#and i think. given the right circumstances. no apocalypses no sides to be on. crowstiel could become very fond of each other

[angelsdean]

deleted scenes are always doubly canon to me, like they did Not want us to see that so it's even more real, and well, they did Not want us to see crowstiel bonding over their shared experiences with being human and how similar they really are, both very old supernatural beings that are so unlike their kind, too feeling, too human. and both very much in love with *ehem* humanity (one singular human man). but like, that look they share after dean comes into the room, after crowley asks "pfft why would anyone want to be a stupid stinking emotional pile of meat?" that look. they're both answering the question. why would they want to be human? for him. to not have to live forever without him after he dies. (not that they need to be human to be with dean. monsterfucker dean is a-ok with their non-humanness). but also that look is saying, "yea we don't actually despise humanity. we don't actually think they're all gross fleshy things. we love that one, right? yea. we love that one."

and well i JUST. i'm very emotional abt it 2 bee honest. like yes the gay-on-gay violence and animosity is a big part of crowstiel, but. there's also this deep understanding, this deep recognition in the other. they are two sides of the same coin. even beyond their love for dean, they are just, these outcasts among their kind. they are peers.