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park avenue polyanna (social media au) - mv1
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Summary: The one where everyone is confused how Max, the resident villain of f1, has such a wholesome girlfriend.
Pairing: max verstappen x gallerist!reader (model used: random people i've found on the internet)
Warnings: none other than some cursing
Author note: okaaaaay, this is kinda all over the place but to be completely fair, i started it like a month ago and i finished it right after the singapore gp, so it has been a while, lol. miss charlotte york is here (my personal fav alongside samantha), so i hope you guys enjoy this one as wel!! we have one more to go, and boy is that one going to be fun to work on!
Please also note that all of my works are protected under copyright, and not available for reposting on other platforms.
yourusername just posted a story!
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yourusername: would %100 recommend pilates if you want to make a grown f1 driver cry because he can't handle the stretching!
user: please tell me there is video evidence of max doing reformer
yourusername: i can neither confirm nor deny these allegations against my beloved boyfriend
yourusername: but if i had to, the answer would be yes, yes i do
user: I LOVE YOU YOU ARE A NATIONAL TREASURE
user: she is probably the nicest people on earth and i can't, for the life of me understand how she and max are in a relationship
user: maybe we should stop assuming people's personalities and also speculate about their relationships bestie
yourusername: period!
user: thank you for giving us the best content on this app, queen
user: i will pay thousands and millions to see max verstappen do pilates
user: everybody say thank you yn for the best piece of information ever
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user: i just know some of the drivers on the grid are going to have so much fun with this brand new piece of information
maxverstappen1: not so simply lovelyđ
yourusername: but you were sooo cute
yourusername just posted a story!
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yourusername: mandatory busy week recap
user: nothing to see here just subtly flexing her chanel kelly on us (i love you queen you're so iconic)
user: omg she works??
user: stop this right now you're embarrassing yourself
yourusername: i wish i didn't need to work but gotta feed the kids, you know? (max, the cats and my dog)
user: she might be the busiest girl in the world, but one thing about yn is that she is NEVER missing that pilates class
maxverstappen1: come back hoooooome
yourusername: soooooon
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user: i can feel it, she's going to be in singapore
user: manifesting this for the looks
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yourusername: lesson from this weekend: kill them with kindness, or in our case, with a no comment interview!
user: the look on max's face is so telling of the situation
yourusername: nothing a bunch of cuddles can't fix!!
user: this relationship is the proof that opposites, in fact, attract
user: i can't believe we got a max mention before gta 6
user: oh to be wearing vintage chanel and dating max verstappen
user: she is who i wanna be when i grow up (i'm 23)
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maxverstappen1: no comment
yourusername: not disappointed and not surprised
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maxverstappen1: i don't know what you are talking about i'm always nice
user: the duality of men
user: mad max to gentleman pipeline is actually insane
yourusername: can confirm that you are VERY nice
maxverstappen1: simply lovely
user: okay but are we winning the championship oooor??
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user: MAX VERSTAPPEN IN A SUIT, I REPEAT, MAX VERSTAPPEN IN A SUIT
user: this relationship confuses me a lot but i also love it so much
user: it's giving grumpy x sunshine to the extreme extents and i love it
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Espresso | Max Verstappen x Singer! Reader
Summary: Despite going back to his relationship with Kelly, Max canât stop thinking about you. Every night. It certainly doesnât help that you keep cropping up in the McLaren garage.
Warnings: softcore angst? Swearing. A pining manÂ
Requested: yes by many of you on the previous partÂ
Facelaim: Sabrina Carpenter (she was used on the last one and yes, she's used a lot but I stole her song and her job so I'm also stealing her face)
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this will end up having 4 parts total. they're planned but not fully written
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yn_ln what do you do when you get woken up at 2am and canât get back to sleep? write a song espresso is out nowÂ
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user1 is this what the kids call a soft launch? is she seeing someone?
user2 okay but who is the guy reflected in her sunglasses? a new beau perhaps?
alexandrasaintmleux i donât know whatâs hotter. the song or the bodyÂ
â francisca.cgomes the men in the video
â pierregasly i can see this
user3 at least we know this new guy is dicking her down goodÂ
user4 why do i feel like this is about max?
â user5 why tf would it be about max? itâs a fun song about fucking all night
â user4 because it feels teasing. like, heâs with someone else but canât stop thinking about yn
â user6 iâm with user4. maybe sheâs trying to throw us off?
landonorris the sun looks bright in that pic
â user7 uh oh. norizz is alive and well everyoneÂ
user8 does this mean max keeps contacting her?Â
user9 max is 100% messaging her at 1am saying how he misses herÂ
user10 i need a camera in max and kellyâs house when they first heard thisÂ
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yn_ln i know i mountain dew it for ya (although, most of these had vodka) tagged: alexandrasaintmleux, francisca.cgomes
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user11 she looks like a hot librarian
â user12 iâd let her help me with my homework
user13 red bull admin is a canon yn stan
francisca.cgomes hot girls do bottomless brunch
â alexandrasaintmleux maybe they shouldnât. i still canât find my left shoe
â yn_ln i have it
user14 i bet the debrief was piping hotÂ
â user15 oh to be in a gossip sesh with yn, kika and alexÂ
charles_leclerc stay away from my girlfriend. she came home drunk ranting about how much she loved you and the colour of your hairÂ
â pierregasly and mine wouldnât stop talking about how pretty your eyes are and how good you smell
â yn_ln i have unbelievable rizzÂ
user16 iâd let yn step on me
â yn_ln and i wonât even charge youÂ
user17 max fumbled so badÂ
landonorris whoâs that cute blonde?
â yn_ln oscar isnât in this post??
â user18 i donât think he was talking about oscar, hun
â yn_ln why would he publicly embarrass his boyfriend like this?
â oscarpiastri i hate youÂ
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f1wags not even 6 weeks after reconciling, max verstappen and kelly piquet were caught arguingÂ
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user1 can they just stay broken up this time??
â user2 i love max but iâm fed up nowÂ
user3 yet youâve not got any pics of it? why all the old lovey dovey pics of them
â user4 the pics are all over twitter. i think f1wags chose not to post them because max looks like heâs trying not to cry in them, and f1wags has always been nice towards the drivers
user5 why is no one talking about the fact that both verstappencom and shortnsweet liked this???Â
â user6 the fact that their teams are so desperate for them to be together that theyâre publicly rooting for kellyâs demiseÂ
user7 iâve seen the clip on twitter and i wanna know why sheâs yelling at him so aggressivelyÂ
â user8 i bet itâs cause heâs been all up in ynâs likesÂ
â user9 yeah but so is sheÂ
â user10 youâd think their relationship would be strengthened by their shared obsession with ynÂ
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mclaren papaya party it wouldnât be a maiden win celebration without some celebs. guess who got to hear espresso liveÂ
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yn_ln why is landoâs hand like that? heâs not a ken dollÂ
â landonorris iâm the barbie. youâre the ken
â yn_ln you wish you were the barbie. you donât have barbie energy
â oscarpiastri iâm confused
â yn_ln youâre an alanÂ
â landonorris you take that back!Â
â user11 does this mean lando and yn saw barbie together?
â oscarpiastri yes and they left me back at the mtcÂ
user12 not all the wags liking a mclaren postÂ
â user13 itâs the power of yn
user14 lando and ynâs interactions give me lifeÂ
user15 i love how mclarenâs engagement has increased since yn started commenting on everything
â user16 theyâve become more enjoyable since she became a fanÂ
user17 okay but she looks so good in orange
â redbullracing except she was meant to be in navy
user18 her and lando make such a cute couple
â landonorris ew no
â yn_ln ew no. besides, you guys told me she was with oscar. i canât break that up
â oscarpiastri @/mclaren can we ban her from the garage?
â lilyzneimer no!Â
â mclaren no!Â
â landonorris @/yn_ln i know i said no but why did you say no?
user19 guys, max liked and unliked thisÂ
user20 mv1 fans, i think weâve lost herÂ
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yn_ln replied still serving cunt thoughÂ
maxverstappen1 replied is that yn?
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tell my why i lowkey feel bad posting this after the pregnancy announcement. i mean, i still donât like kelly but i wish them every happiness for a safe and healthy delivery.
there will be NO lando x yn in the next two partsÂ
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passenger princess / ln4
established relationship lando norris x fem!reader
no use of y/n, as always.
in which the weekend takes a twist, and all you want is a baby.
prompt⯠hi! first of all, i absolutely ADORE your writing. iâve been reading all of your stuff for the past few days!! second, i was scrolling on pinterest and i rediscovered the lando daddy bracelet pic. that combined with THE dutch gp pic made me be down even worse for him. with that i request a fic with an established reader x lando relationship. thatâs set during the weekend of the 2024 dutch gp. where he wears the bracelet over the course of the weekend and it gets you(? or me? idk how to phrase that) really worked up, and after he wins they fuck while heâs still wearing it. and itâs like the most rough feral sex known to mankind. but at the end you want him to come in you and heâs like âoh you wanna make me a daddyâ. like yes it is a slight breeding kink but itâs more of the idea of the bracelet and how he definitely knew what he was doing when he wore it (in the fic and irl too tbh). thatâs the general idea but feel free to put your own spin on it!! i am incredibly down bad for him and that photo did something to me. ty đ€đ§Ą
a/n ⯠yeah tbh i got no excuse for this one chat...like...how could i not resist a breeding kink...i know y'all want it too. but for real--- thank you anon for being patient. i had a lot of fun writing this in between doing work. writing is an escape for me. thank you to all for the continued support, and i'll be continuing to get through asks as time moves along. comment below to be added to my taglist, or comment in general! i love replying to all of them as much as i can.
warnings ⯠SMUT 18+++!!! minors DNI!!!, language, choking, p in v sex (wrap before you tap!), fingering!(f)receiving, breeding kink, impregnation, teasing, possessiveness, jealousy, creampie, begging, mating press-- allat shit tbh. if i miss a warning, let me know.
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things had begun to be different between you and lando. you couldnât pinpoint the exact moment when the gears shifted, the stars aligned, though you only cared how good it made you feel with him.Â
but he knew. he knew exactly when.
youâd been dating lando for two years now. it was two years of pure blissâ the exciting lifestyle that youâve craved, the love and care, the passion that you shared with him was exquisitely yours. he is yours. and you are his.
that morning in the paddock he was speaking to max, chattering about the post collision from hungaroring. they seemed to make up in due time, finding it easier to call one another âbrotherâsâ again, despite the damages done to their cars and the media in an uproar about their impish, punitive behaviors. you didnât spare any glance towards the comments made about it, knowing that lando had been in a rough shape that weekend.Â
you played with penelope, p, as they were talking, squatted on the ground with colored pens in your hand. kelly loomed behind, on her phone, thankful enough that you could occupy her for the time being. you had no issue entertaining her. you loved being around childrenâŠmost of the time.Â
âthis one?â you held out the red pen for p, as she was pointing to with a bashful look. she was shyâ especially around you, given your ethereal, wanderlust nature. you carried yourself in such an elegant way that could facilitate a ray of sunlight through the most tepid storms.Â
she nodded and you handed it to her. she latched her smaller hand around it, coloring in the rb20 from her sketchbook. your hand fell beneath your chin as you watched her carefully color inside the lines, dreading falling out of it. you smiled as she did, the dress you wore crinkling fashionably around your thighs.Â
p flashed the page at you nervously, awaiting her input. your eyes glowed, sparkles falling onto the page as you scanned it. she really did do a good job.
âbeautiful, p!â you commented, your palm splaying over her upper back. âyouâre really good at this, you know?â
a shade of red filled her cheeks, warming her skin. you hadnât meant to embarrass her, nor make her nervous.Â
âdo you want to color one with me?â you asked her, pointing to the pages in the book. she hesitated for a moment, as if she didnât hear you properly, but ended up nodding with the same excitement that she did when sheâd see max on the podium. âyou pick. somethingâŠpretty.â
the gears were turning in her head as she flipped through the pages, trying to find the perfect one for you and her to work on. you, on the other hand, were focused on how her brows scrunched together as she furiously searched through her booklet. it was cute the way she perceived things. she was a cutie. it made you think about your own future, what you wanted.Â
what you wanted,
your eyes drifted from the carpeted floors inside the hospitality room, to the shoes that he wore, and up his black jeans to the papaya livery he sported for the day. you lingered on the expanse of his chest, the tan skin peaking through the v-neck of his unbuttoned collar. your mouth watered instinctively, thinking about how lucky you were to have a man like lando love you so deeply.
as you glanced further up towards his chin, the unshaved rigid surface that sparked electricity over your body, you found him already looking down at you. he wasnât even paying attention to max at this point, already giving you all of his attention and you didnât even need to ask.Â
you gave him a smile, covering your lips afterward to stifle your giggle, and turned back to p once she tapped you that sheâd found a picture for the two of you to color.
âmate?â
lando was lost in a daze staring at you. gawking at your figure, the dress you decided to wear. it was a denim colored sheath that youâd twin with alexandra with. sheâd wear the gia dress in a pomegranate hue, whereas you took the navy.Â
landoâs hand was cupped against his chin, rubbing over his stubble, keen on watching how you interacted with p.Â
your relationship had progressed further than heâs ever gotten to before in his life. he was at a point where he knew he didnât want anyone else, to explore someone elseâs body the way he did yours. he knew you, inside and out, and he didnât think another connection was even fathomable.Â
you appeared to be so gentle with her, taking the time to listen to what she wanted you to do, how to color, maneuver the pens. there would be no outside the line coloring on her watch, that was for sure.Â
he found himself smiling bright.Â
do you want kids?Â
he knew that he did. he always knew that. but heâd never broach the subject to you directly. your relationship with him was secure, but was it eligible to be taken to the next level? would you be frightened by his sudden urge to create a life with you? a product of him, and the most beautiful woman heâs ever seen?
âyeah? sorry.â lando looked back towards max. but it was too late, and max was looking over his shoulder towards you and p.
when he looked back towards lando, he threw his hands up in defense. max rolled his eyes. âdonât know why you havenât proposed to her yet. whatâre you waiting for?âÂ
lando bristled. he waited a moment to answer, wondering the same fucking thing. what was he waiting on? the perfect time, perhaps. summer break was rapidly approaching, and he certainly had a ring picked out.Â
the papaya clad driver pulled out his phone and scrolled through his photos, settled on the right one, and handed it to max. the other driver took it, zooming in, not that he needed to.Â
âwhen?â
lando shrugged. âsummer break. greece, maybe.âÂ
max cheered, slapping his hand over his mouth in shock. âyouâre serious, mate?â lando nodded. max pulled him in for a hug, slapping him over the back. he couldnât be happier for his best friend in this moment, starting to jump up and down. lando settled him down and slid his phone back into his pocket.Â
âkeep it quiet. i want her to be surprised.âÂ
max made a motion of a lock and key. âsurprised about what?âÂ
lando felt giddy.
you hadnât been paying much attention to what lando nor max were chittering about. youâd been so hyper focused on coloring with p, that you were absent minded of the conversation behind you.Â
p had picked out a cartoon illustration of max and lando smiling towards the viewer. youâd thought it was an adorable choice, and it showed that p was more aware than what she led on to be. she, of course, started coloring in max. with his neutrally blonde hair, redbull cap, she was fast working.Â
but then she shoved the book towards you, politely anyways, and pointed at lando, who was yet to be colored in.Â
âmy turn?â she nodded her head, handing you the orange marker.Â
you grinned, carefully coloring in the lines of the drawing before p took a deep breath. âare you and lando married?âÂ
the question had you freeze momentarily, taken back by her question. âno, p, weâre not.âÂ
you continued to color, whilst she continued to question. âwhy not?â
âbecause he hasnât asked me.â
âwhy donât you ask him?âÂ
âiâm not sure thatâs what he wants.â
p raised a brow. she looked towards lando and max, giggling together like school girls, then back to you and your focused coloring.
she handed you a brown marker for landoâs curls. âi think you should.â
now it was your turn to be inquisitive, âreally, now?â
she nodded her head without hesitating. âthen youâd be my aunt!â she giggled.Â
you colored in landoâs curls, carefully, diligently, thinking of how they felt beneath your fingertips. your breath hitched thinking about the thought of him proposing, wondering if he had ever even thought about it. you knew what your answer would be. it wouldnât even take a beat of your heart to give him in answer, if he chose to ask. if he chose you.Â
with one final stripe of a black marker, your drawing of lando had been finished. you stood up, and so did p.Â
âare you going to have babies?â
âp!â you gasped, mouth dropping. âthatâs none of your business, young lady.âÂ
she laughed, twirling around. âwhat? thatâs what mama says happens when you love someone.â confident, wasnât she? âdo you love lando?â
âof course i do, p.â
she gasped.
âis there a baby in there right now?!â she seemed concerned, becoming so bold as to touch your stomach. it was a little higher than where your womb sat beneath your skin, but close enough.Â
you shook your head. âno, honey. i am not having a baby right now.âÂ
she looked disappointed. taking her hand back, she crossed them over her chest.Â
âpenelope, what are you going on about?â kelly finally chimed in, rubbing pâs back with her hand.Â
ânothing.âÂ
but it wasnât nothing.
lando appeared behind you, a hand on your lower back. you leaned into him, recognizing his touch, and you got a brief wave of panic wondering if he heard your conversation with p.Â
âp,â lando said over your shoulder. she looked up. âdo you still have your bracelet making kit?âÂ
she nodded again, though you werenât quite sure what heâd need it for. you guessed youâd find out eventually, because lando uttered, âitâs a secret, sorry baby.â
and he followed p to her small table, pulling out the kit from her backpack. she had taken landoâs hand to guide him, and you watched fondly.Â
too fondly, you thought, and knew you were in deep shit.
the morning of the dutch grand prix had you biting at the corners of your fingernails with anticipation. the summer break you had spent with lando was more than you could imagineâ filled with delicious foods, sunny weather, morning swims, and of course, the sex. with more free time that lando had, he was utterly obsessed with you. he worshiped the ground you walked on, and it made you feel like more than the queen you deserved to be.Â
in the paddock you stood, shifting on your feet, anxiously fiddling with your purse once your fingernails sufficed. lily joined at your side, ethereal with her effortless beauty, and she nudged you with her elbow. âyou look nervous,â she gave a short laugh.
you scoffed but joined in on her antics. âdo i?â you certainly did. lily raised her brows to inquire further of your apparent distress.Â
relenting, you couldnât resist her. there was no reason toâ you were both practically attached at the hip. ever since oscar had been signed to mclaren, the two of you were inseparable. the famous mclaren WAGs.Â
your relationship with lando had been going on for two years now. sure, youâd had some rocky slopes to climb with the schedule of his career and the development of your own; thatâs the thing about relationships though, isnât it? that no matter what hill youâd have to climb, youâd find one another on the other side. the two of you wanted to make it work, so there was no obsolete universe in which youâd never find each other.Â
âhe needs this, lils.â you practically sighed, finally gaining the courage to look her in the eye. she looked at you with the same softness that a mother would, or a best friend that you could count on.Â
âyou know heâll do well.â oh, donât you know it. lando, whilst on vacation, never took a momentâs worth of rest. he wanted this just as much as you did for him, a second career win. it was all that you could think about the moment you stepped off the plane before him in zandvoort. it was going to happen. you had a feeling.Â
and a good one at that.Â
qualifying swept by in a flash. the saturday afternoon was a clean sweep for your boyfriend in the front row. you couldnât be more proud of him. when he was finished with his interviews and taking his leave with his half removed fireguard, you launched at him.
flinging your arms around his neck, he gripped onto your waist and thighs like his life depended on it. it did. your nose found the sweat against the column of his neck, inhaling deeply. you melted into him.
lando felt the same. with his forehead burrowing into the hair on your scalp, he let out a deep breath that heâd been holding since he got out of the car.Â
âmissed my sweet girl,â he breathed, the sweat and perspiration heating the hairs on your head. you sighed softly, relaxing into him as he held you tighter.Â
you broke away from him, setting yourself on the ground. you stood happily in front of him, rocking on your heels and playing with the hem of the black, sponser-ridden firesuit.Â
ââm so fucking proud, lan. pole? pole on the first race back?â you were in shellshock, overjoyed disbelief.Â
he raised a hand to cup your face before heâd be whisked away. the bracelet on his wrist caught your eye, one that he mustâve put on once he stepped out of the car. the friendship letter bracelet read loudly to you, it letters all capitalized.Â
âdaddyâ
you gripped his hand, observing the ornament. you raised a brow. is this the bracelet he had made with p?Â
lando let out a short laugh. âlike it?âÂ
you flushed, staring down at the small, dainty thing. it had you shifting on your feet, ideas and fantasies running wild through your pillage of a mind. âmaybe.â you hummed, stroking the beads with your index finger.Â
âwore it for you.âÂ
the statement had you standing up straight. âreally now?â lando nodded.Â
and before he was whisked away, he whispered into your ear, âdonât get any ideas, baby. i know that look.âÂ
you were rendered speechless, and by the time you managed to open your mouth, he had already left through the door.Â
the following day was race day. you were dressed flawlessly, curating perfection with your outfits to match the same prestige that lando had with his fans. also, you enjoyed feeling pretty. looking pretty, as lando would often say to you. he didnât forget this morning either, arriving to the paddock with you in tow, hand wrapped tightly with yours.
as he took selfie after selfie, signed hat after hat, he didnât forget to remind you, âyou look beautiful,â that always brought a smile to your face, a blush fanning your cheeks.Â
when the two of you made it inside of mclarenâs hospitality, you were greeted by both lily and oscar. you gave her a warming hug, and she returned it with the same affirmation. when you separated, she danced on her tip-toes. lando and oscar side stepped toward the tea and coffee station, chatting amongst themselves.Â
âwow!â you were confused, raising a brow. âfront row for him, hmm? told you, had nothing to worry about.âÂ
you rolled your eyes, still holding anxieties for the race. you were always concerned going into a weekend. no matter how many grand prixâs youâve attended, seen lando come out safe and sound, you still picked at the skin of your fingertips. anxious habits die hard.Â
landoâs managers came in alongside oscarâs beckoning both mclaren drivers to follow them to get ready for the race. lando found you instantly, his hands finding the handles on your hips, squeezing inward. you tensed at the action, wondering what had him on such edge.Â
you spun, hands running from his chest up to his neck, his cheeks. you cupped his face in your hands, sheepishly smiling.Â
âyouâll win this for me?â
he scoffed, âalways.âÂ
you smiled harderâif that was possibleâ and connected your lips with his. he returned your kiss, diving deep into your mouth. he held you close by your lower back, as if this was the last time that heâd ever kiss you. he sought to deepen your kiss by the clacking of your teeth, his tongue incessantly searching the inside of your mouth.Â
you separated yourself, still holding onto his cheeks. lando dipped his forehead against yours, seeking another kiss, but you pulled away. âgo. theyâre waiting for you.âÂ
âdonât care.âÂ
you flushed, allowing him one last peck before you patted his cheek. âseriously. go.âÂ
he chuckled to himself, kissing the top of your head, uttering a soft âi love you,â before being swept away.Â
âi love you too.â you mouthed, returning your attention back to lily. she was in awe of how you and lando behaved, carving such a rugged, playful boy into a man of posture and mannerisms that were only reflected by your good nature.Â
âwhat?â
ânothingâŠâ she looked away.
âlily.âÂ
âyouâve got that man on a leash,â she broke into a fit of giggles. you looked back to where they were walking out. lando had been looking for you, then at you. he gave a wave, you returned it, then looked back at lily.Â
âi prefer the term âfree-roaming.ââÂ
the race was coming to an end with a single lap left. lando led the race with a twenty-two second lead, and your hands were clasped tightly together with your headset on. you listened carefully to his radio messages, sassy and revving, and had your eyes locked onto the screen in front of you. with lily by your side, the two of you were anxiously awaiting the end.
your face suddenly appeared on screen, displaying your glistening eyes, perfectly done makeup and hair. a chic smile grew on your cheeks. you turned towards the camera man and allotted a small wave. your name appeared under the screen, lando norrisâ partner.Â
godâŠ
was there anything more prideful than that?
surely there was, but it didnât matter to you. you were there to support your boyfriend, lando, your lando, and it was more than enough to see that you were recognized as that.Â
the checkered flag appeared and lando was on the headline for crossing. you had to clutch your heart, hoping to grip it from the inside out to slow its beating, and it didnât cease when his mcl38 zipped past the flag.Â
there was an eruption of cheers throughout the garage and you were swarmed with love by the fellow mechanics and lily, too, who was happy for you to witness such a grand victory. a more than well earned victory.Â
a second one in the books for him. you couldnât have been happier.Â
the podium gathering didnât take long, and you managed to be at the front of the barricade, shoved forward by the team. you stood there, graceful and beautiful as he always saw you, and you were the loudest to clap and cheer as he walked out from the cool down room.Â
âyour winner, lando norrisâŠ!â and you couldnât help the tears that fell down your cheeks, the camera picking up your emotional feedback on the big screen. his eyes caught to it from the bannister, stepping up onto the tallest podium, and found you right at the front. his heart melted, dripped a red hot flame that burned for you. to see you there for him, emotional above all, solidified his feelings. what he wanted in his future.Â
you. you above anything else. you above racing, his career, his everything. he had nothing if you werenât by his side.Â
he took off his pirelli hat and let the national anthem play. the camera panned away from you then to zak brown. you swayed gently to the anthem, lost in your own world of loving him. you saw him through clear glasses, though he was always your rose. there was nothing more that you wanted in the future than to be with him. you and lando.Â
after his attributed champagne pop, the crowd dissipated from the pit lane and you engaged in conversations with different women, friends, and coworkers of mclaren. you were jovial with your presence, engaged as much as you could be, though your thoughts kept tracing back to him. lando, lando, lando.Â
you ended your evening in conversations with the ferrari womenâ alexandra, rebecca, and one of charlesâ friends, marta. youâre a recent acquaintance, meeting her only just a few moments ago. she was noticeably pregnant, and you wondered if that was just the recurring theme of the day.Â
âhow far along are you?â rebecca chimed in.Â
âabout twenty weeks, i think.â she smiled, holding her bump and leaning back into one of her heels to get a more comfortable angle.Â
âhalf way there! are you excited?â you asked her, sipping your sparkling water.Â
âof course,â she grimaced, though there was joy behind her eyes. âit can be hard, but itâs worth it. always worth it to see my husband with my daughter, and now itâll be brand new with this babe.âÂ
you gave her a heart-warming smile.Â
âthey kick every so oftenââ she grimaced again, reeling her face into a tight knot. âlike right now. do you want to feel?â she was looking at you. it took you a second to understand that she was referring to you, but you jumped at the opportunity.
âare you sureâŠ?âÂ
marta nodded. âput your hand here,â she placed your hand on her right side. you waited a moment before there was a small lurch beneath your palm. you looked up at her in pure disbelief, marveled by such a feeling. you wondered what itâd feel like to feel your own baby kick.Â
âsoâŠâ alexandra leered mischievously, âdo you plan on having children? with lando?âÂ
is everyone asking that today?
you stood up straight, embarrassed by the question, and brushed a piece of your hair behind your ear. âfor sure. thereâs no one else i want. whenever the time is right.âÂ
âheâd be such a good dad.â alexandra added, and you couldnât agree more.
âyou shouldâve seen him earlier with penelopeââ the girls were reeling at your story. âmaking bracelets with her. almost tripped over my own dress,â you covered your mouth to laugh, attempting to keep your voice down.
âsomeone has baby fever.â marta commented.Â
âugh,â rebecca groaned. âyou two are picturesque. alex and i were just talking about it.âÂ
âoh?â you wished to know more by their insinuation. it wasnât often that you listened to anything about you or landoâs relationship. half of the time it was negative comments from fans across social media, and you didnât want the other half to get to your head. you knew you were lucky as is, the least you could do was stay humble.Â
âohhhh most definitely.â alexandra nodded. âyouâve been together for whatâ ever? weâre waiting for an engagement post.âÂ
you were floored. it has been a good amount of time. âso am i,â it came as a laugh. you wondered if lando thought about it. if the thought ever crossed his mindâ the possibility of you becoming his wife.Â
it did.Â
he was watching you. heâd been done with his interviews for a good ten minutes now, but he was gripped by the scene unfolding before him. he had distracted himself by glancing at his phone, pretending to be scrolling through notifications. but he was staring. hard.Â
your hand was so tender-loving as it grazed martaâs baby bump. you looked up at her with a graceful smile, asking her important questions about her pregnancy. why were you so interested?Â
fuck, he hoped the answer he wanted was what you were thinking.Â
you, pregnant in your floral dresses, pleated gowns, traipsing around the halls of your joint home. barefoot, glowing, effervescent. he could see it now. the vision coming to life, coming to fruition from just a mere fantasy. he felt his dick twitch in his pants, his groin running hot.
he overheard the conversation, too.Â
âdo you plan on having children? with lando?âÂ
for sure. thereâs no one else iâd want.Â
fuuuuck. lando had to turn around, attempting to calm himself down. his entire body was aflame, an eternal gloss of bliss for wanting you. needing you. he needed to feel you. your touch. your skin beneath him, the way you curl effortlessly against the shape of his body.
yeah, heâs fucked.Â
after a few calming deep breaths, he was at least presentable. with his calmed down cock, he immediately made a beeline in your direction. he wantedâno, needed to get his hands around you as soon as possible. it was a world-ending feeling that suffocated him, gripped him by the throat.Â
you heard him approach before you saw him. landoâs hands were warm around your hips as he pulled you close. you felt the outline of his cock in his pants as he jut his hips forward. you turned your head over your shoulder, glancing up at him.Â
his nose found a home in the curve of your neck. you giggled when you felt his stubble tickle your skin, a hand coming instinctively to hold the side of his face tight against your skin. he breathed soundly against you, finding eternal peace of mind plastered against your body.
âit was nice seeing you alex, rebecca.â you began to bid your farewells. âmarta, it was a pleasure to meet you.â marta leaned in for a hug, which pulled you away from the warmth of landoâs body. you felt like a snail ripped from its shellâ hollow, cold.Â
âthe same for you,â pregnancy looked good on her. though, you canât recall the last time youâve seen her without a baby blooming inside her. âif you ever need adviceâŠalex has my number.âÂ
you blushed, feeling landoâs hand around your lower belly tense. âthank you. iâll be in touch.â you glance towards rebecca and alexandra, following landoâs pace back to the car.
landoâs eyes were hot as they drilled holes into the side of your head. you could feel it, though you werenât even looking at him. âi can feel your urge to talk, lan.âÂ
he laughed, holding your hand tight in his. âno. no, itâs nothing.âÂ
you stopped dead in your tracks, pulling your hand from his, crossing your arms over your chest.Â
âokay, okay,â he apologized, taking your hand back into his own, bringing it to his lips to kiss. his lips were warm and wet against your skin. your breath hitched.
âwell, go on, then.âÂ
âthis is the congratulations i get? damn, baby, youâre rugged.âÂ
you shoved his face away, beginning to walk back to the car once more. âyou know iâm proud. donât be silly, now.âÂ
âi know, i know,â there was a brief silence. âyou can show me in other ways.âÂ
âlando!â you gasped, and he broke into a fit of laughter. âdirty bastard.â you mumbled.Â
âwhat was that, baby?âÂ
ânothing. nothing. just like what you wanted to tell me, i guess.â two can play at this game. you heard him scoff, but ultimately relent.Â
âalright, alright. i justâŠâ he became shy with the tone of his voice. you could recognize it instantly. âheard your conversation with the girls, is all.âÂ
you attempted your best effort to still your facial expressions from annoyance, shock, embarrassment, and all of the fucking above.Â
 âyou heardâŠall of it?âÂ
âthe gist.âÂ
you tried to cover your face to shield yourself from the world. god, that was your fucking nightmare. you hadnât ever even touched upon a subject like that with him before. and now he had heard it from you talking to your girlfriends? oh, you just felt like the worst girlfriend in the world right now.Â
âfuck. i didnât mean toââÂ
âno, baby,â he opened the car door for you to slip into the passenger seat. you stepped in, gripping his forearm to sit down.Â
when he climbed in himself and turned over the engine, you shifted to face him. before you could even open your mouth to speak, he cut you off.Â
âi want kids, too, you know. with you.âÂ
âoh.â a weight lifted from your shoulders in that moment, and then you felt utterly stupid for thinking that he wouldâve reacted badly. this is your lando youâre talking to. a man you can share anything with. âyou do?âÂ
he looked flabbergasted. âyouâre joking, right?â
you shot your hands up in defense. âi donât know! children arenât exactlyâŠtemporary. i justâ i didnât know if you thought of meââ
âyouâre permanent, love.â his hand wrapped around your thigh as he pulled out of the driverâs lot, whipping past the fans that were keen on snapping a picture of him.Â
though youâve known that, deep down, it still hit you like the first time he told you that he loved you. a jaw-dropping epiphany that had been right in front of you the whole time. youâd been short-sighted, enjoying every moment that you had with him, and had become unknowing about the future youâve been perpetuating with him.
you covered his hand with your own, playing with the bracelets around his wrist. the charm bracelet âdaddyâ dangled between your fingers, rolling the beads over and over again.Â
âyouâd make a good daddy, wouldnât you?â you said the words under your breath, but even he could hear them like youâd shouted them in his face. he tightened his grip around your thigh.
âdonât say things like that,â he shook his head, eyes locked on the road ahead.Â
the air became heavy between you two. when wasnât it? not only did passion run through your veins, but heinous desire breathed life to your souls.Â
âwhy?â you stroked the top of his hand with your nails. âyou heard what i said to the girls.â his head lolled against the back rest. âwhatâs different now?âÂ
you felt the car accelerate. it vibrated the cushion you were nestled atop of, sending shockwaves through your cunt.
âdriving me fucking nuts, darling.âÂ
you knew you were. it was the secret to your relationshipâ the two of you understanding what made you tick. seethe with lust until there was no other option for you to climb him like a tree.
it didnât take long before he reached the hotel, pulling up to the front. you were getting your things to get up, but he was lost on his phone, pretending to be busy. âcoming?â you asked.
âpfftââ you could see him roll his eyes through the rearview mirror. âi wish. give me a second.â you couldnât help but huff to yourself under your breath, stepping out of the car with your heels clinking to the ground.
 with your purse over your shoulder you stepped up onto the curb, but was distracted by a small voice echoing over your shoulder.Â
down the sidewalk was a mother and a stroller. you smirked lowly, taking only the few steps itâd take to reach the mother and child.Â
âoh my gosh,â you squealed. the mother was taken back, but by your demeanor and eyes on her baby, she returned a smile. by her pink bonnet and bunny swath, you knew she was the cutest thing youâd ever laid eyes on. âshe is just the cutest thing!âÂ
âthank you,â the woman said.
âshe looks just like her mama,â you heard landoâs car door open, most definitely within earshot. âdonât you, sweet thing? yes you do!â you cooed at the baby, who erupted in a fit of louder giggles and mumbles.Â
the mother was flushed, but happy. âyouâre too kind. youâre good with children? do you have any of your own?âÂ
jackpot..!!
you clutched your purse as you stood up straight. you played into your theatrics, âoh gosh, i wish! my husband and i have been trying for ages, but heâs just so busy with workâŠâÂ
the woman tsked with disappointment for you. âyouâd make a beautiful mother,âÂ
âyou think so?âÂ
she nodded her affirmation.Â
âthatâs so sweet of you.â you were really milking this scene, especially that you knew lando was listening.Â
âis that your husband there?â she pointed to over your shoulder. and there he was, your husband, watching the two of you from behind the ajar car door.Â
âmmm, yes, it is.â you offered a cordial wave to him. he stuck two fingers up for a lazy wave, waiting for you to return to him. âi should go. it was a pleasure, maâam. your baby is adorable.â
she nodded a thanks, and you took your sweet time walking back to the car. you could hear lando tapping the windshield incessantly. before his head dipped down back into the car he called, âget back in.âÂ
youâŠadmit, you were confused. brows furrowed, you opened the passenger side door and bent down, âwhyâ?â
âget in the car,â your name was a rumble in his chest. you still didnât know what he was doing nor going, and your stubborn self wouldnât settle for a verbal answer.
you took too long for him. gripping your arm, he pulled you into the passenger seat, and you landed on your ass with a âthumpâ.Â
he fired up the engine again and pulled out of the traffic circle of the hotel. he radiated with heatâ you could feel it from where you sat. âwhere are we going?âÂ
he didnât answer you.Â
you crossed your arms and legs, looking out the window. the area was unknown to you, but lando always seemed like he knew where he was going.Â
it took only a minute for him to pull into an empty level of a parking garage, dimly lit with only one overhead light at the entrance of the ramp. he put the car in park.Â
âwhat are weââ
you couldnât finish your sentence until you were on his lap, hands gripping your waist so tightly that you had to gasp for air.Â
âhusband?âÂ
oh
ohâŠ!
well, this was a change you welcomed with open arms.Â
he lowered the seat back until you were straddled atop of him, fingers aimlessly toiling with the zipper of his jeans.Â
âdonât know what youâreââ
he snapped upward, gripping your chin between his forefinger and thumb. âbaby,â he breathed, and you shivered. âwhat do you want?â
your hips naturally moved back and forth against his own, dress hiked well above your stomach. his hand snaked between your legs, feeling the wet patch in your underwear. he hummed when you didnât reply, flicking his finger upward to graze your clit.Â
you mewled.Â
âwhat was that?â
your hand twisted around the hem of his shirt. you were already breathless, clenching around nothing except the sound of his words.Â
âtell me,â he muttered, staring up at your disheveled state. he made quick work of sliding your panties to the side, massaging the folds of your cunt between his fingers. you continued your writhing against him.Â
âwant you,â was what you managed to breathe out, hips rutting against his palm. he tsked, but allowed you this moment. a moment for him to bask in the way that you move your hips, writhe against his clothed cock that was egregiously hardening by the second and each amount of pressure you applied.Â
he slid his fingers in and out of you with ultra maneuvering, in and out, all around. he was a mastermind when it came to feeling you up, exploring you both on the outside, and the in. you were in heaven, ultimately, when he curled his fingers so deeply upon thrusting them. your cunt tightened so viciously around him that he groaned, his head falling back and his hardened cock thrusting upward. to no avail, his dick was strained against the cloth of his pants.
âfuck,â he cussed, curling his fingers over and over again. your body began to shiver, and only began to fall from grace when his thumb traced against your clit. stimulation grew hotter and hotter, until you let out a piercing moan from the depths of your throat. he angled his fingers differently, making you squirm.
âlando!â you breathed, feeling your climax creeping up on you faster than you could even blink. your core tightened, a coil of veracious flames churning around each other manifesting a slew of energy that released sparks from your nerves. your folds were inflamed, puffy, beating hot that you couldnât think straight. lando was touching you with his other hand anywhere that he could reach. he palmed your breasts through your dress, twisted a nipple to earn a delicious squeal.Â
âcome on, sweet thing,â he encouraged you with that stupid lopsided smile of his, you were looking down on him, sweat beading at his forehead, pupils blown dark and wide. his hand that was groping your breast moved upward, threading around the column of your throat. âshow daddy what youâre made of.âÂ
his hand tightened, and you felt the coil snap. he continued to pump his fingers in and out, maneuvering so perfectly, hitting that exact spot with precision.Â
he knew you came when your eyes rolled back into your head, legs quivering around his waist. god, youâre a sexy thing.Â
his hand loosened from around your neck, dropping to your chest, fiddling with the van cleef necklace he had gifted you. it reeked of possession, marking you as his with the âl.n.â initials engraved on the back of the golden surface.
the moment of bliss passed before he was pulling the zipped down from your dress and throwing it from over your head. your panties were next, though the fabric was thin as is. there you were, bare and glistening, before your so-called âhusbandâ as you had worded it. he wouldnât forget it, a spark igniting within him that was lit by the phrase leaving your tongue. he didnât think that it would affect him so muchâ
but it did.Â
he made quick work of his own pants, shoving them down to his knees beneath you, breathless and needy.Â
you gripped the hem of his shirt. he lifted his arms to hasten the process, and the shirt went to the back seat. with his skin exposed, you couldnât help but run your hands along his tan, toned chest. it made you dripping wet, though he was barely touching you now.Â
with your skin atop of his, carnage was sure to ensue. he took a drag of his fingers against your wet cunt and brought it to his lips. he sucked on them, releasing with a âpop.â your mouth hung open in anticipation for what he was going to do next. he always kept you on your toes.Â
but thisâŠthis is not what you expected.Â
he took a ring from his index finger, plated in silver, and slid it onto your ring finger on your left hand. the wedding finger.Â
it stuck to your sweaty palm, sure enough to not slip off.Â
âletâs make it official then, pretty girl.âÂ
you sat upon him astonished, looking down at the adornment that he had given to you. it dazzled on your finger.Â
âif youâre my wife, what does that make me?â
the words trembled from your lips, thighs tightening around his own. you could feel his dick sprung to life against your backside. âmy husband.âÂ
âgood, baby, you learn fast.âÂ
you gulped, finally taking a look at him from his propped upright position. he was downright smitten with you, guzzling everything about you inside of him. you were his, so much fucking so, that he was going to ruin you. and he didnât even feel bad for wanting it.Â
âmy husbandâŠâ you repeated, lowering your face down to meet his own. he smelled so goodâa mix of sweat and his cologne.Â
his hand tangled into your hair, creating a makeshift ponytail to meet your eye level.Â
âmakes me fucking crazy when yâsay itâŠâÂ
you knew that was the truth. youâd known the minute you sat down in the car. his demeanor had changed, shifted to something darker that you didnât quite understand. it was insane enough as is that youâd discovered so many things about him within a short period of time.Â
âhusband, daddyâŠwhatâs the difference?â you cooed, kissing up and down his neck. he groaned, landing a smack on your ass that had you giggling.Â
ââll just make you a mommy if you keep throwinâ that word âround.âÂ
you grinned ear to ear. against his cheek, you took a deep breath in, before letting go.Â
âdaddy.âÂ
if youâve ever made a good decision in your life, this has to be the best. a switch flipped. gears started to turn in his head. the spark plug burst into flames.Â
you were his undoer,
the key to his shackled restraint,
the sun to his universe.
it was always you. youâd been right in front of him for the past two years. two years to get to this point. two years for the woman he loved most in this world to be sucking his neck whispering âdaddyâ into his ear.Â
lando sat upright in the seat. with a hand at the back of your head, he forced eye contact with you. this was different. this look. you could feel it in your heart, your folds, as they began to beat synchronously. life with him was euphoria, and sex had been the serendipitous release for both of you.Â
but seeking the future together?
heaven incarnate.
despite being locked inside such a tight space, lando managed to swap your position with a suave move. you were on your back, shocked by his carnal rampage, as he hooked your legs upward. your toes scathed the ceiling of the car, pressed deep into the metal chassis.Â
âkiss me,â you demanded with the breath that you could take. he didnât waste a second, leaning down to your lips and capturing you with the most breathtaking press that he could muster. his tongue and your own fought for dominance over one another; you lost, quickly, unable to match his revered pace.Â
he wanted to eat you from top to bottom. devour your insides, carry you with him every day of his life. you would be his, one way or another, and he didnât care how it was.Â
lucky enough, you were more than willing to be his bride, his lover, his person.Â
because he was yours.Â
then he was inside of you. braving the treachery of your tight walls, he hissed when the tip of his cock slipped through your folds. youâd been dripping on the leather seat.Â
âfuck, babyâŠâ his head fell to the crevice of your neck and collarbone.Â
âoh my godddâŠâ the moan you both let out was terribly lewd, grotesque, even, with how he didnât start a pace. you both savored this sweet moment of lust, passion, and a figurative toast to a lifelong commitment to fucking one another.Â
with each thrust he took, he aimed to make a statement. deeper and deeper he penetrated you, his cock crafted of divine measure with how he quartered your g-spot.Â
you could never stay still beneath him. it had him on edge the way you squirmed. dare say it was one of the most favorite things about you, though the list would be never-ending. you shiver from pleasure, leaning into him as your cunt squelches beneath you.Â
echoes of moans bounce off the interior of the car, whilst a smile of greed and possession conceives on his own cheeks. the angle he has you at is deeper than any that youâve had beforeâ it left no room for noncommittal nature, no room for you to complain about wanting him closer, more, more, more.Â
âyâfeel me here?â his hand rest on your lower belly, your womb, as he applied pressure. you do feel him there. the indent of his cock is poignant, bulging out from the skin.Â
âmhmâŠ!â you whine, trying to keep your mouth shut from the onslaught of moans pouring out.Â
his attention turned to your tits as he swallowed a nipple whole with his tongue, sucking feverishly at the sensitive bud. it had you weak, dribbling to puddy.Â
he could only think about how youâd look pregnant. swollen tits, round belly, glowing with his child.Â
âthis what you wanted?â he grunted, his pace quickening. you were too dumb to speak, a droplet of drool leaking from your mouth. âhm? fuck youâfuck, fill you up?âÂ
your back arched at the sentence, not knowing that his words could have such an arousing effect on you. this arousal was different. the way you clench around him was different. your actions spoke a lot louder than your words.Â
âyeah? i can feel you, darling.â sounds of skin slapping and your hoarse voice could only be heard. he fucked you so good, treated you even better. fuck it, youâd rather be pregnant than anything else.Â
âplease, pleaseâŠâ you didnât know what you were pleading for, in truthâ he was already fucking you like heâd been in a rut.Â
âyeah? that what you want? want a baby?âÂ
your head nodded furiously up and down, tears of pleasure streaming down your cheeks. lando bent down to kiss them away, followed by a capturing of your lips. he swallowed your breaths, your moans. he trailed kisses down the column of your throat; your collarbones, breasts, nipples, nothing went untouched by his mouth.Â
âgodâŠtheseâŠâ he muttered against your tits, voice sending shockwaves through your body. âimagine how big theyâd be.â he managed to chuckle to himself. âswollen and beautiful,â he kissed the top of your abdomen.Â
âlandoâŠâ
his head shot up from his daze.Â
âthe time is right. please, pleaseââ your words seemed to hit him like a truck. the foreplay had turned reality, and he was more than ready to lurch into fate.Â
âwhat, pretty girl?â
your face flushed, biting your lip. âgive me a baby, need itâlan, need it so bad.â your hand found the back of his neck, tugging on the strands of his hair.Â
he tsked, his pace evening out to a level throttle. your lips formed a sweet pout, and he stroked your chin with his index finger. âgive you?â he mocked. âoh, donât think thatâs how we ask, do we?â
âlanâŠplease, please, can i have your baby? need it so bad lando, need itâŠâ you swallowed your breath. âdaddyâŠwanna make you a daddyâŠplease.âÂ
it was more than enough for him. âatta girl.â he grunted, deepening his lackluster thrusts into thrilling rides on his cock. âyâlearn fastâŠkids âr gonna be so smart.âÂ
âyes, yes! so good, lan.â you heaved, the heat in your cunt finding a boiling point, and he felt it by how tight you became around him.Â
âgo on, baby, take it. be a good girl and take it all.â youâd do anything to hear your lando call you a good girl. it had been more than enough to send you over the edge into a spiraling orgasm that had slick seeping around his cock. your vision whitened, and you could only see the shadow of your âhusbandâ through the light.Â
with sloppy thrusts, lando came with ease. he didnât pull out urgently, letting his cum soak inside of you. he peppered kisses along your ankles, your calves, and let them fall to the seat.Â
out of breath, your chests rose and fell at a rapid pace. landoâs forehead connected with your own, and through the haze of post-sex, he smiled at you.Â
you smiled back. the two of you broke into a laugh.Â
âfuckinâ knew that was gonna happen today.â he commented lazily into your chest. a hand of yours threaded through his brown curls.Â
âyour mastermind plan to babytrap me.âÂ
he raised a brow. âdid you plan on leaving?â
you gave him a knowing look. ânot in the slightest.âÂ
he became embarrassed and sheepish as he hid his face into your ribs. âno chance of it, now.âÂ
you chuckled, flexing your fingers to see the ring still there. âi want a real proposal, by the way.âÂ
his head shot up. âwhat? this wasnât good enough?â
you palmed his face with one hand, and tugged the back of his curled head with the other. âbastard.âÂ
it only took you two ten minutes to get your clothes back on from such a leisurely excursion from the empty parking garage. covered in his spit, sweat, and cum, you didnât feelâŠ.dirty.Â
when he finally pulled up to the valet and opened the door for you, you stepped out as graciously as possible. though your hair was a tangled messâ you tried your best. lucky enough it was late enough to where minimal paparazzi were gathered. thank god.Â
you shifted on your feet, shimmying the dress down, but lando came to your rescue. he pulled the dress down where it was crumpled at the back, caught between the hem of your soaked underwear.Â
âthat was a rental, wasnât it?â you pointed out, looking over your shoulder.
âthey should auction it.âÂ
you spun around and laughed in his face, gagged by the ego he has. âyou have a big head.âÂ
âneed all that room for you.âÂ
âcheesy.âÂ
landoâs eyes lit upâ though exhausted from the day and your antics, the sun still rose for himâ âalmost forgotââ he reached into his pocket whilst you waited patiently.Â
he pulled out a bracelet.
a friendship bracelet.Â
âthought it suited you.â he put it around your wrist, and you analyzed it clearly. in white, capitalized letters it read:
âMOMMYâ
âyou really had this thing planned.â you were impressed.Â
he shifted on his heels, throwing his hands up as if saying âwhat can i say?â âp thinks youâre pregnant now.âÂ
you gasped. âlando!âÂ
âi meanâŠhopefully.â he winked as you fiddled with the jewelry, still not bothering to take off the ring from your finger.Â
âwellâŠâ you brought a finger to your lips, thinking, âwe have to be certain, donât we?âÂ
lando was catching your drift as you walked backwards towards the entrance of the hotel, luring him in with your charisma. âperhapsâŠâ
âsoâŠwe need to try again.â he wasnât going to argue with that. âand again.â or that. âand again, for good measure.âÂ
âyouâre gonna kill me, baby.â he whined, chasing you up the steps. you squealed, running forward. inside the elevator you two went, clicking the floor for your room.Â
after further inspection, landoâs brows furrowed after he glanced over you. âwhat?âÂ
he covered his mouth to shield his devious smile.Â
âwhat, lando?âÂ
he coughed to hide his amusement, but it was a very bad act. âyouâreâŠâ
âwhat?âÂ
âyouâre dripping.â
you looked down at your thighs and saw the glistening reflection of his cum seeping out of you. fuck. maybe the first time was the charm, but you hoped it wasnât.Â
you really hoped it wasnât.Â
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à©â© he is âŠ. drunk? (smau) à©â©
pairing : lando norris x fem reader
summary : the chaotic process of Lando getting a wife
fc: Olivia Culpo
a/n : This is a series, and this is THE FINALE , THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF THIS ! it was requested anonymously, thank you for requesting it đ«¶đ»
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f1wags THE PROPOSAL WAS OF LANDO NORRIS AND HIS GIRLFRIEND OF 4 YEARS, Y/N CULPO
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user1 EXCUSE ME WHAT-
user2 miss rabbit has fainted đ«·đ»
user3 the plot twist no one expected đż
user4 I KNEW IT
user5 max posting the best man duties makes more sense now
user6 after all that fight, max is still lando's best man !?
user7 MRS. Y/N NORRIS
user8 lando, got tamed
user9 I will miss his fratboy party era ïżœïżœïżœ
user10 his party era started cuz of yn-
user11 both of them are party animals đ
user12 THEIR KIDS WOULD END THE WORLD
user13 talk about talent and looks
user14 but lando's talent is damaged đ
user15 can you stop hating on him ?
user13 it's a f1 meme đż
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ynnorris since 24'
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user1 THE USERNAME
user2 OH MY GAWDD
user3 he did good on that ring
user4 I HAVE THE SAME RING FHFHFHF
user5 SPILL THE DEETS
user4 it's a darry ring, you can only buy it once in a lifetime đ„č
user6 lando đ„č
landonorris from 24 to forever đ
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maxverstappen1 now he can finally stop eating our brains
alex.albon FINALLY AND YES , WELL SAID MAX
pierre.gasly he did good mate
charles.leclerc thank God he didn't stumble
carlossainz55 or fall in the ocean
ynnorris it's my engagement..? can yall congratulate?
maxverstappen1 oh, Congrats to the norris couple!!
alex.albon congrats đđ»
lewishamilton Congrats Y/N and Lando !! đđ»
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alex.albon HEY, EVEN I SAID CONGRATS, I DON'T GET LIKE !?
ynnorris no.
fransisca.kgnomes lots of love my wife
ynnorris he is just a side quest, dw đ
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landonorris to forever saying yes to my queen đđ
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maxverstappen1 d1 best man ( Y/N, we just gave him a few shots to calm down and stop revising his vows )
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user1 MAX KNOWS WHAT WE NEED
user2 MAXMILIAN YOU ARE PLAYING A DANGEROUS GAME
user3 THOSE PICTURES OF LANDO !?
user4 MARRIED LANDO HITS DIFFERENT
user5 HITS HARDER THAN MY BELT
user6 HITS HARDER THAN A HANGOVER BEFORE MATH
user7 HITS HARDER THAN DRAKE
user8 ayo wtf-
ynnorris if he drops down or shows up drunk, max your ability to produce heirs is gone
maxverstappen1 Kelly will fight you on that
ynnorris will she now ?
maxverstappen KELLY!? say something !?
ynnorris thatâs what I thought
landonorris you just had to post the middle picture didnât you
maxvertsappen1 yes, thatâs what you get for crashing into me
landonorris and the way you crashed into my heart ?
alex.albon THATS MAX NOT Y/N
george.russell HE IS DRUNK
alex.albon WAY TO GO MAX
lewishamilton get the chap to sober up, if he doesnât, I will snap his neck
ynnorris I love you Lewis đđ§Ą
lewishamilton anything for you đ«¶đ»
landonorris can you guys like not ?
landonorris itâs my wedding day and let me get married ?
landonorris we can see to yours and Y/Nâs engagement later
landonorris wait.. Y/N?
landonorris ISNâT SHE THE ONE MARRYING ME !?
landonorris Thank you lewis for telling me about her cheating
maxverstappen1 THATS IT HE IS WAY TOO DRUNK
ynnorris yâall have 1 hour.
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mclaren and it's signed now as Mr. And Mrs. Norris !!
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user1 AHAHAAHAH
user2 THEY LOOK SO PRETTY
user3 LANDO SIGNING OUR MARRIAGE PAPERS
user4 mate, get over the delulul
user5 HER GOWN IS EVERYTHING
user6 BEST WISHES
user7 NOW HURRY UP AND HAVE KIDS
user8 NEXT PROJECT VERSTAPPEN
user9 NEXT PROJECT MCLAREN
user10 let the kid breathe
user11 he isnât even born -
user12 LET IT BE A GIRL AND THE GRID AS UNCLES đ„čđ»
user13 IS LANDO HUNGOVER ?
user14 Lando keeping up the name of his frat boy era
user15 Landon being drunk for his wedding is iconic đ
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f1news After party pics from the Norris-Culpo Wedding !
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user1 fernando looks like a godfather
user2 GEORGE THAT YOU !?
user3 CHARLES THE GLOBAL FUCK BOY
user4 HE IS LITERALLY A GOLDEN RETRIEVER
user3 I AM TALKING ABOUT THE PICTURE!
user4 YOU CANNOT INSULT HIM LIKE THAT
user5 CAN YOU BOTH STOP FIGHTING!?
user6 lando and and his never ending saga of getting drunk
user7 NOT THEM DANCING ONE NIGHT AND NEXT DAY CRASHING INTO EACH OTHER
user8 max, darling you need to stop drinking and getting that man next to you to drink đ
user9 I can just tell that Kelly and YN are both done with them đ
user10 the George and fernando pic is so going as my wallpaper
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high definition â OP81 (smau)
pairing: oscar piastri x norris!fem!reader
summary: y/n tends to favor oscar over her own brother
warnings: none!
a/n: first smau.. send me requests if you want more đ
masterlist !
â Ë ïœĄ â àšà§ Ë
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yourusername found a new hiking buddy:) tagged: oscarpiastri
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user1 i need to go hiking with them asap
user2 omg oscar???
landonorris why do you keep stealing my teammate đ€š
yourusername not my fault he's cooler than you đ€·ââïž
danielricciardo AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE
yourusername OI! OI! OI!
danielricciardo oscarpiastri you've taught her well
oscarpiastri i try đ
user3 him taking a picture of her taking a picture is so personal to me
user4 she's wearing oscars mclaren beanie in the last one DHMU...
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[podium boy! oscarpiastri]
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landonorris where's my podium post
bffusername GIRL THE WAY HE'S LOOKING AT YOU
logansargeant and you still say your just friends..
oscarpiastri just posted !
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oscarpiastri great way to end the weekend tagged: yourusername
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user1 DOUBLE MCLAREN PODIUM âŒïžâŒïž
user2 our papayas did it đ„čđ„č
user3 finally the mclaren strategy made sense
yourusername can i come to every race now
oscarpiastri duh you're my good luck charm đ§Ą
landonorris what is y/n's face in that pic đ
yourusername I DIDN'T THINK YOUR CAR WOULD BE THAT LOUD
user4 his good luck charm???? hello????
mclaren first double podium of many
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yourusername turned 21 in the paddock today đ§Ąđđ«¶đ»ïżœïżœđđđš
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mclaren orange looks good on you
yourusername ikr! đ
user2 OSCARS HAT I REPEAT OSCARS HAT
user3 i just know mclaren got a lil cake for her âčïžâčïžâčïžâčïž
oscarpiastri i'm not getting that hat back anytime soon aren't i
yourusername nope! đ€
user4 I KNEW IT WAS OSCARS
landonorris wow you'll take osc's hat but not mine đ
yourusername well yes!
bffusername so glad the koala shipped in time đ
alexalbon missed opportunity to tag oscar as the koala
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oscarpiastri my birthday girl đ§Ą
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user1 HIS birthday girl.. oh im ending it all
user2 HARD LAUNCH???????????
landonorris i see who your favorite norris is đđ
oscarpiastri it took you this long to notice it's not you?
yourusername HAHA OSC LIKES ME BETTER đ«”đ€Ł
user3 sorry max and kelly, y/n and oscar are my new fav f1 couple
charlesleclerc so this is why you weren't at team dinner tonight
oscarpiastri sorry i have priorities đ€·ââïž
user4 Y/NOSCAR IM SO UP đđ»đđ»
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yourusername you know you could've stayed home right
oscarpiastri but you're the best third wheel
carlossainz lando i thought we talked about this, you ALWAYS stay home when they ask if you want to go with them
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i love you. it's ruining my life. (MV33)
â° max verstappen x popstar!ex!reader â°
summary: you and max have been broken up for four years now, going no contact for the entirety of those years. never bothering to contact eachother but he invites you to one of his races one day after the last show of your tour, who were you to say no?
genre: angst (im sorry)
wc: 3k
a/n: AHHH, THIS WAS WAS A DOOZY!!!!! i loved writing this (i mostly just like hurting myself more than anything). kind of dark themes tho, ooc max bc he vvv loving and would never cheat on his lover. thank you so much for 100 followers btw!!!!!! i wrote this as a 100 follower special :3 thank you so much for my supporting my short journey as a tumblr writer, you guys inspire me to write even more for you guys. can you imagine that's it's been a week of writing and i've already gained 100 followers?? i love you guys so much.
warnings: mentions of existing relationship with kelly, cheating
"thought of calling ya, but you won't pick up. another fortnight lost in america." - taylor swift, 'fortnight'
isn't it ironic that careers can really separate you from what truly made you, you? being a popstar, touring for months on end, surrounding yourself with new people, new opportunities, made it hard for you to reconnect with the people that helped you from day one.
it wasn't like you cut them off, or stopped talking to them. you tried. you really tried, but sometimes life goes on and people forgive and forget. your old life before you started your career was slowly being etched away and replaced with new pieces.
and maybe that was a bad thing.
"on stage in 2 minutes," a voice snapped you out of your trance, you looked up. you looked amazing in your sparkly dress, it was the last leg of your tour and you were touring in europe.
you had been offered to attend a formula one race this weekend after all of your shows had been concluded, you've been thinking about it, but you're not sure you want to go. one of the people from said past was in attendance and you're not sure if you wanted to immerse yourself in that again.
you didn't think about it for long though, you were due for a show and a show was what you're going to give.
it wasn't long until the weekend, friday to be exact and you had accepted the offer of being on the formula one paddock, you knew that a certain ex-boyfriend was going to be there, racing on the track and you were invited personally by him, which was why you were so skeptical to go.
POPSTAR Y/N BREAKS UP WITH F1 DRIVER MAX VERSTAPPEN.
you remembered the headlines, you remembered what you let go of but seeing someone you still loved after your break up almost four years ago stung a little bit.
you couldn't blame him though, you were the one to break things off all those years ago. it wasn't because you had a terrible relationship with him, but it was more because you both didn't have time for eachother and you could see it in his face everytime you came home to monaco after a long show.
"i miss you, when can you finally stay and actually stay awhile?" max's face looked pitiful and you could only look down at your feet, you felt guilty. you wanted this career, he pushed you for this career but sometimes you wished that you could split yourself in two to cater to both his needs and yours.
you look back up at him, locking eyes with his stormy blue eyes, "i don't know maxie, maybe next month? i don't really have a schedule for next month, i can stay in monaco with you for awhileâ"
"you said that last month, when are you actually going to be free schatje?"
"max, i can't give you a definite timelineâ"
"what's the point of me being in a relationship with you when i can barely see you?"
it hurt to hear those words come out of his mouth.
maybe that's when you finally realized that he deserved someone normal, someone who wasn't a famous singer and could actually spend time and be there for him.
but here you were, amidst the paddock with a singular security guard because you didn't think you needed more than one, considering security around the paddock was tight in of itself.
the red bull's garage had been nice to you, offering you anything you possibly could need while being on a grand prix, you had politely declined any type of special treatment though, wanting to feel like a person for once in your life.
you wouldn't say your job is the hardest in the world, never. doing what you loved while meeting all of your fans was going to be the highlight of your day, but sometimes the job came with crazy fans that would invade your privacy for selfish reasons, and it made you a tiny bit stressed.
you remember starting out from the netherlands, starring in small gigs before getting signed to a mega corporation in america, which was when you moved. you slowly lost contact with your friends, but you were sure they were proud of you although you weren't proud that you lost contact with them.
you knew that if you contacted them that it would be awkward, there was just no way they would even remember you, right?
you were walking about aimlessly around the paddock, it was free practice day which meant that after the allotted time of the free practice, drivers were free to roam around the paddock however they wanted. you were scared on what you had to face today.
you told yourself to just keep calm, take whatever you got this weekend and just react like a sane person.
saturday came and went, you attended the paddock to watch the qualifying session, of course, max came out on top. was it even a surprise to you? you knew he was the best of the best, you never expected less of him, even after all these years.
sunday was here and maybe it was the anxiety, but you felt like throwing up when you saw max approach you.
"y/n, it's good to see you."
god, those eye-smiles. you could never get tired of them.
"hi max, congrats on starting out pole for this weekend," you told him as you shook hands with him, he was all smiles.
it felt good to see him happy.
"how has the paddock been treating you?" max asked, gesturing all around him, "have you tried the food? it's really good."
you nod as you let go of his hand, clasping it with your other hand, a nervous habit, "yeah, the food's good. how have you been? i haven't talked to you in awhile," a nervous laugh bubbled up from your throat, you were nervous to see him, maybe it was those damn butterflies in your stomach that you couldn't get rid of when he looked at you with those blue eyes of his.
"i know, you've been quite busy right?" max laughed at you, he felt silly conversing with his ex-girlfriend like this, like they didn't have a past.
you could only nod and smile back at him, shoulders tense, "yeah, touring's been eventful. it's the last leg of the tour so i decided to come, thank you for the invite by the way, i really appreciateâ"
"max, who's this?" a voice came from behind you, quite condescending if you did say so yourself, cutting you off, you turned your head around to see his girlfriend and his girlfriend's child coming into view, walking towards max and wrapping max with her arm as a possessive embrace.
max kissed her cheek, and that hurt. you didn't want to know why, but you knew. he spoke up afterwards, "this is y/n, she's a singer. i wanted her to come because she had a show here, thought the timing was quite convenient for her. y/n, this is my girlfriend, kelly piquet. she's a model."
you extended your hand as a form of hello before introducing yourself, "hello, i'm y/nâ"
"yeah, i know who you are," kelly cut you off again, you were quite taken aback by the hostility, your hand left hanging but then again, max was talking to one of his ex-girlfriends. you thought you would react the same way, so you didn't take it too much to heart. her face was something you'd describe as an angry, possessive tiger, brows furrowed, frown on full display.
"i didn't mean to take time away from your boyfriend. i was just having a little chat pre-race," you tried to give her a smile while returning your hand back to your side, but kelly was adamant about standing her ground.
little penelope was looking at you like she had stars in her eyes, you smiled at her. as if it was a sign of whether she should speak up, she starting speaking to you directly, "hi, i really love your songs. do you think you can stay in the red bull garage and we can take pictures together?"
you giggle and bend down to her level and pat her head, "hi little p, of course we can take pictures togetherâ that's if your mother lets me," you acknowledged that this little girl was no ordinary little girl and was your ex-boyfriend's girlfriend's child.
"can we all talk in private please?" kelly excused the three of them away before you could even give her a response but you understood her. standing back up before walking off deeper into the paddock.
MAX'S POV
"i don't understand why you would invite her!" kelly was pacing around the motorhome, here we were fifteen minutes before race start and here my girlfriend was still yelling over something that happened two hours ago.
"kelly, i just thought it was a good idea. i wanted to invite her because i know p was such a big fan of hersâ"
"she's your ex for god's sake, max!" kelly yelled out yet again, "why would i ever approve of her coming to one of your races? let alone be near to p??" her pacing was more feverish now, like she was scared.
i could only sigh, honestly i wasn't too worried about this problem at the moment. the only thing on my mind was the race and only the race.
"look, can we talk about this when i've finished with my race? i really need to focus and you keeping me locked up in here isn't going to help with it," i stood up from my seat, i didn't want to hear anything else come out of her mouth other than a 'okay' and letting me walk out of here.
"don't you think our relationship is at stake hereâ?"
"if you don't let me go out into the garage, then we're nothing kelly," i say with finality, i wasn't going to let her ruin a race, "i told you, we will solve and talk about this issue later, but you chose to lock me up in here. there will be nothing to salvage if you don't let me do my job."
kelly wordlessly stepped out of the way of the door and let me go, thankfully just with enough time where i could run down and get into the garage, getting me in racing gear.
thankfully the red bull mechanics and officials were understanding enough to let me rush and get inside of my car, getting into the chasis just at the right moment where we would need to drive out.
it was going to be a fine race for me. i knew it. i had enough confidence in myself to know whether i could win a race, and this was one of them.
"and that's p1 max, great race," gp was in my ear, i was proud of myself for winning, but kelly was gnawing the back of my mind. although, the first face i saw when i got out of the car was y/n's.
it felt like my heart stopped beating, i thought i got rid of those stupid butterflies ages ago, but nothing ever beat seeing her smile after i finished a race. she looked so beautiful, so ethereal but i washed those thoughts out of my head.
i had a girlfriend.
i can't run up and hug her because she's my ex. i have a loving relationship in front of me. what was i thinking?
kelly was nowhere to be found in the celebratory pit, i thought that maybe she was still too angry to face me at the moment. it stung a little bit, but she'll get over it. i'm sure.
the night moves on fast, and somehow i found myself still in the garage fixing a few things with the sim, most of the mechanics and staff were long gone. with kelly nowhere to be found. sometimes i felt bad, for still harboring feelings for an ex that left me four years ago.
my relationship with her felt so different with kelly's...
she was like fresh air you would breathe after exiting a club in the middle of the night, the smoke that clouded the air dissipating almost instantly after that fresh air hit your lungs. somehow, even four years later i still find her in little things i do everyday.
against my better judgement, i picked up my phone and i gave her a call.
"hello?"
i breathed out a sigh of relief when i realized she hadn't changed her phone number yet.
"it's me," were the words that left my lips, "you wanna come celebrate with me tonight?" i was picking on my jeans, i didn't want her to say no. i just wanted to spend a little time with her.
"what about your girlfriend? isn't she going to be even more upset with youâ"
"can we not talk about her right now?" i closed my eyes and leaned back against the chair i was sitting on, hearing her voice again after a long time just... it felt right.
"max..."
"don't... just don't. i know what you're gonna say and i know it's wrong but i just... i can't do this today. i just won today and the first face i saw was yours, she didn't bother to show up. you can't tell me how to feel, y/n," i rubbed my temples, "meet me in the lobby of my hotel tonight. i just wanna see you."
"if i say okay, will this be a one-time thing?" y/n asked, i could hear the soft rustles of her moving things around, she was probably already in her hotel, resting from her tour when i had called.
"better yet, just drop the address of where you're staying. i'll come to you."
the first thing max did when he saw you was crash his lips into yours, you wanted to push him away, be the better person and tell him that he has a girlfriend but your arms couldn't do it.
your lips disconnected after awhile, he was breathing heavy, face flushed, hands all over you, "i've missed you."
you hum a response, you could barely get out a response when you feel his lips on yours again, this was wrong. all the alarms in your body were telling you to push him off, to yell at him, to reprimand him for basically cheating on his girlfriend.
but you didn't.
and maybe that made you a bad person, but at the moment you didn't care. you just wanted to feel him once more.
you woke up the next morning, cuddled up against max, both of you bare and indecent. he hadn't left yet, maybe he didn't want to leave.
the reality of last night crashed down onto you as you realized what you've done.
"max?"
"yes, schatje?"
the little nickname he gave you never went away. he used to call you that all the time but the feelings that came with it was no longer endearment but horror.
"you need to get back to your girlfriend, i don't think i can do this," you unwrap yourself from his grasps and sit up, back facing him, tears filling your eyes.
"woah, woah. schatjeâ"
"please, max. i feel like shit. you have a girlfriend and i just slept with you. last night was a mistake," you breathed out and hugged your knees close to your chest. you felt his hand on your back.
"y/n, what are you sayingâ" you cut him off before he could say anything else.
"i can't give you what you want max. we can't be together anymore. our story ended four years ago, please don't make this mistake. you're going to regret it," you quickly got up and away from his close proximity and got dressed.
you didn't know how to face him anymore.
"can we please talk about it at least? you can't lie and say that you don't feel the same way i do," max's voice came from behind you, you were pacing around the room, you were stressed. he was sitting there, shirtless with his pants on now.
"i do max! and that's the worst part because i knew you're in a relationship but i still let this happen. i am a horrible person. i love you and it's slowly ruining my life. i should've known better!" you turn around to face him, your face red, tears streaming down your face.
max could only sigh and raked a hand through his hair, "schatje..."
"we can't be together max, you know it. i can never give you what she gives you. she can be with you almost all the time max, you threw that all away for me? for someone who can't give you time of day?!" you sob into your hands.
you felt arms wrapping around you as you sob into his embrace.
MAX VERSTAPPEN BREAKS UP WITH GIRLFRIEND KELLY PIQUET ONLY AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF BEING TOGETHER.
you scroll past that headline as you got ready for your appearance to promote your new album, it came out two days ago and you were to debut the new songs on jimmy kimmel.
the tortured poets department.
you hadn't talked to max ever since that night, ever since he tenderly kissed your forehead and told you it was going to be okay and that he would figure it out. he had been blowing up your phone, asking to meet but you didn't have it in your heart to meet him after destroying his relationship like that.
that was two months ago.
you were due on stage in around an hour and that's where you would sing your heart out, leaving whatever pieces of your old self behind when you slept with max for the final time.
"i love you, it's ruining my life. i touched you for only a fortnight."
hello! thank u for reading this fic hehe, hope u guys enjoyed it. thank you again for 100 followers!!!!
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# MV33 â MEU CORAĂĂO CHORA !
MASTERLIST !
001. SUMMARY !
⯠your ex-boyfriend moving on inspires you to write a song.
002. NOTE !
⯠i used kellyâs likeness but i mean no actual hate/harm to her (or not for dating max⊠although⊠anyway yâall know what i mean) this is all fiction!!!!!!! hereâs the song.
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ynfan1 YESSSS NEW SONG
ynfan2 omg is it gonna be a portuguese songâŠ
maxfan1 lmao releasing a song on your exâs birthday⊠real mature
‷ ynfan3 yall are in her business more than usđ
ynfan4 awww charles liking
maxfan2 yesss break up songs about max!!!!
carmenmmundt Uff lo que se viene đ„
‷ yourusername es una locuraaa
ynfan5 love that yn and the wags are still friends
maxfan3 releasing this on maxâs birthday is CRAZY
‷ ynfan6 yall are talking more about max than the actual song, chill
ynfan7 iâm soooo ready for this new era
ynfan8 iâm both excited and scared about what this song will be about
yourusername updated their instagram stories!
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kellypiquet What really matters đ«¶đ»âš
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ynfan21 BOOOO đ
ynfan22 âwhat really mattersâ girl bye
maxfan21 going from yn to herâŠ
ynfan23 ok so how long till they break up
‷ maxfan22 i give it a few months
‷ ynfan24 a few months? i give it a few weeks đč
maxfan23 crying at max not liking this
ynfan25 this is patheticccc
ynfan26 using your child and bf for interactions⊠yikes
maxfan24 yeah no this is not it
‷ ynfan27 the way itâs clearly meant as a diss for ynđ
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yourusername AGORA. OUT NOW.
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ynfan31 SLAYYYYY
maxfan31 max liking?!?!
‷ maxfan32 no like this is insane
ynfan32 MOTHER IS MOTHERING
ynfan33 the lyrics and the video were fantastic
maxfan33 max liking this but not kellyâs postđ
ynfan34 this whole song is crazy
‷ ynfan35 we need max to go get his girl!!!!
ynfan36 this has become my situationship anthem
maxfan34 soooo when are they getting back together
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f1gossip Are Kelly and Max officially over? Everything seems to point in that direction. The model unfollowed the driver and also archived the post she had made with him in it. Also, Max had previously liked a post about his exâs YN song âAGORAâ which is speculated to be about him.
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maxfan41 did max ever follow kelly?
‷ f1gossip No, as far as we know he never followed Kelly back.
ynfan42 max heard yn was missing him and RAN
ynfan43 I AM LOVING THIS
maxfan42 kelly tried and failedđ
ynfan44 if they get back together iâm throwing a party
‷ maxfan43 the whole world will
maxfan44 i neeeeed my fav wag back in the paddock
ynfan45 âi hope theyâre listeningâ GIRL HE DID
#*à©â©àŒ my works !#max verstappen#max verstappen x reader#danna paola#max verstappen x you#max verstappen fanfic#max verstappen angst#max verstappen fic#max verstappen social media au#max verstappen smau#f1#formula 1#formula one#f1 x reader#f1 x you#f1 fanfic#f1 social media au#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 x you#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 social media au
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MRS TELEVISION | a. frederick
summary: a scroll through your internet presence as 'mrs television'. [social media AU.]
pairing: fem!reader x arthur frederick (arthurtv)
faceclaim: bri kerr
notes: first piece for mrs television out of the wag universe. bri is gonna be the main fc I use for mrs television, hopefully you like it!
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yourinstagram helped out on someone else's video for once, chris finally let me leave the dungeon!!!
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user she kills me
user hottest producer award goes to...
chrismd_10 drinking on the job?
yourinstagram constantly
user she looks peppered in the 3rd slide
user first risky pic from y/n ever on the 6th slide
georgeclarkey thanks for the candid of me and my man đđ
arthurtv please someone get him away from me
user y/n's friend is inhaling that guinness đ«ą
arthurtv great photography for the 1st and 3rd pictures, big fan!
yourinstagram humble as ever mr television
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yourinstagram lots of fun at work recently, constantly mixing business and pleasure đ„ chrismd thanks for keeping me employed even if I drink at work
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user I can't tell if shes joking about drinking at work đ
user its definitely a joke, most bts has y/n yelling at chris to pull his head in lol
user she keeps him in line!
yourinstagram have been going on 15 years
user we thank you for your service đ«Ą
arthurtv no jerseys at the match???
yourinstagram the nerve!
chrismd_10 who's that handsome fella in the last slide?
miniminter leave the md clutches and come to sidemen
yourinstagram throw in talia and you have a deal
georgeclarkey you drunk
yourinstagram seems to be the new normal now, just embracing my new brand (like you and your Invisalign ads)
georgeclarkey too far
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yourinstagram more of a traveller atm than a producer! enjoyed spain very very much, definitely swipe to the 8th slide to see what arthur classifies as a front flip
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arthurtv it's called being flexible, you wouldn't know anything about it
yourinstagram your six-year-old sister does a better front flip than you
arthurtv leave flora out of this
user guys stop flirting in front of us đđ the false hope hurts
georgeclarkey always appreciate meeting a fan
yourinstagram die
calfreezy that photo was sacred y/n
chrismd_10 I feel ashamed, embarrassed
willne the absolute cheek
user why is no one talking about how good y/n looks in these pictures??
faithlouisak Im thinking the same thing?
user literal island princess
user is that danny aarons in the 5th picture đđ
yourinstagram dont even ask how he got the invite
chrismd_10 we're still not sure tbh
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yourinstagram filmed a very *cool* video this week đšïž
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arthurtv again, who is your photographer???? such raw talent is exquisite
yourinstagram im very close to letting him go actually, you can have him!
user arthur being the first to comment on her posts fuels my mrs television heart really, give us something guys
user I love them at my core I can't lie
user she is just so pretty
chrismd_10 get back to work
yourinstagram I literally just want to breathe chris
user someone make chris let y/n go, she needs to be a free woman
bezhinga faiths phone is dead but she says 'u look leng'
yourinstagram I love you faith kelly x
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yourinstagram very good friends! (happy one year doofus)
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user A WHOLE ASS YEAR???????
user who even are they????????
user I feel like I have been swindled here miss l/n
user can we finally call her mrs television??? shes more than chris' producer now, she's one of us
arthurtv best friends for life! (I love you very much)
user I can't tell if im going to cry or faint tbh
user why is he always playing chess, arthur PLEASE
yourinstagram I'm asking this question all the time?
chrismd_10 I take credit for this relationship btw
yourinstagram how so?
chrismd_10 if I hadn't sat with arthur in class and then dragged you into our group project, I like to think this wouldn't have happened
georgeclarkey I love all of the fans so much but please stop sending me these pictures of my fiancé wrapped around another woman
user GEORGE PLEASE
#arthurtv x reader#arthurtv#arthur frederick#arthur frederick x reader#arthurtv imagines#arthurtv fluff#cel's social media aus
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ౚৠLACY ౚà§
masterlist / rules / requests & talks with me!
SUMMARYౚৠMaxâs new girlfriend reminds you of everything you arenât. You didnât just want him anymore, you wanted to be HER.
PAIRING ౚৠMax Verstappen x Ex!Fem!Reader (not very much tbh), Platonic!Kelly Piquet x Platonic!Fem!Reader
WARNINGS ౚৠKelly Piquet mentions đ°đ° (IM JOKING DONâT COME AFTER ME), obsession, changing oneself to fit anotherâs gaze, mentions of straightening and changing hair color.
A/N ౚৠHello there đž -Anon!! Iâm so happy to see that youâve been reading my fics for so long, I truly appriciate you and want to thank you for how youâve been so supportive these past months as well đ©· Although⊠Iâm not so sure happy endings are in my vocabulary đ€ (JK IâLL MAKE IT A HAPPY ENDING IN MY OWN WAY đ«¶) Again, love you sm đž -Anon, I hope you enjoy this đ©· (requested!)
Iâm also VERY sorry this is so short!! I was out of brain juice while writing this but still wanted to do it at the same time for you! :(
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maxverstappen1 celebrating with my favorite people â€ïž
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â username9 youâll never be y/n â username10 @ username9 yeah, because sheâs kelly and they BOTH love max in their own way.
username1 missing y/n-stappen.
username2 they are so cute but i will never get over max and y/n </3
username3 MAX VERSTAPPEN DOMINANCE đŁïž đ„ đŁïž đ„
â username11 DU DU DU DU đŁïžđŠ đ„ đłđ±
username4 canât believe that y/n isnât the one to celebrate with max for getting another word championship :(
â username5 what is with all of you complaining about y/n not being there?! max moved on, you guys should too. â username6 @ username5 damn sorry that we have opinions that we are voicing. â username7 @ username5 soooo we arenât aloud to miss someone that was a part of maxâs life for so long and that we grew to love? â username8 @ username5 parasocial relationship fr tbh đ
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username9 HERE BEFORE MAX
â username10 bro is faster than max emilian verstappen
username11 the y/n like???
â username12 like what is she doing here đ â username13 can another girl not like a photoshoot in her life?? đ
username14 so pretty!! đ€©
username15 sheâs such a upgrade from y/n honestly
â username16 and why is that??? â username17 @ username16 because she fits a driverâs type aka a model đ?? â username18 @ username17 sorry i didnât know you speak for all drivers and their types
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lilymunihe âïž take the swimsuit off when??
â y/n_l/n đ«Łđ«Ł â username32 take the swimsuit off so she can stop copying kelly?? now. â username33 @ username32 you kelly fans are so obsessed with y/n like make a fanpage for at at this point
username19 hold up this looks sorta familiar
username20 itâs giving kelly rip off
â username21 kelly rip off?? sheâs the og. â username34 @ username21 og fake model? yeah â username35 @ username34 honey you do a face reveal at this point because that black screen pfp ainât doing you justice. â username36 @ username35 LMAO EAT HER UP
username22 anyone noticed how the swimsuit looks like kellyâs??
â username23 white swimsuit = copying kelly, got it.
username24 trying hard to look like kelly piquet
â username25 super duper! â username37 you all accuse this woman of something like 20,000 other people never posted a similar photo
username26 some people are seriously stretching with the y/n copying kelly. so her and kelly both posted photos of them at the pool, what about it???
â username27 LITERALLY. â username28 at this point they must just accuse every wag of copying kelly with their photos â username29 @ username28 honestly đđ
fransicac.gomes âïž pretttyyyy đ
â username30 pretty good at copying? yes. â username31 @ username30 OML SHUT UP.
[kellypiquet has posted a story 18 minutes!] [y/n_l/n has posted a story!]
210 people have replied to your story!
username38 girlieâŠ
username39 now this isnât very subtle anymore is it
username40 y/n??
lilymunihe âïž girl. open our chats rn or iâm taking away your phone privileges
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y/n_l/n has posted a story 5 minutes ago!
[1: đ€đ§žđ] [2: new hair!! âđ°đ]
104 people have replied to your stories!
username41 y/nâŠ
username42 not even hiding it at this point.
username43 copycat
username44 trying to win back max and not in a good way.
iamrebeccad âïž y/n lovely, we need to talk. :(
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y/n_l/n iâve been in a rough patch these past couple months. and it took a wake up call to realize that you donât need to change yourself to be loved.
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kellypiquet âïž iâm so happy about the journey for you! we should go get coffee sometime to chat! đ„°
â y/n_l/n i would love that đ„čđ©· â username45 GIRL SUPPORTING GIRLS!! đ â username46 no war between them. no kelly > y/n or y/n > kelly. â username47 itâs ust Y/n AND Kelly đ„č!
username48 so happy for y/n to be finally moving on and focusing on herself now. she deserves all the love.
maxvertsappen1 âïž canât wait for my favorite girls to get along đ
â username49 âMY FAVORITE GIRLSâ â username50 IM CRYING. â username51 max and y/n might not be together, but they support each other like they never split and i love that.
alexandrasaintmleux thatâs our girl that we love đ©·
â y/n_l/n aleeeeexxx đđ iâm the one that loves you!! â charles_leclerc âïž suspicious.
franciscac.gomes âïž we love you y/n đ«¶
â y/n_l/n i want to kiss you omg â pierregasly âïž thatâs my gf?? â y/n_l/n and thatâs my bestie?? â francisca.cgomes âïž thatâs it you two, fight over me to the death đ©
iamrebeccad âïž so proud of you!! â€ïž
â y/n_l/n beccccaaaa đ
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kellypiquet âïž friendship start in the most miraculous ways sometimes. had such a fun time with @ y/n_l/n! P canât wait to see her new friend again!
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y/n_l/n â€ïž
#đž anon#âïŸ user âł theyluvkarolina â#f1 x reader#f1 fanfic#formula 1#formula one x reader#f1 imagine#f1 smau#formula one x you#âïŸ smau âł theyluvkarolina â#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fanfic#âïŸasks âł theyluvkarolina â#formula 1 x reader#formula one#f1 fandom#f1 fic#f1 x female reader#f1 x you#max verstappen x you#f1 angst
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woman ⟠l.n - ii
⧠you love max, you really do but your little brother has been getting more on your nerves each day as he tries to set you up with one of his friends.
⧠verstappen!reader who's older than max so if age gaps freak you out, don't read đ
⧠prev part â next part
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y/nverstappen
đ Monte-Carlo, Monaco
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y/nusername only valid reason to visit Monaco if we're being completely honest đ„
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maxkellyp y/n taking her aunt duties very serious
bott_ass where to apply to have you as my sugar auntie? asking for a friend?
zhou_ey time to have your own babies đ
y/nverstappen I'm actually good with being the wine and sugar aunt for now đ·
zhou_ey that's a pretty cool job too!
kellypiguet bring her home before dinner? đ
y/nverstappen what do you mean, we're already on our way back to the netherlands, this my kid now.
lewham44 still a better mother figure to p than kelly đ€Ą
landonorris I know a few spots in Monaco you can't miss đ
fewtrelllando spot number one: my bedroom
carlito55 lmao @.fewtrelllando jail for you đ
dandoo mate, this is a post about her niece and you're flirting with y/n or making and attempt to do so? đ
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y/nverstappen posted to their story
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landonorizzzz lando in Monaco last night after the GP â€ïž
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norr4slan screaming crying throwing up đ€Ż
lanlan frothing at the mouth..
norstappen wait a damn minute, was that y/n verstappen?! đ
norrizzfour yeah but if you look closely she's just walking past with her friends and kelly lol they probably all went to the same place
maxiell nah my girl is avoiding him for real đ
landoscar oh my god he's so pretty đ
supermaxv MOTHER AND LANDO?
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y/nverstappen
đ Monte-Carlo, Monaco
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y/nverstappen Monaco dump đČđš
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dannyricric man I'd do anything to live a life like this
tom1967 she's living off her brothers wealth..
dannyricric I'm pretty sure she makes enough money herself to live a life like this. đ
julieeeexo you and sanne served absolute cunt on the grid! đ€©
bobnorriz not the picture of the charles, max and lando podium :')
kellypiguet was really nice to have you around this weekend, we should definitely do this more often, P absolutely adores her auntie đ„°
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charles_leclerc it was very nice we got to hang out togetherâș
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sharllekler this guy makes me cringe so hard but it's so endearing, like did he pull all his girlfriend's by being awkward? đ
sixteenleclerc girl have you seen y/n? She's got something that'll make most men awkward as fuck
victoriaverstappen so sad we couldn't join you two this year
y/nverstappen we should already plan for next year then đ
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đ Amsterdam, the Netherlands
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y/nverstappen protect your peace đž
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bananaclerc hey, yes, hi..I'd like to be you đ
norrisoscar I've only known this woman for a week but I'm already obsessed with her
keirarobins do I spy new products for the store? đ
y/nusername keep an eye open đ
zhou_ey I don't know if I want to be you or if I want to be with you đ
sannetje is that my hat?
y/nverstappen don't know what you're talking about..
sannetje sure..
landonorris I need that candle
maxv1 boy go to her store lmao, this is no webshop đ
landonorris ïżœïżœïżœïżœ
grussell63 man I really thought you had more game than this..who taught you this, Charles? đą
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Reader having an absolute baby fever while seeing Lando interacting with little fans during a race weekend.
Note: I have been in my Lando feels so much recently (who knew, right? With what I've been posting đ« ), and the little ones near him just send my ovaries to the moon, I swear!
It first happened when the little boy with a Mclaren cap Lando waited for him at the entrance of the McLaren unit after qualifying. You walked with Jon in front of Lando as he was giving Sky Sports a quick interview, spotting the little boy immediately.
"Oh my goodness, look how cute!", you gushed as you approached him and his family who seemed to recognise you, "are you here to see Lando?", you asked, crouching down so you were at eye level with him. He got really shy and hid beside his mum's legs as you smiled at him, hoping would finish his interview soon.
"Well, hello!", Lando greeted the little boy as his parents ushered him gently to take a picture with him, "come here, buddy!", Lando smiled as he walked up to him, "I really like your cap!", he tried to settle his nerves and as his parents were about to take the photo, he ran away from your boyfriend, "oh- okay", he chuckled before the little boy stood back next to him, "you have to say cheeeeese!", Lando exaggerated as the little boy giggled.
"That was such a cute moment, I snapped a couple of pics to put in my photo dump! And I'm going to send this one to your mother!", you cheered.
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Walking through the paddock, you noticed it was quieter than usual at this time of day, scanning your pass and trying to stay out of the way of the people working there and saying hello to the ones you were familiar with as usual until you spotted a little McLaren driver.
"I'm sorry, miss!", the man you assumed was his father called for you. You had on your McLaren rain jacket, and the grey pants you were wearing did make you look like you worked for the team, so when he asked you at what the time Lando would be doing autographs, you apoligised, "Oh, I don't work for the team, I'm sorry!", you explained, "Oh, it's just Liam wanted to meet him, we'll ask someone else, thank you", he smiled warmly as Liam waved at you.
"Actually, I can make that happen for you", you smiled as you explained the whole situation as you walked to the unit, calling your boyfriend's trainer to make it happen.
"Who's this?", Zak asked you as you walked hand in hand with Liam into the garage, "this is Liam, and he's a big fan of...", you encouraged him to speak up, "Lando!", the boy said loudly, "Oh - thank Goodness! I thought someone had done some magic and Lando shrunk!", Zak said, feigning relief as he out his hand on his chest to emphasise.
"Look, it's Lando!", Liam yelled as he saw your boyfriend walk to where you were, "Hi Liam! I was told I have a very special fan at the track today!", he said as he crouched down, talking to him about all things related to racing and then showing him around the garage.
"How much do you want to have his kids after this? I promise I won't tease you too much about it", Max jokingly whispered on your ear as you watched your heart eyes directed at your boyfriend as he let Liam touch the steering wheel.
"In a way that concerns what I believe and questions feminism, as in I would happily give him a football team, bench players included, so, yeah, that much", you looked up at Max with a stern face as he seemed shocked by your words, "told you, it's been hitting me pretty hard lately", you shrugged your shoulders.
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Max had space on his jet for you and Lando, and since you were all flying back to Monaco, you accepted the offer to fly with them.
"There they are", you nodded with your head as you spotted Kelly, Max and Penelope by the passport verification counter.
"LANDO!", the little girl yelled as she jumped in her spot in excitement at seeing your boyfriend, who ran up to her and crouched down against the wall.
The little girl was quick to hug him, small arms wrapping around neck as she smooched his cheek, "Ugh, that's it", you groaned as Kelly looked at you, "I'm sorry - I don't mean it that way!", you quickly apoligised, "it's not your cute daughter I'm complaining about, she's the sweetest girl, look at her", you smiled as she happily did a few turns to show Lando her dress and then her bracelets, "it's the sight of my boyfriend near her that made me groan - it's been like this every single day, I swear. A cute little kid goes up to him and he's all cute and cuddly with them, and boom! My ovaries are doing somersaults", you chuckled at your own words, "my baby fever has been alm over the place! Oh, they're trading bracelets!", you gushed, "I think I might cry, actually!".
(Thank you for sending this in âšïž)
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Her
George Russell x fem!reader
Summary: being stood up by your fiancĂ© a week before the wedding is something woman doesnât want to go through in her life, ever
Warnings: nothing special maybe heartbreak, break up, curse words, cheating, no use of Y/N, one use of L/N
A/N: I really love Sex and the City movies, so this is basically inspired by the events from the first movie. My English is sometimes hot or not, so Iâm sorry for any mistakes! Please donât use my writing without my consent, also I donât own any of the pictures! Enjoy.
âThereâs no possible cancellation, miss. You need to come to the honeymoon vacation or itâll expire.â
Yes, the word honeymoon. Woman without a man. The man who stood her up week before their wedding. It was all perfect, everything about their love. And yet, here she stood, single, heartbroken and humiliated in front of the suite for newlyweds that carried their names Mr. and Mrs. Russell. Out of all the girls from the grid family, Kelly was the one to be there for her. She packed her up and got her on this vacation, because she already payed a lot for this to be a surprise for George. One that heâd never forget, one with which sheâd shown him how she loved him.
For two days straight she only slept. Kelly fed her a little with some fruits and yogurt from breakfast. It was painful to watch her close friend to suffer like this. She looked pale, her face puffy from all the crying, and her gaze was dull.
As the night fell on the resort in Mexico, Kelly picked up her phone, Max was FaceTiming her.
âHey, babe. How is it going?â He asked with frown.
âHey, love⊠please, promise me, that if you ever want to break up with me, donât you dare to propose to me before that.â Kelly said in sadness.
âHow is she?â
âItâs bad. Sheâs sleeping for second day already. You should see her face when she saw the name tags on the door⊠it was like a punch in the gut.â
âIâm really glad, that youâre there with her, Kells. She deserves the best. I mustâve restrain myself very hard to not punch George when I saw him at the paddock today.â
âWait, what? Heâs back at racing? I thought that he was supposed to get a break from all that stuff, like he said to her.â
âDonât say it to her, but⊠Thereâs this woman with him here, like a shiny bracelet on him. Lando nearly threw up from the sight of them and everybody here is giving him a silent treatment.â
âHoly shit⊠this is a nightmare.â
âYeah⊠keep her away from socials, she doesnât need more heartbreak than she already received.â
âNo probs, babe. Iâll keep her occupied and her phone is with me anyway and itâs turned off.â
âOkay, Iâll keep you posted. Take care, love you.â
âââ
Fourth day into vacation she got up from bed, surprising Kelly at the terrace for breakfast.
âHi, K.â She said, her voice raspy from all the sleep.
âAh, the sleeping beauty. How are you today, darling?â Kelly hugged her instantly.
âItâs strange, but good. I think the most of the hurt is gone. I know itâs not that simple, but today is good and Iâm gonna enjoy it.â She softly smiled but her eyes spoke another story. Kelly gave her a sympathetic look as they talked through the breakfast.
âMax is wishing you well. Heâs so worried about you.â Kelly said sipping on her coffee.
âAw, thanks. Heâs a good man, Kelly.â She smiled kindly with little sigh.
âHey, donât let your mood flatten, weâre here to have a good time, youâve worked hard for this. So, weâre gonna make the most of it.â Kelly said with amused smile.
And they did. Girls nights, partying a little, spending afternoons at the pool and beach, some trips around the resort too. Two weeks went by like a click, when they stood at the airport waiting for Maxâs private jet.
It was also first time after that weeks of freedom when Kelly gave her her phone back.
âItâs time to go back to reality and I know itâs gonna be hard, but weâre gonna do this. Donât get those things get to your head. Youâre you and youâre the most amazing human in this world.â Kelly reassured her.
She turned on the phone with her stomach churning. Millions of notifications of messages, emails and tags. In the tons of photos at the socials she noticed that one photo, that George posted. She felt like sheâs gonna throw up. All the sickness was back, the pain in her chest too.
âMi amore. Love you to the moon and back.â
George and his new girlfriend. She was so pretty, like a doll. And god, how he was glowing.
As they boarded the plane, Kelly noticed the turn in the her mood as she slipped her phone to her bag.
âI guess you found out, donât you?â Kelly asked with frown.
âY-yeah. I donât know what to say, itâs driving me insane. And heâs back at racing, he just⊠heâs a fucking liar.â She was at the rage stage.
âItâs gonna be okay. Weâll manage.â
âââ
And it was true. Kelly managed to get a people to pack her things out of their shared apartment with George, the first day they went on that vacation. She didnât want to stay in Monaco, she wanted to go back home to London, where her flat was for rent. She was lucky that it was free in the moment.
Getting from the Heathrow airport was like a blur, feeling all the nostalgia from the surroundings and memories of her past life were everywhere. But it didnât hurt as much as when she finally unlocked the door to her apartment, getting in the known scent and looking over the boxes there and there. All her life packed like it meant nothing. She was in no mood to start unpacking, because she was afraid to untangle the suppressed emotions. It was a job for her in the next months.
âââ
It was like six months after the called off wedding. She shut down her socials, getting herself a fresh start with private profiles with a few people following on them. Her main public profile was still up, she didnât post any new photos, the last post there was a photo of her tasting the sweet cake for wedding with caption wedding vibes #therussells.
She turned her attention to the direction of self love, reconnecting with her old friends in London and little bit of vacations and mainly work. Her going to the Monaco was absolute no go, so when someone from her grid friends wanted to see her, they needed to visit. But they were more than glad. Nobody talked about George, it was her strict rule number one. She practically erased him from her life and mind.
Life just has a strange ways to make things a little crazy.
Sunny morning in London, she went to the café for her morning coffee. She liked to try new places. As she was on the phone working already, she ordered a waited for the cup of hot love.
George sat in the corner of this café, looking through the newspaper like a classic English gentleman. His life turned upside down for the last six months. He was now reminiscing all the things he had done and how he hurt people around him. Brushing another feeling of shame off of him, he looked up from newspaper and his eyes found her standing at the order counter. It was like some nasty dream, ripping his heart apart for another time. She stood there, talking over phone, smiling with her classy appearance. Thinking about the way he wanted to approach her, he tried not to look suspicious. He was the one, who made her life hell, betrayed her the worst.
She slid her phone to her purse, got her coffee and turned around to get out of the café, when she spotted George already staring at her. She was so taken aback by seeing him, that she bumped into the glass door. Hard. Feeling her head spinning and the blood running from her nose, coffee was everywhere on her skirt. People around her was at her immediately, helping her, but she was in some kind of trance.
âExcuse me, please. I need to get to her. Hey, are you okay?â George got through the crowd to her, his protective persona on, getting his white napkin to wipe her bloody nose.
âI-Iâm notâŠâ she said still in shock.
âIâm going to take you to the hospital, you may have broken nose.â George frowned in guilt because his presence caused this.
She only nodded, there was no place for denying it. George gave her reassuring squeeze to her shoulder and guided her to his car, which was parked outside on the street. Feeling his hand on her back and on her arm felt strange.
Ride to the hospital was quiet. She held the napkin at her nose, blood was slowly stopping pouring, and she was staring in front of herself, still processing what just happened. She felt her anger rising in her, how dare he shows in her life now, when sheâs been on the good way of healing her wounds.
âWhy are you here?â She mumbled slightly wincing in pain.
âThereâs race in Silverstone this weekend.â He said taking the last turn to parking lot at the hospital. As he stopped the car, she put all her strength to get out from the car without his help.
âYou can go, Iâm gonna take care of myself.â She took quick steps towards the hospital.
âWait! Iâm not gonna let you handle this alone. I caused this, so let me take care of it.â He ran after her, softly grabbing her arm.
âAt least please just donât touch me, George.â She got out of his grasp still walking.
They were waiting for doctor to see her, while George wrote down the application for her. He stopped at the column about family status. Flagging it as married, he hoped that he would get access to information about her condition. She just signed it off not caring about anything. Her phone rang, it was Kelly. Oh god, they were supposed to meet today.
âHi, Kells. I really canât talk right now.â She tried to talk coherently but her lips started to get swollen from the crashing to the door.
âYou sound weird, are you okay?â Kelly asked in concern.
âYeah, I just bumped into the door at the cafĂ©, hard, that I might have broken nose. Iâm currently at the hospital.â She sniffled a little blood.
âWhat?! Iâm getting there, weâre already in London!â
âNo, no! Actually Iâm not here alone.â She looked up at George.
âYouâre full of surprises, girl. Is that the new man, youâre seeing?â
âNo, itâs not him. Itâs George.â
George was listening to her conversation and pinpointed the word him. Is she seeing someone new? Is she in love with him?
âHoly shit, what the fuck?!â
âCalm down, K. I canât talk right now, all you need to know, that Iâm okay. Iâm gonna text you, bye.â
She sighed putting her phone to her purse.
The awkward silence between them lasted for a while.
âIs there- are you-â he started to ask but it came out as a blurt.
âIâm not seeing anyone, if thatâs what you want to ask. Iâm just tired of questions if Iâm still single, so I said to my friends that Iâm working on my dating life. So no. I canât love anyone after what youâve done to me and you have this sick luck of hurting me still.â She said with sad sigh.
âIâm sorry.â He said plainly.
That was words she wanted to hear from him all this time. She met his gaze full of guilt.
âIâm so so sorry. I was just stupid and foolish, I really didnât care about things I had around me, in my life. I was so ungrateful. And I hurt the most precious thing in my life. You. No words can mend the wounds I caused. I just want to make it up to you, so bad.â His eyes was glistening with tears as he talked sincerely.
She processed all the words he just said. Her heart broke again, but now for him. For the way how he talked, how he was honest. After that months of silence between them and his lies from the last conversation they had together.
âI forgave you. A while ago. I just didnât understand those lies you told me. About you taking a break from everything we shared together, that it drowned you. And then I saw that post on the socials, you back at track with her.â
George felt pang in his chest, he was deeply ashamed of his actions. Before he could say anything else, nurse peeked from the doctors office calling her inside. She stood up and George assisted her.
âYouâre her husband right? You can come inside too.â Nurse politely smiled.
She wanted to protest but George interrupted her. âYeah, I am. Thank you.â
After getting some scans and check up, doctor said, that she doesnât have broken nose, just little bruised and that in few days the swelling would be gone same as bleeding.
George took her to her apartment, helping her with everything she needed. Sitting on the couch with cup of coffee in her hands, he was in process of putting the cream on the bruise on her nose. She sat still her eyes closed. He took in her features, how she was still herself. The same woman he loved, and still loves.
âYouâre supposed to be with her, not with your ex fiancĂ©e.â She said while opening her eyes to look at him.
âIâm not with her for some time now. As much as it was mesmerising, it wasnât it. I had time to think about my mistakes. I was the number one asshole.â
âYou were, thatâs for sure. I was so mad at you, angry and pissed off. You just threw our lives we built together out of the window. We couldâve talk about that, I would understand anything. But not that huge heartbreak you put me through. I had a surprise honeymoon booked for you. And I went on it with Kelly, because it cost really so much moneyâŠâ her eyes were filled with tears as she relived the memories of pain.
George looked down in shame, he was pained by his actions towards her. She truly loved him, deeply, she was always so caring and he was⊠him.
âIâm sorry. I shouldâve talk to you more, not just tear you from me and destroy our life.â
Their conversation was interrupted by doorbell.
âThatâs most likely Kelly and Max.â Grace said. George retreated from her as she stood up to get to the door. As she opened, Kelly hugged her immediately and Max looked through the space for George with mad look.
âHow are you, love?â Kelly looked at her nose with frown.
âIâm good, Kells, really. George took care of me.â She softly smiled.
âReally? No doubt that he did.â Max looked with narrowed look at George, who stood in the doorframe to living room.
âIâm on my way out, I see that sheâs in good hands.â George said plainly.
âIn the best hands.â Kelly said with not amused look.
She sighed tired from all the tension.
âTake care.â George kissed her forehead lightly as he brushed off around them.
All three of them were looking at his figure until he disappeared in the elevator.
âHow- what the actual fuck?â Kelly asked looking at her flushed face.
âKells, please.â Max groaned at the word fuck.
She took them inside as she prepared some coffee for them.
âHow was your flight?â She asked casually.
The duo looked at her in disbelief. âYou just had your ex in your home and youâre asking us about flight?â
âYeah and yeah?â
âTell us everything!â
She sat in front of them in the armchair. âI was at the cafĂ© this morning, you know, I like to try new places and he just happened to be there. I spotted him and I was so in shock, that I crashed to the glass door. He got me to the hospital, took care of everything. And he apologised for everything he put me through. He said that he was number one asshole.â
Max snorted as Kelly looked over him with stern look.
âAnd then you came and thatâs it.â
âHe kissed you. Youâre okay with that?â Kelly asked sipping on her coffee.
âWhy not?â
âBecause he practically left you at the altar?â
âOh that. I nearly forgot about that.â She gave her an sarcastic smile.
âYouâre falling for his lies again.â
âNo, Iâm not. We just talked, he was nice. I deserved to know, what was on his mind and behind his actions. I can move on now.â
âCan you?â
The question was hanging in the space. She was sure, to this day, that she wouldnât even lay her eyes on him. But it was all nice and she felt loved again. All the wrong things.
âCan you?â Kelly asked again.
âFine! I donât know!â She rolled her eyes.
âYouâre unbelievable. He broke your heart, you were a mess. And now heâs messing with you again.â
âI know, I know all that. And Iâm grateful for the care you have for me. But⊠itâs complicated.â
âItâs not. You love him.â Max interrupted them. Kelly gave him another look of disbelief.
âIâm not sure, I donât know. Iâm not ready for anything but it feels so close to home.â
âJeez⊠just be careful. Anyway, itâs perfect timing really, because we wanted to get you to spent a weekend at Silverstone with us.â Kelly said with sour face, now her idea sounding not so perfect.
âI need to think about it. And I donât know how this thing will turn out to appear.â She pointed to her bruised nose.
âYou know the power of makeup, dear.â Kelly rolled her eyes.
âAs much as I like you here with me I need some space right now.â She said with sigh.
âJust think about it and give me a call and weâll manage it. You could use some fun around old friends.â Kelly said while she hugged her.
Max gave her reassuring smile as they walked into the elevator.
âââ
She took a shower as she thought about George. How his fingertips felt against her skin, his scent calming her down, how he looked at her with care and love, he was completely different. He looked like he was ready to die for her.
Then there was the other side. How she felt humiliated when he left her at the restaurant in Monaco with smile, ready for his new life.
How the ring on her left hand was somehow heavy.
Thoughts there and there, she needed to be honest with herself.
She loved him. Still. And truly. Even after all of this.
As she laid in bed scrolling through her phone, she got a call from unknown number.
âI have a package for you, is this Ms. L/N ?â
âYes, thatâs me.â
She went down to receive the mystery package. Back at the apartment, she opened it. There was VIP and paddock pass with her name, also she spotted a sticky note with handwriting.
âJust in case you want to have fun on the weekend. GRâ
Her heart skipped a beat as she read those words. Snapping a photo of it she sent it to Kelly with comment I think the plans are clear for the weekend. Kelly answered with crazy emojis and comment I canât wait.
She decided not to tell George that sheâs actually coming, because he deserved a little silent treatment. Heâs gonna need to win her heart back.
As the Saturday approached, she was already on her way to the paddock gates. The first she spotted her was Lando.
âOh my god! Am I dreaming?â He nearly shouted as he hugged her tight.
She giggled happily. âNo, this is real.â
Greeting with others went well as she arrived at the Mercedes hospitality, her stomach churning and turning in nervous way, reliving all the memories she had there. She got to chat with some people, which were surprised that sheâs there. Nobody had the courage to ask her, why sheâs there and she was glad.
Grabbing some coffee she stood outside on the little terrace looking at the Silverstone track. It was like coming back to home.
âYou came.â The voice said behind her causing her to turn around. There stood George, wearing his Mercedes shirt and white pants along with kind smile.
âI thought that you not being sure if Iâd come, would be a good treatment for you.â She sipped her coffee with a little smile.
âI absolutely deserve that.â He said coming to her side.
âIâm sorry about yesterday. Kelly and Max were there for me for all that shit you put me through. Theyâre worried.â
âI understand that. Theyâre really good friends. Iâm grateful that they helped you through tough times.â
âI thought Iâd never see this again.â She looked over the track.
âI thought Iâd never see you here again.â
âI donât want to poke in that hurtful things from past anymore. If anything, I want things from fresh start.â
âAgain, Iâm sorry. And I understand.â
âYou know, itâs not like winning race to win my heart.â
âIâd likely do both.â
âWeâll see.â
She chuckled as she was enjoying messing with him.
âGood luck.â She smiled softly giving his arm a little squeeze as she walked out to find Kelly.
âââ
George got the pole position and she couldnât be more proud. She fought that huge smile on her face as she noticed, how Kelly was watching her. Max took a second place.
She leaned against the frame of the entrance to the Mercedes garage, where George celebrated with everybody around him. Then he noticed her standing there and smiling proudly. Immediately he walked towards her getting her into his tight embrace while she giggled.
âYouâre incredible, George.â She said laughing.
âYouâre my lucky charm.â He said as he placed kiss to her hair. His embrace was warm and soft. All she missed that long.
âPlease, just donât let me go.â She whispered to his chest.
âIâm not gonna make that mistake ever again.â
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Buck has spent the past 8 years acting like sex is taboo and wrong for him, specifically because he was Buck 1.0
In season 2, he apologizes to Taylor because he "isn't that guy anymore" after Taylor comes onto him. He has had shitty relationship after shitty relationship because he is looking for an answer in these people that he is simply never going to find in them.
I saw a post sometime ago about how Buck looks to other people to ask for reassurance in his own feelings. "Am I lonely?" "Am I at peace?" "How do you know?"
But he does this in other ways, too. He told Tommy that he feels comfortable in his own skin Because Tommy is comfortable with who Tommy is. That's just another way for Buck to find validation in what he feels.
That's why Tommy broke up with him. You can accuse Tommy of a lot of things, but he is at least self-aware. He hears Buck ask him to move in, not because Buck loves him and wants him around but because he makes Buck "comfortable," and personally, no one deserves to be kept around as a validation device.
That's what makes Tommy say Buck will break his heart. That's why Tommy leaves. It's parallel to Buck asking Taylor to move in with him. Except Tommy is older and listening to what Buck is saying.
Buck told Taylor "I thought I could learn to live with it."
and he told Josh, "I could see a future with him."
And that's where some of you got lost. He doesn't see a future with Tommy, but he thinks he couldâhypotheticallyâbecause Buck wants a future with someone.
Taylor Kelly and Tommy Kinard have the same blueprint relationship with Buck. Kelly is her middle name. He was engaged to Abby. Things Buck finds out way too late into the relationship because he goes with the flow and doesn't talk to the people he dates.
Which brings me back to #LetBuckFuck. Now, sex is morally neutral. Having sex with 100 people doesn't make you a degenerate, and only having had sex with one person doesn't make you a saint. Also, neither means you have a healthy relationship with sex.
Bobby made a point to Buck that a bunch of random hook-ups wouldn't fill the whole Buck feels in his chest, and Buck internalized that to mean if he didn't have a hook-up at all, he would eventually find the thing that did fill that hole. Which theoretically could work.
Except Buck missed the part where the reason why hook-ups don't fill the hole isn't that hook-ups are bad. It is that the hole has to be filled from the things within.
The sex had nothing to do with it. Now, it's been 8 years and 5 failed relationships later and Buck is still working under a false presumption.
Some people found Oliver's call for Buck to fuck to mean he wants Buck to regress. But failed to see that Buck is actually still a stupid lil punk putting whatever fits into the square hole.
Let Buck Fuck. Let Buck realize his worth isn't in other people. Let Buck realize he can have sex, and his worth isn't tied to it AT ALL.
Stop being like Buck. Stop letting Buck's relationships define him.
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Letâs address the situation
Recently an anonymous reddit/twitter user has accused me of being a stalker of dan and phil because of the way this blog is run.
So, letâs talk about it.
Letâs start with the absolute facts: I have never posted anything to this blog that wasnât public information.
1. I have never doxxed the location of the tour bus.
Things i have posted about the tour bus: a photo from a crew member where the bus company was visible, a story that Kelly posted that was location tagged to a road in the middle of nowhere showing that dan and phil werenât in vegas on oct 19.
Reasons why I donât believe this to be wrong: Any of you who have waited at stage door can see the company is written on the bus, it is not confidential information, knowing the bus companies name does not give you any personal information about dan and phil. As for the location tag, it was in the middle of nowhere, they were already in their next location when it was posted, I was not the first person to post this story, i only posted it cos It was already all over twitter. (however this is the only story iâve posted that i will gladly take criticism for despite my justifications)
2. I have only posted stories from 2 crew members: Kelly and Sarah. These are public instagram accounts. I only post their stories that are related to the tour itself. I am not the only person and I was not the first person to post these stories anywhere. I have never posted anything from any crew who have private accounts because 1) i canât see that content cos I obviously do not follow those accounts and 2) i donât post private information, itâs private for a reason.
I did not seek out the crew accounts, i didnât not look for them myself, i only knew what they were because multiple people had already been posting the stories from the accounts way before me on both twitter and tumblr. Both these people know phannies follow them on instagram, theyâre not going to post anything with information they donât want you to know.
Despite my justifications, from now on I will be cropping out the usernames of these crew members who do share stuff publicly and in captions i will only be referring to them as crew.
3. Audio Recordings.
First disclaimer: I have never encouraged video recording of the show! I think that itâs distracting to dan and phil and i really think you should be living in the moment when you see this show. There is a reason we have never posted videos of the show on this blog even in our spoiler tag. I believe audio recording to be more harmless because you can just put your phone out of the way and itâs distracting no one at all.
The concept of sharing audio recordings of the show were not my idea, this started on the european leg of the tour by people on twitter, If you look back at the recordings i have posted youâll see that all the europe audios (apart from antwerp) do not link to our google drive. I did decide to carry this on during the American leg.
I have never forced anyone to do this, I have only approached 1 person directly to see if they could record. The rest were all volunteers who saw my posts asking if anyone would do it and they all came to me on their own accord.
I very much understand the criticism on audio recording shows, however I want to look at this from not only a preservation effort but also as a way to make this show accessible to people who might for whatever reason not be able to attend as well as it being a way for you to go and listen to the show you attend again if you wanted to.
This being said I am no longer going to ask for specific shows and instead say that if you just happen to audio record a show and would be willing to let me post it then you can message me (@danrifics ) and i will post it. (this goes for the australian leg and the UK leg too) I will also at the end of the tour make a post with whatâs missing and weâll see if anyone recorded or not.
Finally I want to thank everyone for their continued support of the blog and its archiving efforts and I hope you all stick with me while we change things a little bit and I look forward to continuing to share content with you all and I canât wait to reveal a few blog pages weâve been working on!
- Bethanie
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Cool About It
it's here. the third and final part!
joel miller x fem! reader
Description: it's been over a year with joel and some things have just fallen apart. you miss him, more than you'd like to admit. after some time apart, you find yourself at tommy's christmas party. your recent endeavours catch up with you, and joel doesn't like the way it's looking.
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Word count: 6.8k
Warnings: MINORS DNI! this is 18+, post!outbreak joel, very angsty, age gap, joel being very protective, use of homophobic slang, guy being creepy towards reader, very smutty, unprotected p in v, fingering, oral (f and m receiving), overstimulation, dirty talk, multiple orgasms, orgasm denial, pet names
Author's Note: I'm so happy to bring this final part to you beautiful people. I've loved writing this series so much! Thank you for your patience and kindness. please leave feedback, I love hearing from you guys.
Once, I took your medication to know what it's like
And now I have to act like I can't read your mind
I ask you how you're doing and I let you lie
But we don't have to talk about it
I can walk you home and practice method acting
I'll pretend being with you doesn't feel like drowning
Tellin' you it's nice to see how good you're doing
Even though we know it isn't true
âSo are you and Joel going to work it out?âÂ
It was a question bearing on your mind for months. You really didnât want to hear it from Ellie.
You and Joel had officially been broken up for three months after seeing each other for over a year. It was never a concrete thing, the foundation of your relationship was cracked due to some unresolved trauma from both of your pasts. Joel was in the same boat as you when it came to not being able to cope with his grief. His daughter being taken from him so young, the horrors he went through trying to survive the end of the world, and of course the deep and complex relationship he had with Ellie. You had a lot of unsettled trauma from losing your entire family and being alone for most of your life. You also always had this sinking feeling that he was not telling you the full story about the last couple years. He seemed hesitant to discuss how he found Ellie in the first place. You could tell there was some awkward tension and unresolved issues between the two of them. You just wanted to help.
He started drinking a whole lot towards the tail end of the relationship and you werenât sure why. Heâd stumble back home drunk, not even able to kiss you goodnight.Â
It was getting complicated. He was terrible about communicating his feelings and you were too stubborn to accept you were ever wrong.Â
Of course, there were good times. Like all of the Saturday nights going out dancing with Tommy and Maria. The game nights with Ellie. Sitting outside on his front porch with nothing but his guitar, making you sing songs only your father would know.
You missed him terribly. But you knew it was for the better. It has to be for the better.Â
Ellie sits next to you at the annual Christmas party which was hosted by Maria and Tommy. They usually did it at their house, but with a toddler, it just didnât seem realistic there anymore. So instead, they had it at the large food hall and invited all of Jackson.Â
You glance over at her, your eyes glazed over from all the alcohol youâd been consuming.Â
That was another thing. You couldnât stop drinking, now. It was the only way you could get to sleep at night. You had even started going to the Tipsy Bison every night to get wasted and on some rare occasions, have a guy take you home.Â
You were almost positive Joel was sleeping with one of the other patrol leaders too, a girl named Kelly. She had made eyes at him before you two got together. Youâd seen them around a couple times, just talking and getting close. The first time you saw them, you got wasted at the Bison and threw up your entire breakfast, lunch, and dinner.Â
It only made you want to get over him faster, so having those guys take you home was a distraction. But youâd never fully admit that.
âI donât know, kid,â Is all you could think to say to Ellie. Your mind was muddled with stupid emotions and disgusting whiskey.Â
âHeâs nicer when youâre around. Now, heâs just⊠angry.â
You felt bad. But you couldnât fall back into that routine with Joel. Fight, makeup, fight again. There was an extreme disconnect in communication. It was exhausting.Â
You stand up on wobbly legs, âIâm gonna go grab ânother drink. You want somethinâ?â
Ellie was technically underage but you knew she drank with her friends sometimes. She looked at you with a bit of contempt.Â
âNo, thanks.â
You shrug, sauntering back over to the bar.Â
You notice a familiar silhouette at the end of the bar, but donât bother glancing that direction. You knew he was watching you and Ellie talking a second ago, his eyes always trailing you. You didnât want to look over and see Kelly beside him, so you act like he isnât even there.Â
âAnother whiskey, pleaseeee,â You beg the bartender standing nearby. He doesnât look too happy about serving you more, but you had lost all sense of self control about an hour ago and he knew that by the look on your face. He pours you some more dark liquor and sends you on your way.Â
As soon as you turn to walk away, you spot another familiar face walking directly towards you.Â
Josh Hall.
He was one of the guys you slept with. He was a nice guy, kinda. He was a know it all, shallow, and a bit arrogant. So maybe not a nice guy.Â
You slept with him twice, both times when you were drunk. From what you could remember, he didnât make you cum.Â
He was only a bit taller than you, blonde hair and blue eyes. He was cute enough to get into your pants. But every time you thought about any other man, you reminded yourself that it wasnât Joel.
âHey there,â You try not to slur, âHow are ya?â
âHi beautiful,â He grabs your hand, pulling you in for what you assume is a kiss. You wince, directing his lips to your cheek. He presses his chapped lips against your skin.Â
âWhat are you doing?â You ask, trying to avoid the gazes of the people around you. You could feel his eyes on you even from 50 feet away.Â
âThought youâd wanna come dance with me,â He has his hand slipping around your waist. You feel a sinking feeling in your stomach. He knew you were drinking, your glass swaying right in front of his face.
Your red flags are raising quickly. Josh never approached you any other times of the day. Never during patrols, never just around town. He only showed interest when you had a glass of liquor in your hand.Â
âI am actually bringing this drink to someone, so please get off of me,â You lie, trying to get him away.Â
You had to be patient with a guy like Josh. He could be pushy sometimes, so you had to be firm but sweet. You wouldnât want to start a stir at a party with a bunch of families, right?
But he wasnât letting go.Â
His eyes were piercing into yours. You could tell he was drinking, his eyes a bit glassy like yours. You hadnât even seen him come into the party. Itâs like he just appeared to make you mad.Â
âJust have one dance with me,â His breath stunk of alcohol and unbrushed plaque. You wanted to vomit.
âNo, I need to bring this drink to someone.â
His grip is getting progressively tighter and heâs walking you backward.
âWho? Whoâs drink is it? New boyfriend?â
You swallow hard, not knowing who to say.
âItâs for Ellie.â
He smirks, âYou givinâ an underage dyke a drink? Donât think her daddy would like that.â
Something in you flips. Rage. Pure unadulterated rage. Your body doesnât even give your brain a moment to mull over your next move. You throw the drink on the ground, the glass shattering all over the floor. You step back, finally breaking away from him.Â
âWhat did you just fuckinâ say?!â
He releases you, backing up. He had this offended look on his face, like you had kicked a puppy.Â
Liar.
It made you even more mad.
âWhat did you say, Josh?â You emphasize his name, never breaking eye contact, âYou fuckinâ call her that again Iâll fucking kill you.â
You stomp forward, your hands reaching up to him. You had never snapped so quickly in your life. Something about him saying negative about Ellie made your protective maternal instinct go into overdrive. Ellie meant a lot to you, especially after spending the last year with her and Joel.
Your fingers wrap around his scrawny little throat. He was trying to back away, but a table stopped all his movements. He was pinned.Â
âYou fuckinâ dare talk about her or anyone I fuckinâ know, I will make sure you never utter another wor-â You feel hands around your waist, pulling you back from possibly choking him out. It almost takes the wind out of you. Your hands let go of his neck, but not without digging your fingernails into his skin.Â
You are so blindsided, you donât even know who has a grip on you.Â
âHey, hey, stop!â His voice is familiar. Almost Joelâs, but not.Â
No, because Joel is instead grabbing Josh from the spot you pinned him to. You look back and see Tommy, his face panicked and confused.
You watch as Joel grabs Josh by the shirt, throwing him towards the middle of the dance floor. A bunch of people are standing around watching Josh stumble, trying to gain his composure. The music completely stops, bringing the hall to complete silence. Joel doesnât give him enough time to stand up straight. You try to push Tommy off of you, but heâs got an iron grip on you.Â
âWhat did he say?â Joel yells towards you, gesturing towards Josh. Everyone has completely stopped what they are doing to watch the scene unfold.Â
You look towards where Ellie is, her face twisted in horror. Jesse stands next to her, his face serious. You know this is probably embarrassing for her, so all the anger leaves your body, replaced with guilt and shame.
âJoel,â You warn, âPlease.â
Joel was extremely protective when you two were together. Ever since you two split, he has tried his very hardest to not snap. Once he sees a manâs hands on you, though, he canât help but let fury fill his entire being. Tonight was no exception except this time, you got violent before he could. Which only meant you had no other choice. You usually keep a calm exterior, trying not to step on anyoneâs toes. When you drink, youâre actually sweeter and more complacent.Â
âWhat did he say?â
Instead of you saying anything, Maria steps in. She wedges herself between Joel and Josh, making sure neither one of them takes another step.Â
âCool it!â She yells, her eyes flying over to you being held back by Tommy.Â
âHe better get his ass out of this tow-â
âShut it, Joel,â She warns, reaching out for his arm, âLetâs take a walk.â
ââm not going anywhere,â His voice is booming which sends a chill down your spine, âGet this fucker out of here and away from her.â
He looks towards you, Tommy slowly loosening his grip on your upper body. You wiggle out, trying to steady your breathing. You didnât even realize that you were panting like a dog.
Youâve completely sobered up. The dizziness you feel is just from adrenaline.
Maria guides Josh to the door, listening to him rant about his side of the story. You look back at Tommy, whoâs obviously taken aback by the way you snapped. Heâs never seen you so mad.
âIâm⊠Iâm sorry, Tommy. He just said something about Ellie,â You whisper it, trying to ensure Joel didnât hear. You know well enough that if he found out the words Josh uttered, he would have a pistol between the poor guyâs eyes.Â
âI think you need to go home and cool down,â Tommy suggests, âThis is not the place for that.â
You felt horrible. Everyoneâs eyes were still on you. You nod, understanding Tommyâs reasonings for practically kicking you out of the party. He gestures Joel over, grabbing him by the shoulder.
âIâm gonna have someone walk her home,â He nods to you, âWould you be willinâ to or should I ask Jesse?â
Joel shakes his head, âIâll get her home.â
âI can get home myself,â You retort, trying to regain some sort of control over the situation. You didnât want Jesse or Joel walking you home, it felt like a walk of shame times a million.
âGet her home safe, Joel,â Tommy remarks, tapping you on the shoulder. He wasnât giving you an option.Â
You step over the shattered glass, while Joel guides you to the door. You felt so humiliated, not knowing what face to make at the people who were scowling you. So you keep your head down, grabbing your coat from the chair beside Ellie. Joel is trailing behind you. You look up for a second, meeting Ellieâs brown eyes.Â
âIâm sorry, kiddo,â You mumble, âFor everything.â
She shakes her head, her lips thin, âItâs okay. Get home safe.â
Joel taps your shoulder, nodding his head towards the door. You put your winter coat on, pulling out your hair thatâs stuck between it and your thermal.
It was snowing, soft pillows of white ice covering all of Jackson. You breathe out a loud sigh when you get outside, while Joel shuts the dinner hall door.Â
You didnât know what to say to him, really. You felt like he shouldnât have stepped in, but deep down you were glad he did because it probably put the fear of God into Josh. Maybe he wonât ever speak to you again. Â
When you start on your journey home, you and Joel are silent. You hadnât spoken much since your separation. You two got into a huge blowout fight in which the both of you said some pretty terrible things to each other. It was the first and last time you yelled at Joel.Â
âWhy canât I just make my own decisions?â
âYou almost got yourself killed! You almost got Ellie killed. How the fuck am I supposed to react? Just let you two back on patrol like nothinâ happened!? No fuckinâ way. Youâre not going back out unless Iâm with you.â
Your heart was going to beat out of your chest, âI had it under fucking control, Joel! You always find ways to blame me for something! I brought her home. I did. You werenât fucking there because you were too fucked up to even get up this morning,â You knew that stung, the way his face twisted in disgust, âYouâre the last person on Earth to make decisions for me or Ellie.â
You struck a nerve, you could tell by the deadly serious look on his face.Â
âYou donât know whatâs good for, Ellie. Stop actinâ like you fuckinâ do. You have manipulated her to believe she knows whatâs good for her. She doesnât, okay?â
He couldnât be serious.Â
âYouâre not even her real father, Joel. She is going to remember all the times you shut her down and made her feel like she didnât have a choice. Is it really worth your pride?â
He slams his fist on the table, âGet the fuck out!â
You accept that as the end of the conversation and the relationship.Â
You start to walk through the slush, knowing you had a good 15 minute walk home. You felt sick with anxiety.
âHow have you been doinâ?âÂ
You laugh, âFuckinâ fantastic, Joel.â
âYeah me too,â He lies. He clears his throat before continuing, âSo, what did he say?â
âDrop it Joel,â You warn, a hiccup coming up your throat, âLetâs just not talk about it ever again.â
âIâll get it out of ya one day,â He comments, zipping up his jacket some more. You shake your head, chuckling a bit at the absurdity.
âYou didnât have to step in,â You add, âI had it handled. Like I always do.â
His pace picks up, matching yours.Â
âWrapping your hands around ânother guys throat is not very you, darlinâ,â He says, grabbing your arm to halt your next step, âHe had to of said something pretty bad for you to throw your drink and choke him out in front of a bunch of people.â
You knew what he was trying to do. He wanted to lure it out of you, but you werenât caving. He was good at making it seem like there was no choice other than tell him what happened.Â
âGuess youâll never know, Miller,â You tug your arm away, âTommy said youâd walk me home, not interrogate me.â
He huffs, âYou are so stubborn.â
You stop mid step, turning to look him in the eye. You couldnât believe your ears.Â
âYouâre the one to talk, Joel.â
âAnd you need to quit the drinkinâ. Makes you sloppy.â
His tone was condescending and for him to call you out on drinking? No fucking way.
âYou sure were sloppy the last couple times I saw you drinkinâ. Remember the four patrol shifts you had last summer you couldnât get to cause you were too fucked up the night before? Or how about a couple weeks ago when you tried to fight that guy at the Bison?â
He takes note of your aggressive tone. You werenât just going to cower your head and take his shit.Â
Maybe you were using the drinking to not think about the fact that you missed his stupid ass. Maybe it was to medicate the anxiety that rattled your bones every time he slipped your mind. Either way, he was such a hypocrite for trying to use that against you. Make it seem like he wasnât doing that same thing when you were still together.Â
âIâve quit all the drinkinâ⊠and hey, he called you a name,â He mumbles, âHad to put him in his place.â
You furrow your eyebrows at his statement, âWhat do you mean he called me a name?â
He continues to walk, almost trying to physically dodge the question. But if he was going to be persistent, you were going to be, too.
âJoel-â
âGarrett said you were whoring yourself out to him and a couple of the other guys. Called you a slut,â He confesses, not looking towards you at all.
You felt sick to your stomach. Garrett was a guy you had patrolled with, a guy who seemed really nice to your face. The same guy Joel gave a black eye to.Â
âIâve only slept with like, two other people.â
You could tell it rattled him a bit. It was a statement he couldnât be mad at, really. He was a man with needs, too.Â
âWell, the wordâs gettinâ around. He said you told him he had the best dick youâve ever had,â He laughed as the words slipped his tongue, âGod knows thatâs ainât true.â
You push your hands into your pockets, âI never slept with him. Itâs only been Josh andâŠâ
You stop yourself, instantly feeling sick to your stomach at the next name that almost came out your mouth. It was something you regretted so deeply in every fiber of your being. Something you tried to forget the very second the interaction.
âWho else?â
âNo one,â You say, trying to steady your voice, âNone of your business.â
âIt was Jesse, wasnât it?â
Caught.
You cough, clearing your throat. You never wanted to talk about this to anyone, let alone Joel. You were desperate and no other guys really made you feel appreciated.Â
The wind picks up, which causes the snow to billow towards your face and take your breath away.
âCan we just,â You shake your head, trying to get the hair out of your face, âCan we just discuss this when we get to my house?â
He leads the way, moving quickly. You follow close behind, almost using his body as a shield from the snowstorm. When you finally see your house through your frosted lashes, you feel some sense of relief.Â
Joel walks up to your front porch, gesturing to you to lead the way. You knew youâd have to light a fire in the living room and warm up the small abode, so once you open the door, you rush to your fireplace. You stack wood, not taking much mind to Joel whoâs kicking off his shoes and removing his coat.Â
You didnât want to do this with him. You didnât want to discuss anything, explain yourself, or hash out any unresolved bullshit. After the night you had, you wanted to carry yourself straight to bed.Â
âWant help?â
You crouch down, flicking a match into the pit, igniting the old coals.Â
âNo, I got it, Joel.â
He huffs, sitting down on your slouchy red couch. Nothing in your house was particularly nice, but you kept it clean and tidy. Everything had a spot, except for the man taking up space before you.
âSo,â He slaps his hands on his knees, âYou want to explain or?â
âNo Joel,â You respond, âI don't feel like I owe you an explanation, truthfully. I honestly donât wanna rehash all this shit with you.â
His lips tighten into a half smirk, âOkay, thatâs fine.â
Silence fills the room again. You were shocked he didnât press it further, but a bit relieved.Â
âJust wanna ask one thing,â He grumbles. You stand up straight, shimmying your coat down your arms.
âWhat?â
âWas his dick the best one youâve ever had?â
You feel like all the air has left your body.Â
âWhat?â
âJesse. Josh. Were they the best youâve ever had?â
Hearing their names made you cringe. You knew your answer, but you wonder if you should indulge him in the truth.
He knew it already, but he wanted to hear it from your lips. The haze and exhaustion from the crazy evening makes the confession slip from your lips.Â
âJoel,â You whisper, âYou know damn well they arenât shit compared to you.â
Itâs like you blinked and heâs on you. His hands slide up your waist, grabbing your hips and pulling you into a bruising kiss. You donât pull away because this is what youâve been wanting.Â
The sex with Joel was like nothing else. Maybe your relationship was rocky. Maybe you hated the way he spoke to you sometimes. Maybe you hated the way he tried to control every little thing.Â
But the sex made it all worth it.
The way his hands molded around your body. His lips trailing up and down from your neck to your calves. He knew your body better than you probably knew it yourself. He never walked away from an encounter without making you cum several times. He could play you like his guitar.Â
You two are falling all over your furniture to make it to the couch. He sits down, holding you close while you straddle his thighs. Heâs not letting up, his kisses feverish and hurried.Â
You pull away to catch your breath. His pupils are huge and his lips are already swollen.Â
âWhat are we doing?â You whisper, using your thumb to brush across his pink lips.Â
âThis is what we do, baby,â He grabs your ass, pulling you flush with his crouch, âWe fight and fuck. Thatâs all we do.â
You lean up, grinding down on his growing bulge.Â
âI shouldnât want to, but fuck,â You throw your head back, trying to ease the throbbing you feel, âI always want you, Joel.â
âI always want you too, sweetheart,â His hand finds the back of your neck, rubbing circles into the sides while you grind yourself on his lap, âI donât want any other pussy but yours. No one else compares.â
You smile in sick pleasure, âWe are so fuckinâ toxic, Joel Miller.â
He laughs, pulling your head forward. Your eyes meet his and itâs a sudden realization that you two are just actually insane. That after all the bullshit you put each other through, your horniness always wins. He wants you just as much as you want him, and yet you two can never figure out how to work problems out like actual adults.
âTell me you donât fuckinâ like it that way,â He trails a kiss up your neck to earlobe, âAnd Iâll stop right now. Leave you alone forever. Keep your dirty little secret that you like to fuck guys half your age.â
The rise Joel Miller can get out of you should be studied. He knows exactly how to push every button youâve ever had, even the oneâs you didnât know existed. The idea of people knowing you fucked Jesse makes your stomach twist, especially since he was Ellieâs friend.Â
You and Joelâs age gap never really bothered you. Maybe it was because he was older than you, but he didnât feel that much older than you. You felt ancient with Jesse and even Josh. Joel made you feel like you were on the same level with a man.
You stop grinding on him, grabbing a handful of his hair and pulling him back to meet your gaze. Heâs smiling a shit eating grin, knowing youâre pissed.Â
âYouâre the guy whoâs fucking people half your age,â You lift yourself a bit, looking down at him with half lidded eyes, âAnd you flaunt it. You love having me as your little play thing. Y-â
âAnd you fuckinâ love it.â
âIâm talking,â You shush him, âYou are going to let me talk.â
You grab his belt undoing it like you used to almost every night, âYouâre going to sit back like a good boy, and let me remind you why this is the only pussy you want to fuck.â
Joel has never seen you like this. Itâs like the distance between you two gave you time to gain more confidence. You tested him now, and he kind of liked it. Heâd never say but he loved when you were bratty to him. Sure, before you were a little smart ass, but you were practically dominating him. It was a good change of pace.Â
âTalk âbout toxic, baby girl,â He groans, âYou know I canât sit back and be a good boy.â
You use one hand to reach into his pants and grab his hard on.Â
âYouâre going to learn today,â You smile, âBecause if you donât, youâll walk home with blue balls and you can call Kelly over to fuck you.â
He chuckles a bit, âSounds like youâre jealous.â
You stop your actions, looking at his smug fucking face.Â
âYou literally just interrogated me about how I fucked half of Jackson,â You spit, âI can continue adding to the tallies. Have you watch me whore myself out to all of your patrol partners.â
âYou ain-â
âMaybe Iâll get even bolder,â You continue, âMaybe Iâll even try to fuck the other Miller boy.â
You were completely fibbing. Youâd never cross that line. You loved Maria and you respected her more than any other person in Jackson. You just really wanted to get under Joelâs skin.
And you quickly realize you did.
He flips you on your back and cages you under his arms.Â
âYouâre a fuckinâ dirty slut,â He is grabbing at your pants, yanking them down. Your jeans were skin tight and wet, but it took no time at all for him to tear them off your body, âYou ainât in charge here.â
âLet me up,â You demand, pushing at his chest. He wasnât budging, he was on a mission. He tears off your underwear, exposing your wet slit. You didnât even realize how dripping you were for him.Â
âLook at you,â He teases, âFuckinâ pathetic. Tryinâ to say youâd fuck my brother?âÂ
He shakes his head, using his fingers to trace up and down your slit. You wanted to scream out, but your mind goes blank. You were quaking with anticipation. You surrender to him pinning you against the couch. Youâd get him back eventually.
âHeâd never fuck a slut like you,â He continues, âNo, he doesnât know how to handle someone like you.â
âAnd you do?â
âIâve been at it for awhile,â He sticks a single finger in you, making a squelching sound as he does, âThink âm gettinâ pretty good at ruininâ you. Puttinâ you in your place.â
You finally moan out in pleasure, which makes his face twist in satisfaction.
âFuckinâ Christ, Iâve missed how tight you are,â He groans, âSqueezinâ my fingers and cock so good.â
Youâre practically soaking the couch with how wet you are already. All the build up and smack talk really put you in bind, his fingers driving you absolutely wild.Â
He eases out of you, tracing your body to begin lifting off your shirt. He throws your shirt across the room, noticing you were actually wearing a padded bra. You smile at his realization.Â
âFound one of these,â You gesture, toying with the straps, âBet youâd never see the day.â
You had gotten used to never wearing a bra and Joel usually enjoyed it that way. You could never find a comfortable one and all your old ones were ragged and gross. On a recent patrol, you found a red bra in your size in an abandoned home. You stole it, tucking it carefully in your backpack to try on back home. Lucky enough, it fit and made your boobs sit better than they ever have.Â
âJesus Christ,â He mutters, lining the bra with his fingers, âAs pretty as it is, it needs to go.â
You reach around your back, undoing it without another word. As soon as it is off, his fingers make work at pebbling your nipples. He smacked one with a gentle open hand. You squeak at the impact, watching Joelâs eyes revel at your bare body. He loved seeing you like this, crumbling under his touch.Â
He props himself up on his knee which is wedged between your thighs. He pulls his shirt over his head, discarding it on the coffee table next to him. His buttons are already undone after you found yourself with your hands down his pants, earlier. He pulls those down too, letting them pool around his ankles.Â
âFor being a brat,â He nudges you, making you move your legs and plant them on the ground. You sit up, his hand ripping you off of your spot on the couch. He positions you between his legs, his cock standing up waiting for you. You sit back on your heels, enjoying the view.Â
âYouâre gonna try to be a good girl and suck me off.â
You smile eagerily, slowly running your hands up his thighs and to the base of his cock. Instead of getting straight to it, you bring the head of his cock to your lips and kiss it softly. You toy with the idea of completely ignoring his demands, but you come to the conclusion that youâd probably get nothing if you did that. And you wanted him so bad. You thought about this moment for so long.Â
âStop playinâ,â He groans, watching you with his arms laying across the back of your couch. He looked like one of those statues you saw in old textbooks when you were a teenager. The ones youâd see at an old art museum scuplted from marble. The ones with the small dicks. Thatâs truly the only thing that differentiated the two. Joel was massive.Â
âIâm not playing,â You disagree, âShush.â
Before you can continue your tease, he grabs the top of your head. He is usually pretty assertive, but good God, he was not letting you get away with anything. You widen your lips, taking his cock into your mouth. Instead of progressing down his shaft slowly, he makes you take it fully down your throat. It causes you to gag a bit. You pull back, only for him to push you down again.Â
You grip onto his thighs, digging your nails in a bit. You knew you would probably leave marks with how hard you were pressing into his skin. He winces, but continues to practically face fuck you.Â
âYou donât tell me to shush, little girl,â He moans, watching your saliva drench his cock. He finally lets you pull up off him, holding your face in the process, âYou hear me? You take this cock like a good girl.â
âYes,â You manage to say, your throat already hurting from taking him in.Â
âYes what?â
âYes, sir.â
âGood, now come sit on my face.â
You oblige, standing up to let him reposition himself.Â
You two have done this maybe twice. Each time you practically suffocated him, but he fucking loved every second of lapping you up. You knew that you were in for a ride with the way he was toying with you.Â
He lays on his back, his hands keen on pulling your legs up to his shoulders. Your ass is positioned on his chest, his face between your thighs. You look down at him, sitting up straight before you ease down, letting your pussy take up the bottom half of his face.Â
He dives in instantly, his mouth hungrily devouring your pussy. You scream out, letting your body relax against him. His facial hair brushes across your folds and inner thighs while his tongue begins tracing your insides. He stops at your clit, flattening his tongue and pressing forward. You couldnât control yourself, sinking yourself down further onto him. His nose nudges your folds before he runs his mouth down your slit again, so his nose is now pressed against your clit. He moans into you, the vibrations sending you into ecstasy.Â
You cum, your juices flowing down his face and your legs. He is moaning so loud, mewling at the fact that you never warned him you were about to cum.Â
He taps your thighs, advising you to get off of him. You shakingly remove yourself from his face, standing up to look down at him. He was so hard and his lips and beard were soaked with your cum.Â
âYou fuckinâ squirted on me,â He laughs, sitting up. You felt kind of embarrassed, like you couldnât even contain yourself for more than 2 minutes. âIâll forgive you since it was hot. No cumminâ without permission.â
âOkay, sorry.âÂ
Even though you werenât sorry.Â
Your legs were practically numb and still quaking from your orgasm. Youâre breathing heavily, trying to regain your composure. He notices your quivering and starts pulling you into his lap. You widen your legs, mounting his thick thighs. You look down at his cock, it sliding so perfectly between your pussy lips. He was a fucking dream.Â
He doesnât even say anything, just watching you try to catch your breath.Â
âRelax baby,â He mumbles, âWe havenât even gotten started, yet.â
He grabs his cock, stroking it a bit before having you lift off of his thighs. He eases you up and onto the head of his dick. He spits into his hand, coating his shaft with it.
One thing about Joel, is heâs still the biggest youâve ever had. No one ever got close to him.Â
The stretch makes you moan out in pure euphoria. You missed it so much. It was something you craved almost every night.Â
âFuck,â You whimper, âNever gets old.â
He laughs at your admission, âLikewise.â
He snaps his hips against yours, settling into a slower pace. He was dragging it out, letting your walls become accustomed to him again. After a minute of slow strokes, he picks up his pace. He repositions, kneeling with his one leg extended out to the floor. Youâre lifted up in the air partially, grinding down as he meets your motions with his strokes. Your hands are wrapped around his neck, your fingers finding his hair. His hands and grappling at your sides while you two moan in unison.Â
You two were finally on the same page, not bickering, just fucking out your feelings. You felt the aggression, resentment, and fear dwindling away from you as you sweat out the brutal pace heâs bringing to the table.Â
âI donât want anyone else,â He sighs in between his cock hitting you at the perfect angle, âI only want this.â
You donât think to hard about it, whimpering your response.Â
âPlease let me cum. Please.â
âSo pretty when you beg.â
Heâs drilling into you at this point, your tits bouncing right into his face. You lazily throw your head back, letting him take one of your nipples into his mouth. Youâre so overly sensitive, you donât know what to say other than beg him to let you release.Â
âFuck Joel, Iâm gonna cum. Please, let me cum.â
He releases your tit with a pop, âCum for me, baby.â
After two more strokes, youâre falling apart in his arms. He wraps himself around you, fucking you through the second orgasm.Â
Heâs a whimpering mess, chasing his own release.Â
âFuck, baby, fuck.â
âCum for me, Joel. Moan out for me.â
His deep and guttral moan sends shockwaves through your body. You could feel his cum release inside you, while his arms grow tighter around you. After he finishes, he lays you back onto the arm of the couch. His cock still rests inside you, twitching at every little movement your hips made.Â
He swipes his forehead for sweat, marveling at you. He looks so endearing, like he didnât just fuck your brains out and call you a bunch of names. The thought makes you giggle.
âWhat?â
You shake your head, touching his chest with your fingers, âYouâre just handsome.â
âYeah, I bet.â
You swat him while he slowly eases out of you. You whine a bit, letting the heat from the fireplace warm your body as oppose to Joelâs body heat.Â
He stands up, abandoning you on the couch as he picks up his discarded clothes. You prop yourself up, trying to sit up but your body feels like jello.Â
Your really didnât want to watch him go.Â
âYou should stay.â
His back is turned away from you. He freezes as he grabs his shirt from the coffee table where it landed.Â
He clears his throat, âWhy?â
âBecause I donât want you to leave.â
It was true. You wanted to figure it out. You wanted so badly for this to change everything. But it was just sex. Exactly how this trainwreck started.Â
He starts to get dressed. You didnât want to take that as his answer, but deep down you knew this is how things worked. Youâd been through it with Joel before. You just had to wait for Ellie to come in and call you his âlady friendâ and have him demand you âgo get dressedâ. It was the same thing every time. You thought it meant something but it really didnât.Â
Once he slips his shirt over his head, he walks back to sit next to your naked frame. He brings his hand up to trace your leg, which is perfectly nudged up against him.Â
You really donât want to believe all the things running through your mind. You craved an explanation.
âYou said you only wanted this, Joel,â You grab a blanket from the back of the couch to cover yourself. You could tell he was at war with his thoughts, âWhy canât we start again? Do I seriously not mean anything to you?â
He realizes youâre pleading with him. He felt so guilty and it was written all over his face.Â
âOf course you mean somethinâ to me,â He acknowledges, âBut we canât keep doinâ what we were doinâ. We always end up screaminâ bout somethinâ stupid. I donât want to make you unhappy. You deserve to be happy.â
You contemplate for a moment, unsure how to respond.Â
âIf being with you means screaminâ about something stupid and fighting over patrols and drinking too much and bickering over Ellieâs future,â You huff out, trying to not let the hitch in your throat become obvious, âThen I want it. I want it all. All the shit, all the fights. I want it because itâs with you.â
He doesnât say anything immediately. The silence was deafening.
âWe can try,â He mutters, âBut we gotta stop tryinâ to fix everythinâ with sex. We gotta like⊠talk about things.â
You laugh out loud, noting his seriousness. You two were seriously thinking the same things.Â
âCan we talk about our problems, like, during the sex?â
You were completely joking. You wait for his response, but it comes with him shaking his head. You wrap your arm around his shoulders, pulling him in. Your boobs press against his now clothed chest. You feel his hands slide up and down your sides. You groan in pleasure, his touch sending chills down your spine. You wanted it like this. Forever.Â
He clears his throat, âWell if Iâm sticking around⊠round two?â
THE END.
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A COMPREHENSIVE & AUTHENTIC UHURA LOVE/HISTORY POST
The above is where Roddenberry 1st employed Nichelle Nichols [click to watch the full clip]. It was a military show based on Roddenberry's own experiences, the episode is called To Set it Right (I highly suggest reading the wiki article about it).
You should note two other actors, whom he later pegged for Star Trek are in the episode.
They dated briefly and then became good friends way before Trek came about.
Miss Nichols was already an accomplished singer and dancer who performed regularly w/ Billy Eckstine and Duke Ellington
Roddenberry's 1st show, The Lieutenant, was canceled/pulled from the air before these scenes bluntly dealing with racism could air (there's blackface as punishment for the racists at the end of the show, in a case of 'he 'a little confused but got the spirit' for the times, so tw)
He created Star Trek to try to soften the blow of all the social messaging he wanted to insert from his military experience. Star Trek was basically, a submarine drama placed in a sci-fi setting. He made it diverse on purpose because the military helped him travel and serve with all kinds of people. Roddenberry was inspired by that.
Uhura was the first person to read for Spock and in fact, helped to shape the character with her reading and based many of the traits of Uhura (formerly Uhuru) on Spock.
She was basically a glorified secretary. She played the part with poise, joy, and the 60's style womanism she got to play out for those times... Everything from her mini-skirt (which Nichelle herself called very comfortable) to her smile, and teasing lines, and quips were about her playing "big" in a small role. She made every moment, every look, every line, and movement count:
Roddenberry cracked jokes about the fact that the network never figured out that Uhura was fourth in command.
Nichelle was the only main cast member who was not salaried. She was paid by the hour. This attempt at marginalization actually resulted in her being the highest paid at times, because of the long hours.
Nichelle was not let in the front entrance at times, her fan-mail was kept from her, and she grew frustrated with the constant cutting of her scenes, lines and storylines. This is why she justifiably attempted to leave. The bigots in production did not like her being there (and if we're being real, were it not for Janice Rand's actress Grace Lee Whitney having gone through so much and thus losing her job in the 1st season...Uhura might have had even LESS presence)
The lost context in MLK convincing her to stay was that YES she was minimized and could make more money and be more fulfilled on broadway, but her symbolism and presence meant so much at a time when Black women weren't on TV unless as a racist caricature cleaning a house, and even that was rare...that she stayed.
One of her best allies was DeForest Kelly, who threatened to quit if they fired Nichelle. George Takei was her absolute best friend on the show and in life (she served as his Best Woman at his wedding).
There was an unfilmed episode in which Uhura and Deforest would have played reverse roles in "racial dynamics" on a planet they visit
Spock and Uhura were originally supposed to kiss in the alien mind control episode, but Shatner demanded to do so for the publiicity.
Her work to recruit marginalized people as astronauts, as in personally going to colleges and talking to candidates after the show is a staggering achievement that arguably is the most potent of any castmember in any of the Trek series post-show. Sally Ride, Guy Bluford (she personally recruited the 1st woman and 1st black astronaut), Mae Jemison (the 1st black woman credits her for inspiring her to become an astronaut).
Uhura did finally command the ship in the animated series. She would not have gotten to voice the role, but for Leonard Nimoy making it an obligation that all the original actors voice their parts for him to come on.
Scotty and Uhura in the film was definitely a pair the spares situation, in which both were the leftover senior citizens with the writers just going "why not?"
it was beyond insulting and she did protest about the scene where she's bumbling through a giant translation book to speak to klingons for laughs in trek 5 ...but her best moment IMO is her pulling a gun on the young ensign in the transporter room in Trek 3...sadly her ONLY scene in the damn movie.
Miss Saldana got to play to MANY corrections in JJ Abrams rebooted Trek, from being amazing at languages to having an actual life & love, to confidently turning down Kirk at every turn.
FUN FACT!! Both JJ and Bob Orci both expressed disappointed shock that the love story between Spock & Uhura got more hatred from fans than BLOWING UP PLANET VULCAN.
another FUN FACT!! The love story between Spock & Uhura is what grabbed the old school Star Wars fan (JJ Abrams) enough to come aboard to direct. Yep. JJ ships Spock & Uhura.
Zoe's iteration became the 1st version of Uhura to speak confidently in Klingon
Celia Rose Gooding becoming Uhura brings around a lot of Uhura's qualities full circle, IMO. As she is also from theatre (like Nichelle) and has a beautiful singing voice as well as the charm. Zoe's iteration was sharper, and much more protective, professional, & mature, about her life and love.
Celia Rose has the youthful curiousity and stars in her eyes and had vulnerability from her first intro... I loved the eagerness the crew showed to being in her orbit, seeing the glow of her talent and being drawn to that, to have a part in nurturing that.
As I've said... Celia IMO has the most dazzling smile, giant warm brown eyes, fantastic curves, and an energy that feels essentially Uhura, & that is all light, joy, a bit of uncertainty, -from the light singing (!) and the growth to her joy in discovery... I'd love to see her writing move away from serving and be more about her wants needs and growing in friendships/loves.
But Celia is a gift and is perfectly cast.
Essentially Uhura = femininity, graceful carriage, gorgeous smile, excellence in engineering and translation (canon!), ability to sing and play the Vulcan lyre, sharp womanist wit, love for her U.S. of African-Kenyan culture and being beloved by all crew...
When Miss Celia hummed those gorgeous notes to the alien entity on that comet?? That Solidified that she IS Uhura IMO.
I 100% think they fucked up by killing Hemmer, because that mentor-mentee relationship was giving marginalized coming together and bonding over everybody else's bullshit and I was here for it...it was giving me Data and Geordi updated...and since then, IMO they've lost track and given us the same kinda backwards wingwoman role BS, that people who like to pretend to be her fan shoehorn her into.
...but I have high hopes that they'll course-correct.
All this to say ALL OF THE ABOVE is Uhura and anyone calling her ugly, bossy, pushy, annoying, whatever is just sad little hater who doesn't know wtf they are talking about.
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