#and i’m dreading work tmrw bc what am i going to do all day except. think about her
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everything makes me think of her
#i need to do lots of nails it will fix me#you know i never got to do her nails#i even bought a special shade of blue-ish cool toned black for her#we just ran out of time before she brained herself out of this relationship#and it’s frustrating bc i want to shake her by the shoulders and say you are good !!!!!!! you are worth sticking by when you’re not at your#best !!!!!!!!!!! loving you is worth it for me !!!!!! i want to do your nails please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but i’m trying my best to be mature and honor/respect the fact that this is her own journey and this was her first time in a ‘real relations#hip’ and she’s human and learning and growing at her own speed and i can’t and won’t ‘force’ her to grow at my speed and only foster resentm#ent btw us etc…….BUT ITS HARD LOL AND IM TIRED OF CRYING#and i’m dreading work tmrw bc what am i going to do all day except. think about her#granted staying home would only make it worse bc everything here reminds me of her but#long sigh etc i just really really need to do someone’s nails rn
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