#and i’m still out and about so i can’t indulge rn anyway 😭

[quietlyblooms]

i have the urge to write kisses on top of everything else i’m dying to write and i need someone to tell me no

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 8

chapter 14:

1. “"Obviously fish have brains. All living beings have brains," Regulus tells him. "Well, except for you."”

ADKDJKSJSKS i’m sure that’s another moment in which regulus wanted to look to sirius as if to say “are you seeing this shit?”

2. 😭😭😭😭 james why are you still figuring out you might have a knife kink?? i been knew since before the arena. plsssss

3. 😭💀 the rocks in jars story

4. 😧 james killed someone for reg. no hesitation. that’s gonna haunt him forever

5. oh god, the tenderness reg uses with james after james murdered someone. he’s so gentle and worried for him. this is gonna haunt them forever

6. in reference to james committing murder: “He has the disjointed thought that his parents must have seen that, as well as Sirius. The last people in the world who would judge him for it, and he still wonders what they're thinking.”

JESUS THAT IS HEARTBREAKING. the people he cares most about isn’t judging him cause they’ve done the same thing. it just hurts

7. god, and now they’re face to face with death eaters. i can’t do this shit anymore

8. 😟😧 oh no.

“James can safely say he doesn't have a knife kink. Blade kink. Sword kink. Any of that—he doesn't have it. No, it's just Regulus he likes, and anything to do with him. When Mulciber has a sword to his throat, it's not sexy at all.”

9. reg’s threats are so scary

10. knowing reg’s loyalty to kill for sirius is fucking wild. he would murder everyone in that arena if it meant keeping sirius safe. and sirius did the same for reg.

11. 😧 shocked. oh my god. jaw dropped. reg is just hacking at mulciber with a hatchet

12. ✨evan✨☺️🩷

13. whoop there it is. in reg’s mind, he mistakingly referred to james as his boyfriend. it’s downhill from here

14. oh god, james is using his “it was self defense and murder is grotesque and not always clean” speech that he used to give to sirius all the time. i wonder how often he’s had to tell that to himself in this arena

15. GOD NOT THE FUCKING BEAR TRAP- JFC CAN THEY HAVE ONE MOMENT IN THIS ARENA???

chapter 15:

1. reg called james baby ☺️🥰💞

2. “"Sirius, you're going send something to fix him, or so help me, when I get out of here, I'm going to rip all of your hair out right from the scalp until you're fucking bald."” LMAOOO REG IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HIS NOT BOYFREIND THATS GONNA HAVE TO DIE ANYWAYS. and he threatened to make sirius bald 😭😭😭

3. “"I like you," James declares cheerfully, and Evan winks at him.” EVAN AND JAMES FRIENDSHIP EVAN AND JAMES FRIENDSHIP EVAN AND JAMES FRIENDSHIP

4. “Sometimes, healing is harder than being hurt.” godDAMMIT he’s right, and that cuts deep into my soul

5. reg and sirius are so like me fr in hating change. for them it’s the needing stability after a childhood of not having it, and for me, it’s autism.

6. reg is absolutely insane sounding and i’m 2000% on board for it

7. reg is willing to kill because they scarred james’ face but still says he hates every breath james takes. bitch. wtf do you mean you hate him? do you not get it yet?

8. 😐 bitch, yet another self indulgent moment that reg calls a parting gift

9. evan and reg team!! 🐈‍⬛🫱🏻‍🫲🏾🐍

10. comparing james to the sun >>>>>>>>>>

11. reg being the best seeker during hide and seek 👀

12. EVANNNN NOOOO

13. 😧 evan says he’s reg’s friend. shit i’m about to sob at one am as i’m writing this. and reg jsut lost the best friend he never got to have

14. god, reading from sirius’ pov now IS making me sob.

15. LMFAOOO I SHOULD NOT BE LAUGHING OVER THE BURNING TREE

16. shame on me for not realizing that the author of crimson rivers also wrote just lovers. i just realized that. like, while reading authors notes. i feel so fucking stupid rn

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Finals season is acc eating me up alive rn. Woe is me who can only be cured by academic rival suguru who finally sees you finally crumbling under pressure and coddling u 😞😞 i rlly need the mother suguru to be pushed more 🐁

Also i rlly wanna hear ur thoughts on reincarnation/isekai au where either suguru or satoru regress back in time. Would they change their beliefs to change the outcome or completely do smth so out of pocket to dodge it all. (Would suguru try n get a head start or would satoru completely shelter suguru) 🐁🐁🐁🐁

— 🌺

HI THERE 🌺 ANON <333 good luck on your finals!!!!! i’m cheering you on!!!!!!! pls don’t burn yourself out though :’3

BUT WAHHHHH YOUR BRAIN . I’M SMOOCHING IT. ACADEMIC RIVALS TO LOVERS W SUGU 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and it’s hurt / comfort too …… with a doting sugu …… my brain is going wild rn pls bare w me!!!!!

(warning this got Long . 😭 might have to write a drabble on the concept ngl…..)

he would just be …. so sweet. :(((((( honestly i’m imagining this as a scenario where you’re more passionate about the rivalry between you, while sugu is more so just …. indulging you. i can’t picture him hating you or wanting you to fail; he barely sees you as competition in the first place (which probably makes you… even angrier lmao). so it’s almost like a one-sided rivalry with him teasing you a little :33 he thinks you’re cute. you think he’s infuriating. and a little too pretty for his own good

so when he doesn’t receive any taunting texts from you, and stops spotting you at lectures, as that dreadful exam of yours crawls closer and closer…. he gets worried. he’s good at hiding it, though!! but he suddenly realizes how much he appreciates your presence… and i think that spurs him into taking action. he shows up in front of your dorm with a bag of snacks and drinks, as well as notes he’s been taking during the lectures, in case you’ve fallen behind on studying…. and when you open the door and he’s met with your exhausted face, his heart squeezes in his chest :(((( you just look. so small. so meek. you look like you’re about to crumble.

and he’s just . so observant. yk?? he notices the way you almost audibly wince when you see his notes, how heavy the bags under your eyes have gotten, how you look a little skinnier than usual. you’re just!!!! soso stressed!!!! buckling under the pressure!!!!!! and if anything his presence is just making it worse, because he looks totally fine. at ease. as pretty as ever. and you don’t want him to tease you so you tell him to leave… but he lets himself in instead.

anyway . one way or another. it ends with you seated on your couch, wrapped up in a blanket, close to falling asleep while suguru makes you a sandwich in your tiny kitchen. you’re sipping from a to-go cup of hot chocolate that he picked up from a café on the way (you ask for coffee but he refuses <333 no caffeine for the sleep deprived little guy!!), curling in on yourself, still struggling to keep yourself together. he’s being so sweet. plopping down next to you and putting on a random netflix show. he won’t let you do any more studying or spiralling before you’ve had a proper break + lunch :((((( he cares . he cares so much and you’re so tired. you’re so scared of failing. you’re so scared of not living up to their expectations— his expectations.

so i feel like you just ….. start crying . a bit. sniffling. trying to keep the tears at bay. because you’re just too tired to keep them in, yk?? and having him there to keep you company and coddle you a little feels so nice somehow. suguru notices, because he’s suguru. and he just …. coos. very quietly. and rubs your back. telling you to just let it out, that you’ll feel better afterwards. and he’s right :’3 he’s right but you’re just . overwhelmed. and he eventually pulls you a little closer and lets you sob into his chest. you ask him why he’s being so nice to you… through little hiccups…….. and he just kisses the crown of your head. “do i need a reason to be?” he whispers, and you nuzzle into his neck. it’s just silent. peaceful.

… and you fall asleep like that. on his chest. you’re mortified when you wake up, but he just flashes you a sly grin and ruffles your hair before getting up from the couch. his notes are on the table, there’s an extra sandwich in your fridge, and he puts a vitamin drink in your hands before leaving. he tells you to call him if you get too stressed, tells you that you can study together if you’d like —

(and for once you consider it.)

………………….. okay sorry i got carried away 💔 this WILL be added to my wips btw thank you for your service my sweet 🌺 anon <33333 BUT UM. YES. a time travel au!!!!!! i love them so much!!!!!!!! and w stsg…. it totally depends on which one of them goes back in time, bc i really don’t think cult leader geto would find a point in changing anything 😭 he’s steadfast in his choice, yk? if anything i guess he’d defect even earlier. or stick around just to kill toji himself. i feel like he’d try to convince riko into joining his cause …. just a hunch i have!! i think cult leader geto remembers her now and then, and associates her a bit with nanako and mimiko :’3

but if it’s satoru ….. hmmm. i could definitely see him trying to save suguru. he has that whole moment in hidden inventory when he realizes that suguru doesn’t want to be saved, but assuming he finds himself back in his youth before all of that — he for sure would have tried something. and honestly, rather than trying to save riko, or haibara, or anything like that — i think he’d put his everything into making sure suguru is never alone. that was his fatal mistake. so he’d stick to him, support him, try to get him to share his burdens…. and who knows??? maybe it’d work. imho the only way suguru could’ve been saved is if gojo had gotten through to him early enough. :’3

anyway!!! those are my thoughts <333 this got…. very long. thank you for the brainworms!!!!!! ily!!!!! i know i’m repeating myself but i hope your finals go smoothly 🫂🫂 and i hope you’re taking good care of yourself!!! you better!!!! otherwise sugu will have no choice but to ambush you w his cozy hugs and vitamin drinks……

[everyonewooeverywhere]

G'morning baby 💗💗💗

(I know they don't match but hear me out.... snobby boarding school au with academic rival yuyu who you're constantly picking fights with, annoyed by the fact that despite how hard you're working all your teachers keep comparing you to the upperclasman who you evidently "take after". It pisses you off that they keep talking about him when these are your achievements that you've worked so hard for!!!

And it really doesn't help that you keep having to work with him since you're both members of the student council, or that one of your professors has assigned him as your tutor since you keep slipping in that one subject, or that he doesn't seem to take you seriously. At. All.

For all your moodiness and snippish comments and jibes.... he just seems to be this endless ray of goofy sunshine. Always smiling indulgently at you or responding with nothing but lighthearted teasing and that adorable laugh.

You hate him. You're sure of it.

But then you start to notice him in places you usually wouldn't expect.

A flower shop where he hands you a bouquet with more flowers than you'd initially asked or paid for, smiling and saying they'd wilt anyway.

The photographer at your sister’s wedding who tells the maid of honour he's taking so many pictures of her because she "looks pretty when she smiles". Making you blush more than you'd care to admit.

A waiter at a classy restaurant who saves you from a shitty blind date your family sets you up on, pressing a finger to his lips and telling you to that he won't say anything about it at school as long as you don't mention his part time jobs.

You start to see Yunho as more than his grades or the object of your professors' unfair comparisons. You start to see him for.... him. And it's starting to become a problem....)

Anyway good morning my love!! How's your day been? 🩷

stoppppp this is so cute 😭😭😭

something about yunho in boarding school/university settings just really gets me going i can’t explain it. and him just showing up everywhere??? love of my life truly 🫠

good morning tho love 💗😭

my day was kinda rough ngl. i did get to work with some of my favorite coworkers this morning so it was nice to see them and talk to them. and i was able to talk a bit about my family struggles and that was nice to get off my chest.

but everything with my grandpa is pretty uncertain right now. my parents went to visit him at like 5:30 this morning. he’s on a lot of med and still struggling to move the left side of his body (he suffered a stroke idk if i mentioned that the other day). but yeah they’ve had to put him on and off breathing tubes the past couple days so it’s been a bit rough i’ll be honest.

and i’m sick rn so i can’t visit him which is really hard.

(you’re little yuyu story did help cheer me up tho ☺️)

how are you doing angel?

[captainaikus]

ALSO CAN I JUST SAY AGAIN HOW MUCH I LOVED THE DRAWING YOU MADE FOR ME????!!!! It’s so so so amazing and I love it so freaking much 🥹🥹🥰🥰😭. I keep staring at it and I still get that rush of giddiness every time ❤️❤️❤️. ALSO I can’t believe I missed the last milestone ask game I’m so sorry 😭😭😭. I would’ve totally participated but maybe I didn’t see it or something idk??? *sighs* tumblr you’re walking on thin ice rn. Anyways. For the ask game, (sfw) *sighs in disgust and resignation* This one’s for Kaiser. What is your love language in giving and receiving? *says with a face of utter repulsion and fake gags* Huh I actually got it out it’s a miracle. ALSO I FREAKING LOVED YHE BACHIRA ASK REPLY SO MUCH ASHKJHEHEHHEG. No no no Belle it’s okay no need for the duck tape he can keep going 👀👀👀 I would not mind one bit to hear the rest of his fantasies 😌😌😌. Got me kicking my feet and blushing and stuff smh 💀💀😭. I hope you’re doing good Belle!!! *sends many virtual hugs*

- ✨ anon

I'm glad you liked it <3 Wanted to give it to you as a new years gift - working on one for Blue (i deleted the draft over 2 times now and cause of that... I have to start over smh) but really happy you liked it the last time I tried to indulge in character ask (i have to think of a separate tag for that now-) was way before you came on the blog and honestly? it was really quiet here. I barely got any interaction and now... things changed ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა Kaiser - An insolent one aren't you? Good. I like it when they bite. Erick : expect a zarovski box at your door since his highness has chosen to court you. (yes i said zarovski as a brand cause I'm really trying to not get sued) Bachira - how about we take this to the bedroom? *presents birthday suit* *sigh* this boy.

*sending bear hugs and bachira back*

[beekindacool]

seeing their s/o without makeup for the first time

characters: steve rogers, scott lang, peter parker

warning: mentions of insecurity

a/n: some more self-indulgent hcs/imagines 🤷 if you have any requests for other characters, send an ask or comment :) thank you

steve rogers

beforehand, he would probably tell you that you don’t need makeup to be beautiful

but you’d always kinda be like “how would you know that, you’ve never seen my naked face”

and he’d just say that he knows you would be

but he doesn’t push it too much

so when he finally sees you without makeup on, it’s when he spends the night at your house for the first time

AND LET ME ADD THAT STEVE IS NOT TRYING ANYTHING DIRTY WITH YOU

he is a gentleman 🧘

and he just wants to spend more time with you :(

but ur getting ready for bed and u haven’t come out of the bathroom for a few minutes so steve is getting worried

he knocks on the door and he’s like “sweetheart? are u alright in there?”

you open the door and stand there in front of him with a worried look on your face

“i was just a little nervous, i’m sorry”

and he’s all like “nervous about what?”

you go on this tangent about how you were worried about what he was gonna think about you

and how you tried mentally preparing yourself for this moment bcuz it would obviously come eventually but still

and he’d be so kind and understanding about it

hed reassure you so much that he thinks you are gorgeous the way you are

he’d kiss you too

his big hands cupping your cheeks

afterwards he would sketch you in bed next to him

the rest of the night he’s so cheesy too

hes all proud too 😭 hes all like “yeah that’s MY girl”

scott lang

ok so let’s be real

scott has one of the purest hearts ever

and he doesn’t judge anybody or anything for their looks at all 🤷

but he literally loves your makeup and he always tells you that

and cassie does too tbh

like she’s always asking you to do it for her and with scott’s permission you’ll give her makeovers

but despite all that, scott still would like to see you without makeup

cuz honestly when he thinks abt it too much, knowing that youre insecure abt your natural looks hurts him too

like ur already a goddess to him with your makeup

so why wouldn’t you be without it?

anyways

when he sees your bare face for the first time, it’s because you finally give into cassie’s pleas for a spa day with her and her dad

youre all hanging out at scott’s apartment while he’s on house arrest

you brought over face masks, mani and pedi sets, matching robes, THE WHOLE SHA-BANG

so you’re taking your makeup off in the bathroom when scott walks in looking for you

youre turning around after drying your face with a towel and scott’s just standing behind you

amd omg the way his face just changes expressions when his eyes land on your face

he is just

IN AWE

he calls cassie over and he’s babbling on about how pretty you look and cassie is agreeing and tells you that you look like a princess

and for the rest of the week and whenever he sees you without makeup, scott is giggling and acting like a lovesick school-girl for you 😭

peter parker

peter is so sweet to you

he finds it rlly hard to compliment you bcuz he just gets so flustered around you sometimes

he literally finds you perfect

amd he knows that when you let him see you without makeup, you’ll be even more perfect

he’s talked to aunt may and mj about it

like he’s confused why you’re insecure without makeup

and they introduce him to the world of women’s beauty standards

AND HES SO HEARTBROKEN FOR YOU

😭😭😭 he’s like all in shock

but anyways

when he sees you without makeup for the first time , it’s on accident

hes coming through your window in the middle of the night (also for the first time) as spider-man

and you keep turning away from him saying stuff like “peter i can’t rn” “i look shitty”

so he slowly comes up to you and rests his hand on your shoulder and asks you to turn around for him with a little “pretty please” at the end

and you do but ur rlly hesitant at first

so when he stays silent your heart drops and youre ready to say “i told you so”

but he cuts you off when he takes his mask off and kisses you

and he’s whispering all these sweet things to you

”you’re the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen” “i love you so much” “i could stare at you like this everyday”

youre a little taken aback because peter has almost never been like this but you are NOT complaining

the next day he’s gushing about how beautiful you are and how lucky he is to have you to literally anyone he can