#and i mean liking that shit cuz of trauma and keeping it to urself is one thing but justifying it is another. i know our brains arent fully

[too-much-boobus]

wondering whether all the people around me are proship in the toxic abusive yuraoi way or the I WANNA TOUCH KIDS I WANNA DIDDLE KIDS ITS OKAY TO LIKE WATCHING ADULTS TOUCH KIDS BC THEYRE NOT REAL I LOVE PEDOPHILIA YUMMY YUMMY IN MY TUMMY way because ive been getting increasingly confused and worried at all the proship posts everyone rbs since ive joined tumblr. U GUYS. MEAN IT IN THE FIRST WAY RIGHT? U DONT LIKE DIDDLING KIDS RIGHT??? 😰😰😰😰 and hardcore noncon and incest???? RIGHT???? AM I GOING CRAZY?? AM I IN THE WRONG HERE?? I DONT THINK I AM. ive had friends who were the second type before i just. 😕 i just wanna talk😕 everything was so clear cut on twitter but here everyone seems to agree with proship rhetoric and all the red alarms in my head are blaring i need to know if u guys r only saying this shit because of the people who consider ANY problematic stuff blacklisted or if u really think fiction cant affect reality in all cases. THATS NOT RIGHT RIGHT? ITS NOT GOOD TO WATCH ADULTS DIDDLE KIDS? RIGHT? BECAUSE THESE R PEOPLE I TRUST AND YALLRE MAKING ME QUESTION EVERYTHING. WHAT IS HAPPENING?1?1??1??1?1???1?!?😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[altardegooutlaw]

Black women,

Black men love yall. For filth. But yall really don't treat us well. Its not yall fault, and it is. Mothers who birth children and are hurt by the man,pass down the pain they felt to the children. If the child/ren is a boy,whats said is alot of what isn't wanted. With understanding whats Not wanted,how do they figure out what Is want. If the child/ren is a girl,what is passed down is the energy of what Type of Man Not to deal with. If both parties decided to be Adults,talk about what went wrong,no backing down or out,the Kids Actually SEE How to Deal with Men and Women and Make their Own decisions as to How they Want to be Treated. The example set is one that is Seen through Actions,not Heard through words. Its not what Men,Women,or any one in particular is saying,

Its about what is Done.

Black men specifically have to work Twice as hard in life. Most women want what they see right? What is seen is how society's Men Are. No one wants to be compared, but its what we do'Accept it' Now,in doing that,we adopt the same ideals to be relative and communicate. We've Accepted the parameters of not being looked at as an individual(what women request),but put in a box,and told to work it this way. When we do,its still not enough.

Most women want 6 figures dude with car,house,etc. Yall Want to work,but society has made it so yall don't. Now yall have options and freedom. While the men are still confined to the parameters of yall request.

Ilyanla is getting excommunicated from the black female community for telling black women to speak on what happen to them-IN REALITY. Not what the trauma has caused to the psyche. The mind can be healed. So can the body. But the only way to heal is to confront and understand the Actual Reality. Break the cycle by comprehending whats actually happening, then make Fantasy a Reality in your personal world. Then u can change the world. Their is no way to change unless a Change is Seen first. We have to See something different. If ur not willing to entertain that ur entire thought process is wrong Every Time,their will be no growth. Growth is replacing what is considered bad with good,but if u replace with info not completed by research(looking at both sides),every action made is shit. It amounts to nowhere near what is wanted. If u have high expectations, put in High expectation work. Dont expect high expectation stuff and yall put in the minimum, just whats needed. Go Overboard. We always want more or a bigger amount cuz its natural to have and want more,i.e. human nature'we know yall want it(pro-active),so we do,but when we do(re-active),it ain't enough. Its exactly what yall wanted(re-active),but it isn't enough. Wouldn't it make sense that if u got everything u asked for and still not happy mean,their are unrealistic expectations and a choice to make?

Their are too many men with the same story not to give it validity. Want to change the narrative, Love like you have never Loved before.

Change expectations(Subjective) or change perception(Objective)?

If ur not sure if you do this,Honestly ask urself, have I tried 100%? Will my child/ren understand how to have a Real relationship? Deal with the trouble and learn to grow? Did I show them how to communicate effectively? Etc. Ask the questions, and don't be afraid of yourself or your answers. If ur truthful with yourself, it'll hurt. Cuz ur doing what u didn't expect to. It's ok. Keep in mind,Love Heals all. If u can't see it,its cuz u don't want to see.

#IaMsEnSei

49:00-Kevin Samuels