#and i mean i guess this specific thing isnt ruining my life but it certainly isnt helpful and in combo with everything else my quality of

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[fipindustries]

now is time for a new type of wildbow protagonist ranking.

the ranking of how close where the main cast to each other! how intense the friendships, how powerful the found families. lets see!

worm

if this was only about taylor and lisa, or even taylor lisa and rachel, this would be easily a top competitor. these three girls love each other so much to the point of loyalty beyond law, beyond reason, beyond death and beyond sanity. they would and have canonically killed for each other, and surrendered to each other’s control in body and mind. the devotion these girls had for one another went into full toxic codependence at times but all the more delicious for it.

but we are going to judge the undersiders as a whole and, well.

they certainly feel like a real life friend group in a lot of ways, there is obviously a core to it, others seem to be hanging on more because they are a friend of a friend, or because they are dating someone’s sibiling. some like parian and foil are off to the side doing their own thing. others try for a while to be an item and then it doesnt really work out. people come and go, in this case because of dying but same difference.

ultimatly they started as a bussiness relationships and while some meaningful conections where forged in the heat of the battlefield it all also felt a bit ephemeral by the end of it all and once we reach ward it seems like the warmth and drive of the group as a group got lost as each member got distanced by having their own stuff going on. 3/5 stars

pact

oh god, this is sad.

i mean ovbiously there was care and love(?) going on here but... well, blake was too mired into a lot of bullshit to give anything back and by the end of it it all came to ruin and dust for all involved. blake’s friends honestly barely feel like people in the story, and blake is literally not a person by the end of it, all conections to humanity severed. now, we might say “but green eyes and evan, muh best character in all of wildbow!!!!” and is like.

WE care a whole lot about green eyes and evan, WE the readers love them with passion. does blake? he cares about them, i guess, in as far as he can care about anything that isnt his relentless mission to get in as many doomed fights as possible and drag everyone down with him. it seems they are happy enough with each other by the end of it all but i wouldnt call this a friendship to sing for the ages 2.5/5

twig

now we are motherfucking talking

the creepiest, weirdest, most violent policule you will find in fiction and really, isnt that what friendship is all about? these fucking kids treat each other as a drug not only they cannot quit but are purposefully aiming to become as addicted to as possible. love, romance, hatred, disgust, with the other and with the self, obsession, violence, devotion, loyalty, insanity, mad science. what else can you ask of a found family?

best fucking group. they would mutilate anyone, even each other, even themselves, in the name of love 5/5

ward

i feel if you took victoria out of this this would work a lot better, but then again, the same you could say about all of ward.

i wont pretend to reach the level of analisys that kenzie’s sitting charts reached but the friendships specifically between kenzie and ashley and rain and capricorn do tug at my heartstrings something beautiful and yet, um. 

ashley seems to be there mainly for kenzie and not really anyone else. rain seems to be kind of awkward around sveta. sveta really seems to only have eyes for vicky, kenzie seems to like the idea of being part of a group in the abstract and loves everyone equally which doesnt mean much. byron didnt even want to be a part of this to begin with and chris hates everyone.

they like each other, much in the same way you like your circle of mutuals, you will care very much about one or two of them and the rest are kind of background noise. 3/5

pale

damn decent friendship. at times you feel the awkwardness of this being a young friendship going through the awkward stages of puberty where you start to define yourself more distinctly as a person and it might turn out that the people you all end up becoming are not quite as compatible as they used to be when they were just kids. on top of that avery being the new comer that never quite stops feeling like the third wheel of the group.

but still the love they feel for each other is clearly genuine, and the singularity of purpose which drives them, they way they are philosophically in the same page if not fully on the matters of everyday living, the singlemindednedd in which they advance, fully in lockstep, to kick some ass and pull some sick fucking magic tricks, is admirable.

4/5

[kweebtrash]

Pay Attention, Dumbass

Pairing: Demon!Jaehyun x OC

Genre: Smut/ Comedy?? Maybe?

Features: demonic fingering

Summary: two idiot roommates accidentally summon two ancient demons. Forced into a contract, they only had two choices; die or make a deal with the devil. The most logical answer was to make them their boyfriends of course (this is lowkey a bad slice of life hentai, i swear). The demons know nothing about the human world and have to deal with “lessons” from their human girlfriends.

A/N: This used to be on my Kofi which im closing down and just putting everything up on here. This isnt continuing.

Masterlist  Johnny Version Here

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"You haven't moved in hours. Don't you do anything else?"

I dug into the chip bag that laid on my desk and grabbed a handful to shove into my mouth. "Of course i do," I said through the mush of chips. "I went to the bathroom."

Jae sighed. "Not what i meant. Do you ever leave your room?"

I shrugged and downed some of my soda. "Yeah. I go to work sometimes."

"Where do you even work at?"

"A bar." I went back to clicking through attacks and swerving around opponents. "Guys, come on, come on, come on!" I said into the headphone and mic set i had on. "Someone head towards the point! At least start trying to take it over!"

"A bar?" He asked, confused. "What is that?"

"Its uh..." I drifted off as i propelled myself forward and released my ultimate attack, sending my mecha exploding in different directions. I quickly reloaded myself into the machine and continued my rampage of gunshots. "Like uh... drinks. Liquor."

"Libations?"

I snorted at the stupid word. "Yeah, whatever. That."

"And that's the only time you leave?" He continued asking.

"What the fuck is this? Twenty questions?" I grabbed another handful of chips. "On the left! Move out the way!" I grumbled at my friends who were playing online with me.

"I'm just curious since you don't have the capability to rid yourself of the sin of sloth."

I glared over at him as he was reclined back on my bed, arms behind his head, and torso on full display as he refused to wear a shirt (not that i was complaining). "I do things! I just like playing video games more! Sometimes i go to school too!"

"And what proof do you have of this because i never see it."

"My never ending debt and crippling anxiety." One of my online friends asked who i was talking too and i sucked my teeth. "My boyfriend is being annoying." Queue the kissy noises and jokes of the very mature men i gamed with.

"Oh? Im annoying?" Jae grumbled. "Whats really annoying is seeing you rot away while im forced to stay by your side. Hours and hours of boredom and still im trapped in the confines of this ridiculous home with nothing to do."

I set my headset down as the round finished and turned my desk chair towards him. "Are you upset that im not paying attention to you?"

He sat up quickly and scoffed. "Please. What do i need the attention of a human for?"

"You certainly want it when you're horny." I giggled. "Heh...horny...you have horns also so it's...anyway. Are you being a baby because you want attention?"

"I am not an infant. You are infuriating. Of course i had to get stuck with you."

"Oohhh, thats how it is. Yep, definitely being a baby, now with a temper tantrum."

Jae's eyes glowered and his claws dug into my mattress. "There are so many things i want to do to you right now."

"Ooh daddy." I snorted and put my headset back on. "Sounds kinky."

"Which is it? Am i an infant or a father?! I dont understand!"

I sighed and stood up. "Do you want to try playing with me?" I gestured at the now vacant spot of my gaming chair.

Jae stared at me then the seat. "Play that ridiculous thing?"

"Yeah," i shrugged and looked down at my feet. "It's something i like to do and you're my boyfriend sooo...i guess...i mean..." I twiddled with my thumbs as my cheeks began to warm up. "It'd be cool if you tried to like some of the stuff i do."

"Is that what boyfriends do?"

"Y-yeah...sorta. Look do you want to or not?" I huffed in frustration.

He stood up and made his way over, glaring down at me with his humanized yet still terrifying eyes. "Fine. I will try it."

I couldn't help the dorky smile that beamed across my face. "Ok, cool. Sit down."

He placed himself in the seat and i sat on his lap then scooted the chair closer to the desk. I positioned his fingers on the designated keys for offense and defense as well as the computer mouse. "Here, why don't i just guide your fingers the first few rounds so you get the hang of it?"

"Whatever."

The smile started to fade as i covered his hands with mine that seemed to dwarf in comparison. "Put your stupid claws away. You cant game right with your pretty manicure."

He growled like an irritated dog and slid the claws back into his skin. With his back pressed to mine, he ended up resting his chin on my shoulder, watching as i joined a new round. His somewhat chubby cheek felt warm against mine and i willed myself not to kiss it. It wasn't like he was going to respond anyway. He was cold hearted in every sense of the word, even when he fucked it almost seemed like a chore. It still was amazing and i loved every second of it but the distant feelings was strong. Of course it wasn't a great idea to make a demon your damn boyfriend but there was rarely a time where i made a smart decision.

Deciding to suck it up and just concentrate i pressed Jae's fingers down as i helped launch attacks and maneuver us around the screen. "This is nothing but hectic destruction " he commented.

"Yep, pretty much."

"And you enjoy this?"

"Absolutely."

"I am pleased by this." I felt a slight nip at my neck as he purred into my ear. "Very pleased."

"Pleased that i like shooting people and destroying things?"

"Exactly. Its quite...sexy."

"Oh my god. You're a dork!" I snorted. "Its just a damn game, weirdo." I pressed his fingers down harder, not wanting to slow down and ruin my winning streak. "Keep up."

"Well when you're crushing my fingers its hard to do so."

"Just follow me. You dont even have to move them."

"I would like to move them but-"

"Shh, give me a sec. Bastards are on my fucking ass! God i hate when they just gang up on you for no FUCKING REASON!" I screamed at the monitor. "Such dicks. Fuckin' dicks."

"Your mouth is filthy."

"Yeah you said that when it was full of cum too."

"Hm...that was also enjoyable." Another nip to my neck, this time followed by small sucks and kisses. "Continue using your filthy mouth and destroying things. This at least is semi entertaining now."

"Glad you think so. Quit kissing my neck, its distracting."

"Distracting?! You enjoy that! You said it this morning. Specifically 'Jae'," He faked a slightly high pitched moan. "'Keep kissing my neck, oh god'."

I flushed with embarrassment and rammed my elbow into his chest. "I already have to deal with dicks online i dont need go deal with you too."

"I suppose you wouldn't want to deal with this then?"

I felt him press his hips against my ass. The grey sweatpants he had on left nothing to the imagination and i swallowed hard as my concentration wavered. "S-stop." I whimpered.

"I dont think i will." One hand left the mouse and pressed against my stomach to keep me in place. "Support that. I will control these buttons."

I pressed my lips together and simply nodded. How he had the grace to continue slight grinds against me i didn't know but i was responding to them eagerly. I arched my back and wiggled my ass every time he rolled forward, creating a sinful friction between us. My eyes drifted from the screen momentarily to see that his fingers were working perfectly over the keys as if he had played for years. "You're...actually winning."

"What? As if its hard?" He tsked. "Humans have simple minds and-WHY IS THIS MAN PUNCHING ME FROM THE SKY?"

I froze our sensual movements to cackle loudly. "That's just Doomfist. He's so OP and stupid."

"OP?"

"Overpowered, meaning there's no reason for him to even be here."

"Im going to destroy him completely until he can never return."

"They all respawn, Jae. That's how the game continues."

"Not if I can help it. I want that mongrel dead. Get that clicky thing ready. I'm aiming to destroy."

"You think I'm sexy when I want to kill things but I think you're cute, you know that?" I turned towards him to press a kiss to his cheek yet my lips connected with his when he moved.

"I am not cute....but you are...or whatever." I wondered if that tint on his cheeks was real or just my imagination.

I smiled to myself anyway, pleased with his compliment and his valiant effort to enjoy the same things I did. He was truly acting like a boyfriend-one that felt genuine even if he crawled up from hell. Just before, he was complaining about how never moved but we stayed like this for a couple more hours, even sharing snacks and competing with my online friends. There came a point in the night, though, when searching for a server with an open game slowed tremendously. Minutes ticked by and still nothing. Jae's drumming of his fingers against the wooden desk in impatience was starting to drive me crazy. "Doing that isn't going to make it go faster, you know."

"This is about as interesting as watching you play on that small screen."

"We've gone over this. Its a phone, a cell phone, a portable phone."

"Yes, yes. That stupid thing with all the colors. Its like this stupid thing." He pointed at the computer screen. "Only smaller."

"You seem to enjoy the big stupid thing judging by how many kill streaks you got."

His lips tweaked into a smirk. "That's because im an expert killer. None of them deserved to live."

"You did get my rank up and some loot boxes so i guess i should thank you."

"Yes, bask in my glory and show me how grateful you are." His hand that had remained around my waist for most of our play time started creeping its way to my thighs.

"Are you wanting me to show you how grateful i am or are you trying to show me how desperate you are?" I snickered.

"I am not desperate. Since the stupid game is not cooperating im just trying to inject some extra curricular activities."

"Such as?"

He set his head on my shoulder again and i felt his fangs dig in deeper into my neck, making me let out a drawn out whine. "J-jae!"

He chuckled from deep within his throat as i felt his tongue trail from the column of my neck up to my earlobe. "Such as...watching you squirm when i add the slightest of pressure," Two of his fingers slid between the junction of my thighs and pressed firmly against the center of my shorts. "Here."

The tips of his fingers began gliding against the fabric, the soft cotton adding the smallest amount of friction against my clit. My teeth sunk into my bottom lip as my leg began to bounce. I wanted to wait for a new game, my win streak was too precious to me but Jae was something else. Trying not to make it too obvious i adjusted myself on his lap, spreading my legs a little wider. His fingers garnered more room but he didnt move them under the fabric. Instead he kept torturing me with slow movements, occasionally pushing into the most sensitive areas. "Who's enjoying the attention now?" He teased.

Suddenly a little ping from my computer signaled that a game had finally been found. My attention quickly shifted and i put my headset back on and got into position. Jae reeled back in confusion. "Are you really going to continue to play?"

"Well...yeah. I mean it took forever to get into this game. I dont wanna lose it."

"Hey, can you be healer?" I heard my friend say into my ear piece.

"Fuck you! Im not going to be healer! You be healer, you twat waffle!"

Jae let out a heavy and annoyed sigh. I almost felt bad until i was lagging behind everyone else. I had to-

I felt his finger finally move beneath my shorts and press into my hole gently. I had to admit that he had already gotten me worked up enough to provide him with some lubrication and he slid in easily. "C-cut it out." I stammered.

"Oh no, dont mind me. Your game is more important. Keep going."

"I just mean-ah-ahh!" I tried to snap my mouth shut before my moan slipped out for fear of my friends hearing but it was too late. Jae had moved the seat of my shorts aside and pumped his finger faster, occasionally curling it an inch or two from my entrance. I covered the mic part of the headset and glared back at him. "If you dont s-stop-"

I snapped my thighs shut as he added another finger, the 'come here' motions growing stronger. Immediately, he landed a harsh tap to my outer thigh, a small growl floating in the tense air around us. "I said keep going."

"Well i would if you just-HEY! MOTHERFUCKER! I LIKED THESE SHORTS!" I looked down at the center of my shorts that had now been torn open because of his reappearing claws. "What's wrong with you?!"

Without a word he grabbed onto my ankles and set my legs up on the desk, keeping them spread. The clawed hand snaked its way to my throat and with the slightest pressure i could feel them digging in. It wasn't enough to hurt but certainly enough to make my entire body shudder with electricity. "I-i cant reach the keyboard." I whispered.

He scooted the chair closer to the desk, making my legs almost rest on it fully. "Wheres that tappy thing you have?"

"Tappy thing?"

"Where you move the sticks."

"You mean a controller?"

"You can plug it in right?" He questioned as his thrusting resumed which made my mind mush in a second.

"U-uh yeah-um its uh...d-draw-drawer!"

He let my throat go and allowed me to reach into my desk drawer and grab my gaming controller. I plugged it into my computer's usb port as my friends argued about me not pulling my weight and being static. I lied about my game lagging and shifted the mic up so i sounded muffled and they wouldn't be able to hear how much if a slut Jae made me. "There. Now you can play. Keep up that win streak. Have to get the gold and boxes, right? Have to play with your friends and ignore me, right?" He nipped at my ear as his fingers slipped out of me to rub circles against my clit. "Have to beg me to let you cum, right?

"P-please dont make me do that!"

"See? You're begging already. What a good girl you are."

My entire body tensed at those two words and i let my controller go for a moment to grab his hand and press his fingers back into me. "Keep going. I want you to keep going."

"I could but i dont have to. Maybe i can use the tappy thingy instead. More people I can kill." He jerked his fingers away and pushed them against my lips. "Clean these off for me. Dont want to get it dirty, do i?"

"Jaaaeeeee," i whined and leaned in for a kiss but he turned his head away.

"Clean. Them."

Reluctantly, i swallowed his fingers down, lapping between and tasting myself. He tested my gag reflex by moving them to the back of my throat but pulling away when it became to much. It was nothing but entertainment for him, a game of cat and mouse that made me feel doomed. "You know you love being inside me." I panted as my mouth was now freed. "I can ride-"

"Oh, how unfortunate. You died. Now we have to wait to return. You're too distracted, Ivy. A shame, truly."

I didn't care anymore. In the few seconds i had between my respawning i stood up and turned towards him, pulling his sweatpants down to stay around his knees. He had no qualms about his erection. I had felt it, of course, but it was like he paid it no mind, like it wasn't an inconvenience and he enjoyed teasing me instead. Was it another way to give me a taste of my own medicine? What a bastard! "Come here." I tried to sound as sultry as possible but he just laughed and took the controller from me.

"Lets see if i can figure this out now." Jae looked at the buttons and pressed at a few before moving the joy sticks to test them out. "Strange but i believe I can-"

It was my turn to cut him off. I lifted his head and focused on his eyes, angered by the smirk still on his lips. "Fuck me."

"Nope."

That wasn't the answer i wanted.

He craned his head to the side to look at the monitor. "Can you move? Im trying to play here."

"Shut up! You didn't even care about playing before!" I pouted as my cheeks flushed both in annoyance and embarrassment. I sat back on his lap anyway, chest to chest, and guided him inside me. Not a sound from him or even a look. He was focused on fighting now which made me want to punch him but i figured if i fucked myself on him long enough i could break his resolve. I gripped onto the back of the chair and started working up and down his length, adding kisses to his neck in between whimpers. "Jae...come on..."

"Ooh, double kill."

"I swear to god! If you dont-"

"No god, just demons."

"Yeah, you're acting like a demon. A demon asshole who wont even pay attention to his girlfriend! I cant believe you're doing this!"

He finally looked at me, dead in the eyes and it made me nervous. "It doesn't feel good, does it?"

Ok, ok. So i had learned my lesson. It was a two way street and maayybeee i wasn't being the best partner but i never figured he wanted anything from me. He never expressed a lot if affection or wonderment at what i did throughout my day. How was i supposed to know? I guess with his lack of knowledge about human things he truly had nothing to do unless i was guiding him. Fuck, now i really felt bad. What a buzzkill. "Im sorry...i understand how you feel now. I didn't think you cared. I know were just together because of the contract. I thought you still hated humans and didn't want to exist beside them."

"I do hate humans but you're my human now. Unfortunately, i have to rely on you and its maddening to be stuck here. In hell i did hundreds of things. I had a job. I had meetings with other demons. I planned wars, participated in real battles, created weapons. I was someone. Here, im nothing but a prisoner."

"Nonono! Please dont feel like that...i dont want to make you feel like that. Please..." I felt my eyes watering and i quickly buried my face in the crook of his neck. He sighed and tossed the controller on the table and shut my laptop. He kicked off the rest of his pants and with ease picked me up and led me to the bed.

"Dont ever speak of this. Not to Johnny, not to Xan. No one, understand?"

I nodded quickly as my back hit the mattress and he stayed above me. "You will do what i say just as much as im forced to do as you say. Love me unconditionally. Break me free from this world and show me why i shouldn't kill everyone in it."

I swallowed hard and nodded again. "I promise. I promise you everything."

"Good. Secondly...i would like to do battle against you in those games."

I couldn't help the giggle i let out. I didn't expect him to say something like that after being so serious. "Oh? You think you can beat me?"

"Im a strategist and a warrior. Of course i can."

"Oh, ok. You play a few rounds of Overwatch and suddenly you're the master. Just dont say anything when i kick your ass, bitch."

He chuckled deeply and snapped his hips without warning. He had still remained inside me and the sudden movement made me cry out loud. "Bring it on then. We'll see who's the better warrior here. Now," his eyes shifted into pure darkness and his fangs glistened with temptation. "Lets see how fast you can give in."

[nottebuio3006]

THE LAST CONVO 

The last Conversation I ever had with Rebecca in full for the curious:

ME: ...You're the greatest fem hero I've ever had.

HER: Lmfao.

ME: It's true. You ruined my connection with boys. Lmaoooo.

HER: Oh great lol.

ME: It's ok. It's just true. They became..boring to talk to, after you. That's what i mean to say =).

HER: Yes my psychtotic ass must be more entertaining than beer and football and bitches.

ME: Oh yes! It is SO much more. I was for years fine talking to boys. now? YAWN! And it's all cause of you. It's like, damn, I need more fem friends, but no other women are like you! I've tried. But they ain't mommas and they're different. They're disappointing too, oftentimes.

HER: Lmao.

ME: But boys...yea, absolutely. Just bores after you.

HER: I've set the entertainment bar too high.

ME: Yes, not because of your fights... (with her boyfriend). Not at all cus of that. Just because, you know, the VIBE. It isn't entertainment, Becca. It's a human connecton. That's why, after you, really getting to know you ...I was sort of like, you know, wow...maybe I am a queer! Cause what does it mean that I can connect so well with a Woman?? What does it mean? And why do boys bore me now? It's weird for me.  Why do I enjoy it so much more than boy talk?

(This was the one that got me wasn't it? I should have never mentioned queerness or feelig queer or even gone anywhere fucking near queer. Why did I? WHY??? WHY???? Although keep in mind, similar convos had been had many times in the past, and I often made jokes about myself being gay. I often even pretended to be a girl, sort of, talking to her. So it wasn't supremely out of the ordinary or anything, to say something like that. Hell one time I remember telling her that if she ever started to date me, she would have to be warned of my two "psycho ex boyfriends". She said who cares?)

Anyawys, her reply, just minutes later : LMAO!! (in caps) .. That oesn't make you a queer you Goof!!! Ha-ha-ha-ha.

ME: Wouldn't other boys say it does? I don't think so either. But isnt that what *they'd* say? That I connect with a woman as a friend, better than a boy?? I'm -- look, I'm just going by the barometer of what I imagine other boys go by. I'm just saying, it made me question my sexuality, and I never did before, really, in the entirety of my life, question it so strongly as i have Now.  (I then briefly get nervous and I try to switch the topic to True Blood the TV show very quickly.. I sense that she might have been weirded out by my diving into the queer territory) "Did what I say about sexuality disturb thee?" is the next thing I type... "Most boys would say it!" I type, " -- dude, how could your best friend be a WOMAN!?---"

A number of hours pass now until her next message (a fairly common thing  with us both and never really cause for concern ... time goes from 11:17 AM to 3:57 PM ..the two last messages Rebecca has ever sent me now come...)

HER: Lmfao. Maybe it's the case; but that's what is wrong.

3 more hours pass until I see these messages. It's now 7 at night. 7:10. I type:

Absolutely it's wrong. I agree, Becca! It's the most limited box of all time. But it is indeed the current cultural attitude. So basically I guess I'll have to let you suck my dick ... (we, and specifically SHE, had just been joking about doing this 2 nights earlier, and I had told her, in fact, that I would NEVER let her do it!!! ) to ease this horrible horrible idea...bwahahaha.  Though remember when you said you would tell me more stuff and everything --if I was gay??  (see, it was previuosly discussed). Remember? I dunno. It's just definitely different you know?? Once I disregard gender and I just look through the box of 'best friend'. Cus the stories told, lol, they have definitely become very different with my latest bestie!! Anwyays.... the gay life...it's probably the most Europea lifestyle possible here in the States, since they seem pretty tolerant and easy going. Wide group of friends oftentimes. Cosmopolitan. The arts are widely discussed. It's not all just dick suckin' and gay night clubs you know?? If thats what you're thinking?? I mean I dunno, It just ...it don't seem that way to me, you know?? I'd probably, if I were gay, I'd have easier access to wealthier types of friends. I'm just ... I'm not sure where you'd make the initial break in or how...

((And there you have it. That's the last message that Rebecca apparently ever read me, at 7:32 pm.. because after that none of the messages were read, they never got the blue arrow of being read,.. she never saw them.)

So ya.  Thats the last conversation I ever had with Rebecca, before she randomly blocked me on both WhatsApp, and then the iPhone itself (no calls can go through) and also before denying a request I made to her Instagram a night later....

PLease keep in mind that Becca and I have essentially talked nearly every day, usually on text and sometimes on phone, for hours at a time, for the past 3 years. She seemed like she was pretty happy about being good friends if not "besties" for a long time. But I guess I thought wrong??? Suddenly something in her just snapped about it. What the hell was it? The dick sucking comment? The fact that we often had started to joke about marriage?? The fact that I was clearly rather seriously -- at least in her eyes, one imagines -- considering a gay lifestyle?? What did it? And in your opinion did any of this stuff really warrant a total cut off??

In my eyes, it obviousy didn't, and I certainly wasn't expecting one, but looking at it, I guess I can sort of see how she just snapped, but it doesn't make me understand it anymore. Not at all. I mean, this type of conversation was nothing in comparison to some that wev'e had. It was nothing at all.