#and i promise you it is not your responsibility to defend badboyhalo

[ultra-violetra]

actually you know what the blue team fans are making this event insufferable. god forbid a red team fan make a post wanting their team to win. None of the red team viewers here can talk about anything without blue team fans shitting on them. Blue team fans, you’ve gotta start watching media with a more critical eye because your constant horrible interpretations are turning this place to shit!! Badboyhalo specifically has been using shitty dirty tactics the whole event, and yes he’s allowed to do that but this post ain’t about him—it’s about YOU. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. he does anything there are a dozen posts like “oh i bet the red team fans are going to complain about this again when their tactics are even dirtier” like you can’t be serious have you been watching the same content as me?? Bad’s tactics have always been the dirtiest, out of anyone. Red team has barely done anything that could be considered dirty. There’s a reason why all of blue team’s wins have been super unsatisfying while red team’s victories always feel like a victory. Blue team not only plays dirty, takes advantage of bugs and lag, but also always acts like their in the right about it. The difference is, the actual ccs are doing rp, while the fandom is just being dicks. and if the red team does anything cool its “oh this is unfair the rules are so stacked against blue team” literally wtf is wrong with you. shut up shut up shut up. let red team fans make posts about strategy and winning and rules without people in their replies starting arguments. let red team fans complain about their favorite character dying from lag or whatever without blue team fans making neg posts about that like goddamn just let people enjoy the content. “oh but red team has more fans” tbh their fans are wayyyy more respectful from what i’ve seen on here. blue team enjoyers you’re just being shitty people at this point. you don’t need to complain about everything.

[etoilesbienne]

q!etoiles is such a character to me because he's so loyal he's loyal to a fault he's the defender of the island but he didn't necessarily want to be the defender he just got saddled with the responsibility because he kept picking fights with the code like a scrappy guy looking for an adrenaline rush. someone just tossed him an impenetrable shield while they were at it.

but he's SO terrified of loss he cannot lose things, like its the grounds for his loyalty he doesn't want to lose a friend he's practical but he's a romantic at the same time in his own words can't a warrior's soul also be a lover's soul? where does the line start for one or the other? aren't those lines arbitrary? the only time i feel like ive seen qetoiles even vaguely described as anything similar to "hurt" (i cant even say angry he just seemed saddened in a way) was when he lost the election and almost went total isolationist. the loss matters to him he cannot accept an L for the life of him even admitting q!kameto is gone is admitting a loss in its own way

but his fear of loss and his friends of course he can't push badboyhalo too far to ask what he's really hiding he doesn't want to push him away he has to move goalposts of what he qualifies as important each day a little bit further inch by inch badboyhalo can be an exception, why wouldn't he be? he helped etoiles start his life on the island after all! etoiles knows how violent he is! etoiles knows bbh is doing something bad, and he knows bad is cagey and weird when confronted too far but will also refuse to answer, i mean "Be careful, Badboy, because if you kill everyone, then they will want to do bad things to you. And I don't want them to do bad things to you. I mean, I won't let them, but—" like ? even if you kill everyone, i won't let them do bad things to you? i don't want to hurt you badboyhalo but i will defend you? you'll defend the island but you'll defend your friend first? he just gives in so easily too like "badboy you can hide anything you want just promise you won't betray me" like he gives up ! he gives in. of course he does he doesn't want to lose his relationship to bbh. of course being told his trust was only 85% was a loss. of course it was.

where is the line crossed when do we go too far etoiles i'm dying to know what the breaking point is when your morality is whatever makes the most amount of people you care about currently near you happiest at a given moment