#and i just kinda feel like some of that emotional pain flew out wuth the blood yknow
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Self harmed for the first time in maybe almost a year to feel something
#i felt bad but often I'm just not able to cry#and i felt like crying would help me feel less bad#so i cut myself#hoping it will either make me cry or help me get my emotions out somehow#and i guess it worked#ive never seen this much blood from doing that#i didnt do anything serious its all surface cuts#i just. needed to do something. anything#now im too focused on the physical pain to think about the mental pain#and i just kinda feel like some of that emotional pain flew out wuth the blood yknow#im going to sleep#tomorrow will be better#bee buzz
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