#and i told her no im not insecure cuz i like my smile and braces are fine yk? but its not my smile that is making me all ffkhsffkhsksffkhsf
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#so ive been feeling this way since...forever#but it was exacerbated when i wrote that one fic (which i took a break from)#but now since i got braces idk why but now my body-loathing has reached a new peak?#i mean my braces are whatever ik why i need them and my sis even hit me with a whole 'dont be insecure'#and i told her no im not insecure cuz i like my smile and braces are fine yk? but its not my smile that is making me all ffkhsffkhsksffkhsf#like my braces are supposed to HELP my teeth right? but what else am i doing to help myself? thats where the body loathing is coming from#like i feel like i NEED to 'glow up' in the ways i need to grow or else ill be stuck#and im feeling anxiety and just sad shit like...fuck...and then loathing for feeling that way#so now im tempted to go out and run for like a hot min after work#not to mention my brain is running a short screenplay in my head#that is just...👌🏼👌🏼but also bringing around my issue into it yk??#premise: coffee shop person sees another coffee shop person and thinks of diff scenarios to talk to them#simple yes but it gets more and more depressing with each scenario....#🥺🥺🥺🥲🥲 NOT ON PURPOSE but brain cant help it cuz im also getting pooped out ugh#anywayyy#blabber time
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