#and i think it did genuinely cause A Degree Of Trauma that is massively increasing my anxiety around doing my shots | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

helianthus-hellion · 7 months ago

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god doing my shots makes me SO fucking anxious. my doctor is on leave until next month but tomorrow i'm gonna message his office and see if anyone else is available before then and able to prescribe me gel bc i am sick and tired of approaching a full-blown panic attack every single week over this

#tiny.txt #aves on t #i'm also kinda salty bc i didn't have any issues doing my first injection at the clinic itself and i was fine #doing the first one at home UNTIL it bled a bunch and i freaked out bc my doctor didn't warn me that might happen #and i think it did genuinely cause A Degree Of Trauma that is massively increasing my anxiety around doing my shots #and if my doctor had just fuckin warned me that might happen then maybe i wouldn't be having these problems but Here We Are 🙃#but like i have reached the point where i would honestly rather stop doing T until i can have someone help me with the shots #than continue like this indefinitely #edit: someone reblogged this? idk why u would reblog this very personal post but uh. don't. don't do that. reblogs are going off now.

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