#and i plan on doing yhe thing again when i ahve the chance esp now that ive thought and planned for it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

figgyblossom · 6 months

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when you've been having rough time then something happens to relieve some of the stress/pressure/anxiety and ypu feel revived for a couple days but then a couple days passs and you realize that while it was a good change and reliever that it doesn't actually change the base of the problems which is anxiety, depression, adhd, autism, and fibromyalgia and shits still hard and ypu still are super struggling to do the things u need to do each day and u find urself in a rutt again and u need to find a way to appreciate the lift the little win did for u while also remembering ur having a rough fuckjng time and that one win doesn't fix the everything wrong with you

#i almost went and did something good for myself today but then time passed and i got anxious and i didnt do the thing #and i plan on doing yhe thing again when i ahve the chance esp now that ive thought and planned for it #but i also work the next 2 days and then have a full day of class so there like 4 days til i can do my new plan #and it feels too late tho i know it isnt and im gonna try to remember that and follow thru with ny plan #but like what the fuck #i had hope this morning and now i hate myself again and its all so exhausting #but as it goes ill jsut crawl my way to the finish line and do my best and try to love myself for what i do even if its so hard

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