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bma-2020 · 5 years

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honestly seeing the ‘stupid girls’ that dont pick up on jokes or sarcasm be used as a punchline in television so much kind of sucks bc its like, theres so many people i know irl who never take me seriously at all because ‘im stupid’ and like i could do excessive scientific explanations of things and they ‘fact check’ me in the manner of ‘oh youre right i wasnt expecting that from you’ and its like??? i cant tell when youre fucking with me and i can’t do math it’s not like i paid someone else to do my work for me i mean how would i get a job if i cant actually do what i say i can so like

#it hurts more when its friends who do it but generally thrres always aome dude or a large collection of girls who nust #realize im not mentally like others and just #’youre worthless lets fuck with you’#like i can usually tell in person when someone is creepy and i should keep away but like #you know those like sporty weird triangular ball playing guys who make stupdi jokes a lot??#most of the time wben i meet that lidn of guy they just like make stupid jokes until they run out of material and i just font realize theyr #just like fucking w me bc i dont lie to ppl if i can avoid it ad i just say things that are true ao shouldnt other pekple too #like ppl can tell me smthn and im pribavly just gonna believe them thats why i dont do dating apps it’d be terrible cause i cant pick up on #other peoples bs. but like w girls they just think im stupid and talk abt me behind my back and its like #im bad at communication that doesnt mean i dont have feelings?????#im really bad w like pll yellign stories tho bc i will just hear smthn and assume its true liek #even w the nosleep reddit page its like #ppl talking to me abt my health i almost never believe bc its like ‘idk i still feel like im dying so i think youre wrong but im not as #educated in that area as doctors and nurses hopefully are so idk’ but like i read that shit on nosleep #and i know its fucking dake it says its fake in the tules #but my brain is just like ‘nah that sounds legit could be true who am i to say it aint’#this is why i am almost 23 never been on a date never been able to do long term things w friends none of it #ppl would get sick of my bs too quickly its like people tell me jokes and i dont even notice ppl hit onme and i cant tell #but yknow horror movies those aint believable bc noway pll can be ghat stupid #but the. ppl AREthat stupid and i just idk #im coming down from my benedryl imposed bullshit state and im sad again #and lonely and also stressing bc i. eed to go back to the doctor #and i dont want to its like oh yay more drugs potentially a ct scan great im fucking poor and dont wanna deal w this bs #anyways im autistic pls be straightforward w me bc im really stupid evidently #if we go by what other ppl call me for inability to pick up on things and social cues #out.

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