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ocd-posting · 12 days ago

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I woke up and was in between sleeping and waking and was trying to keep myself awake and get up but I couldn’t move. There was a magnetic pull back to sleep. Happened twice. And the last time I went back I had an intrusive thought dream and I woke up like WTF

#my room was too warm which causes me to have really weird dreams #usually my subconscious gives me a break #but i was having intrusive thoughts and seeing vivid images in my dream #and i was like aware that it was ocd but it was also much realer than normal intrusive thoughts #Hi! What the fuck!#as much as that shook me #its just another manifestation #and its a sunny day today so yay😄#ocd #this is ocd #the lack of sunlight this time of year hits hard fr lol #trying to save up to see this therapist but its way too expensive #shits crazy #idk how ppl talk about seeing therapists willy nilly like it doesnt cost an arm and a leg

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