#and i mean it's about the principle of it ykno? i should have my dad and uncle around to work the grill for us | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

orcelito · 6 months ago

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Man I realized 4th of July is always gonna be the Uncle Death holiday (bc he died on July 3rd) while valentine's day will be Dad Death holiday (bc he died on Feb 17th)

Holidays where seeing the decorations reminds me of the times I lost two of the most important people in my life. Sucks, man.

#speculation nation #negative/#post brought to you by me going to the store and seeing 4th of july decorations already #and me being like. ah...#like i already wasnt a big fan of the holiday given. im not a big fan of the USA lol #but. hm.#anyways with both dad and uncle dead i dont think i have anyone in my life that can work a grill #maybe i need to become the grill master. bc man sometimes i do feel the fatal american desire to have a good cookout #wouldve been nice to learn from them. but idk.#i mean i guess my dad's lifelong best friend is still there but i dont tend to see him as regularly as i did my dad or uncle.#and i mean it's about the principle of it ykno? i should have my dad and uncle around to work the grill for us #but theyre both dead now. and in a month it'll be the 4th of july. and my uncle will have been dead for a year.#the year of death is almost over but the anniversaries are only beginning. this sucks.

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