#and i’m so afraid that i’m gonna end up with a gajillion tutoring things when i DO NOT CARE THAT MUCH
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#rant incoming#sometimes i hate being a tutor#it’s a pretty good on campus job most of the time but it’s probably gonna be really stressful this fall#bc we have a HUGE first-year class so a MILLION FP sections (28. we have 15 writing tutors. What The Fuck)#and a LOT of those students are international students who are more likely to seek out writing tutoring help#and like. i want to do an honors project. i want to have free time to do fun things. i want to just be my own goddamn student#and i’m so afraid that i’m gonna end up with a gajillion tutoring things when i DO NOT CARE THAT MUCH#this is not my passion!! this is just a job i have!! a job i’m not absolutely stellar at!! mostly because i’m fine with being kinda mediocre#because i just don’t care that much!!#i forgot i’m gonna have to also be a Success Coach and i’m not really looking forward to that#i don’t really know How to do that and i don’t have That many hours in a day#i should’ve quit being a tutor and just turned to admissions full time. goddamn it.#this is stressing me out so bad i fucking hate it#i know the need for tutors is there and i’m not completely shit at tutoring#but like. this is gonna be on another fucking level#and i’m gonna be a senior and applying to fucking GRAD SCHOOLS and already stressed out enough about my own goddamn time!!#i don’t have the bandwidth to care this much about this many other peoples’ time or academic success!!#hannah does college#personal
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