#and i still miss my grandma and itll be 3 months on friday
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ultraviolencced · 6 years ago
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work was So Much im so Tired™️
#there was so much to do and i dont know what im doing or how to do anything bc im not really being trained like the nurse came today but#and since shes also new she doesnt know anything all we had was a meeting briefly going over general things and that was our training i gues#so we had to just figure it out but so many things dont work like my phone doesnt work right i cant check my messages and my computer cant#connect to the right printer and no one is fixing that#its already a cluster fuck and school hasnt started we havent even started getting the kids meds and tomorrow is an all day all staff meetin#so i wont be able to finish what i started today and ill only have an hour free friday bc all the kids come in to get their lockers and#schedules and when parents start brining in meds so friday is gonna be a clusterfuck#and i had to rush straight from work to the hospital for my infusion so im here for over an hour without my laptop and i just want to go#home and see my cat and smoke and rest bc im tired but my fuckin day isnt over#god yesterday was only 8-12 today was 8-3 and i still have HOURS of filing to do and records are coming in all the time bc school starts so#soon i have to have all of those entered into the computer AND i found out that even tho on our computer program we use has an easy to use#and access meds we have to print out a med calendar for each med for each student and write all of it on there#which isnt what they said in our meeting but i guess thats what we’re supposed to do and its a pain in the ass#and i school for me starts tomorrow thank god its only one class but fuck im gonna be so tired#and idk how im gonna pay my utilities bc i had to pay other bills and buy my textbook and office supplies bc the school budget sucks and#doesnt cover my supplies so i have to buy my own and we get paid monthly so i dont get paid til the 30th so fuck#and on top of all of it im still incredibly sick with multiple chronic illnesses and have tons of doctors appointments and infusions weekly#and physical therapy is still twice a week and i still dont have a car#and i still miss my grandma and itll be 3 months on friday#and my bday is next week but its on the first full day of school with all grades so itll be a stressful day and last years bday was awful bc#i was in a psych hospital and this is my first bday without my grandma so fuck bdays#my life is a mess#thanks for coming to my disaster of a ted talk#shut up taylor
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