemed out of it. Tuk, who was standing next to her mother, laughed, “ Lo’ak met a girl!” Lo’ak rubbed his face before turning toward the girl. “Is this true Lo’ak?” his mother questioned him, “not any girl a human girl,” Kiri said which made Lo’ak get up, “it was nothing.” Neytiri's eyes fell on the boy, “you must be careful son, humans are very selfish beings.” Lo’ak heard his mother's worry but it was much too late, he had already fallen in love.

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All done!! May this be the first of many more, and I hope you all have a good New Year!! Love you all till next time